Look at it like this - you’ve lived a real life. It might haunt you, and there might be things you’re ashamed of, but at least you’ve lived a life and you’ve got an interesting story to tell. Most people don’t have ANY interesting stories to tell. I’ve always liked the saying “people don’t want to see your medals, they want to see your scars.”
Spot on, not all users and ex users are bad ppl, yeah we've all done stuff that we're not proud of, but that doesn't make us bad, and cos I've been in the gutter i would help anyone to a certain extent, cos the more you give, some ppl will start to expect it, and call u tight if you say no, and I don't give t receive, but there's time's when I've asked for a pound for me bus or something, and there all sat there with a drink but none of them have any money, cos some of these people could peel a fuckin orange 🍊 in their pockets haha 😆, but yeah, now I'm a bit short and can't afford to do it, and they make you feel bad for saying no, crazy, 👀✌🏻.
@@MichaelParkinson-wz1nh I have been takin advantage of too mick but i now havent got hard im softer than ever, call me crazy but im joining the Russian Orthodox church and be with my people.I need positive role models and traditional values. I wont preach cos i hate preachy people.All my love to you.
@@evabyrne-kr1fz I will ask though, is that Jewish, I'm C of E myself, but not practicing, there's that many religions even though there's only one God, so it's a bit hypocritical to be honest, and religion is the cause of most of the trouble in the world. ✌🏻😎 Have a great day Eva.
@@MichaelParkinson-wz1nh Yeah i agree that religions create wars darling, but you can say that about money as well, I just want to hang out with people with my values. No it is not Jewish, i believe in Christ and i hate liars and thieves. Have a great day too mick, love to you and yours.
Good lad.on turning it all around - I enjoy watching you youtube stuff. I'm from same area as you and was at school with your Lisa, my mate Ian Hamilton knew you and said you were a good egg
Yeah, he was a fine man, he was crackers when he was younger and turned his life around. I miss his funny stories, he'd make.me laugh everytime I saw him. It's crap that he died, he had loads of stuff he wanted to do and lots of plans
I've been the same Paddy, suffered with mental health issues since I was 14 and drug addiction and alcoholism, homeless off and on for 5 years altogether from the age of 17, but I wouldn't dream of laying a finger on a woman, hate anything like that, but you're right they're all a bit whiffy these so called ✌️ fighting men ✌️, but yeah u were this and that, and now you've done your jail u paid the house what you owed, so fair play to you my friend up, up and away, sky's the limit 👌💯.
Ilove your message, you have been around, Ian is honest and that is his greatest strength, god bless you mick. Bye the way loved parkie great interviewer.
@@evabyrne-kr1fz well thank you, I've took drugs since I was 11, forty years, and heroin 33 yr, I'm surprised I'm still here, cos over the years i bet I've known over 100 ppl, who have died through drugs and drink, and like a dick,i still ain't learnt, i still have a dabble, but thankfully it's getting less and less. ✌🏻😎. God bless you my friend 👌💯.
Shirt and tie is a wicked tip! Atleast you explain the downside of it aswell……. the shame and embarrassment, the inevitability of prison, the loneliness and sheer desperation of a using lifestyle. As for UA-cam wrong’uns? Just wrong’uns in general - failed gangstas and gone wrong hard men, can’t stay off the coke, take their frustrations out on other people cos they can’t put it into words or won’t let themselves cry. I’m just commenting to help your algorithm mate. I support recovery and real people, hope you’re still doing well old chap 👍
Hi pal, my names Ross from Cumbria or Scumbria , anyways I’m a smack head and because I’m on meth and I’m scared to leave the house so just stay in with mam. My mam is the kindest mam in the world .she won’t judge anyone. You are a brave man . Keep going .you do look a good bloke. Ross and jean ❤❤
Hi mate what made you try it in the first place I use to struggle with what I thought was addiction when I used to puff weed but that's a different level
@@Brian_Cockerill I just felt at the time it was hard and big , ie look at me I’m on the gear. But now it’s destroyed everything. Ross and my special mam jean. ❤️❤️
@@Brian_Cockerill I would luv to meet you buddy, but you might batter me. I don’t like how people treat you. You have more rights than me ,Ross and mi ma ❤️❤️
I was a heroin and methadone addict for ten years and got off it about five years ago. Methadone’s a lot easier to come off than you think, you just have to want to do it. Same with heroin. But I can tell you that once you are off them, you’ll look back at the wasted time and money. It’s never too late - that drug is doing nothing for you now.
Hey pad we all suffer mental health,in some way or other,but hurting women and kids is a no no,full gone conclusion, we all learn lessons from our past, I was the same, I used steroids to make myself look better in my head,but was a reck, I wouldn't change my past as I've learned so much, thanks for your daily vids,going through it myself my beautiful daughter has serious health issues, and she never moans so so brave, 😢,so I'm going to change a few things to keep me strong, tried a week experimenting ,week off my meds,2.8 ml of subutex, got to day 7,and it was rough not putting myself through it,it's a long 1 cos it's coming from all directions, rake it easy pad and everyone
That's one drug I ain't never tried, but seen plenty of roid rage over the years, i wish I could start again, I've took drugs for Forty years, I'm coming up 51 nxt month and been doing them since I was 11 , and I still not learnt, and some of the stuff I have seen, and been through, I'd probably change half of it, I've known over 100 ppl who have died over the years, I've been hit with every weapon u can think of, I've also been glassed, bottled, slashed twice and even shot twice, it's not a great life being in the drug world , and even the dealers all get caught in the end and lose everything, it's a shit life, but I hope you get yourself sorted mate, even for Y daughters sake, she's the innocent one here my man, really hope you get sorted. 💯✌🏻😎.
I used to wander in where I wanted wearing a high viz jacket even though it makes you more noticeable by virtue of it you’re supposed to be there so has the opposite effect… hiding in plain sight
Danny Christie is a reformed addict like yourself you should no better calling him out on his past mistakes ! His channel gives out a very positive message and knowledge to anyone else who has these struggles
Hi buddy I did comment before , sorry it’s Ross . Can you remember the boiler house times with all them Es, I think that fucked my head up even today. But I can at least say I’m not on my own. I would love to meet you as I am your dubble.❤️❤️
You wouldn’t have been happy if you nicked my laptop or iPad mini because they don’t work. Jokes aside, I really enjoy ya vids . Although, I am bit pissed that they are all quite short. Unlike most, I love a good 30-60miles vid.
Venna not like that bad addiction he’s beat that’s about it he’s busy busy training and he’ll be giving the cutthroat celebration the weekend after another knockout Good true words a per have a good one padd
Not true at all, assault varies loads. Can get life for it if the intent is to cause GBH or wounding. There was a group who assaulted police in Hemlington, couple of the lads got 6 years each, the others got less
Look at it like this - you’ve lived a real life. It might haunt you, and there might be things you’re ashamed of, but at least you’ve lived a life and you’ve got an interesting story to tell. Most people don’t have ANY interesting stories to tell. I’ve always liked the saying “people don’t want to see your medals, they want to see your scars.”
Respect to you brother, sending you peace love and light
Your honesty is commendable Ian. All good thoughts and support.
Spot on, not all users and ex users are bad ppl, yeah we've all done stuff that we're not proud of, but that doesn't make us bad, and cos I've been in the gutter i would help anyone to a certain extent, cos the more you give, some ppl will start to expect it, and call u tight if you say no, and I don't give t receive, but there's time's when I've asked for a pound for me bus or something, and there all sat there with a drink but none of them have any money, cos some of these people could peel a fuckin orange 🍊 in their pockets haha 😆, but yeah, now I'm a bit short and can't afford to do it, and they make you feel bad for saying no, crazy, 👀✌🏻.
@@MichaelParkinson-wz1nh I have been takin advantage of too mick but i now havent got hard im softer than ever, call me crazy but im joining the Russian Orthodox church and be with my people.I need positive role models and traditional values. I wont preach cos i hate preachy people.All my love to you.
@@evabyrne-kr1fz I will ask though, is that Jewish, I'm C of E myself, but not practicing, there's that many religions even though there's only one God, so it's a bit hypocritical to be honest, and religion is the cause of most of the trouble in the world. ✌🏻😎 Have a great day Eva.
@@MichaelParkinson-wz1nh Yeah i agree that religions create wars darling, but you can say that about money as well, I just want to hang out with people with my values. No it is not Jewish, i believe in Christ and i hate liars and thieves. Have a great day too mick, love to you and yours.
@@evabyrne-kr1fz thank you, and yeah religion and money or more greed of money cause most the problem's, 💙 to u and yours. 💯.
I was an addict for ten years and never stole a thing.if I was skint I would take my meds!
Giro junkie! Or today it’s a pip junkie
Good lad.on turning it all around - I enjoy watching you youtube stuff. I'm from same area as you and was at school with your Lisa, my mate Ian Hamilton knew you and said you were a good egg
Oh really ☺ I was good friends with Ian I was gutted when he died 😔
Yeah, he was a fine man, he was crackers when he was younger and turned his life around. I miss his funny stories, he'd make.me laugh everytime I saw him. It's crap that he died, he had loads of stuff he wanted to do and lots of plans
Respect Ian, enjoying your company and honesty 😊
I've been the same Paddy, suffered with mental health issues since I was 14 and drug addiction and alcoholism, homeless off and on for 5 years altogether from the age of 17, but I wouldn't dream of laying a finger on a woman, hate anything like that, but you're right they're all a bit whiffy these so called ✌️ fighting men ✌️, but yeah u were this and that, and now you've done your jail u paid the house what you owed, so fair play to you my friend up, up and away, sky's the limit 👌💯.
Ilove your message, you have been around, Ian is honest and that is his greatest strength, god bless you mick. Bye the way loved parkie great interviewer.
@@evabyrne-kr1fz well thank you, I've took drugs since I was 11, forty years, and heroin 33 yr, I'm surprised I'm still here, cos over the years i bet I've known over 100 ppl, who have died through drugs and drink, and like a dick,i still ain't learnt, i still have a dabble, but thankfully it's getting less and less. ✌🏻😎. God bless you my friend 👌💯.
Another lovely video Ian. Dont be ashamed about your past, look at all the good you are doing now.
Paddy get on the phone to them that’s probably the best way to get ya bank stuff sorted n enjoy the content as always 💯💯👍👍🙏🙏
You would make a brilliant drugs councillor x
Shirt and tie is a wicked tip! Atleast you explain the downside of it aswell……. the shame and embarrassment, the inevitability of prison, the loneliness and sheer desperation of a using lifestyle. As for UA-cam wrong’uns? Just wrong’uns in general - failed gangstas and gone wrong hard men, can’t stay off the coke, take their frustrations out on other people cos they can’t put it into words or won’t let themselves cry. I’m just commenting to help your algorithm mate. I support recovery and real people, hope you’re still doing well old chap 👍
You're gonna be big on YT. ❤
Hi pal, my names Ross from Cumbria or Scumbria , anyways I’m a smack head and because I’m on meth and I’m scared to leave the house so just stay in with mam. My mam is the kindest mam in the world .she won’t judge anyone. You are a brave man . Keep going .you do look a good bloke. Ross and jean ❤❤
Hi mate what made you try it in the first place I use to struggle with what I thought was addiction when I used to puff weed but that's a different level
@@Brian_Cockerill I just felt at the time it was hard and big , ie look at me I’m on the gear. But now it’s destroyed everything. Ross and my special mam jean. ❤️❤️
@@Brian_Cockerill I would luv to meet you buddy, but you might batter me. I don’t like how people treat you. You have more rights than me ,Ross and mi ma ❤️❤️
I was a heroin and methadone addict for ten years and got off it about five years ago. Methadone’s a lot easier to come off than you think, you just have to want to do it. Same with heroin. But I can tell you that once you are off them, you’ll look back at the wasted time and money. It’s never too late - that drug is doing nothing for you now.
Nothing wrong with Cumbria, I'm Barrow-in-Furness
Mate stop beating yourself up it ain’t doing you or anyone else any favours
Be a better friend to yourself ❤
That beer is the devil it lowers the guard when becoming typsy and pissed for the other harder drugs.
Hey pad we all suffer mental health,in some way or other,but hurting women and kids is a no no,full gone conclusion, we all learn lessons from our past, I was the same, I used steroids to make myself look better in my head,but was a reck, I wouldn't change my past as I've learned so much, thanks for your daily vids,going through it myself my beautiful daughter has serious health issues, and she never moans so so brave, 😢,so I'm going to change a few things to keep me strong, tried a week experimenting ,week off my meds,2.8 ml of subutex, got to day 7,and it was rough not putting myself through it,it's a long 1 cos it's coming from all directions, rake it easy pad and everyone
That's one drug I ain't never tried, but seen plenty of roid rage over the years, i wish I could start again, I've took drugs for Forty years, I'm coming up 51 nxt month and been doing them since I was 11 , and I still not learnt, and some of the stuff I have seen, and been through, I'd probably change half of it, I've known over 100 ppl who have died over the years, I've been hit with every weapon u can think of, I've also been glassed, bottled, slashed twice and even shot twice, it's not a great life being in the drug world , and even the dealers all get caught in the end and lose everything, it's a shit life, but I hope you get yourself sorted mate, even for Y daughters sake, she's the innocent one here my man, really hope you get sorted. 💯✌🏻😎.
Great vid again paddy ❤👍
Ey oop Mr Stun-gun how ya doin?
The stigma is real innit mate.
Good on you pal. Pete 🏴
Morning Pete 👌💯✌️.
@MichaelParkinson-wz1nh yes my mate how ya doin!?
It is ☺
Yes my man, all is well in the Parky household mate, hope you're well and keep strumming ✌🏻😎💯.
Hats off lad well done 👏 ✔️
Honesty is the best way mate get more respect n time from people
I totally agree how convicted rapists are allowed on utube is beyond me.I have a very similar history as uKeep up the good work DAVO S.BORO
Keeping it real m8 always but always remember keepthe darkside at arms reach an ul be k
I used to wander in where I wanted wearing a high viz jacket even though it makes you more noticeable by virtue of it you’re supposed to be there so has the opposite effect… hiding in plain sight
Yup the high viz jacket is a good trick 😂
New sub. Fellow ex addict.
Danny Christie is a reformed addict like yourself you should no better calling him out on his past mistakes ! His channel gives out a very positive message and knowledge to anyone else who has these struggles
Hi buddy I did comment before , sorry it’s Ross . Can you remember the boiler house times with all them Es, I think that fucked my head up even today. But I can at least say I’m not on my own. I would love to meet you as I am your dubble.❤️❤️
Fair Play
Bro were did you get clean any good rehabs around Birmingham area
Gilt is the worst in or out of addiction. ✌️
You wouldn’t have been happy if you nicked my laptop or iPad mini because they don’t work.
Jokes aside, I really enjoy ya vids . Although, I am bit pissed that they are all quite short. Unlike most, I love a good 30-60miles vid.
The swans a rat 💯
Good vid mate :)
Bro you really are paying back with these vids if you help a few ppl its worth it
Every one is trying to cash in on what ever it is you have done in your past
Venna not like that bad addiction he’s beat that’s about it he’s busy busy training and he’ll be giving the cutthroat celebration the weekend after another knockout
Good true words a per have a good one padd
I do like venna he seems like a decent bloke 👍
I wish they wud make prison more strict bread n water n they wudnt be full
What did you do before you go on drugs
I used to paint prison fences and go to raves
Lmao
Let your past go bro no one thinks your a bad person for it
The only boxing I follow, is white collar.
Disgrace, Disgusting. A huge cost to us tax payers. What a joke.
I totally agree 👍
Magic boxes lol
You would never get 10 years for beating anyone up, the maximum you can get for assaulting a emergency worker is 2 years.
Not true at all, assault varies loads. Can get life for it if the intent is to cause GBH or wounding. There was a group who assaulted police in Hemlington, couple of the lads got 6 years each, the others got less
Depends also if you are part of a privileged class in our 2 tier system
Here's a good confession for you: "Darryl Passow's" HELL TESTIMONY ✝️🙏....(prison testimony)....22mins👍👍👍.
Ian the giro junkie!
@@Matt-x3n I love pregablin mixed with Dhc ! And when am in the jug I Blaze spice and Ket 😬😩😳🥊
Yup except I was always too busy to go job centre so I was just a junky
Danny Christie's Cousin
There all bad arnt they stungun we will call you a winner stungun
Ypur forgiven
No your lack of morel fiber made you make excuses the drugs weren't to blame you were
I pride myself on honesty when I'm not on drugs 👍
@@reecopadI find I’m over honest to compensate I think, as a junkie I was the best liar in the world but I’m not proud of that!
You can't even spell *Moral fibre pal let alone judge anyone else's 😂😂
That's because I didn't spell it did it get your back up
Confess repent to jesus amd ask him for forgiveness