Thank you for being real about not feeling so great mentally. It can’t be easy to vlog when you’re feeling like that, but normalizing it helps so many. We appreciate you and hope you’re feeling better soon.
Ooooo I have a joke for you! Why do we tell actors to "break a leg?" ............ because every play has a cast! :D bahahahha got that from Google. Hope that makes you giggle. Hope you feel better soon 💕
I wont lie, uni really fucked me up whenever i got to finals. I would just totally neglect myself and only realise when it felt like i was so alone and drowning. Remember that you deserve to be loved and cared for, while thats usually by the other humans you surround yourself its also loving and caring for yourself. I hope you are okay and remember that this is only a fleeting moment in the expanse of your life and soon it'll pass as fast as it appeared.
So proud of you for just being like "I'm not doing well" and taking action?? That's really admirable! Hope you'll feel a bit better soon. Honestly, I've been terrible and just watching your vlogs from last year for comfort and that really helps, so I hope you find something equally helpful (I mean I could def suggest your vlog from a year ago but like that might not do the trick for you haha)
Sorry to hear you’re not feeling 100%. I too love to just pause and get out into nature and relax alone when I’m feeling off. 💜 I enjoy stream of conscious journaling. It helps my anxiety.
My journal is legitimately just word and thought vomit. Half sentences... just thoughts and notes and feelings. I never go back and re-read anything because I just want it to be feelings and thoughts out flowing. But it also marks some significant events that have happened. It’s super helpful, personally. I’ve been doing it for the last two years and it’s completely free flow.
Really interesting that you don‘t re-read! Journaling feels really daunting to me for some weird reason, I know I doesn‘t have to be a literary masterpiece haha. Not re-reading might take some pressure off for me. 🙏🏼
@@himbae95 I think maybe one day I will eventually when I am so far removed from everything I'm going through doesn't sting so bad. I recognize that sometimes re-reading trauma is like re-living it sometimes and can be re-traumatizing all over. -- which is why I typically avoid it. My journals are just a place for me to get out everything. Sometimes I write super pretty and almost bullet journal the page and other times it's the sloppiest writing and a legit hot mess. It's my 100% no judgement space for my brain dump, thoughts, and feelings. I HIGHLY recommend trying it!
i journal the same way!! i found that re-reading my entires would lead me to ruminate about certain things for longer so i made a hard rule for myself to just Not Read them back for a long time lol
i do the same thing! also although sometimes i feel compelled to reread my entries, i literally CANT because it kinda triggers me and might send me spiraling back to that place lol. but yeah! unstructured journalling like this actually really helps
was literally just thinking about you today, thinking I hadn’t seen you on my goodreads feed in a while and was wondering if you were okay - don’t feel pressured to post if you’re not feeling 100%! we’ll still be here
I think it's really generous to share your time in vlogs when you really don't feel like it. Take it easy and do whatever you feel it's best for you; we will wait around anyway 🙃❤️
So brave to say you are not feeling well right now. Times have been so tough for everyone, but seeing someone that you admire struggle too is a reminder that you’re not alone. Thank you for being so open Noelle, and hope you feel better soon. 💗
Continually in awe your vulnerability and authenticity. I hope you never forget the joy and comfort your videos bring to so many people. While I can’t imagine the pressure that also comes with, please know we all care about you, and always want you to put you first 💖✨
My fall semester was the hardest on me. I’ve never felt so “down” (I really don’t know how else to put it). I did not feel like myself and just felt so overwhelmed and just...sad. Even after the semester, it took a week for me to feel more like myself again. I don’t know if that’s what you’re experiencing, but sending you so many good vibes and love. Take care of yourself 💛
I can see my own recent feelings reflected in your face, I've been feeling overwhelmed and apathetic. It's hard to be a person sometimes, but I love you and I know we can both get through this ♥️
I regularly use my fb to let people know when I'm struggling and it helps others to know they aren't alone. I was in a horrible car accident in feb and can't walk or drive still. Your videos make me smile and always encourage me to read because my mental health keeps me from doing so at times. Remember to keep your eyes to the sky never glued to your shoes ❤
Just graduated nursing school, finals month is intense!!!!! Mental health can be so draining, sending positive vibes your way! It’s hard to stop working and focus on you when you feel guilty not doing other tasks.
One instructor I had always said how important it is to find what “fills your bucket” and for me it’s being in nature or outside. Hope you find what fills yours ❤️
Reading a self help book in the mornings has REALLY helped me recently. I do 10 minutes of self care (which is reading a self help book) & I write a list of things I have worries about or people that I want to pray on while I read & then I pray after! It’s such a nice way to start the day
I’m truly hoping you are able to get out of this slump! I hope you don’t mind my advice/suggestion/...ideas?😂 I hope you find something that works best for you!
i love so much how emotionally vulnerable these reading vlogs can be. i really appreciate it and it helps sooooothe me when I'm going through rough patches as well.
My last semester of college, I went through a breakup during finals week. My mental health was so down I started having psychosomatic symptoms like numbness, pain in my arms/legs, and chest pain. It took everything in me to finish papers, study for multiple exams, and give presentations when all I wanted to do was lay down and cry. We have incredible strength within us! Sending you lots of positive energy and prayers 💓 You are an amazing human, and knowingly or unknowingly you have helped so many of us get through bad days!! 😘
Thank you so much for the reminder that we don't need to make every single second of every single day productive. Sometimes, we just need to take the time to relax or be lazy. It's equally important. I needed that reminder so thank you 🙂 hope you're doing well! You got this!
So glad that you are taking such good care of yourself and that you have a boss and mom that support you through that. I am sending you all the love! You are amazing and such a source of joy for me and so many others! Thank you for sharing everything from your favorite books to your hair regiment to the times you're not feeling great with us. It's great to know I am not alone in having days like this and I hope you know you are not alone either! I hope you can draw encouragement and joy from all the people on here that love and adore you like we draw it from you and your awesome videos! Keep going, one foot in front of the other, and it will get better! Love you Noelle!
Also, sometimes it’s VERY important to give yourself a break, I know it’s complicated bc it feels like we’re avoiding our responsibilities, but it’s just society pressuring our minds... glad to hear you too a break and hope you feel better soon ✨🥺💛
It’s really helpful to show how you’re taking steps to take care of yourself like spending time in nature, time with loved ones, etc. there is a type of journaling that has been proved to improve mood where you list I am grateful for, I will focus on, and I look forward to. I do those at the end of my regular journaling which is usually my dream from the night before. It’s nice to look back on and to make you think about the good parts of the day
You inspire me so much! Even though you are not feeling so well you still go outside, do things you love, meet with people you love and move your body! Because I don't feel well myself because of my finals I really look up to you and how much you still get done. I feel like I'm just existing day after day and not really moving forward. I love you so much Noelle!! 💜 Sending you much love and hugs! 🙏
You are in my heart, Noelle. Thank you for being so open. I went to the doc for a mental breakdown this week and was prescribed new anxiety meds, and, while I absolutely hate that you are going through a hard time, I know I am not alone in the struggles of life. I need to take a page out of your book and be more proactive about it, I applaud you for making your mental wellbeing your priority. It is so easy to let that be the first thing we neglect. Hope you feel much much better soon and good luck with your final exams, dear!
Take care of yourself! never be afraid to put youtube on the back burner! I never understood why some people get so worked up when a youtuber takes a break. (just rewatch their old videos )
Hope your trip to Big Sur made you feel better.... You are so brave for sharing! Sometimes I feel the same way.... for no particular reason, I feel out of it and down.... Thank you for posting! Really hope you feel uplifted soon!
I felt what you were going through the entire of month of finals.The stress led to the point that my physical body malfunction. I was in the hospital for a week. So, I thank you for being real with not being ok and it is ok to put yourself first! I am like you where I get the day off and I do homework or take care of others instead of taking a day off so thank you for showing that you took sometime for yourself! Also, I was the same with journaling and now I tried it again and I keep it more real rather than a catalog or an agenda. And I love it! I hope it works with you 💛💛 let us know how it goes! You got this 💛💛💛
Mental health is so important and can be so hard to navigate. It's extremely brave of you to be so honest and up front with your struggles. Hope things lighten up soon
Hope you're doing okay!! I just want you to know that I'm really proud of you and everything you've accomplished and the fact that you're able to say "hey, I'm not okay right now" because thats never easy to admit. Wishing you the best on your finals!
I had never been able to stick with journaling and then a couple years ago I started being really raw and vulnerable in my journal. Now I write super often and it is how I process hard stuff... a lot of the time I don't even fully realize how I'm feeling until I have to put it into words and write it down. I hope it does the same for you. Take care of yourself Noelle and know that you've got a whole community of subscribers who care about you and are rooting for you. Sending you prayers and love and light and good energy.
I’ve never actually commented before, but I do want to say that I really enjoy your channel and love your personality. But what prompted me to comment was that I am SO glad you took some time for yourself. You are an incredibly busy human and I can’t believe you’re operating on and accomplishing so much in the same 24 hours I experience everyday. Good for you!!! Good luck on finals and I’m excited you’ll get a break from school.
I hope today brings you a lot of joy Noelle! Whatever you’re going through remember that you’re beautiful, super intelligent, & amazingggg! Sending you a hug and lots of love!
Thank you for taking time for yourself and doing self-care; finals month always has me feeling drained and tired as well, but knowing that you're taking care of yourself is such a good thing I hope you're feeling better 🍓
There is such a feeling of HEAVY loneliness in your recent videos. I am so glad you've got your mom nearby to support you. Sending you a hug. Thank you for all the great videos you share with us! x
Thank you for the vlog! I wish you feel better soon because your energy is sooo good! Wish I could help somehow and please, don't feel pressure about posting or reading more books or whatsoever. The community just likes hearing from you even when you are sharing your not so good moments or even if you don't read a page of a book for a month. Hope you see the bright side of yourself and life in general. You are such an inspiration!
I’m proud of you for admitting you need a break, especially when you could work. It’s a hard thing to do and I’m incredibly impressed by you. I hope you feel better soon!
Greetings Noelle! I watched this video last night. Woke up thinking of you. I hope you’re moving forward gently without too much self induced pressure. I’m a mom of daughters that are your age. As a mom (like your mom) we try to make things a bit more insightful. Like your get thru this dark time. I love the puzzle & journal idea too. Your mom gave good advice about the journaling. Give it time. Keep us posted! I’ve follow you a short time (met you thru Gabby ♥️) and I’m so glad I did! You’ve uplifted me!!! For that I thank you. Now *We’re* all here for you. Take your time coming back. We’ll all be waiting with love, smiles & happy tears for YOU! Love you from middle of nowhere TX, Michelle ☀️💕🌴🌻🐎🐄🦙🐖🐐✨
Appreciate the realness here. I know how you feel, and I'm glad the world has moved in a direction where we can feel more comfortable admitting that we're not okay
I'm like two weeks from graduating high school and I'm so GLAD that you're showing us that you're taking time to be in nature and that you're struggling with being productive because I'll spend more time reading or being outside than doing homework
Hope you’re doing alright, Noelle. Taking time and space for your mental health is so important. Sending you positive, loving, productive when necessary but relaxing when possible vibes 🖤
I’m so sorry you’re not feeling great. You’re doing the best you can, and that’s all anyone can ask for. You’re such an admirable person, and I hope you understand how many people you inspire to keep going. Keep your head up. 💗
Thank you so much for posting this. I haven’t been feeling great mentally lately, and it’s so refreshing to see others being honest about how they’re feeling.
Ugh, Noelle I really love your personality and your energy and it kills me to know you’re not feeling well! I hope SO much tha you can take the much needed time to do some self care and really focus on yourself and relax. You’re amazing and I hope you feel better soon!!! Sending all the possible good vibes your way! ✨✨💗
I've been kind of feeling like Noelle lately. In a writing class that I was excited about when I signed up, but now my mental health is not the greatest and it's such a struggle to get my work done, which then overwhelms me. BUT getting through it. Yesterday after taking TWO naps I finally felt like I could handle it. hang in there to anyone struggling with this kind of thing! we CAN do it!
Thanks so much for sharing your down days! I actually found this really comforting - solidarity!! It was nice to see the arc of your weekend and I think the ratio of talking to footage was great.
Glad to see you making time for yourself and getting a journal to write in. Those two things have been very important to me in my struggles. I hope you can pull through whatever’s going on & feel better in the time to come ❤️
Its really beautiful to see that u have a great support system 💙💜 I also consider u really strong bc sometimes its not easy been this vulnerable. I appreciate u and the space to talk mental health that u created.
I have a journal that I use ONLY when I am feeling incredibly anxious/on the verge of a panic attack and all I do is write about what I think is stressing me out and how I feel about it. I find it really helps, especially since I only use it for those specific circumstances. I hope journaling helps for you too!!
oh noelle i’m sorry you’re not feeling 100%. taking care of yourself is #1 and we’ll be here waiting patiently whenever you feel the need to take a step back and take care of yourself.
I just started watching you like a week ago and this video (really all your videos) are so comforting to watch. I really like how you open up about your mental health. It sorta feels like we are going through it together lol, which is really comforting. I hope you start to feel better. I love your content already :)
Thank you for your honesty. Sending you healing vibes. Sending you all the positive vibes and love as well. It’s always a good idea to take time for yourself when things are wonky. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
a noelle video on my birthday?? chefs kiss! noelle, you are so loved and i (and im sure so many of your viewers) care so much about your mental health. i hope you're doing well and are able to be gentle with yourself, as you deserve it. anything you are feeling is valid, and i am so proud of you.
So good to hear from you. Sorry you’ve been in a rough place for a bit. I appreciate you sharing how you’re feeling and the practical things you’re doing to take care of yourself. Sending you big hugs.
I've been waiting for another one of your videos just so I can say that you have become one of my comfort creators! I often watch your videos before I go to bed because they just help me relax and your humor puts me into a less-anxious mood! Thank you for being so open about your mental state, your authenticity is something that I've always admired. I hope you feel better soon, love! xx
I hope you're feeling better soon Noëlle, i have also been super stressed out and going through a though time. Mainly because of uni too. Please take care of yourself first, you and your mental health come first!! Also don't be scared to ask for help, I learned that too this week :) Sending love and hugs to you 💖💖
Hope that by the time you see this message you're feeling much better whatever is going on in your corner of the world. This month hasn't been the best for me either, but taking it one day at a time and finding little moments of joy how you did in this vlog has brought me back where I need to be and I am feeling better.
getting anything done during the low times is so tough, but oddly, it's one of the ways to help you get outta the funk. props for pushing through it. best of luck with finals, and hugs and good vibes to ya!
Mental health is definitely important and glad your boss understood that. Prayer and positive vibes heading your way. Also hopefully your finals went the way you wanted. Take care of yourself first 🙏🏼
Ugh sending you so much love and positivity! 🤍 finals suckkkkkk so bad, my last one’s today for this semester and I feeel you 😭 it’s so draining! I don’t know how you do it, a job, YT, and school?! You’re a superwoman! I’m so proud of you ♥️♥️ i just want you to know how proud i am of you (no matter what stage you're at in ur healing) and i hope you know what an amazing future you have in store, Noelle! Love you !
I was missing you a lot this week, and even though you are having a hard time, know that you have people who appreciate and value YOU and your videos so much, ESPECIALLY when you are so honest about things not being okay. You are modelling a very healthy approach to self-care in being kind to yourself and you DESERVE IT. I hope that the rest of the finals pass by with as much ease as they can and that you can take a break and be SO PROUD of yourself once you are finished. 💕💕💕
sending all my love n hugs to you, noelle! we all have these seasons of sadness and anxiety in life - just know that it is temporary. you are a gem for being transparent about your struggles on the internet, it means a lot that you would share with us. I hope you start feeling better soon, but please don’t feel bad about taking time away from socials/youtube! we will all be here for you when/if you want to come back. love u mama petunia 🌸💛
just yesterday i checked whether you uploaded a video or not & was worried if you're ok. i haven't been doing very well myself, my dog my love passed away a week ago & things have been rough. but me & my family are helping each other cope up. your videos always cheer me up. sending you positive energy & i hope you feel better soon. take care Noelle💜
I saved this video until I submitted my final two assignments for this semester of grad school. My lit review was 3 pages short but my brain is toasted, so I'll live with it. This year was a real bummer for school and I wanted to drop out nearly every day this spring semester, but I have a pretty sunny outlook for the Fall now that it's over! Hopefully this summer is full of good reads and a little healing! I've been reading lots of dark and heavy stuff recently to work through my moods. I am about 75% done with Say Nothing and it is one of the best non-fiction books I've read in a long time. I hope to sit down and finish it tomorrow now that the responsibility of school is off my back for a little while!
Thank you for sharing and your transparency about real life. I know you def don’t have to share those things with us but as someone who has really been struggling the past year and a half, just know it’s appreciated❤️ Sending hugs!!
I hope everything is getting better. Mental health is very important. I’ve been dealing with mental health myself and it is just awful. I totally understand where you’re coming from. Try your best to stay positive, it’ll all get better. Much love Ricky ❤️
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Thank you for being real about not feeling so great mentally. It can’t be easy to vlog when you’re feeling like that, but normalizing it helps so many. We appreciate you and hope you’re feeling better soon.
what they/she said,... literally.
i know I am kind of randomly asking but does anyone know a good place to stream new movies online?
@Kendall Creed Try flixzone. You can find it by googling :)
@Kendall Creed i use flixzone. Just google for it =)
@Kendall Creed I use flixzone. Just google for it :)
Ooooo I have a joke for you! Why do we tell actors to "break a leg?" ............ because every play has a cast! :D bahahahha got that from Google. Hope that makes you giggle. Hope you feel better soon 💕
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I wont lie, uni really fucked me up whenever i got to finals. I would just totally neglect myself and only realise when it felt like i was so alone and drowning. Remember that you deserve to be loved and cared for, while thats usually by the other humans you surround yourself its also loving and caring for yourself. I hope you are okay and remember that this is only a fleeting moment in the expanse of your life and soon it'll pass as fast as it appeared.
Aw yay hi! I was thinking about you this week after realizing you hadn’t posted in a little bit. Hope you’re doing well Noelle ♥️♥️✨
So proud of you for just being like "I'm not doing well" and taking action?? That's really admirable! Hope you'll feel a bit better soon. Honestly, I've been terrible and just watching your vlogs from last year for comfort and that really helps, so I hope you find something equally helpful (I mean I could def suggest your vlog from a year ago but like that might not do the trick for you haha)
This!!!!!
Send positivity hugs to everyone struggling right now! So nice to know I’m not the only one who’s having a hard time with uni and life in general
Since noelle didn’t have a joke:
Where do fruits go to vacation?
Pear-is!
Severely underrated piece of comedic literature, thank you lmaoo
@@sorcellerie thank you, thank you
@@sorcellerie severely underrated piece of sarcastic writing, thank you lol
Sorry to hear you’re not feeling 100%. I too love to just pause and get out into nature and relax alone when I’m feeling off. 💜 I enjoy stream of conscious journaling. It helps my anxiety.
My journal is legitimately just word and thought vomit. Half sentences... just thoughts and notes and feelings. I never go back and re-read anything because I just want it to be feelings and thoughts out flowing. But it also marks some significant events that have happened. It’s super helpful, personally. I’ve been doing it for the last two years and it’s completely free flow.
Really interesting that you don‘t re-read! Journaling feels really daunting to me for some weird reason, I know I doesn‘t have to be a literary masterpiece haha. Not re-reading might take some pressure off for me. 🙏🏼
@@himbae95 I think maybe one day I will eventually when I am so far removed from everything I'm going through doesn't sting so bad. I recognize that sometimes re-reading trauma is like re-living it sometimes and can be re-traumatizing all over. -- which is why I typically avoid it. My journals are just a place for me to get out everything. Sometimes I write super pretty and almost bullet journal the page and other times it's the sloppiest writing and a legit hot mess. It's my 100% no judgement space for my brain dump, thoughts, and feelings. I HIGHLY recommend trying it!
i journal the same way!! i found that re-reading my entires would lead me to ruminate about certain things for longer so i made a hard rule for myself to just Not Read them back for a long time lol
I do the same. Sometimes I just have to get that out of my brain and heart. I tend to shred after.
i do the same thing! also although sometimes i feel compelled to reread my entries, i literally CANT because it kinda triggers me and might send me spiraling back to that place lol. but yeah! unstructured journalling like this actually really helps
Hoping you will feel better. Your mental health should be priority number 1 so take your time and your petunia's will be here when you feel better
was literally just thinking about you today, thinking I hadn’t seen you on my goodreads feed in a while and was wondering if you were okay - don’t feel pressured to post if you’re not feeling 100%! we’ll still be here
I think it's really generous to share your time in vlogs when you really don't feel like it. Take it easy and do whatever you feel it's best for you; we will wait around anyway 🙃❤️
Seeing her video here after so long, just made my day. ❤️❤️❤️
Noelle posting a reading vlog is always the highlight of my day
So brave to say you are not feeling well right now. Times have been so tough for everyone, but seeing someone that you admire struggle too is a reminder that you’re not alone. Thank you for being so open Noelle, and hope you feel better soon. 💗
Continually in awe your vulnerability and authenticity. I hope you never forget the joy and comfort your videos bring to so many people. While I can’t imagine the pressure that also comes with, please know we all care about you, and always want you to put you first 💖✨
My fall semester was the hardest on me. I’ve never felt so “down” (I really don’t know how else to put it). I did not feel like myself and just felt so overwhelmed and just...sad. Even after the semester, it took a week for me to feel more like myself again. I don’t know if that’s what you’re experiencing, but sending you so many good vibes and love. Take care of yourself 💛
I can see my own recent feelings reflected in your face, I've been feeling overwhelmed and apathetic. It's hard to be a person sometimes, but I love you and I know we can both get through this ♥️
I regularly use my fb to let people know when I'm struggling and it helps others to know they aren't alone. I was in a horrible car accident in feb and can't walk or drive still. Your videos make me smile and always encourage me to read because my mental health keeps me from doing so at times. Remember to keep your eyes to the sky never glued to your shoes ❤
Lol Parker sniffing the camera made me laugh he’s adorable
Sorry you’re in it right now. I’m glad you’re seeking help and it’s rad you’re sharing that on your channel. You’re not alone. Much love to you! 💛
Noelle swallowing 8 pills at one
Me, having to cut all my pills in half: 👁️👄👁️
I crush mine and put it in yogurt 🥲
@@kbiviano8390 😂😂
I would also like to add how special your mom is. She sounds extremely supportive and kind.
Hi Noelle, I’ve also been going through a difficult period and listening to you has made me feel that little bit better. Sending you my love
Just graduated nursing school, finals month is intense!!!!! Mental health can be so draining, sending positive vibes your way! It’s hard to stop working and focus on you when you feel guilty not doing other tasks.
One instructor I had always said how important it is to find what “fills your bucket” and for me it’s being in nature or outside. Hope you find what fills yours ❤️
congratulations!
noelle, you are such a light in my life!! praying you feel better 💘💘 there’s always light at the end of the tunnel
Things I never knew I needed: Noelle’s hair care routine, that was so wholesome!
Reading a self help book in the mornings has REALLY helped me recently. I do 10 minutes of self care (which is reading a self help book) & I write a list of things I have worries about or people that I want to pray on while I read & then I pray after! It’s such a nice way to start the day
I’m truly hoping you are able to get out of this slump! I hope you don’t mind my advice/suggestion/...ideas?😂 I hope you find something that works best for you!
i love so much how emotionally vulnerable these reading vlogs can be. i really appreciate it and it helps sooooothe me when I'm going through rough patches as well.
Hope you’re well. Sending good vibes, virtual coffee and love from Canada ❤️❤️🇨🇦🇨🇦
My last semester of college, I went through a breakup during finals week. My mental health was so down I started having psychosomatic symptoms like numbness, pain in my arms/legs, and chest pain. It took everything in me to finish papers, study for multiple exams, and give presentations when all I wanted to do was lay down and cry. We have incredible strength within us! Sending you lots of positive energy and prayers 💓 You are an amazing human, and knowingly or unknowingly you have helped so many of us get through bad days!! 😘
Thank you so much for the reminder that we don't need to make every single second of every single day productive. Sometimes, we just need to take the time to relax or be lazy. It's equally important. I needed that reminder so thank you 🙂 hope you're doing well! You got this!
So glad that you are taking such good care of yourself and that you have a boss and mom that support you through that. I am sending you all the love! You are amazing and such a source of joy for me and so many others! Thank you for sharing everything from your favorite books to your hair regiment to the times you're not feeling great with us. It's great to know I am not alone in having days like this and I hope you know you are not alone either! I hope you can draw encouragement and joy from all the people on here that love and adore you like we draw it from you and your awesome videos! Keep going, one foot in front of the other, and it will get better! Love you Noelle!
Also, sometimes it’s VERY important to give yourself a break, I know it’s complicated bc it feels like we’re avoiding our responsibilities, but it’s just society pressuring our minds... glad to hear you too a break and hope you feel better soon ✨🥺💛
It’s really helpful to show how you’re taking steps to take care of yourself like spending time in nature, time with loved ones, etc.
there is a type of journaling that has been proved to improve mood where you list I am grateful for, I will focus on, and I look forward to. I do those at the end of my regular journaling which is usually my dream from the night before. It’s nice to look back on and to make you think about the good parts of the day
You inspire me so much! Even though you are not feeling so well you still go outside, do things you love, meet with people you love and move your body!
Because I don't feel well myself because of my finals I really look up to you and how much you still get done. I feel like I'm just existing day after day and not really moving forward.
I love you so much Noelle!! 💜
Sending you much love and hugs! 🙏
You are in my heart, Noelle. Thank you for being so open. I went to the doc for a mental breakdown this week and was prescribed new anxiety meds, and, while I absolutely hate that you are going through a hard time, I know I am not alone in the struggles of life. I need to take a page out of your book and be more proactive about it, I applaud you for making your mental wellbeing your priority. It is so easy to let that be the first thing we neglect. Hope you feel much much better soon and good luck with your final exams, dear!
Take care of yourself! never be afraid to put youtube on the back burner!
I never understood why some people get so worked up when a youtuber takes a break. (just rewatch their old videos )
Hope your trip to Big Sur made you feel better.... You are so brave for sharing! Sometimes I feel the same way.... for no particular reason, I feel out of it and down.... Thank you for posting! Really hope you feel uplifted soon!
I felt what you were going through the entire of month of finals.The stress led to the point that my physical body malfunction. I was in the hospital for a week. So, I thank you for being real with not being ok and it is ok to put yourself first! I am like you where I get the day off and I do homework or take care of others instead of taking a day off so thank you for showing that you took sometime for yourself! Also, I was the same with journaling and now I tried it again and I keep it more real rather than a catalog or an agenda. And I love it! I hope it works with you 💛💛 let us know how it goes! You got this 💛💛💛
Mental health is so important and can be so hard to navigate. It's extremely brave of you to be so honest and up front with your struggles. Hope things lighten up soon
Hope you're doing okay!! I just want you to know that I'm really proud of you and everything you've accomplished and the fact that you're able to say "hey, I'm not okay right now" because thats never easy to admit. Wishing you the best on your finals!
I had never been able to stick with journaling and then a couple years ago I started being really raw and vulnerable in my journal. Now I write super often and it is how I process hard stuff... a lot of the time I don't even fully realize how I'm feeling until I have to put it into words and write it down. I hope it does the same for you. Take care of yourself Noelle and know that you've got a whole community of subscribers who care about you and are rooting for you. Sending you prayers and love and light and good energy.
So glad you took a day off and did some self care. 💝. Your mother sounds like a gem. Awesome that you can spend time with her.
I’ve never actually commented before, but I do want to say that I really enjoy your channel and love your personality. But what prompted me to comment was that I am SO glad you took some time for yourself. You are an incredibly busy human and I can’t believe you’re operating on and accomplishing so much in the same 24 hours I experience everyday. Good for you!!! Good luck on finals and I’m excited you’ll get a break from school.
Checking stuff off is *major* for me. I’m always diggity-down to finish a big project and get them off my plate. I feel you.
I hope today brings you a lot of joy Noelle! Whatever you’re going through remember that you’re beautiful, super intelligent, & amazingggg! Sending you a hug and lots of love!
Thank you for taking time for yourself and doing self-care; finals month always has me feeling drained and tired as well, but knowing that you're taking care of yourself is such a good thing I hope you're feeling better 🍓
There is such a feeling of HEAVY loneliness in your recent videos. I am so glad you've got your mom nearby to support you. Sending you a hug. Thank you for all the great videos you
share with us! x
it’s so important to show people that we go through the motions and there’s nothing wrong with that, thanks for being real
I think I can speak for everyone that we are grateful for this upload! Thank you so much for being vulnerable with us. 💐
Thank you for the vlog! I wish you feel better soon because your energy is sooo good! Wish I could help somehow and please, don't feel pressure about posting or reading more books or whatsoever. The community just likes hearing from you even when you are sharing your not so good moments or even if you don't read a page of a book for a month. Hope you see the bright side of yourself and life in general. You are such an inspiration!
I’m proud of you for admitting you need a break, especially when you could work. It’s a hard thing to do and I’m incredibly impressed by you. I hope you feel better soon!
Greetings Noelle! I watched this video last night. Woke up thinking of you. I hope you’re moving forward gently without too much self induced pressure.
I’m a mom of daughters that are your age. As a mom (like your mom) we try to make things a bit more insightful. Like your get thru this dark time. I love the puzzle & journal idea too. Your mom gave good advice about the journaling. Give it time.
Keep us posted! I’ve follow you a short time (met you thru Gabby ♥️) and I’m so glad I did! You’ve uplifted me!!!
For that I thank you.
Now *We’re* all here for you.
Take your time coming back. We’ll all be waiting with love, smiles & happy tears for YOU!
Love you from middle of nowhere TX,
Michelle ☀️💕🌴🌻🐎🐄🦙🐖🐐✨
Appreciate the realness here. I know how you feel, and I'm glad the world has moved in a direction where we can feel more comfortable admitting that we're not okay
I'm like two weeks from graduating high school and I'm so GLAD that you're showing us that you're taking time to be in nature and that you're struggling with being productive because I'll spend more time reading or being outside than doing homework
Hope you’re doing alright, Noelle. Taking time and space for your mental health is so important. Sending you positive, loving, productive when necessary but relaxing when possible vibes 🖤
I’m so sorry you’re not feeling great. You’re doing the best you can, and that’s all anyone can ask for. You’re such an admirable person, and I hope you understand how many people you inspire to keep going. Keep your head up. 💗
Talking care of yourself is so important. You've got a lot of support here, best of luck finishing up your finals month!
Thank you so much for posting this. I haven’t been feeling great mentally lately, and it’s so refreshing to see others being honest about how they’re feeling.
your mom seems so awesome!
Ugh, Noelle I really love your personality and your energy and it kills me to know you’re not feeling well! I hope SO much tha you can take the much needed time to do some self care and really focus on yourself and relax. You’re amazing and I hope you feel better soon!!! Sending all the possible good vibes your way! ✨✨💗
I've been kind of feeling like Noelle lately. In a writing class that I was excited about when I signed up, but now my mental health is not the greatest and it's such a struggle to get my work done, which then overwhelms me. BUT getting through it. Yesterday after taking TWO naps I finally felt like I could handle it. hang in there to anyone struggling with this kind of thing! we CAN do it!
Thank you for being honest about how you have been feeling lately! I hope you find some comfort and peace during this time. Take care of yourself 💜
So sorry to hear you're not at your best, hope it gets better !! So much love for you xxx
Nice to see your face Noelle! You've popped in my mind a few times this past week. I hope you feel better soon. Always look after yourself. Hugs. xx
Feel better Noelle! We all love and are rooting for you!
Love hearing about the steps you take to take care of yourself mentally and physically! Also-your mother sounds like a wonderful woman!
Thanks so much for sharing your down days! I actually found this really comforting - solidarity!! It was nice to see the arc of your weekend and I think the ratio of talking to footage was great.
Glad to see you making time for yourself and getting a journal to write in. Those two things have been very important to me in my struggles. I hope you can pull through whatever’s going on & feel better in the time to come ❤️
Its really beautiful to see that u have a great support system 💙💜 I also consider u really strong bc sometimes its not easy been this vulnerable. I appreciate u and the space to talk mental health that u created.
I was just thinking today about how much i missed your videos 🥺😭😭 im so happy you uploaded 💘
I have a journal that I use ONLY when I am feeling incredibly anxious/on the verge of a panic attack and all I do is write about what I think is stressing me out and how I feel about it. I find it really helps, especially since I only use it for those specific circumstances. I hope journaling helps for you too!!
oh noelle i’m sorry you’re not feeling 100%. taking care of yourself is #1 and we’ll be here waiting patiently whenever you feel the need to take a step back and take care of yourself.
I just started watching you like a week ago and this video (really all your videos) are so comforting to watch. I really like how you open up about your mental health. It sorta feels like we are going through it together lol, which is really comforting. I hope you start to feel better. I love your content already :)
I hope you start feeling better!! Your mom sounds like an angel💗
I hope you're ok Noelle, you're always putting a smile on our faces so I hope we can put a smile on yours. You look gorgeous btw!
Thank you for your honesty. Sending you healing vibes. Sending you all the positive vibes and love as well. It’s always a good idea to take time for yourself when things are wonky. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
a noelle video on my birthday?? chefs kiss! noelle, you are so loved and i (and im sure so many of your viewers) care so much about your mental health. i hope you're doing well and are able to be gentle with yourself, as you deserve it. anything you are feeling is valid, and i am so proud of you.
Take your time Noelle, and take care of yourself! We all appreciate your honesty. you are a role model
So good to hear from you. Sorry you’ve been in a rough place for a bit. I appreciate you sharing how you’re feeling and the practical things you’re doing to take care of yourself. Sending you big hugs.
I've been waiting for another one of your videos just so I can say that you have become one of my comfort creators! I often watch your videos before I go to bed because they just help me relax and your humor puts me into a less-anxious mood! Thank you for being so open about your mental state, your authenticity is something that I've always admired. I hope you feel better soon, love! xx
Noelle, thanks for being so candid in this video, you helped me with how to cope with mental health struggles and made my day brighter💛
All positive vibes and mojo Noelle. Take the time you need to get yourself in a good space. You got this!
I hope you're feeling better soon Noëlle, i have also been super stressed out and going through a though time. Mainly because of uni too. Please take care of yourself first, you and your mental health come first!! Also don't be scared to ask for help, I learned that too this week :) Sending love and hugs to you 💖💖
Hope that by the time you see this message you're feeling much better whatever is going on in your corner of the world. This month hasn't been the best for me either, but taking it one day at a time and finding little moments of joy how you did in this vlog has brought me back where I need to be and I am feeling better.
take it easy!! we’re appreciative of whatever you can put out during these times :)
getting anything done during the low times is so tough, but oddly, it's one of the ways to help you get outta the funk. props for pushing through it. best of luck with finals, and hugs and good vibes to ya!
Mental health is definitely important and glad your boss understood that. Prayer and positive vibes heading your way. Also hopefully your finals went the way you wanted. Take care of yourself first 🙏🏼
Ugh sending you so much love and positivity! 🤍 finals suckkkkkk so bad, my last one’s today for this semester and I feeel you 😭 it’s so draining! I don’t know how you do it, a job, YT, and school?! You’re a superwoman! I’m so proud of you ♥️♥️ i just want you to know how proud i am of you (no matter what stage you're at in ur healing) and i hope you know what an amazing future you have in store, Noelle! Love you !
I was missing you a lot this week, and even though you are having a hard time, know that you have people who appreciate and value YOU and your videos so much, ESPECIALLY when you are so honest about things not being okay. You are modelling a very healthy approach to self-care in being kind to yourself and you DESERVE IT. I hope that the rest of the finals pass by with as much ease as they can and that you can take a break and be SO PROUD of yourself once you are finished. 💕💕💕
Noelle, your channel has helped me so much!!! We are always here for you! And thank you so much for being so honest about mental health ❤️
sending all my love n hugs to you, noelle! we all have these seasons of sadness and anxiety in life - just know that it is temporary. you are a gem for being transparent about your struggles on the internet, it means a lot that you would share with us. I hope you start feeling better soon, but please don’t feel bad about taking time away from socials/youtube! we will all be here for you when/if you want to come back. love u mama petunia 🌸💛
just yesterday i checked whether you uploaded a video or not & was worried if you're ok.
i haven't been doing very well myself, my dog my love passed away a week ago & things have been rough. but me & my family are helping each other cope up. your videos always cheer me up.
sending you positive energy & i hope you feel better soon. take care Noelle💜
I saved this video until I submitted my final two assignments for this semester of grad school. My lit review was 3 pages short but my brain is toasted, so I'll live with it. This year was a real bummer for school and I wanted to drop out nearly every day this spring semester, but I have a pretty sunny outlook for the Fall now that it's over! Hopefully this summer is full of good reads and a little healing!
I've been reading lots of dark and heavy stuff recently to work through my moods. I am about 75% done with Say Nothing and it is one of the best non-fiction books I've read in a long time. I hope to sit down and finish it tomorrow now that the responsibility of school is off my back for a little while!
Thank you for sharing and your transparency about real life. I know you def don’t have to share those things with us but as someone who has really been struggling the past year and a half, just know it’s appreciated❤️ Sending hugs!!
luv you noelle, take it easy and i hope everything goes well with your finals
Appreciate your honesty and hope you continue to prioritize your care and what brings you joy.
I hope everything is getting better. Mental health is very important. I’ve been dealing with mental health myself and it is just awful. I totally understand where you’re coming from. Try your best to stay positive, it’ll all get better. Much love Ricky ❤️
Whatever you are going through, I wish from the bottom of my heart that you would go through it and be well again. Love from Brazil