being an adult is not easy | +big news (Job, Scholarship, Mental Health)

Hello, here I am again :) There are some big news I like to share with you today! When I got this email, I couldn't believe what I am reading. I am getting the scholarship I applied to! Maybe you can remember, that they turned me down a few weeks ago, but for some reason they accepted me :) That means, I am going to be an ambassador in some way for my university for about a year or so... Damn. Even now, writing this - it is so surreal.
Other than that, I have a job now, wuhu. I didn't talk about it that much, but I will have my first shifts the upcoming week. Oh and also, I was really depressed the last month. Looking back, I am so grateful that my mental health is getting better now. I guess I cannot get a therapy session before September... but we'll see what happens haha
I hope I can film a little bit more now, since I am not that stressed out anymore... Unfortunately, I think my camera broke a bit... at least the battery. I hope it gets better when I buy a new one..
Being an adult is hard. I am a little overwhelmed by all the duties... Organizing my semester abroad and all those things. A little much. But I will get through it. If you have any questions, please let me know down below. I would love to read some comments. Not that I am talking to no one. lol
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