Bullied myself into depression Lagging skills, unsolved problems Self-diagnosed with anxiety Wasted youth entirely Self-prescribed, with the green Had a moment, led to achieve Started off with Cudi Helped me through the lonely Met a woman, end of terms Graduated, felt lonely Staring at the screen of vision Led to my own prohibition Met a heart, it was mistaken Ageing away with nothing proven Lifes a mess, RIP Juice That's all I have as I express a little about myself! Wow. This beat.
[chorus] I looked out my window, every night, all the streetlights, shining past my sight. past memories givin' me a headstart to apologize even if its hard. [Verse 1] I was raised in a good way, I was taught to always pray, but one day i was stray away, so far away from the family. I can't think a single action, rebellion for satisfaction, getting high for creation, now it becames discrimination. the day i picked up a cigarette, I know one day I will regret, my eyes became blurred and distorted, and my breath becoming stuck and short. "lets go man take another shot" they said, while drug is being snorted. and my life was flipped around 180 i kept it safe and sound. i hope i'll never fucked so bad, and i will not see my father's mad, and i will not see my mother's sad, and i will not see my brother's dead. that's why i became a sleepyhead, asleep all fucking day instead. of doing shit behind their back, and be ashamed of what they've fed. [chorus] I looked out my window, every night, all the streetlights, shining past my sight. past memories givin' me a headstart to apologize even if its hard.
I seriously love this beat... writing a sad breakup song too it, I chose this beat because it fit my mood and made me feel better so I put what I was feeling in that moment into this song !!!
this is amazing omggg..the voices, the best drop, the piano, literally everything is perfect, i can tell you put a lot of time into this..do more like these for sure!!
I have so many songs made from your beats, please just keep up everything you're doing, its great and I love it ^-^ You're beats are truly amazing and perfect :)
0:18 The fact about life doesn’t go right makes me wanna cry, but I can’t take no remedy, what should I do now, cause my interest on dying is not really far, cause I can look I have good smile but in my inside I’m broken and I can’t fix that, cause I cannot go back, I can’t go to the past and change decision which I’d rather have not done and I can’t keep having this fake smile and pretending I’m alright. people be asking me why am I exaggerating but they don’t know what’s in this memory, to be a whole summer depressed, smoking cigarettes to calm stress. To forget about al my problems and to think world is ending in two days. And if I’m dying in 4 days just tell you I love you like no one ever made. Girl please don’t let me speechless. Yeah, I wish people understand, but isn’t possible for me. Trying to keep on trying to hold on from taking that gun and go to another world. Yeah, 1:43 So please don’t leave me, don’t let me down, cause I can’t count how many times that happened to me oh dam, What am I supposed to do now, if I don’t have you by my side. Cause all I do is trying to keep on but i can’t do it without you. Now that I have nothing to do, I’ll take my gun and shoot And fuck all this shit just because of you ... 2:17 finish
okay yall. uhh first time doing something like this, sooooo.. *if you wanna follow along, the "song" starts at **0:34** with the beat drop* Wait what? First cut? Hearts shut Dreams fucked Oh no What the fuck All i wanted was some love Fake love being lust My trust going bust
Jealousy basically had me hit heavily Excessively daydreaming, yet my heart was seeking Was greedy What the fuck, why is it so needy Young, dumb, stupid, clueless Love was very foolish Anticipating her reaction, anxiety is ruling Non-existent in her eyes, heart’s finally losing I am okay, I am okay, brain is convincing me(ee) Too late too late Blood is leaving me Im okay im okay... pain is... walking away *starts at **1:43** for the part down below* Wait what? Last cut? Soul leaving, so pleasing Oh no What the fuck Ambulance? Just my luck Oh great, oh great. The gallant doctor fuckin done it Guess God rejected me and Satan hated me *I hope you enjoyed and it wasn't too "cringy" for yall. open to any comments!*
really good I think you should expand on this. You've definitely got a gift. If you end up finishing the song could I use your lyrics and post it on SoundCloud? I'd totally give you credit. If you don't want to no prob. I think this is outstanding tho
@@dharvi_jenee8327 That is very kind of you! And if you or anyone like the lyrics, I have no problems with anyone using them with credit given! I can try and finish it if you really wanna use it.
@@raspobeats keep doing what you’re doing. It’s hard sometimes and can be a pain in the ass. But it takes time and motivation. You know what you’re doing. I’ll give you a follow on Instagram. That way I can stay up to date.
If i die tonight let my spirit drift in the wind Just because we making money doesn't mean we winnin Ye i have been to busy lying to those around , saying im happy but they don't see the real me when they not around last night almost pulled the trigger , was about to give up on everything because i couldn't find a father figure, taking looking looks not satisfied with man i see in the mirror Of all the people to be save i don't agree with gods the decision to keep me Too many people hear the pain in my voice and can see the trauma in my eyes Needing that role model to give my guidance could used one when i needed it to give me strength when I thought i wouldnt be needing it. , damn i wish you all knew about my pain because even though im patched i still be bleeding The devil took my soul and gods giving me chances to prove him wrong so one day I can be receiving it.
Đôi khi anh lặng thầm nghe nhịp sóng vỗ, Nghe con tim mình trống chỗ, Nghe tiếng em nói trong hộp thư, Nghe đời bảo "yêu" không phải là 1 chữ, Vì anh đã viết lá thư dài 4 trang, Đã nghe con tim mình rộn ràng, Trò chuyện từ tối đêm qua cho tới sáng, Làm sao để biết hy sinh nào mới đáng, I know love hurts as soon as I came in, And yeah, they all tell me the same thing, Rằng tình yêu là 1 điều khó hiểu, Nhưng anh hai dạy có chơi phải có chịu, Gặp nhau lần này, biết khi nào có lần sau, Nếu không xa cách, làm sao biết ta cần nhau, Thế nên mỗi tối, anh chắp tay và ngẩng đầu, Mong sao ơn trên có thể nghe lời khẩn cầu, Em khiến con tim đập ba da ba da pùm, Tâm sự chỉ biết để cho lời ca dùm, Em khiến con tim đập ba da ba da pùm, Tâm sự chỉ biết để cho lời ca dùm, Em khiến con tim đập ba da ba da pùm, Như lời ca anh xem như đã từng, Bây giờ với anh, tất cả là quá khứ, Mọi lời nói, chỉ còn là giá như, Giá như anh đã lùi 1 bước, Giá như mà anh đã là người tới trước, Giá như em không dùng đá làm trái tim, Giá như em là mảnh ghép cả đời anh mãi kiếm, Giá như cái tôi của anh bỗng nhỏ đi, Giá như em đã không phải bỏ đi, Giá như ta yêu mà không cần phải nghĩ, Để giờ hai ta đều không còn lại gì. Em ơi, anh chờ nhưng sao em không đến, Có hẹn mà quên, đó là điều không nên, Nếu như quay lại, anh vẫn chờ 1 lần nữa, Vì trong tim anh, em đã chiếm 1 phần nửa. Em khiến con tim đập ba da ba da pùm, Tâm sự chỉ biết để cho lời ca dùm, Em khiến con tim đập ba da ba da pùm, Tâm sự chỉ biết để cho lời ca dùm, Và đó là 1 bài nhạc tình yêu mà anh nên phải viết, Lãng mạng, trữ tình, êm ắng, văng vẳng bên tai... Và có thể dành cho bất cứ người con gái nào.
Been a while since I did this Never thought I'll admit it Positively thinking Has a different language Has me memorizing Everything that I once did Gots me guessing If im not okay Would I ever be the same Questioning If I'll admit it That my hearts been chasing the negativety Is that okay? I don't think im okay
• Im not okay hahaha • Lấy Nụ cười để che đậy nỗi buồn • Đối với em chúng ta không là gì cã • Em thường hay nói hạnh phúc cần phải vất vã ! • và những lời bài hát cần bỏ cảm xúc cho qua và anh phải luôn xem người như em là tất cã ! • Anh đã cố gắng như vậy mà ... Sao lại lạnh nhạt chọn rời xa! Bản thân của anh ngày tàn tạ ... Châm một điếu rít thở cho qua Ngày ! • Tình ta sẽ không có khái niệm đến mai này
Listen closely I don’t wanna die I just want to lie And watch the sun rise Be there for you every day every night Let you know I would treat you right Be there for you with no reason why Love you for ever never make you cry Stay up all night and watch anime I suffer a lot but for you I’m okay Give you my love till the end of the day I’ll always love you so with me you can stay We will be together till the end of the day You are my light when my world turns gray But When you leave my happiness fades I’m always late but for you won’t delay I’m just saying I hope it’s okay You are like an angel but can’t even fly You love me ok ,then why do you lie I’m insecure but at least I don’t cry But I don’t care I never know why At this point in school I don’t even try I know that I fail , even in life Don’t care anymore so why even try Iol ok I’m ending it bye Oh you care now I wonder why Now that you know and just realized I acted happy while I wanted to die For all the times you were wondering why You never noticed not even care All you did was hurt me and stare I guess I can act you were never aware Oh wow ok now you are there The times that you hurt me I haven’t forgot I think of you maybe a lot Your pretty you are ,but the hatred is not I feel like I’m tied up with all your knots Please remember the times I was there But if you leave it wouldn’t be fair The time I wasted on you it’s despair Many times I’ve told life isn’t fair So you live your life I’ll stay out of you hair You will remember my name someday out there 👀
This is my lyrics: Im not okay Everytime i feel pain I don't even cry All I do is get insane I woke up scared to death Cuz i don't have anything just pain Yeah that's me I don't even have any change I don't even have money Just a real home that is safe I don't even have real peoples Just some that are fake God help me Why can't i have a chance That's me The only exchange
I once attempted to end everything ended up in the hospital bed asking god what happened? I used to be that cute kid with the smile as i grew older this depression no joke As i lay staring up at the ceiling in my hospital room i found this on my UA-cam playlist somehow and put it on repeat everyday now
Tell me exactly what I did I won't lie that I don't remember, nor that I was drunk I can't look you in the face I lowered myself so low and I can't explain why This all feels like a nightmare, please pull me out I wish I could turn back the time and be a better girl Ooh I can't blame anyone, I blame myself Ooh I wanna be okay, but I'm not okay. Can someone pull me out of this nightmare, I am drowning I can't handle the pain I created for myself Oh no I'm no okay. You not okay. Oh oh oh oh I didn't mean to hurt Please be okay.
At an early age the devil lied to me told me I was Gay and i agreed So I walked down this road I shouldn't had been down and opened up these doors for the demons to keep bound I was hurting lost in deception I was held down by chains which had me locked in depression without connection to the one up above who died on a cross and said I love you so much . I got upset with all this regret that I'd wake up every morning and couldn't get out my bed I was a mess cause I was walking in disguise hiding all the hurt right behind my eyes no one knew the pain I been through till one day I broke down in the middle of my room I was through I don't know what else to do so im done with my life God im giving it to you .. I just wrote this ... I put all my heart and soul into this..Thank you Jesus for all that you do and let this bless somebody out there who needs it.. God has helped me and he can help you too.. God bless. .
Nếu một ngày nào đó sương tan nhanh Nắng lên nhưng chỉ thấy càng lạnh Sao em không chỉ mang hành lý Cô đơn chất kín cả thành trì Một ngày nào đó sương đến muộn Anh ngồi thẩn thờ chờ đêm buông Chờ cho hao mòn cả cỏ lá Chờ cho nỗi buồn rời bỏ ta
Заметался пожар голубой, Позабылись родимые дали. В первый раз я запел про любовь, В первый раз отрекаюсь скандалить. Был я весь - как запущенный сад, Был на женщин и зелие падкий. Разонравилось пить и плясать И терять свою жизнь без оглядки. Мне бы только смотреть на тебя, Видеть глаз злато-карий омут, И чтоб, прошлое не любя, Ты уйти не смогла к другому. Поступь нежная, легкий стан, Если б знала ты сердцем упорным, Как умеет любить хулиган, Как умеет он быть покорным. Я б навеки забыл кабаки И стихи бы писать забросил, Только б тонко касаться руки И волос твоих цветом в осень. Я б навеки пошел за тобой Хоть в свои, хоть в чужие дали... В первый раз я запел про любовь, В первый раз отрекаюсь скандалить.
This might be one of the best bits of lyrics ive written in a while Verse One: Feels like my life is the nuke and I'm ready to send it Too much going on I just wanna fuc*ing end it My time giving is crap but I Gotta find a way to spend it The fact that it wont just be my loss really makes me prevent it I used to be excited for this sh*t, For it was gonna be a breeze When I Can make money too quick and do it with ease It carry's through my body it feels like a disease Man If it Gets any colder on the inside ima freeze Controls my emotions, Feeling like a puppet Too much s*it going on and I just wanna say f*ck it Pour it all down the drain, Pour it all down the bucket I'm shrinking to Demons I just wanna be above it Not seeing a future and it hurts me to know Got no motivation just waiting for it to grow My heart is getting colder, Make a surface like snow Don't see a near future, And I still don't trust a h*e Why am I like this? It hurting to much to even f*cking type this They all got the money and they got the chance to buy this I cant deny this, I cant survive this Feels like I'm alive, But feels like I'm dead Middle of the night, Reading through our thread My vision aint likely, It is all red I just wanna know what the f*ck is going on with my head
night, all the street lights, Shinning my past my sight. Past memories giving me a head start., To apologize even if it hard. Version 1 I was raised in a good way. I was thought to always pray, But one day I was stray away so far away from the family. I can't think a single action, For satisfaction, getting high for creation, now it becomes scary. The day I picked up a knife, I know one day I will regret it, My eyes became blurred, and destroyed, and my breath becoming stuck and short, Let's go man take another shot" they said while drug is being shorteen. And my life was flipped around 180 I keep it safe and round. I hope I never be so bad , And I will not see my father mad, And I will not see my mother sad, And I will not see my sister dead. That's why I be came a sleepy head. Asleep all the day in stead of doing something behind their back, And be ashamed of what they have fed, I looked out my window every night all the streetlight shinning my past my sight past memories giving me a head start To apologize even if it's hard. I looked out my window every night all the streetlight shinning my past my past memories giving me a head start to apologize Even if it's hard night, all the street lights, Shinning my past my sight. Past memories giving me a head start., To apologize even if it hard. Version 1 I was raised in a good way. I was thought to always pray, But one day I was stray away so far away from the family. I can't think a single action, For satisfaction, getting high for creation, now it becomes scary. The day I picked up a knife, I know one day I will regret it, My eyes became blurred, and destroyed, and my breath becoming stuck and short, Let's go man take another shot" they said while drug is being shorteen. And my life was flipped around 180 I keep it safe and round. I hope I never be so bad , And I will not see my father mad, And I will not see my mother sad, And I will not see my sister dead. That's why I be came a sleepy head. Asleep all the day in stead of doing something behind their back, And be ashamed of what they have fed, I looked out my window every night all the streetlight shinning my past my sight past memories giving me a head start To apologize even if it's hard. I looked out my window every night all the streetlight shinning my past my past memories giving me a head start to apologize Even if it's hard
I say that I'm ok but really I'm not Swimming in terror having these deep thoughts I need the meds and needing the coke I need something that can take the pain All these umbrellas but I can't stop the rain Look into my eyes can you see all the damn pain All this terror sinking in my brain Say I want help but I don't want it that way I'm so damn picky why did God make this way I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live this way Take away the key throw it somewhere in the dark Only someone that's bright can open up my heart But this world is full of demons in disguise What the fuck is good when you're saying goodbye talking to preaches all do they do is fucking lie I need somebody who can tell me no lies ................................ {Insert Your Part}
Feelin this pain someone lift me up The Demond’s in me come from my cup Just want real love Yeah I need a feeling Every problem stacks yeah I’ve had enough I’ve been losing sleep Yeah I’m not ok Depression from the past Always finds a way to stay Crying in my room Like every single day Living through sorrow Why was I made this way (Only from 1:09-1:26)
I need someone who can hold me tight and will never let go of me, Someone who will never give up on me, Yeah baby you promised me that but look what happened, You left. Me. Alone. In the dark Now I'm back to my old self again, Wanting to die but couldn't make myself to do it ey, I'm so tired mate just wanna end it all but what about them who cares? Sigh i just wanna fucking end it all please god I just don't think i will make it through. Just wanna lay in my bed till i die in my dark room, I'm tired, vulnerable and just numb Idk if this is good cuz most of them didn't rhyme☹
I don't wanna kick-it I don't wanna drink I just want to be alright ×2 I want something to ease my mind I don't wanna get high no no I don't wanna be alright no no Im fine I know that I lie every night Telling my self everything will be alight Be hypocrite Tell others advise when I should be taking it Just past a drink Maybe a shot would make my mind at ease
Let me put y’all on my freestyle might not use this beat in future though might just leave the song a freestyle: Starts @0:36 I felt so much pain losing myself I’m going insane I looked in the mirror all I see is a child I looked at myself and I can’t even smile Closed my eyes all I see is shadows in the darkness They are all laughing at me even though they started it My dad whispered in my ear said he was proud of me I turned around just to see that smile turn into a frown I was still so happy because he finally said he was proud Should of known it was a lie but I was a victim of emotional drowning He got into my head and I don’t even know why I let him Put so much faith in him just so he can let me down My dads been to prison most of my life yea hes been in and out Still I feel pain I don’t even know what it’s like to be happy My emotions are all over the place im still capping Go to school with a fake smile on my face My friends don’t even notice because I don’t leave a trace I’m lowkey surprised that I haven’t broken down I got all these emotions built up that they don’t make a sound Surprised I’m not traumatized yet I’ve been through abuse and a car wreck Still not enough though I guess I was even taken away by CPS But guess what I’m still living strong apparently I’m an emotional ticking time bomb can’t ya see? I wonder when I’m finally gonna snap And just scream fuck this and fuck that
This might be one of the best bits of lyrics ive written in a while Verse One: Feels like my life is the nuke and I'm ready to send it Too much going on I just wanna fuc*ing end it My time giving is crap but I Gotta find a way to spend it The fact that it wont just be my loss really makes me prevent it I used to be excited for this sh*t, For it was gonna be a breeze When I Can make money too quick and do it with ease It carry's through my body it feels like a disease Man If it Gets any colder on the inside ima freeze Controls my emotions, Feeling like a puppet Too much s*it going on and I just wanna say f*ck it Pour it all down the drain, Pour it all down the bucket I'm shrinking to Demons I just wanna be above it Not seeing a future and it hurts me to know Got no motivation just waiting for it to grow My heart is getting colder, Make a surface like snow Don't see a near future, And I still don't trust a h*e Why am I like this? It hurting to much to even f*cking type this They all got the money and they got the chance to buy this I cant deny this, I cant survive this Feels like I'm alive, But feels like I'm dead Middle of the night, Reading through our thread My vision aint likely, It is all red I just wanna know what the f*ck is going on with my head
6 giờ, đồng hồ tiếng tích tắc vang lên từng nhịp, chấm dứt cô ta để lại đây 1 vết nứt trên trái tim mà vết thương cũ chưa đc chữa lành khói thuốc cũng đã đầy trong phổi từng đêm nó vẫn cứ mong mỏi trong đầu nó đặt ra nhiều câu hỏi Tại sao hắn lại như thế này Tại sao cô ta rời nơi đây Tại sao hắn yêu ả ta nhiều đến vậy hắn chỉ biết hỏi là tại sao câu hỏi khiến đầu nó lại đau hắn không có được câu trả lời vì cô ta mà hắn vẫn chờ đợi hắn có những giấc mộng nhỏ, mang cho cô ấy hạnh phúc phi thường thời gian là ánh đèn đỏ giành chút lắng đọng cho người đi đường những lời đã viết trong bài nhạc này đều là thật lòng cô ta nói nó đó là thứ tình cảm khiến cô ta trật lòng
one of my fav beats i've ever made :)
*get this beat without tags here: **bsta.rs/ff1b7944*
It's wonderful ❤️
Great One!!! Thank you so much Raspo!!!
Love you Pocho
@@ayman6556 ضض
Very thank you
I literally wrote a poem titled "I'm not okay YESTERDAY. I think this is a sign that it should be a song instead.😭❤
Do it
I wish i cud hear it
Record that shit!
Would you mind sharing this poem?
Do It!
Bullied myself into depression
Lagging skills, unsolved problems
Self-diagnosed with anxiety
Wasted youth entirely
Self-prescribed, with the green
Had a moment, led to achieve
Started off with Cudi
Helped me through the lonely
Met a woman, end of terms
Graduated, felt lonely
Staring at the screen of vision
Led to my own prohibition
Met a heart, it was mistaken
Ageing away with nothing proven
Lifes a mess, RIP Juice
That's all I have as I express a little about myself! Wow. This beat.
you are not alone brother! Keep your head up
someone needs to make a hit to this beat asap! 🔥
On it bro 🤙🏻
Dont got no body
Guess u might be talkin to me🔥✌
@@roughwork39 me?
@@roughwork39 I'll make a song to it just give me a while
Vibes!
Def 🙏🏻🙏🏻
yeah
To all the person who always listen beat and sing your own song# never give up
I’m always trying
One day respo beat will shine everywhere for sure 😊
[chorus]
I looked out my window,
every night,
all the streetlights,
shining past my sight.
past memories givin' me a headstart
to apologize even if its hard.
[Verse 1]
I was raised in a good way,
I was taught to always pray,
but one day i was stray away,
so far away from the family.
I can't think a single action,
rebellion for satisfaction,
getting high for creation,
now it becames discrimination.
the day i picked up a cigarette,
I know one day I will regret,
my eyes became blurred and distorted,
and my breath becoming stuck and short.
"lets go man take another shot"
they said, while drug is being snorted.
and my life was flipped around
180 i kept it safe and sound.
i hope i'll never fucked so bad,
and i will not see my father's mad,
and i will not see my mother's sad,
and i will not see my brother's dead.
that's why i became a sleepyhead,
asleep all fucking day instead.
of doing shit behind their back,
and be ashamed of what they've fed.
[chorus]
I looked out my window,
every night,
all the streetlights,
shining past my sight.
past memories givin' me a headstart
to apologize even if its hard.
Heat:)
Op.. ❤️
Beautiful
can i use this??
@@tuuk.tgldrr nope :( sorrryyyyyyy
I seriously love this beat... writing a sad breakup song too it, I chose this beat because it fit my mood and made me feel better so I put what I was feeling in that moment into this song !!!
There are no words! There are still good producers. It's awesome. Thanks for the experience.
2021 and raspo are still the best ✨
Thats the first beat which brings tears so my eyes
woke up this morning, you left a note
saying if don't fix my old ways,
I'm gonna be left alone,
and those words hit home,
You know when you're feeling down and you're not okay
The Beat Just hits the spot.
Man life is fucking hell
@@wolfteagaming931 Yea sometimes it is.
this is amazing omggg..the voices, the best drop, the piano, literally everything is perfect, i can tell you put a lot of time into this..do more like these for sure!!
I appreciate it fam🙏🏻
RASPO I LOVE U SO MUCH STAY BLESSED STAY SAFE AND STAY MAKING BEATS CAUSE BOI YOUR AMAZING
I have so many songs made from your beats, please just keep up everything you're doing, its great and I love it ^-^ You're beats are truly amazing and perfect :)
I wanna rap on this beat!! daamn I love you whoever made this beats!!
I needed this. Perfect timing.
Much love 🙏🏻
The way I sing...... Don't wanna say it but I ___ everytime I put my heart into it again like when I was in the relationship
I listen to this when my heart and mind are overwhelmed but my tears are dry
0:18
The fact about life doesn’t go right makes me wanna cry, but I can’t take no remedy, what should I do now, cause my interest on dying is not really far, cause I can look I have good smile but in my inside I’m broken and I can’t fix that, cause I cannot go back, I can’t go to the past and change decision which I’d rather have not done and I can’t keep having this fake smile and pretending I’m alright. people be asking me why am I exaggerating but they don’t know what’s in this memory, to be a whole summer depressed, smoking cigarettes to calm stress. To forget about al my problems and to think world is ending in two days. And if I’m dying in 4 days just tell you I love you like no one ever made.
Girl please don’t let me speechless.
Yeah,
I wish people understand, but isn’t possible for me. Trying to keep on trying to hold on from taking that gun and go to another world.
Yeah,
1:43
So please don’t leave me, don’t let me down, cause I can’t count how many times that happened to me oh dam,
What am I supposed to do now, if I don’t have you by my side. Cause all I do is trying to keep on but i can’t do it without you.
Now that I have nothing to do, I’ll take my gun and shoot
And fuck all this shit just because of you
...
2:17 finish
Im taking inspiration from what you put down dog im gonna try to make a banger for everyone
@@andrewserrett2031 go for it
This really helps me with things that’s going on in life I just want to wish you the best and thank you for this beat cause I really love it 🙂
okay yall. uhh first time doing something like this, sooooo..
*if you wanna follow along, the "song" starts at **0:34** with the beat drop*
Wait what?
First cut?
Hearts shut
Dreams fucked
Oh no
What the fuck
All i wanted was some love
Fake love being lust
My trust going bust
Jealousy basically had me hit heavily
Excessively daydreaming, yet my heart was seeking
Was greedy
What the fuck, why is it so needy
Young, dumb, stupid, clueless
Love was very foolish
Anticipating her reaction, anxiety is ruling
Non-existent in her eyes, heart’s finally losing
I am okay, I am okay, brain is convincing me(ee)
Too late too late
Blood is leaving me
Im okay im okay... pain is... walking away
*starts at **1:43** for the part down below*
Wait what?
Last cut?
Soul leaving, so pleasing
Oh no
What the fuck
Ambulance? Just my luck
Oh great, oh great.
The gallant doctor fuckin done it
Guess God rejected me
and Satan hated me
*I hope you enjoyed and it wasn't too "cringy" for yall. open to any comments!*
really good I think you should expand on this. You've definitely got a gift. If you end up finishing the song could I use your lyrics and post it on SoundCloud? I'd totally give you credit. If you don't want to no prob. I think this is outstanding tho
@@dharvi_jenee8327 That is very kind of you! And if you or anyone like the lyrics, I have no problems with anyone using them with credit given! I can try and finish it if you really wanna use it.
You just made me happy
@@ingenarelitems Im glad I did!
Absolutely CRUSHED it. Live it Raspo. Keep it up ur my inspiration.
I appreciate it fam🙏🏻
Mixing and mastering is on poing🐐
The Best In The Game!!!
100%!!!!!
chill vibes bro, keep up the good work!
Great job on this beat Raspo! This is definitely one of my favorites you’ve made. Nice work.
I appreciate it bro🙏🏻
@@raspobeats keep doing what you’re doing. It’s hard sometimes and can be a pain in the ass. But it takes time and motivation. You know what you’re doing. I’ll give you a follow on Instagram. That way I can stay up to date.
The first word of lyrics that came to mind on hearing this was
Good Times, Don't last
Old Times, Gone past... ...
Bless up everyone
Bless up Raspo
:(
If i die tonight let my spirit drift in the wind
Just because we making money doesn't mean we winnin
Ye i have been to busy lying to those around
, saying im happy but they don't see the real me
when they not around last night almost pulled the trigger ,
was about to give up on everything because i couldn't find a father figure,
taking looking looks not satisfied with man i see in the mirror
Of all the people to be save i don't agree with gods the decision to keep me
Too many people hear the pain in my voice and can see the trauma in my eyes
Needing that role model to give my guidance could used one when i needed it to give me strength when I thought i wouldnt be needing it.
, damn i wish you all knew about my pain because even though im patched i still be bleeding
The devil took my soul and gods giving me chances to prove him wrong so one day I can be receiving it.
When Raspo uploads I just already know it's gonna be a banger❤🙏 Like always Keep it up and Thank You!❤🙏
Thank you Peter🙏🏻❤️
Raspo always got that special vibe 💭
Đôi khi anh lặng thầm nghe nhịp sóng vỗ,
Nghe con tim mình trống chỗ,
Nghe tiếng em nói trong hộp thư,
Nghe đời bảo "yêu" không phải là 1 chữ,
Vì anh đã viết lá thư dài 4 trang,
Đã nghe con tim mình rộn ràng,
Trò chuyện từ tối đêm qua cho tới sáng,
Làm sao để biết hy sinh nào mới đáng,
I know love hurts as soon as I came in,
And yeah, they all tell me the same thing,
Rằng tình yêu là 1 điều khó hiểu,
Nhưng anh hai dạy có chơi phải có chịu,
Gặp nhau lần này, biết khi nào có lần sau,
Nếu không xa cách, làm sao biết ta cần nhau,
Thế nên mỗi tối, anh chắp tay và ngẩng đầu,
Mong sao ơn trên có thể nghe lời khẩn cầu,
Em khiến con tim đập ba da ba da pùm,
Tâm sự chỉ biết để cho lời ca dùm,
Em khiến con tim đập ba da ba da pùm,
Tâm sự chỉ biết để cho lời ca dùm,
Em khiến con tim đập ba da ba da pùm,
Như lời ca anh xem như đã từng,
Bây giờ với anh, tất cả là quá khứ,
Mọi lời nói, chỉ còn là giá như,
Giá như anh đã lùi 1 bước,
Giá như mà anh đã là người tới trước,
Giá như em không dùng đá làm trái tim,
Giá như em là mảnh ghép cả đời anh mãi kiếm,
Giá như cái tôi của anh bỗng nhỏ đi,
Giá như em đã không phải bỏ đi,
Giá như ta yêu mà không cần phải nghĩ,
Để giờ hai ta đều không còn lại gì.
Em ơi, anh chờ nhưng sao em không đến,
Có hẹn mà quên, đó là điều không nên,
Nếu như quay lại, anh vẫn chờ 1 lần nữa,
Vì trong tim anh, em đã chiếm 1 phần nửa.
Em khiến con tim đập ba da ba da pùm,
Tâm sự chỉ biết để cho lời ca dùm,
Em khiến con tim đập ba da ba da pùm,
Tâm sự chỉ biết để cho lời ca dùm,
Và đó là 1 bài nhạc tình yêu mà anh nên phải viết,
Lãng mạng, trữ tình, êm ắng, văng vẳng bên tai...
Và có thể dành cho bất cứ người con gái nào.
Hay quá bạn uii
That atmosphere and these vocals bro 😍🔥🔥🔥🔥 hit straight to my heart ❤️
Love comes and goes
You know it hurts sometimes
gotta pick yourself up
keep moving on
learn from the things that went wrong
Been a while since I did this
Never thought I'll admit it
Positively thinking
Has a different language
Has me memorizing
Everything that I once did
Gots me guessing
If im not okay
Would I ever be the same
Questioning
If I'll admit it That my hearts been chasing the negativety
Is that okay?
I don't think im okay
Love your lyrics. U should check out my beats I think you'd like what I got. It would be cool if u wrote something in my comments to them.
I wasnt okay until ur notification came up 🥺💕💕
❤️❤️
you did a great job with this bro
Salute 🙏🏻
Damn that vibe tho
You are amazing 🔥🔥🔥
You are so talented 🐐
Oh man, is really beautiful ❤❤❤🇲🇽
In love with this track...Big fan Raspo 👍
Thank you man
Amo tus Beats bro
• Im not okay hahaha
• Lấy Nụ cười để che đậy nỗi buồn
• Đối với em chúng ta không là gì cã
• Em thường hay nói hạnh phúc cần phải vất vã !
• và những lời bài hát cần bỏ cảm xúc cho qua và anh phải luôn xem người như em là tất cã !
• Anh đã cố gắng như vậy mà ... Sao lại lạnh nhạt chọn rời xa! Bản thân của anh ngày tàn tạ
... Châm một điếu rít thở cho qua Ngày !
• Tình ta sẽ không có khái niệm đến mai này
2021 is my year, my music WILL blow up ⬆️ 🙏
love the vocal in the back
The best🎵🎵🎵✌❤
Bro this is so beautiful. I legit just dropped a song and this makes me already wanna start writing again
Crazy beat🔥🔥
These beats on here give me life mannn
Hey will u check out my beats? I'd really appreciate sum feedback!
Now I'm Officially Addicted To This Masterpiece 🖤
@Raspo Best Wishes to you man🥰
a whole vibe in this beat raspo
This beat is SOOO fire!
Dope beat
Im gonna meet you bro😣💯 We gonna be famous Raspo💯
Im not okay that we cant see
I just see you, to miles i dream 'bout you
I forgot why i love you🙂
🙏🏻🙏🏻
Thank you raspo you helped me sing and god bless you I hope you are having a great day and when I grow up and sing my name is gonna be raspo 💗💗🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🙏
Listen closely I don’t wanna die
I just want to lie
And watch the sun rise
Be there for you every day every night
Let you know I would treat you right
Be there for you with no reason why
Love you for ever never make you cry
Stay up all night and watch anime
I suffer a lot but for you I’m okay
Give you my love till the end of the day
I’ll always love you so with me you can stay
We will be together till the end of the day
You are my light when my world turns gray
But When you leave my happiness fades
I’m always late but for you won’t delay
I’m just saying I hope it’s okay
You are like an angel but can’t even fly
You love me ok ,then why do you lie
I’m insecure but at least I don’t cry
But I don’t care I never know why
At this point in school I don’t even try
I know that I fail , even in life
Don’t care anymore so why even try
Iol ok I’m ending it bye
Oh you care now
I wonder why
Now that you know and just realized
I acted happy while I wanted to die
For all the times you were wondering why
You never noticed not even care
All you did was hurt me and stare
I guess I can act you were never aware
Oh wow ok now you are there
The times that you hurt me I haven’t forgot
I think of you maybe a lot
Your pretty you are ,but the hatred is not
I feel like I’m tied up with all your knots
Please remember the times I was there
But if you leave it wouldn’t be fair
The time I wasted on you it’s despair
Many times I’ve told life isn’t fair
So you live your life I’ll stay out of you hair
You will remember my name someday out there 👀
Lol I just thought of this don’t judge me .-.
💛
i can hear FN on this
Dope lyrics! Yo u should check out my beats I got fire! I'd also really appreciate the feedback and I'd love to read some dope lyrics in my comments
Upload it to spotify pls
Oooh yeah raspooooooooooooooooo soooo cool men
This is my lyrics:
Im not okay
Everytime i feel pain
I don't even cry
All I do is get insane
I woke up scared to death
Cuz i don't have anything just pain
Yeah that's me
I don't even have any change
I don't even have money
Just a real home that is safe
I don't even have real peoples
Just some that are fake
God help me
Why can't i have a chance
That's me
The only exchange
Please delete your lyrics 😭😭😭 please please 🙏
@@5yearsago198 warum sollte diese Person ?
Can I sing ur lyrics at TikTok? I would give u all the credits, but I love your text
@@diecoolesocke3327 yeah you can my tiktok is @shqipeeee_ee tag me in your video and tell me how's its going
@@5yearsago198 wait why?
Good beat bro. Keep it up. Hope there's more to come this year ⚒️
Love it bro
I once attempted to end everything ended up in the hospital bed asking god what happened? I used to be that cute kid with the smile as i grew older this depression no joke
As i lay staring up at the ceiling in my hospital room i found this on my UA-cam playlist somehow and put it on repeat everyday now
This is fire 🔥🔥I like that ambiance 💯🎶🎧🎶
Nice beat brother 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Pnb Rock is killing this if it reaches him.
Tell me exactly what I did
I won't lie that I don't remember, nor that I was drunk
I can't look you in the face
I lowered myself so low and I can't explain why
This all feels like a nightmare, please pull me out
I wish I could turn back the time and be a better girl
Ooh I can't blame anyone, I blame myself
Ooh I wanna be okay, but I'm not okay.
Can someone pull me out of this nightmare, I am drowning
I can't handle the pain I created for myself
Oh no I'm no okay.
You not okay.
Oh oh oh oh I didn't mean to hurt
Please be okay.
Another beautiful beat😔❤️
Appreciate it fam ❤️
Dude ur beats just touch my core❤❤
That chill..
At an early age the devil lied to me
told me I was Gay and i agreed
So I walked down this road I shouldn't had been down and
opened up these doors for the demons to keep bound
I was hurting lost in deception
I was held down by chains which had me locked in depression
without connection to the one up above who died on a cross and said I love you so much
. I got upset with all this regret that I'd wake up every morning and couldn't get out my bed
I was a mess cause I was walking in disguise hiding all the hurt right behind my eyes
no one knew the pain I been through till one day I broke down in the middle of my room
I was through I don't know what else to do so im done with my life God im giving it to you ..
I just wrote this ... I put all my heart and soul into this..Thank you Jesus for all that you do and let this bless somebody out there who needs it.. God has helped me and he can help you too.. God bless. .
Hey I’m back bro love the beat you have once again done it shii hella fire 🔥💯💯
I appreciate it 🙏🏻
Bro love it
Keep it up g 💯💯
Fye homie
Nếu một ngày nào đó sương tan nhanh
Nắng lên nhưng chỉ thấy càng lạnh
Sao em không chỉ mang hành lý
Cô đơn chất kín cả thành trì
Một ngày nào đó sương đến muộn
Anh ngồi thẩn thờ chờ đêm buông
Chờ cho hao mòn cả cỏ lá
Chờ cho nỗi buồn rời bỏ ta
Good Times, Don't last
Old Times, Gone past... ...
Keep up the good work 👍
Amazing beats..loved it
Заметался пожар голубой,
Позабылись родимые дали.
В первый раз я запел про любовь,
В первый раз отрекаюсь скандалить.
Был я весь - как запущенный сад,
Был на женщин и зелие падкий.
Разонравилось пить и плясать
И терять свою жизнь без оглядки.
Мне бы только смотреть на тебя,
Видеть глаз злато-карий омут,
И чтоб, прошлое не любя,
Ты уйти не смогла к другому.
Поступь нежная, легкий стан,
Если б знала ты сердцем упорным,
Как умеет любить хулиган,
Как умеет он быть покорным.
Я б навеки забыл кабаки
И стихи бы писать забросил,
Только б тонко касаться руки
И волос твоих цветом в осень.
Я б навеки пошел за тобой
Хоть в свои, хоть в чужие дали...
В первый раз я запел про любовь,
В первый раз отрекаюсь скандалить.
This might be one of the best bits of lyrics ive written in a while
Verse One:
Feels like my life is the nuke and I'm ready to send it
Too much going on I just wanna fuc*ing end it
My time giving is crap but I Gotta find a way to spend it
The fact that it wont just be my loss really makes me prevent it
I used to be excited for this sh*t, For it was gonna be a breeze
When I Can make money too quick and do it with ease
It carry's through my body it feels like a disease
Man If it Gets any colder on the inside ima freeze
Controls my emotions, Feeling like a puppet
Too much s*it going on and I just wanna say f*ck it
Pour it all down the drain, Pour it all down the bucket
I'm shrinking to Demons I just wanna be above it
Not seeing a future and it hurts me to know
Got no motivation just waiting for it to grow
My heart is getting colder, Make a surface like snow
Don't see a near future, And I still don't trust a h*e
Why am I like this?
It hurting to much to even f*cking type this
They all got the money and they got the chance to buy this
I cant deny this, I cant survive this
Feels like I'm alive, But feels like I'm dead
Middle of the night, Reading through our thread
My vision aint likely, It is all red
I just wanna know what the f*ck is going on with my head
Dope lyrics! Yo u should check out my beats I got fire! I'd also really appreciate the feedback and I'd love to read some dope lyrics in my comments
@@NoahTaylorBeats aight bro
@@jakze_0045 💯💯
Can we sound this ? With your big credits of course
night, all the street lights,
Shinning my past my sight.
Past memories giving me a head start.,
To apologize even if it hard.
Version 1
I was raised in a good way.
I was thought to always pray,
But one day I was stray away so far away from the family.
I can't think a single action,
For satisfaction, getting high for creation, now it becomes scary.
The day I picked up a knife, I know one day I will regret it,
My eyes became blurred, and destroyed, and my breath becoming stuck and short,
Let's go man take another shot" they said while drug is being shorteen.
And my life was flipped around 180 I keep it safe and round.
I hope I never be so bad ,
And I will not see my father mad,
And I will not see my mother sad,
And I will not see my sister dead.
That's why I be came a sleepy head.
Asleep all the day in stead of doing something behind their back,
And be ashamed of what they have fed,
I looked out my window every night all the streetlight shinning my past my sight past memories giving me a head start
To apologize even if it's hard.
I looked out my window every night all the streetlight shinning my past my past memories giving me a head start to apologize
Even if it's hard
night, all the street lights,
Shinning my past my sight.
Past memories giving me a head start.,
To apologize even if it hard.
Version 1
I was raised in a good way.
I was thought to always pray,
But one day I was stray away so far away from the family.
I can't think a single action,
For satisfaction, getting high for creation, now it becomes scary.
The day I picked up a knife, I know one day I will regret it,
My eyes became blurred, and destroyed, and my breath becoming stuck and short,
Let's go man take another shot" they said while drug is being shorteen.
And my life was flipped around 180 I keep it safe and round.
I hope I never be so bad ,
And I will not see my father mad,
And I will not see my mother sad,
And I will not see my sister dead.
That's why I be came a sleepy head.
Asleep all the day in stead of doing something behind their back,
And be ashamed of what they have fed,
I looked out my window every night all the streetlight shinning my past my sight past memories giving me a head start
To apologize even if it's hard.
I looked out my window every night all the streetlight shinning my past my past memories giving me a head start to apologize
Even if it's hard
this beat is beautiful man
Pure emotion
questo beat ti entra nell'anima
this is hella cinematic!
hella hella cinematic
First
This is so emotional🙏🏻
I’m first one I love your beats you’re the best god bless you and I wish to everyone who will see this comment, may God bless y’all
Thank you so much 🙏🏻
Fire instrumental🔥
20 likes or comments ill drop it this weekend
I say that I'm ok but really I'm not
Swimming in terror
having these deep thoughts
I need the meds and needing the coke
I need something that can take the pain
All these umbrellas but I can't stop the rain
Look into my eyes can you see all the damn pain
All this terror sinking in my brain
Say I want help but I don't want it that way
I'm so damn picky
why did God make this way
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live this way
Take away the key throw it somewhere in the dark
Only someone that's bright can open up my heart
But this world is full of demons in disguise
What the fuck is good when you're saying goodbye
talking to preaches all do they do is fucking lie
I need somebody who can tell me no lies
................................
{Insert Your Part}
Feelin this pain
someone lift me up
The Demond’s in me
come from my cup
Just want real love
Yeah I need a feeling
Every problem stacks
yeah I’ve had enough
I’ve been losing sleep
Yeah I’m not ok
Depression from the past
Always finds a way to stay
Crying in my room
Like every single day
Living through sorrow
Why was I made this way
(Only from 1:09-1:26)
@@Paul-xd5gz Ok Nice bars
can i use ur lyrics?
@@karlahernandez7776 contact me on my insta instagram.com/Mere_Against_The_Wrld/
I need someone who can hold me tight and will never let go of me,
Someone who will never give up on me,
Yeah baby you promised me that but look what happened,
You left. Me. Alone. In the dark
Now I'm back to my old self again,
Wanting to die but couldn't make myself to do it ey,
I'm so tired mate just wanna end it all but what about them who cares?
Sigh i just wanna fucking end it all please god I just don't think i will make it through.
Just wanna lay in my bed till i die in my dark room,
I'm tired, vulnerable and just numb
Idk if this is good cuz most of them didn't rhyme☹
This beat fire fire fire 🔥
I don't wanna kick-it
I don't wanna drink
I just want to be alright ×2
I want something to ease my mind
I don't wanna get high no no
I don't wanna be alright no no
Im fine
I know that I lie every night
Telling my self everything will be alight
Be hypocrite
Tell others advise when I should be taking it
Just past a drink
Maybe a shot would make my mind at ease
Let me put y’all on my freestyle might not use this beat in future though might just leave the song a freestyle:
Starts @0:36
I felt so much pain
losing myself I’m going insane
I looked in the mirror all I see is a child
I looked at myself and I can’t even smile
Closed my eyes all I see is shadows in the darkness
They are all laughing at me even though they started it
My dad whispered in my ear said he was proud of me
I turned around just to see that smile turn into a frown
I was still so happy because he finally said he was proud
Should of known it was a lie but I was a victim of emotional drowning
He got into my head and I don’t even know why I let him
Put so much faith in him just so he can let me down
My dads been to prison most of my life yea hes been in and out
Still I feel pain I don’t even know what it’s like to be happy
My emotions are all over the place im still capping
Go to school with a fake smile on my face
My friends don’t even notice because I don’t leave a trace
I’m lowkey surprised that I haven’t broken down
I got all these emotions built up that they don’t make a sound
Surprised I’m not traumatized yet
I’ve been through abuse and a car wreck
Still not enough though I guess
I was even taken away by CPS
But guess what I’m still living strong apparently
I’m an emotional ticking time bomb can’t ya see?
I wonder when I’m finally gonna snap
And just scream fuck this and fuck that
There’s more lyrics to the song but I don’t want no one to rob me of my own life experience you feel me.
@Mario Coman thanks🖤
This might be one of the best bits of lyrics ive written in a while
Verse One:
Feels like my life is the nuke and I'm ready to send it
Too much going on I just wanna fuc*ing end it
My time giving is crap but I Gotta find a way to spend it
The fact that it wont just be my loss really makes me prevent it
I used to be excited for this sh*t, For it was gonna be a breeze
When I Can make money too quick and do it with ease
It carry's through my body it feels like a disease
Man If it Gets any colder on the inside ima freeze
Controls my emotions, Feeling like a puppet
Too much s*it going on and I just wanna say f*ck it
Pour it all down the drain, Pour it all down the bucket
I'm shrinking to Demons I just wanna be above it
Not seeing a future and it hurts me to know
Got no motivation just waiting for it to grow
My heart is getting colder, Make a surface like snow
Don't see a near future, And I still don't trust a h*e
Why am I like this?
It hurting to much to even f*cking type this
They all got the money and they got the chance to buy this
I cant deny this, I cant survive this
Feels like I'm alive, But feels like I'm dead
Middle of the night, Reading through our thread
My vision aint likely, It is all red
I just wanna know what the f*ck is going on with my head
@@jakze_0045 W lyrics dawg
@@SubParBrandon yes bro
Alguém tem que cuspir esse beat é outro nível 🔥
Cleannn 🔥
6 giờ, đồng hồ
tiếng tích tắc vang lên
từng nhịp, chấm dứt
cô ta để lại đây 1 vết nứt
trên trái tim mà vết thương cũ chưa đc chữa lành
khói thuốc cũng đã đầy trong phổi từng đêm
nó vẫn cứ mong mỏi
trong đầu
nó đặt ra nhiều câu hỏi
Tại sao hắn lại như thế này
Tại sao
cô ta rời nơi đây
Tại sao
hắn yêu ả ta nhiều đến vậy
hắn chỉ biết hỏi là tại sao
câu hỏi khiến đầu nó lại đau
hắn không có được câu trả lời
vì cô ta mà hắn vẫn chờ đợi
hắn có những giấc mộng nhỏ, mang cho cô ấy hạnh phúc phi thường
thời gian
là ánh đèn đỏ giành chút lắng đọng cho người đi đường
những lời
đã viết
trong bài nhạc này đều là thật lòng
cô ta
nói nó
đó là thứ tình cảm khiến cô ta trật lòng
Nice one!