last night i was dreaming and i fell in love
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These type of dreams used to leave me depressed for a while. The perfection of dreams is so bizarre, everything is so perfectly imperfect. The fading sensation of oxytocin in the morning would put me in a melancholic mood for the rest of the day. Dreams are one of my favorite things about this life.
Same. It's funny how sometimes the strongest emotion you feel in a day is just after you woke up. Certain movies also seem to do the same, and it can feel weird when a movie in a cinema ends and you just get up and continue on with normal life.
The bitter sweet feeling of a life in which you left behind.
It hurts honestly
I once had a dream that I was lost and couldn't find my home, it seemed like I wandered around forever. Finally I found it, and the door swung open to reveal my wife cheerily greeting me with open arms and a kiss. Then our two kids ran full-tilt at me to hug me as hard as they could. It must've felt like I was gone for a long time to them, too. I felt so empty when I woke up in my dark little apartment.
Vent off:
I was having a unusually good week.
Today I dreamt about someone important in my past. In that dream, we were doing as great as I once wished. Once I woke up, I got extremely frustrated that it was a dream about something that never happened irl.
Today was a harsh and unproductive day. I have no perspective of when I’m getting better again.
It’s really hard to keep on going when your very own subconscious can’t let it go and attacks you where it hurts the most.
@@rafaelcruzs2 keep your head up, friend
Falling in love in a dream is so strange... I thought about her 3 days straight.
I see it from a Jungian perspective: the unconscious shows you what you really want in life, and what you’re ready for.
Or maybe the unconscious showing you the positive aspects of your anima?
I'm not sure, I had a dream when I was 16 that I had a child, I fell in love with it and I held onto that feeling for many months, but I certainly wasn't and I'm still not ready for a child.
but I agree with your first point, it showed me what I wanted in life
So how do you explain nightmares?
@@plmkoi3 nightmares tell you what you fear
@@etheretherether unconscious showing anime?
"Last night I dreamt
That somebody loved me
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm"
Last night I felt
Real arms around me
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm
So, tell me how long
Before the last one?
And tell me how long
Before the right one?
@@isaiahiwnl insert here moans of desperation and depression* uuuuuuuuuuuuuh aaaaaaaah
@@isaiahiwnl this story is all i know but it goes on
@@trash5709 the story is old, I know
Whenever I have these dreams I always feel like my brain is trying to remember what love feels like.
Damn
I just typed up a story of mine from a few years back, about a dream I had once like this a little.
I think you're right. After all the fear and stress I have felt, I've been having these types of dreams more and more often. Always seems to stop me in my tracks... "What if...?"
Or that the potential is there
@@crazyandrewguy Damn. That’s how it feels to me. It’s almost like your mind is trying to remind you of what it feels like, to relieve the secret longing for it and the stress that comes from not having it, to remind you that it exists, and to motivate you to find it. Going through long periods of time without feeling love makes you forget that it’s possible. You struck a chord, friend.
Then you wake up and you miss the person you were dreaming about
Pure sadness for 2 days
Even when they R not real.and aren’t a fictional character in any irl thing.
@Jakey Bone In risking coming off as a total asshole: fuck that. How I see it is that you just happened upon a fantasy that offered comfort and belonging. You didnt want it and you werent lucid so you had no choice but to accept it. To grieve that is expected and healthy, in fact you could even revel in its bittersweetness. You may not have the option, the mental faculty or the social networks to simply eliminate your loneliness and so who cares if you indulge in something so small and harmless so freely offered to you.
I had it once and the person did have a name it was the name of someone I liked it didn't have her face it didn't really have a face but I still feel sad to this day when I think about it and it was 14 months ago it deals like she died but I personally think it is my lonelyness that is really bothering me
@@michelbontekoe3613try not to be lonely as much as you possibly can, otherwise you become like me, a husk of your former self.
Don’t do it to yourself.
I fell in love, lived a lovely few decades, and died with them at my side. Woke up totally lost but also longing for that lifetime I lived.
This guy took Roy off the grid
holy shit
My daughter was 4 years old, and then I died. It's been 7 years since that dream and I still miss them. :(
i had dreams that seemingly last a life time too or atleast a few years. i always wake up feeling lost wondering if what im living now is a dream. i never had a full family in my dream but seemingly long relationships and it always left me feeling lost after i wake up.
the worst part is slowing forgetting it in the coming days
Saying goodbye to them just before waking up is surreal. I fully intend to come back to them. And never have.
The closest thing to death u can experience. Its a somber ass feeling man.
Lucid dream them back into existence, you won't
At least you got to say goodbye.
This comment made me cry a lil ngl
Reminds me of the myth of Calypso, she offers immortality if you stay with her on the island of Ogygia. But Odysseus (in this case) leaves after seven years to complete his quest. I like to see the lost loves as a sort of calypso, everything you ever want in a partner, but we have a quest to complete, and an imperfect Penelope patiently waiting on our return.
the reason I remember most of my dreams vividly is because in my most depressed years, I'd live through them. the bleaker my reality was the more fantastical and pleasant were my dreams. I'd mourn them when waking, I'd daydream a much more clumsily imagined continuation of them during the day. it was escapism sure but it's what kept me going day to day, a crutch to tie the blearing days together. somthing to look forward to at the end. my coping habits are much more healthy now and there's more to daytime life but i still enjoy the annals of mind and the comfort it conjures up every night
Dreams have only gotten worse the more I'm depressed, or just bad even if I'm not depressed
I don't remember the last time I've have a good dream
They're always stressful in some fashion and I wake up sweating
@@binterwinterboyii1095 hey don't give up hope. Depression can be beaten
@@darkdreadnought4459 my mother told me 2 weeks ago that I'm a terrible person and there's no way in hell I'm going to be able to move out
I really do appreciate the love but this trains going straight to Hell, Michigan
I don't know what this video is yet, but I can tell form the title, the thumbnail and the content you usually produce, that I'll heavily relate to this. It pains me a lot, often.
i got the notification, and the title itself made me just click on the video faster
it’s five minutes, just watch before commenting
Couldn't have typed it better
"It pains me a lot, often"
I feel that.
Your not alone. In your pain and in your desire. There are many of us, talk when you need or want to buddy.
happened to me a few times as well, it's strange that you don't forget the feeling
That's amygdala at work :)
I've wondered, when we mourn the loss of someone, aren't they only existing as a memory in someone else's mind? What then is the difference between mourning the loss of someone who was once real and someone who never existed if they are both just a memory today?
Is just the same, this is the answer. Everything exist only in our minds. Of course our acts have effects in the others, so we have to be kind. But once someone is gone, it just exist in our mind. The past doesn't have real existance. I had a boyfriend for 8 years, be broke up more than 4 years ago, and I just can't remember what we were. What would we speak about, what would we do in our time together. So I made up in my mind. Reminding is like coping a memory, but when you copy a copy, you make up new information and also lose details. At the end, what you remember could not be even related with the truth or what happen, so is not very diferent with dreaming.
There is none. I was rejected by my crush last summer - I lived it exactly as though I was mourning for someone who had died, a version of her who loved me back. It was all the more strenuous since she was absolutely lovely about it and didn't want me to think she was a bad person because she didn't feel a certain way. Made me wonder what she'd gone through to think something like that could make you a bad person
The real answer is that, when losing someone, you can share their past existence with others who knew them. When someone dies, you can have the same memories as others and you can give them your memories of that person, and them theirs, making the world's understanding of that person stronger from beyond the grave. A false memory will only ever become true if used to create art, and will only shared if that art is seen.
Even then, it will only exist through the lens of the person's creative process and the audience's personal bias. Which could be said about real humans too, but at least with reality, there exists an element of objectivity.
@@mmcuser damn
that reminds me of the plot of the anime 'rascal does not love bunny girl senpai.' it talks abt how "quantum physics" asserts that what differentiates real from fake is observation. basically a dude talks to an imaginary girl in a bunny suit that only he can see, but his friend knows she exists somehow.
I remember one of the most lifelike, deja vu-ease feeling dream I had recently.
I was in a house and my girlfriend/wife that was an amalgam of the most recent girls I was talking to. She brought in newly born son, and I remember it being the most peaceful and loving feeling I have ever felt.
Never really wanted kids but It kind of changed me. Helped get over my ex at the time because she said she would never have kids.
Dreams are weird.
I have never been in love in my waking life- shit, i never even had a crush of anybody before.
But a few times I have dreamt about genuinely loving someone romantically, it was a love so deep in my bones, a true cosmic connection. I was certain we had known each other throughout multiple lifetimes.
Sometimes I am so lonely and my resilience in continuing to live grows weak- then i remember the feeling, i remember feeling the energy of the universe envelop my entire body, into my lungs, inhaling the breath of the deepest, purest love there is.
It is one of the reasons i continue to stay, i want to chase the feeling in my waking life. Because why would you give up on the richest unconditional love when you've felt it, even in glimpses inside of your soul? If i felt it, does it make it attainable? If i felt it before, does that mean I could feel it again?
I want to find out and feel it again, so I continue to stay alive
man, this hits hard. It's a shame that it's so hard to feel like this in the real world, and only getting to experience it while asleep. Really sucks...
I hope everyone reading this find love. Don't give up on that. A certain time in the future you'll look back to the days you felt this agonising loneliness. Just keep moving forward. You are not alone.
I found a similar purpose but for my work. I can't explain how much my chosen profession makes me happy.
How old are you? Just out of curiosity
This is written beautifully, and honestly makes me upset at myself for not reaching for the few opportunities I felt this way in reality.
Sometimes, I have dreams where I survive nuclear detonations and in the brief moment between knowing there's an explosion that will likely cost me my life and picturing that death, I hold whoever is closest to me in tears, as though this last moment before a forever loss of consciousness is the only moment of true connection, where this deep unwillingness to feel alone is when I can feel most held, and allow to be with people.
That's really beautiful! I had a dream one time where I'm pretty sure I died in a nuclear event. I say "pretty sure" because there was a giant flash, a moment of confusion, and then I was rocketed through this tunnel of light...and into my body, on my bed!
Have you seen the movie "Stay"? It's a bit older - Ryan Gosling and Ewan McGregor. I think you'd like it, based on your comment.
once I fell in love with a tree… I often dream about it still
I know right. What a hunk... of wood
This happened to me before. The dream felt like it took years and all the while the only thing I did was converse with this girl and make myself at home. When I woke up I immediately tried to fall back asleep out of fear that I'd never achieve that loving feeling again, but it was too late and I had to come to terms that I'd likely never have the same dream again.
The feelings I felt watching this were indescribable
I had a dream where I was with a woman that had no face. I didnt knew who she was, but it felt like I had known her for years, hard to describe that feeling I had. All we ever did was hang out near the riverside. I remember her pulling my hand towards the river. I truly felt happy at the time, like even if the world would end if she was there, everything would be fine. I woke up, feeling strange but peaceful. It happened for 2 days, same girl different place.
lucky
Mine happened for 3, but not consecutively. I dreamt of her once, then didnt, and then i did again and then the next day of that. I miss her so much. Eversince I wrote about her (I do that sometimes, just write my dreams down) I haven't seen her again.
Oh for real? What you are saying was that your dream literally came true. You fell in love in the dream then it conformed
Did it feel unbelievable first after you woke up in a peaceful state?
This is such a common human experience and it truly is so strange. One time I was on a Bourne Identity films kick and fell in love with Matt Damon in a dream lol. I was so bummed.
I went through a similar thing last year, i got a crush on an up & coming performer & kept having dreams where we fell in love, some of the most realistic/vivid dreams of my life. I knew it was just because he represented an escape from my (at the time) extremely unsatisfying life and that was what i really wanted. Things have slowly been getting better & while im still just as attracted to him i dont have these dreams anymore where he whisks me away somewhere magical. I kind of miss them, but i dont miss how sad & empty i felt when i woke up
Wow this video is great. Ive never put much serious consideration in dream interpretation, but dreams themselves can have a profound effect on people depending on the dream and person. Great content and thanks for making it.
Yeah I really just see dreams as random signals being interpreted by the brain but I've always loved the genuine impact they can have on the psyche. Even if they are meaningless they can make their own meaning.
i'm not even joking when I say I had the exact experience this morning. I kept getting woken up by my phone and falling back asleep to the same dream with the same girl, It had almost left my memory entirely by the time I finally got up and decided to open youtube only to see this new video available from you.
It's a comforting feeling... I'd chalk it up to nothing more than a coincidence, having that dream and then watching your video... But I wont lie when i say I feel a bit more hopeful about love after witnessing the ending to your video.
Thank you sir, you'll always be one of my favorite youtubers.
I, too, found this video the morning of waking up from a dream about falling in love with someone who doesn’t exist
Same - I dreamt and just felt so in love when I wake up with the lingering peaceful feeling in my head
This is quite possibly the best dream explanation/recall/interpretation ever written. Or at least that I’ve heard.
I’ve also had connecting hair scenario in dreams but I don’t recall in nearly as much detail as you do. Excellent work.
Sometimes I dream of being in love and feeling embraced and safe... we'll kiss and I really feel their lips on mine. I feel like that's where I'm supposed to be and after I wake up I just wait until I can kiss my real love or dream about it again.
I also felt their lips touching mine, so real
@@berry2nicky3happened today it was surreal
I remember falling in love in my dream. The point where you said she was forever changing and looked of all different characters, thats how I felt about mine. I couldnt tell where she originated from but it felt like she was everything combined in one. We went on lovely dates, more beautiful than any date ive had in reality so far, and talked about our families and how to stay connected. nearing the end of the dream she was with me, in my dorm room, where I was asleep. I remember it being so vivid I woke up thinking shed be with me.
in the past you mentioned that you might delete your channel in the future if you feel like it :(( please promise me you won’t delete this channel because it is really important to me. every video carries so much emotion and the aesthetic of your videos is always pleasing to me and calms me down and makes me feel safe. i get to learn about all sorts of philosophers and other concepts that i wouldn’t be able to find so pleasantly somewhere else. i have a lot going on in my life and while philosophy is very interesting to me, i am focusing on other subjects and feel like i am missing out on so much beautiful knowledge that i get to find in this channel. this channel is a sacred safe space for me so please, even if one day you don’t feel like making new videos anymore, i want to be able to enjoy and experience your amazing work. wish you the best! cheers :))
There are browser extensions to download streaming videos as files. I'd use that
Nothing is permanent in this world, not even your favourite youtube channel.
@@Randomness65535 true, nothing is permanent, but there is an indefinite amount of times you can postpone that impermanence
It's really awesome that you enjoy this guys work but why should he cater to you and your wants or anyone elses? If he should decide that deleting his channel is what he wants then he should be able to without people telling him how much it hurts them or that you won't be able to live without him. Maybe I'm just being too negative about your comment or too technical but it's these types of comments and people I hate most. The ones who make you feel like you have to be there for them and that they need you when in actuallity, you don't have to do shit. Fuck everyone else. It's ok to be selfish isn't it? That's what makes us human, right? Let me kill myself without feeling bad about it.
Sorry for the rant, bad night.
feel free to youtube-dl all of his videos
It is so weird to me how well you described the vagueness of my dreams, while still being full of emotion and in that moment - logic. Like I never question what is happening, but in those very rare dreams where I fall in love I'm glad I don't. I like those dreams a lot.
I’ve been walking around with a feeling since having one of those dreams very young. Life is less hard when you realize you’re surrounded by others dreaming just like you.
I've had dreams in which I find someone and we start going out and it just all clicks, and I realize that all this time alone was worth it. Then I wake up.
"I'd like to make myself believe,
that planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say if I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'cause everything is never as it seems. ---
It's hard to say if I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
because my dreams are bursting at the seams."
-"Fireflies" by Owl City
That was stuck in my head literally two days ago!
You posted this strangely the exact day after I fell in love in my dreams.. I remember waking up feeling so sad for the rest of the day because that love never existed
I've had similar dreams. Always in high school, falling in love. But the difference is that I know who exactly that person is, or at least who I percieve/want them to be. He's an old high-school crush which I seem to never get over about. And it's constant, not just a one-time thing. Almost everyday.. I never got to confess or at least get closure. In my dreams, even though my mind tells me it's him, his personality is different in each dream. One dream he's this perfect, dreamy guy. The other dream he's just plain awful. It's tiring to always be thinking about him. I don't even know if I still like him anymore... I just wish I can get some closure of some sort, but the last time I ever saw him was almost 4 years ago. And while we were good friends, we haven't really talked at all since pandemic. I guess it's one of the reasons I couldn't go through online class to finish school.
Sorry for venting lmao
Im in the exact same situation right now, had a crush on a friend I have right now and had dreams about him but like I have no idea what to do with it so I can kinda relate to you
In my experience i have dreams about old crushes or unattainable men (celebrities, fictional characters, etc) during times when im unhappy/unsatisfied with my waking life. Its not so much that im craving a relationship with them (even if i do as well) its more that they represent a change or escape from my status quo. In the dream theres always this sort of “he can take me away from here” sort of feeling. When things improve in my life, i stop having those dreams and when i have them again i look for any areas im unsatisfied in my life & try to improve it. It seems to help. Idk if either of you will find this helpful but i know what its like to be plagued with dreams about someone youll likely never have & it can be very painful so i hope maybe this can help a bit ❤️
@@plumenommershpadoinkle7575 thank you. That made the dreams make some sense. I'm unhappy with my life rn. So ig it's my brain's way of coping with it?
I had a crush in school aswell and we haven't been in comtact for 6 years. I got his instagram back then but deleted my account eventually and forgot his instagram name. I've had several crushes throughout my child- and teenagehood but this one just doesn't seem to get out of my head. Maybe it's because he was my last ever crush, or maybe it's because I felt the most for him, idk. I really wish I could find a way to reconnect with him and find out what he's doing now. It doesn't need to develop into a romantic relationship, I just wish I could reconnect with him. Even if I find a way to contact him, I am too much of a pussy to actually do it, because I don't even think he remembers me, even though it was clear to me and everybody around us that he also had a crush on me
Perfect timing. I dreamt I spent time with an idealized version of this person I'd been crushing over for a long time. In the dream I chased this person down, after just missing them a few times before. When I finally reached them, we caught up for a bit - it was indescribably nice - and I was thinking about asking them out... before I woke up. Then I saw this video on my notification's list.
It happened to me when I was much younger, I was a kid in high school, I dreamt about the perfect love that I can't even begin to remember, but I know that I woke up in the middle of the night and saw a big lump beside me in bed, shaped just like a person, and in my dreamlike, groggy haze I went to hug the lump as naturally as hugging someone in the same bed as you, and it collapsed under my arm. Just a pile of blanket. I stared at it and processed the fact that my dream was just a dream and I silently fell back to sleep with tears streaming down my face.
Now I'm an adult and I'm married to the love of my life, and although it's silly, I find some comfort in thinking they were the one I dreamt of all those years ago, and they were only missing from my bed that tearful night because I had yet to find them.
I think what makes our emotions so explicit, strong, and pure in dreams is the state of pristine presence we are in. It is incredibly ironic that you can feel so alive and conscious when your physical body is really lying down, completely detached from "real" life. It's almost like you're allowed into another dimension of presence.
I too once fell in love in a dream; and later realized that that feeling has been what gives me hope some days. Just knowing my mind is capable of feeling such pure love and tranquility is enough to motivate me to believe i can find that in real life too. Maybe this is too sentimental of a way to see it but i don't seem to care
This video hit the spot, I've had a dream like that yesterday, felt surreal and it was placed in what I think is my life in the future, I've been thinking about her all day.
This video is beautiful
I was a mother in my dream. I had a perfect baby girl. I carried her in my arms. I still remember her smile. I remember her blond hair, just like what i had when i was a baby. I remember her. I miss her. What hurts even more, is that she was never real.
I literally don’t dream ever, and on the rare occasion I do (once a month maybe) I can never recall more than the last concrete thing that occurred. listening to your vid and looking at the comments makes me feel like I have missed out on something pretty cool.
Maybe you dream and completely forget about it when you wake up
@@Snips. That is what happens when you "don't dream". You just forgot.
Its a real mixed bag, some dreams are really cool & fun or even hilarious, other dreams are depressing or even terrifying. I think id rather have no dreams than recurring nightmares, for example. But most people dont remember like 90% of their dreams
I love dreaming, it’s literally the highlight of my day
This is the second spring in a row where I have been dreaming about my first love couple of times a week. Its dreams of being in love, its dreams of just existing together, but its also nightmares where she murders me, nightmares where she takes away everything i have. I talk to her at night then become a stranger when i meet her. im waiting for summer so that i can sleep well without the dreams again.
Just found your channel this morning and was just suggested your video on depression and I wanted to thank you for imagining me happy. I've been struggling with myself since I was in the 4th grade. I've lost myself to nihilism many times over the years and I just really feel very low right now. I'm glad I've found your channel, you're doing good work here.
I once had a very vivid dream in which I had a daughter. Once I woke up, I started crying at her loss and missed her dearly for the rest of the day.
Love the vids Luke, keep going. You've inspired me more than you can imagine, I've fallen in love with philosophy and learning. I started reading for the first time since middle school last year, now I cant go a day without picking up a book.
I once dreamt the same thing and it felt physically real ..
u probably had a lucid dream
@@beans4286 omg with that guy ?? 🥲❤️ yay?
This video is just so strangely beautiful, thank you.
In my last dream there was an old man, he was reading a children's book on a dark night in my backyard. The book was gold and blue like beginning of a day. I called to him and he smiled as he put down his book. When he looked at me, I felt like he could see everything I ever wanted him to see, and I knew at that moment what love at first sight felt like.
You’re always so spot on. This has been happening to me for the past week. I can’t place what it means but it feels really nice to find someone who understands
This video brought me to tears, so thank you for making it. I will always remeber it and rewatch it as soon as i can.
Man, it’s been a while since something hit me like that. Well spoken
I love and hate these types of dreams, they always feel like the ending of a story you don’t want to end. I miss those dreams
I’ve had similar experiences before. The only times I’m able to remember my dreams are when I‘m a completely different person. Different looks, different personality and different relationships. But what connects all those dream is how I always fall in love with someone. Doesn’t have to be in a romantic way either, can be a Platonic friendship or familiar bound. But these feelings of admiration feel so real? Even after I wake up I catch myself being extremely content having spent time with those people and wishing to meet them again. But slowly, as the day progresses, I forget how these people really were and can just remember what a bound we had. Still, it’s always a fascinating experience
Reminds me of one of my favorite Elliott Smith songs where he sings "her face is simple excellence but it's always changing shape"
It's a complete state of ataraxia. Nowhere to go, and nothing to seek but to enjoy the present. What surprised me while dreaming of this perfect girl was the extreme purity of the feeling of unconditional love. A feeling so selfless and human it makes me somewhat proud of being able to experience such supposedly noble feelings. After the dream is over you start to realize how life is not as black and white as previously presented, but the essence, a subtle remainder of this ultimate feeling of completeness remains at the back of your head, waiting to be achieved despite being an unrealistic expectation. It's just a silver lining for something you know is unreachable but still strive towards and hope for the best, a sense of purpose.
This is so accurate, including the immediate response upon awaking. Only part I did not experience was the chasing or contest or whatever.
I only had the dream once, and never again. But I still remember it.
I've never been able to remember my dreams, I think I would have liked to remember this
Waking up from these dreams is usually painful, its been enough to put me in a funk for a few days before. So it can be a trade-off for sure haha
this video was filled with isolating comfort, your ability to put complex feelings into words is so unreal. thank you for sharing
It's really nice to notice how the overall quality of these videos has evolved throughout time, they've always been amazing and they keep getting better. The collage that's been added into this one is great! :D
As I'm watching this i tear up, unsure as to why.
This video has made me feel a strange, warm comfort
Dude I can’t believe how long I’ve been subbed to this channel, the quality is only increasing, I just gotta say thank you for putting in this effort and giving so much of yourself to this pursuit, I honestly appreciate it.
These sort of dreams are amazing and depressing, they make me realize what kind of person I'm missing in life, and how shitty Ive been treated in the past
i've had dreams before where i had loving relationships with very specific classmates of mine. i wake up longing them but realize it wasn't the person i'm suddenly now attracted to because of an awkward dream with them, it's the feeling of being loved romantically that i've only ever felt in my mind
Holy shit. That ending legitimately brought tears to my eyes out of nowhere. Wow.
I never forgot about him, in the lowest parts of my life my waking hours became nothing more than a chore I have to go through until I can go back to sleep and be happy and alive. the emotions i would feel while asleep would be tripled, in potency and variety. the world was inconsistent and confusing, at every turn of my head whatever I wanted to exist there would stare back at me. for months it felt like the roles of dream and reality were reversed, that I would only truly be alive while asleep. I relate to this so much, it’s weird that so few people ever talk about how often one lives exclusively in their dreams.
I can't express how much your channel resonates with me.
Funnily enough I always feel myself in my dreams, even more so than in reality itself. The first time I fell in love in a dream I actually felt what today I know for sure was the feeling of strongly falling for someone even before I had felt it in real life. I was so touched, so desperate to make that feeling real that I tried Googling this girl’s name but then again, I vaguely remember it. It felt so heart crushing. Later in life I would feel the same thing after a real break up. I don’t know. It’s strange that I could feel that in a dream way before I had actually felt it in real life.
if only these were a show you could pause and play, after a very long day
but if you always wanna sleep, what leaves your waking presence’s meaning?
I remember when I was 60, pushing my granddaughter on the swing. Thinking to myself I had never before had more hope for the future and love for those around me. Knowing that this bright 7 year old girl could be anything she wanted to be. The culmination of my grandparents love for each other, my parents love for each other, my undying unwavering love for my wife, and my son's love for his wife. An impossible chain of events leading up to this moment. All the fears of my youth were silly looking back. I pushed the swing and turned to kiss my wife who was still beautiful to me in spite of her age. However, she wasn't there, I was alone. Confused I sat up and realized I was single and in my early 30's. It's been 5 years, and my granddaughter who can never be is still there in my memory. It actually hurts like I lost someone. LOL
Why can she never be? You still have time to find love and have a family. My mom had me when she was 40, same with one of my friends except it was her dad. I hope you are able to experience this beautiful thing in the physical world someday
every interacction i've had in a dream is so fullfilling i feel like. Its always so content.
loved the video! specially pleased with the captions that you added! keep up the great work
i never thought someone else felt this way and experienced this
around a year ago when i was a few months fresh out of a bad breakup, i had this dream where i was in some kind of zen island, or something and i somehow fell into a well. someone pulled me up, saving me. his face was warped and it didnt resemble anyone ive ever met but he felt like the said ex i JUST broke up with then, just... different. dare i say better. but i felt attracted to this dude. he was respectful, kind, caring, and he was funny !! in that dream i felt the familiar feeling of love and affection. when i was about to kiss him i suddenly woke up. i was disappointed and i felt ruined. but that dream was just something ive wanted to dream about again. maybe that "pulling me up from a well" thing was somewhat symbollic too?? i dont really know i just wrote this out of a excitement. it made me sad in a way. i wanted to dream about him again. i still do. this video somehow made me rethink about it?? and analyzing it too. felt the comfort in the feeling of being lost after waking up. idk maybe im just really dumb
Dreams are complex, often times I dream of past, present or potential future relationships. Experiences out in the world. The feeling of kissing some one for the first time. These feelings are abstract as the dreams and idealized reality we find ourselves in. I've had many situations similar to the one you've experienced, perhaps this is 'normal' even though it feels abstract?
@@bradleypeters511 ive had alot of bad experiences in my life the breakup included, so what you say may make sense with the idealized reality. its just sad yet weird in the dreams because sometimes its too cryptic for me to understand yet part of me does understand. its a difficult thing to describe a complex concept but perhaps it is 'normal'
This is the best video you've ever made. Incredibly well done!
Having been in love in a dream but never in actual life, I'm to some degree.. scared. The feeling is so strong, so ... beautiful, desirable, that I wonder if the real version is even at all similar to what I've felt in my dreams. Maybe, unobstructed by the veil of dreams, it may even be more powerful, in which case I guess I'm truly missing out.
Id say love feels different every time. It depends on you, and it depends on the other person
Phenomenal video. It hit the perfect balance of comfort and thought provocation.
loving this new poetic format, keep it up c:
The best storytelling i've ever seen never stop making these even write a book your amazing
This video is so beautiful, thank you for making it. It relates a lot to me.
amazing work once again, sisyphus! and appreciate the subtitles
This is so great, thank you for making it
This is so beautiful and I really needed to see it today
These kinds of dreams are mad whack to get. They leave my pretty upset sometimes and leave this strange imprint on the rest of the day. Ty for making this video.
I have never been in love irl, but I felt it in a dream and it was one of the strangest experiences I’ve ever had
This made me cry. I met my wife in strange and chaotic circumstances and what you said about not questioning the situation and just accepting it really got me.
I've had this too, but with friends. After moving out of my home country and losing all of my friends 3 times in a row I've kind of accepted that I'll be alone until I die, but that doesn't make it suck any less
Take care man
Truly thorough observation and precise description of the weirdness of dreaming
love it, so well executed. I feel what you feel, so powerfully portrayed
this is such a familiar experience you're recounting, i love the way you put it to words. 🙏❤
I hate it when u meet someone in a dream and then all u want is to go back and live a life u made up while you were unconscious. The longing for a person that never existed
I've felt this as well. Its that feeling of wanting that feeling of love but not knowing how to get it, that's the painful part.
Very fascinating dreams, i love hearing such things, they give me alot of inspiration, please say more when you experience them!
This was beautiful, thank you for sharing.
this is so cute, nice, wholesome and relatable. Thank you! :)
How do you figure out that these experiences are so incredibly relatable and decide to make videos about them? You've created multiple videos about experiences that I can relate to more than I've ever related to anything else, but have never heard anyone talk about ever.
This one was scary because it makes me feel like you've taken a look inside my most intimate personal experiences.
Please keep making more of these kinds of videos I've never seen anything quite like them.
This brought me the exact same feeling.
it doesnt help that the dream lover is the IDEAL lover. Your own brain knows exactly what it wants, so in your dream "the what you want" part connects to the "what you have" part and you get these dreams that leave you really upset in the morning.
The ability to let go is powerful. Love someone for who they are and not for who you want them to be.
I too once dreamt of falling in love. Either there was no face nor context attached to the dream or I simply don't remember it all but I remember the feeling of warmth and comfort of being with someone as I held their hand. I remember waking up and being slightly confused as there was no hand being held in mine. Maybe not quite love but it felt more real/comforting than my last real relationship.
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I occasionally write things I think are poems and songs (don't feel like I'm good enough to say they're poems or songs, that's why I said "think are"), and this "falling in love in my dream" stuff is inspiring me to write something in that concept. In real life I've fallen in love with different people (not lust, or a crush, or a short time something) but unfortunately none of them ever fell in love with me all my life. I've dreamt of being in a mutual love relationship sometimes even married lol, but never thought of writing it until now. So thank you. And I really love your contents
Im so shocked at the way your story is identical to my experience. Ive felt this dread and regret from these memories with her, it felt so real, waking up to find out everything is suddenly gone made things with me i could never imagine anything could. I quite mourned her disappearence for weeks, and to this day i dont think i will ever taste this freedom and sense of belonging i could experience with her. I would tell myself and others that it was stupid for me to be so depressed over the death of a dream, but deep inside i cant help but believe that somewhere, sometime it was real, and because of that my perception of love and romance had changed forever. Its been almost a year now and i cant forgive the fact i almost forgot her. Thank you for reminding me of this beautiful memory, I really wanted it back
This was so relatable and entertaining
Video like these give me very pleasant feeling.