We did a lot especially during this time of year but we all must let these feelings pass and keep going instead of staying stuck in the past. I remember our first snowball fight it was awesome
but God, every memery of us... yes i can relate to that. ive been sorta in love when i was younger, but not anything like it was with this one. it was my first and only (so far) in adult age, and when u love as an adult, its so much deeper, at least for me, because my capacity to love is much greater now than when i was a teen, knowing way more about life, and how to treat people nicely and knowing way more about myself aswell. man her energy and ambition and eyes. :L theres maybe hope for us still, but its not a big hope ill tell you that. thanks for sharing
Without love there's a feeling of shallowness within my heart that makes me sad and emotional but to love somebody again makes me feel anxious and vulnerable.
instrumental music was pretty much the core of music and music theory for 90% of it's history. it was only when we could record audio and actually started using it for musical purposes in the early 1900s that it became normal to have lyrics with instrumentals. that's why classical music is still moving today, it carried the emotion that lyrics would do now. I prefer instrumentals even today because I feel that the tone of a song can make you feel 10x more than any words can. the part at 2:53 would normally just be in the background while artist sings, but by itself can invoke an even stronger emotion. my interpretation of it is the melody of a tragic situation becoming hopeless and the person enduring it has to either has to suffer through it or make the choice to let go of something they have been holding on to for a long time. that is why i still come back to this song, the instrumentals of this song are perfect in manifesting the emotion of grief, anger, hopelessness, in just 4 minutes.
I'm sorry, no matter what you've done no one deserves to feel any kind of pain. Take care and ya'll stay safe P.s everything is going to be okay it just takes time and its okay to cry because that's how you heal and become a better version of your self but make sure to pick yourself up. Keep moving forward...
The world is full of people. You just have to organize your like to meet new friends. And perhaps you will find love. Create things you like in your life : meet people to church, sports, music. I pray for you.
@@phenometal2420 but in the end it all boils down to looks, if your good looking enough even if your a d*ck head your just so cool but if an average dudes trying to be a fkin human being and give some damn respect they are called pimps and simps BUT oh but if a good looking guy does it he's a gentleman.
Sometimes, I feel like my head is under water except I’m the only one that’s holding it down; I’ve spent nearly the entirety of my life living in the comforts of chaos and so now, I find it hard to keep long-lasting relationships - I feel like no one really knows me, but I understand that no one truly will. I’ve sabotaged so many healthy relationships over the fact that I chose to play with fire, and then when I get burnt, I have no one else to blame but myself so I sit there feeling sorry for myself like I am right now. God, desire truly is the root of all suffering. I’m driven towards desire by desire, believing that the fulfilment of that desire is an end, but there is no end - I’m never satisfied. I continue to chase a feeling i’m not even familiar with. I want more, and more. I want the type of love that devours me. I want intensity and yet I am overwhelmed; many aspects of myself are in direct opposition to one another and yet I still crave consistency above all else. I want to be overwhelmed with love so pure and sweet just like honey. I don’t want to continue sucking on a lemon to convince myself of false perceptions.
i miss him so much it absolutely kills me everyday knowing i wasn’t good for him, he broke up with me for another girl when he was all i wanted oh to just spend one more day with him i really love him and it hurts
I'm sorry. Know this. We humans go through pain, but the magical thing is we can relate. And I relate to you stranger, and it's ok, because God has us. And He Loves me so much even when I lost her I felt his love. And it made me cry and break down over and over again. ❤
Give yourselves time to grieve and in time you’ll move on and accept they happened, I know you probably miss them sm but trust me eventually you’ll learn to move on, you’ll always love them in your heart somewhere but coming from a guy that was broken 9 months ago, it does get better.
Last time it lasted for like almost 1 1/2 years, but it was with my 13th best friend in the past when I was 9 in 4 going in 5th grade Congrats to me for not being over them for that long 🥳🥳
I cry every time I hear this instrumental, this instrumental reminds me of how hard life is, and certain words can't describe how cool this song is. ❤️🩹❤️🩹
I dont know how many times i re-lived this life but i wish i reborn one more time to live happily with my mom ,dad and my siblings cuz thats all i wanted and that was my only world
The fact that this feeling, pain and weekness is coming back again and again, is so dissapointing. I had the best summer in years i build up myself, physically same as mentally. Now im sitting in my room alone too scared to go to school, seeing my friends having fun without me. And nobody really misses me after all. Thinking im important and sadly realize that there are one one group of people i have that really cares about me... my family. So guys i dindnt want to give qotes but enjoy youre childhood, the time with youre parents and aspecially love youreself. There are no other people that can understand the exact same inside than youreself. luv u
whenever I hear this song, is it just me? or does anyone else starts crying and gets that burning sensation on their nose since that is the feeling of getting everything off your chest.
"Someday you will be at a weak point, you have to sit down, realize that its a game, life is a game. But you only have one life left. No save points, no respawns. So live your life to the fullest possibilities knowing that its your last chance to make something happen in your favor." -Me.
Am I destined to be this way? Was it the angle the moon set the day I was born? Or the way the wind blew? Or the temperature of the mild summers day? Or was it the pitch of my cry? I find that maybe it’s my fault. Perhaps they don’t want me as much as I want them all the times because maybe, maybe, maybe it was me. It’s always been them. Not me. First time. I was young and you were only a few months older. She was older, too, and I felt like a puppet in your hands. You didn’t like her? You took me. Oh, you forgive her? I am left in the sand pit with no one picking me up. Not even picking me out the sand to put on the grass, concrete, fence, no, just on the sand. Sand getting into my pores and my face. Second and third time it happens again. Now I’m intertwined with jealousy and slight rage whenever someone doesn’t pick me. They never do. I open my heart yet I remain stuck outside the gates of your’s. The others feel they can just walk in, but I don’t. Only one person can have the key. You said I do, but you people please. I can’t tell what you really want. I hate it, I hate you, but you’re my friend. Sometimes I wish I could just be alone. And it would be okay. No struggling or pain or overthinking or anything. But I am never alone. My thoughts my brain people the actions the words my heart my feelings all crowd me in a room cornered with no door no windows no holes not even a crack. I suffocate. Until one day I hope someone lets me breathe, inside the chambers of their heart, together. We have each other the key. This is it. It’s final. We live. We die. But with our keys in one another’s hand. Is that so f-ing hard?
The suffocation is real. The agony, envy, hatred, rage, disappointment, guilt, misconception, regret, insecurity, overthinking, struggle, hopelessness, all of them are real. But hey? at least the loneliness turned into lonesomeness. Now isn't that awesome..
My Grandma was 80, i was 12. I loved her so much, i told everyone how she was so old and she was going to live until she was 100. I loved her so much! One day i went over to make cookies with her, and her daughter was there (my aunt lives with her.) I talked with my aunt for a while saying how Grandma was so lively, and she could cook so well. Grandma could'nt hear very well, so she couldn't hear us from the other room. I never understood why my aunt rita was so sad all the time. I always believed she would live until she was 100! She was so lively and well! But I never new i was going to lose her at 85. F*CK Covid.
"This world isn't the same what we used to view as a kid because of stress sadness and works that keeps bothering you, making you have less time with your family and the friends you love since the childhood, we can all agree that we miss being a kid because of how happy and fun it was back then" -Me 2022
I won too but my past keeps dragging me down making me feel guilty for moving on. I used to get builled by a topper who's after all these years a suicidal person who thinks I'm just god gifted and smart. My parent keeps saying theve change I don't know who their even trying to convince is it me or themselve. I mean I have everything now life was supposed to feel atleast a bit better.
This has kinda proved to me that Gonzalez's voice is the standout feature of the band. The guitar is nice of course, very pretty and weepy, but the singing is really the instrument here.
Fully disagree. There’s a reason why these instrumental versions exist. Because their voice did not fit the melody at all. Much better without their voice imho
@@osaobeid7828 I agree with your opinion that the instrumentals are quite better. then again, I only hate the vocals because the lyrics are the same cliched sad boy shit but the singer is still good. I remember hearing this song for the first time and being caught off guard by the singing so I instantly searched for an instrumental
For me I love the instrumentals more because it leaves me with my thoughts and someone yapping lyrics just makes me stop thinking about what I'm thinking and I get annoyed so I play instrumentals Alot more. At the end of the day though it all comes down to opinion and your taste in it.
Yeah fr though, Im not gonna knock OPa opinion, but yeah nah, that guy's voice ain't it at all. I listen to this instrumental for a reason @@osaobeid7828
It's making you cry every time You give your love to me this way Saying you'd wait for me to stay I know it hurts you But I need to tell you something My heart just can't be faithful for long I swear I'll only make you cry Maybe I'd change for you someday But I can't help the way I feel Wish I was good, wish that I could Give you my love now But I need to tell you something My heart just can't be faithful for long I swear I'll only make you cry I need to tell you something My heart just can't be faithful for long I swear I'll only make you cry
"I'm scared without you, but I'm also trying to be brave. You always made my days brighter, but now they're dark. I'll miss you, but you wont miss me."
Ofc cuz it sounds like Kill bill, off the record, So Am I, Take on me, Follow you, Stargazing, Let the light in... It sounds like over 40 songs... Isn't it beautiful? The title speaks for itself... Doesn't it just make you cry? ❤
I really really tried to let him go but I don't know what happened, why did I fall again why why why sometimes i just wish i could now why. He doesn't love me yet I adore him and I can't stop myself from going to the same cycle. I don't even remember the last time I slept 8 hours yet im crying over a boy when i should be sleeping how can someone destroy me so much, just how how how. Im really tired i sometimes just want to close my eyes and not wake up but I wanna live because all of the things I want but its really hard.
She left me and went for her first crush , were all the memories we made together mean anything to her , how did she move on so fast ? Was I the problem ? Did she ever love ?
It didn't matter if you wanted to see me, see my body or anything. I'm not mad about that. I'm just sad, that despite everything, we stopped talking. And there's no way back. Do anything, but please don't ignore me. It kills me. You knew it. And you did it, just like other did to you in the past. I just wish you the best and ever, all my best wishes. I won't be able to see you grow anymore. And the little moments you shared with me felt like a trip to another world. Thank you.
Değmesin ellerimiz, Kavuşmasın bu gözler, Kavuşmakmıdır çare? Yoksa hasret midir bizi sürükleyen, Vel hasıl kelam, ""Bir umuttur imkansızlık"". Bilsekte asla kavuşamayacağımızı, Biz hep birbirimize aidiz.
Everyone has pain and sadnesses but they wait for that day where all is gonna change for good ,but nothing changes if nothing makes it change (At least most of them) Be safe now
Edit: Ya'll I kinda regret saying 8th grade sucked...school is about to end in 2 weeks and I'm starting to FINALLY realize, "huh...I just realized I'm never going to return back to 8th grade ever again...frick 💀💀" 8th grade wasn't AS fun as 7th grade, but there's some things in 8th grade I'm literally going to cry over today. ANYWAYS, back to what I was saying 7 months ago at the time of editing this comment: Honestly, this song is literally how I felt on the last day of 7th grade. It was literally the best post 3rd grade year I've had in a WHILE. I'll admit I was very skeptical about leaving elementary school and wasn't ready for middle school, but it wasn't until I started enjoying 7th grade because I literally made so many friends and connected with so many people I probably wouldn't have met otherwise. I got attached to all my teachers and classmates since they were all super fun people (except my 5th period class, THEY hated me, but ironically I miss language arts the most mainly because of my teacher and the stuff we learned about...:( Especially the book we read at the end of the year that will always serve as a reminder to what once was a year with low expectations.) It wasn't until the last day of school that I finally got to appreciate all of that, but I already realized that day that it was way too late at this point. I remember being so depressed on the last day of school since I knew I was never going to go back, EVER. No matter how hard I might try to relive the experience, 7th grade was over. I got to laugh with the 8th graders one last time, I got to see my history teacher crack jokes one last time, I got to see my crush for the final time... (Whom I never got the chance to say goodbye too since he wasn't really interested in me, but that would be the last interaction I had with him.) I got to see my math teacher who believed in me one last time, I got the chance to see my inspirational language arts teacher say her final words before she left the school (she didn't die btw), and finally...I said goodbye to my science teacher, my bff who would move away, all my classmates who've I've gone very close with the exception of my language arts classmates. I think also why this year was the best so far is because of how much crazy stuff happened- LIKE ME AND MY FRIENDS GOT FRONTROW TICKETS TO OUR FIRST WITNESSING OF A FIGHT SINCE WE'VE NEVER SEEN ONE, AND THE FACT THAT THIS FIGHT LITERALLY WENT DOWN IN HISTORY FOR BEING ONE OF THE CRAZIEST FIGHTS IN OUR SCHOOL'S HISTORY OF BEAT-UPS 💀. LIKE- C'MON! IT WAS MY FIRST FIGHT! And ALSO the fact that one of my friends who was in 8th grade at the time (she's in 9th now) literally punched me for no reason at all and broke all my trust I had for her since she played the victim for the rest of the year when everyone knew damn well I was innocent 😭!..But aside all of that, 7th grade was just a banger. Idk why but it's so weird that I was so sad about 7th grade ending (even though I was still returning the school for 8th grade in 2 months) yet when I graduated 6th grade I just did not care at all 💀. Yea I was sad maybe a little but even when it fully hit me that elementary was over, It wasn't that painful compared to 7TH GRADE!! **Sigh** I would just do anything to go back to that time :(... To conclude this weirdly long essay about my life that nobody asked for, I remember how when the final rang on that bittersweet day of May 24th, 2023, everybody rushed outside the gates, some of them staying behind to say their FINAL goodbyes. I waited for the entire school to clear up, then I walked to my daycare I use to go to in the beginning of 7th grade but left because my mom left her Job. I said a final goodbye to my daycare teachers AND some of my friends who were there, and started the very slow walk outside the school. I'm not joking when I say this but it took me 10 MINUTES to finally reach my mom's car. Usually I would be out in 2 mins, but again, I was feeling so down so I decided to pretend I was ✨fRoZeN iN tImE✨ by walking around the left side of the school for the last time, knowing 8th grade won't be the same...So, what does this have to do with the song you may ask? Well, I having this song on REPEAT in 4th period because our teacher allowed us to have our phones out since it was the last day of school, and I listened to this song since I just wanted to let it finally sink in that 7th grade was over, and I actually cried in class but luckily nobody noticed 🥲. So now, whenever I hear this song in a video, all those memories start coming back. It's almost like a slideshow going through my brain projecting the different events that happened at my schools and crazy stuff. Oh, and that book we read in my language class, that one quote really does describe 7th grade as a whole...7th grade, in my heart, will forever "stay gold 💛💛..." :)
one time I was listening to this song while crying because my mom was fighting w my grandma and my mom sounded so angry and so hysterical and crazy and she kept screaming a lot. i cried so hard to this song
pov: (this actually happened to me lol) you were in your 4th period, sitting with your friend while thinking abt your bf, one of your friends came up to you and said "hey im sorry to say, but your bf said he doesnt love you." it completely broke your heart, "he told you that?" you asked "mhm, im really sorry." they replied. your heart sank as your eyes started to tear up, you heart was beating fast, and then tears start running down your face. you put your head down as you cried, this wasnt the first time you did this, it was your second. your friend come and hugs you. sooner almost everyone in the class was wondering what was wrong. your teacher comes up to you and tells you to go to the restroom. as you head to the restroom, some of your friend in the hallway notice you crying. once you get into a stall you ball your eyes out as you text your friends abt what happened. later the bell rings and you go get your stuff as you head to your next class. many people noticed your red face. almost the entire grade sees you crying. you walk where people where lined up to go to class, your friend sees you crying and gives you a big hug as you cry on her shoulder. you give them your backpack as you head to the bathroom to cry. you 6th period teacher notices you crying and calls you over to them. they ask what is wrong and you explain. they tell you to go to the counselors office. as you walk to the office, many of the other graders notice you crying. you go to the counselors office and they talk to you. finally you head back to your 5th period class, and all your friends were asking why you were crying, and you told them "bf problems". in 6th period you were doing your work as you listen to this song and many other sad songs as little tears run down your face. one of your friend notices you from across the room and starts texting you (i cant remember the exact texts) Them: "why are you crying?" You: "him, he doesnt love me." Them: "____. you dont need to worry abt him, you can find somebody better." You: "ik but i him so much :(" Them: "who cares abt one stupid boy. there many other boys that will love you and treat you better." You: ":(" after that you ask to go to the restroom almost all your tears out. the class ends and you walk out as your bf comes running up to you with your best friend who told him what you wanted to tell him. you and him hug, then you start running to 7th period, things still on your mind until one of his best friends goes and hugs you and says "he loves you bro. you rlly got me worried." you smile. the bell rings and you run out to find him while you were walking to your bus. you and him were holding hands the entire time as he kept saying "im sorry, i do love you, it was just ___ (your ex) saying dumb shit." once you get on the bus your friends all hug you asked why you were crying. you explain. once you got home. you put your things down and start thinking. the next day rolls around and everyone was asking why you were crying yesterday, you explain again. but that day you cried even more than the day before. his other best friend was saying abt how he doesnt love you. that day was just like the day before. till this day you still think abt those awful days (November 30th 2023 and December 1st 2023) i hate those days :/
This makes me think of my best friend I haven’t seen him in so long we text but it’s not the same we plan on meeting eachother when we are 18 but that’s in 4 years I miss you my boy😢❤
It gives me the night vibe in 2007, when you are still a kid and you hear car noises outside, you are still 4, it almost 9 and it's your bedtime, the window is opened letting the air in and the room is empty... and even tho u are still a child you feel this life vibe... life vibe that is just so hard to explain but feeling it makes you feel like you are in a feild with flowers, or under rain... it's unexplainable but I still get it even after thu song... it's hard to explain it but I still get this feeling and I want to cry bc now I'm a young adult but I hate to grow up... getting older just gives me the sad vibe.... I want to go vacations to early 2000s, when life wasn't so complicated... I might sound funny but I hate to see the world change...
Gabriel is more connected to Chris now. We all share the awareness: the light behind all of our eyes. We all share one soul. He's within the calls of birds. The cries of new born children. And the flutters of the butterfly"s wings. Holding my man tight tonight and I have so much gratitude. I've been feeling suicidal and depressed and lonely and this opened my eyes. I'm thankful for life.
To know I’ll never be good enough hits me the most when I’m alone in my bed submerge in my own thoughts. I try my best to see the good in people but always get the short end of the stick and fuck over everytime. My heart and feelings are now cold I don’t think I’ll ever be the same again. I don’t think I can ever love again
Everything you are going through right now is TEMPORARY : Thoughts, emotions and people too. Don't stress, you are gonna be ok 👌 . I'm proud of you 🫡❤️🫵🫂
this is making me so emotional. I recently injured myself and im a dancer and have a performance coming up, my last nutcracker because im a senior, and I just want to get better so that I can dance. update: i am able to dance now and perform but i need surgery in jan
am i the only one that this song makes me remember every good time or good action i did to everyone to now? or just makes me overthink but in a kinda good way
We struggle to grow, to learn how to fly. Why? Just to die one day? I refuse to believe it, the path can be carved with a knife We must go on the journey without any fear and boldly approach our final frontier 🌪️👤
Same. I thought she was the one but things just don't work out. She is amazing and she will find the one, and one day I will find mine and without a doubt you will too. But for the time being, I'm glad she is still such a wonderful friend.
Me pregunto a veces acerca de los sueños, esos hitos que uno se promete alcanzar algún día, y hay personas que lo logran, las que no, sin embargo solo se resienten y se repiten una y otra ves, no pude, no pude hacerlo, no puedo y se muerden los labios con fuerza tal de cortarlos, sienten la sangre caer por su mentón, cierran los puños con fuerza, aprietan el corazón para que no duela. quieres que deje de doler, que se detenga, este tormento que te persigue cada día de tu vida, que en tus momentos felices aunque no lo creas, sigue ahí, en las sombras, esperándote a que vuelvas a tocar fondo de nuevo para seguir con el sufrimiento. los sueños están hechos para hacernos grandes, o volvernos completamente locos imaginando lo inalcanzables que son.
@@chocolatemilk2003 The fact that your memories sadden you prove that you cared and are a wonderful person. You will be cast to the bottom many times, however, each time you climb up, the “bottom” rises meaning that eventually there will be nothing to climb out of. Keep climbing my friend.
somewhere in the multiverse, there's a you and me that works (someone pls get the reference lmao) okay but I lowkey wish I could just go back and fix my mistakes :(
i knew i was a rebound but it actually felt like i was loved by her, we’re friends now but i miss it the shit we did i wanna go back. but i know i cant it fucking sucks man. i wanna let go but i cant
@@star-pp1ub as someone who literally hates middleschool and everyone in there i kid you not i was laughing, crying and jumping, i never had to see them mfs again! And trust me after highschool hit i didn't think bullying was that bad anymore 💀 i got builled in middle school changed schools became a loner and after going to college damn i rocked that shitt
Nous somme el 17 octobre 2022 est je n'ai vais toujours pas bien, à croire que ce sentiments reste de jour en jour sans jamais disparaître. Je suis triste, seul et angoisser et pourtant il m'arrive d'avoir des moments de joies et de bonne humeur mais cela n'est que éphemère. Je suis en manque d'affections profond je n'appelerai pas ça de la dépressions mais juste une tristesse qui ne veux pas s'en aller
Mother, father, I'm sorry because I'm weak Sorry that I couldn't make you proud Sorry that I don't like that place, sorry that I get tired so much In that place I'm sorry that I'm not strong to bear all this I'm sorry that I'm not sociable I'm sorry that I'm not happy I'm sorry that I don't have friends I'm sorry that I told you I'm tired and I don't want to go to that place anymore I'm sorry .. ❤But what you said to me father is not nice It hurt me, I didn't expect you to tell me that, I expected that you would prefer my happiness and comfort as you used to be, but you.. have changed, I'm sorry parents, I want you to know that all this time I've been enduring., I did it for you 🤍 متخافوش باقا كنبغيكم و غتبقا ديما نبغيكم ✨
I loved this boy from the bottom of my heart and it's hard af to let go of the memories knowing at a certain point you thought he was the person for you your soulmate and it Hurts to realize that your friends were right that you weren't in his league that you ended up in different ways that multiple people tried to separate you and it works it hurts me every time lashing out in class having you roaming in my thoughts looking back at us and wondering what's wrong having to admit that even tho you tried it wouldn't go bach like it was and I hate to admit that you aren't easy to let go off that it hurts me deeply to look at you move on to someone else while I'm still shattered still loving you still feeling that spark that tingle of joy when your name comes up 6 years together and It all faded away easily I can't forgive me for letting you go or for letting my depression get in the way of pushing a person that cared for me that loved me treated me like a princess and I am sorry I hope and try to redeem and get out of depression to my future self I hope you get well and you preach to your inner self heal with the power of your family and accept the Truth love you endlessly
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we couldn’t stay together anymore, we both know. but god, every memories of us..
Yea...kinda hurts
We did a lot especially during this time of year but we all must let these feelings pass and keep going instead of staying stuck in the past. I remember our first snowball fight it was awesome
but God, every memery of us... yes i can relate to that.
ive been sorta in love when i was younger, but not anything like it was with this one. it was my first and only (so far) in adult age, and when u love as an adult, its so much deeper, at least for me, because my capacity to love is much greater now than when i was a teen, knowing way more about life, and how to treat people nicely and knowing way more about myself aswell. man her energy and ambition and eyes. :L
theres maybe hope for us still, but its not a big hope ill tell you that. thanks for sharing
God ****
Open wound.....
Without love there's a feeling of shallowness within my heart that makes me sad and emotional but to love somebody again makes me feel anxious and vulnerable.
Falling in love will appear again.
Guess me, it is marvellous.
But, you will surely do other mistakes. Be careful.
The trap is your own mind.
i guess dont be too quick to trust anyone until you know them enough, but dont be too scared to try again
@@nathannackdal9345 So many people around us.
Never put your hapiness into someone's hands. Put it in yours to share it :)
@@phenometal2420 yes i agree fully
this
the memories stay, the pain is still there, the love won’t leave, and my heart aches everyday.
yet the lover went away" 💔
I feel you…
I feel you…
I've cried to this so much I feel like none of this is real anymore..
ur just hurting urself
It surprises me that instrumental music hurts more than lyrics does
instrumental music was pretty much the core of music and music theory for 90% of it's history. it was only when we could record audio and actually started using it for musical purposes in the early 1900s that it became normal to have lyrics with instrumentals. that's why classical music is still moving today, it carried the emotion that lyrics would do now. I prefer instrumentals even today because I feel that the tone of a song can make you feel 10x more than any words can. the part at 2:53 would normally just be in the background while artist sings, but by itself can invoke an even stronger emotion. my interpretation of it is the melody of a tragic situation becoming hopeless and the person enduring it has to either has to suffer through it or make the choice to let go of something they have been holding on to for a long time. that is why i still come back to this song, the instrumentals of this song are perfect in manifesting the emotion of grief, anger, hopelessness, in just 4 minutes.
I cry silently in my room when I hear this song.
I'm sorry, no matter what you've done no one deserves to feel any kind of pain. Take care and ya'll stay safe
P.s everything is going to be okay it just takes time and its okay to cry because that's how you heal and become a better version of your self but make sure to pick yourself up. Keep moving forward...
real real….
Me too
same
Same😢
Another Valentine's day to remind me that I am gonna be alone for my entire life
@@ThePrince-p9bay, another fellow RDR2 fan.
The world is full of people. You just have to organize your like to meet new friends. And perhaps you will find love. Create things you like in your life : meet people to church, sports, music.
I pray for you.
yeah
@@phenometal2420 but in the end it all boils down to looks, if your good looking enough even if your a d*ck head your just so cool but if an average dudes trying to be a fkin human being and give some damn respect they are called pimps and simps BUT oh but if a good looking guy does it he's a gentleman.
real
We went from talking every day and facetiming to being complete strangers…
relatable
Yesterday I had to walk right past her and say nothing.
C'est la vie. À toi de nouer d'autres relations.
Me too that’s hurt so bad….
Happened to me and my now ex best friend 😞
Sometimes, I feel like my head is under water except I’m the only one that’s holding it down; I’ve spent nearly the entirety of my life living in the comforts of chaos and so now, I find it hard to keep long-lasting relationships - I feel like no one really knows me, but I understand that no one truly will. I’ve sabotaged so many healthy relationships over the fact that I chose to play with fire, and then when I get burnt, I have no one else to blame but myself so I sit there feeling sorry for myself like I am right now. God, desire truly is the root of all suffering. I’m driven towards desire by desire, believing that the fulfilment of that desire is an end, but there is no end - I’m never satisfied. I continue to chase a feeling i’m not even familiar with. I want more, and more. I want the type of love that devours me. I want intensity and yet I am overwhelmed; many aspects of myself are in direct opposition to one another and yet I still crave consistency above all else. I want to be overwhelmed with love so pure and sweet just like honey. I don’t want to continue sucking on a lemon to convince myself of false perceptions.
i miss him so much it absolutely kills me everyday knowing i wasn’t good for him, he broke up with me for another girl when he was all i wanted oh to just spend one more day with him i really love him and it hurts
Keep ur head up
I'm sorry. Know this. We humans go through pain, but the magical thing is we can relate. And I relate to you stranger, and it's ok, because God has us. And He Loves me so much even when I lost her I felt his love. And it made me cry and break down over and over again. ❤
Give yourselves time to grieve and in time you’ll move on and accept they happened, I know you probably miss them sm but trust me eventually you’ll learn to move on, you’ll always love them in your heart somewhere but coming from a guy that was broken 9 months ago, it does get better.
i really hope so…
homie i hope you’re right
thank you
But what if you are the reason for breaking up? Man I’m just filled with so much regret and guilt :(
Last time it lasted for like almost 1 1/2 years, but it was with my 13th best friend in the past when I was 9 in 4 going in 5th grade
Congrats to me for not being over them for that long 🥳🥳
Love the little bits of vocals that stuck around 1:02 - 1:24
I cry every time I hear this instrumental, this instrumental reminds me of how hard life is, and certain words can't describe how cool this song is. ❤️🩹❤️🩹
You never realize how much you have until you lose them, don't you.
don’t let your thoughts win the fight, keep going 🙂
Same to you friend, we can do this
after going through this year, I doubt i will
I dont know how many times i re-lived this life but i wish i reborn one more time to live happily with my mom ,dad and my siblings cuz thats all i wanted and that was my only world
Same😓😭😭😭
Jesus loves you 🙏❤️✝️
YYYEEEERAHHHH LEMME FEEL THESE EMOTIOMS
The fact that this feeling, pain and weekness is coming back again and again, is so dissapointing. I had the best summer in years i build up myself, physically same as mentally. Now im sitting in my room alone too scared to go to school, seeing my friends having fun without me. And nobody really misses me after all. Thinking im important and sadly realize that there are one one group of people i have that really cares about me... my family. So guys i dindnt want to give qotes but enjoy youre childhood, the time with youre parents and aspecially love youreself. There are no other people that can understand the exact same inside than youreself. luv u
you made me crying...
It’s going to be ok ❤️ I hope you are well
I just hope she's okay, I wish she was beside me.
:L
Same I miss her
@@yeahimzahraa7465 me too
me too :/
Mine turned on me and hates my guts. She might wish death on me but I don’t wish that for her.
This is beautiful
whenever I hear this song, is it just me? or does anyone else starts crying and gets that burning sensation on their nose since that is the feeling of getting everything off your chest.
t tro d4ark
teenagers be like
Same
Same :(
Just u and maybe other girls
"Someday you will be at a weak point, you have to sit down, realize that its a game, life is a game. But you only have one life left. No save points, no respawns. So live your life to the fullest possibilities knowing that its your last chance to make something happen in your favor." -Me.
Am I destined to be this way?
Was it the angle the moon set the day I was born? Or the way the wind blew? Or the temperature of the mild summers day? Or was it the pitch of my cry?
I find that maybe it’s my fault. Perhaps they don’t want me as much as I want them all the times because maybe, maybe, maybe it was me. It’s always been them. Not me.
First time. I was young and you were only a few months older. She was older, too, and I felt like a puppet in your hands. You didn’t like her? You took me. Oh, you forgive her? I am left in the sand pit with no one picking me up. Not even picking me out the sand to put on the grass, concrete, fence, no, just on the sand. Sand getting into my pores and my face.
Second and third time it happens again.
Now I’m intertwined with jealousy and slight rage whenever someone doesn’t pick me. They never do. I open my heart yet I remain stuck outside the gates of your’s. The others feel they can just walk in, but I don’t. Only one person can have the key. You said I do, but you people please. I can’t tell what you really want. I hate it, I hate you, but you’re my friend. Sometimes I wish I could just be alone. And it would be okay. No struggling or pain or overthinking or anything. But I am never alone. My thoughts my brain people the actions the words my heart my feelings all crowd me in a room cornered with no door no windows no holes not even a crack.
I suffocate.
Until one day I hope someone lets me breathe, inside the chambers of their heart, together. We have each other the key. This is it. It’s final. We live. We die. But with our keys in one another’s hand. Is that so f-ing hard?
this is beautiful. thank you.
beautiful
The suffocation is real. The agony, envy, hatred, rage, disappointment, guilt, misconception, regret, insecurity, overthinking, struggle, hopelessness, all of them are real. But hey? at least the loneliness turned into lonesomeness. Now isn't that awesome..
This song is the song of the people with a good heart but cant win in life because other people
Hurts for no reason
Hurts me really Bad 😢
I'm in pain
@@Julietteaemi7741 dont be in pain be happy
My Grandma was 80, i was 12.
I loved her so much, i told everyone how she was so old and she was going to live until she was 100. I loved her so much! One day i went over to make cookies with her, and her daughter was there (my aunt lives with her.) I talked with my aunt for a while saying how Grandma was so lively, and she could cook so well. Grandma could'nt hear very well, so she couldn't hear us from the other room. I never understood why my aunt rita was so sad all the time. I always believed she would live until she was 100! She was so lively and well! But I never new i was going to lose her at 85.
F*CK Covid.
Alah yar7am your grandma ❤
I loved my grandma too and I lose her ')
Life feels so dark without her ') ✨
you will meet her again one day in heaven.
@@SrellikmaercsehttuodniflliwI thank you. I'm sure I will. ♡
"This world isn't the same what we used to view as a kid because of stress sadness and works that keeps bothering you, making you have less time with your family and the friends you love since the childhood, we can all agree that we miss being a kid because of how happy and fun it was back then"
-Me 2022
I remember the days when i was crying and listening this song.
Now i destroyed that sadness inside of me .
I Won
Congratulations 🥳❤I still have a long way until I win!
Im so proud of you, I look up to u and hope I can do the same thing!
I won too but my past keeps dragging me down making me feel guilty for moving on.
I used to get builled by a topper who's after all these years a suicidal person who thinks I'm just god gifted and smart.
My parent keeps saying theve change I don't know who their even trying to convince is it me or themselve.
I mean I have everything now life was supposed to feel atleast a bit better.
The only way to live is to fight... So fight.. just fight and keep moving forward no matter what....
thanks for helping me through my exams
This has kinda proved to me that Gonzalez's voice is the standout feature of the band. The guitar is nice of course, very pretty and weepy, but the singing is really the instrument here.
Fully disagree. There’s a reason why these instrumental versions exist. Because their voice did not fit the melody at all. Much better without their voice imho
@@osaobeid7828 I agree with your opinion that the instrumentals are quite better. then again, I only hate the vocals because the lyrics are the same cliched sad boy shit but the singer is still good. I remember hearing this song for the first time and being caught off guard by the singing so I instantly searched for an instrumental
honestly kinda hate the vocals in most of their songs, but the instrumentals always hit
For me I love the instrumentals more because it leaves me with my thoughts and someone yapping lyrics just makes me stop thinking about what I'm thinking and I get annoyed so I play instrumentals Alot more. At the end of the day though it all comes down to opinion and your taste in it.
Yeah fr though, Im not gonna knock OPa opinion, but yeah nah, that guy's voice ain't it at all. I listen to this instrumental for a reason @@osaobeid7828
2:55 is heaven
you are heaven.
@@Windy-2005 oops🤣🤭
I will never forget how much she changed me...
Happens brother...
تصير تصير😢 صارت لي
This song sounds like “oh,atleast i tried my best” when you know that it hurts.
Fr...
Shh.
I couldn't say better than this
It's making you cry every time
You give your love to me this way
Saying you'd wait for me to stay
I know it hurts you
But I need to tell you something
My heart just can't be faithful for long
I swear I'll only make you cry
Maybe I'd change for you someday
But I can't help the way I feel
Wish I was good, wish that I could
Give you my love now
But I need to tell you something
My heart just can't be faithful for long
I swear I'll only make you cry
I need to tell you something
My heart just can't be faithful for long
I swear I'll only make you cry
Nobody asked for the dang lyrics it's instrumental
@@andrewale2107 You do not have to be rude to them
This song can make a mature man cry
"I'm scared without you, but I'm also trying to be brave. You always made my days brighter, but now they're dark. I'll miss you, but you wont miss me."
This song makes me so nostalgic
Ofc cuz it sounds like Kill bill, off the record, So Am I, Take on me, Follow you, Stargazing, Let the light in... It sounds like over 40 songs... Isn't it beautiful? The title speaks for itself... Doesn't it just make you cry? ❤
I really really tried to let him go but I don't know what happened, why did I fall again why why why sometimes i just wish i could now why. He doesn't love me yet I adore him and I can't stop myself from going to the same cycle. I don't even remember the last time I slept 8 hours yet im crying over a boy when i should be sleeping how can someone destroy me so much, just how how how. Im really tired i sometimes just want to close my eyes and not wake up but I wanna live because all of the things I want but its really hard.
This is my fave thing in this platform, pls never get it down
This song is sad but happy. 🥲
She left me and went for her first crush , were all the memories we made together mean anything to her , how did she move on so fast ? Was I the problem ? Did she ever love ?
I am so sorry she did this to you bro, you deserve better
I begged God for her to be the one, to let me have this one thing in my life. But sometimes that isn’t how it works.
Ur right 😢
God has a plan for you, trust him, trust god he’ll be with you in your lowest point 🙂
POV: the salt from your tears burns your eyes and you just wanna sleep
You have been through a lot, I'm glad you pushed forward.
بتاريخ 2022/2/12 اذكر كانت هذي الاغنيه اول اغنيه من اغاني CAS اسمعها وقتها كانت الساعه 1:38 باليل وكنت اهووجس حتى نمت عليها من جمالها
loyal
Cette musique me fait sentir tellement plus seul que ce que je suis déjà 😢
My daily soundtrack since I lost my parents😢
I hope you're okay.
This song reminds me of my dad for some reason but now I miss him now because my parents divorced. I just want them back together.
It didn't matter if you wanted to see me, see my body or anything. I'm not mad about that. I'm just sad, that despite everything, we stopped talking. And there's no way back. Do anything, but please don't ignore me. It kills me. You knew it. And you did it, just like other did to you in the past. I just wish you the best and ever, all my best wishes. I won't be able to see you grow anymore. And the little moments you shared with me felt like a trip to another world. Thank you.
Değmesin ellerimiz,
Kavuşmasın bu gözler,
Kavuşmakmıdır çare?
Yoksa hasret midir bizi sürükleyen,
Vel hasıl kelam,
""Bir umuttur imkansızlık"".
Bilsekte asla kavuşamayacağımızı,
Biz hep birbirimize aidiz.
Sen hep yanımdasın.
it’s hard to see him go, but it has to happen.
Bir manzara olduğundan habersiz duruşun.
💜💜💜💜
Everyone has pain and sadnesses but they wait for that day where all is gonna change for good ,but nothing changes if nothing makes it change
(At least most of them)
Be safe now
Edit: Ya'll I kinda regret saying 8th grade sucked...school is about to end in 2 weeks and I'm starting to FINALLY realize, "huh...I just realized I'm never going to return back to 8th grade ever again...frick 💀💀" 8th grade wasn't AS fun as 7th grade, but there's some things in 8th grade I'm literally going to cry over today. ANYWAYS, back to what I was saying 7 months ago at the time of editing this comment:
Honestly, this song is literally how I felt on the last day of 7th grade. It was literally the best post 3rd grade year I've had in a WHILE. I'll admit I was very skeptical about leaving elementary school and wasn't ready for middle school, but it wasn't until I started enjoying 7th grade because I literally made so many friends and connected with so many people I probably wouldn't have met otherwise. I got attached to all my teachers and classmates since they were all super fun people (except my 5th period class, THEY hated me, but ironically I miss language arts the most mainly because of my teacher and the stuff we learned about...:( Especially the book we read at the end of the year that will always serve as a reminder to what once was a year with low expectations.) It wasn't until the last day of school that I finally got to appreciate all of that, but I already realized that day that it was way too late at this point. I remember being so depressed on the last day of school since I knew I was never going to go back, EVER. No matter how hard I might try to relive the experience, 7th grade was over. I got to laugh with the 8th graders one last time, I got to see my history teacher crack jokes one last time, I got to see my crush for the final time... (Whom I never got the chance to say goodbye too since he wasn't really interested in me, but that would be the last interaction I had with him.) I got to see my math teacher who believed in me one last time, I got the chance to see my inspirational language arts teacher say her final words before she left the school (she didn't die btw), and finally...I said goodbye to my science teacher, my bff who would move away, all my classmates who've I've gone very close with the exception of my language arts classmates. I think also why this year was the best so far is because of how much crazy stuff happened- LIKE ME AND MY FRIENDS GOT FRONTROW TICKETS TO OUR FIRST WITNESSING OF A FIGHT SINCE WE'VE NEVER SEEN ONE, AND THE FACT THAT THIS FIGHT LITERALLY WENT DOWN IN HISTORY FOR BEING ONE OF THE CRAZIEST FIGHTS IN OUR SCHOOL'S HISTORY OF BEAT-UPS 💀. LIKE- C'MON! IT WAS MY FIRST FIGHT! And ALSO the fact that one of my friends who was in 8th grade at the time (she's in 9th now) literally punched me for no reason at all and broke all my trust I had for her since she played the victim for the rest of the year when everyone knew damn well I was innocent 😭!..But aside all of that, 7th grade was just a banger. Idk why but it's so weird that I was so sad about 7th grade ending (even though I was still returning the school for 8th grade in 2 months) yet when I graduated 6th grade I just did not care at all 💀. Yea I was sad maybe a little but even when it fully hit me that elementary was over, It wasn't that painful compared to 7TH GRADE!! **Sigh** I would just do anything to go back to that time :(... To conclude this weirdly long essay about my life that nobody asked for, I remember how when the final rang on that bittersweet day of May 24th, 2023, everybody rushed outside the gates, some of them staying behind to say their FINAL goodbyes. I waited for the entire school to clear up, then I walked to my daycare I use to go to in the beginning of 7th grade but left because my mom left her Job. I said a final goodbye to my daycare teachers AND some of my friends who were there, and started the very slow walk outside the school. I'm not joking when I say this but it took me 10 MINUTES to finally reach my mom's car. Usually I would be out in 2 mins, but again, I was feeling so down so I decided to pretend I was ✨fRoZeN iN tImE✨ by walking around the left side of the school for the last time, knowing 8th grade won't be the same...So, what does this have to do with the song you may ask? Well, I having this song on REPEAT in 4th period because our teacher allowed us to have our phones out since it was the last day of school, and I listened to this song since I just wanted to let it finally sink in that 7th grade was over, and I actually cried in class but luckily nobody noticed 🥲. So now, whenever I hear this song in a video, all those memories start coming back. It's almost like a slideshow going through my brain projecting the different events that happened at my schools and crazy stuff. Oh, and that book we read in my language class, that one quote really does describe 7th grade as a whole...7th grade, in my heart, will forever "stay gold 💛💛..." :)
Amazing story ❤️
Ayyy nice outsiders reference ^^
@@itshamdan2430 Ty !
@@hay-ze Also, glad you caught on :D
gotta be grateful you didn't move away, you still have many years that can surpass 7th grade.
She cheated me every time and I forgave her every time. But when it came to my honor, I was broken inside.. 💔
lmao get fucked
just kidding me too
"You good?"
"Yeah, just a bit... Tired..."
Perfect gym song! Stay strong bros and girls!.
one time I was listening to this song while crying because my mom was fighting w my grandma and my mom sounded so angry and so hysterical and crazy and she kept screaming a lot. i cried so hard to this song
C'est en ayant connu les sentiments les plus tristes que l'on sait être heureux.
vrai.
C'est une citation d'anime ?
@@emnemnem1889 non. Je ne pense pas.
pov: (this actually happened to me lol) you were in your 4th period, sitting with your friend while thinking abt your bf, one of your friends came up to you and said "hey im sorry to say, but your bf said he doesnt love you." it completely broke your heart, "he told you that?" you asked "mhm, im really sorry." they replied. your heart sank as your eyes started to tear up, you heart was beating fast, and then tears start running down your face. you put your head down as you cried, this wasnt the first time you did this, it was your second. your friend come and hugs you. sooner almost everyone in the class was wondering what was wrong. your teacher comes up to you and tells you to go to the restroom. as you head to the restroom, some of your friend in the hallway notice you crying. once you get into a stall you ball your eyes out as you text your friends abt what happened. later the bell rings and you go get your stuff as you head to your next class. many people noticed your red face. almost the entire grade sees you crying. you walk where people where lined up to go to class, your friend sees you crying and gives you a big hug as you cry on her shoulder. you give them your backpack as you head to the bathroom to cry. you 6th period teacher notices you crying and calls you over to them. they ask what is wrong and you explain. they tell you to go to the counselors office. as you walk to the office, many of the other graders notice you crying. you go to the counselors office and they talk to you. finally you head back to your 5th period class, and all your friends were asking why you were crying, and you told them "bf problems". in 6th period you were doing your work as you listen to this song and many other sad songs as little tears run down your face. one of your friend notices you from across the room and starts texting you (i cant remember the exact texts) Them: "why are you crying?" You: "him, he doesnt love me." Them: "____. you dont need to worry abt him, you can find somebody better." You: "ik but i him so much :(" Them: "who cares abt one stupid boy. there many other boys that will love you and treat you better." You: ":(" after that you ask to go to the restroom almost all your tears out. the class ends and you walk out as your bf comes running up to you with your best friend who told him what you wanted to tell him. you and him hug, then you start running to 7th period, things still on your mind until one of his best friends goes and hugs you and says "he loves you bro. you rlly got me worried." you smile. the bell rings and you run out to find him while you were walking to your bus. you and him were holding hands the entire time as he kept saying "im sorry, i do love you, it was just ___ (your ex) saying dumb shit." once you get on the bus your friends all hug you asked why you were crying. you explain. once you got home. you put your things down and start thinking. the next day rolls around and everyone was asking why you were crying yesterday, you explain again. but that day you cried even more than the day before. his other best friend was saying abt how he doesnt love you. that day was just like the day before. till this day you still think abt those awful days (November 30th 2023 and December 1st 2023) i hate those days :/
I just want to be truly happy
This makes me think of my best friend I haven’t seen him in so long we text but it’s not the same we plan on meeting eachother when we are 18 but that’s in 4 years I miss you my boy😢❤
It gives me the night vibe in 2007, when you are still a kid and you hear car noises outside, you are still 4, it almost 9 and it's your bedtime, the window is opened letting the air in and the room is empty... and even tho u are still a child you feel this life vibe... life vibe that is just so hard to explain but feeling it makes you feel like you are in a feild with flowers, or under rain... it's unexplainable but I still get it even after thu song... it's hard to explain it but I still get this feeling and I want to cry bc now I'm a young adult but I hate to grow up... getting older just gives me the sad vibe.... I want to go vacations to early 2000s, when life wasn't so complicated... I might sound funny but I hate to see the world change...
Gabriel is more connected to Chris now. We all share the awareness: the light behind all of our eyes. We all share one soul. He's within the calls of birds. The cries of new born children. And the flutters of the butterfly"s wings. Holding my man tight tonight and I have so much gratitude. I've been feeling suicidal and depressed and lonely and this opened my eyes. I'm thankful for life.
To know I’ll never be good enough hits me the most when I’m alone in my bed submerge in my own thoughts. I try my best to see the good in people but always get the short end of the stick and fuck over everytime. My heart and feelings are now cold I don’t think I’ll ever be the same again. I don’t think I can ever love again
I’m really here to say that I’m soo lonely..
same
Everything you are going through right now is TEMPORARY :
Thoughts, emotions and people too.
Don't stress, you are gonna be ok 👌
.
I'm proud of you 🫡❤️🫵🫂
this is making me so emotional. I recently injured myself and im a dancer and have a performance coming up, my last nutcracker because im a senior, and I just want to get better so that I can dance.
update: i am able to dance now and perform but i need surgery in jan
I hope you get better soon ^^
@@yuu127 ^^ ❤❤❤
I'm glad your'e better! "Stay wild"- Jungle Boi
Never give up.....light needs darkness to show how great it is
am i the only one that this song makes me remember every good time or good action i did to everyone to now? or just makes me overthink but in a kinda good way
Toutes les larmes ne sont pas un mal , merci Tolkien pour toutes les fois où je me sent comme un golhum 😇🤍
"Dear, my old self, I'm proud of you"
Bu şarkının inanılmaz bir vibe' ı var.
bana hep onu hatırlatıyor.
@💜❤💜❤
“One day we’ll all be happy”
In my POV it’ll be when I’m dead.
We struggle to grow, to learn how to fly. Why?
Just to die one day?
I refuse to believe it, the path can be carved with a knife
We must go on the journey without any fear and boldly approach our final frontier 🌪️👤
i hope shes fine and found the one
Same.
I thought she was the one but things just don't work out. She is amazing and she will find the one, and one day I will find mine and without a doubt you will too.
But for the time being, I'm glad she is still such a wonderful friend.
BİR FOTOĞRAFIN RÜYASI,
SAYGIDA ASLA KUSUR ETMEYEN
Tarisiz duygularda bu gün,
Mor ve ötesi,
@💜💜💜💜
Bu şarkı bana çok özel bir insandan, çok özel bir hatıra.
Kendimi unuturum bu şarkıyı unutmam.
Aklımı kaybederim bu şarkıyı kaybetmem.
💜💜💜💜
Me pregunto a veces acerca de los sueños, esos hitos que uno se promete alcanzar algún día, y hay personas que lo logran, las que no, sin embargo solo se resienten y se repiten una y otra ves, no pude, no pude hacerlo, no puedo y se muerden los labios con fuerza tal de cortarlos, sienten la sangre caer por su mentón, cierran los puños con fuerza, aprietan el corazón para que no duela. quieres que deje de doler, que se detenga, este tormento que te persigue cada día de tu vida, que en tus momentos felices aunque no lo creas, sigue ahí, en las sombras, esperándote a que vuelvas a tocar fondo de nuevo para seguir con el sufrimiento. los sueños están hechos para hacernos grandes, o volvernos completamente locos imaginando lo inalcanzables que son.
I hope this is a dream bcs it dont seem real anymore
She left and its ruining me
😢
I understand how you feel but try to not let it consume you entirely. Time will heal your sadness. You got this brother.
@@snakeman2185 thanks bro, I try to stay up but sometimes the memories hit me like a truck and I’m back at the bottom
@@chocolatemilk2003 The fact that your memories sadden you prove that you cared and are a wonderful person. You will be cast to the bottom many times, however, each time you climb up, the “bottom” rises meaning that eventually there will be nothing to climb out of. Keep climbing my friend.
I hope you heal friend, may you find success and happiness.
one day there will be a time that our loved ones will be gone and I can't stop thinking about it.
0:28 "Deep down I knew we'd never end up together.."
somewhere in the multiverse, there's a you and me that works (someone pls get the reference lmao)
okay but I lowkey wish I could just go back and fix my mistakes :(
Fr
i knew i was a rebound but it actually felt like i was loved by her, we’re friends now but i miss it the shit we did i wanna go back. but i know i cant it fucking sucks man. i wanna let go but i cant
Yine ait olduğum yerdeyim,
Evimdeyim.
@💜💜 💜💜
why do his parents have to be this way. they try to tear us down.
im finally in highschool. my childhood is gone now. it's never coming back.
dw highschoolers still have a childhood
@@DangoWango.other people might, but do i
@@star-pp1ub as someone who literally hates middleschool and everyone in there i kid you not i was laughing, crying and jumping, i never had to see them mfs again! And trust me after highschool hit i didn't think bullying was that bad anymore 💀 i got builled in middle school changed schools became a loner and after going to college damn i rocked that shitt
I keep dreaming about her again and again
Me too dude
I’m vibing ❤
اخ💔😭😭😭😭😭
Nous somme el 17 octobre 2022 est je n'ai vais toujours pas bien, à croire que ce sentiments reste de jour en jour sans jamais disparaître. Je suis triste, seul et angoisser et pourtant il m'arrive d'avoir des moments de joies et de bonne humeur mais cela n'est que éphemère. Je suis en manque d'affections profond je n'appelerai pas ça de la dépressions mais juste une tristesse qui ne veux pas s'en aller
je sais qu'on ne se connait pas mais je te souhaite de t'en sortir et d'aller mieux.:)je comprend ce que tu ressens
Mother, father, I'm sorry because I'm weak Sorry that I couldn't make you proud Sorry that I don't like that place, sorry that I get tired so much In that place I'm sorry that I'm not strong to bear all this I'm sorry that I'm not sociable I'm sorry that I'm not happy I'm sorry that I don't have friends I'm sorry that I told you I'm tired and I don't want to go to that place anymore
I'm sorry .. ❤But what you said to me father is not nice It hurt me, I didn't expect you to tell me that, I expected that you would prefer my happiness and comfort as you used to be, but you.. have changed, I'm sorry parents, I want you to know that all this time I've been enduring., I did it for you 🤍
متخافوش باقا كنبغيكم و غتبقا ديما نبغيكم ✨
I'm going to miss her forever ong
I love this
I have no memories just alot of truama moment and grew up in an abusive family and i know one day everything will be fine
When u love someone.. but..time past by they r already gone..
I loved this boy from the bottom of my heart and it's hard af to let go of the memories knowing at a certain point you thought he was the person for you your soulmate and it Hurts to realize that your friends were right that you weren't in his league that you ended up in different ways that multiple people tried to separate you and it works it hurts me every time lashing out in class having you roaming in my thoughts looking back at us and wondering what's wrong having to admit that even tho you tried it wouldn't go bach like it was and I hate to admit that you aren't easy to let go off that it hurts me deeply to look at you move on to someone else while I'm still shattered still loving you still feeling that spark that tingle of joy when your name comes up 6 years together and It all faded away easily I can't forgive me for letting you go or for letting my depression get in the way of pushing a person that cared for me that loved me treated me like a princess and I am sorry I hope and try to redeem and get out of depression to my future self I hope you get well and you preach to your inner self heal with the power of your family and accept the Truth love you endlessly
there’s not one day that goes by that I don’t miss how things were back then