sewerperson - i start to rust (slowed)

LYRICS:
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If it's always like this what’s the point in love?
I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once and I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in your head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks, I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain, now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat your fucking food u better enjoy it, it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body, I'm in love with it
I can't hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how you deem right
Vomit on my sweater, I'm throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong, I was cursed from my birth, I swear
This ain't shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I can't even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love?
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love?
#sewerperson #istarttorust #slowed

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hits hard