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Bro.. your angelic Voice the different stories ITs just great thanks im using Spotify and it's just perfect guys You are the reason i never give up Thanks for making me who i am with your songs ... I gonna stay tunned everyday waiting for new song and stories thanks again :')
I had an old friend.. he showed me a picture of himself and said " I wish I was this man again." I laughed and brushed it off. I just referenced it to he had a beard in the photo. He shot himself a few days later... this was 13 years ago and I'm still crying writing this message. I wish I could hug him again and say I'm here for you. Martin, I hope you're the man you want to be.
I wish I could say you get over a loss but it I told you that I'd be lying on June 1st 2015 I lost my best friend long time best friend to cancer. Her name was Bambi and she was the best dog you could ever ask for. Remembering her hurts and I tear up talking about her. She had to be put down five days before my 16th birthday. I was going through hell that year so it didn't help. My parents also missed my birthday. We were moving I was dealing with fake friends and I had just started to get clean (used to self harm which I never ever recommend doing as I regret doing that). A pastor's daughter was being a b*tch to me saying I shouldn't be friends with non-Christians like shut up! Those two are all I had left! So on with what I'm saying it's been 6 years since she past and I'm still not over it. I do have another dog we got her thanksgiving 2017 she's the best. I've heard a quote you never truly get over a loss you just learn to live with it. So my condolences go out to you. All I ask is that you look around and if you see a person hurt or sad do something to make their day. Simple actions such as a smile or a simple hello can do wonders.
I was turned onto citizen soldier by a friend not long ago. I’m 27 years old and I got paralyzed when I was 19. I died on the way to the hospital and was in a coma for two weeks. When I woke up, I was paralyzed from the neck down. That happened in 2012. Now I’m moving my toes and even flinching my legs. Whenever I go to therapy or to work out, I have a playlist of nothing but citizen soldier. I’d like to thank you. I attribute all of my success to the songs I listen to when I work out. I’m a fan for life. THANK U SO MUCH
@@Rqvens thanks brother. I have no other choice. But it does help when I go to hospitals. I go around and talk to patients who have just been paralyzed to show them life is still possible.
This song hit me really hard cuz this month is when i lost both my parents in a car wreck. And the memories i have of them hurts when i think about them cuz i miss them so much. But i know there watching over me...you're guy's songs are always motivational to listen to. Thanks for the awesome and inspirational music Citizen Soldier. Much love and respect
This song reminds me of my father, he died 10 years ago. For the longest time I just didn't allow myself to feel anything. It can be so hard sometimes just to say I miss you daddy... I wish you were here.
@@CitizenSoldier This is my first time, I don't really use Spotify. I really appreciate your music, it's real and it touches people's hearts in their deepest parts.
Hi Citizen Soldier, I lost my grandpa yesterday to a heart attack and it's been very difficult. I have listened to this song on repeat for hours and it has helped me process the pain and feel something besides grief and sadness. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for the beautiful songs you make and thank you for everything you've done for me. I love him and miss him and wish I could turn back time just like the song, but I know that I can't. Death is payment for living and he lived a beautiful and full life. It's hard for me and my family, but I know he's not in pain anymore. He's in a better place. Thank you Citizen Soldier. Thank you grandpa, thank you for loving me. I won't forget you and I'll keep you in my memory forever.
Are you gone, is this real? Scared to think, scared to feel Everything is numb inside How could you leave me behind? Is it safer where you are? Are you free from all your scars? I hope you've left behind your pain But I will never be the same Still, I hope you've found your peace Even though it's killing me It just hurts too much to live without your light Take me down, pull me deep into the water Let me drown, I beg you, bury me alive This world is just too cold to take Ever since you've gone away Dear god, don't save me, let me slip away Back to you, to a better place Every memory, haunting me Now you're gone I finally see You could never be replaced Took for granted every day Wish that I could turn back time Take this wrong's and make them right Now there's nothing left to say Had my chance, now it's too late If there is another life, and you've found your paradise Take me with you, I can't do this on my own Take me down, pull me deep into the water Let me drown, I beg you, bury me alive This world is just too cold to take Ever since you've gone away Dear god, don't save me, let me slip away Back to you, to a better place You slipped away right through my hands Now I'm left with this hell here in my head I'm drowning in your memory but it is all that I have left You slipped away right through my hands Now I'm left with this hell here in my head I'm drowning in your memory but it is all that I have left So take me down and let me drown tonight So take me down and let me drown tonight
my grandpa died today while i was at school, i never got to say goodbye. this song along with my family and dog is gonna get me through this. thank you for helping me through this hard time and my previous depression and saving me from suicide. thank you.
Of course this comes out 2 days before the anniversary of my mom's death. She died 3 years ago, when I was 17, from brain death. It was way too soon. We weren't ever as close as we wanted to be, due to some bad decisions. We both took each other's very presence for granted. The hardest thing I've ever done was to tell her it was ok for her to go, right before we took her off life support. Needless to say, this song has me very emotional, but that's a good thing in my opinion. Thank you, Citizen Soldier, for releasing songs that we as fans can relate to. ♥️
I know this is about losing someone to suicide... However I feel like I've lost my best friend. This piece can have a few different meanings... Just like all of your music. And it always hits me hard.
Even though my father passed away in January 2013, the Christmas time is always by far the hardest time and in these days it's so hard to deal with. Thank you for this song, you guys are amazing.
I miss her. I miss my star so much. She taked her life. She left me here. I need her. I can't understand. Why she's not here. This isnt make any sense even almost three years after. I want her. « I want to go home » ; home is where she is. But i'm holding on. But it hurts each day a little more.
Hold strong friend. I won't tell you it gets easier but you will get strong enough to carry it. And when you do make it home to her. It'll be worth the journey. Godspeed friend. May the stars light your path to better tomorrows.
Just heard this song yesterday and it instantly teared me up lost some I love dearly recently once u find ur true love it's rare when it's gone it's the hardest thing....
I almost lost my sister when I was 15, an experience that still haunts me to this day. I love her so much and I can’t imagine the pain many have gone through. I know that if I had lost her, I wouldn’t be here today.
this song never fails to make me cry every single time i hear it. it reminds me so much my best friend, he took his life away two years ago and if it wasn't for him and his help i don't think i'd be here today. he always gave me strength but i was too blind to see that he was the first who needed help but never asked for it. i don't think i'll ever get over it, i miss him so much, he saved me but i couldn't do the same with him. hope you found your better place Francesco, i wish i could be with you right now. (sorry for this, i just needed to get it out, anyways amazing song, i loved it from the very first moment i heard it, when it came out with the album. you can tell a song is good when it brings all these emotions outside, and every single of your songs do that, so congratulations ✨)
Citizen Soldier thank you for everything, keep it up and never stop making music, when you'll be more famous as you deserve i'll be glad to say i was here from the start 💕
One day recently I stumbled upon this band. I was like "hmm their music is pretty good" so I went through each one and I related to them so much. This has become my new favorite band. I love you guys so much♡
I’ve listened to this song several times over the last few days, but I finally registered the lyrics. This song hits close to home. My older brother died in a wreck almost 3 months ago due to head trauma. I haven’t taken it well, I was really close to him and now it’s hard to look at his daughter (which we now have custody over). There’s this whole in my heart, and all I wanna do is let go and join him. I miss him so much, and I wish I could hug him one last time. Hear him say something stupid one last time. Till him I love him, one last time. I can’t though, all I can do is hope God delivers my messages, and wait till I see him again
It's been two and a half years since a dear friend of mine died, and I miss her every damn day. The power of this song encompasses the feelings that I had the day that I found out that she was gone, and in the months following her death. I begged to God for one more day with her so that I could give her another hug, crack one more joke, introduce her to my (then) girlfriend, and maybe get into a little bit of mischief at work. She was definitely one of a kind. She had a contagious laugh, mischievous smile, and beautiful spirit. She always had something nice to say about everyone, and was, in a sense, my older sister and role model. It still stings knowing that she's gone. But now, two and a half years later, I know that her memory lives through the hearts of everyone that knew her. I see reminders of her incredible presence all around me- bright colored flowers in the summer time, beautiful leaves in the fall, light snowfall in the winter, and gentle rain in the spring.
to 5 years of my friend's suicide... I hope you're okay now. God bless for this song. for this band. everything you do. you've saved me more than I could ever ask.
This song is so strong. This song seems to be about a loved one's death, and although the person I love is still alive I have been forced away from them and living without them, after over a year together every day seems impossible. It took me three years to start getting over it and then I got a message from them talking about how badly they had been hurt and this song seems fitting for how I've felt lately.
That makes a lot of sense.. I was wondering if I was the only one. In my case, they’re not dead, but they’re gone forever. In a way they ARE dead, because our relationship is dead. And one day, just as everyone else, they will die. Sooner rather than later in their situation. I loved them so much but I had to let them go.. The betrayal was too intense. It feels as if my heart’s been ripped out of my chest. Like the air can’t quite be breathed in through my lungs. I knew this person for 10 years. I’m 17 years old, going on 18 in July. That’s at least half my life.. I don’t know how to go on now, I was so used to them by my side. 😔
Dear Citizen Soldier, I am so glad I found your music. I really enjoy it and I'm so into these lyrics and the meaning of the song. I love and please never stop making songs. ❤️💐🦄
Just lost my dad this week,and this song is like an extension of my thoughts . Made the tears flow. Couldn’t have made this song mor perfect. Thank you
I've been listening to citizen solder for a couple months now,it helps me when I'm in a dark place. The last two days have been pretty bad. I keep getting reminders of my dad who passed away almost 5 years ago. Then today one friend sent me a really sweet message and another sent me a link to this song. I love citizen soldier and their songs. When I read the meaning behind some of their songs it made me fall in love with this band.
A good friend of mine lost his mom a couple days ago. I couldn't help but shed tears for his loss. This song definitely has a place for both him and I. Thank you so much for all that you do, your music has helped me control my feelings by giving me a place where someone understands. I hope I can do that too.
SolidPeach64 sorry to hear that. So glad to hear the music has helped you in some way. We appreciate the kind words 🖤🤘🏻 is this your favorite from the album? Have you heard the album?
@@CitizenSoldier I have actually! I found you guys through Never Good Enough, which deeply resonated with me as someone who's always had a corrupted perfectionist mentality, and as I've come to learn Imposter Syndrome. Working to improve that. My favorite I would say is Weight of the World because it completely captures those moments where you just feel so overwhelmed and hopeless, and to me it just gives you that edge you need to push back up and keep going. I love you guys and have been borderline addicted to your music since I first heard it. Can't wait to see what more you'll do!
I miss my friend (who was also my boyfriend for a while) so much. We both suffered for so many years from depression, anxiety,etc. I always hoped it get better for both us. But i'm still here suffering. And he took his own life a few months ago. He was actually the one who told me it will get better. He was the only man i truly had feelings for and i felt so safe with him. I wish i could tell him how much he meant to me. I wish i could hug him one last time. And what i wish for the most is that he is at a better place.
Citizen Soilder... this hit home, Hard. I lost by best friend, my brother 2yrs ago and my daughter 8yrs ago and two months ago the girl I thought loved me left. And this song broke me down. I appreciate all the music you guys make. I've listened to every song. And I want to say thank you for this song and devil inside. Helps me to keep going even if it hurts. Much love from Northern Michigan.
Everytime i hear this...it remembers me of my Grandpa..... i really miss him....its 5 years now without him and i regret that i was not allowed to see him in his last year...he didn´t wanted that i see him like this....cancer took him away from me and my family..
I lost my dad to cancer when I was 9. My grandpa of natural causes at 11. I'm 27 now. It never stops hurting. But you do grow strong enough to bear it. And one day you will see them again. Death is not the end, only the transition to the next leg of the race.
Found this a few weeks after I watched my mom die in a hospital bed and I can't tell you how beautiful and painfully real this song is for me right now. I love all of your music 🖤
Every memory haunting me now your gone i finally see you can never be replace took for granted everyday wish that I could turn back time takes these wrongs and making them right
I lost both of my parents in a house fire and I became so distant that I couldn’t be call a human anymore but your songs little by little helped me regain my emotions and for that I am thankful- your guys music saved me from a life of emptiness and I can’t say thank you enough
You guys are seriously my new favorite band. I wish I could have heard this song 2 years ago when my mother died. But you've been helping me with that AND a bad breakup on top of that. I will never be able to put into words how truly grateful I am that you exist, and how amazing you are.
This reminds me of my grandpa (from my mother’s side) & my grandma (from my father’s side) who both passed away last year (2021)... thank you Citizen Soldier for these amazing songs you keep releasing.. it really helps me trough my depression & sadness... a little... but it still helps. 🥺🥰😭💔
@@CitizenSoldier the messenger is my absolute favourite. Valentines Day is the one that gave me the chance to have the first talk with my girlfriend, but in the end all their stuff is amazing and so is your music! Love all of this
This song hits so hard right now, my mom just passed away less than two weeks ago and damn. I knew it was going to effect me, I knew I wasn't ready but I also know that she's not in any pain anymore but I still miss the hell out of her. 😥 thank you Citizen Soldier for such an amazing song.
I love about citizen Soldier that they speak about those topics :) Also that they take their time for the fans who mostly have to go trough such topics the songs contains. Great job!
This brings back memories about my Grandad who passed away about 3 or 4 years ago but this.......makes me smile about him and wherever he is.....hes free of all the issues that bothered him
So, I only just now heard of Citizen Soldier, and I am OBSESSED with this band, but not in a crazy way. Every time I hear this song, I kinda break down because it makes me think of my papa who I lost at seven yrs old, and he was one of my absolute favorite people in the world. I'm 16 now, and it still hurts the same, but I can't stop listening because it's one of my favorite songs, but y'all's music is awesome. another favorite is say goodbye
It hurts living without the light of my little sister. Still, she's able to enlighten me everytime I'm deep in the dark. Huge thanks to this amazing band, more than a band, an amazing group of people that has helped so many of us in so many different ways❤
Wow... This is one hell of an emotional song. There's so much I could relate to in this song. Citizen soldier... U rlly struck a few nerves in a good way with this one. It's a song that makes you think about the ones that you probably left or lost. These ppl are rlly gifted.
I love these guys, they have become my favorite group. It seems like they are singing songs about my life. I've been on the edge a few times, so guys your music does make a difference. Keep it up.
Wow. Brought me to tears again guys... How do you just keep doing it? You just know exactly how we all feel and our painful thoughts... I miss my grandmother so very much...she passed in April 2014 and it just hasn’t been the same without her... She was literally my second mom... Christmas is never the same without her since she was the spirit of Christmas... I try so hard to get into the spirit for her but it’s just not the same... I can’t force myself to be happy when part of my heart is gone... I know she is not in pain anymore in any way and is watching over me always which helps but I’ll always miss her more than words could express... This song definitely says it all and more... I sincerely love you guys so much for everything you do for us. You don’t just make songs, you give so many people hope and validation that what they’re going through isn’t stupid or crazy, and of course that they are not alone. That of course you all are human and I’m sure you’ve experienced the pain you share in your songs as well in your lives... Life can really be so insanely difficult... You guys definitely help make it a little easier with your beautiful songs tho, thank you again. Your voice is incredibly beautiful btw... I could listen to it for hours and days and just forever... God Bless you all ❤️
Citizen Soldier Thank you so much. This song definitely does help, I deeply appreciate your hard work and kind words. I hope you guys will always try to reply to comments even when you get overwhelming amounts each day which I’m very sure will happen as you guys are phenomenal ❤️
This is what I want. Your songs describe me perfectly. Grieving. Friends disappear. Family disappears. There is no joy, no hope, no end in sight to the indescribable pain. Thank you for your music 🔥
Thank You Guys For Making Supportive Music This Song Is Just What I needed to make me feel better I lost my dad in June from commenting suicide and my whole entire world crashed and burned but your music keeps me moving. Keep up the good work.
Lilly we are so sorry for your loss. Sending tons of love your way. Any ideas for what we should write about in 2020? We want our music to represent your journey and would love your ideas?
This was how i felt when my Girlfriend left me for no reason even though i was there for her whenever she needed me, right in the feels, its been 3 years since she left. Thanks for the song guys, keep up the good work.
You freakin' legends you did it again. Once again you came up with a song full of deep meaning, strong feelings ... You clearly lighted up the end of my year. Thank you very much for everything you're doing guys, I just can wish the best for you all, and please, let me drown, I beg you, in your quality content !
I lost my dad in March of this year...This song speaks massive volumes to me... I miss him everyday and keep everything inside all the pain...Thank you citizen Solider for another masterpiece
I dedicated this song to my guardian angel. Gone too soon, love you brother. May we see each other soon. And may we find the person who took you from me.
This song is exactly how I feel about my brother. When I was just 15, I was forced to move because my parents got divorced. I didn’t get to stay with the parent I wanted to, but when I got to my new “home” I wasn’t even settled in yet, maybe 2 months after the big move? My brother died in a head on collision. I couldn’t get back home to go to his funeral. My Mom didn’t care that he died, even though she treated him like her own. My actual bro and Dad were devastated, but my Mom didn’t care. I broke down crying that night, and I still breakdown when I think of him. But my Mom hasn’t mentioned him since that day, when she told me it was only a matter of time, because he didn’t ride his crotch rocket safe. I feel like if he was here, my life would be different. He could’ve guided me through the hardest times of my life, and given me advice when I was being abused that my Mom never gave me.. Sorry for ranting, I just really miss my brother. 🖤
@@CitizenSoldier It's probably clicking with me more now than it normally would. It hasn't been very long since my aunt passed away, and we're just getting all of her affairs in order.
I missed the last video you posted, but I'm Back at it again with commenting. So yeah, all I have to say, this is another great, relatable song. I have lost many people dear and close to me, some of them to suicide. It was been so hard to get over them and I still feel like I just want to follow. I'm so deeply sorry and scarred, because I couldn't save them. But life goes on, even if I want to go after them, to see them again in another life. This song hit me so hard in the feels, I ended up crying like.. Half a minute in. I can relate so hard to it and it hurts me. But also gives me some sense of comfort that someone understands my pain. Thank you so much, Citizen Soldier for another amazing song! Keep up the good work, I'll stay a true fan!
This is the only song I've heard like this that hits me so close to how I've felt ever since my mom passed away. Even over a year later, I still feel this.
This is my first time hearing this. I was at school listening to this at lunch and I was so lost in this masterpiece that I didn't notice people videoing me dancing to it. Turns out I'm not a bad dancer. 🤣
Reminds me of my dad who took his life on 09/16/2013, he was always smiling. Check on your loved ones, let them know they’re appreciated before it’s too late.
Everytime I hear this song I think about a childhood friend that knew for ten years we were forced away from each other for two of those ten years... But right before he was forced away I was the only he had came to I helped him with his suicidal thoughts and depression as he helped me with mine we both had each other's back and when we were ripped apart I was always worried for his well being and though there were times I wanted to just give into my depression and off myself he was having the same issues but we both were fighting to over come everything for each other we reunited again and now he apparently bought a ring for me with the intentions of popping the question to me though that memory haunts me bad I do find myself a nervous wreck scared of being ripped apart from him again but no matter what he is always there by my side. But I love this song and every song so far this band has the best songs.
So sorry to hear about your loss Crysten. Sending tons of love your way. Any ideas for what we should write about in 2020? We want our music to represent your journey and would love your ideas!
This song has made me cry, truly. I think of the people I lost when I listen to this. But happy remembrances of them, like when I lost my stepdad last year in December. The guy meant so much to me that I call him my dad, he taught me everything I know and I miss him every day. Guys, don't ever stop making music, it means the world to people like me.
In the whole album there are really incredibly good songs that help other people mentally and that's an art to be able to do something like that. Respect for it and keep it that way.💪🏻
Thankfully for me, such pain like this is not something I quite understand. Not something I can sympathize with, but I have supported many people who lost loved ones. A friend who's girlfriend died in a car accident, my girlfriend who's grandfather died to lung cancer, and for a long time, I was even in the pain of thinking a dear friend of mine had taken her life. She did not, that was simply a nightmare for me that I woke from. But for a lot of people that I know, and so many more people I don't know, it isn't a nightmare, it's their reality. I try my best to support those people, but emotions are never an easy thing to handle. Once again, thank you Citizen Soldier. Some cannot bear to face this reality, but you show the bold strength time and time again to strike it in the heart, and sympathize with your fans.
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one time, i have share the weight of the world at a friend, she have cried, she listen this music now andy like it
Bro.. your angelic Voice the different stories ITs just great thanks im using Spotify and it's just perfect guys You are the reason i never give up Thanks for making me who i am with your songs ... I gonna stay tunned everyday waiting for new song and stories thanks again :')
Thank you guys. You've helped me tell people how I feel. Thank you so very much
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@@am3li3xx94 They really should be more famous for all the incredible music they make and all the lives they touch!
I had an old friend.. he showed me a picture of himself and said " I wish I was this man again." I laughed and brushed it off. I just referenced it to he had a beard in the photo. He shot himself a few days later... this was 13 years ago and I'm still crying writing this message. I wish I could hug him again and say I'm here for you. Martin, I hope you're the man you want to be.
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I feel that...I'm sorry for your loss. 😔
I wish I could say you get over a loss but it I told you that I'd be lying on June 1st 2015 I lost my best friend long time best friend to cancer. Her name was Bambi and she was the best dog you could ever ask for. Remembering her hurts and I tear up talking about her. She had to be put down five days before my 16th birthday. I was going through hell that year so it didn't help. My parents also missed my birthday. We were moving I was dealing with fake friends and I had just started to get clean (used to self harm which I never ever recommend doing as I regret doing that). A pastor's daughter was being a b*tch to me saying I shouldn't be friends with non-Christians like shut up! Those two are all I had left! So on with what I'm saying it's been 6 years since she past and I'm still not over it. I do have another dog we got her thanksgiving 2017 she's the best. I've heard a quote you never truly get over a loss you just learn to live with it. So my condolences go out to you. All I ask is that you look around and if you see a person hurt or sad do something to make their day. Simple actions such as a smile or a simple hello can do wonders.
@@ARC-0606 you never do get over a loss it just slowly gets better but you never do get over it
I'm sorry for your loss, stay strong and keep going, I know you can get through this, I'm praying for you 🙏💗💗
I was turned onto citizen soldier by a friend not long ago. I’m 27 years old and I got paralyzed when I was 19. I died on the way to the hospital and was in a coma for two weeks. When I woke up, I was paralyzed from the neck down. That happened in 2012. Now I’m moving my toes and even flinching my legs. Whenever I go to therapy or to work out, I have a playlist of nothing but citizen soldier. I’d like to thank you. I attribute all of my success to the songs I listen to when I work out. I’m a fan for life. THANK U SO MUCH
Amazing work, brother. Stay strong!
@@Rqvens thanks brother. I have no other choice. But it does help when I go to hospitals. I go around and talk to patients who have just been paralyzed to show them life is still possible.
@@benbell2959 I am 27 too and hope u get better
@@_Aizah_ thank you so much. I’ve actually started standing up these past couple of weeks so things are hopeful.
@@benbell2959 How is your progress now? I hope you're doing well still!
This song hit me really hard cuz this month is when i lost both my parents in a car wreck. And the memories i have of them hurts when i think about them cuz i miss them so much. But i know there watching over me...you're guy's songs are always motivational to listen to. Thanks for the awesome and inspirational music Citizen Soldier. Much love and respect
HellRaiser 666 so sorry to hear this. Sending tons of love your way. Hope you feel it 🖤
Sorry for your lost man, I'll keep you in my prayers
@@CitizenSoldier Thanks alot. That means alot coming from my favorite band. And i feel it 🖤
@@jasonandres2917 thanks man that means alot
So sorry... Be strong man
When you take your own life, you also take the life of someone who loved you more then anything.
Sometimes there is no one else to hurt
@@matthewknutson2622 there always is
So true. I felt like I died too when he pulled that trigger
True :(
This song reminds me of my father, he died 10 years ago. For the longest time I just didn't allow myself to feel anything. It can be so hard sometimes just to say I miss you daddy... I wish you were here.
Hate to be one of those people but I get you :") my dad didn't die but he went missing when I was around 10, you ain't alone fam 😌
im a cat we are so sorry to hear this. Hope this brings you peace. Have you heard this song before today? Or is this the first time?
Feel ya, buddy. 😔 It IS hard. And it hurts. But as long as you remember him, there will allways be a part of him with you. ❤
My dad passed away 8 years ago from a blood clot I miss him everyday wish I could go back in time to save him
@@CitizenSoldier This is my first time, I don't really use Spotify. I really appreciate your music, it's real and it touches people's hearts in their deepest parts.
God I love this song xx
Herondales Angel we love YOU! Thank you. Is this your first time hearing this?
No I have listened to it loads of times one of my fave citizen soldier songs xxxx
Hi Citizen Soldier, I lost my grandpa yesterday to a heart attack and it's been very difficult. I have listened to this song on repeat for hours and it has helped me process the pain and feel something besides grief and sadness. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for the beautiful songs you make and thank you for everything you've done for me. I love him and miss him and wish I could turn back time just like the song, but I know that I can't. Death is payment for living and he lived a beautiful and full life. It's hard for me and my family, but I know he's not in pain anymore. He's in a better place. Thank you Citizen Soldier. Thank you grandpa, thank you for loving me. I won't forget you and I'll keep you in my memory forever.
Are you gone, is this real?
Scared to think, scared to feel
Everything is numb inside
How could you leave me behind?
Is it safer where you are?
Are you free from all your scars?
I hope you've left behind your pain
But I will never be the same
Still, I hope you've found your peace
Even though it's killing me
It just hurts too much to live without your light
Take me down, pull me deep into the water
Let me drown, I beg you, bury me alive
This world is just too cold to take
Ever since you've gone away
Dear god, don't save me, let me slip away
Back to you, to a better place
Every memory, haunting me
Now you're gone I finally see
You could never be replaced
Took for granted every day
Wish that I could turn back time
Take this wrong's and make them right
Now there's nothing left to say
Had my chance, now it's too late
If there is another life, and you've found your paradise
Take me with you, I can't do this on my own
Take me down, pull me deep into the water
Let me drown, I beg you, bury me alive
This world is just too cold to take
Ever since you've gone away
Dear god, don't save me, let me slip away
Back to you, to a better place
You slipped away right through my hands
Now I'm left with this hell here in my head
I'm drowning in your memory but it is all that I have left
You slipped away right through my hands
Now I'm left with this hell here in my head
I'm drowning in your memory but it is all that I have left
So take me down and let me drown tonight
So take me down and let me drown tonight
If you love someone tell them. Never hold back the "I love you's" It may be the last time you say them and may be the last time they hear it.
Dale Wikfors so true. Brilliantly said. We all should remember this.
Mate if ya ain't done it yet, do it. Just do it.
@Samuel Chen tell someone
It hurts even more when you couldn’t say I love you or Goodbye to someone before they pass
Last thing i said to My dad. I love you. Never Loose that.
This song actually takes me to a "Better Place"
GHOST that makes us happy to hear 🖤🤘🏻
@GHOST same
I think many people can relate to your songs, and this is why you're Amazing guys 🤘🔥🖤
Jojo appreciate that. Had you heard this song before today? Much love 🖤
@@CitizenSoldier yup, listened to the full album a hundred times
As someone who's lost two dear people to suicide, this song speaks to me. Beautiful song as usual!
Paladin Takashi Shirogane thank you! So sorry to hear about your loss. Sending tons of love. 🖤
@@CitizenSoldier Thank you so much!
so sorry 🩵🩵🩵
my grandpa died today while i was at school, i never got to say goodbye. this song along with my family and dog is gonna get me through this. thank you for helping me through this hard time and my previous depression and saving me from suicide. thank you.
Of course this comes out 2 days before the anniversary of my mom's death. She died 3 years ago, when I was 17, from brain death. It was way too soon. We weren't ever as close as we wanted to be, due to some bad decisions. We both took each other's very presence for granted. The hardest thing I've ever done was to tell her it was ok for her to go, right before we took her off life support. Needless to say, this song has me very emotional, but that's a good thing in my opinion. Thank you, Citizen Soldier, for releasing songs that we as fans can relate to. ♥️
Stephanie Maris sorry to hear about your loss. Sending tons of love your way. Hope the song helps 🖤
I know this is about losing someone to suicide... However I feel like I've lost my best friend. This piece can have a few different meanings... Just like all of your music. And it always hits me hard.
It is about any kind of loss. Glad you feel the song. Much love to you
Death is one of the only things we can all relate to but not understand. Death is callous , unforgiving and random.
I miss you mom 👩👧 11/18/2019
Sorry for your loss 🖤🙏🏻
I miss my mother too...2/21/2011😪💋...its 10 years ago but...😭🙈🤷🏼♀️
i agree thank ya for this comment😊
I'm sorry for your loss😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💔💔💔
Even though my father passed away in January 2013, the Christmas time is always by far the hardest time and in these days it's so hard to deal with.
Thank you for this song, you guys are amazing.
Sorry for your loss friend. We are sending tons of love your way. Hope the music helps ease your pain 🖤
I miss her. I miss my star so much. She taked her life. She left me here. I need her. I can't understand. Why she's not here. This isnt make any sense even almost three years after. I want her. « I want to go home » ; home is where she is. But i'm holding on. But it hurts each day a little more.
Ellys Fly sorry for your loss friend. Sending love. Did this song help at all?
@@CitizenSoldier Thanks.. it does help. Really. I'm thankful to you for that.
It's so pretty and deep 😻💙🎸🐞
Hold strong friend. I won't tell you it gets easier but you will get strong enough to carry it. And when you do make it home to her. It'll be worth the journey. Godspeed friend. May the stars light your path to better tomorrows.
I feel the same😭😭😭
Hearing all the stories in the comments is making me cry I wish I could hug all of them
I was actually looking for a song like this for someone who needs it, this is amazing as always ♡
Ari Perez thank you! Is this your first time hearing it?
Yeah
Just heard this song yesterday and it instantly teared me up lost some I love dearly recently once u find ur true love it's rare when it's gone it's the hardest thing....
I almost lost my sister when I was 15, an experience that still haunts me to this day. I love her so much and I can’t imagine the pain many have gone through.
I know that if I had lost her, I wouldn’t be here today.
this song never fails to make me cry every single time i hear it. it reminds me so much my best friend, he took his life away two years ago and if it wasn't for him and his help i don't think i'd be here today. he always gave me strength but i was too blind to see that he was the first who needed help but never asked for it. i don't think i'll ever get over it, i miss him so much, he saved me but i couldn't do the same with him.
hope you found your better place Francesco, i wish i could be with you right now.
(sorry for this, i just needed to get it out, anyways amazing song, i loved it from the very first moment i heard it, when it came out with the album. you can tell a song is good when it brings all these emotions outside, and every single of your songs do that, so congratulations ✨)
kells. Thank you for sharing that and being emotionally real. Never apologize for that. Sorry for your loss. Sending tons of love 🖤🤘🏻
Citizen Soldier thank you for everything, keep it up and never stop making music, when you'll be more famous as you deserve i'll be glad to say i was here from the start 💕
@@noemi8920 im srry for ur loss i hope there in a better place
@@noemi8920 Yann ?
One day recently I stumbled upon this band. I was like "hmm their music is pretty good" so I went through each one and I related to them so much. This has become my new favorite band. I love you guys so much♡
We love you back! Thanks for taking a chance on us. We appreciate you so much 🖤
You have no idea how much your music has helped me. Your songs are so relatable in just the right way. I'm so glad I found you guys when I did.
Luckily everyday I see them grow day by day that's what really matters although they definitely need to be more widespread heard
Aika Kirigaya this means the world to hear. Comments like this help us. Sending tons of love to you. Is this your first time hearing this song?
@@CitizenSoldier Yes it is. But it won't be the last. It's amazing.
What an outstanding track !! Keep it up
Waltrus will do! Thank you! Have you had a chance to hear the rest of the album yet?
@@CitizenSoldier Haven't listened to all of them yet. But I will do so, since you really match my taste =P
Pfftt I'm not crying....my eyes are just taking a very long shower...
sama ranjbar we believe you 👀😂 do you like the song?
@@CitizenSoldier no, I just really really love it
@@isabellawinfield650 I feel you...
Yea citizen soldier knows how to do that better than anyone
I’ve listened to this song several times over the last few days, but I finally registered the lyrics. This song hits close to home. My older brother died in a wreck almost 3 months ago due to head trauma. I haven’t taken it well, I was really close to him and now it’s hard to look at his daughter (which we now have custody over). There’s this whole in my heart, and all I wanna do is let go and join him. I miss him so much, and I wish I could hug him one last time. Hear him say something stupid one last time. Till him I love him, one last time. I can’t though, all I can do is hope God delivers my messages, and wait till I see him again
Sorry for your loss 🖤 Sending hugs your way
Oh man! This hit in the feels. I love this! You guys are truly underrated.
Káplár Áron we appreciate that. Have you heard the rest of RELENTLESS yet?
@@CitizenSoldier Yes, actually, I have! I am really impressed!
It's been two and a half years since a dear friend of mine died, and I miss her every damn day. The power of this song encompasses the feelings that I had the day that I found out that she was gone, and in the months following her death.
I begged to God for one more day with her so that I could give her another hug, crack one more joke, introduce her to my (then) girlfriend, and maybe get into a little bit of mischief at work.
She was definitely one of a kind. She had a contagious laugh, mischievous smile, and beautiful spirit. She always had something nice to say about everyone, and was, in a sense, my older sister and role model. It still stings knowing that she's gone.
But now, two and a half years later, I know that her memory lives through the hearts of everyone that knew her. I see reminders of her incredible presence all around me- bright colored flowers in the summer time, beautiful leaves in the fall, light snowfall in the winter, and gentle rain in the spring.
This is for my dog who died on the 19th of August. I miss her a lot we grew up together and I hope she's in a better place! ❤️
Asha Van Der Vlis rest in piece. Sorry for your loss. 🖤
@@CitizenSoldier thank you!
There's so much pain in his voice. I hope he will be fine one day
to 5 years of my friend's suicide... I hope you're okay now. God bless for this song. for this band. everything you do. you've saved me more than I could ever ask.
This song is so strong. This song seems to be about a loved one's death, and although the person I love is still alive I have been forced away from them and living without them, after over a year together every day seems impossible. It took me three years to start getting over it and then I got a message from them talking about how badly they had been hurt and this song seems fitting for how I've felt lately.
So glad you feel it. Much love 🖤🙏🏻
That makes a lot of sense.. I was wondering if I was the only one. In my case, they’re not dead, but they’re gone forever. In a way they ARE dead, because our relationship is dead. And one day, just as everyone else, they will die. Sooner rather than later in their situation. I loved them so much but I had to let them go.. The betrayal was too intense. It feels as if my heart’s been ripped out of my chest. Like the air can’t quite be breathed in through my lungs.
I knew this person for 10 years. I’m 17 years old, going on 18 in July. That’s at least half my life.. I don’t know how to go on now, I was so used to them by my side. 😔
Dear Citizen Soldier, I am so glad I found your music. I really enjoy it and I'm so into these lyrics and the meaning of the song. I love and please never stop making songs. ❤️💐🦄
Fluffy Lama we don’t plan on ever stopping. Is today your first time hearing this song?
Citizen Soldier is literally more present in my life than my own family
I love you, CS, and thank you for being a big comfort band 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
Just lost my dad this week,and this song is like an extension of my thoughts . Made the tears flow. Couldn’t have made this song mor perfect. Thank you
I've been listening to citizen solder for a couple months now,it helps me when I'm in a dark place. The last two days have been pretty bad. I keep getting reminders of my dad who passed away almost 5 years ago. Then today one friend sent me a really sweet message and another sent me a link to this song. I love citizen soldier and their songs. When I read the meaning behind some of their songs it made me fall in love with this band.
Yet another masterpiece from an amazing band. I lost my dad 2yrs ago on 4th of July. This song runs deep for me.
Thank you so much :)
Miss you both of my great grandmothers and my great grandfathers
Reminds me of my friend who was going through a rough time..I miss you bud
Hope Games1 RIP to both. Much love. Is this your first time hearing this song?
@@CitizenSoldier Thank you so much
A good friend of mine lost his mom a couple days ago. I couldn't help but shed tears for his loss. This song definitely has a place for both him and I. Thank you so much for all that you do, your music has helped me control my feelings by giving me a place where someone understands. I hope I can do that too.
SolidPeach64 sorry to hear that. So glad to hear the music has helped you in some way. We appreciate the kind words 🖤🤘🏻 is this your favorite from the album? Have you heard the album?
@@CitizenSoldier I have actually! I found you guys through Never Good Enough, which deeply resonated with me as someone who's always had a corrupted perfectionist mentality, and as I've come to learn Imposter Syndrome. Working to improve that.
My favorite I would say is Weight of the World because it completely captures those moments where you just feel so overwhelmed and hopeless, and to me it just gives you that edge you need to push back up and keep going.
I love you guys and have been borderline addicted to your music since I first heard it. Can't wait to see what more you'll do!
I miss my friend (who was also my boyfriend for a while) so much.
We both suffered for so many years from depression, anxiety,etc. I always hoped it get better for both us. But i'm still here suffering. And he took his own life a few months ago. He was actually the one who told me it will get better. He was the only man i truly had
feelings for and i felt so safe with him. I wish i could tell him how much he meant to me. I wish i could hug him one last time. And what i wish for the most is that he is at a better place.
Citizen Soilder... this hit home, Hard. I lost by best friend, my brother 2yrs ago and my daughter 8yrs ago and two months ago the girl I thought loved me left. And this song broke me down. I appreciate all the music you guys make. I've listened to every song. And I want to say thank you for this song and devil inside. Helps me to keep going even if it hurts. Much love from Northern Michigan.
Joshua A Phillips so glad you felt the song, but so sorry for your loss. Sending love to you in Michigan 🖤
I miss you Dad. You're always in my dream. I really treasure my short memories with you even if it hurts me everytime
Thanks for sharing that Jem 🖤
Everytime i hear this...it remembers me of my Grandpa.....
i really miss him....its 5 years now without him and i regret that i was not allowed to see him in his last year...he didn´t wanted that i see him like this....cancer took him away from me and my family..
Bloody Doll Alice so sorry to hear about your loss. Sending tons of love your way. Is this your first time hearing this song? 🖤
Thank you. That means a lot to me.
I already knew the song from your Album but still it reminds me everytime again.
I lost my dad to cancer when I was 9. My grandpa of natural causes at 11. I'm 27 now. It never stops hurting. But you do grow strong enough to bear it. And one day you will see them again. Death is not the end, only the transition to the next leg of the race.
My grandpa passed from cancer too, I almost got to say goodbye but it was too late
This... really hits close to home...
Found this a few weeks after I watched my mom die in a hospital bed and I can't tell you how beautiful and painfully real this song is for me right now. I love all of your music 🖤
We had someone close to us have a person they love pass. That's what this song is for🖤
Every memory haunting me now your gone i finally see you can never be replace took for granted everyday wish that I could turn back time takes these wrongs and making them right
I lost both of my parents in a house fire and I became so distant that I couldn’t be call a human anymore but your songs little by little helped me regain my emotions and for that I am thankful- your guys music saved me from a life of emptiness and I can’t say thank you enough
So sorry for your loss. Sending tons of love your way. Hope the music helps
You guys are seriously my new favorite band. I wish I could have heard this song 2 years ago when my mother died. But you've been helping me with that AND a bad breakup on top of that. I will never be able to put into words how truly grateful I am that you exist, and how amazing you are.
Glad you found us. Sorry for your loss. Sending tons of love your way
This reminds me of my grandpa (from my mother’s side) & my grandma (from my father’s side) who both passed away last year (2021)... thank you Citizen Soldier for these amazing songs you keep releasing.. it really helps me trough my depression & sadness... a little... but it still helps. 🥺🥰😭💔
This is literally how I felt when Chester died :(
ASID Popzz too real. Miss him. What’s your favorite LP song?
@@CitizenSoldier mine is In the End. Wbu?
I really miss him too, he was a great person. My favourite song by Linkin Park is In my Remains
same :(
@@CitizenSoldier the messenger is my absolute favourite. Valentines Day is the one that gave me the chance to have the first talk with my girlfriend, but in the end all their stuff is amazing and so is your music! Love all of this
It's crazy how much I relate to their songs. It speaks to me and are words the I never have the courage to say!!
Thanks for listening! 🖤 Appreciate you
This song hits so hard right now, my mom just passed away less than two weeks ago and damn. I knew it was going to effect me, I knew I wasn't ready but I also know that she's not in any pain anymore but I still miss the hell out of her. 😥 thank you Citizen Soldier for such an amazing song.
"Let me drown I beg you, bury me alive" This one hits hard
I love about citizen Soldier that they speak about those topics :) Also that they take their time for the fans who mostly have to go trough such topics the songs contains. Great job!
This brings back memories about my Grandad who passed away about 3 or 4 years ago but this.......makes me smile about him and wherever he is.....hes free of all the issues that bothered him
Luke Tonks I’m glad you have good memories to reflect on. Sending tons of love 🖤
I could never put into words what I've felt for so many years. Thank you for your beautiful music
Thanks for listening 🖤
I think I've never related to a song more my entire life... thank you Citizen Soldier for another masterpiece.
Starlertovo98 you are too kind. Glad you love it. Much love 🖤
So, I only just now heard of Citizen Soldier, and I am OBSESSED with this band, but not in a crazy way. Every time I hear this song, I kinda break down because it makes me think of my papa who I lost at seven yrs old, and he was one of my absolute favorite people in the world. I'm 16 now, and it still hurts the same, but I can't stop listening because it's one of my favorite songs, but y'all's music is awesome. another favorite is say goodbye
One of my favorite songs! ❤
Aída Reina thank you! Is this your first time hearing it? Have you heard the album yet?
It hurts living without the light of my little sister. Still, she's able to enlighten me everytime I'm deep in the dark.
Huge thanks to this amazing band, more than a band, an amazing group of people that has helped so many of us in so many different ways❤
Zane The Warrior so glad you are getting help through that tragedy, and we hope you know how much we appreciate you 🖤🤘🏻
Wow... This is one hell of an emotional song. There's so much I could relate to in this song. Citizen soldier... U rlly struck a few nerves in a good way with this one. It's a song that makes you think about the ones that you probably left or lost. These ppl are rlly gifted.
Thank you for the kind words. Appreciate you. Hope the song helps 🖤
ITS TOO HARD TOO LIVE WITHOUT MY LIGHT
I love these guys, they have become my favorite group. It seems like they are singing songs about my life. I've been on the edge a few times, so guys your music does make a difference. Keep it up.
Thank you so much!
I hadn't noticed until now, but your music has helped me a lot. I hope you continue to grow and receive all the recognition you deserve ❤️🎶
Miguel Baide thank you so much. It makes us so happy to hear that our music has helped you. 🖤
Wow. Brought me to tears again guys... How do you just keep doing it? You just know exactly how we all feel and our painful thoughts... I miss my grandmother so very much...she passed in April 2014 and it just hasn’t been the same without her... She was literally my second mom... Christmas is never the same without her since she was the spirit of Christmas... I try so hard to get into the spirit for her but it’s just not the same... I can’t force myself to be happy when part of my heart is gone... I know she is not in pain anymore in any way and is watching over me always which helps but I’ll always miss her more than words could express... This song definitely says it all and more... I sincerely love you guys so much for everything you do for us. You don’t just make songs, you give so many people hope and validation that what they’re going through isn’t stupid or crazy, and of course that they are not alone. That of course you all are human and I’m sure you’ve experienced the pain you share in your songs as well in your lives... Life can really be so insanely difficult... You guys definitely help make it a little easier with your beautiful songs tho, thank you again. Your voice is incredibly beautiful btw... I could listen to it for hours and days and just forever... God Bless you all ❤️
Sorry to hear about your loss. Sending tons of love your way. Hope the song helps friend 🖤
Citizen Soldier Thank you so much. This song definitely does help, I deeply appreciate your hard work and kind words. I hope you guys will always try to reply to comments even when you get overwhelming amounts each day which I’m very sure will happen as you guys are phenomenal ❤️
This is what I want. Your songs describe me perfectly. Grieving. Friends disappear. Family disappears. There is no joy, no hope, no end in sight to the indescribable pain. Thank you for your music 🔥
Thank You Guys For Making Supportive Music This Song Is Just What I needed to make me feel better I lost my dad in June from commenting suicide and my whole entire world crashed and burned but your music keeps me moving. Keep up the good work.
Lilly we are so sorry for your loss. Sending tons of love your way. Any ideas for what we should write about in 2020? We want our music to represent your journey and would love your ideas?
@@CitizenSoldier More songs about Grief and loss.
Wow, real talent here. On another level.
Thank you so much friend 🖤
This was how i felt when my Girlfriend left me for no reason even though i was there for her whenever she needed me, right in the feels, its been 3 years since she left. Thanks for the song guys, keep up the good work.
Sho Shintani much love to you. Sorry for your loss. Is this your first time hearing it?
I just lost my big brother almost 2 weeks ago and by god does this song hit every bit of my heart and soul
You freakin' legends you did it again. Once again you came up with a song full of deep meaning, strong feelings ... You clearly lighted up the end of my year. Thank you very much for everything you're doing guys, I just can wish the best for you all, and please, let me drown, I beg you, in your quality content !
KelltiK this comment is everything. Thank you so much. Made our day. Much love! 🖤
How can this song not get million views yet? this song shows how the world is now and how humans are suffering. All of the pain in 1 song. Love this.
I'm not crying.....there's just something in my eye...
Needles man,needles
DinoRockChick 06 it’s okay to let it out. Much love to you. Is today your first time hearing this?
@@CitizenSoldier Yes
I lost my dad in March of this year...This song speaks massive volumes to me... I miss him everyday and keep everything inside all the pain...Thank you citizen Solider for another masterpiece
TrappedNights you are so welcome. So sorry to hear of you loss. Hopefully this helps you find some peace. Much love 🖤
I dedicated this song to my guardian angel. Gone too soon, love you brother. May we see each other soon. And may we find the person who took you from me.
Love to you and your brother. Hope things get better and you find peace
@@CitizenSoldier thank you
Still can't understand how every single song that I hear reminds me of certain moment in my life. Unbelievable😮
This song is exactly how I feel about my brother. When I was just 15, I was forced to move because my parents got divorced. I didn’t get to stay with the parent I wanted to, but when I got to my new “home” I wasn’t even settled in yet, maybe 2 months after the big move?
My brother died in a head on collision. I couldn’t get back home to go to his funeral. My Mom didn’t care that he died, even though she treated him like her own. My actual bro and Dad were devastated, but my Mom didn’t care. I broke down crying that night, and I still breakdown when I think of him. But my Mom hasn’t mentioned him since that day, when she told me it was only a matter of time, because he didn’t ride his crotch rocket safe.
I feel like if he was here, my life would be different. He could’ve guided me through the hardest times of my life, and given me advice when I was being abused that my Mom never gave me..
Sorry for ranting, I just really miss my brother. 🖤
So sorry for your loss. This community is also your family friend. Much love to you 🖤🙏🏻
Citizen Soldier Thank you guys. 🤍🖤 I hope you never stop making music.
To all those who have lost people too soon, it's okay to cry, but just know you'll see them again, when you're both in a better place than this world.
Faced Diamond beautifully said. Thank you. Much love to you! What did you think of the song?
@@CitizenSoldier It's probably clicking with me more now than it normally would. It hasn't been very long since my aunt passed away, and we're just getting all of her affairs in order.
My bestfriend died of cancer 10 years ago and this song hits hard. You guys do it perfect everytime. By far my favorite band ❤❤
lex smith so sorry to hear that. Thank you. What is your favorite song that we found you with?
Let it burn. I was in a very dark place for a long time and I connected with it in a strong way.
Dear god don't save me let me slip away that part got me
I missed the last video you posted, but I'm Back at it again with commenting. So yeah, all I have to say, this is another great, relatable song. I have lost many people dear and close to me, some of them to suicide. It was been so hard to get over them and I still feel like I just want to follow. I'm so deeply sorry and scarred, because I couldn't save them. But life goes on, even if I want to go after them, to see them again in another life.
This song hit me so hard in the feels, I ended up crying like.. Half a minute in. I can relate so hard to it and it hurts me. But also gives me some sense of comfort that someone understands my pain.
Thank you so much, Citizen Soldier for another amazing song! Keep up the good work, I'll stay a true fan!
Fanni Kiss your comment made our day. Thank you! Is this your first time hearing this song?
@@CitizenSoldier It's not, I have the whole album, but I just decided to comment like it's brand new for the people who hear it for the first time :)
This is the only song I've heard like this that hits me so close to how I've felt ever since my mom passed away. Even over a year later, I still feel this.
So sorry to hear about your loss. Sending tons of love
I love this song the lyrics and instruments are amazing I love Citizen Soldier definitely one of the best bands you guys are fire ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much Michael
I think at this Point I've fell in Love with these songs, I can't stop Listening to them
This is my first time hearing this.
I was at school listening to this at lunch and I was so lost in this masterpiece that I didn't notice people videoing me dancing to it. Turns out I'm not a bad dancer. 🤣
Reminds me of my dad who took his life on 09/16/2013, he was always smiling. Check on your loved ones, let them know they’re appreciated before it’s too late.
This album surprised me, I listen to it daily on my way to work. It's also great to see that you guys are growing with this new album. Amazing job 👍👌
DoesItEvenMatter we will keep working hard to grow. Did you have a favorite from the album?
This song really hits home for me. My dad went to a better place 10yrs ago and it still hurts everyday
Tyler M so sorry to hear that. Sending Love your way friend 🖤🤘🏻
@@CitizenSoldier Your music has helped so much. Keep up the great work 🤘
Everytime I hear this song I think about a childhood friend that knew for ten years we were forced away from each other for two of those ten years... But right before he was forced away I was the only he had came to I helped him with his suicidal thoughts and depression as he helped me with mine we both had each other's back and when we were ripped apart I was always worried for his well being and though there were times I wanted to just give into my depression and off myself he was having the same issues but we both were fighting to over come everything for each other we reunited again and now he apparently bought a ring for me with the intentions of popping the question to me though that memory haunts me bad I do find myself a nervous wreck scared of being ripped apart from him again but no matter what he is always there by my side. But I love this song and every song so far this band has the best songs.
So sorry to hear about your loss Crysten. Sending tons of love your way. Any ideas for what we should write about in 2020? We want our music to represent your journey and would love your ideas!
This song has made me cry, truly. I think of the people I lost when I listen to this. But happy remembrances of them, like when I lost my stepdad last year in December. The guy meant so much to me that I call him my dad, he taught me everything I know and I miss him every day. Guys, don't ever stop making music, it means the world to people like me.
It's really impossible for Citizen Soldier to make a bad song
Blood Arthur AMV appreciate that. You are too kind. 🖤 what is your favorite song?
Citizen Soldier uhm..it's hard to choose ^^ I would say Found & Buried Alive ❤️
And from the actually album, Say Goodbye :)
In the whole album there are really incredibly good songs that help other people mentally and that's an art to be able to do something like that. Respect for it and keep it that way.💪🏻
Lara ooo79 thank you so much! Appreciate you friend 🖤
Sending my prayers and love
Milada Holsclaw likewise. Much love! Is this your first time hearing this song?
Thankfully for me, such pain like this is not something I quite understand. Not something I can sympathize with, but I have supported many people who lost loved ones. A friend who's girlfriend died in a car accident, my girlfriend who's grandfather died to lung cancer, and for a long time, I was even in the pain of thinking a dear friend of mine had taken her life. She did not, that was simply a nightmare for me that I woke from. But for a lot of people that I know, and so many more people I don't know, it isn't a nightmare, it's their reality.
I try my best to support those people, but emotions are never an easy thing to handle. Once again, thank you Citizen Soldier. Some cannot bear to face this reality, but you show the bold strength time and time again to strike it in the heart, and sympathize with your fans.
Teo this made our day. Beautiful. Thank you. Have you heard the full album yet?
@@CitizenSoldier I WISH I found the chance to do so, frankly if it weren't for notifications these songs would fly right past me.
I lost my Mother on the 2nd of May 2020 and this song is exactly how I feel and going through.
My sister introduced me to Citizen Soldier not even 24 hours before taking her own life... This song is how I cope now when I start to miss her