Since I was 14 (14 yrs. now) I have had panic disorder and depression, This song means the world to me. I let myself down everyday, but have never given up. I get back up. I push myself everyday and I move on through the day. Thank you Blue October for understanding.
Beautiful song,Hang in there . You're braver than you know. I know because I fight the fear I get up get dressed walk over to the window and let the light shine on me. I say a little prayer about Angels and go on , I do it because when I take big chances I get big rewards.I send you my most excellent thoughts and kind wishes. Blue October Rocks.
Same for me. I've had anxiety almost my entire life (literally since I was a baby). I got diagnosed in about second grade. My anxiety was so out of control that I had a RESTING heart rate at 120bpm. Since then I've learned to control the physical effects of it but I still regret so many things that I didn't do or missed out on just because of anxiety. It's constantly there and constantly effecting me and I always have that fear that I'm going to do something embarrassing, or mess up, or stutter just because I'm so nervous so instead I just keep my mouth shut and don't do anything. The hardest part isn't living with it because I've had it my entire life so I don't know what it's like to not have it since I'm so used to it so the hardest part for me is coping and dealing with it. I've discovered music, listen to it constantly, play guitar, write songs, and do jam sessions with my friends and I can honestly say that music is the only thing that truly helps me cope. Find what helps you cope and push on, it's not IF you will make it through a situation, it's WHEN you will make it through and HOW you used what helps you cope with it to make it though.
I understand completely and thank you for that. Every thing you just said I can relate too. The part I relate to the most is everything I missed out on and wish I had back.For me I love listening to music and my outlet is art I love painting and creating things. I also do a lot of photography I love capturing a moment that is beautiful almost as if I can live in it just for a moment and have my fears go away. Stay strong! :)
I BELIEVE IN YOU, YOU MATTER TO ME. I L💙VE EVERYONE OF YOU. READING THIS RIGHT NOW. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. IF YOU FALL. DUST YOURSELF OFF AND TRY AGAIN. DONT EVER GIVE UP. ALSO NEVER GIVE IN. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, WONDERFUL, AMAZING AND A UNIQUE PERSON. DONT EVER CHANGE FOR ANYTHING OR ANYONE. I HOPE YOU’RE HAPPY. I HOPE YOU HAVE A BLESSED & AWESOME DAY. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOURS.
In addition, the only acceptable way to change yourself is for the better. Don't just survive. THRIVE. Be the best possible version of you. Live up to your own expectations. And if you can't, then adjust. Remember to learn from your failures and let the sting of loss propel you into success. Remember who you are. Remember you are loved.
This was my friend's favorite and he used to sing it to his granbaby as she would fall asleep. He had been sober, was getting his cdl and going to church. 7/7/24 they found him, in his van, no longer alive. His daughter keeps hearing this song in her sleep. Please pray for the family
This song saved my life 3 years ago I listened to it over and over again and it opened my eyes to God and helped me to be able to get out of a 17-year addiction and a 38-year depression .. I still sing this song on the top of my lungs and I thank you
I've had panic disorder, anxiety and depression since I was in jr.high. I'm in my 60's now. Blue has helped me through all if it since I first heard them yrs ago. I've been off opiates for about a year and 4 months. It is possible. I know.
I lost my Father-in-law to alcohol a couple years ago and, for whatever reason, this song reminds me of him and how much I miss him. Wish he could have listened to this.
This song is beyond imspirational. The number of people who can relate is astronomical, and for a song to reach out and save so many, even from one single moment, is magic. This band is timeless.
Listened to this song for the first time as a struggling depressed teenager. Listening to it again now as someone who survived drug abuse and an abusive relationship it just hits so much harder. I came out the other side with a beautiful baby boy and a man who loves me and a family that wants to be around. I can walk. Fuck I can fly. I’m so free from all of it. I’m so glad this song exists.
I've been through the same, and i just want you to know how fucking proud I am of you and how strong you are. I posted this as my own comment but I think you'll probably relate and possibly appreciate it: I love how many people are like "im so glad my parents listened to this kind of music while I was growing up, and introduced me to so many amazing songs" cos like..... I was actually the one who showed my mom. Into The Ocean was the first song either of us heard by Blue October. And she loved that one the most, while i gravitated more towards Hate Me as an addict who the lyrics resonated with on such a deep level. We've both been through extensive trauma, horrible depression and anxiety and other severe mental illnesses, and addiction in my case. So when I found Blue October, I was in like... I think middle school?? It was a long time ago (I'm 30 now), and I IMMEDIATELY showed my mom because I knew she would love it. (I was right) One thing I love about Blue October, more specifically Justin, the singer, is that he clearly really does struggle with the same things, and was never pretending to..... And every. single. time. I've started a new chapter in my life, i find that Blue October had JUST released a new album right before, where he details his journey through the chapter I'm just then opening. And I will never be able to word just how much I appreciate Blue October and the songs. I've felt relief at not being alone, I've bawled my eyes out when listening to Hate Me because I deeply felt what he was saying. How he wanted his mom to hate him and leave him behind because he knew it was the only way she'd stop putting him above herself, and finally live for her instead of always for him. Even though he knew for her to he happy, he couldn't be a part of her life. And as I've gotten older, that's very much something I can relate to.... And I've cried when listening to Fear, and how I could just feel all the pressure I've put on myself for years finally be somewhat lifted off me, and feeling like someone was telling me i could finally let go of all the fear and self hatred and pain, and yeah i was allowed to feel it but didnt need to internalize it, and blame myself and shoulder it all on my own in silence. I Hope You're Happy when leaving a relationship that was very toxic on both sides but still wishing the other person the best, and not letting myself hate them. Listened to Home next to my sleeping fiancé, the love of my life i found after that breakup. And him making me excited for the future for the first time, instead of terrified. So much of my life parallels Justin's, and I wish I could meet him and tell him just how much he and his music have helped me.... Through some of the absolute darkest points of my life.....
I've been listening to this song for I think 7 years. It's where I go to when I feel I have nowhere else to go, and am about to hit rock bottom. Thank you Blue October. You've kept me going when not much else could. I count this song as a gift in life.
Today I celebrated 3 years clean and sober, a friend turned me on your music for the first time, All I've been able to do is cry and smile it's a good day Thank You Jade
I've been a fan of these guys for years. And this one especially I felt in my bones. I am 90 days sober today. I was using meth heavily for 2 yrs after my divorce and I lost my daughter.....I have nothing but love and respect for this band. Thank you for your music. It helps me in my journey every single day.
This band/man have matched everything in my life that I have ever experienced/felt...... I believe that in this day and age many people are left alone and not noticed. We live in a world as a entity that suffers, it hurts and cries... This earth its self is in pain, we as a people need to stand up and over come fear of the unkown and we must look past differences and push to move forward as one. So many times in my life i have been left behind or hurt because of selfish reason or gain, or financial gain... Nothing is worth the measure and value of a soul, of a living entity that has worth and meaning.
Even the lost misguided souls lacking in direction have great worth as an individual. For some of them are just misunderstood time and time again. Always beaten and torn apart by the world only to be left ridiculed and judge by others.
GOD doesn't hate you, Spencer. He never has hated you or your mom; your friends and family either big guy; big HOMIE. You mustn't let "it" get you before the end of this life for your families' sake.
Every time I listen to this song, I get goosebumps all over my body. Your struggle is so real. Your music makes me feel again. Even when I want to use again, I listen to your music and it keeps me sober. Thank you. Thank you for your music. Thank you for your struggle. I appreciate you and your essence. NA is home. Just for today, I will stay sober thanks to you. God, Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. #24
Lamika Phelps ....if this or any songs assist you in your journey hold onto it with both hands....music has seen me through the worst times of my life. Full props to you for sobriety and bravery...god bless
At the concert Justin said this song was about finally appreciating all that you have and not letting fear control you when you have so many good things in your life. Then dedicated the song to the fans and all of us there supporting him. ♥
This was my life, i had so much pain and fear from things that happened years ago, i made it out, i was letting my past and my memories hold me down. I never realized I didn't have to fall apart, be afraid or let the damage consume me. but this helped me come to the realization that I am free from those people, I'm fee in life, and nothing can take me down. Thank you, Blue October.
canadiangirl3343 I struggle myself crazy from things that happened in my past. I know i should put it behind me and i really want to more than anything but no matter how hard i try i just cant forget it. Idk why.... I feel ya! How did you put it behind you? How??? Help....
Miguel TF Your right.... I messed up as a kid.....and now im lonely and its all my fault.... but ur right i must forgive myself. Atleast try to... Thank you! Are you a terapist or something? Coz ur talented at guessing my thoughts! If ur not, u should considering becoming one! Im sure u'd be an awesome terapist! ;)
I love ❤ this song. Fear is a liar and it will reel you in and spit you out. 💯 5 years clean time it was pure hell but I did it by God's grace and mercy.
This is Jen"s mom Shelley. This is the song that says it all. If we didn't fear all we could live peacefully. Believe in yourself everyone believe in yourself you are life. Love you all. There's no fear just love.
Anxiety and depression are a part of my life. Working on it, though. It keeps getting better. Still, every time I hear this song, it makes me cry. It's accurate and gives you the strength to move on. And it's just beautiful.
Lord father, I pray that today nobody has to be afraid,let the fear go, maybe but really you have to face the fears,eye to eye deal with things , with no drugs just for today,now that's a real champion 😮
Justin is proof that you can walk through your fear and come out the other side. The knowledge that it's possible is what keeps me going most days. I don't know how it's possible. But I know that it is. Hope someday I will at least figure out the 1st step.
this song goes out to the one who tore my heart out of my chest, broke it, smashed it, and threw it back at my face, then kicked me to the curve. You fucking let fear blind you from true love, i couldve given you everything. but instead you rather have fear....
I hope you still use this account because I just want to say that I hope you're doing so much better now, and that you're beyond happy and have found someone who appreciates and reciprocates everything you do for them.
I just found this song (someone commented a link to it in a mental health support group that I'm part of on Facebook on one of my recent posts about a small victory). I struggle with mental illnesses and physical health issues and lost my mom 15 months ago (so I've really been struggling since then) and let me tell you this is a powerful song. I've only listened to it a few times but I already LOVE it and will be printing out the lyrics to it soon. I have now made a qr code for myself to this song. It's moved me that much.
Thank you momma!!! I haven’t got to see you but about a hand full of times in my life but I love you like we’ve spent every day of it together. I love you with all my heart and we all make mistakes I hold NOTHING AGAINST YOU! 🙏❤️🤗❤️🙏
Someday this song will be true for me. Someday il be able to live my life without my mom and dad tugging me away from one another and breaking my heart over and over. If your ever planning on having a child make sure he won't have to live a life with his parents 2 states away.
I have chronic PTSD from my military service. This band has saved my life everyday. Everyday I struggle to keep pushing forward and this song in particular I play 3 plus times a day. I’m glad this band exist because if not I wouldn’t be here.
Learned bout Justin & blue October in rehab. They stole my heart. My feelins. Thank u Yvonne for sharin him with me. Will b so glad when u get well. Miss u! See u soon👊👍
I love this. I am not religous: God is (for me) the Power we all have inside, to conquer ourselfs. God has nothing to do with religeon for me. Peace and love to all
I think you are correct. That is one of many things God is. The power inside you refer to. It's Love. "Created in God's image and likeness". Whenever I think of that I think it means that we have the ability to Love Infinitely ♡
I need you guys to understand that I needed this song to be written for me to hear. My life hasn't been the same since. So much healing and empathy. Jesus is so so so so so so so good.
My mom and sister dedicated "hate me" by Blue October to me when i was deep in my addiction. I just came across this song the other day and it speaks volumes on the things i'm going through in my sobriety. I've faced so many fears this past 11 months and i was able to trudge through them sober.! I absolutely love that he sings about staring at the eye of the storm and it stares back at him. THAT'T EXACTLY WHAT IT IS!!! Being able to walk through the eye of the storm and making it out alive without having to take a substance to try and push the feelings deep within myself. I GET to walk through those fears today, and come out the other side a stronger person. With god on my side i can do anything. He does for me what i cant do for myself. Thank you so much for this song!!
This song plunged into my heart. First time hearing it [11/5/COVID] and it relates to me so much as well as my love of my life/ex bf, because of alcohol we can't be together. This is a tear jerker of a song that needs to be listened to by everyone, it applies to every body in this whole damn world.
This song is simply amazing. It captivates how I have been feeling my entire life. It also inspires me to be better, to keep going and to know that it's ok if you fall just get back up. I have personally thanked Justin for his songs and this one is no exception. I have been following them since "Hate Me" came out on the satellite radio in 2006 and they have been a HUGE part of my and my girlfriend's life through a dramatic and tragic change when she lost her brother.
Blue October has helped me a lot in my life. I know it sounds weird, but they have. They helped me feel as though I'm not alone in this world. That other people deal with bad things. They helped me through my depression and my divorce. Music does many things for people and I thank blue October for helping me through dark times in my life. Just remember, you are not alone in this world.
Fear used to be my life.. fear of failing but a fear of succeeding too. Fear of what people thought, fear of not meeting people's expectations, fear of not meeting my own... Fuck all that. The worst that can happen is someone doesn't like me or I have to start over. It's okay to start over. Get back up and keep going.
Justin, you are so gifted. I really believe that your purpose in life is to turn your pain into music and help others to learn about their own struggles through your music. What a gift. This song means so much to me. Also Into the ocean. My two favorites. You are such a beautiful soul. 💗 thank you for your music.
I imagine my son looking down here and telling me this . I miss him. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BABY BOY .I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I'M STAYING STRONG . I THINK. LOVE MUM
@@cindyn8994 thank you . 7 yrs and I'm still a wreak . GOD always helps me bounce back . BUT the devil tries to attack me daily . Thank you for caring . HE WAS slow to anger a quick to forgive . HE never said a mean thing about anyone . HE WAS special. HE loved the Lord. He's friends would tell me how HE would try to save them. HE WAS 26 . At the funeral home THEY said he was glowing .bright . THEY never saw anything like it . When we found him he was still warm .we tried to bring him back and it didn't work . So I told my husband to anoint him in the name of the father , son , and holy spirit on his forehead. So when he went through the last temptation. Shadow of death the demons would see it and know . DON'T TOUCH . I WONDER WHAT HE IS DOING RIGHT NOW ? GOD BLESS YOU CINDY ...
One of the absolute tragedies in music is the level to which Justin and company are underrated. Not only is he an incredible vocalist, this is real music for everyday people. He sings with a passion that can only come from his own experiences. People say his music is dark and depressing but if you face anxiety/depression, his songs heal and bring light to dark corners.
God I love your voice, Justin. Not just that it's so amazingly talented, but I love that I can hear your emotion. I can hear the pain, the strength, the fear, the conquering. Your voice is my comfort many days. If you ever wonder if you've touched a life, be assured you have.
Im literally at the roughest point in my life, my gf of 7 yrs is gone now, along with my children, i seen them for the first time in 3 weeks, and all they wanted was to come home to me. Its unfortunate life is this way, Blue October, You saved myself from alcohol, the deep pits it brings, and the consequences from it. I love all of you. Stay strong, and keep Hope. Don't let fear drag you down. I love Everyone. Peace.
Oh Justin you have a gorgeous voice that performance was uplifting and inspiring I love the way you sing Justin you're a golden voiced angel I swear you're a gift from god Justin you make me smile and I love the song fear it gives me a sence of comfort and tells me that everything will be okay Blue you are my ray of sunshine you give me hope and faith you also help me stay happy and positive Blue I appreciate you for that and I will never stop listening to your music and this I promise you forever Blue just as long as you keep making music Blue and remember don,t ever give up just keep going loud and proud Blue I,m just gonna keep showing my Blue Love I LOVE YOU BLUE ALL THE WAY TO THE MOON AND BACK MY HEART IS FOREVER BLUE Justin you are my savior you are one of the most awesomest musishans in the hole wide world Justin
I just won a battle with cancer. It was the hardest fight of my life, personally, physically, with relationships, and love. There were hard times, days that I cried myself to sleep and no one knew about it. But I promised myself never to let the fear get to me, I had faith that I would make it through and learned how beautiful life is all over again. This song came to me, and reminds me of how far I have come. Never give up. Never give into the fear! We can all overcome if we believe.
I had melanoma cancer and Renal Cell Carcinoma. . II lostt a kidney.They cut me in half and scrapped it off the insides of skin and muscle bed. I believe I was around 30. I could have easily died. I'm greatful to be alive. They told me I would be dead in 6 months without that surgery.
This right here. This is why they have been my favorite artist since I was on 10 years old. The authenticity, the raw emotion, the truth of his life put into his music, the talent needed to put everything together in a way that brings tears to your eyes. Blue October changed and inspires me. No other artist connects with me emotionally the way they do. Honestly I would like nothing more than to see Justin at a show and be able to shake his hand and tell him that his music saved me. I respect him, and look up to him as an icon, an idol, and a role model.
I love a lot of Blue October's music, but this is one of my FAVORITE songs done by them. It helps me get through so much. Blue October is one of my 2 go to bands when I'm feeling down in the dumps. Thank you for your music Blue October
Wow this song brought me up from my deepest when I thought I was lost this song means the world to me when I thought there was no coming back I made it!!! Thank u so much for this song because i really needed this
I wonder where would I bee if it hadn't been for his music .... everytime something went wrong woth my life I always listened to blue October ... justine
I wish I could go back in time 20 years and show a young Justin this album that he wrote in the future. Show him how bright his future is and that he'll finally be happy someday. Get on that, science. This man is worth it.
I would have never found this band had they not came as "recommended" in the playlist I was listening to. 49 years young here, and this brings me back to my kid self at the age of 4. Fear consumed me on a daily basis. I came out of myself at the age of 18 through the help of some good friends. Throughout my life, challenges and struggles continued to plague me and yet I persevered. I died at the hands of my 21 year old son in 2014 and came back. I was 43 then. I was beaten, battered, and bruised from the time I was 40 up until the age of 47 by the hands and fists of my own child. (I couldn't practice distancing with Love... It would have been too painful, so I stayed...) Talk about FEAR! I found the courage to speak up in 2017 and he was arrested for the 16th and hopefully the last time. I told my full story to the Superior Court in October, 2019 and he was sentenced to 6-11 years. There are possibilities in loss though. I can rebuild what was stripped from me - sense of self and life purpose. God saw fit to give me a life back. Although I now struggle with PTSD, Panic Disorder, and Night Terrors (I'll take the ones I have now over the ones I had when I was a kid... those were chilling and most always often left me devastated...) I have a chance to learn about everything I truly am. Thank you Justin for your courage and inspiration. You have found a new follower here.
What an amazing song. Blue October knows how to make you feel. This year was defining me, cancer was defining me, but this song has made me realize that I can make it though this, that I will not be afraid any more. Thank you.
Fear... natural response to life, in some us it runs rampant... causing us to do things we are ashamed of. Yet, we can deal with. If we believe in ourselves, find help and think before we act. I want to thank Blue October for the support and their music. Keep up the good things guys, Justin you are an inspiration.
Omg! Love love love this song! I struggle with bipolar and severe anxiety and have been for many years! But when I hear blue music it lifts me up and makes me not want to give up! Blue October is the best band ever! They have the most dedicated fans! I have been following Bo for about 10 years now maybe more and their music never gets old!
When I heard this song I thought about all my fears. And the worst fear is becoming a horrible parent to a kid. And the song is helping understand all of my fears. That I don't have to be afraid of it just get back up.
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Since I was 14 (14 yrs. now) I have had panic disorder and depression, This song means the world to me. I let myself down everyday, but have never given up. I get back up. I push myself everyday and I move on through the day. Thank you Blue October for understanding.
Beautiful song,Hang in there .
You're braver than you know.
I know because I fight the fear
I get up get dressed walk over to the window and let the light shine on me.
I say a little prayer about Angels and go on , I do it because when I take big chances I get big rewards.I send you my most excellent thoughts and kind wishes. Blue October Rocks.
Thank you, it truly means a lot.
Same for me. I've had anxiety almost my entire life (literally since I was a baby). I got diagnosed in about second grade. My anxiety was so out of control that I had a RESTING heart rate at 120bpm. Since then I've learned to control the physical effects of it but I still regret so many things that I didn't do or missed out on just because of anxiety. It's constantly there and constantly effecting me and I always have that fear that I'm going to do something embarrassing, or mess up, or stutter just because I'm so nervous so instead I just keep my mouth shut and don't do anything. The hardest part isn't living with it because I've had it my entire life so I don't know what it's like to not have it since I'm so used to it so the hardest part for me is coping and dealing with it. I've discovered music, listen to it constantly, play guitar, write songs, and do jam sessions with my friends and I can honestly say that music is the only thing that truly helps me cope. Find what helps you cope and push on, it's not IF you will make it through a situation, it's WHEN you will make it through and HOW you used what helps you cope with it to make it though.
I understand completely and thank you for that. Every thing you just said I can relate too. The part I relate to the most is everything I missed out on and wish I had back.For me I love listening to music and my outlet is art I love painting and creating things. I also do a lot of photography I love capturing a moment that is beautiful almost as if I can live in it just for a moment and have my fears go away. Stay strong! :)
YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I also have had panic attacks most of my life.
I BELIEVE IN YOU, YOU MATTER TO ME. I L💙VE EVERYONE OF YOU. READING THIS RIGHT NOW. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. IF YOU FALL. DUST YOURSELF OFF AND TRY AGAIN. DONT EVER GIVE UP. ALSO NEVER GIVE IN. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, WONDERFUL, AMAZING AND A UNIQUE PERSON. DONT EVER CHANGE FOR ANYTHING OR ANYONE. I HOPE YOU’RE HAPPY. I HOPE YOU HAVE A BLESSED & AWESOME DAY. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOURS.
In addition, the only acceptable way to change yourself is for the better. Don't just survive. THRIVE. Be the best possible version of you. Live up to your own expectations. And if you can't, then adjust. Remember to learn from your failures and let the sting of loss propel you into success. Remember who you are. Remember you are loved.
This was my friend's favorite and he used to sing it to his granbaby as she would fall asleep. He had been sober, was getting his cdl and going to church. 7/7/24 they found him, in his van, no longer alive. His daughter keeps hearing this song in her sleep. Please pray for the family
I'm So So Sorry!!!!!❤🩹😔😢 Sending so much love & light to his family......xxx 💟🙏🏼✨
This song saved my life 3 years ago I listened to it over and over again and it opened my eyes to God and helped me to be able to get out of a 17-year addiction and a 38-year depression .. I still sing this song on the top of my lungs and I thank you
Ditto 🌹
I've had panic disorder, anxiety and depression since I was in jr.high. I'm in my 60's now. Blue has helped me through all if it since I first heard them yrs ago. I've been off opiates for about a year and 4 months. It is possible. I know.
If it werent for this band i wouldnt be here they saved my life ♡♥♡♥
Jean-Philippe
YAZIO
U OK hun?
@@leonardodicaprio8006 I am now! Thank you!
I love you
I lost my Father-in-law to alcohol a couple years ago and, for whatever reason, this song reminds me of him and how much I miss him. Wish he could have listened to this.
This song is beyond imspirational. The number of people who can relate is astronomical, and for a song to reach out and save so many, even from one single moment, is magic. This band is timeless.
AMEN.💜✨
Listened to this song for the first time as a struggling depressed teenager. Listening to it again now as someone who survived drug abuse and an abusive relationship it just hits so much harder. I came out the other side with a beautiful baby boy and a man who loves me and a family that wants to be around. I can walk. Fuck I can fly. I’m so free from all of it. I’m so glad this song exists.
I've been through the same, and i just want you to know how fucking proud I am of you and how strong you are.
I posted this as my own comment but I think you'll probably relate and possibly appreciate it:
I love how many people are like "im so glad my parents listened to this kind of music while I was growing up, and introduced me to so many amazing songs" cos like..... I was actually the one who showed my mom. Into The Ocean was the first song either of us heard by Blue October. And she loved that one the most, while i gravitated more towards Hate Me as an addict who the lyrics resonated with on such a deep level.
We've both been through extensive trauma, horrible depression and anxiety and other severe mental illnesses, and addiction in my case. So when I found Blue October, I was in like... I think middle school?? It was a long time ago (I'm 30 now), and I IMMEDIATELY showed my mom because I knew she would love it. (I was right)
One thing I love about Blue October, more specifically Justin, the singer, is that he clearly really does struggle with the same things, and was never pretending to..... And every. single. time. I've started a new chapter in my life, i find that Blue October had JUST released a new album right before, where he details his journey through the chapter I'm just then opening. And I will never be able to word just how much I appreciate Blue October and the songs. I've felt relief at not being alone, I've bawled my eyes out when listening to Hate Me because I deeply felt what he was saying. How he wanted his mom to hate him and leave him behind because he knew it was the only way she'd stop putting him above herself, and finally live for her instead of always for him. Even though he knew for her to he happy, he couldn't be a part of her life. And as I've gotten older, that's very much something I can relate to....
And I've cried when listening to Fear, and how I could just feel all the pressure I've put on myself for years finally be somewhat lifted off me, and feeling like someone was telling me i could finally let go of all the fear and self hatred and pain, and yeah i was allowed to feel it but didnt need to internalize it, and blame myself and shoulder it all on my own in silence. I Hope You're Happy when leaving a relationship that was very toxic on both sides but still wishing the other person the best, and not letting myself hate them. Listened to Home next to my sleeping fiancé, the love of my life i found after that breakup. And him making me excited for the future for the first time, instead of terrified.
So much of my life parallels Justin's, and I wish I could meet him and tell him just how much he and his music have helped me.... Through some of the absolute darkest points of my life.....
Blue October is the best band in the world, for me. The lyrics touch apart of the soul and connect in a way that many songs don't.
Totally agree with you. Songs have healed, eased, and release pains of kife issues for me so many times.
I have to agree. Justin’s writing is so transparent, honest and a maturity that a lot of writers are afraid of.
DITTO.💟
I've been listening to this song for I think 7 years. It's where I go to when I feel I have nowhere else to go, and am about to hit rock bottom. Thank you Blue October. You've kept me going when not much else could. I count this song as a gift in life.
I just discovered this song one month ago. Been listening to hit and the other amazing BO songs. I can't believe I didn't find out about them earlier!
A M E N !!🙏
Amen. I listen to it everyday.
Today I celebrated 3 years clean and sober, a friend turned me on your music for the first time,
All I've been able to do is cry and smile it's a good day Thank You Jade
Congratulations on 3 years! Hope you got your 4th already or coming up soon at least!
@@lade2rex as a matter of fact I just celebrated it 💜💜
Keep it going
I've been a fan of these guys for years. And this one especially I felt in my bones. I am 90 days sober today. I was using meth heavily for 2 yrs after my divorce and I lost my daughter.....I have nothing but love and respect for this band. Thank you for your music. It helps me in my journey every single day.
Hope still kicking it’s ass! Your a inspiration
god bless your strength
Blue kept me from a gun to my temple.
This band/man have matched everything in my life that I have ever experienced/felt...... I believe that in this day and age many people are left alone and not noticed. We live in a world as a entity that suffers, it hurts and cries... This earth its self is in pain, we as a people need to stand up and over come fear of the unkown and we must look past differences and push to move forward as one. So many times in my life i have been left behind or hurt because of selfish reason or gain, or financial gain... Nothing is worth the measure and value of a soul, of a living entity that has worth and meaning.
A more true comment has never been spoken.
I agree thank you.
I wish everyone had that insight.
Even the lost misguided souls lacking in direction have great worth as an individual. For some of them are just misunderstood time and time again. Always beaten and torn apart by the world only to be left ridiculed and judge by others.
Freddy Garrison
This is more true than most people will ever know. Thank you for sharing.
GOD doesn't hate you, Spencer.
He never has hated you or your mom; your friends and family either big guy; big HOMIE.
You mustn't let "it" get you before the end of this life for your families' sake.
Every time I listen to this song, I get goosebumps all over my body. Your struggle is so real. Your music makes me feel again. Even when I want to use again, I listen to your music and it keeps me sober. Thank you. Thank you for your music. Thank you for your struggle. I appreciate you and your essence. NA is home. Just for today, I will stay sober thanks to you.
God,
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. #24
Amen.
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Lamika Phelps ....if this or any songs assist you in your journey hold onto it with both hands....music has seen me through the worst times of my life. Full props to you for sobriety and bravery...god bless
Lamika Phelps I learned this song in school we were doin a poem ;)
Always remember, just for today. Stay strong. You will make your mark
At the concert Justin said this song was about finally appreciating all that you have and not letting fear control you when you have so many good things in your life. Then dedicated the song to the fans and all of us there supporting him. ♥
Wow. Was on the verge ...thank you. I had nothing left. I am worth something. I am somebody. Thank you x
We would all miss you 😢
This was my life, i had so much pain and fear from things that happened years ago, i made it out, i was letting my past and my memories hold me down. I never realized I didn't have to fall apart, be afraid or let the damage consume me. but this helped me come to the realization that I am free from those people, I'm fee in life, and nothing can take me down. Thank you, Blue October.
canadiangirl3343 amen
canadiangirl3343 I struggle myself crazy from things that happened in my past. I know i should put it behind me and i really want to more than anything but no matter how hard i try i just cant forget it. Idk why.... I feel ya! How did you put it behind you? How??? Help....
Miguel TF Thank you, but how do i do yoga? Im not even good at sitting still
Miguel TF um ok, but how do i meditate?
Miguel TF Your right.... I messed up as a kid.....and now im lonely and its all my fault.... but ur right i must forgive myself. Atleast try to...
Thank you! Are you a terapist or something? Coz ur talented at guessing my thoughts! If ur not, u should considering becoming one! Im sure u'd be an awesome terapist! ;)
Don't let your fear of the past affect the presence of your future.
Live for what tomorrow has to bring, not what yesterday has taken away.
Okay. I will.
Live in the moment cause that all we have
crying my heart out listening to this song
I love ❤ this song. Fear is a liar and it will reel you in and spit you out. 💯 5 years clean time it was pure hell but I did it by God's grace and mercy.
This song is like my anthem, love Blue October.
I love this song. It is helping me through really hard times. Music is a window of emotions. Thanks Blue October. :)
Before of this single, I understand my husband and daughter's pain and struggles. Blue October, you saved us. Love you
This is Jen"s mom Shelley. This is the song that says it all. If we didn't fear all we could live peacefully. Believe in yourself everyone believe in yourself you are life. Love you all. There's no fear just love.
Anxiety and depression are a part of my life. Working on it, though. It keeps getting better. Still, every time I hear this song, it makes me cry. It's accurate and gives you the strength to move on. And it's just beautiful.
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Lord father, I pray that today nobody has to be afraid,let the fear go, maybe but really you have to face the fears,eye to eye deal with things , with no drugs just for today,now that's a real champion 😮
Justin is proof that you can walk through your fear and come out the other side. The knowledge that it's possible is what keeps me going most days. I don't know how it's possible. But I know that it is. Hope someday I will at least figure out the 1st step.
I love this song, Blue October is such a great band. The lead singer came a long way in life and I wish him the best for the future.
I was introduced to them only last month. JUSTIN....
WHAT A VOICE. CANT WAIT TIL NEXT MARCH
believe in yourself everybody. much love to justin and the entire band. thank god.
this song goes out to the one who tore my heart out of my chest, broke it, smashed it, and threw it back at my face, then kicked me to the curve. You fucking let fear blind you from true love, i couldve given you everything. but instead you rather have fear....
Aw man. That's deep, bro. I know how you feel. I had a guy friend that I really liked and he crushed my feelings and destroyed my soul.
*virtual hug*
nathanvas20 I'm proud of you for being you.
I hope you still use this account because I just want to say that I hope you're doing so much better now, and that you're beyond happy and have found someone who appreciates and reciprocates everything you do for them.
I just found this song (someone commented a link to it in a mental health support group that I'm part of on Facebook on one of my recent posts about a small victory). I struggle with mental illnesses and physical health issues and lost my mom 15 months ago (so I've really been struggling since then) and let me tell you this is a powerful song. I've only listened to it a few times but I already LOVE it and will be printing out the lyrics to it soon.
I have now made a qr code for myself to this song. It's moved me that much.
Thank you momma!!! I haven’t got to see you but about a hand full of times in my life but I love you like we’ve spent every day of it together. I love you with all my heart and we all make mistakes I hold NOTHING AGAINST YOU! 🙏❤️🤗❤️🙏
I don't always forward music to my friends, but when I do it always seems to be this song. It just has all the right words.
I am listening to this now and I'm crying so hard right now. . .
Thank you Blue October for writing and performing a song which has weight and relevance.
This song was reccommend to me by a very special friend.I listen to it everyday i get up to help keep me fighting my depression and anxiety
Someday this song will be true for me. Someday il be able to live my life without my mom and dad tugging me away from one another and breaking my heart over and over. If your ever planning on having a child make sure he won't have to live a life with his parents 2 states away.
I have chronic PTSD from my military service. This band has saved my life everyday. Everyday I struggle to keep pushing forward and this song in particular I play 3 plus times a day. I’m glad this band exist because if not I wouldn’t be here.
one of the most beautiful songs i have ever heard....definitely from the heart...
Can’t wait to share this song with my loved one and hopefully bring inspiration!!
The staring at the I dont care hit me something hard
Learned bout Justin & blue October in rehab. They stole my heart. My feelins. Thank u Yvonne for sharin him with me. Will b so glad when u get well. Miss u! See u soon👊👍
Blue October Lyrics Always Says What I Can't Let Go And Say For Myself! 💙🖤💙
I love this. I am not religous: God is (for me) the Power we all have inside, to conquer ourselfs. God has nothing to do with religeon for me. Peace and love to all
+Hippie Type I totally agree
I think you are correct. That is one of many things God is. The power inside you refer to. It's Love. "Created in God's image and likeness". Whenever I think of that I think it means that we have the ability to Love Infinitely ♡
I need you guys to understand that I needed this song to be written for me to hear. My life hasn't been the same since. So much healing and empathy. Jesus is so so so so so so so good.
My mom and sister dedicated "hate me" by Blue October to me when i was deep in my addiction. I just came across this song the other day and it speaks volumes on the things i'm going through in my sobriety. I've faced so many fears this past 11 months and i was able to trudge through them sober.! I absolutely love that he sings about staring at the eye of the storm and it stares back at him. THAT'T EXACTLY WHAT IT IS!!! Being able to walk through the eye of the storm and making it out alive without having to take a substance to try and push the feelings deep within myself. I GET to walk through those fears today, and come out the other side a stronger person. With god on my side i can do anything. He does for me what i cant do for myself. Thank you so much for this song!!
Thank you for all your songs. I'm on the road of my own sobriety.
6 years clean and sober this Thanksgiving from Diloted and its all because a friend had me listen to this song
A simple thank you from my heart for the beauty and healing of your music. ❤🧡💛💚💙💜
This song plunged into my heart. First time hearing it [11/5/COVID] and it relates to me so much as well as my love of my life/ex bf, because of alcohol we can't be together. This is a tear jerker of a song that needs to be listened to by everyone, it applies to every body in this whole damn world.
This band has Saved me so many Times from myself.. 🥺💔
This song is simply amazing. It captivates how I have been feeling my entire life. It also inspires me to be better, to keep going and to know that it's ok if you fall just get back up. I have personally thanked Justin for his songs and this one is no exception. I have been following them since "Hate Me" came out on the satellite radio in 2006 and they have been a HUGE part of my and my girlfriend's life through a dramatic and tragic change when she lost her brother.
Even after so many years, this song is so healing and true to the bone. I just found the lyrics in my old school notes! Thank you so much for this.
I used to fall.... This song and "light you up" is pushing me through!
Blue October has helped me a lot in my life. I know it sounds weird, but they have. They helped me feel as though I'm not alone in this world. That other people deal with bad things. They helped me through my depression and my divorce. Music does many things for people and I thank blue October for helping me through dark times in my life. Just remember, you are not alone in this world.
Sweetly shattered, beautifully broken, angelically abused, durable
damage... PERFECTLY YOU !! Whatever your facing your perfect and I love you !
Transperancy all in Gods good timing! Lovers this Worship Song!
Fear used to be my life.. fear of failing but a fear of succeeding too. Fear of what people thought, fear of not meeting people's expectations, fear of not meeting my own...
Fuck all that. The worst that can happen is someone doesn't like me or I have to start over.
It's okay to start over.
Get back up and keep going.
🎶This is so well done. BlueOctober, the word's the video, the rain... a song that means different thing's to diff ppl. thank~you 👼
Justin, you are so gifted. I really believe that your purpose in life is to turn your pain into music and help others to learn about their own struggles through your music. What a gift. This song means so much to me. Also Into the ocean. My two favorites. You are such a beautiful soul. 💗 thank you for your music.
I imagine my son looking down here and telling me this . I miss him. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BABY BOY .I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I'M STAYING STRONG . I THINK. LOVE MUM
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What happened to your son?
@@cindyn8994 opioid overdose.
@@cindylucero5582 I am so sorry!
@@cindyn8994 thank you . 7 yrs and I'm still a wreak . GOD always helps me bounce back . BUT the devil tries to attack me daily . Thank you for caring . HE WAS slow to anger a quick to forgive . HE never said a mean thing about anyone . HE WAS special. HE loved the Lord. He's friends would tell me how HE would try to save them. HE WAS 26 . At the funeral home THEY said he was glowing .bright . THEY never saw anything like it . When we found him he was still warm .we tried to bring him back and it didn't work . So I told my husband to anoint him in the name of the father , son , and holy spirit on his forehead. So when he went through the last temptation. Shadow of death the demons would see it and know . DON'T TOUCH . I WONDER WHAT HE IS DOING RIGHT NOW ? GOD BLESS YOU CINDY ...
One of the absolute tragedies in music is the level to which Justin and company are underrated. Not only is he an incredible vocalist, this is real music for everyday people. He sings with a passion that can only come from his own experiences. People say his music is dark and depressing but if you face anxiety/depression, his songs heal and bring light to dark corners.
I think his music used to be dark here and there until he got sober. People don't matter. Only your heart matters! 🎸♥️
somebody introduced me to these and for that i will be internally gratefully xx
This song reminds me to never give up,to get up when I fall. Thanks to Blue October.💜💜💜💜💕
What a beautiful song. I've got three years clean. Believe in yourself
All I could ever say to Justin and the guys is thank you. Thank you so much, you have no idea what your music does for me.
This song makes me high !
It’s the only kind of high I ever want to feel !
God I love your voice, Justin. Not just that it's so amazingly talented, but I love that I can hear your emotion. I can hear the pain, the strength, the fear, the conquering. Your voice is my comfort many days. If you ever wonder if you've touched a life, be assured you have.
Im literally at the roughest point in my life, my gf of 7 yrs is gone now, along with my children, i seen them for the first time in 3 weeks, and all they wanted was to come home to me. Its unfortunate life is this way, Blue October, You saved myself from alcohol, the deep pits it brings, and the consequences from it. I love all of you. Stay strong, and keep Hope. Don't let fear drag you down. I love Everyone. Peace.
I've been listening to Blue October since I was 13...8 years and you're still my absolute favourite band. Amazing music.
I love Blue October!!!!! They inspire me so much. They've kept me going. Thank you so much. May your souls be forever blessed...
Oh Justin you have a gorgeous voice that performance was uplifting and inspiring I love the way you sing Justin you're a golden voiced angel I swear you're a gift from god Justin you make me smile and I love the song fear it gives me a sence of comfort and tells me that everything will be okay Blue you are my ray of sunshine you give me hope and faith you also help me stay happy and positive Blue I appreciate you for that and I will never stop listening to your music and this I promise you forever Blue just as long as you keep making music Blue and remember don,t ever give up just keep going loud and proud Blue I,m just gonna keep showing my Blue Love I LOVE YOU BLUE ALL THE WAY TO THE MOON AND BACK MY HEART IS FOREVER BLUE Justin you are my savior you are one of the most awesomest musishans in the hole wide world Justin
I just won a battle with cancer. It was the hardest fight of my life, personally, physically, with relationships, and love. There were hard times, days that I cried myself to sleep and no one knew about it. But I promised myself never to let the fear get to me, I had faith that I would make it through and learned how beautiful life is all over again. This song came to me, and reminds me of how far I have come. Never give up. Never give into the fear! We can all overcome if we believe.
I had melanoma cancer and Renal Cell Carcinoma. . II lostt a kidney.They cut me in half and scrapped it off the insides of skin and muscle bed. I believe I was around 30. I could have easily died. I'm greatful to be alive. They told me I would be dead in 6 months without that surgery.
You didn't sleep very long. Don't hate me. The letter is yours now.
I love you guys. Thank you for being.
This right here. This is why they have been my favorite artist since I was on 10 years old. The authenticity, the raw emotion, the truth of his life put into his music, the talent needed to put everything together in a way that brings tears to your eyes. Blue October changed and inspires me. No other artist connects with me emotionally the way they do. Honestly I would like nothing more than to see Justin at a show and be able to shake his hand and tell him that his music saved me. I respect him, and look up to him as an icon, an idol, and a role model.
I love a lot of Blue October's music, but this is one of my FAVORITE songs done by them. It helps me get through so much. Blue October is one of my 2 go to bands when I'm feeling down in the dumps. Thank you for your music Blue October
I needed to hear this song so bad! Thank you blue october
I can feel my life in all your songs-thank you
Wow this song brought me up from my deepest when I thought I was lost this song means the world to me when I thought there was no coming back I made it!!! Thank u so much for this song because i really needed this
I wonder where would I bee if it hadn't been for his music .... everytime something went wrong woth my life I always listened to blue October ... justine
Justin. For 15 years. Been the salve to my wounds. Keep making the music for those of us that walk the same lines.
I wish I could go back in time 20 years and show a young Justin this album that he wrote in the future. Show him how bright his future is and that he'll finally be happy someday. Get on that, science. This man is worth it.
I’m not sure I’d still be alive, if it weren’t for this song. Hoping to see them in Abilene, TX in February.
So incredibly powerful! Justin!❤
I would have never found this band had they not came as "recommended" in the playlist I was listening to. 49 years young here, and this brings me back to my kid self at the age of 4. Fear consumed me on a daily basis. I came out of myself at the age of 18 through the help of some good friends. Throughout my life, challenges and struggles continued to plague me and yet I persevered. I died at the hands of my 21 year old son in 2014 and came back. I was 43 then. I was beaten, battered, and bruised from the time I was 40 up until the age of 47 by the hands and fists of my own child. (I couldn't practice distancing with Love... It would have been too painful, so I stayed...) Talk about FEAR! I found the courage to speak up in 2017 and he was arrested for the 16th and hopefully the last time. I told my full story to the Superior Court in October, 2019 and he was sentenced to 6-11 years. There are possibilities in loss though. I can rebuild what was stripped from me - sense of self and life purpose. God saw fit to give me a life back. Although I now struggle with PTSD, Panic Disorder, and Night Terrors (I'll take the ones I have now over the ones I had when I was a kid... those were chilling and most always often left me devastated...) I have a chance to learn about everything I truly am. Thank you Justin for your courage and inspiration. You have found a new follower here.
🙌🙌 man so much behind this song. . 🙌🙌
What an amazing song. Blue October knows how to make you feel. This year was defining me, cancer was defining me, but this song has made me realize that I can make it though this, that I will not be afraid any more. Thank you.
I don’t care how old Justin is. If he is ever single again he has my heart 😍😍 that voice 🥹
These lyrics resonate like none I’ve heard before.
Fear... natural response to life, in some us it runs rampant... causing us to do things we are ashamed of. Yet, we can deal with. If we believe in ourselves, find help and think before we act. I want to thank Blue October for the support and their music. Keep up the good things guys, Justin you are an inspiration.
Thanks for sharing...❤ an uplifting and a conquering song of Victory over Fear...!
Justin is a very amazing and awakened soul, very beautiful song that everyone should listen to. Im in awww by his beautiful and uplifting words.
Omg! Love love love this song! I struggle with bipolar and severe anxiety and have been for many years! But when I hear blue music it lifts me up and makes me not want to give up! Blue October is the best band ever! They have the most dedicated fans! I have been following Bo for about 10 years now maybe more and their music never gets old!
Most amazing lyrics and song! Blue October STILL making TRUE music that moves the soul!
When I heard this song I thought about all my fears. And the worst fear is becoming a horrible parent to a kid. And the song is helping understand all of my fears. That I don't have to be afraid of it just get back up.
I am numb most of the time and simply do not feel, this music makes me feel again... great stuff.