I just want to say that as a biological, straight girl, none of these things pertain to me, but I LOVE to watch your videos because it makes me understand and feel so much more comfortable with different bodies and sexual orientations than myself. So THANK you. You are helping in more way than one. Keep it up :)
Just by looking at you ,you look classy then I saw you are a PhD student in CS which I think is very difficult field and I admire you even more. You should be a spokes person for trans people to change the perspective of the general ppl.
i liked what you said about masturbation. i have a 10 year old brother and pretty soon he'll be at that age. my dad and his mom actually told him that if he touches himself 'down there' he will go blind. this is extremely frustrating to me because i dont feel i have the authority to say something against what they tell him, plus hes still a kid. thanx for this!
Hey girl, are you planning to do a video to support the "It Gets Better" project? I can't think of anyone better suited than you to add your voice. After all, you taught me that it gets better, and it has.
I'm not sure how I found this video, and as a straight woman, I have to say it was very eye opening and educational lol. The issues you discuss had not even entered my mind.. your courage to approach the topic is amazing and so is your story. Thank-you for the extra pearls of wisdom :P
Thank you for making this video. This is a topic people shy from and i dont no why, sex is natural. Id like to also say thank you for sharing your expiriances, even as a more masculine identified genderqueer person i find your story helpful.
Love this video. I'm currently dating a transwoman that was just diagnosed with GID a month ago. I've always been into androgynous people like your girlfriend and stumbled upon mine looking for casual sex as well. Funny how things turn out. You are very brave and beautiful and it is awesome to experience your journey with you.
thanks for sharing your challenges and how you overcame them :) I've been struggling with a lot of these issues. I am married with 2 kids and my wife has been very supportive and we are wending our way through similar challenges.. Lots of Love to you and your gf :)
whoaaaaa girl! you are looking amazing!!! I am so happy you are doing what you like! keep that good vibe on. much love! I am always watching your videos! please keep us updated!!! xoxoxo
thank you so much for this video it is a topic not covered much in most transexual vlogs I appreciate that you are sharing your experience you answered a lot of the questions that I was puzzled about during my transition I had bad experience with antiandrogens initially ..I felt so down , lost my libido & had no interest in sex..I had no sexual fantasies as well...I was not sure if it was possible to keep any sex drive while transitioning thx again.. u gave me hope,Ashley :-)
I agree with everything you say and sorry if I sound a bit like a fan girl with nothing intelligent to contribute but you are sooooooo beautiful. I just started taking hormones and I hope to look as feminine and beautiful as you do!
Hi! Girl. Marie here. GID is (Gender Identity Disorder). Though I am born male I am female in heart & mind. Also tested positive for XXY cromazone. So that kind of explains a lot about why I feel so out of place not belonging. Feel more comfortable in female clothing than male. Have not had sexual relations with a man for a long time. Since my rape at 23 & my attempted suicide, have been in therapy to deal with all the fallout. Will take time to heal & trust again. Thanks for caring Hugs, Bye.
HI! Marie here.Am also transsexual diagnosed GID 1 year on HRT.Thanks for the info on low testosterone levels.I have been on Androcure & my sex drive is zero & have difficulty with erections,also having suicidal thoughts.Will try your dosage of 25mg.Had a blood test done yesturday so i won`t know until my doctor gives me the results.Cutting is undercontrol ( my theraphist is happy about that).Hoping for the best.Wishing you & your girlfriend much love & much happyness.Again thanks.Huggs bye!
Hello? I was greatly impressed by this vid. I love the way you presented the topic. I wonder about your status when you made this vid. Pre or post op? I'm not sure weather or not I want the lower end changed. I'm not elderly, but not a teen either. I worry about having the operation and then meeting "the one" who might be turned off by my bod. sigh. Anyways great job. Rhonda
Hello, i just want to say Thanks...where you said you need to be "proactive" when trying to find a mate..thats allways been my problem...allways been too passive, which gave me this neg perspective on relationships...in my head its ..."relationships...thats only something that happens to other people...not me"..."Pro-active" thats the key...god bless you ..i feel hopefull now..
In my experience, and this may be due to how I'm built emotionally, there's no such thing as truly casual sex. It's so intimate an experience, and we are so vulnerable when we're in the act itself, that the armor most of us wear when we're being "casual" isn't possible to maintain. Sure, people do have sex that doesn't lead to relationships, but I find it hard to imagine sex that can be meaningless fun, without consequences. Theoretically it should be possible; I've not seen it.
I recently met someone I am really attracted to, but I have never been with someone who is transsexual and I am wondering what the difference is in terms of sex, she is mtof any help or videos you have would be great.
Congratulations on the calender, i only saw the photo of you on the web site and you looked really nice. Your transition is looking great keep up the great job. I'm a male and i'm dating a transwoman who is the most awesome and beautiful partner i have ever had. We are going to be filming a show for a very popular tv network showing our wedding. The reality series is going to be aired in May and we both hope its going to be positive exposure for the trans community. Hope you see it
Hi! Ziggy577 You are welcome. Thank you for the kind remark about being lovable. Now if some one around me here thought the same way just maybe I would not be so depressed. Hope that person walks onto my life soon because jumping off a cliff looks pretty good to me right now. Thanks to anti-depressants & therapy am still here. Hoping my luck will change for the better. Wish the best to you too. May god keep you safe & healthy. Thanks again for the kindness you have shown me. Hugs & kisses, Bye!
Im not trying to sound ignorant here,but wouldnt makeup be one of the first things youd want to wear as a Trans?I know you have videos on makeup,but u dont wear it regularly now?you look great with it.
@s412100000 I understand what you mean and maybe I should have phrased it differently... I am a female who has experienced being a male for the majority of my life. Which has been rewarding and traumatizing at the same time. Through this experience I have developed coping and adapting skills I most likely would never have. I guess I was being lazy by simply stating masculine/feminine...
I'm one out of a billion. I never had a sex drive in my life. And now after my SRS I still never had sex. I have to dialate 1 time a day which is totally boring. I have never been attractive to male or female. As a kid I was diagnose of having a very high female hormonsl level.
well, i´m a lesbian, so i know a lot about girls... and i have to tell you, that you are one of the most interesting, beautiful, smart, bright and cute girts i have ever seen. i should stop watching your vidoes before i get into some real trouble! :-)
Im not trying to sound ignorant here,but wouldnt makeup be one of the first things youd want to wear as a Trans?I know you have videos on makeup,but u dont wear it regularly now?
@s412100000 My theory behind the programmer (music/art etc) aspect of transgender is we are able to freely access our creative (feminine) and logical (masculine) capabilities simultaneously... I call it 'quantum thinking' - hence my user name - lol
My drive was extremely low before the SRS (40 years ago). I was never attracted to women or men during my high school years. After my SRS I my have only done myself once a years and even that was a task (3 hour +). these days I don't even deal with it. Up to now i still don't care to be with anyone ( 55 year old virgin)and i guess i complain of not passing in my passed video's. So its a plus of being not passed people don't hit on me. But negative in away where they like to bet me up.
Best of luck on ur journey! Won't even get into the discussion about how gorgeous u look...if I hadn't seen your videos and saw u on the street i'd definitely walk up to u & ask u for ur number. lol
love the make make up im just wondering what if the person have little or no sex drive to start off with like if there Asexual then the anti androgens wouldnt be an issue would they
Can someone help? I'm a 13 year old male ( yes, 13) And I know I am sexualy arroused women, not men. However I feel like female somwhere deep inside... *sigh*, I fuckin hate puberty!
as i said in other of your videos you are beautyful; excellent documations of you//i have a mtf frend with e mail connections very ofen together// as a man you must understand a mtf/my she frend is very shy and took me three months before she open up complty to me, now she trust me, it wonderful// at friste i did not know that she was a mtf,she told me after 6 weeks,// we had the same intresse on e mail infomaitions// nowdays i know her,// she is just wonderful,// the of it ,it a secreat
Best of luck on ur journey! Won't even get into the discussion about how gorgeous u look...if I hadn't seen your videos and saw u on the street i'd definitely walk up to u & ask u for ur number. lol
I just want to say that as a biological, straight girl, none of these things pertain to me, but I LOVE to watch your videos because it makes me understand and feel so much more comfortable with different bodies and sexual orientations than myself. So THANK you. You are helping in more way than one. Keep it up :)
Just by looking at you ,you look classy then I saw you are a PhD student in CS which I think is very difficult field and I admire you even more. You should be a spokes person for trans people to change the perspective of the general ppl.
i liked what you said about masturbation. i have a 10 year old brother and pretty soon he'll be at that age. my dad and his mom actually told him that if he touches himself 'down there' he will go blind. this is extremely frustrating to me because i dont feel i have the authority to say something against what they tell him, plus hes still a kid. thanx for this!
Hey girl, are you planning to do a video to support the "It Gets Better" project? I can't think of anyone better suited than you to add your voice. After all, you taught me that it gets better, and it has.
I'm not sure how I found this video, and as a straight woman, I have to say it was very eye opening and educational lol. The issues you discuss had not even entered my mind.. your courage to approach the topic is amazing and so is your story. Thank-you for the extra pearls of wisdom :P
Thank you for making this video. This is a topic people shy from and i dont no why, sex is natural. Id like to also say thank you for sharing your expiriances, even as a more masculine identified genderqueer person i find your story helpful.
Love this video. I'm currently dating a transwoman that was just diagnosed with GID a month ago. I've always been into androgynous people like your girlfriend and stumbled upon mine looking for casual sex as well. Funny how things turn out. You are very brave and beautiful and it is awesome to experience your journey with you.
Your video answers why I'm 46 and a virgin and that the last time I dated was in high school .
thanks for sharing your challenges and how you overcame them :) I've been struggling with a lot of these issues. I am married with 2 kids and my wife has been very supportive and we are wending our way through similar challenges.. Lots of Love to you and your gf :)
Where did you have FFS please? You look great!~
whoaaaaa girl! you are looking amazing!!! I am so happy you are doing what you like! keep that good vibe on. much love! I am always watching your videos! please keep us updated!!! xoxoxo
thank you so much for this video
it is a topic not covered much in most transexual vlogs
I appreciate that you are sharing your experience
you answered a lot of the questions that I was puzzled about during my transition
I had bad experience with antiandrogens initially ..I felt so down , lost my libido & had no interest in sex..I had no sexual fantasies as well...I was not sure if it was possible to keep any sex drive while transitioning
thx again.. u gave me hope,Ashley :-)
I agree with everything you say and sorry if I sound a bit like a fan girl with nothing intelligent to contribute but you are sooooooo beautiful. I just started taking hormones and I hope to look as feminine and beautiful as you do!
Hi! Girl. Marie here. GID is (Gender Identity Disorder). Though I am born male I am female in heart & mind. Also tested positive for XXY cromazone. So that kind of explains a lot about why I feel so out of place not belonging. Feel more comfortable in female clothing than male. Have not had sexual relations with a man for a long time. Since my rape at 23 & my attempted suicide, have been in therapy to deal with all the fallout. Will take time to heal & trust again. Thanks for caring Hugs, Bye.
HI! Marie here.Am also transsexual diagnosed GID 1 year on HRT.Thanks for the info on low testosterone levels.I have been on Androcure & my sex drive is zero & have difficulty with erections,also having suicidal thoughts.Will try your dosage of 25mg.Had a blood test done yesturday so i won`t know until my doctor gives me the results.Cutting is undercontrol ( my theraphist is happy about that).Hoping for the best.Wishing you & your girlfriend much love & much happyness.Again thanks.Huggs bye!
Hello? I was greatly impressed by this vid. I love the way you presented the topic. I wonder about your status when you made this vid. Pre or post op? I'm not sure weather or not I want the lower end changed. I'm not elderly, but not a teen either. I worry about having the operation and then meeting "the one" who might be turned off by my bod. sigh. Anyways great job. Rhonda
Hello, i just want to say Thanks...where you said you need to be "proactive" when trying to find a mate..thats allways been my problem...allways been too passive, which gave me this neg perspective on relationships...in my head its ..."relationships...thats only something that happens to other people...not me"..."Pro-active" thats the key...god bless you ..i feel hopefull now..
In my experience, and this may be due to how I'm built emotionally, there's no such thing as truly casual sex. It's so intimate an experience, and we are so vulnerable when we're in the act itself, that the armor most of us wear when we're being "casual" isn't possible to maintain. Sure, people do have sex that doesn't lead to relationships, but I find it hard to imagine sex that can be meaningless fun, without consequences. Theoretically it should be possible; I've not seen it.
I recently met someone I am really attracted to, but I have never been with someone who is transsexual and I am wondering what the difference is in terms of sex, she is mtof any help or videos you have would be great.
P.S. I'm also a software engineer/programmer... How many of us are programmers!!!
Congratulations on the calender, i only saw the photo of you on the web site and you looked really nice. Your transition is looking great keep up the great job. I'm a male and i'm dating a transwoman who is the most awesome and beautiful partner i have ever had. We are going to be filming a show for a very popular tv network showing our wedding. The reality series is going to be aired in May and we both hope its going to be positive exposure for the trans community. Hope you see it
You're wonderful. Thanks for being so generous and open about your very interesting life. Best wishes to you!
Love your videos! You're so honest and informative. :D
Hi! Ziggy577 You are welcome. Thank you for the kind remark about being lovable. Now if some one around me here thought the same way just maybe I would not be so depressed. Hope that person walks onto my life soon because jumping off a cliff looks pretty good to me right now. Thanks to anti-depressants & therapy am still here. Hoping my luck will change for the better. Wish the best to you too. May god keep you safe & healthy. Thanks again for the kindness you have shown me. Hugs & kisses, Bye!
thanks for sharing your experiences . please make more vids if you can.
Please never say "penetrate" again! lol
I gotta say that you are look fab-u-lous! And, keep up the good work!
OMG...your Hilarious..LOVE IT..=)...exspecially when you mentioned Fuck Buddie..LOL...=)
Wow you are looking fantastic! You face now is much more symmetrical and harmonic.
Im not trying to sound ignorant here,but wouldnt makeup be one of the first things youd want to wear as a Trans?I know you have videos on makeup,but u dont wear it regularly now?you look great with it.
@s412100000
I understand what you mean and maybe I should have phrased it differently... I am a female who has experienced being a male for the majority of my life. Which has been rewarding and traumatizing at the same time. Through this experience I have developed coping and adapting skills I most likely would never have. I guess I was being lazy by simply stating masculine/feminine...
Moc ti to sluší!!!! Moc hezká videa
wow your are GORGEOUS!
I'm one out of a billion. I never had a sex drive in my life. And now after my SRS I still never had sex. I have to dialate 1 time a day which is totally boring. I have never been attractive to male or female. As a kid I was diagnose of having a very high female hormonsl level.
well, i´m a lesbian, so i know a lot about girls... and i have to tell you, that you are one of the most interesting, beautiful, smart, bright and cute girts i have ever seen. i should stop watching your vidoes before i get into some real trouble! :-)
I am totally into you and your honesty
Im not trying to sound ignorant here,but wouldnt makeup be one of the first things youd want to wear as a Trans?I know you have videos on makeup,but u dont wear it regularly now?
@s412100000 My theory behind the programmer (music/art etc) aspect of transgender is we are able to freely access our creative (feminine) and logical (masculine) capabilities simultaneously... I call it 'quantum thinking' - hence my user name - lol
Happy anniversary!
Great video!!!!! You look great!!!!
My drive was extremely low before the SRS (40 years ago). I was never attracted to women or men during my high school years. After my SRS I my have only done myself once a years and even that was a task (3 hour +). these days I don't even deal with it. Up to now i still don't care to be with anyone ( 55 year old virgin)and i guess i complain of not passing in my passed video's. So its a plus of being not passed people don't hit on me. But negative in away where they like to bet me up.
Happy anniversary.
Looking so pretty, girl!
@TrannyGirl15 does it stop sperm even if you have srs????
Best of luck on ur journey! Won't even get into the discussion about how gorgeous u look...if I hadn't seen your videos and saw u on the street i'd definitely walk up to u & ask u for ur number. lol
what is the web site?
Gender identity disorder
love the make make up
im just wondering what if the person have little or no sex drive to start off with
like if there Asexual then the anti androgens wouldnt be an issue would they
you look so stunning....you are so beautiful........god bless your strength
"New Age Crap"; I absolutely agree; especially Louise Hay.
aww haha thanks for being so open,
love ya :)
@TrannyGirl15 the website thetcal.org does not exist anymore
Thanks!
You are beautiful. :)
good vid,,ur lookin cool,,,i dont fancy ye but ye look cooooowell
Can someone help? I'm a 13 year old male
( yes, 13)
And I know I am sexualy arroused women, not men. However I feel like female somwhere deep inside...
*sigh*, I fuckin hate puberty!
as i said in other of your videos you are beautyful; excellent documations of you//i have a mtf frend with e mail connections very ofen together// as a man you must understand a mtf/my she frend is very shy and took me three months before she open up complty to me, now she trust me, it wonderful// at friste i did not know that she was a mtf,she told me after 6 weeks,// we had the same intresse on e mail infomaitions// nowdays i know her,// she is just wonderful,// the of it ,it a secreat
lol craigslist. awesome!
@kawreaVII Yep! :)
So cute !!
@gpwp23 blind? hahahahah tell him to go for it until he needs glasses
❤
Weird new age crap,.........funny.
Best of luck on ur journey! Won't even get into the discussion about how gorgeous u look...if I hadn't seen your videos and saw u on the street i'd definitely walk up to u & ask u for ur number. lol