Both of you listen it’s not the brain that gives the feeling signals it’s the heart and in other words you should stop listening and start talking you should be known as a fierce warrior against this enemy so called depression you should fight with your heart take it head on but it’s not bad to hide just keep your safety
I think ur Mum is wrong but also right but isn’t that in everyone’s everyday life it’s like the butterfly effect if you go and do one thing other consequences are in order for you later on or for someone else and I think in your situation you should not put on any act and keep trying it so if you need the help then you can get it I’m only in this comment section to give good advice so if this is not helpful then pls giv feedback I would love to know how you are doing though😊
I told my doctor when i was 11, that i have problems with eating and i was still overweight at this point. She hasnt done anything and now this shit is torturing me for 5 years
@@Lily-kk2tu ive been self diagnosing depression and anxiety since years ago and guess what? After I started attending therapy, I was diagnosed both of them.
You’ll get through it one day or another people in this world will support you I know I would you should believe that you’ll get better and you will it’s the algorithm of life just be yourself kk
I see all these depressed people and... I really want to hug you all. I want to take all your broken parts and repair you. I know I am just a random person on the internet for you. But please know this: Your life matters! Please! There is a light! There will be a light. Don't give up! Please! I know you feel weak but death is only weaker!
I cut my self for the first time a couple weeks ago and this week on Monday I made a new cut and nobody knows Thank you all of us depressed people appreciate but sometimes we can’t be repaired
ive spent years being quiet, being alone with my depression and right now, i just uploaded a cover of a song and i felt hopeless of my passion, which is singing. it’s been so long since ive even dealt directly with my depression. i need help. not even singing makes me happy anymore. i don’t know what’s wrong with me
Kayla oh thank you so much. never thought anyone would read it so thank you. i am going to do a few things different in my life but im going to start next month so for now, everything is just so boring and meaningless. but, i know what you mean, and i will make the most of the new things of next month. so; thank you for recommending~ also, you take care of yourself, too please? and if you ever want to talk, im really here. i like to listen to people and know more about our differences. have a nice day~ and thank you!
@@jikookpm hey, please stay here. there's nothing wrong with you, feeling hopeless doesn't make you broken or any less of anything. can you try talking to a professional about how you're feeling if you haven't already? I hope you're doing well.
I cried at the gun shot the first time then by the second i was crying "take me with you god damnit don't leave me here! Take me with you!" Then when the gun shot went off was when I picked up the blade and said "another day in hell"
it hurts seeing people mix up sorrow and depression- i dont really want to come off rude but depression isnt just suicidal thoughts and pain- theres alot more in it that psychologically fucks you up.
Yes I get that but- No one kills them selves if they are happy. 99% percent of time people are depressed. So I get why people always mix suicide and depression together.
I can’t do it anymore. I have so much stress and sadness inside of me. I want to scream , I want to break stuff, I want to yell at someone and I want to be gone. I started to grow anger issues. Maybe it’s a pinch of my anger reaching the surface. It can’t come out, but it’s trying. At the end of the day that anger is just sadness.
i hate feeling this way. i hate myself so much. i wish i could be better. i wish i could tell someone how i feel instead of jst keeping it to yself and crying myself to sleep every night. im so tired. i want to be gone from this world.
One they all miss me and I will be listening to them and I will be happiest person now they feel me as burden I think I am not I need some time to come out of everything but i am trying to pass out all subjects but u want more marks but i am unable to score but I'm trying to score
I was crying while listening to this tho,i dont even know whats wrong with me,its actually my birthday,and i was hoping that this day would be pretty good....but i was wrong,i feel like im invisible,no one cares about me..
People care trust me even though I’m some random dude people do care for you I believe in you and first you should believe in your self don’t let others put you down you are awesome and intelligent but always remember that someone out there loves you
i’m so down with everything an y life and the scars on my thighs arnt mistakes and you know i didn’t accidentally burn myself, i’m sorry i turned out to be this person, and i really did try it fix it, but, my sister in law told me one day someone’s gonna hug me so tight that all my broken pieces will stick back together
I think the worst feeling is when u trying to get better but there is always that person who just get you back to zero and then they hit you with the "it was a joke chill"
Why is it so much easier to tell people in the comments about feelings- like I've not been okay for so long yet everyone Is just like "are you suicidal" then laughs and I always say "why would I be suicidal and sad? I love myself!"
This is what you hear from the ones who had lost the battle of trying to get someone or anyone to listen.... but what is the thing that really pis__s me off is the community guideline BS .... I guess the ones who sets it is a little lost on reality.
I’m in grade 9 and I had depression since grade 4... but I tell ppl I’m fine and I’m happy and they believe me but then I met someone that became my only friend and was able to tell I was lying... But they then killed them selves a year ago and now I have nobody...
I've been in my depression since I was 8.. But I call it: *Death Bed* I've been in my *Death Bed* because.. They make me feel that I'm worthless.. And it got worst when I reached High School.. And now.. I'm being dumb about how I really feel.. I feel numb about what they say.. This is what they did to me.. But they didn't know.. 'CausE I acted really fcking fine. Damn. Its getting even worst.
Hey, i know im a random person on the intenet but you can vent to me. Im going through the same thing and I know how it feels. My discord is demon.snakk#5318. Vent to me if you want
When you listen to it so much the gun shot is no longer suprising
It's to true,I've had depression for to long and I think it not getting better,but I always think, dont do it,and that's the real curse
Shaun Adams I hope you okay, you not alone
Both of you listen it’s not the brain that gives the feeling signals it’s the heart and in other words you should stop listening and start talking you should be known as a fierce warrior against this enemy so called depression you should fight with your heart take it head on but it’s not bad to hide just keep your safety
I hope you have a terrific day
Yup-
This is so relatable to be honest.
yes, it is
yea
I told my mother that I might need to see a therapist & she hasn't done anything.
I told her two years ago.
I think ur Mum is wrong but also right but isn’t that in everyone’s everyday life it’s like the butterfly effect if you go and do one thing other consequences are in order for you later on or for someone else and I think in your situation you should not put on any act and keep trying it so if you need the help then you can get it I’m only in this comment section to give good advice so if this is not helpful then pls giv feedback I would love to know how you are doing though😊
Pls have a wonderfully and awesome day okay
Hey man... If you ever need someone to talk to please don't hesitate to add me on discord. Whish#9902
If you have a phone the national suicide prevention lifeline is available. It's free. Google it.
I told my doctor when i was 11, that i have problems with eating and i was still overweight at this point. She hasnt done anything and now this shit is torturing me for 5 years
I'm depressed, this just makes me cry
Bro same i have the same situation as the person in the video. When i open up to her she just doesn't listen
I feel the pain, because I feel like her
Same
I’ve been depressed since I was 10 years old but I haven’t been diagnosed, I haven’t had proper help since
If you haven't been diagnosed, don't self diagnosis
@Jessica don't say you have depression if you haven't been to a therapist
Petal Stone self-diagnosing is okay under circumstances. having a profession diagnosis is a privilege
@@Lily-kk2tu ive been self diagnosing depression and anxiety since years ago and guess what? After I started attending therapy, I was diagnosed both of them.
@@yume9545 and? Crying once doesn't mean she)he(it)they have depression
*- The first disappointment is painful , while the rest are no more strengthening ⇡ ،💗🎧 ٰء*
Well I'm going through depression too and its been going on for a couple years now
Burrito Floof, But your still here and that's amazing,you're being so strong I'm proud of you
Yeah.
You’ll get through it one day or another people in this world will support you I know I would you should believe that you’ll get better and you will it’s the algorithm of life just be yourself kk
Have a wonderful day pls ❤️❤️
dont give up one day you will find the end of suffer....like me...
Why is this video so true to life.
I see all these depressed people and... I really want to hug you all. I want to take all your broken parts and repair you.
I know I am just a random person on the internet for you. But please know this:
Your life matters! Please! There is a light! There will be a light. Don't give up! Please! I know you feel weak but death is only weaker!
Thank you........we're trying our best...
awwwww that so heart warming
Thank you..^^
Only weaker if you look at it like that
I cut my self for the first time a couple weeks ago and this week on Monday I made a new cut and nobody knows
Thank you all of us depressed people appreciate but sometimes we can’t be repaired
I'm.... so hurt rn. I felt the pain, i felt it. I felt the gun shot and my heart melt away...
This is what I’m going to send to my friends when I end it
Me too
this is what I am gonna sa=end to my classmates and everyone I know one I decide to end it
This is really sad :(
litterally me in nutshell---
l i k e l i t t e r a l l y
*hug*
*hugs*
Why do i feel like her all the time? Why is this me?
My life’s perfect...
So why do I feel like my worlds falling apart?
you too?
@@arrianalougutierrez4496 you too ?
@@alonzoth9457 yeah you too?
In this life there is only one chance, do not lose them so easily
R.I.P teresa Armonta
I have a head ache just from listening to the shot
My friends tried to commit cuz I did...I cut myself and they did it...I cried in class and had to run out...I hate myself...Everyday
Don’t hate yourself I started cutting when I was 3
You are strong and you are worth it
Try to stop doing these things and I am here for you . We will get through this. Stay Strong
I understand that perfectly
I hate my self my friend died because of me I weren't good enough she got shot and I couldn't save her
Who else was stairing at the screen with wide eyes as I heard the gun getting ready to shoot and jump when she pulled the trigger...😢😥
Me
yes, i cried
Don't hate yourself, plz.Don't give up and never stop fighting 🙂
I already gave up
I gave up
It really sad
ive spent years being quiet, being alone with my depression and right now, i just uploaded a cover of a song and i felt hopeless of my passion, which is singing. it’s been so long since ive even dealt directly with my depression. i need help. not even singing makes me happy anymore. i don’t know what’s wrong with me
Kayla oh thank you so much. never thought anyone would read it so thank you. i am going to do a few things different in my life but im going to start next month so for now, everything is just so boring and meaningless. but, i know what you mean, and i will make the most of the new things of next month. so; thank you for recommending~ also, you take care of yourself, too please? and if you ever want to talk, im really here. i like to listen to people and know more about our differences. have a nice day~ and thank you!
@@jikookpm hey, please stay here. there's nothing wrong with you, feeling hopeless doesn't make you broken or any less of anything. can you try talking to a professional about how you're feeling if you haven't already? I hope you're doing well.
not even drawing makes me happy at all I lost motivation on everything but force myself to go on
I wanna give u a smile on Ur face and try to make u happy again , i dont know u but i love and all people loves u
I just need to cry but i can’t anymore
I don’t know how parents expect us to tell something to therapist when we don’t even get to thrust them
the weird thing is that I can tell my counselor everything but I can't with my own family
Im an only child, I’m a disappointment to my family. I just want to go I want to got far away from everybody.
I cried at the gun shot the first time then by the second i was crying "take me with you god damnit don't leave me here! Take me with you!" Then when the gun shot went off was when I picked up the blade and said "another day in hell"
Well. It's almost been ten months, and i was clean. I just relapsed. I'm sorry
thats why i dont tell anyone that I am sad
I admire people who have the courage to end their life, I want it so bad but I won't because I'm a coward
same
I'm so sick of being the FAMILY F****ING DISAPPOINTMENT LIKE ACTUALLY. geeze...who can relate??
you have a point i am a disappointment to my family as well
The gunshot hit hard
sometimes, I wanna but I’m to scared . It’s just.
Thats just so relatable and i feeling like Thais way is the only one for me i just dont want any longer i really hate that
It's too late I'm done fighting for what people want that day oh yeah I miss you I love you stay for me they just want me for my body..
im barely hanging on
im tried
im losing my will to hang on
sorry for venting
Death is the ultimate happiness.
I don't know who we are why we loved to listen. Nobody hear me that's why I'm taking to you ❤️
This is fun. I smile while listening to this because I felt the same.
it hurts seeing people mix up sorrow and depression- i dont really want to come off rude but depression isnt just suicidal thoughts and pain- theres alot more in it that psychologically fucks you up.
Yes I get that but- No one kills them selves if they are happy. 99% percent of time people are depressed. So I get why people always mix suicide and depression together.
@@mystudioyeahthatsrightmine9689 99%? what are you talking about
these is so relatable to myself
I want this at my funeral
scars already became a new hobby
I can’t do it anymore. I have so much stress and sadness inside of me. I want to scream , I want to break stuff, I want to yell at someone and I want to be gone. I started to grow anger issues. Maybe it’s a pinch of my anger reaching the surface. It can’t come out, but it’s trying. At the end of the day that anger is just sadness.
the sad thing about this is that everything you said is how I am right now...
I can relate
This is so honestly, I wish i can anyone tell this... but I'm to weak...
Maybe if I’m quiet my silence will be heard
I search for this video everytime i get those suicidal thoughts , i don't think there's somebody out there can fucking hear me , I'm tired
I almost died when I was 2. I used to be thankful that I didn’t die that day, but now I wish I had.
Yeah right? I'm 14 female if been sexually assaulted 3 times and i live with a narcissistic dad(step-step) dad...
Can we pretent that airplanes
In the night sky like shooting stars
when you shake because you can’t handle yourself anymore
Loading my shii up rn
i'm in so much pain
Hey,dont worry
So am I
are you doing better now? i hope you're okay
No I love you don't leave me alone I'm empty, hopeless, worthless, broken how do I live my fuckin life .
I am sorry 😢
It hurts....it hurts so so so so bad.....I don't feel anything, I feel numb and I can't breathe
I feel like this every day
What is the song in the background of this
I was gunna ask the same thing
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@@saraporter2827 same
After about 1 year about being clean of self harm I broke it I cant do it anymore
i hate feeling this way. i hate myself so much. i wish i could be better. i wish i could tell someone how i feel instead of jst keeping it to yself and crying myself to sleep every night. im so tired. i want to be gone from this world.
I don't know but somehow it felt peaceful
One they all miss me and I will be listening to them and I will be happiest person now they feel me as burden I think I am not I need some time to come out of everything but i am trying to pass out all subjects but u want more marks but i am unable to score but I'm trying to score
I’m crying
Alright you sad cinnammon buns, Im your sibling from now on IDC whoever says, Im hugging the shit outta you.
There is only one way out of this life
Why do we all say cat scratches? That's my top excuse.
I was crying while listening to this tho,i dont even know whats wrong with me,its actually my birthday,and i was hoping that this day would be pretty good....but i was wrong,i feel like im invisible,no one cares about me..
People care trust me even though I’m some random dude people do care for you I believe in you and first you should believe in your self don’t let others put you down you are awesome and intelligent but always remember that someone out there loves you
I feel like this is me telling my mum this..🥺💔💔
Just tell me if u dont find anyone im hère for u for help u for make u happy , from rondom
My hole I have been yelled at but I just keep it in and it's been going on for so long that I lost the ability to cry but I just live on with it
And just like that I'm
✨T R I G G E R E D✨
Im from 2020
This video hurt me diferent...
Imposible how 2 mi. Can change perspective to world....
I-is she dead... I’m crying rn your not a disappointment your just misunderstood your life matters everyone’s life matters
I hope not its been 2 years since this post but I feel like the description would say something at least edit: the gunshot sounded fake don't worry
Its fake the shot I've done sfx for films and stuff dont worry
@@Faithtamati thank you for telling me
@@w.corpeqittle no problem
Mine doesnt
i’m so down with everything an y life and the scars on my thighs arnt mistakes and you know i didn’t accidentally burn myself, i’m sorry i turned out to be this person, and i really did try it fix it, but, my sister in law told me one day someone’s gonna hug me so tight that all my broken pieces will stick back together
I think the worst feeling is when u trying to get better but there is always that person who just get you back to zero and then they hit you with the "it was a joke chill"
i never asked to be born u know :)
same
Why is it so much easier to tell people in the comments about feelings- like I've not been okay for so long yet everyone Is just like "are you suicidal" then laughs and I always say "why would I be suicidal and sad? I love myself!"
Is this.... the last.....
video
This is what you hear from the ones who had lost the battle of trying to get someone or anyone to listen.... but what is the thing that really pis__s me off is the community guideline BS .... I guess the ones who sets it is a little lost on reality.
Why am i excatly like her...
What name music backround?
ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ if ur sad have a hug feom teddy
Yes i needed some hugs
(｡･ω･｡)
Huggies❤❤❤
This is sooo sad even when it gets to the gun and its not a surprise no more but I still jump
I’m in grade 9 and I had depression since grade 4... but I tell ppl I’m fine and I’m happy and they believe me but then I met someone that became my only friend and was able to tell I was lying...
But they then killed them selves a year ago and now I have nobody...
I love you. Don't wory baby. Dont horte you. You are beauty.
its fucking sad
I have someone like this in my life sort of
Found you
ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ⊂(･ω･*⊂)
What's the background music?
U know when u need 4 months 4 person and ur depressed wow
How did it get uploaded tho
Goodbye...
Wait-
Is this person still alive?
Literally this is the last vid they posted and it’s over 4 years ago
*Hugs*
Can anyone tell me the background name pls?
I've been in my depression since I was 8.. But I call it: *Death Bed*
I've been in my *Death Bed* because.. They make me feel that I'm worthless.. And it got worst when I reached High School.. And now.. I'm being dumb about how I really feel.. I feel numb about what they say.. This is what they did to me.. But they didn't know.. 'CausE I acted really fcking fine. Damn. Its getting even worst.
This is me..
anyone got the music in the back
Sandstorm -darude
Leonard Pite thx bro
Leonard Pite lieing assssss boy
Willow by Jasmine Thompson :)
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I'm depressed I don't know what to do I fake smile 😁💔 and I can't take it anymore I don't know how to ask for help 😟
Hey, i know im a random person on the intenet but you can vent to me. Im going through the same thing and I know how it feels. My discord is demon.snakk#5318. Vent to me if you want
@@gray1010 sure I'm gonna try 👋
i honestly don't understand how almost no one saw the gunshot i even covered the speaker to not wake up my parents
U ok :/
Wow thays deep
What's the instrumental tho ?
willow
@@arrianalougutierrez4496 from who?
Where is the very original one?
It become private, sadly..
@@anna-iz5qm what's the channel??
@@nandasuryaprastama7700 Not sure. But it's private.
FunPoodles :D dang it!