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  • Опубліковано 11 лют 2025
  • Official video for “Trauma” by NF.
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 7 тис.

  • @bunnyistired
    @bunnyistired 5 років тому +8432

    Sometimes it feels like NF's music is the only thing I can relate to when I'm hurting on the inside.
    I didn't think I'd get so many likes, thanks y'all 💖.

    • @noahhughes3477
      @noahhughes3477 5 років тому +91

      I know the feeling man, I'll be praying for you tonight buddy. Best wishes.

    • @curlyymaria8313
      @curlyymaria8313 5 років тому +18

      Precious Stone same dude

    • @loganwright4730
      @loganwright4730 5 років тому +75

      Me too man I was in a hospital because I was going to kill myself but thank God for my girlfriend if it wasn't for her and NF I would no be here to but now I'm all better

    • @antoniomerculief1680
      @antoniomerculief1680 5 років тому +9

      Same

    • @antoniomerculief1680
      @antoniomerculief1680 5 років тому +36

      @@loganwright4730 im sorry man glad your ok or hope you are and keep your head up

  • @nfrealmusicfan1898
    @nfrealmusicfan1898 5 років тому +5366

    Producer : How much emotion you want in this new album?
    NF : YES

    • @isaiah_1-
      @isaiah_1- 5 років тому +20

      NFrealmusic Fan y e s

    • @EliBoy-mw4rb
      @EliBoy-mw4rb 5 років тому +9

      You have the best music in the world I love your songs I Stayed up for all your songs

    • @isaiah_1-
      @isaiah_1- 5 років тому +20

      Eli Young u realize it says “fan” it’s not nf

    • @mymusick4
      @mymusick4 5 років тому +5

      Y E S
      I going to listen your songs all night :'3

    • @crotchet6439
      @crotchet6439 5 років тому +4

      *Y e s*

  • @josiahfoss9065
    @josiahfoss9065 5 років тому +3536

    “Give me peace but then you steal it” this is literally life

  • @BlueberryRacha
    @BlueberryRacha 4 роки тому +4746

    Friend: "Why do you always listen to him? His songs are so depressing"
    Me: "They aren't depressing. They're honest. It's depressing to you, but it's life support to me."

    • @inaral5445
      @inaral5445 4 роки тому +113

      I feel you. No one understands

    • @_violetsan_8210
      @_violetsan_8210 4 роки тому +66

      Same here. Him song's just tell about life and truth's

    • @saharathealpha4742
      @saharathealpha4742 3 роки тому +23

      Exactly...

    • @javellsmith7572
      @javellsmith7572 3 роки тому +12

      So true

    • @bethgill9297
      @bethgill9297 3 роки тому +54

      This 💯, those that find it depressing haven’t experienced what he’s singing about... those that know find comfort in it. He’s pure genius... the artistry... poetry. Honestly I never use to listen to rappers that much but he’s the one I will always listen to! There’s not a song he hasn’t made that I don’t love and can’t relate to.

  • @lilymae3569
    @lilymae3569 5 років тому +2314

    “Trade my joy for my protection”
    I felt that one like actually.

  • @FLUIRBEATZ
    @FLUIRBEATZ 4 роки тому +6738

    NF has music for every vibe.
    When I need to get hyped: NF
    When I need to relieve stress: NF
    When I need to release anger: NF
    When I need to relax: NF
    When I go for a run: NF
    When I need to tune the rest of the world out: NF
    Thanks for everything NF.

    • @lainiesilleto8965
      @lainiesilleto8965 4 роки тому +89

      This is honestly my life agenda

    • @biagioborrelli1023
      @biagioborrelli1023 4 роки тому +72

      This comment is underrated af

    • @coco1113
      @coco1113 4 роки тому +8

      Mhmms

    • @Borgorita
      @Borgorita 4 роки тому +10

      Thanks FLUIR BEATZ for the amazing copy-and-paste will done

    • @cookiechan1253
      @cookiechan1253 4 роки тому +2

      @Frank Woods oooohhhh thank you thank you thank youuu!!!

  • @ayezz2811
    @ayezz2811 5 років тому +2075

    This feels like a song that would play during a character’s funeral in a movie or something it’s so beautiful 🤧

    • @ShinyWooloos
      @ShinyWooloos 5 років тому +48

      Not to be a fanboy but put this when iron man dies...Really gonna hit you hard

    • @romankozloski2290
      @romankozloski2290 5 років тому +9

      Dude omg ya, it sounds like the sandman creation scene from Spiderman 3! ua-cam.com/video/to29LvuColU/v-deo.html

    • @ChapoGuzman896
      @ChapoGuzman896 5 років тому +6

      Dr. Scythe iron man dies?????????

    • @roninmentality
      @roninmentality 5 років тому +1

      @@ShinyWooloos fzctfxoztyui

    • @meli549
      @meli549 5 років тому +10

      @@ChapoGuzman896 REALLY NIGGA!!

  • @andrewluckyguy
    @andrewluckyguy 6 днів тому +2

    Thank you, NF!
    I'm 33-year-old man and I'm crying while listening to this song

  • @zachhocking4316
    @zachhocking4316 4 роки тому +6503

    I’m 18 years old and throughout my entire life I can’t remember a time when my parents said “I love you” or even just gave me a simple hug

    • @BorderingHope
      @BorderingHope 4 роки тому +720

      Im 24 so just a few years older than you, so if need like a big brother I got you. I'm here for you and I love you regardless. I was adopted at birth so I have adopted many people as my siblings myself and all I want is for them to know they are loved regardless of who's blood flows through their veins. I love you and I know it's hard.

    • @westcogdill6919
      @westcogdill6919 3 роки тому +55

      @@BorderingHope yay

    • @themonsterwithin4000
      @themonsterwithin4000 3 роки тому +86

      Welcome to my world (this is the case of my dad)

    • @laughday6995
      @laughday6995 3 роки тому +171

      Same here dude, my mom once told me no to call her anymore and my father often forget my birthday lol
      I laugh at that sometimes but it still hurts

    • @AmberAmbwee
      @AmberAmbwee 3 роки тому +70

      Twinsies. :( I would hug you. I love you. ❤️

  • @icecreamluvrs11
    @icecreamluvrs11 5 років тому +4640

    Who said rappers can't sing? Get this man some happiness

    • @loserloose6337
      @loserloose6337 5 років тому +8

      well this song proves that atleast nf cant sing

    • @t.s3994
      @t.s3994 5 років тому +137

      Baby Groot NF can definitely sing

    • @ashleyfrancis4321
      @ashleyfrancis4321 5 років тому +171

      @@loserloose6337 if you don't like him don't listen to him then

    • @ZeroAxelle
      @ZeroAxelle 4 роки тому +63

      @@loserloose6337 asshole

    • @asilduin4594
      @asilduin4594 4 роки тому +128

      @@loserloose6337 www.webmd.com/healthy-aging/hearing-aids
      You're welcome.

  • @ThriftyMcFlipster
    @ThriftyMcFlipster 5 років тому +2592

    This song is so beautiful. Lord, wrap your arms around us all. Heal our hearts. We need you.

    • @cipriannemeth2381
      @cipriannemeth2381 5 років тому +31

      Amen!
      Lord, you opend Your arms on the cross and wrapped us in them! ✝️
      I glorify You for the healings you are making 🤗

    • @kristinewullenweber9135
      @kristinewullenweber9135 5 років тому +18

      Well said! His music and his lyrics are touching and simply surround me.

    • @demaraemichael5783
      @demaraemichael5783 5 років тому +7

      amen

    • @theoriginalpeace
      @theoriginalpeace 5 років тому +8

      I am not religious, more of an atheist but still feel spiritual digest. I find it hard to stomach the possibility of nothingness.
      But if there is something after death, a kind of hell or heaven I want not part of it. I will tint heaven and tint hell

    • @SaraaBearr1
      @SaraaBearr1 5 років тому +2

      Amen

  • @STUMP_
    @STUMP_ 3 роки тому +979

    NF hasn't made one bad song. Everything he releases is just so damn relatable, and hard hitting.

    • @nicolaslillo515
      @nicolaslillo515 2 роки тому +19

      Motivated: Let me introduce myself...

    • @joncedricllaguno362
      @joncedricllaguno362 2 роки тому +5

      His song doesn't have Cursing words

    • @jackforest8084
      @jackforest8084 2 роки тому +8

      @@nicolaslillo515 motivated has a crappy chorus but he lowkey flexes some lyrical skills in the verses. He was pretty new to the serious music so 🤷‍♂️ even the greatest started at the bottom

    • @nicolaslillo515
      @nicolaslillo515 2 роки тому +7

      @@jackforest8084 honestly that song is just way to corny. He forces the wordplay, screams but it brings no energy, and all around its just a really bad song

    • @MAWA-Vik19
      @MAWA-Vik19 Рік тому +2

      ​@@nicolaslillo515 I just went and listened to that song to see who I'd agree with..... you're right. I could only make it 90 seconds in before I turned it off.

  • @DearCanada111
    @DearCanada111 5 років тому +2059

    Me: Man, I can't cry
    NF The Search: Allow us to introduce ourselves

  • @DezeraeJordan
    @DezeraeJordan 5 років тому +3036

    if he drops a video to this song it’s going to be SO CINEMATIC, I can already feel it

    • @Aeneas-aojb
      @Aeneas-aojb 5 років тому +89

      Dezerae Buford “man idk if I’m making movies or music videos” 🔥🔥🔥🎵🎶

    • @mayou7381
      @mayou7381 5 років тому +7

      Yes

    • @charilelopez9324
      @charilelopez9324 5 років тому +7

      @@Aeneas-aojb jnjjjjj

    • @Eyadxi
      @Eyadxi 5 років тому +6

      Trueee.

    • @sully3948
      @sully3948 5 років тому +7

      He will 😆

  • @jeffrogers1248
    @jeffrogers1248 5 років тому +1504

    “My soul is jealous, it wants love but I reject it.” I literally cried

    • @hte2934
      @hte2934 4 роки тому +17

      I cried before the song during the song and after the song

    • @dipperman1698
      @dipperman1698 4 роки тому +3

      @@hte2934 same

    • @wheeler6768
      @wheeler6768 4 роки тому +24

      I sometimes don't want to listen to NF songs because they hit too hard.
      But at the same time, it's hard finding any other music that hits this hard
      It hurts, but I still want to feel it

    • @Balancing_burger
      @Balancing_burger 3 роки тому +1

      Me too

    • @destinytaylor5629
      @destinytaylor5629 3 роки тому +1

      Dude ikr..like so relatable

  • @mjones6524
    @mjones6524 3 роки тому +393

    "Scream and yell but I feel speechless, asked for help you call it weakness" I felt that in my soul

  • @linzym.nunezc.1207
    @linzym.nunezc.1207 5 років тому +1007

    Who needs to sleep when NF is dropping a new album? Nobody.

  • @undefinedtactics9594
    @undefinedtactics9594 5 років тому +2096

    NF: *Drops new album at 11:00pm*
    Me: “I don’t need sleep I need answers”

  • @saltyshimakei4155
    @saltyshimakei4155 5 років тому +724

    Even his softer music is simply God-tier level. Absolutely gorgeous.

    • @carriedarkpoetry9751
      @carriedarkpoetry9751 5 років тому +5

      Little Wonderwall Facts 🔥😍❤️

    • @georgechammas3263
      @georgechammas3263 5 років тому +6

      i swear whatever he comes out with just proves hes too supreme

    • @MoonlitPhoenix0
      @MoonlitPhoenix0 5 років тому +2

      okay dial it back a bit with that god-tier thing, even he himself would say that's overkill but I agree to an extent, everything he makes is absolutely amazing

    • @saltyshimakei4155
      @saltyshimakei4155 5 років тому +5

      @@MoonlitPhoenix0 I don't have to dial anything back. Calling something "God-tier" has absolutely nothing to do with religious faith. All it means is that something that has such superiority and intellectual power that it simply cannot be expressed any other way than "God-tier." Do not tell someone how to feel or what to say without first knowing the meaning of what I meant.

    • @chrisc1915
      @chrisc1915 5 років тому +2

      Little Wonderwall dude you fucking killed him 😂

  • @daniellabonte2374
    @daniellabonte2374 4 роки тому +1109

    Lyrics:
    Say you're there when I feel helpless
    If that's true, why don't you help me?
    It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
    Stand alone, my soul is jealous
    It wants love, but I reject it
    Trade my joy for my protection
    Grab my hand, I'm drowning
    I feel my heart pounding
    Why haven't you found me yet?
    I hold you so proudly
    Traumas, they surround me
    I wish you'd just love me back
    Say you're here, but I don't feel it
    Give me peace, but then you steal it
    Watch them laugh at all my secrets
    Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
    Ask for help, you call it weakness
    Lied and promised me my freedom
    Grab my hand, I'm drowning
    I feel my heart pounding
    Why haven't you found me yet?
    I hold you so proudly
    Traumas, they surround me
    I wish you'd just love me back
    Grab my hand, I'm drowning
    I feel my heart pounding
    Why haven't you found me yet?

    • @daniellabonte2374
      @daniellabonte2374 4 роки тому +32

      I feel like I'm talking to my happiness and hope when I sing this

    • @bugzo9792
      @bugzo9792 3 роки тому +9

      Thank you.

    • @daniellabonte2374
      @daniellabonte2374 3 роки тому +6

      @@bugzo9792 your welcome :)

    • @wolflokose8172
      @wolflokose8172 3 роки тому +12

      I get abandoned from my mom and dad and grandmother but now I'm just alone day abandoned me when I was 12 now I'm 16 😢😞

    • @snowflake7387
      @snowflake7387 2 роки тому +5

      @@wolflokose8172 dang...well, don't lose hope! because you'll be able to make friends!! and there's a saying nowadays...it says "Friends are the family you choose". So, even if you are in the lowest deepest painful days of your life, there's always but ALWAYS gonna be someone out there who would love you every single second of every moment with you

  • @cnarro7688
    @cnarro7688 5 років тому +2654

    NF doesn’t know how to make bad music 🎶 everything is fire 🔥

    • @antoniomerculief1680
      @antoniomerculief1680 5 років тому +19

      Ikr
      Edit: thank you for all the likes guys this is the most like I've had

    • @jacobfree1390
      @jacobfree1390 5 років тому +17

      Facts

    • @crystallizedgemstone
      @crystallizedgemstone 5 років тому +5

      True dat

    • @mqooz
      @mqooz 5 років тому +7

      Despite of your comment, you came from Lil pump music industry. It's not 🔥🔥. It's meaningful and full of understandful lyrics.

    • @cnarro7688
      @cnarro7688 5 років тому +17

      XKstreM
      I am 44 years old. I came from RUN DMC music!

  • @olmie5544
    @olmie5544 4 роки тому +6182

    Friend: Who are you listening to?
    Me: NF
    Them: Is that the depressing rapper?
    Me: No he's the honest rapper.

  • @godrhmf307
    @godrhmf307 4 роки тому +4511

    the worst part is when no one knows ur broken.

    • @phaniupadhyay5415
      @phaniupadhyay5415 4 роки тому +51

      That's the best part 😎

    • @thejelena2743
      @thejelena2743 4 роки тому +54

      #FakeItTillYouMakeIt

    • @silkeguhr2245
      @silkeguhr2245 4 роки тому +72

      The worst is we are all broken

    • @daletydoodles3389
      @daletydoodles3389 4 роки тому +101

      The worst part is when you SEE the broken and you want to help and you try with your whole soul to try to help them until your whole soul is sucked dry for that one person and then you UNDERSTAND that you cant help someone who is SO broken that no one cant put those pieces back together. But you've already given your whole soul for this person. Your heart your mind your EVERYTHING is invested in this one person so you slowly die alongside with him. And there's nothing anyone can do anymore. Because he is surrounded by his traumas that have now become yours too...

    • @dudamullen
      @dudamullen 4 роки тому +36

      the worst part is when they know bc most of em are gonna show they don't care.

  • @benjaminbrammer2966
    @benjaminbrammer2966 10 місяців тому +4

    I’m 61 years old and for some reason this young man touches me with his music,,

  • @HeyChronicle
    @HeyChronicle 5 років тому +1010

    “Why won’t u love me back”
    I felt that 😢

    • @jamesvisvardis7721
      @jamesvisvardis7721 5 років тому +9

      honestly how i feel with my girlfriend right now

    • @lanacooper2086
      @lanacooper2086 5 років тому +8

      Soggy RBLX that got to me also. That made me tear up so much. I remember when i felt that pain every day asking my mom.... "why won't you love me back"?

    • @thatbitchwithdaddyissues7965
      @thatbitchwithdaddyissues7965 5 років тому +10

      @@jamesvisvardis7721 if u feel that way then there is absolutely no point of the relationship,go live ur life,there's alot of other girls out there,you'll find someone who will love u the way u deserve to be loved.I wish u the best!

    • @katiemilmore331
      @katiemilmore331 5 років тому

      Me too.

    • @okaberintarou2502
      @okaberintarou2502 5 років тому

      Same I felt that too

  • @prophet_alfredo9465
    @prophet_alfredo9465 5 років тому +2543

    You know fans are loyal when the video already got a hundred likes in 10 seconds

    • @carterberry18
      @carterberry18 5 років тому +7

      I actually thought I was gonna be early

    • @speaktruth9989
      @speaktruth9989 5 років тому +2

      @Nate Williams
      Same!

    • @reokagro
      @reokagro 5 років тому

      ct Berry but u wernt

    • @joshsond7675
      @joshsond7675 5 років тому +4

      And ur comment got 900 likes!!

    • @sadanimations6969
      @sadanimations6969 5 років тому +2

      more like fiften hundred,we love nf,speaks what we live

  • @gracejones4295
    @gracejones4295 5 років тому +2341

    When you have been crying, screaming and yelling for help but the closest people around you just can't seen to notice that you need help.

    • @domchhan1960
      @domchhan1960 5 років тому +88

      Grace Jones stop. Breathe. Verbalize your pain. Communication is key. Not everybody is bright enough to get the hint. I’ve dealt with this for 18 years, last year is when I spoke up and confessed a LOT of what I was going thru, not all has been confessed tho, I’m working on the rest. One day, one step, one moment, one breathe at a time. You got this. We love you.

    • @carriedarkpoetry9751
      @carriedarkpoetry9751 5 років тому +17

      Grace Jones I Can Relate.. 💔

    • @Fnaelk05
      @Fnaelk05 5 років тому +28

      @@domchhan1960 you are so sweet to this person and I totally agree with u, I have dealt with depression for 3 years and finally this year (the 3rd) I finally could get help I really hope u two get better💖🙂

    • @domchhan1960
      @domchhan1960 5 років тому +7

      Fatema El kork God bless us all. 🤟🏽 #GANGGANG

    • @Fnaelk05
      @Fnaelk05 5 років тому +5

      @@domchhan1960 amen.❤❤

  • @isaiahwellerding1089
    @isaiahwellerding1089 2 роки тому +11

    I love the energy in this comment section. All these amazing people reaching out and connecting with strangers, for a purpose that is selflessly pure

  • @janan5242
    @janan5242 5 років тому +3229

    Say you're there when I feel helpless
    If that's true, why don't you help me?
    It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
    Stand alone, my soul is jealous
    It wants love, but I reject it
    Trade my joy for my protection
    Grab my hand, I'm drowning
    I feel my heart pounding
    Why haven't you found me yet?
    I hold you so proudly
    Traumas, they surround me
    I wish you'd just love me back
    Say you're here, but I don't feel it
    Give me peace, but then you steal it
    Watch them laugh at all my secrets
    Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
    Ask for help, you call it weakness
    Lied and promised me my freedom
    Grab my hand, I'm drowning
    I feel my heart pounding
    Why haven't you found me yet?
    I hold you so proudly
    Traumas, they surround me
    I wish you'd just love me back
    Grab my hand, I'm drowning
    I feel my heart pounding
    Why haven't you found me yet?

  • @HumansOfVR
    @HumansOfVR 5 років тому +639

    *_It's like CHRISTMAN for NF fans with all these new songs!!

  • @michellestandall
    @michellestandall 4 роки тому +1323

    Am i the only one who feels like Nate is an angel on earth?

    • @xxbrokenangelxx6375
      @xxbrokenangelxx6375 4 роки тому +22

      no

    • @ThunderNBAChampions
      @ThunderNBAChampions 4 роки тому +1

      NF’s Deepest Lyrics Ever!! ua-cam.com/video/TJNsTFxmjf0/v-deo.html

    • @MUDTG168
      @MUDTG168 4 роки тому +14

      @@ThunderNBAChampions yo dip, shut the Frick up

    • @litofers
      @litofers 4 роки тому +4

      He's not an Angel, you need to know the difference.

    • @ゆきふらさすけ
      @ゆきふらさすけ 4 роки тому +26

      @@litofers Feels Like and Is are two different things, you need to know the difference.

  • @ameliemaddox505
    @ameliemaddox505 3 роки тому +155

    You know somethings wrong when you can't cry anymore

    • @mexieskimo605
      @mexieskimo605 Рік тому +14

      Or when the tears are streaming, but you're not crying.

    • @Sarahgirl1987
      @Sarahgirl1987 9 місяців тому

      Real

    • @tesskennedy4959
      @tesskennedy4959 8 місяців тому +1

      Now I’m in a phase I can’t even stop. After so many years of not crying. X

    • @evanemani4468
      @evanemani4468 8 місяців тому

      you had 111 likes and that was too perfect of a number so i had to change it mwahahahaha

  • @briancorbett4128
    @briancorbett4128 5 років тому +3759

    Lyrics from genius
    [Verse 1]
    Say you're there when I feel helpless
    If that's true, why don't you help me?
    It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
    Stand alone, my soul is jealous
    It wants love, but I reject it
    Trade my joy for my protection
    [Chorus]
    Grab my hand, I'm drowning
    I feel my heart pounding
    Why haven't you found me yet?
    I hold you so proudly
    Traumas, they surround me
    I wish you'd just love me back
    [Verse 2]
    Say you're here, but I don't feel it
    Give me peace, but then you steal it
    Watch them laugh at all my secrets
    Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
    Ask for help, you call it weakness
    Lied and promised me my freedom
    [Chorus]
    Grab my hand, I'm drowning
    I feel my heart pounding
    Why haven't you found me yet?
    I hold you so proudly
    Traumas, they surround me
    I wish you'd just love me back
    [Outro]
    Grab my hand, I'm drowning
    I feel my heart pounding
    Why haven't you found me yet?

    • @levibush446
      @levibush446 5 років тому +7

      Brian Corbett told ya

    • @geraortega2620
      @geraortega2620 5 років тому +18

      :'(((

    • @nessa749
      @nessa749 5 років тому +70

      I look for u in all the comments sections now

    • @jessicaducat6022
      @jessicaducat6022 5 років тому +48

      I love comments like this so I can follow and I really understand the music

    • @aidanbuckle5273
      @aidanbuckle5273 5 років тому +35

      Brian Corbett You're an underrated fan, thanks man

  • @Danslivinthedream
    @Danslivinthedream 5 років тому +353

    NF song: *starts with piano*
    Me: oh boy am I really ready to feel again?

    • @RelicDoss
      @RelicDoss 4 роки тому +2

      Danslivinthedream ikr

    • @joec853
      @joec853 4 роки тому +4

      no... im not ready...

  • @SMCommotion
    @SMCommotion 5 років тому +2336

    This is how many heart strings this song pulled
    👇🏾

  • @elliegrace2023
    @elliegrace2023 3 роки тому +224

    I've been dealing with mental and physical pain this whole year and I don't tell anyone. I listen to NF when I feel like I'm going to cry or when I need help. Thank you NF for your music I can't express how much your music helps me!

    • @TK-uz4ts
      @TK-uz4ts 3 роки тому +6

      If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you alll the best

    • @bellalaber2450
      @bellalaber2450 Рік тому +1

      i get it, me too

  • @go-pn7ku
    @go-pn7ku 5 років тому +414

    This is...
    1. The most beautiful song i have heard in quite some time
    And
    2. Is how i feel exactly right now....
    Just wtf....

    • @lovely8434
      @lovely8434 5 років тому +4

      Have you not heard his other songs?

    • @go-pn7ku
      @go-pn7ku 5 років тому +1

      @@lovely8434 i have heard both the poplar songs and his lesser known ones... I was listening to the premiere of his last music video and have a playlist on spotify that is mostly filled with his music

    • @fahadsiddiqui1318
      @fahadsiddiqui1318 5 років тому

      @@go-pn7ku the new album isn't available in Spotify no? All the songs?

    • @nicoz7679
      @nicoz7679 5 років тому

      Fahad siddiqui they are all available

    • @carriedarkpoetry9751
      @carriedarkpoetry9751 5 років тому +1

      g o Same.. 🔥❤️

  • @mvproductions8543
    @mvproductions8543 5 років тому +931

    Nf I know you don't look at comments because of haters
    but if you ever see this just know that you have millions of fans who all love you

  • @ilikestalepizza6559
    @ilikestalepizza6559 5 років тому +507

    By far my aboslute favorite! You know it's an NF song when it starts with piano❤ I am loving the violin so much!! It adds this feeling to the song that just gets to me!

    • @melissaquintero2418
      @melissaquintero2418 5 років тому +8

      PastelEmoTurtle I really like let me go🖤

    • @Onlylivinglegend
      @Onlylivinglegend 5 років тому +2

      @@melissaquintero2418 Omg! Yes 🤘

    • @nagitokomaeda8537
      @nagitokomaeda8537 5 років тому +6

      YoU JusT SPOiLEd iT fOr Me

    • @danielderma3473
      @danielderma3473 5 років тому +2

      My fav is returns

    • @bobatoes9880
      @bobatoes9880 5 років тому +4

      Yess this was the last song I had to listen to on the album- I really felt this- I have goosebumps- this album is so good and real >.

  • @ethana5930
    @ethana5930 3 роки тому +230

    This song was a knife that cut open all my wounds that I tried so hard to cover up and forget. This song was like someone grabbing me by the arm, pulling up the sleeve and making me look at all my emotional scars. It really feels like he's telling me that I need to acknowledge all this pain in order to move on. It's ok to hurt. It's ok to feel broken. You need to stop being delusional and wake up to what's really going on. You're not ok. Everything isn't fine. You're hurt and you need help, that doesn't make you weak.

    • @TK-uz4ts
      @TK-uz4ts 3 роки тому +6

      If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you alll the best

    • @trueetiquette
      @trueetiquette 2 роки тому +6

      It's not our fault. We've all been through shit. It's important to try to see it and stop hating and blaming yourself for anxiety and depression. We might be huge pieces of shit right now, but it's not who we can be. I've started my journey to recovery and so can you.

    • @moe8142
      @moe8142 2 роки тому +2

      The truth is your right, you’ve made me see the truth, thank you, I’m here for you everyone is, people can’t force you what to do, they can’t tell you you need help bc sometimes what you need is to believe in yourself and believe that you are getting better. And your right it’s okay not to be okay, nothing is fine but we have to try to be happy even if we aren’t we have to enjoy the good moments of life. We do need to remember the pain though bc that is a part of life and it makes us realize how we got through the pain.. your going to be okay

    • @shrutimalik18
      @shrutimalik18 Рік тому +5

      You legit explained it so accurately. Lots of love:)

    • @AE.963
      @AE.963 Рік тому

      True, in order to heal you must also be away from your a users completely, gotta rid your mind and craving to be around them ever again

  • @mandyaoifelai1260
    @mandyaoifelai1260 5 років тому +209

    I never liked soft, slow songs but NF got me into everything

  • @5325bunny
    @5325bunny 5 років тому +525

    NF is doing exactly what he should be doing. And that is: Sharing his God given talent with the world. He is giving a voice to all the broken hearted people out there. He is telling us all, that we are not alone. We all hurt, we all bleed, but we gotta keep fighting, it will only strengthen us in the end. I've never heard a rapper express such raw emotion like he does. He takes my breath away at times. Thank you God for NF❤

    • @Valdermore
      @Valdermore 5 років тому +2

      ButterCup facts 💯

    • @meow9966
      @meow9966 4 роки тому +1

      ButterCup I'm really happy to know NF.
      I thank God for having NF in my life🙏🏻❤️

    • @zoe-cw6sx
      @zoe-cw6sx 4 роки тому +1

      NF gave me so much hope while having sever anxiety and pressure
      Thx to NF ❤️

    • @vesperiamorningstar3785
      @vesperiamorningstar3785 4 роки тому

      oh god and i thought NF was a band and Skillet was a person. wrong twice welp

    • @daniellemalgwi8440
      @daniellemalgwi8440 4 роки тому

      Facts✊✝

  • @CodacMoments
    @CodacMoments 5 років тому +416

    Watch them laugh at all my secrets...
    Those words paint the most vulnerable picture. Powerful. Sad. Such a great song.

    • @mayoooketchup
      @mayoooketchup 5 років тому +4

      I literally read your comment the moment I heard the sentence. Ouf. The feels.

    • @propanescripts
      @propanescripts 5 років тому

      Dang it I have to stop doing this! I heard the words while I was singing along, ANNNND I also read your comment at the same time! I did the same thing as the other comment lol XDDDD

    • @propanescripts
      @propanescripts 5 років тому +1

      I did too lol

  • @kayleyryanmelodies
    @kayleyryanmelodies 5 років тому +48

    “Stand alone, my soul is jealous/ it wants love, but I reject it” -The depth of emotion in these words ❤️

    • @THFAN48311
      @THFAN48311 5 років тому +1

      Kayley Ryan that’s the part of the song that gets me the most 🖤

    • @kayleyryanmelodies
      @kayleyryanmelodies 5 років тому

      BeyondTheAvenue93 yes same!

  • @joybowerman6516
    @joybowerman6516 4 роки тому +2738

    I’m gonna just say it.
    I don’t care if someone tells me it’s stupid.
    I just want to give Nathan the biggest hug. He’s helped so many people through so much, yet it seems like he can’t just find a way to be happy
    I need this man to be happy

    • @morningstarofdarkness
      @morningstarofdarkness 4 роки тому +88

      no, i dont think that is stupid i would do it too.🔥🖤

    • @franciscagomes185
      @franciscagomes185 4 роки тому +86

      Not stupid at all. I love his songs. They do help because it's not just this rapper that say's a million unsignificant and offensive things. Just like all those who just sing about "how great drugs and risky behaviour are". Or sexualizing girls while making disrespectful, misogynistic, ugly comments about them. Or even criticizing boys for not being those strong, brutal and emotionless human beings. All I see in rap is that attempt to frame immoral, evil or unhealthy stuff as amazing, rebelious, cool and badass things. When they really aren't. NF sings about true emotions with great messages and relatable themes. That's why I love him.

    • @megansutherland8903
      @megansutherland8903 4 роки тому +19

      Yes I one hundred percent agree.

    • @iJokko
      @iJokko 4 роки тому +19

      relatable 🥺

    • @MrGamingIron
      @MrGamingIron 4 роки тому +17

      You are very lucky (I know that sound srange) but you are living in pain young like i do im gonna say this my dream is to become a DJ and thats going well for me, I know how it fells to be in pain and i know what is the secret of succes and you do too, when you will grow up you will be loved, honest person just hang on 7 years more untill you 18 when you can go live alone it will be way better you'll get a girlfriend (a person that you can trust) that will help you even more and couple years later youll be very succsesfull in life just please dont give up. YOU ARE STRONG INSIDE!

  • @chrisyoung3377
    @chrisyoung3377 5 років тому +802

    Friend: who's your favorite rapper?
    Me: NF
    Friend: Who's your favorite singer?
    Me: NF
    Friend: wait, what?
    Me: Exactly

  • @jasonkmvang
    @jasonkmvang 15 днів тому +1

    I can't even count anymore how much you've helped me in life... I may ONLY be here because of you

  • @gabejones2889
    @gabejones2889 5 років тому +203

    I'm not crying, the heat from every song is just burning my eyes.

  • @OSKY3033
    @OSKY3033 5 років тому +1132

    Verse 1]
    Say you're there when I feel helpless
    If that's true, why don't you help me?
    It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
    Stand alone, my soul is jealous
    It wants love, but I reject it
    Trade my joy for my protection
    [Chorus]
    Grab my hand, I'm drowning
    I feel my heart pounding
    Why haven't you found me yet?
    I hold you so proudly
    Traumas, they surround me
    I wish you'd just love me back
    [Verse 2]
    Say you're here, but I don't feel it
    Give me peace, but then you steal it
    Watch them laugh at all my secrets
    Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
    Ask for help, you call it weakness
    Lied and promised me my freedom
    [Chorus]
    Grab my hand, I'm drowning
    I feel my heart pounding
    Why haven't you found me yet?
    I hold you so proudly
    Traumas, they surround me
    I wish you'd just love me back
    [Outro]
    Grab my hand, I'm drowning
    I feel my heart pounding
    Why haven't you found me yet?

  • @thinkfast6914
    @thinkfast6914 5 років тому +523

    this hits in a place i thought was unreachable. 10/10 best song in album

    • @jayg5684
      @jayg5684 5 років тому +4

      Agreed

    • @Insight_XCI
      @Insight_XCI 5 років тому

      Haven't had one of his songs hit home like this since back when he dropped Therapy Session. Shits deep

    • @jgsource552
      @jgsource552 5 років тому +1

      damn this album is great, literally everybody has their own favorite song here and i'm seeing many different ones

    • @JonasB7
      @JonasB7 5 років тому

      Same as me😔 What music all can do😶

    • @avabrady1057
      @avabrady1057 5 років тому

      Prodigy agreed

  • @Jason-xs4om
    @Jason-xs4om 11 місяців тому +1

    This is Musical Poetry, NF has an astonishing talent to emotionally articulate his feelings into raw passionate lyrics combining exceptional orchestral instruments to produce pure brilliant tunes. Winning a Grammy wouldn’t been a high enough recognition for the impact his music has, I’m so indebted to him, he has helped myself, my son and many other around the world.

  • @ElysianComposer
    @ElysianComposer 5 років тому +27

    All his albums are like a film, explaining his fights and traumas...and now finally this one is nearing the end where we stand on top of the mountains we conquered. Together.

  • @MayishaM
    @MayishaM 5 років тому +383

    Love his voice when he's either singing or rapping. Wish there were more songs in which he sings: totally went through the emotions

    • @davidjohnston714
      @davidjohnston714 5 років тому +16

      Same here. I feel its a lot harder writing songs like these than rapping actually. Im sure there will be more like these from NF in the future. This song and voice really is a rarity. Its pretty timeless actually.

    • @nodisguiseraps5178
      @nodisguiseraps5178 5 років тому +2

      @@davidjohnston714 bro....rap is the genre that focuses most on lyrics. Writing a rap is Harder.... however this is so beautiful. Love this song so much. One of the best on the album.

    • @davidjohnston714
      @davidjohnston714 5 років тому +3

      @@nodisguiseraps5178 Thats actually if were talking about rappers like locksmith, daylyt, king los, or lupe fiasco. I have listened to a lot of rap, but lyrically tbh NF isn't on an elite spectrum. I wasn't saying lyrically only though. Hes literally strictly singing it and not rapping it. Thats my personal opinion from writing anything acoustic to rapping. I have found it 100 times aharder to write a song singing on acoustic or piano than rapping to a beat.

    • @davidjohnston714
      @davidjohnston714 5 років тому

      @@nodisguiseraps5178 And i have honestly listened to some metal bands mainly prog metal bands that have lyrics at a level like lupe,eminem, or locksmith. I just listen to a lot of music and have mad a lot of music in dofferent genres mainly guitar and vocals. So that is my personal opinion.

    • @davidjohnston714
      @davidjohnston714 5 років тому

      I love rap music, but to me its taken more of my energy to wrote different music other than a lyrical rap. Obviously its hard, but thats just how i feel

  • @juanyt4200
    @juanyt4200 5 років тому +146

    NF Your music always lifts my spirits and my self-esteem, they are the best music there is, every time I feel sad I play Oh Lord's, and it's as if everything changes

  • @hephzijohnson4505
    @hephzijohnson4505 4 роки тому +463

    "I'll be there for you any time, no matter what"
    "Everything will be ok"
    "I will never hurt you''
    "I will never break your heart"
    "I will always be with you"
    Most hurtful biggest lies

    • @guardian7773
      @guardian7773 3 роки тому +21

      Unless spoken by God or anyone else who loves you for real.

    • @wungtang1409
      @wungtang1409 3 роки тому +6

      Welps funny enough the person am there for doesn't even see I exist 💔💔💔💔
      Seems like falling in love is the worst thing I ever did and now am trap in my head

    • @xxsamlovexx
      @xxsamlovexx 3 роки тому +13

      @@guardian7773 exactly.. putting all your faith in someone else to give you what your soul and heart need is bound to fail.. But we know God doesn’t fail us even if we might not understand why we hurt. He helps us through it.

    • @smoothlesst1981
      @smoothlesst1981 2 роки тому

      @@wungtang1409 happened to me 2 months ago and it still hurts because in the end you had to leave them and they didnt even care if you did or not

    • @elishacampbell7132
      @elishacampbell7132 2 роки тому +2

      Only jesus won't lie about that

  • @siriusblack3770
    @siriusblack3770 5 років тому +592

    It literally hurts my heart that so many people feel like this. Why is this world creating such tragedy for everyone? Thank you Nate for expressing this so beautifully. I know it makes so many feel not so alone when they listen to you❤

    • @en5788
      @en5788 5 років тому +9

      This world is fallen. Humans have free will. Tragedy results.

    • @Haramglizzy
      @Haramglizzy 5 років тому +4

      jj bug or people pray but God says no ill leave u to dry I’ll abandon u I’ll forsake u because u can’t do anything about it and he dosent live me

    • @mronzf150
      @mronzf150 5 років тому +4

      @@Haramglizzy sometimes God doesn't answer your prayers because hard times make strong faith. There is something to gain from the moment your in have faith and things will get better

    • @Cagy115
      @Cagy115 5 років тому +1

      @@mronzf150 i dont think god is real because i have prayed for almost 13 years (am16) and i have never heard him seen a sing or even have a good day if he is real why does he put all the ppl who help through hell

    • @amberjohnson5363
      @amberjohnson5363 5 років тому

      Tell nf that we're here for him no matter what we will be there forever to support him

  • @sickobamba1260
    @sickobamba1260 5 років тому +270

    NF will never make a bad song🔥🔥🔥
    So I can predict that this one will be straight fire as always!!!

    • @jonathongraham4471
      @jonathongraham4471 5 років тому

      His song lie is the only one i think was 'meh'. then again, it was overplayed on the radio.

  • @Dacomab52
    @Dacomab52 5 років тому +213

    At work at full volume because I don't care what anyone else thinks. NF your music is amazing and it changes lives keep doing what you love and are passionate about and be REAL!!!!

    • @LucasBurnMusic
      @LucasBurnMusic 5 років тому

      same

    • @clexa-the1002
      @clexa-the1002 5 років тому +6

      *"I don't care what anybody else thinks"* (Why)

    • @65301
      @65301 5 років тому +2

      Are you real?

    • @tim9680
      @tim9680 5 років тому +1

      My work is too loud and i cant even hear this at full volume

  • @zachariafox
    @zachariafox Рік тому +19

    You can seriously feel him when he is singing people that don’t like him don’t understand how he feels

  • @mahraalkhoury114
    @mahraalkhoury114 5 років тому +55

    "trade my joy for my protection"
    Damn.
    This hurts as it defines me alot :(
    It's the truth i don't think i'd have the courage to say out loud.
    Thank you, NF

  • @itznba2039
    @itznba2039 5 років тому +877

    We made it to midnight everyone 🔥

  • @mars1026
    @mars1026 5 років тому +190

    The violin in this song is amazing it’s beautiful😍😍

  • @KnightStriker30
    @KnightStriker30 3 роки тому +57

    This is one of those songs that you turn all the way up, close your eyes, and just feel.

  • @Hozay1228
    @Hozay1228 5 років тому +213

    I listened to this song 9 times in a row.. I also cried...... 9 times in a row...
    bravo , sir. This song is profound

    • @carriedarkpoetry9751
      @carriedarkpoetry9751 5 років тому +4

      Jose Lambert Same.. I Feel You ❤️🗝

    • @t.s3994
      @t.s3994 5 років тому +1

      Same here. When I first heard this song I needed to cry and believe me I cried

    • @superfan9986
      @superfan9986 5 років тому +1

      I want to but I'm at school 😒

    • @clau4808
      @clau4808 4 роки тому +1

      i think i listened to it for 12hours straight ;-;

  • @conflict5553
    @conflict5553 5 років тому +279

    Man there really isn't a skippable song in this album
    Definitely worth the wait

  • @cindypalomino2347
    @cindypalomino2347 4 роки тому +571

    "Grab my hand, i'm drowning. I feel my heart pounding."
    Like he's asking for happiness to help him out of his self hatred and all of his insecurities. But when he says "Why haven't you found me yet, I hold you so proudly, Trauma's they surround me. I wish you'd just love me back." Is him asking Happiness why can't you see me I'm right here. Then when he finds happiness he holds it so proudly but then his trauma's come back and happiness is out of the picture. But when he said "Stand alone, my soul is jealous, it wants love, but I reject it, trade my joy for my protection." He sees his happiness walk away but when it does he wants it back. But once he has it back he throws it away like he never wanted it. Then he realized he was taking advantage of happiness and that's why he says "I wish you'd just love me back."

    • @laqu.
      @laqu. 4 роки тому +19

      Cindy Palomino I think it’s more his trauma surrounds him because of how he loves what he holds dearly and cares for it but don’t understand why it doesn’t do the same. That he’s not enough

    • @laqu.
      @laqu. 4 роки тому +5

      Cindy Palomino which is why he rejects the love

    • @ThunderNBAChampions
      @ThunderNBAChampions 4 роки тому

      NF’s Deepest Lyrics Ever!! ua-cam.com/video/TJNsTFxmjf0/v-deo.html

    • @daniellabonte2374
      @daniellabonte2374 4 роки тому +5

      This is really good, ofc we don't know if that's exactly what's going through his head, but that is what goes through my head
      on a daily basis, makes it hard to think, learn, grow..

    • @kola5190
      @kola5190 3 роки тому +2

      u jus said a whol lotta nothing

  • @SturmTrpr
    @SturmTrpr 3 роки тому +32

    This song is feels like my story with childhood trauma, the narrator is me talking to my father. It shows the pain in the survival skills one has to learn to survive an abusive parent.

  • @txghts7th197
    @txghts7th197 5 років тому +52

    NF REAL MUSIC BABY

  • @raina5735
    @raina5735 5 років тому +142

    personally my favorite song of the album so far, don't think he's ever made a bad song.

  • @pheimann
    @pheimann 5 років тому +702

    Thank you Nate
    You are saving me from suicide
    Your music keeps me alive

    • @linaray1647
      @linaray1647 5 років тому +47

      i am here for you, stay strong.

    • @farzi6063
      @farzi6063 5 років тому +40

      Aye, chin up, hold on.

    • @jesusreyes7161
      @jesusreyes7161 5 років тому +18

      Paul Heimann hang in there bud it gets better

    • @zimush4791
      @zimush4791 5 років тому +16

      Stay strong brotha!!

    • @carriedarkpoetry9751
      @carriedarkpoetry9751 5 років тому +22

      Paul Heimann Same.. I'm in a dark place and It's Really Scary 💔

  • @abrilmxranita8800
    @abrilmxranita8800 3 роки тому +78

    Still don't get why I cry so much over this song.

    • @purrtygirl10
      @purrtygirl10 3 роки тому +9

      It's because it's the truth...

    • @arianahera759
      @arianahera759 3 роки тому +4

      Me either…

    • @Arcrushh
      @Arcrushh 3 роки тому +4

      Same

    • @SherwoodGaming
      @SherwoodGaming 11 місяців тому

      If you haven't figured it out two years later, the answer is this is the happy kid in you speaking to you right now.

  • @ambergrimm795
    @ambergrimm795 5 років тому +126

    Trade my joy for my protection?!😭😭😭
    Nate, I'm praying you feel genuine happiness one day.

  • @kkai138
    @kkai138 4 роки тому +199

    “ I wish you just loved my back”
    I think we all felt that :(

    • @person0948
      @person0948 3 роки тому +5

      I want someone to love my back :(

    • @annna9477
      @annna9477 3 роки тому +3

      @@person0948 aw....well i love you, even if I dont know you :)

    • @person0948
      @person0948 3 роки тому +1

      @@annna9477 I love you too even if I don't know you :))

    • @annna9477
      @annna9477 3 роки тому +2

      @@person0948 :3

    • @idkieran
      @idkieran 3 роки тому +1

      my discord egirl doesnt love me back

  • @nobody-6308
    @nobody-6308 5 років тому +2589

    4 albums, but i’ve never heard any single curse word

    • @braydenbledsoe3252
      @braydenbledsoe3252 5 років тому +84

      Any music he made with curse words were likely to have been made before his moments album. The one album he didn't make with capitol records and regards it as trash.

    • @Limitedtrout617
      @Limitedtrout617 5 років тому +25

      *5 albums

    • @thomvanderwaa6079
      @thomvanderwaa6079 5 років тому +48

      Does "idiot" count as a curse word? That like the only thing thats ever come remotely close

    • @mayamozynski4861
      @mayamozynski4861 5 років тому +35

      Thom Van Der Waa No. idiot isn’t a cuss.

    • @ΕλενηΚ.ρ
      @ΕλενηΚ.ρ 5 років тому +30

      He's said fuck in some songs

  • @helengross2771
    @helengross2771 Рік тому +3

    "Why can't you just love me back"...cruelty...that's why. Some of us can't get even human kindness from those who are supposed to be there for us...family. Thank God for my daughter who does love me.

  • @aerograd
    @aerograd 5 років тому +440

    This song is great.
    It's sad, radio stations never play NF. . Instead we get the same songs over, in a repeated loop sometimes. .
    Breathing and Breathing and Breathing and Breathing. . or Beautiful People Beautiful People we aren't beautiful. .
    Like, change the songs up. . this guy deserves some recognition.
    A lot of the songs radio stations play now. . just say the same line 45 times in a row. . this is a nice break from that.
    And like. . it seems they are dead set on certain artists. . then never play any others. It's sort of sad.
    Keep it up NF, You'll get there one day hopefully. . though not like you need it, we like you how you are today.

    • @aurora_1x
      @aurora_1x 4 роки тому +11

      Reality is too sad for most of the people..and that's just dumb

    • @fyzsecunex3893
      @fyzsecunex3893 4 роки тому +3

      for real 😕

    • @JJ-iy8dx
      @JJ-iy8dx 4 роки тому +9

      Yeah, these happy songs make me sad but for some reason sad songs make me... happy in the end...

    • @user-hanging-at-the-hanged-man
      @user-hanging-at-the-hanged-man 4 роки тому +6

      I’ve heard him on the radio

    • @ninjagirl4669
      @ninjagirl4669 4 роки тому +8

      Let You Down was played on the radio... Was a while ago tho

  • @abdulaye100
    @abdulaye100 5 років тому +357

    This how I feel all the time whenever I'm around people who don't understand me...

    • @localdiaa
      @localdiaa 5 років тому +4

      Jr Suma me too..

    • @deancreighton7533
      @deancreighton7533 4 роки тому +4

      Same

    • @jamothedefeated4251
      @jamothedefeated4251 4 роки тому +2

      Same

    • @Renae12234
      @Renae12234 4 роки тому +4

      Me too it's so lonely world I live in

    • @dennis8974
      @dennis8974 4 роки тому +1

      Jr Suma I feel you brother 😢😢 my life as well 🤔🤔🤔 why does no one understand!!! 👈

  • @bambi8934
    @bambi8934 5 років тому +64

    "Trade my joy for my protection"
    Argh such pure lyrics
    ~NF~

  • @Balancing_burger
    @Balancing_burger 3 роки тому +82

    This song hits so deep. I'm sweating and crying.
    The is emotional food for healing.

  • @Crashdummy_
    @Crashdummy_ 5 років тому +52

    Goes hard luv u nf

  • @audreydemasi4690
    @audreydemasi4690 5 років тому +285

    Love your music 🤩it’s helped me through some hard times

    • @danielrudder1675
      @danielrudder1675 5 років тому +3

      Audrey Demasi me too 🥺

    • @audreydemasi4690
      @audreydemasi4690 5 років тому +7

      The big little man idk why but his music just makes me break down and also helps me through the hard times

    • @antoniomerculief1680
      @antoniomerculief1680 5 років тому +3

      @@audreydemasi4690 same

    • @taylorrauch6259
      @taylorrauch6259 5 років тому +3

      Audrey Demasi me too

    • @knowtruth5927
      @knowtruth5927 5 років тому +5

      God is not playing around, he loves you.❤

  • @sarahwithajay
    @sarahwithajay 5 років тому +121

    This song has hits so hard right now, just after losing someone to suicide. I haven’t cried like this over music in a while

    • @aalihadesiree3932
      @aalihadesiree3932 5 років тому +2

      Sarah Jay I’m so sorry. Hold on 🙏🏽

    • @sarahwithajay
      @sarahwithajay 5 років тому +2

      Aaliha Taveras I appreciate it ❤️

    • @izzillidizzilli6188
      @izzillidizzilli6188 5 років тому

      Sarah Jay please stay strong! ❤️🙏

    • @raine7814
      @raine7814 5 років тому +6

      It's gonna be hard af. Ngl especially when time passes and you start to forget their smile, voice, smell, and laugh. I don't know you're personal beliefs or my own if i'm being honest but I hope your loved one found peace and I hope you do too.

    • @sarahwithajay
      @sarahwithajay 5 років тому

      M. M thank you ✨

  • @KazukiAkuma999
    @KazukiAkuma999 3 роки тому +31

    You know its sad when you listen to this type of music when no one around you cares or even check to see how your doing

  • @beccafluger316
    @beccafluger316 5 років тому +25

    This song makes me want to hug and hold everyone I know and recognize that it's not only me who is hurting. I don't want to distance myself from pain, I want to heal with it there in full force. And I want to be able to encourage others in theirs.

  • @mrsbarleysomebody8773
    @mrsbarleysomebody8773 4 роки тому +100

    *It's really melancholic how the lyrics describe my father*
    I'd thank him for all the horrible childhood memories

    • @tactical_spatula4627
      @tactical_spatula4627 3 роки тому +12

      These lyrics describe my mother in a nutshell

    • @nat-nl6pk
      @nat-nl6pk 3 роки тому +5

      @@tactical_spatula4627 Yup same

    • @mrsbarleysomebody8773
      @mrsbarleysomebody8773 3 роки тому +5

      I'm sorry for you all
      I hope someday we'll cope

    • @RAHvdK
      @RAHvdK 10 місяців тому +1

      Foster parents for me whom are my God mother and God father as well.

  • @nxthingpersxnal
    @nxthingpersxnal 5 років тому +136

    this is so beautiful, Nate. i relate to these lyrics so much. thank you so much for putting it into words when i can't.

  • @mdc9837
    @mdc9837 3 роки тому +3

    Yo Nate I just wanna say if you see this man, you prolly hear this a lot but if it wasn’t for you man and my friends I wouldn’t be here and I know you famous but I love you man and thank you, keep doing what your doing

  • @rift5955
    @rift5955 5 років тому +58

    Thank you for changing my life NF 🙏

  • @avilafamily7112
    @avilafamily7112 5 років тому +954

    Keep Fighting .......
    The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
    Psalm 34:18

    • @user-hd3xj3nw1h
      @user-hd3xj3nw1h 5 років тому +10

      Great verse

    • @p4sma421
      @p4sma421 5 років тому +13

      Amen, this songs sounds like a conversation/prayer with God. I pray that the Lord srengthen Nate

    • @jonathanross9756
      @jonathanross9756 5 років тому +16

      I don't think so I have been batteling anxiety depression and OCD for 8 years and in those 8 years it's gotten worse with 8 different suicide attemps nothing helps talking doesn't help pills don't work only thing it does help is driving and it's hard when you can't afford the fuel everyday to escape thoughts and go in your own world

    • @avilafamily7112
      @avilafamily7112 5 років тому +25

      @@jonathanross9756 I am sorry you have been battling this brother. I too suffer from everything you have stated, For 28 years now. I assure you in those 28 years It took me to surrender, and pray until the Lord delivered me. Again I dont wish anybody to have to live with mental illness. But I am alive today to tell you that there is nobody that can convince me that the Lord is not near the broken hearted and the broken spirited. Not because scripture says so....but because he is faithful to help those who call on his name in brokeness. I pray the Lord will deliver you brother from this darkness.

    • @jonathanross9756
      @jonathanross9756 5 років тому +8

      @@avilafamily7112 I wish God could help I do pray I pray everyday that he can help me and everyone else who suffers from this mental illness but I have had servral suicide attemps and still have thoughts everyday I just don't know what to do anymore I feel done

  • @petia4925
    @petia4925 5 років тому +21

    i love how real his music is. it's like he's pouring his feelings and thoughts into a sheet of paper and then makes the next hit. i love him dude

  • @IsabellaCruz-yc5ne
    @IsabellaCruz-yc5ne 18 днів тому +1

    I can't even remember a time when my dad said to me," Im proud of you." Let alone, even saying," I love you for who you are. You dont have to change."
    Can even remember a time my uncles and aunts were there saying I love you.
    My dad would never love for who i was, but just..... noticed when i was at my worst instead of when i was at my best..
    My mother...and sister is the only ones i can trust.... but one day that broke.. and now im completely lost.
    I wish someone could just find me.

  • @THFAN48311
    @THFAN48311 5 років тому +178

    Finished listening to the album but this is definitely on repeat 🖤

  • @craigkai5684
    @craigkai5684 5 років тому +509

    Who else been reloading the page for the past 10 minutes

  • @johnnyflores4693
    @johnnyflores4693 5 років тому +89

    Who ever has gone through something like this, I feel so sorry for you💔😔, being traumatized because u lost someone u loved or someone u loved stop loving you and not feeling the love of somebody in your life.

  • @sophi9554
    @sophi9554 3 роки тому +77

    Just lost a friend who I've known all my life. I found out that she has been telling everyone my problems and secrets. This song is the only thing keeping me from jumping off the deep end. Thank you.

    • @gamersens2363
      @gamersens2363 3 роки тому +4

      Wish I would’ve seen this comment sooner, hang in there! It’ll all get better soon.

    • @PuccaP22
      @PuccaP22 2 роки тому +5

      You'll be stronger without them. Anyone who intentional signals stress into your life has to go. That person stopped valuing your relationship with them long before you guys stopped talking.
      This happened to me too...
      This person may have grew envious of you overtime and decided to act this way thinking that you would never find out and if you did that you would not be strong enough to cut them off (especially if it was a best friend)
      Don't give them any power
      And don't be surprised if they try to come back into your life...

    • @adamwade8801
      @adamwade8801 2 роки тому +1

      sorry

  • @celinamoffitt1365
    @celinamoffitt1365 5 років тому +146

    “Grab my hand I’m drowning”. “I feel my heart pounding”. “Why haven’t you found me yet”. “I hold you so proudly”.”traumas they surround me”.” I wish you just loved my back”. That’s my favorite verse

    • @urbasicinternetnerd8733
      @urbasicinternetnerd8733 4 роки тому +3

      my whole 20 years of life mate. i don't really want anyone anymore though. ha.

    • @jadetobin
      @jadetobin 4 роки тому +1

      Same....ill be 48 this month and my therapist told me to listen to The Search....its like he's been inside my head...which I wouldn't allow as it's a terrifying place....wish I could take the pain from him and all of you. This song is .... everything.

    • @celinamoffitt1365
      @celinamoffitt1365 4 роки тому

      bruh i don’t even listen to this guy no more

    • @loricgarde4425
      @loricgarde4425 3 роки тому

      @@celinamoffitt1365 bruh u should listen to this go all the time wtf lol

  • @blueblackeragon1739
    @blueblackeragon1739 5 років тому +99

    I can imagine the choreography and how emotional the dance would be with this song

    • @M_C_T679
      @M_C_T679 4 роки тому +1

      Same. The song is perfect for contemporary. It makes me want to just try and dance it

  • @steger8777
    @steger8777 5 років тому +136

    This song is so beautifully depressing, you can feel the pain in his voice throughout it. This whole album is so inspiring for new artists.
    Also, is it just me or can anyone else picture Billie Eilish and NF both singing on this track together?

    • @e.r.4988
      @e.r.4988 5 років тому +5

      I BEEN THINKING THIS FOR YEARS YO WE GOTTA TELL THEM

    • @Jvr10236
      @Jvr10236 5 років тому +3

      Collab would be crazy!

    • @doendelr.8167
      @doendelr.8167 5 років тому

      True!

    • @advantist
      @advantist 5 років тому +2

      Dont even connect those two please

    • @chichiibegbu6223
      @chichiibegbu6223 5 років тому

      Don’t know much about her but have heard some of her music... a collaboration would be interesting!!!!

  • @thebreadboy8181
    @thebreadboy8181 3 роки тому +682

    The worst part is when your broken and your struggling to live but everyone in your family and life thinks your overreacting. 😔

    • @jessteubner9928
      @jessteubner9928 3 роки тому +11

      True Story

    • @thebreadboy8181
      @thebreadboy8181 3 роки тому +1

      @Alondra Hernandez yeah 😔

    • @thebreadboy8181
      @thebreadboy8181 3 роки тому

      @Richanonymous22 i'm not sure i understand what u just said but yeah 😂

    • @alexwilcoxson1279
      @alexwilcoxson1279 3 роки тому +17

      whats even worse is when they don't even know your broken but your to scared and broken to say anything.

    • @carterwatson1949
      @carterwatson1949 3 роки тому +8

      me right now and everyone absolutely everyone just tells me to move on even myself when i know ive been trying to for 2 almost 3 years now. Im kind of glad im alone most of the time nowadays cause no one has to worry about me i dont have to feel like such a burden.

  • @kochimochi8102
    @kochimochi8102 4 роки тому +1490

    This is how many people find this song relateable.
    ⬇️