Thank you for this very accurate perspective..all is 1000% true…I have come to terms finally that being vulnerable with people is very disappointing and hurtful. My last relationship I went all in like an open book due to having this deep desire to merge (Venus in Scorpio) I was having a connection with a man with Pluto in 7th conjunct saturn and Scorpio moon, in order to control me emotionally he would always use information that I have exposed to him about my deepest wounds from childhood and my life to put me down. I have lost all my desire to merge with someone and just want to be single. I am a single mum of 2 children and yes I am like a man 🙈 I fix all my appliances, decorate my house and work very hard. I had to learn how to be completely self reliant and self sufficient physically, mentally and emotionally. My pluto is in Libra conjunct my Sun at 0 degrees right on IC and my ascendent is Leo…Thank you Cassandra. I appreciate you ❤❤❤
I have North node conjunct Pluto in Scorpio in the 4th house and you are so right about not getting any emotional support from my parents during my childhood and I felt like they never saw me for who I am and I also came out as gay to them a few years ago and although they are super supportive but I always felt like I couldn't tell them who I am and I still feel like they don't get me or understand me and my feelings and emotions. I am grateful that they gave me everything in life but I always felt an emotional disconnect with them. Thank you so much for making this video and thanks for the beautiful advice that I need to give myself the emotional security❤️
4th House Pluto in Sagittarius, 0°. Trying to keep myself grounded after 25 years of egregious abuse at the hands of my family is a constant, laborious discipline. It practically requires a degree of self-hatred to hold down a job or stay out of trouble, and being a "good boy" has taken its toll on my rebellious soul. I finally snapped last year and wound up in jail due to assault and property damage. I've lived in poverty and regret ever since. No mercy for the merciless. Save for my mother, my traitor family can all freeze in the 9th Level of Hell for all I care. Those fuckin' animals ruined my life. Also, thank you for explaining the influence of planets and how they make people sensitive to certain things. That makes more sense than predestination. Yes, feelings of vulnerability are intolerable to me. I became extremely counterdependent in recent years, following years of codependency, verging almost on the narcissistic side of things (the "NPD" user name is no coincidence). Control is my capital-G God, and the wellbeing of others is a distant secondary to the worship of this God. As for gender discomfort, oh yeah. I register all expressions of gender as hostile to my health. It's like this: The light feminine infantalizes me, the dark feminine betrays me, the light masculine judges me, the dark masculine mortifies me. It feels like it's me against the world, and it's utterly hopeless. I abhor both men and women for different reasons. Unfortunately, the universe sees fit to infantalize me, deceive me, and rob me of my human right to make decisions. I also have Saturn in 8H Aries, so make no mistake, I will wage nothing short of the sternest war against all who want to "help" me.
omg I loved your video! At the end, when you talked about how getting rid of things in the house and redecorating could be useful, I screamed, because that's so me. My room is literally my life, I have always redecorated it according to my mood and the phases of my life and I LOVE getting rid of stuff to change things up. I usually make myself wait and do it after some major thing happens like after my finals or after something good or bad happens to me (almost as a reward or a way to cope) and I find it so liberating and feel so happy afterwards.
Wow.. Very spot on. My Aries spouse with this placement in Scorpio (also NN and moon sign) grew up in a cult with a smothering mother in every way and is also trans. It’s a very intense placement and has my compassion for sure!
Ty. This was interesting. Im glad i had time to listen. Always yearned to kno what this meant in my chart. I understood n identified w/this information n now understand myself more n why i feel so independent n will stay single n unattached the rest of my mature life. I am my own hero. Ty for this realization. Bless u
Same here, I feel as though I am not delusional but for me there is no joy in other people approving of me, while that is exactly what I crave, I simply don't believe any of it is genuine and always am suspicious of their true agenda. It is as if feeling this way is my destiny and it becomes self fulfilling prophecy. But on other hand I feel as if I let my guard down I will be really really hurt so I never do it, one part of myself wants to trust someone, especially of opposite sex but I feel risk of being let down is too high and it would really hurt, like my life would end from pain of trusting and being robbed of a part of my soul. I am scared of a failed emotional investment. Also as this lady pointed out I can't help but feel like a female mentioning all these feels and wants and being heavy into astrology and guarding my emotions. I could be 100% charmed only to talk myself out of it as soon as I am alone, my souls still sings when a female that charmed me is around, but my mind is all about reminding me that not of it is either real or honest.
My Rx Pluto is in 4H in Virgo n conjunct my NN Virgo. Im a single unattached woman who loves my solitude n emotional security that i dont get around people all the time. Birth mother didnt raise me but had 4 other kids n male parent was absent all my life. I like controlling my own everything n doing for myself since ive never had assistance from people. Ive been single n unattached since 2013 but still felt single n unattached even in guy situationships. I am very suspicious of others. Ive been thru too much crap.
FVCK! You’re telling my life story! I have Pluto and Uranus in the fourth house. Pluto is like my strongest astrodyne planet. In my life my emotions have been in constant crisis and I grew up in a family that simply didn’t understand me but I recognized it’s not anyone’s fault. They did the best that they could but alas I was just a freak! Everyone said so when I was growing up , not just a family but everyone. So the reason for that is I know I was born in the wrong gender, so not too long ago I had that changed legally. I’ve completed all of my surgeries so that my body with align with my self-awareness. I have Mars and chiron opposite Pluto. When I heard this today I cried because it was so accurate and also because I am exceedingly emotional 😭. How do you know this? 😮 thank you so much for posting and sharing your gift 💖💖💖
Pluto Uranus & North Node in 4H. Birth mother didnt raise me n no father in my childhood. 4 other children n i felt unloved n unwanted. I dont look for others to give me anything now that im an adult. Parents are not living now
Awesome job!!! Thank You. I do believe I was a woman in my past life. I have had many past lives. Some of my spiritual friends call me old man, because they know I've had many lives... It's good to talk about reincarnation, because many people deny it, especially those that were raised in church, who indoctrinated them, I'm not saying it's wrong, just saying, maybe in this life, they' were not supposed to know... Some of the Orthodox Jew, believe in reincarnation. And even in the Holy Bible it's mentioned in John 9, where the religious leaders asked, why was this man born blind? Was it his sin, or his parents sin? The question is: How could it be the blind man's sin, if his blindness was at birth? This can only conclude that it was the sins from his past life. What I am saying is, in those days, the teachers of the law, believed in reincarnation... The best movie I saw on reincarnation is, "A Christmas Carol." If a person wants to learn Astro-projection, they can go into their past. But then we have people saying, it is appointed for someone to die once, then the Judgment. But Does it say, the final judgment. No. It says the judgment. Thank you soo much♥️
I relate to this and also the placement of Pluto in 5th house quite a bit. My 4th house starts in libra with Pluto place in Scorpio at the end of the fourth house. I have a Mars in Leo squaring my Pluto which is also in the 1st house which starts in Cancer. could you comment please ?
I have this placement and even if my mum is caring and one of those mothers that have the main goal as "the kid has to be healthy, eat well, dress well" when I was dying for an illness at 13 I got so surprised she was devastated 😂 In my kid's eyes she didn't care at all if I was there or not, but was not like that, at all. This cuz of an unfortunate abandonment period when I was 4, in which a man did put his penis next to my face. My mum was in Europe with the new husband/my new dad to organize our new life in Italy ( I am Dominican). She left me with the neighbours, that were like family and that sexual episode happened. I felt betrayal and abandonment even if hopefully he didn't rape me
My daughter too and I'm trying to learn about it and I was like omg it's saying abusive childhood, and all these horror stories from ppl with their parents amd I'm Like um what is all this.
Thank you for this very accurate perspective..all is 1000% true…I have come to terms finally that being vulnerable with people is very disappointing and hurtful. My last relationship I went all in like an open book due to having this deep desire to merge (Venus in Scorpio) I was having a connection with a man with Pluto in 7th conjunct saturn and Scorpio moon, in order to control me emotionally he would always use information that I have exposed to him about my deepest wounds from childhood and my life to put me down. I have lost all my desire to merge with someone and just want to be single. I am a single mum of 2 children and yes I am like a man 🙈 I fix all my appliances, decorate my house and work very hard. I had to learn how to be completely self reliant and self sufficient physically, mentally and emotionally. My pluto is in Libra conjunct my Sun at 0 degrees right on IC and my ascendent is Leo…Thank you Cassandra. I appreciate you ❤❤❤
Yes I resonated.
I have North node conjunct Pluto in Scorpio in the 4th house and you are so right about not getting any emotional support from my parents during my childhood and I felt like they never saw me for who I am and I also came out as gay to them a few years ago and although they are super supportive but I always felt like I couldn't tell them who I am and I still feel like they don't get me or understand me and my feelings and emotions. I am grateful that they gave me everything in life but I always felt an emotional disconnect with them. Thank you so much for making this video and thanks for the beautiful advice that I need to give myself the emotional security❤️
Thanks for sharing. So glad this helped.
I have all those same placements
4th House Pluto in Sagittarius, 0°. Trying to keep myself grounded after 25 years of egregious abuse at the hands of my family is a constant, laborious discipline. It practically requires a degree of self-hatred to hold down a job or stay out of trouble, and being a "good boy" has taken its toll on my rebellious soul. I finally snapped last year and wound up in jail due to assault and property damage. I've lived in poverty and regret ever since.
No mercy for the merciless. Save for my mother, my traitor family can all freeze in the 9th Level of Hell for all I care. Those fuckin' animals ruined my life.
Also, thank you for explaining the influence of planets and how they make people sensitive to certain things. That makes more sense than predestination.
Yes, feelings of vulnerability are intolerable to me. I became extremely counterdependent in recent years, following years of codependency, verging almost on the narcissistic side of things (the "NPD" user name is no coincidence). Control is my capital-G God, and the wellbeing of others is a distant secondary to the worship of this God.
As for gender discomfort, oh yeah. I register all expressions of gender as hostile to my health. It's like this: The light feminine infantalizes me, the dark feminine betrays me, the light masculine judges me, the dark masculine mortifies me. It feels like it's me against the world, and it's utterly hopeless. I abhor both men and women for different reasons.
Unfortunately, the universe sees fit to infantalize me, deceive me, and rob me of my human right to make decisions. I also have Saturn in 8H Aries, so make no mistake, I will wage nothing short of the sternest war against all who want to "help" me.
omg I loved your video! At the end, when you talked about how getting rid of things in the house and redecorating could be useful, I screamed, because that's so me. My room is literally my life, I have always redecorated it according to my mood and the phases of my life and I LOVE getting rid of stuff to change things up. I usually make myself wait and do it after some major thing happens like after my finals or after something good or bad happens to me (almost as a reward or a way to cope) and I find it so liberating and feel so happy afterwards.
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This was wonderful
By far this is one of the best videos I have come across. This was so in depth & I've been watching a lot of my personal placement videos. Loved it
Wow.. Very spot on. My Aries spouse with this placement in Scorpio (also NN and moon sign) grew up in a cult with a smothering mother in every way and is also trans. It’s a very intense placement and has my compassion for sure!
I have this placement and you just described my life😮
So good this was on point! Thanks for the advice it came at the right time.
Yes! I'm so glad.
Ty. This was interesting. Im glad i had time to listen. Always yearned to kno what this meant in my chart. I understood n identified w/this information n now understand myself more n why i feel so independent n will stay single n unattached the rest of my mature life. I am my own hero. Ty for this realization. Bless u
Same here, I feel as though I am not delusional but for me there is no joy in other people approving of me, while that is exactly what I crave, I simply don't believe any of it is genuine and always am suspicious of their true agenda.
It is as if feeling this way is my destiny and it becomes self fulfilling prophecy.
But on other hand I feel as if I let my guard down I will be really really hurt so I never do it, one part of myself wants to trust someone, especially of opposite sex but I feel risk of being let down is too high and it would really hurt, like my life would end from pain of trusting and being robbed of a part of my soul.
I am scared of a failed emotional investment.
Also as this lady pointed out I can't help but feel like a female mentioning all these feels and wants and being heavy into astrology and guarding my emotions.
I could be 100% charmed only to talk myself out of it as soon as I am alone, my souls still sings when a female that charmed me is around, but my mind is all about reminding me that not of it is either real or honest.
This was really great and insightful!
Thank you!
Life affirming thank you 👍❤️
I'm so glad to hear that.
@@SaffronSageAstrology Pluto on the ic both at 22 degrees Virgo broken family
I'm sorry to hear that.
Painful experience with my emotions! I have this placement! With Saturn and South Node!
Saturn and South Node and Pluto are all in the same 4th house in my chart!
My Rx Pluto is in 4H in Virgo n conjunct my NN Virgo. Im a single unattached woman who loves my solitude n emotional security that i dont get around people all the time. Birth mother didnt raise me but had 4 other kids n male parent was absent all my life. I like controlling my own everything n doing for myself since ive never had assistance from people. Ive been single n unattached since 2013 but still felt single n unattached even in guy situationships. I am very suspicious of others. Ive been thru too much crap.
Ty for this.
pluto and uranus in 4 house
FVCK! You’re telling my life story! I have Pluto and Uranus in the fourth house. Pluto is like my strongest astrodyne planet. In my life my emotions have been in constant crisis and I grew up in a family that simply didn’t understand me but I recognized it’s not anyone’s fault. They did the best that they could but alas I was just a freak! Everyone said so when I was growing up , not just a family but everyone. So the reason for that is I know I was born in the wrong gender, so not too long ago I had that changed legally. I’ve completed all of my surgeries so that my body with align with my self-awareness. I have Mars and chiron opposite Pluto. When I heard this today I cried because it was so accurate and also because I am exceedingly emotional 😭. How do you know this? 😮 thank you so much for posting and sharing your gift 💖💖💖
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Pluto Uranus & North Node in 4H. Birth mother didnt raise me n no father in my childhood. 4 other children n i felt unloved n unwanted. I dont look for others to give me anything now that im an adult. Parents are not living now
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My baby boy has Pluto in the 4th house of Capricorn. I worry about this.
Yes I have Pluto in 4th house, yes I am suspicious haha 😅👍
Awesome job!!! Thank You. I do believe I was a woman in my past life. I have had many past lives. Some of my spiritual friends call me old man, because they know I've had many lives...
It's good to talk about reincarnation, because many people deny it, especially those that were raised in church, who indoctrinated them, I'm not saying it's wrong, just saying, maybe in this life, they' were not supposed to know... Some of the Orthodox Jew, believe in reincarnation. And even in the Holy Bible it's mentioned in John 9, where the religious leaders asked, why was this man born blind? Was it his sin, or his parents sin? The question is: How could it be the blind man's sin, if his blindness was at birth? This can only conclude that it was the sins from his past life. What I am saying is, in those days, the teachers of the law, believed in reincarnation... The best movie I saw on reincarnation is, "A Christmas Carol." If a person wants to learn Astro-projection, they can go into their past.
But then we have people saying, it is appointed for someone to die once, then the Judgment. But Does it say, the final judgment. No. It says the judgment.
Thank you soo much♥️
No, "A Christmas Carol" isn't about reincarnation, but about Astro-projection. Astro-projection can have a person see their past lives.
Thank You Cassandra🧡 Your knowledge of Astrology is enlightening.
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I relate to this and also the placement of Pluto in 5th house quite a bit. My 4th house starts in libra with Pluto place in Scorpio at the end of the fourth house. I have a Mars in Leo squaring my Pluto which is also in the 1st house which starts in Cancer. could you comment please ?
Hey Jerry. I don't do mini readings here but sometimes I do paid ones on my lives if you want to try to catch one of those. 🌟
@@SaffronSageAstrology okay thank you.
I have this placement and even if my mum is caring and one of those mothers that have the main goal as "the kid has to be healthy, eat well, dress well" when I was dying for an illness at 13 I got so surprised she was devastated 😂 In my kid's eyes she didn't care at all if I was there or not, but was not like that, at all. This cuz of an unfortunate abandonment period when I was 4, in which a man did put his penis next to my face. My mum was in Europe with the new husband/my new dad to organize our new life in Italy ( I am Dominican). She left me with the neighbours, that were like family and that sexual episode happened. I felt betrayal and abandonment even if hopefully he didn't rape me
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My daughter has Pluto 4th house! Oh no! The divorce wasn’t good
Oh try not to worry too much, though. The intensity varies person to person and for some it's not as bad. Everyone has a pluto somewhere.
My daughter too and I'm trying to learn about it and I was like omg it's saying abusive childhood, and all these horror stories from ppl with their parents amd I'm Like um what is all this.