This one hits so hard i even listing to it after over ten years now feeling the things i felt when i first listend. I wish i would have this one on vinyl forever ❤️
LYRICS :) I walked home in the cold again last night, Cause I would rather sleep alone than by your side. And I thought this rain would stop but now I'll never mend, It's just my second guessing habits never end. And if I die tonight, well I guess that's alright. Cause the world's asleep while I'm just wasting time. And if I would die tonight, well I guess that would be fine. I got plenty of things that I would set aside. I woke up at 2am last night, Thought about these past few years and how I act like I'm alright. And I've got this pain inside my head that I can't shake. I lay awake for hours, sing to get away. And if I die tonight, well I guess that's alright. Cause the world's asleep while I'm wasting time. And if I would die tonight, well I guess that would be fine. I got plenty of things that I would set aside. I walked home in the cold again last night, Cause I would rather sleep alone than by your side.
@@coupons420 yeah he hasn't put it on Spotify on purpose and his fans beg him to play it so he closes shows with it occasionally lol, at least at 2 I saw
been listening to this song for years, i have no idea how i stumbled upon it but i always come back to it. their band is so underrated as fuck , im always showing their music off
Crazy too see someone who I went too school with... had classes with .. come so far.. and even crazier I met his mom... and she even invited me over too her house. Cool people .. his mom is super sweet also!
part of me wants them (citizen) to do really well but part of me wants them to just stay somewhat small b/c theyre so special to me and it's so hard to find good music like this, i want to keep it secret so the world doesn't ruin it
HOW TF IS IT NOT ALREADY ON SPOTIFY!? GIMMIE A 2021 REBOOT MATT! DOOOO ITTT!! [I hope it's a given that you put this new one on the number 1 music streaming app in the world..please lol spoofy. Spotify, to be clear. Lol]
It’s currently 2 a.m. and I have my bedroom curtains open and the outside is just so surreal. I haven’t been outside in a few days. I miss people. I miss the warmth of hugs.
this is soooooooo good. really hits the feels (stereo typical comment i know) but i wish i heard this when it was new, regardless extremely relevant song #ILoveCitizen
7 years passed and I’m still listening to this song.
me too. it speaks volumes. and I honestly think it saved my life then and now.
Same
hi
10 years later I'm still listening 💜💜😭😭😭😭
hi
It's a crime that after 9years this still isn't on Spotify.
I find myself coming back to this song - especially fall/winter months.
So much nostalgia for me. Brings me back to being a teenager
It’s that time of year again
@@lewisanderson5771 Yes, i dont know why. but it does...
same here.. especially growing up in the cold Midwest winters.. these little moments in time will always hit me real deep…
Still to this day
when I first heard this song, I just reached 16yo, and today I'm almost 24 and i still feel the same listening to this painfilly beautiful piece.
First heard this song at 16, now I'm 17. lol
8 years later i’m still crying
a lot has happened since i found this song 8 years ago, still need it for comfort
Literally still a banger
Remembering those late high school nights I stayed up listening to this
Same, miss the old times.
Before he got all Hulked out.
Amen
that's it
Josh Thomson HAHAHHAHA Really tho
pretty sure the coats covering it
Can’t believe he performed this live in Boston last week. I freaked out haha
xjmbx5 damn that is dope
This guy has been through so much.. I love his work and I can fully relate to his songs.. what a lad!
could you tell me what do you mean? i've never been into going through musicians' biographies but now i'm just curious, seeing how much he has changed
Val Apollonio what happened with mat? D:
Real ones know this is a great song and mat kerkes is a legend not just because of citizen
This one hits so hard i even listing to it after over ten years now feeling the things i felt when i first listend. I wish i would have this one on vinyl forever ❤️
I hope this song never gets deleted, it gets me through....
For yearsss I’ve been obsessed
LYRICS :)
I walked home in the cold again last night,
Cause I would rather sleep alone than by your side.
And I thought this rain would stop but now I'll never mend,
It's just my second guessing habits never end.
And if I die tonight, well I guess that's alright.
Cause the world's asleep while I'm just wasting time.
And if I would die tonight, well I guess that would be fine.
I got plenty of things that I would set aside.
I woke up at 2am last night,
Thought about these past few years and how I act like I'm alright.
And I've got this pain inside my head that I can't shake.
I lay awake for hours, sing to get away.
And if I die tonight, well I guess that's alright.
Cause the world's asleep while I'm wasting time.
And if I would die tonight, well I guess that would be fine.
I got plenty of things that I would set aside.
I walked home in the cold again last night,
Cause I would rather sleep alone than by your side.
I know Mat doesnt like this song too much anymore but I find it funny how it's still requested so heavily at his shows years later
Does he really lol 😂
@@coupons420 yeah he hasn't put it on Spotify on purpose and his fans beg him to play it so he closes shows with it occasionally lol, at least at 2 I saw
"Cause the world's asleep while I'm just wasting time." that line hit me way too hard
time to listen to it again since you probably forgot about this song
@@xanny5996 fuck, i literally found this comment after thinking about this song randomly again haha
Still a great song.
@@trashcanjely its been two years bro, time for another listen lmao
wish this was on spotify, one of my favorite songs from mat
I hope one day he releases this to streaming platforms.
i met him and the band and their rly nice guys and mat has the most gorgeous eyes im in love
Satan u will not steal him u devil
Cant believe I've been listening to this for 10 years now
I was 16 when I found this song. Still resonate with it today just as much as I did back then.
guys fighting over a scooter makes this video even more interesting ! like!
This song gives me the feels in the best way possible.
I go back to this every few months, thanks for uploading it
8 years later and I'm back here singing every. single. lyric. 💚
I’d be dead without this song thank you Matt
he performed this in brooklyn a couple weeks ago as an encore. rlly special moment
Damn they played in bk recently huh :(
just saw him live last week he was great not just his music but his personality was amazing I loved it!!!
Bringing this song back into rotation in 2023
Absolutely amazing song, my go to when feeling hopeless
this song saved alot of lives, thanks matt
I broke a string playing this and I'm crying.....not because I broke the string....because of the lyrics.
8 years later and you’re still my comfort music
i actually started bawling when i was listening to this last night
Same
Verse: G, Dsus4, Em7, Dsus4, Csus2
Chorus: Em7 Dsus4 Csus2 G
you're welcome c:
That scooter incident though... Poor dude was just scooting along and then some other dude just wrecks his day. I feel for you, man.
He's the sweetest guy ever and has the most perfect voice!
Yooooo this is sick!!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥
I adore his music so much woah
perfection his voice brings me happiness
been listening to this song for years, i have no idea how i stumbled upon it but i always come back to it. their band is so underrated as fuck , im always showing their music off
top 5 songs of all time u the goat MAT
This is really really really good.
still love this song.
its one of my favorites next to tracking time
LOVE THIS!
the kind of music that just speaks to you.
cant stop listening to this.
Amazing! :) glad I saw this in my recommendations !
this is seriously great.
I am still listening to this in 2023
2020 anyone?
Ps how tf does this not have a million views I know more than HALF of people will relate to this
amazing. so relatable.
Whoever reads this, just know I love you 💕
Love this video
God... memories of myself listening this at my 17 Years Old
on repeat all day
the video is so simple but it's fucking amazing. the song, his voice, everything
Mat u really ate fam
Still slaps my emotional receptors
Same
Crazy too see someone who I went too school with... had classes with .. come so far.. and even crazier I met his mom... and she even invited me over too her house. Cool people .. his mom is super sweet also!
Shanaynay BAE he is my idol the
so beautiful
Seriously, I would love tabs for this song, this is awesome!
this is my favorite
Fell in love with this right away
Who’s still here in 2020. Still hits me the same the day the song came out..
This song is so Ohio Midwest Emo 🖤
I love this song
I hope that everyone else up at 2 am is doing well
constantly on repeat
part of me wants them (citizen) to do really well but part of me wants them to just stay somewhat small b/c theyre so special to me and it's so hard to find good music like this, i want to keep it secret so the world doesn't ruin it
He is so fucking talented its redic.
HOW TF IS IT NOT ALREADY ON SPOTIFY!? GIMMIE A 2021 REBOOT MATT! DOOOO ITTT!! [I hope it's a given that you put this new one on the number 1 music streaming app in the world..please lol spoofy. Spotify, to be clear. Lol]
so good. citizen rules too
Can’t wait to see you holy shit I hope you play an acoustic 2 am i fucking love this song so much
I FINALLY FOUND THIS SONG!! :D
Great song
I really like this song
in love with him tbh
I had forgotten about this
he needs to remaster this song. saw him play it live a few months ago and it was amazing
Where did Mat play this live?
@goomba6000 toledo aug 15th 2023 at Ottawa taveren (think i spelled it right) i got video of it maybe i should post it lol
@@goomba6000 ua-cam.com/users/shortsRVZQS9U5zOI?si=xIccABMuQ6Vh1Bo7
i still want this one on Spotify. :(
8 years later I’m back 😩 time goes by so fast.
Why do I always end up playing this song during fall and winter
Steph C ME TOOO I
i'm the guy getting pushed off the scooter in the background
Eva Gutierrez Nice wheels....
Bullshit
Im in love
Much better dude, Thanks :DD
Wonderful
Can we have this on Spotify pleeeeease x
It’s currently 2 a.m. and I have my bedroom curtains open and the outside is just so surreal. I haven’t been outside in a few days. I miss people. I miss the warmth of hugs.
Citizen
Brasil, 2018 !!!!!!
this is soooooooo good. really hits the feels (stereo typical comment i know) but i wish i heard this when it was new, regardless extremely relevant song #ILoveCitizen
legend
Why isn’t this on apple music
Man I love Mat but I wish he was this sad still
Yup still here
Matt ❤️
listening to this at 2 am :)
I miss Michigan
SONG IS SOO DOPE