Buttress - Brutus (Official Music Video)

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  • Опубліковано 28 лис 2024
  • I've been watching him for my entire life
    I hate the air he breathes, his foolish decrees, his words so contrived
    & I hate the way the townspeople gather outside
    they hang on every breath, cling to his chest, home to his heart full of pride
    the oracle told him to beware the ides
    & I'd be lying if I said I wasn't wishing for untimely death or demise
    or am I just wishing I could be like you?
    that the people would see me too as a poet
    and not just the muse
    oh it's not true, I don't wish harm upon you
    from birth we've been like brothers, of different mothers, within the spirit of the same womb
    may the gods strike me down if I forsake you
    frater meus
    you're beautifully made & to you I'm forever grateful
    I'll never forget that you showed me to make art
    and I know the love you showed me came from a pure & noble heart
    I love you & if you want I'll call you king
    but why do I lie awake each night thinking
    instead of you, it should be me?
    something wicked this way comes
    & as I set to face it I'm unsure should I embrace it, should I run?
    what motivates me - hatred or is it love?
    what's more wrong - that I too wish to be great or my mother wished she'd had a son?
    and even if I can't be the one, maybe I could at least help make way for him until the day that he comes
    maybe my name could also be known -
    that I helped return good to the people
    and restored greatness to Rome
    Male Chorus:
    BRUTUS, BRUTUS, BRUTUS, BRUTUS (x4)
    my name is brutus and my name means heavy
    so with a heavy heart I'll guide this dagger into the heart of my enemy
    my whole life you were a teacher and friend to me
    please know my actions are not motivated only by envy
    I too have a destiny
    this death will be art
    the people will speak of this day from near and afar
    this event will be history
    & I'll be great too
    I don't want what you have
    I wanna be you
    I always knew I could be the one
    though I feel the endless pain of being & I am scorched by the sun
    of humble origins and born of the cursed sex
    my name is Brutus but the people will call me Rex

КОМЕНТАРІ • 4,9 тис.

  • @buttress
    @buttress  Рік тому +5615

    Thank you everyone for continuing to listen to this song! If you like this then you may also like my brand new album titled ENDOFUNCTOR, available here on UA-cam music, Spotify, Bandcamp, and probably wherever else you stream your music! Thanks so much for listening! open.spotify.com/album/5Otiauk75tfrrosY8eGByz
    ua-cam.com/play/OLAK5uy_kPCWTljAOpmyqosUjoefORGO9yOClt0ng.html
    thebuttress.bandcamp.com/album/endofunctor

  • @sa1sheare-209
    @sa1sheare-209 3 місяці тому +3710

    Fun fact Caesar put up a decent fight against his assassins but immediately gave up after seeing Brutus among them

    • @derrtyworks
      @derrtyworks 2 місяці тому +128

      WOAH REALLY?

    • @CoffeeBnuuy
      @CoffeeBnuuy 2 місяці тому +225

      That's actually kinda sad

    • @Luthien-_-Playz
      @Luthien-_-Playz 2 місяці тому +156

      "Eu tu brute" (or smth like that 😔)

    • @vittoriaconcina4307
      @vittoriaconcina4307 2 місяці тому +190

      @@Luthien-_-Playz tu quoque, Brute, fili mihi. which is: you too, Brutus, son of mine

    • @Luthien-_-Playz
      @Luthien-_-Playz 2 місяці тому +21

      @@vittoriaconcina4307 yeah that lol 😔

  • @daisyno8805
    @daisyno8805 8 років тому +16550

    "that the people would see me as the poet and not just the muse" 👌👌👌👍😩😩

    • @killallzoophiles8138
      @killallzoophiles8138 4 роки тому +85

      it's weird that this comment has that many likes yet no comments

    • @teencrisis4750
      @teencrisis4750 4 роки тому +25

      @@killallzoophiles8138 ikr

    • @makemelaughaturcommentchal4769
      @makemelaughaturcommentchal4769 3 роки тому +14

      Is this a transgender reference

    • @000-kiuu
      @000-kiuu 3 роки тому +445

      ​@@makemelaughaturcommentchal4769 no, in greek mythology the nine muses are women who inspire artists and poets etc (who are generally viewed as men, who in turn were viewed as superior to women in those times). im pretty sure the line means that the singer wants to be seen as the actual creator of their art, and not simply some vague, nursing influence that is only half-heartedly credited. interpret it however you want though

    • @jayjaydubful
      @jayjaydubful 3 роки тому +177

      @@makemelaughaturcommentchal4769 no. It's the female experience.

  • @GarrettWatts
    @GarrettWatts 8 років тому +14693

    I still cannot get over this 🙏🏻

    • @MacDoesIt
      @MacDoesIt 8 років тому +667

      YAAAAAS You listen to buttress too!

    • @bunnymetal
      @bunnymetal 8 років тому +43

      me 2 i love u and buttress

    • @ann3apr1l81
      @ann3apr1l81 8 років тому +33

      is this guy Garrett Coco Peru?

    • @joseortiz-fw7by
      @joseortiz-fw7by 7 років тому +36

      Garrett Watts don't you dare make her mainstream (unless she wants it ig idk)

    • @reallyhannah9176
      @reallyhannah9176 7 років тому +33

      holy shit i cant believe you listened to her too!!! ily b

  • @abditory101
    @abditory101 7 місяців тому +5074

    "Born of the cursed sex" oh dear, i never could've related to that line more.

    • @cessimal
      @cessimal 4 місяці тому +35

      Ikr 😭😭

    • @fvwak
      @fvwak 4 місяці тому +9

      Feminist

    • @ElsaRawson
      @ElsaRawson 4 місяці тому +3

      @@fvwak Just because we don’t like life as our sex doesn’t mean we’re feminists, lol

    • @Iheartmeowmeows
      @Iheartmeowmeows 4 місяці тому +151

      @@fvwak u don't say

    • @onecrossedwire
      @onecrossedwire 4 місяці тому +2

      real

  • @buttress
    @buttress  8 років тому +4127

    thanks everyone for watchin!!

    • @805dani
      @805dani 8 років тому +7

      ;))

    • @tazthatcher2562
      @tazthatcher2562 8 років тому +12

      excellent video man love your poetic vibes

    • @arisaurus11
      @arisaurus11 8 років тому +3

      This was amazing and such art. Congratulations. Oh and happy belated bday.

    • @believeintheanus363
      @believeintheanus363 8 років тому +4

      +The Buttress Are you going to create hats for your merch store?

    • @buttress
      @buttress  8 років тому +56

      +Believe Intheanus i have hats but they are out of stock atm. on 4/20 i am launching a bunch of new merch as well as a little clothing line thing. ill post a promo here and on all my social media once it launches. stay tuned!!!

  • @SoulEaterTV101
    @SoulEaterTV101 8 років тому +6448

    "I want to be you" always sends chills down my spine, great song.

    • @LittleRainGames
      @LittleRainGames 5 років тому +41

      Every time i listen the whole song does, its a master piece.

    • @sugarrushqwq4163
      @sugarrushqwq4163 3 роки тому +26

      the build up to it is phenomenal

    • @neutralbrain
      @neutralbrain Рік тому +3

      ​@@sugarrushqwq4163 do u like redacted ASMR ?? (Your PFP reminds me of him)

    • @Laras_Infinite_Playlist
      @Laras_Infinite_Playlist Рік тому +13

      The whole song makes every hair raise on my arms and the back of my neck. I love the background sounds. There's nothing like her.

  • @OfficialMold
    @OfficialMold 4 роки тому +11124

    "Make way for him until the day that he comes" genius reference to John the Baptist. This has so many layers and is so perfectly crafted!

    • @buttress
      @buttress  4 роки тому +2467

      you are the first person to notice this allusion! kudos

    • @OfficialMold
      @OfficialMold 4 роки тому +507

      @@buttress absolutely incredible how each of your songs is distinct while having so so much to each of them!! Thank you!

    • @brielli6393
      @brielli6393 4 роки тому +73

      Can you explain the allusion?

    • @OfficialMold
      @OfficialMold 4 роки тому +473

      @@brielli6393
      Sure! Per the Christian Bible, there was a prophecy about John the Baptist made before his birth (both immediately before: Luke 1:17 and over 600 years before Isaiah 40:3) that he would prepare the people of Israel for Jesus and his teachings. The phrases used are "prepare the way for the Lord" and "he will...make ready a people prepared for the Lord".

    • @kingdomfalls
      @kingdomfalls 3 роки тому +47

      @@OfficialMold Interestingly, there are still those who follow in the path of John the Baptist.

  • @sloaney_baloney
    @sloaney_baloney 7 місяців тому +5923

    I get chills when she says "i dont want what you have, I WANNA BE YOU!" she can barely control the anger in her voice. i love to hear this experimentation in music. Great song.

    • @xaxandpan651
      @xaxandpan651 6 місяців тому +9

      youre a bot, arent you?

    • @pirualado47
      @pirualado47 6 місяців тому +7

      women in a nutshell

    • @fuzzydorito6105
      @fuzzydorito6105 5 місяців тому +142

      ​@@pirualado47 here bud, take it - you need it 🍼

    • @pirualado47
      @pirualado47 5 місяців тому

      @@fuzzydorito6105 i'm alright

    • @PersLorenz
      @PersLorenz 5 місяців тому +1

      😂🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

  • @OffensiveNetworking
    @OffensiveNetworking 8 років тому +11255

    "I don't want what you had
    I want to be you."
    Every SINGLE time I listen to this song, those words make me shake.
    Holy SHIT. PLEASE keep making beautiful and inspiring music!

    • @lynchstan9745
      @lynchstan9745 5 років тому +94

      Makes me deeply sad and shakes me up at the same time whenever I hear that

    • @SlumpKim
      @SlumpKim 4 роки тому +32

      I LOVE THAT LINE

    • @ynbby7579
      @ynbby7579 4 роки тому +2

      @@SlumpKim same

    • @doomslayer9030
      @doomslayer9030 3 роки тому +8

      And if you look over here folks, you’ll see a comment with lots of likes and few comments

    • @samyuktasaklani9289
      @samyuktasaklani9289 3 роки тому +18

      @@doomslayer9030 I love when that happens, a great sign of consensus

  • @MacDoesIt
    @MacDoesIt 8 років тому +14200

    I can already tell this upcoming album is going to be my most played of the year

    • @buttress
      @buttress  8 років тому +1348

      +MacDoesIt i dont think this one or attic will be on the album but i still hope it will be your most played :)

    • @EpicPineappleFace
      @EpicPineappleFace 8 років тому +54

      +The Buttress I love Attic!!!! xx

    • @ScarlettLovesUnicorns
      @ScarlettLovesUnicorns 6 років тому +140

      Omg it's mac

    • @420jerm
      @420jerm 6 років тому +97

      Mac???

    • @thrownawaytubes
      @thrownawaytubes 6 років тому +66

      M A C

  • @NettanettaBayonettaaaa
    @NettanettaBayonettaaaa 8 років тому +6017

    I llove history nerds.I love history nerds who make music even more.

  • @1nvertedminds
    @1nvertedminds 4 місяці тому +417

    "Or my mother wished she'd had a son?" MY FAVORITE LINE🔥🔥

  • @katieadams7316
    @katieadams7316 3 роки тому +8021

    "Even if I can't be the one, maybe I could at least help make way for him until the day that he comes." The the most painful stanza. It's not her ambition, it's the cage of her womanhood. She is not the ruler but maybe one day a sliver of her progeny will create a better future. I love this song. It's genius and it's painful to listen to.

    • @thegigglingcorpse
      @thegigglingcorpse Рік тому +14

      fr

    • @Dragy93
      @Dragy93 Рік тому +42

      The way Him and He were capitalized made me think it was a religious reference (like about Jesus or sthg)

    • @Psycho_Sped
      @Psycho_Sped 11 місяців тому +20

      @@Dragy93yeah, In religious terms He/His/Him are a way of mentioning God Himself.

    • @BastiVaas
      @BastiVaas 11 місяців тому +1

      No es una canción jajaajsk es como un rap ella solo habla rapido no canta nada

    • @OrangeTabby-x5m
      @OrangeTabby-x5m 11 місяців тому +12

      @@BastiVaas eso también lo hace una canción, el rap es música jajaj

  • @PinkApocalypse
    @PinkApocalypse 4 роки тому +4625

    “My mother wish she’d had a son” just makes me so upset tho, in a good way. Actually that’s basically this whole song

  • @canonically47
    @canonically47 10 місяців тому +4823

    my nerd heart is so happy at this. female rage portrayed through events of ancient rome? sign me the hell up

    • @moldypickle6157
      @moldypickle6157 10 місяців тому +20

      Lord Jesus Christ son of God have mercy on us all. Bless the Holy Mother of God and ever virgin Mary.

    • @marvelousmechanical
      @marvelousmechanical 7 місяців тому +181

      @@moldypickle6157 boy what does this sentence mean why did you reply to the comment with this

    • @strapkins4999
      @strapkins4999 7 місяців тому

      @@moldypickle6157man shut up

    • @varrickace465
      @varrickace465 7 місяців тому +15

      But Brutus wasn't a woman...

    • @strapkins4999
      @strapkins4999 7 місяців тому +197

      @@varrickace465 you make me feel smart. The artist is a female. The song is in a sense her “female rage” expressed through a retell of events in which occurred in Ancient Rome. The original comment refers to the rage depicted by the artist, whilst the artist sings about events from history. No crap Brutus is not a woman. No one stated he was 🤗

  • @Fairytale873
    @Fairytale873 6 місяців тому +1112

    “AND RESTORE GREATNESS TO ROME” sends chills down my spine every timeeeee

  • @buttress
    @buttress  Рік тому +2788

    thank you everyone for all the new listens, im glad you’re enjoying it this spooky season. im dropping some new music later this month, hope you come check it out :)

    • @vixxie_dust
      @vixxie_dust Рік тому +3

      Aaaa hi!

    • @erzebet73
      @erzebet73 Рік тому +3

      What's that part in Italian?

    • @vixxie_dust
      @vixxie_dust Рік тому

      @@erzebet73 “vater meus” is Laith for my brother

    • @vixxie_dust
      @vixxie_dust Рік тому +17

      No, “frater meus” and the language is latin

    • @Flought
      @Flought Рік тому +1

      THIS SONG IS TOO GOOD EVEN AFTER 7 YEARS FR

  • @wormonastring6888
    @wormonastring6888 4 роки тому +2299

    "I don't want what you have, I wanna be you" hits me like a freight train every time. god.

    • @wormonastring6888
      @wormonastring6888 4 роки тому +119

      I think that, to me, it represents how I know that even if I got everything I wanted, I still wouldn't be taken as seriously as a man would have been, I still would have to keep re-proving myself constantly. I don't wish I was a man, but when I see how perceptions of me are altered because of my gender while I see men being viewed exactly how I want to be viewed, it sometimes feels like I do. I'm not sure if this is what was meant, but it hits close to home for me.

    • @uselessartist182
      @uselessartist182 11 місяців тому +20

      This hits a little diffirent when you're trans masc, especially pre-transition. I dunno, it's amazing to see how the meaning of the song occassionaly shifts based off of the listeners own experiences! :O

    • @HeyLeFay
      @HeyLeFay 10 місяців тому +6

      @@asshoIe94 "my mother wished she'd had a son" "born of the cursed sex" "see me too as a poet and not just the muse" Real life Brutus wasn't born a woman, so no, this song isn't 100% about the actual historical figure and *does* actually have a deeper meaning

    • @asshoIe94
      @asshoIe94 10 місяців тому +1

      @@HeyLeFay
      you're right

    • @chinchilla641
      @chinchilla641 5 місяців тому

      ​@wormonastring6888 it's sad women nowadays need to act like men to feel validated. Thankful for feminism 😂

  • @stickperson286
    @stickperson286 2 роки тому +5905

    Brutus is probably the single most angry song I've ever heard, the low groan of the singing portrays such hatred with a barely composed tone. The music it's unhinged, the cadence of the world hold such venom like she's trying so hard not to fold someone with words or just scream.

    • @neonisity
      @neonisity Рік тому +42

      this and vampire empire

    • @_reborn_again_444
      @_reborn_again_444 Рік тому +43

      You should probably listen to metal

    • @eriond3701
      @eriond3701 Рік тому +15

      defo havent heard of death metal

    • @leoquaz
      @leoquaz Рік тому +28

      Angriest song about LOVE....
      There is the nuance, the obsession, envy, frustrations...
      Great work of art from this youngling

    • @Kolxya
      @Kolxya 11 місяців тому +1

      REAL

  • @buttress
    @buttress  8 місяців тому +874

    Happy ides of March everybody, and happy birthday to me and to this song and video! 🗡🩸Excited to share the new music videos I've been working on with you! And if you don't like them now... perhaps you will in 7 years!
    PS. I have merch for sale for 2 more days only at www.buttress.store !

    • @evelynmyers3428
      @evelynmyers3428 8 місяців тому +21

      Been listening to this and Rex over and over the few months - love them both so much!!!

    • @evelynmyers3428
      @evelynmyers3428 8 місяців тому +7

      Also very excited for the new stuff and very grateful for all the hard work you put into your music and videos - they're wonderful art!

    • @marylizabetha
      @marylizabetha 8 місяців тому +6

      Yeah! lol came here from Tumblr! It's an entire holiday over there lol

    • @Tanaka.Uttamie
      @Tanaka.Uttamie 8 місяців тому

      B

    • @Brian-mc9sl
      @Brian-mc9sl 8 місяців тому +9

      Happy Birthday! It's mine as well.

  • @RT-dm4bi
    @RT-dm4bi 2 роки тому +14153

    this is the only song that ive seen capture the feeling of being female perfectly. no romanticization, no femme fatal or having to relate female rage to beauty in some way. just carnal anger and raw emotion. wow

    • @RT-dm4bi
      @RT-dm4bi Рік тому +239

      @Mad Hatress Souffle you totally did not understand what i meant but thank you for the useless add on

    • @thedeliveryboy1123
      @thedeliveryboy1123 Рік тому +3

      the feminine urge to stab Julius Caesar to death

    • @phantomgreenie
      @phantomgreenie Рік тому +85

      have you found any others that capture this emotion cause I absolutely love it

    • @21y1hmatildalawqiqin8
      @21y1hmatildalawqiqin8 Рік тому +413

      @@RT-dm4bi so rude and for what 💀

    • @IWillSkinYouAliveLoser
      @IWillSkinYouAliveLoser Рік тому +43

      @@RT-dm4bi dang chill

  • @URINE666
    @URINE666 2 роки тому +3581

    this song hits when it’s ingrained in your fathers culture to not want daughters over sons
    and you have to watch the difference in how he treats you and your brother

    • @kadijaesther1808
      @kadijaesther1808 Рік тому +103

      I can't imagine. It must strike a truly raw chord in you..

    • @aidenobe
      @aidenobe Рік тому +33

      might b jus ya dad ☠️ most dads treats daughters like heaven sent angels

    • @URINE666
      @URINE666 Рік тому +3

      @@aidenobe you clearly don’t even know that there are so many cultures where they kill the baby if it turns out to be a girl, most dads treat their daughters like shit

    • @mikesyrupp
      @mikesyrupp Рік тому +181

      @@aidenobethey said father’s culture so it’s probably like a “popular” (for lack of a better word) way of thinking in their father’s country

    • @ary3901
      @ary3901 Рік тому +29

      ​@@aidenobe that's part of the problem

  • @ratoween
    @ratoween Рік тому +2346

    I love the storytelling in this video. My favorite part is how in the begining shes still in the background, despite the song being ABOUT her.
    She's still behind him, behind his fans, hidden in the background. It shows that even despite its her story, her pain -- hes still the focus of everyones eye. Its incredible.

    • @derrtyworks
      @derrtyworks 2 місяці тому +3

      thats...very well put, dude. you should be like a poet or something.

  • @jazzybee_s
    @jazzybee_s 7 місяців тому +4625

    brutus: *going through the biggest crisis of her life*
    the chorus: 💃💃💃💃

    • @IsaiahYoung-mu1zh
      @IsaiahYoung-mu1zh 5 місяців тому +16

      his*

    • @jazzybee_s
      @jazzybee_s 5 місяців тому +252

      @@IsaiahYoung-mu1zh this music video and song are very clearly portraying brutus as a woman. i know historical marcus junius brutus was, in fact, a man. i am referring to the music video.

    • @Mikwsz
      @Mikwsz 5 місяців тому +51

      @@IsaiahYoung-mu1zh her*

    • @jaimecooper2945
      @jaimecooper2945 3 місяці тому +5

      @@Mikwszhim* it’s just a music video. But in historical context it’s a man

    • @kys.9228
      @kys.9228 2 місяці тому

      @@jaimecooper2945 in the music video context it's a woman. you won't die because a female is doing something i promise.

  • @t.miranda176
    @t.miranda176 Рік тому +1958

    As a writer trying to create a female character in the ancient world making a way in a male dominated society, I found this song to be so beautifully crude and honest. Works perfectly as motivations for this character and her inevitable triumph.

    • @v.xien.
      @v.xien. Рік тому +19

      Oh this is interesting, mind elaborating on the plot?

    • @t.miranda176
      @t.miranda176 Рік тому +122

      @@v.xien. basically, the emperor’s mistress, who knows everything about the family, slowly rises to power after the death of the consort. She navigates the intricacies of the court and the senate until she becomes the almighty empress.

    • @v.xien.
      @v.xien. Рік тому +45

      ⁠@@t.miranda176good for her, I’m rooting for her

    • @coolbeans545
      @coolbeans545 Рік тому +30

      @@t.miranda176 god i wanna read this

    • @xxxstellarxxx
      @xxxstellarxxx Рік тому +32

      I love when men actually make an effort to write from a woman’s perspective

  • @TeddyWigga
    @TeddyWigga Рік тому +2077

    I'm Italian and in the song in the background it seems like they always repeat in Italian "piu cretini di così non possiamo diventar" which means “We can't become any more idiots than this"… I love it 😍🖤

    • @ciccicux
      @ciccicux Рік тому +52

      Anche io ho capito quella parte, ma mi sembra che ci siano altre parole che mi sono sfuggite, tu hai sentito solo questo? :/

    • @margheritazonca9915
      @margheritazonca9915 Рік тому +40

      ​@@ciccicuxa me all'inizio sembra di sentire pure "mio fratello gode" ma magari ho sentito male 😂

    • @asianpotato2690
      @asianpotato2690 Рік тому +77

      I think its a sample from ennio morricone ricreazione divertita

    • @TeddyWigga
      @TeddyWigga Рік тому +27

      @@asianpotato2690 yeees thank you 😍 that's exactly it!

    • @Nanitamochi
      @Nanitamochi Рік тому +2

      @@asianpotato2690wait I can’t find it

  • @DMonicaLove
    @DMonicaLove 7 років тому +1810

    You may not be the most known artist but what you make is genius, inspirational, and thought provoking. You probably wont even see this but I just absolutely adore your work and i hope one day to create things with as much meaning as the things you write

    • @buttress
      @buttress  7 років тому +278

      hey thank you so much for this, it really means a lot to me.

    • @DMonicaLove
      @DMonicaLove 7 років тому +67

      Thank you for releasing your music and everything. It's honestly really amazing what you create. I hadn't written songs in over a year until i discovered your art and i was so inspired. I absolutely love how you really put yourself into what you do. And how you express the hardships you've went through. You're just amazing and I cant wait to see what's next for you.

    • @lossantoscity3249
      @lossantoscity3249 Рік тому +6

      Fast forward 6 years later. She is now Well Known all over the world.

  • @angstlich247
    @angstlich247 8 місяців тому +392

    The drop to "something wicked this way comes" is so good it scratches my brain

    • @confusion7809
      @confusion7809 4 місяці тому +13

      isn’t that a macbeth reference?

    • @fairytonic
      @fairytonic 2 місяці тому

      ​@@confusion7809 it definitely is, or maybe a Ray Bradbury one but that would be a reference to a reference

  • @ocarinagamer4207
    @ocarinagamer4207 Рік тому +645

    The opening chant is sampled from Ricreazione divertita (Finale) by Ennio Morricone. It’s an Italian chant that names popular 70’s Italian TV shows, and ends the sentence with “we can’t get any dumber than this.” The song was part of a score for an Italian movie called “A Mother’s Heart.”

    • @seignee
      @seignee 9 місяців тому +15

      holy wow.

  • @itsbella8066
    @itsbella8066 4 роки тому +4527

    “My name is Brutus and my name means heavy,
    so with a heavy heart I’ll dive this dagger in the heart of my enemy,
    my whole life you were a teacher and a friend to me, please know my actions are not motivated just by envy.
    I too have a destiny.
    This death will be art, the people will speak of this day from near and afar
    This event will be history, and I’ll be great too, i don’t want what you have I want to be YOU.”
    The chills that gave me

    • @itsbella8066
      @itsbella8066 3 роки тому +34

      @Roxy Vidal yes of course bestie 2:17 😫😫 loving the pfp btw blood for the blood god or whateva

    • @skullcidd
      @skullcidd 3 роки тому +27

      2:16

    • @LYI-ws5ip
      @LYI-ws5ip Рік тому +9

      I love this song and listen to it on loop lol.

    • @nipulkradmsinatagras8293
      @nipulkradmsinatagras8293 8 місяців тому

      2:16

    • @bigsmasher2124
      @bigsmasher2124 2 місяці тому +5

      more interesting, Brutus IS remembered throughout history but as a betrayer and wicked, not a great ruler. This coupled with the female rage idea could mean that when women fight back against men they are seen as "b*tches"

  • @caydeofspaydes
    @caydeofspaydes 3 роки тому +1295

    “My name is Brutus but the people will call me Rex” gave me MAD chills when I first heard it.

    • @unanimation
      @unanimation 10 місяців тому +11

      made me wanna get REX tattooed on me for years

    • @pineappleacid
      @pineappleacid 9 місяців тому +39

      'Rex' is Latin for 'king'. Latin was the language spoken in Rome. So she is probably saying that the people will call her king and not the name Rex.

    • @ByproductRebelMind
      @ByproductRebelMind 9 місяців тому +1

      @@pineappleacid Bingo!!!!!!

    • @pineappleacid
      @pineappleacid 9 місяців тому +15

      @@ByproductRebelMind "Fratus meus" also means 'my brother'. So she saw him as her 'brother' not from blood.

  • @stephanilopez1185
    @stephanilopez1185 10 місяців тому +1927

    The agony in “I don’t want what you have I want to be you” resonates with me so much. I’m a teacher and our principal always gets the recognition of the work his female employees work for. It’s torture watching him be congratulated for the work I and other women around him have contributed. This song has the same rabid energy I feel

    • @rustyshack1707
      @rustyshack1707 10 місяців тому

      Get over yourself. Probably teaching your students all this ideological rot in this comment section. This song and it’s message is garbage. There’s a reason tiktok is pushing this dogsh*t on our kids.

    • @RandomSwiftie13
      @RandomSwiftie13 10 місяців тому +100

      Let's be real. Not a single student will ever remember or give credit to the principal for all the teachers work to make them who they become in the future. Students will forever give you credit for your dedication and work to change their life.

    • @kpp234
      @kpp234 9 місяців тому +4

      You should watch blood in blood out the movie literally had every poor kid become gang members, and this was a childhood thing, like they all want to be leaders and only kill their own to get to the top

    • @Haxgun.
      @Haxgun. 8 місяців тому +5

      just dont work if its torture or do something about it lmao. the principal is the principal for a reason.
      anyway your school sounds like a weird school if its all just female employees and just a male principal, and all female employees staying there and being "tortured" without just leaving while working hard is even weirder lmao. your story doesnt make much sense, based on what you highlighted on your comment.

    • @mobilemadison2932
      @mobilemadison2932 7 місяців тому +38

      @@Haxgun.😐😐😐😶😶😶😶😐😐😐😐😶😶😶😶

  • @amie6105
    @amie6105 5 років тому +1441

    I made a drawing inspired by you last year because Brutus moved me to my core. Your lyrics are like ancient beasts: fierce and wise, with a beauty not everybody can comprehend but must respect. I know Brutus by heart and I always feel stronger whenever I sing it

  • @HeyoDaddyO
    @HeyoDaddyO 4 роки тому +32081

    My brother said “is this mad lesbian music” and I love it

    • @someone.ate.mercury
      @someone.ate.mercury 4 роки тому +711

      Daddy's Boy why is that SO TRUE

    • @keuwlcat1319
      @keuwlcat1319 4 роки тому +204

      @Angel Pudina mad thicc music?

    • @keuwlcat1319
      @keuwlcat1319 4 роки тому +89

      @Angel Pudina i dont speak spanish

    • @jaytrain3692
      @jaytrain3692 4 роки тому +273

      music is a bit scewed lol, I dont understand how anyone with a sense of rhythm can like this tbh, its freeform poetry yea but you can't form any meaning between the lines like freeform poetry traditionally does. THAT BEING SAID I RESPECT ITS ART. the lyricism is good.

    • @keuwlcat1319
      @keuwlcat1319 4 роки тому +562

      @@jaytrain3692 cool story bro but lemme ask you this is this mad thicc?

  • @masonburge7544
    @masonburge7544 5 років тому +949

    this is poetry, raw, unfiltered, real thoughts put to vocalization unhindered by societal wants or fear of reprimanding from the masses

  • @Emi-Eats-Pennies
    @Emi-Eats-Pennies 3 місяці тому +89

    For the past week, I have not been able to get the line: "I always knew I'd be the one, though I feel the endless pain of being and I am scorched by the sun." (2:58) Out of my head. Buttress just has such a poetic way with words, and she is so very good at making lyrics that stay in your head and refuse to leave no matter how many times you listen to her music.

    • @slowpoke-k8t
      @slowpoke-k8t 2 місяці тому +1

      I literally read this as it played on sync by mere coincidence 😨

    • @miHoLoverse
      @miHoLoverse 2 місяці тому

      This is so true. I love that last part the most.

    • @AsAboveISoBelow
      @AsAboveISoBelow 2 місяці тому

      There's a duality in it too, scorched by the sun/son, as the theme is already in the song.

  • @TurtleLover05Venus
    @TurtleLover05Venus Рік тому +554

    "My name is Brutus and my name means heavy. So with a heavy heart I'll guide this dagger into the heart of my enemy 🗡️" one of the greatest lines

  • @MaxiKookookachoo
    @MaxiKookookachoo Рік тому +3301

    The fact that Brutus is portrayed as a woman here, changes the dynamic to something pretty interesting

    • @nil-rev8479
      @nil-rev8479 Рік тому +106

      🏳️‍⚧️

    • @ihavenonamek733
      @ihavenonamek733 Рік тому

      ​@@nil-rev8479stupid

    • @sophia-rk4xs
      @sophia-rk4xs Рік тому +23

      Lo hace mágico y perturbador

    • @demogen9805
      @demogen9805 11 місяців тому +139

      ​@@nil-rev8479that's a wrong way to interpret this

    • @nil-rev8479
      @nil-rev8479 11 місяців тому +10

      @@demogen9805 cool, man.

  • @gobioo
    @gobioo Рік тому +825

    “please know my actions are not only motivated by envy.”
    is a great reference to the tragedy of julius caesar, this too, could be the dream that his wife had. Something about men, bathing their hands in his blood, coming from his statue.

    • @Hespi.
      @Hespi. Рік тому +29

      I think perhaps thats why he looks like a statue, except when he is stabbed.

  • @TheOneAndOnly2.0
    @TheOneAndOnly2.0 7 місяців тому +89

    “This death will be art!” I LOVE that line

  • @Chatterbox968
    @Chatterbox968 8 років тому +1021

    "published on 15 Mar 2016" i see what you did there
    this hits so close to home though - you smashed it again buttress

    • @karencortes7281
      @karencortes7281 4 роки тому +7

      I don't get it

    • @eggnogtoast
      @eggnogtoast 4 роки тому +207

      @@karencortes7281 caeser was killed on march 15, which is why the video says it was released on march 15

    • @karencortes7281
      @karencortes7281 4 роки тому +5

      @@eggnogtoast ahhh okay

    • @sucroseisseggc7458
      @sucroseisseggc7458 3 роки тому +1

      @@eggnogtoast its on march 16?

    • @demonindenim
      @demonindenim 3 роки тому +10

      and in *roman* numerals, of course ;)

  • @tlollirot1991
    @tlollirot1991 Рік тому +1084

    The balance of both feminine and masculine energy and rage in this track is fucking heavy and im fucking living for it. Artists like u only come around once in a lifetime and im grateful to be alive during the lifetime of your existance.

  • @ludwigthestrange
    @ludwigthestrange 4 роки тому +606

    You did an amazing job with the lyrics. The fact that you used Rex instead of King makes it much more real-sounding, like in their time of Rome, and awesome at the same time. Amazing song and amazing video! I hope your day is going well! ❤

  • @sojjyburgder
    @sojjyburgder 7 місяців тому +304

    Female rage in this video is so real. I honestly loved this depiction of female rage. Brutus as a woman is just amazing. My nerd ass is in love with this song and its portrayal of historic events. Artists and songs like this are my solar eclipse

  • @no-bb2wg
    @no-bb2wg Рік тому +157

    I once heard that “jealousy is admiration turn sour” and this captures that perfectly

  • @buttress
    @buttress  Рік тому +188

    i forgot to share a while ago that the lyrics are now included in the captions for anyone who wishes to read along!

    • @v.xien.
      @v.xien. Рік тому +6

      I love you

    • @v.xien.
      @v.xien. Рік тому +5

      Not you ignoring me 🙄🥱

    • @Regmuslima
      @Regmuslima 8 місяців тому +1

      Thank you

  • @lilbunnyprincess
    @lilbunnyprincess 8 років тому +716

    You are the most inspirational artist i have ever witnessed. These songs and videos you produce are hauntingly beautiful, with the strongest most bitter taste of originality that goes unmatched. I adore you.

    • @LittleRainGames
      @LittleRainGames 5 років тому +2

      Couldnt have said it better myself.

    • @P1CKL3_RICK
      @P1CKL3_RICK 3 роки тому

      You have shit taste then

    • @charadrunk8765
      @charadrunk8765 3 роки тому +5

      @@P1CKL3_RICK please dont reply to a fricking 4 year ago comment , it annoying

    • @kirumitojo8662
      @kirumitojo8662 3 роки тому +4

      @steve what's so great about your taste then?

    • @CHPYXO
      @CHPYXO 5 місяців тому

      @@charadrunk8765 freedom of speech

  • @mexlodiiii
    @mexlodiiii Місяць тому +17

    i forever love how this song is about brutus and the assassination of julius ceaser but also the singer incorporating her own feelings into the lyrics. like the lines about being a woman, etc.

  • @PurpleSixBeats
    @PurpleSixBeats 7 років тому +289

    Wicked and dark, just the way I like it.

  • @rnindless
    @rnindless Рік тому +1105

    This says everything that i couldnt find the words for. The rage of having been born a woman, in a world built by men, and feeling such intense jealousy and self-hatred that ill never be a man. When main characters in media default to a man, when ill never be a doctor, lawyer, politician, but a "female" doctor, a "female" lawyer, a "female" politician, when gender roles engrained into society teaches girls and boys that women are less capable or logical or rational, when these boys grow up to see/treat women as a different species entirely, when every author i enjoy writes women more two-dimensionally than their male counterparts. Listening to this i finally feel like a human being, not just a "woman". This sort of media really help me accept the fact that i shouldn't have to be a man to feel like a person.

    • @buttress
      @buttress  Рік тому +334

      beautiful words. this is the same feeling that brought me to writing this song… im glad it speaks to you. much love to you. stay strong.

    • @imperatorscotorum6334
      @imperatorscotorum6334 Рік тому +16

      ⁠@@buttresswhy did you choose the perspective of the historic figure of Brutus (a man) to write a song about womanhood?

    • @ozzell
      @ozzell Рік тому +10

      Don't know if you're into games but The Last of Us Part 2 has two main protagonists who are some of the most well-written multidimensional female characters I've seen in media.

    • @will75j
      @will75j Рік тому +17

      If this is really your concept of the world you really need to get out more and get out of your echo chamber. Everything is this world is catered towards women. Men build things for the people they love(women and children). Women are wonderful and contribute a lot to society. What also makes a women so damn special if she’s not a man and has the ability to creat future generations.

    • @phoebeel
      @phoebeel Рік тому +170

      ​​@@will75jwe don't want to be special just because we're incubators to your offspring. We want to be special because we have minds and opinions and creativity. Independent of what we can give to men.
      We want to build things in our name that is remembered. We don't want to be your muses (you build things for us) We want to be creators. Not just of babies but of concepts, timeless things like huge buildings, books, legacy.
      THAT is the difference.
      "everything is catered towards women" in a way, maybe. Maybe you want to make stuff for us. But you also make the whole of society to get cater to your needs. Women's rights are just allowed as long as they serve you.
      We want to make stuff for ourselves! We don't want you to do things for us while we sit and watch you pretending as if you know what we want. WE know what WE want and we want to make it FOR OURSELVES

  • @dani_xoxo_silver
    @dani_xoxo_silver 8 місяців тому +20

    Not the first person to say this but I have to agree, “I don’t want what you have, I want to be youuuu” the growl/rasp I absolutely love it 🖤🖤🖤

  • @buttress
    @buttress  2 роки тому +425

    Brutus is available again on Spotify, thank you everyone for listening. open.spotify.com/album/0kIEOcHZPidSiFEkFZ8BCH

    • @kooollyy
      @kooollyy 2 роки тому +13

      this is the news ive been living for

    • @sruu3
      @sruu3 2 роки тому +7

      THANK YOUU

    • @kadijaesther1808
      @kadijaesther1808 2 роки тому +11

      This song and its video works well as a barometer of how likely a person and I are to have compatible personalities/Interests.
      In my opinion this absolutely leaps over the boundary of music video and lands with both steady feet in the realm of theatrical arts. It is ART.
      Beyond even that is the badass beauty and grace of using that small space of time allotted a video to also give credit to those who worked beside you to bring a vision to life. There's of course the possibility that this is commonly done in genres I'm unfamiliar with but I know that I personally have never seen this sort of outro before, that gives such clear and artistic credit like that.. maybe Die Antwoord?? Not sure, but this one struck me as particularly unique, it radiates an energy that feels like a skillful balance of power and humility .yeah I ramble, I know.
      This is a ridiculously verbose way to say good gaht-DAYUM this shit is a factory of badassery and how the fuck DARE I take five fuckin years to notice?????

    • @fath3rl3ssb3havior9
      @fath3rl3ssb3havior9 2 роки тому +1

      Oh god yes

    • @squid-ink74
      @squid-ink74 2 роки тому +4

      You slayed thank you for your art 💚💚

  • @brielli6393
    @brielli6393 6 років тому +695

    I am unspeakably obsessed with this. I feel like most popular music is popular because everyone has a shallow liking for it, but this is the kind of song that absolutely consumes a small minority. Like I'm so obsessed that I wan't someone to write me some fanfiction about female-Buttress Brutus so I can delve deeper into this obsession. Holy shit I'm in love

  • @apassmore6573
    @apassmore6573 3 роки тому +247

    I love the absolute grit you put into certain words, it really conveys the essence of the song, the absolute anger and discontent with staying in your place because of your sex. It's very raw and personal. It's incredibly powerful.

  • @adelia-nsb
    @adelia-nsb 7 місяців тому +140

    Wow I can't believe I'm finding this now, I don't think I've ever heard something like this before. It's rap but the voice is stark and emotional, the flow is almost slam poetry-like, almost as if she's voice acting for a show or movie

  • @nostalgicuniverse9747
    @nostalgicuniverse9747 5 років тому +238

    The passion and emotion in her voice is real.

  • @olivegarden1230
    @olivegarden1230 3 роки тому +289

    I'm just putting the lyrics because every single one of these lines hit so hard
    I've been watching him for my entire life
    I hate the air he breathes
    His foolish decrees, his words so contrived
    And I hate the way the townspeople gather outside
    They hang on every breath
    Cling to his chest, home to his heart full of pride
    The oracle told him to beware the Ides
    And I'd be lying if I said I wasn't wishing for untimely death or demise
    Or am I just wishing I could be like you?
    That the people would see me, too, as a poet
    And not just the muse
    Oh it's not true, I don't wish harm upon you
    From birth we've been like brothers of different mothers
    Within the spirit of the same womb
    May the gods strike me down if I forsake you
    Frater meus, you're beautifully made
    And to you I'm forever grateful
    I'll never forget that you showed me to make art
    And I know the love you showed me came
    From a pure and noble heart
    I love you, and if you want, I'll call you king
    But why do I lie awake each night thinking
    Instead of you, it should be me?
    Something wicked this way comes
    And as I set to face it, I'm unsure should I embrace it, should I run?
    What motivates me? Hatred? Is it love?
    What's more wrong, that I too wish to be great
    Or my mother wished she'd had a son?
    And even if I can't be the one
    Maybe I could at least help make way for him
    Until the day that he comes
    Maybe my name could also be known
    That I helped return good to the people
    And restored greatness to Rome
    Butus! Brutus! Brutus! Brutus!
    Butus! Brutus! Brutus! Brutus!
    Butus! Brutus! Brutus! Brutus!
    Butus! Brutus! Brutus! Brutus!
    My name is Brutus and my name means heavy
    So with a heavy heart I'll guide this dagger Into the heart of my enemy
    My whole life you were a teacher and friend to me
    Please know my actions are not motivated only by envy
    I too have a destiny
    This death will be art
    The people will speak of this day from near and afar
    This event will be history
    And I'll be great too
    I don't want what you have!
    I wanna be you!
    I always knew I could be the one
    Though I feel the endless pain of being
    And I am scorched by the sun
    Of humble origins and born of the cursed sex
    My name is Brutus, but the people will call me Rex

  • @nickeni3050
    @nickeni3050 Рік тому +187

    I love this song so much, it has so much anger but it's not beautiful anger. It's jealous, bitter, spiteful anger that tells a very bitter story without mellowing anything down. Usually when I see angry songs about females it's either romanticized or made to seem like the lady was crazy or it simply doesn't go in-depth into her anger like this. Most times it just tells but this shows and every sentence has so many layers of experience and emotion...
    Amazing song, Soul searching lyrics... I love your artistry

  • @chikari123
    @chikari123 11 місяців тому +251

    There’s something about the background music being airy and almost light sounding while simultaneously sounding like someone slowly snapping. It’s so distant and like the innocence of a nursery rhyme, but disconnect and disjointed similar to the female experience of feminine performance. Maybe I’m looking too deeply into this, but you capture the rage simmering in our guts at all times, and the fake laugh and smile we put on to make men feel comfortable even when they’re causing the discomfort themselves. Beautifully done.

    • @corvancook4249
      @corvancook4249 4 місяці тому +1

      Most of us just want to be happy yknow, no reason to go around being angry at people all the time. Afterall, most of the time people are trying to do right, they can't read your mind

  • @muonneutrino_
    @muonneutrino_ Рік тому +90

    I love how this combines elements from Macbeth, Julius Caesar, and also a bit of Greek Tragedy with the Chorus. A splendid re-imagination of the Classics, and the "people would see me as a poet and not just the muse" was so powerful and resounding.

  • @justa_randomdudelol
    @justa_randomdudelol 2 роки тому +82

    Lyrics:
    I've been watching him for my entire life.
    I hate the air he breathes, his foolish decrees, his words so contrived
    and I hate the way the townspeople gather outside
    they hang on every breath, cling to his chest, home to his heart full of pride.
    the oracle told him to beware the ides
    and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't wishing for untimely death or demise
    or am I just wishing I could be like you?
    that the people would see me too as a poet,
    and not just the muse!
    oh it's not true, I don't wish harm upon you
    from birth we've been like brothers, of different mothers, within the spirit of the same womb.
    may the gods strike me down if I forsake you
    frater meus.
    you're beautifully made and to you I'm forever grateful!
    I'll never forget that you showed me to make art
    and I know the love you showed me came from a pure & noble heart.
    I love you and if you want I'll call you king
    but why do I lie awake each night thinking
    instead of you, it should be me?
    something wicked this way comes
    and as I set to face it I'm unsure should I embrace it, should I run?
    what motivates me - hatred or is it love?
    what's more wrong - that I too wish to be great or my mother wished she'd had a son?
    and even if I can't be the one, maybe I could at least help make way for him until the day that he comes!
    maybe my name could also be known -
    that I helped return good to the people
    and restored greatness to Rome!
    *BRUTUS! BRUTUS! BRUTUS! BRUTUS*
    *BRUTUS! BRUTUS! BRUTUS! BRUTUS*
    *BRUTUS! BRUTUS! BRUTUS! BRUTUS*
    *BRUTUS! BRUTUS! BRUTUS! BRUTUS*
    MY NAME IS BRUTUS AND MY NAME MEANS HEAVY!
    SO WITH A HEAVY HEART I'LL GUIDE THIS DAGGER INTO THE HEART OF MY ENEMY!
    MY WHOLE LIFE YOU WERE A TEACHER AND FRIEND TO ME!
    PLEASE KNOW MY ACTIONS ARE NOT MOTIVATED ONLY BY ENVY!
    I TOO HAVE A DESTINY!
    THIS DEATH WILL BE ART!
    THE PEOPLE WILL SPEAK OF THIS DAY FROM NEAR AND AFAR!
    THIS EVENT WILL BE HISTORY
    AND I'LL BE GREAT TOO!
    I DON'T WANT WHAT YOU HAVE..
    I WANNA BE YOU!!
    I always knew i could be the one..
    though i feel the endless pain of being & i am scorched by the sun
    of humble origins and born of the cursed sex..
    My name is Brutus but the people will call me Rex!

    • @kwisatzhaderach9091
      @kwisatzhaderach9091 10 місяців тому +2

      What does the choir says?

    • @Scrumchilliouses
      @Scrumchilliouses 2 місяці тому +2

      Thank you! I love reading the lyrics while listening for what’s next❤

  • @とろしぞーか
    @とろしぞーか Рік тому +120

    不気味の谷から来たけど、めちゃくちゃかっこええ曲やん、、

    • @辰徳永井
      @辰徳永井 6 місяців тому +5

      まじそれ

    • @平田商店
      @平田商店 6 місяців тому +3

      まじそれ!  (でも怖い。。。)

    • @theboogeyman2590
      @theboogeyman2590 6 місяців тому +7

      Its so much more than just the bgm to uncanny valley videos…

    • @STPR-LOVE-i6
      @STPR-LOVE-i6 2 місяці тому

      日本人がいてとても安心している自分がいる…

  • @kb_Loggie
    @kb_Loggie 8 місяців тому +25

    I'm extremely obsessed with this song right now... I've replayed it so many times 😭 I love the anger in her voice, it feels so liberating.

  • @loganjones8896
    @loganjones8896 2 роки тому +183

    this is literally my favorite song in the world, it changed something in my brain when it came up on my discover weekly on spotify. i listen to it almost once a day. it's gone from spotify and i'm so, so sad about it. i guess i'll just have to come back here everyday.

    • @buttress
      @buttress  2 роки тому +31

      it should be back up soon! Im working on it!

    • @buttress
      @buttress  2 роки тому +31

      it's back now :)

    • @derrtyworks
      @derrtyworks 2 місяці тому +1

      HOW DID YOU GET A REPLY FROM BUTTRESS THEMSELVES AND NOT RESPOND...

    • @loganjones8896
      @loganjones8896 2 місяці тому +1

      @@derrtyworks too busy listening to the song on spotify

    • @derrtyworks
      @derrtyworks 2 місяці тому +1

      @@loganjones8896 LOL

  • @SpecialBlanket
    @SpecialBlanket 5 років тому +123

    "i too have a destiny"
    Buttress, have you read Temple of the Golden Pavillion?

    • @nyxeriatenebris
      @nyxeriatenebris 4 роки тому +1

      why tho?

    • @SpecialBlanket
      @SpecialBlanket 4 місяці тому +1

      @@nyxeriatenebrisThere is a book about this same emotion with very similar lines (not suggesting this is influenced by that, just that she might like it).

  • @morganalexander8883
    @morganalexander8883 8 років тому +1372

    Yoo you should've seen my face when I googled what "rex" meant lmao my jaw actually dropped and I mumbled "lyrical fucking genius..."
    Haha dope stuff as usual!! ✊🏽

    • @kendylemily5543
      @kendylemily5543 8 років тому +58

      agreed. literal chills ran up my spine.

    • @Its420somewheree
      @Its420somewheree 7 років тому +25

      morgan what does it mean

    • @ghostofroom9384
      @ghostofroom9384 7 років тому +276

      the reigning king.

    • @Raymesgame
      @Raymesgame 7 років тому +10

      I think not buddy king

    • @artemis754
      @artemis754 4 роки тому +158

      @@ghostofroom9384 also its mean doing something the hard way. She kinda did it the hard way.

  • @dev4159
    @dev4159 11 місяців тому +147

    "something wicked this way comes"
    *instant flashbacks*

    • @FineAddition2005
      @FineAddition2005 4 місяці тому +2

      ULTRAKILL BRAINROT

    • @Twinklenobara
      @Twinklenobara 3 місяці тому

      Harry Potter

    • @derrtyworks
      @derrtyworks 2 місяці тому

      the only thing it brings back to me is boyle saying "something naughty this way comes" in brooklyn 99

  • @rubberduckiesd8323
    @rubberduckiesd8323 Рік тому +56

    "I don't want what you have, i want to be you" hits hard

  • @AgainiFeelspeshar
    @AgainiFeelspeshar 3 роки тому +80

    “My name is Brutus and my name means heavy
    So with a heavy heart I'll guide this dagger Into the heart of my enemy
    My whole life you were a teacher and friend to me
    Please know my actions are not motivated only by envy
    I too have a destiny
    This death will be art
    The people will speak of this day from near and afar
    This event will be history
    And I'll be great too
    I don't want what you have!
    I wanna be you!”
    I have no word to explain how this part makes me feel since the first time I heard it

  • @Laras_Infinite_Playlist
    @Laras_Infinite_Playlist Рік тому +35

    My daughter introduced me to this song and I’ve been listening to it every day since. I’ve been listening to all of the other songs. I’m obsessed. ❤❤❤❤

    • @Laras_Infinite_Playlist
      @Laras_Infinite_Playlist Рік тому +3

      @kazuhgifs thank you. She keeps giving me all these songs I’ve never heard before and I keep adding them to my playlists.

    • @Laras_Infinite_Playlist
      @Laras_Infinite_Playlist Рік тому

      @lowercase3nikolaiBrutus II, greatness! I’m so in awe of her editing, production, acting, and it just keeps getting better! What do you think of it? This one definitely is multi talented and needs to be seen and get more views than what she’s got this far.

  • @Korakir
    @Korakir 7 місяців тому +67

    Who would have known that the instrumental of this would become a worldwide horror song?

  • @OldLadyMapleSeed
    @OldLadyMapleSeed Рік тому +67

    I absolutely adore this piece, the lyrics give me life. I think that as women we sometimes compete so hard to be recognized at all that we come to accept recognition as the only possible end goal. Like, on TV, a lot of the time if a girl manages to become “one of the boys” by proving how tough she is then that’s her big accomplishment, she’s learned how to keep up and we’re supposed to celebrate that, but there’s no option for her to surpass them. We just accept our supporting role and scraps of recognition. I don’t really know how to explain it, but there’s a very unique form of empowerment in Brutus’s envy and desperation and rage, even when it’s brutal and pathetic. Just the idea that a woman could be loved and respected enough to be held up as a brother by a powerful patriarch and still yearn for more makes this song a real emotional punch in the gut. I hope I understood a little of what you meant to say with this one, your work is greatly appreciated.

  • @StellaIacobelli
    @StellaIacobelli 7 років тому +106

    Buttress, you have inspired my art, school of thought, and the way I interpret the environment around me. Thank you for giving your life to your art and vision, and inspiring others to do the same, I'm eternally grateful for you showing me there's another way to live.

    • @buttress
      @buttress  7 років тому +36

      this is so nice thank you

    • @Tr1o102
      @Tr1o102 Рік тому

      Hi

  • @gwenc.6917
    @gwenc.6917 3 роки тому +39

    This song is such an "Eldest Daughter" bop

  • @Mossy_ducklings
    @Mossy_ducklings Місяць тому +16

    I feel like this is what it’s like when toxic families choose the brothers over the sisters and put them on such a high pedestal and just make us extra caregivers. The hate and anger we feel because of it because we too as women have a destiny and a chance to be amazing and great.

  • @anubis7173
    @anubis7173 2 роки тому +138

    That was f****** amazing. I'm almost 51 and girl you blew me away! To see that you know Shakespeare, you know the story of Julius Caesar and that you mentioned the Ides of March.
    That was the day that my father died. I am always aware of the Ides of March.
    I was 7 years old.

    • @anubis7173
      @anubis7173 2 роки тому +4

      And I'm.
      Still.
      Here.
      I'm waiting...
      Don't forget the third .
      DOT

    • @Sn-vp6tv
      @Sn-vp6tv 2 роки тому +3

      Sorry to hear that

    • @anubis7173
      @anubis7173 Рік тому +3

      ​@@Sn-vp6tvI seriously think it's made me stronger for the life ahead of me. Today is October 22nd 2023 and with all the bloodshed that we have seen, I take it as a gift without a bow on top.
      It was wrapped in yesterday's newspaper for it is preparing me for tomorrow.

  • @blackrosejinx5563
    @blackrosejinx5563 3 роки тому +320

    2:16-3:53 this sends me chills every single time

  • @buttress
    @buttress  Рік тому +379

    i've just dropped the trailer for the brutus sequel on my youtube channel, you can check it out at the provided link! see you guys soon, the story doesnt end here... 👁
    ua-cam.com/video/NzUmup_WOC8/v-deo.html

    • @schnee_the_bun
      @schnee_the_bun Рік тому +14

      oooooooo omg omg omg, I'm super excited. I adore your music!

    • @cynessa-elliott
      @cynessa-elliott Рік тому +7

      Yessss! I love this song sm so this is really exciting!

    • @kadijaesther1808
      @kadijaesther1808 Рік тому +10

      Dude YESSSS. The original already lives rent free in my head an embarrassing amount of the time. Which bothers me NONE because the beauty of it is how inspired it's made me to create my own art. The first being a drawing called Mad Muse after I'd had artists block for so long that an emptiness was beginning to settle in... That hollowness that paradoxically makes your body feel too heavy to drag around. ANYways! I've found that listening to your music shakes up my insides enough that it knocks the block loose.
      Always excited to hear new shit!!

    • @melm4251
      @melm4251 Рік тому +2

      oh shit. i'm back for my weekly dose of the hardest bars in history and now there's a sequel!!!

    • @metropunklitan
      @metropunklitan Рік тому +2

      HOLY SHIT THE FACT THAT I FOUND YOUR MUSIC JUST TWO WEEKS AGO. HERE FOR THE BEST COMBACK FR

  • @weiwuxian2321
    @weiwuxian2321 Місяць тому +5

    "I DON'T WANT WHAT YOU HAVE, I WANTED TO BE YOU" This hits so hard

  • @destiny5321
    @destiny5321 2 роки тому +59

    This song is so raw and makes me feel so much but I can't name the feeling

    • @Fukura21
      @Fukura21 2 роки тому +7

      Anger

    • @v.xien.
      @v.xien. Рік тому +8

      Actual female rage. Not the romanticized ones from tiktok. The true raw anger and pain

    • @strictnine5684
      @strictnine5684 11 місяців тому +1

      @@v.xien.that is the shit from twittok. This literally goes on about the envy of womanhood. Just remember that your rage is viewed the same way that you view manlet rage lol. It’s fine to acknowledge your rage, but do not believe that to be consumed by it is to be powerful.

  • @jakekleery8506
    @jakekleery8506 3 роки тому +265

    I recently found this on my discover weekly on spotify, and i cant explain how much i fucking love it. Idk why but i get like poetry and rap and the sound. Its just so unmatched and unique and fresh and holy fuck, the lyrics?! The story its telling! im fangirling over this powerhouse of a woman. I wish i discovered her earlier

    • @bichitenshi6696
      @bichitenshi6696 2 роки тому +15

      It really reminds me of slam poetry but it's certainly a style completely separate from everything I've heard before.

    • @franciscoh.j8182
      @franciscoh.j8182 2 роки тому +8

      I mean, RAP literally stands for "Rhythm And Poetry"

    • @avaruusmuukalainen
      @avaruusmuukalainen 2 роки тому +3

      Too bad she hasn't released anything recently.

  • @Rainbow.Quartz
    @Rainbow.Quartz Рік тому +147

    I get so sad when i only see videos with the instrumental because the lyrics are fireeee

  • @vnncv
    @vnncv 10 місяців тому +88

    The fact that the instrumental is made to sound heavy too is actually insane to me, I felt the pure rage and hatred come through so well oh my god??? You did a great job

  • @Angelwithbpd
    @Angelwithbpd 4 роки тому +249

    Damn I wish my dumb ass found this earlier then 2020

  • @harveyjackson9712
    @harveyjackson9712 4 роки тому +25

    As a film nerd and a history nerd this is one of my favourite music videos ever! The genius of these lyrics and the power that this song holds is unmatched.

  • @itschar2173
    @itschar2173 Рік тому +17

    the end gives "who won? whos next? you decide.. epic... rrrrrap battle of historyyy"

  • @rottengal
    @rottengal 5 місяців тому +48

    i can’t process that this is 8 years old

  • @рокантен4495
    @рокантен4495 2 роки тому +229

    being a woman feels like this song

    • @Nosirt
      @Nosirt 11 місяців тому

      A plumber wises everyday to be a CEO. A CEO wishes everyday to be a plumber. But they both only want the other for a day- no more.
      For women, the idea making great name, making history, being great leader or in power is attractive and romantic since they were never conditioned or pressured to those things. So These values in them usually come from their own wants and desire.
      For men, when you are told your entire life that you do those things is your only value- even in this song, the allusion the woman is already putting the pressure on her future son to be that thing- this is why it’s always never simple. Did Caesar want to be a great leader? Did he have a choice in what he did? We sometimes give men too much Agency and women too Little- in Reality the Woman Born in poverty that became a prostitute had equal amount of Agency as did a Man Born in a Nobel House to be a great Military General.
      The concept of the gender dynamic is simple: would you rather be a man, who will be expected to do great things or a woman who is not expected to do great things.
      I’ve always thought, while the woman in this song is tearing her heart out in agony about how she wants what he has and be him, the man is quite in his Attitude, perhaps he also feels the same: “I wished I had what you have and I were you, as well.”

    • @eldiablo443
      @eldiablo443 7 місяців тому

      Thinking like that nowday-->Victim/misandric/toxic mentality

  • @violyenc
    @violyenc 2 роки тому +43

    the way she says “i wanna be YOU” always sends shivers down my spine

  • @michigansoul460
    @michigansoul460 Рік тому +169

    1:05 “Frater meus” meaning: brother my. Such great use of vocabulary and amazing choreography. No part of this is not a masterpiece bravo!

    • @vgm1
      @vgm1 Рік тому +8

      Or my brother.

  • @mazzy-s5g
    @mazzy-s5g 8 місяців тому +13

    My latin teacher played this song the other day,best class ever

  • @Inthemeadowsweet
    @Inthemeadowsweet 4 роки тому +18

    "That the people would see me, too, as a poet
    and not just the muse"
    Holy shit. Thank you for this song. I basically yell this into the void on a daily basis.

  • @NotYourNormalEverydayGuy
    @NotYourNormalEverydayGuy 8 років тому +116

    " I don't want what you have I want to be you!" 🙏🏽

  • @michaelkatchan
    @michaelkatchan 4 роки тому +16

    the rage in this is so fantastic.

  • @queenbluecats7711
    @queenbluecats7711 4 місяці тому +7

    “I don’t want what you have, I wanna be YOU.” I got chills omg what

  • @tdf_worldkey6666
    @tdf_worldkey6666 Рік тому +31

    I love how it feels like spoken word poetry. Slam poetry but it’s musical. Very womanhood song the I wanna be the poet not just the muse line hits so different

  • @jaymarie8065
    @jaymarie8065 2 роки тому +52

    "Though I feel the endless pain of being
    And I am scorched by the sun"
    they just came up with this shit? outta nowhere? wild.

  • @galaxypotato1286
    @galaxypotato1286 Рік тому +21

    “I don’t want what you have, I wanna be you”
    I never hear the feeling of this described in such words.

  • @doc_tray
    @doc_tray 8 місяців тому +7

    oh love! i love this! what a great piece of art you have made 😭