He had a stroke. After Chapo promoted jabs and mandates and mocked anyone who asked legitimate questions and attacked the doctors and scientists who were sounding the alarm bells I think it's pretty ironic.
hope you’re logged off and grilling, king. watching your cushvlog backlogs has helped a ton over the past few months. Much love, much luck, much thanks.
Just saw the post. Jesus fuck, prayers to the big guy. So eerie to learn all this after listening to this stream. Hope he gets better soon. Thoughts with Matt and all my other parasocial friends. Reposting this from my AcidMarxism post (written before the latest update) since it sums it up my feelings on the vlogs: I've come to relate to Matt's hypochondria a lot in the past year after experiencing largely unexplained symptoms and the intensified anxiety that resulted, so I appreciated that he went into that a bit here. If this does end up being the last stream, it was a pretty good one to go out with. It's been a hell of a ride since those early Instagram Live days. The vlogs genuinely, I think, helped sort of inoculate me against many of the brain worms that most people I know have been infected with since 2020. I'm still a dumb loser with a pretty incoherent ideology but I do feel a little less insane than I probably would have been. Best of luck to Matt and his fam.
I just turned 39 and just recently discovered Matt and his brilliantly psychotic stimulating streams and I feel I missed out on so much of his time online but am grateful and happy I have discovered him.
Yea, ditto. I'm grateful to the guy, truly. Listening to him deconstruct the bullshit discourse helped me think outside of the bullshit discourse. He clears the path towards focusing on what you can actually control. And I'm a more cynical and happier person for it.
fucking hell, this man deserves the happiness and fulfilment of fatherhood. he will get better and be one hell of a dad. nothing but love and respect for you, Matt. hang in there. this was one hell of a mic drop. take all the time you need, brother 🤍
I hate how much of a void would be left in my life without Matt and Chapo. It sounds so corny but they changed how I viewed the world so much ever since I finished college in 2016 and was completely directionless. I’m so happy for Matt, he deserves deep fulfillment in life, that kid’s gonna be cool as shit
Hoping the swiftest, most thorough recovery for our brother, Christman. This man single handedly got me to read history and rethink my place In this world.
Matt, always remember what you've learned about parenting from your time on Chapo: you must write regular letters to your son, to be published in a public space, where you talk about what a sticky-fingered candy thief he is and humiliate him in front of the whole world.
Inshallah, it's my deepest hope that if we aren't going to be the generation that sees the revolution we can be the ones that raise the revolutionaries.
@@feydrautha012 The truth is the better they are as parents, the more likely their kids are to be like Pete and Kamala. Without experiencing the terrors of the state and society first hand in youth, it's not very likely that many people would become *fervent* critics of said state and society. Take a look at Kwame Ture's children. One grew up knowing his father, in a fairly comfortable upbringing and his contribution to his fathers legacy is literally developing capitalism in Africa. lmfao The other younger son who never knew his Dad and has lived in somewhat less comfortable circumstances, never traveling the world or learning English, is currently in Tunisia getting his masters in Computer Systems. This son is a member of the All African People Revolutionary Party and is the communication director for the Convention for Pan-Africanism and Progress. He's working on a the establishment of a platform called "African Space for Organization." It goes to show how things can work out. Even Lenin was radicalized by the execution of his Brother by the state. Compare Obama to Kwame Ture himself. Ture and Obama were men of equal talent and charisma, and yet their upbringings brought tremendously different outcomes due to the suffering they experienced (or didnt experience) as kids.
I had to listen to the whole thing a second time to let it seep in some more in the context of everything going on with Matt. It's simply incredible. I'm still struggling to process it all. I'll have to listen to it again. God's tastebuds!
You really consistently articulate so much of what I see and feel about the world. It’s often disheartening to be online and see how many angry schmucks and schmuckettes are out there spewing nonsense and hatred into the zeitgeist. Im a 72 year old retired mailman/teacher with four wonderful grown daughters (not a Republican in the family) snd seven grandchildren and this makes me happy despite the fact that I believe I’m living through the end of the American Empire…good riddance…I’ve become an accelerationist (not unlike my man George Carlin) and I say “let’s get it on “ cuz if we’re going down, I’m going in flames!
Matt you have been such a guiding voice and teacher through great uncertainty in this world. Please know you are loved by us all. Best to you and your family.
Came back to re-listen to the episode after the news just dropped on Chapo. What a blow For this man/his family specifically, The rest of the crew on Chapo, And lastly all the voices that have become more informed and better people because of Matt. I was texting a friend about this and he is without a doubt the most impactful person in my life, that I don't actually know in real life. I do believe artists, filmmakers, authors, and other creative minds shape our perceptions of who we want to be as people and of our reality. I can't think of someone else that has shaped my mind more than Matt. I pray that he can recover, Even if that means We never hear his voice again, because he has already given us so much.
It's so mad how he intuited what actually happened to him, but somewhat self-suspicious from a lifetime of hypochondria to know if he's actually crying wolf. If we lose him now it will be a great loss, i'm not a chapo/political guy personally, but Matt Christman in particular ive found very useful in sculpting my perspective of spiritual questions i've had myself, he's great at contextualizing it in this present configuration of society. He's talking from direct experience, with his depth of understanding of politics and the human condition, self critical, humourous, humble but admits/knows his own narcissism. I've had the feeling for the past year or 2 that he is on the cusp of something, all this vlogs gradually unifying to a framework/lens we can adopt to interact with the world in the coming decades. I also think, as a silver lining to the rest of us, this brush with his own mortality will really focus his mind going forward. I can't wait till he is back on our screens.
1:08:49-1:09:49 is a crack in the cosmic egg. reality turns into a möbius strip on camera. he was on the beam! so bittersweet to watch this again. ah lord. May this next challenge to your embodied self become the vehicle for your transformation, brother. We’re all here for you.
Thank you Matt, thank you for echoing some sort of salience into my little prison cell that I call a mind. I’m thankful for your rants and your candour. I hope you can find some sort of resolution to your predicament and continue to supply me my little mind treats to ponder over in the future. All the best my friend, get well soon.
I agree and I truly don’t want to imagine how horrible it would be to never get more of Matt’s words that have actually changed my life. But if it is, how “Matt” would it be?
god I miss Matt's rants. really helped me anchor myself in the world and metabolize events as they happened. miss u matt - hope the gods of health are dealing you a royal flush
I only found Chapo recently and have rapidly gained such a deep appreciation for this man and the show in general, Matt has such a way of speaking on matters of history, sociology and philosophy, it feels like his words can reach into you and jolt you awake. Praying for your recovery, Matt ❤
Best wishes for you man, around 50ish minutes in you articulated my anxiety with psychedelics better than I ever could. And beyond that, you really are one of the true philosophers of our current hell world era
Matt if you for some reason trip over yourself and end up in these comments, thank you for the cush vlogs. Very helpful to center myself through shitty work days and the way you articulate subject matter really helps my dumbass brain to understand things and myself better. Happy trails, I look forward to whatever comes next.
Donate your spirit energy to the Cushbomb! We love you Matt, please get well soon and don’t leave us yet. Love to Amber and the forthcoming little Christmanette as well.
i never really comment on anything but i wanted to say thanks for all these vlogs. i'm also a wisconsin guy with an ever present health condition and hearing how you navigate these things makes it easier to deal. wishing you the best.
Wow, I didn't even know about these vlogs until just now when I found the the cishvlogs subreddit. Just watched the ending of this last(?) one - what an ending, it seemed like Matt knew something was coming. Well, I've only been a hardcore Chapo listener and Patreon member about half a year ago and I love Matt too, and love his voice (this is the first time I've seen video of him!). I hope Matt pulls through, his child enters the world safely, and his wife and the rest of his family, Chapo family, and friends are ok.
Love you, Matt. Theses videos you make are so valuable to me. I really can't express it sufficiently...you, sir are as GOATED as the goatest of any Cake tune ❤
I hope all is well, and if not will be well soon. Thank you for your work it is a salve for the inequities of my life. I look forward to when you come back into the public domain, but if that is not to be you have left a treasure trove of veritable treats for us all to enjoy. Take care brother!
Legit one of the best video series to ever be created. If this is the last one. It was a masterpiece and I learned so much a long the way. I literally started with Phenomenology of the Diet Sprite back in May of 2021, and came all the way here without losing a tad of interest. Shine on Matt; good luck with the baby. You'll be a great father since you're already a great father to all of your loyal viewers. Ciao.
I miss Matt, but I'm glad that - whatever the future holds - he left us these vlogs. There's so much good stuff in this. This particular one at least temporarily cures my depression.
Matt’s rant during the post-Charlottesville episode was such a big deal for me personally. Like those specific combination of words was the slap in the face I needed to understand why “progressive” politics was wholly unequipped to deal with the conditions were living in, what the stakes really are right now, and why socialism *has* to fuckin win. Sending all the love i can
Matt is such an intelligent and beautiful person. To understand the world around oneself as he does is a gift. I wish all the best for him and his wife Amber and daughter, and the chapo family. if I knew how to pray, he’d teach me, I would.
I've only been consuming your intellectual brain treats a short while Matt, but I wanted to send my well wishes in recovery and congratulations for the birth of your child. I am eagerly (and patiently!) awaiting your return when recovery and fatherly obligations allow. Hell of President and Hell on Earth are both highly enjoyable and informative. Super excited for whatever hellish form the Spanish Civil War takes in your upcoming series.
have seen every single cushvlog since they started, don't think i can bring myself to watch this one now until know he's pulling out of this okay, god damn
Dude low key, more people in this country are rallied around Matt hoping for a healthy recovery than any other tragedy in the last decade. I mean we laughed at the submarine. Hell, I haven’t seen people pull together in the wake of a tragedy like this since 9/11. Christ Man, even in your darkest hours you have blessed us, brought us together and been a positive guiding light in this world. Get better soon brother, the army of grey wolves are here for you if you need ANYTHING at all.
It was nice to hear you mention my homeland, Galicia, even if it was in reference to some of the worst things we offered the world. Funnily enough, I also had a sudden, horrible, rare, adolescent near-death medical emergency that destroyed my conceptions of adulthood. It took me almost 10 years after the fact to even begin to appreciate and value my life and envision a future past tomorrow.
Gotta learn to live with yourself, because you're gonna die with yourself (not necessarily by yourself, but certainly with yourself)... and you know, no one is the end moment.... even slightly before then we're not ourselves.... who knows how long before we are fully ourselves. Different for different deaths I suppose. Some go out in their sleep, some go out screaming... but it will be our sleep, and our scream. Make it your own, as with every other moment.
I know a lot of people say that this is hippy dippy "umarxist" bullshit but as someone with some background in chaos magic and struggled with a lot of these thoughts like you have, this was all immensely helpful for sorting out my doubts about the world and my place in it. Happy for you but sorry to see you go. I guess we'll never get that compound in Guyana, shame. I was looking forward to being your cleric.
This is gonna sound lame. But, I think some people expect to hear lit quoted at them. But this man is not quoting Marxism he is “a Marxism” he should be quoted many years from now as Marxist lit.
from one of god’s tastebuds to another, I’m really pulling for you Matt. Your wisdom is badly needed, but no matter what, we love you and thank you for everything you shared
Regarding denentia: i really appreciate what Matt was saying about it. To me, witnessing people with it, i started wondering if their consciousness is in the process of moving on, like their more lucid self is in another place but still blinking back here. Its the particular way they are disoriented that makes me think that. Sending my best to you and your loved ones, Matt. I feel so much for what you all are going through but am also deeply heartened by the love you all share.
much love & gratitude & appreciation for you. your streams over COVID legit changed the course of my life for the better. looking forward to hearing your voice again and you recounting life as dad.
Get well soon, Matt. Even if you never speak on here again, you've already helped so many people better understand themselves and the world around them. Thank you
![Understanding Marxism: Q&A with Richard D. Wolff [June 2019]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/eU-AkeOyiOQ/mqdefault.jpg)
Hang in there brother, there are so many people pulling for you right now.
So, do we know anything about what's wrong with him?
@@SolosSpiritno and he doesn't want us to so we shouldn't want to
We want for Matt - and that energy going to he and his family is enough for now. Love you guys.
He had a stroke. After Chapo promoted jabs and mandates and mocked anyone who asked legitimate questions and attacked the doctors and scientists who were sounding the alarm bells I think it's pretty ironic.
@@acetate909 pure bs
The last 15 minutes are an Ultimate Warrior's last promo level of eerie and prescient. I'm praying for you and your family, Matt.
can't stop thinking of this; particularly in light of his current health situation
No shit, I was thinking about the end of this video when I heard what happened.
Yeah, you could deny our boy had prophetic powers before but this is too fucking eerie and ironic...
Send healing rays to Matt.
hope you’re logged off and grilling, king. watching your cushvlog backlogs has helped a ton over the past few months. Much love, much luck, much thanks.
Just saw the post. Jesus fuck, prayers to the big guy. So eerie to learn all this after listening to this stream. Hope he gets better soon. Thoughts with Matt and all my other parasocial friends.
Reposting this from my AcidMarxism post (written before the latest update) since it sums it up my feelings on the vlogs:
I've come to relate to Matt's hypochondria a lot in the past year after experiencing largely unexplained symptoms and the intensified anxiety that resulted, so I appreciated that he went into that a bit here.
If this does end up being the last stream, it was a pretty good one to go out with. It's been a hell of a ride since those early Instagram Live days. The vlogs genuinely, I think, helped sort of inoculate me against many of the brain worms that most people I know have been infected with since 2020. I'm still a dumb loser with a pretty incoherent ideology but I do feel a little less insane than I probably would have been.
Best of luck to Matt and his fam.
I just turned 39 and just recently discovered Matt and his brilliantly psychotic stimulating streams and I feel I missed out on so much of his time online but am grateful and happy I have discovered him.
Best of luck to you stevensmith1031! Take care of yourself! We love our brilliant Matt and are sending love his way. Gotta support one another too!
Yea, ditto. I'm grateful to the guy, truly. Listening to him deconstruct the bullshit discourse helped me think outside of the bullshit discourse. He clears the path towards focusing on what you can actually control. And I'm a more cynical and happier person for it.
@@gillbates6154 hell yeah dude
We love Brother Matt, don't we folks?
Amen! 🙏! Let’s say a midwestern prayer for brother Christmans health! Amen!
love my big little brother
Might as well!
Now more than ever
Love the Christ Man!
fucking hell, this man deserves the happiness and fulfilment of fatherhood. he will get better and be one hell of a dad. nothing but love and respect for you, Matt. hang in there. this was one hell of a mic drop. take all the time you need, brother 🤍
hilarious to imagine these conversations over a crib rather than onto the internet.
Hahaha the video angle is A LOT like the pov of a baby in a crib when you think about it
"Its not enough to want milky, you have to EARN milky"
I hate how much of a void would be left in my life without Matt and Chapo. It sounds so corny but they changed how I viewed the world so much ever since I finished college in 2016 and was completely directionless. I’m so happy for Matt, he deserves deep fulfillment in life, that kid’s gonna be cool as shit
Wow. He predicted it. I had no idea how much he had suffered. I've never seen such an honest podcast.
He recovered once and he can do it again, rooting for you brother!
Hoping the swiftest, most thorough recovery for our brother, Christman. This man single handedly got me to read history and rethink my place In this world.
Matt, always remember what you've learned about parenting from your time on Chapo: you must write regular letters to your son, to be published in a public space, where you talk about what a sticky-fingered candy thief he is and humiliate him in front of the whole world.
YES
Being raised from birth on bedtime Christman rants is going to produce the most powerful child in history.
You've just invented the next Kwisatz Haderach
Inshallah, it's my deepest hope that if we aren't going to be the generation that sees the revolution we can be the ones that raise the revolutionaries.
I hope Matt figures out what Pete Buttigieg and Kamala Harris' parents did wrong.
@@feydrautha012 The truth is the better they are as parents, the more likely their kids are to be like Pete and Kamala. Without experiencing the terrors of the state and society first hand in youth, it's not very likely that many people would become *fervent* critics of said state and society. Take a look at Kwame Ture's children. One grew up knowing his father, in a fairly comfortable upbringing and his contribution to his fathers legacy is literally developing capitalism in Africa. lmfao The other younger son who never knew his Dad and has lived in somewhat less comfortable circumstances, never traveling the world or learning English, is currently in Tunisia getting his masters in Computer Systems. This son is a member of the All African People Revolutionary Party and is the communication director for the Convention for Pan-Africanism and Progress. He's working on a the establishment of a platform called "African Space for Organization." It goes to show how things can work out. Even Lenin was radicalized by the execution of his Brother by the state. Compare Obama to Kwame Ture himself. Ture and Obama were men of equal talent and charisma, and yet their upbringings brought tremendously different outcomes due to the suffering they experienced (or didnt experience) as kids.
Kwisatz Matterach
I had to listen to the whole thing a second time to let it seep in some more in the context of everything going on with Matt. It's simply incredible. I'm still struggling to process it all. I'll have to listen to it again. God's tastebuds!
You really consistently articulate so much of what I see and feel about the world. It’s often disheartening to be online and see how many angry schmucks and schmuckettes are out there spewing nonsense and hatred into the zeitgeist. Im a 72 year old retired mailman/teacher with four wonderful grown daughters (not a Republican in the family) snd seven grandchildren and this makes me happy despite the fact that I believe I’m living through the end of the American Empire…good riddance…I’ve become an accelerationist (not unlike my man George Carlin) and I say “let’s get it on “ cuz if we’re going down, I’m going in flames!
Matt you have been such a guiding voice and teacher through great uncertainty in this world. Please know you are loved by us all. Best to you and your family.
Literal prayers for a guy who has taught me a lot
Matt you’ve changed my life as dumb as that sounds you’ve given me the framework needed to give me strength for what’s to come.
Sending love to Matt, hoping he recovers well and live some more life before he confronts his death as he's spoken about so many times 🙏 ❤
Came back to re-listen to the episode after the news just dropped on Chapo. What a blow For this man/his family specifically, The rest of the crew on Chapo, And lastly all the voices that have become more informed and better people because of Matt. I was texting a friend about this and he is without a doubt the most impactful person in my life, that I don't actually know in real life. I do believe artists, filmmakers, authors, and other creative minds shape our perceptions of who we want to be as people and of our reality. I can't think of someone else that has shaped my mind more than Matt. I pray that he can recover, Even if that means We never hear his voice again, because he has already given us so much.
Well stated, friend. I feel the same.
It's so mad how he intuited what actually happened to him, but somewhat self-suspicious from a lifetime of hypochondria to know if he's actually crying wolf.
If we lose him now it will be a great loss, i'm not a chapo/political guy personally, but Matt Christman in particular ive found very useful in sculpting my perspective of spiritual questions i've had myself, he's great at contextualizing it in this present configuration of society. He's talking from direct experience, with his depth of understanding of politics and the human condition, self critical, humourous, humble but admits/knows his own narcissism.
I've had the feeling for the past year or 2 that he is on the cusp of something, all this vlogs gradually unifying to a framework/lens we can adopt to interact with the world in the coming decades.
I also think, as a silver lining to the rest of us, this brush with his own mortality will really focus his mind going forward. I can't wait till he is back on our screens.
Please let this come true.
1:08:49-1:09:49 is a crack in the cosmic egg. reality turns into a möbius strip on camera. he was on the beam! so bittersweet to watch this again. ah lord.
May this next challenge to your embodied self become the vehicle for your transformation, brother. We’re all here for you.
The end of this video is extremely spooky. Nothing but the most positive of energies being sent onto Brother Christman!
Genuinely my favorite voice to listen to about politics and theory and history.
Just heard the news about Matt's health. Wishing him all the strength and power in me bones.
Thank you Matt, thank you for echoing some sort of salience into my little prison cell that I call a mind. I’m thankful for your rants and your candour. I hope you can find some sort of resolution to your predicament and continue to supply me my little mind treats to ponder over in the future. All the best my friend, get well soon.
This can’t be the last cushvlog, he’s gotta recover come on wtf
@@VideoPostingAccountJesus christ
My soul has left my body, holy shit. Why is life so fucked up man.
I agree and I truly don’t want to imagine how horrible it would be to never get more of Matt’s words that have actually changed my life. But if it is, how “Matt” would it be?
Matt is a truly gifted educator and communicator who offers so much to young people. Sending love to him and his family and to Chapo
These vlogs helped keep me going through the early days of covid. Be strong Matt
god I miss Matt's rants. really helped me anchor myself in the world and metabolize events as they happened. miss u matt - hope the gods of health are dealing you a royal flush
We love you Matt, please stay safe and get well soon, these have meant SO much to so many of us. Thank you for the light you've shown us
I only found Chapo recently and have rapidly gained such a deep appreciation for this man and the show in general, Matt has such a way of speaking on matters of history, sociology and philosophy, it feels like his words can reach into you and jolt you awake. Praying for your recovery, Matt ❤
Best wishes for you man, around 50ish minutes in you articulated my anxiety with psychedelics better than I ever could. And beyond that, you really are one of the true philosophers of our current hell world era
Love you king. Pull through. Pull through.
Damn, this one feels different now. Sending prayers for a full recovery.
Matt if you for some reason trip over yourself and end up in these comments, thank you for the cush vlogs. Very helpful to center myself through shitty work days and the way you articulate subject matter really helps my dumbass brain to understand things and myself better. Happy trails, I look forward to whatever comes next.
Donate your spirit energy to the Cushbomb! We love you Matt, please get well soon and don’t leave us yet. Love to Amber and the forthcoming little Christmanette as well.
He called it. Self diagnosed through ideation. Impressive feat.
i never really comment on anything but i wanted to say thanks for all these vlogs. i'm also a wisconsin guy with an ever present health condition and hearing how you navigate these things makes it easier to deal. wishing you the best.
Wow, I didn't even know about these vlogs until just now when I found the the cishvlogs subreddit. Just watched the ending of this last(?) one - what an ending, it seemed like Matt knew something was coming. Well, I've only been a hardcore Chapo listener and Patreon member about half a year ago and I love Matt too, and love his voice (this is the first time I've seen video of him!).
I hope Matt pulls through, his child enters the world safely, and his wife and the rest of his family, Chapo family, and friends are ok.
MC is such a cool intellectual presence in the world. Wishing the lad well.
I thought the last one was going to be the last one for a while - every Cush appearance is a blessing to my brain! Thanks for these and for Chapo 💜💜💜
Love you, Matt. Theses videos you make are so valuable to me. I really can't express it sufficiently...you, sir are as GOATED as the goatest of any Cake tune ❤
I hope all is well, and if not will be well soon. Thank you for your work it is a salve for the inequities of my life. I look forward to when you come back into the public domain, but if that is not to be you have left a treasure trove of veritable treats for us all to enjoy. Take care brother!
Sending all the love to you and your family, Mr. Cushman. You bring profound joy to a lot of people and we're all behind you ❤
Legit one of the best video series to ever be created. If this is the last one. It was a masterpiece and I learned so much a long the way. I literally started with Phenomenology of the Diet Sprite back in May of 2021, and came all the way here without losing a tad of interest. Shine on Matt; good luck with the baby. You'll be a great father since you're already a great father to all of your loyal viewers. Ciao.
I miss Matt, but I'm glad that - whatever the future holds - he left us these vlogs. There's so much good stuff in this. This particular one at least temporarily cures my depression.
Matt’s rant during the post-Charlottesville episode was such a big deal for me personally. Like those specific combination of words was the slap in the face I needed to understand why “progressive” politics was wholly unequipped to deal with the conditions were living in, what the stakes really are right now, and why socialism *has* to fuckin win. Sending all the love i can
Matt is such an intelligent and beautiful person. To understand the world around oneself as he does is a gift. I wish all the best for him and his wife Amber and daughter, and the chapo family. if I knew how to pray, he’d teach me, I would.
Love you, Matt.
I will pray for my brother and his family. He shall rise again.
I miss him…
Those last 15-20 minutes hit different now.
See you on the other side, one way or another, brother.
Wow, this talk is totally prescient. Pulling for you man to make a full recovery.
I've only been consuming your intellectual brain treats a short while Matt, but I wanted to send my well wishes in recovery and congratulations for the birth of your child. I am eagerly (and patiently!) awaiting your return when recovery and fatherly obligations allow. Hell of President and Hell on Earth are both highly enjoyable and informative. Super excited for whatever hellish form the Spanish Civil War takes in your upcoming series.
get well soon matt, we all are here for you!
Man this year has been rough. ❤ matt so much
have seen every single cushvlog since they started, don't think i can bring myself to watch this one now until know he's pulling out of this okay, god damn
Dude low key, more people in this country are rallied around Matt hoping for a healthy recovery than any other tragedy in the last decade. I mean we laughed at the submarine. Hell, I haven’t seen people pull together in the wake of a tragedy like this since 9/11. Christ Man, even in your darkest hours you have blessed us, brought us together and been a positive guiding light in this world.
Get better soon brother, the army of grey wolves are here for you if you need ANYTHING at all.
Wishing nothing but the best for you and your family, Matt.
It was nice to hear you mention my homeland, Galicia, even if it was in reference to some of the worst things we offered the world. Funnily enough, I also had a sudden, horrible, rare, adolescent near-death medical emergency that destroyed my conceptions of adulthood. It took me almost 10 years after the fact to even begin to appreciate and value my life and envision a future past tomorrow.
Visca
Dobry den!
I can't wait for you to come back to Chapo, man. I miss you so much!
Man these last few cushvlogs were absolute heaters, way to go out on top. Also, best wishes on your endeavor of raising Earth’s Kwisatz Haderach
Thoughts, prayers, gregorian chants, chakra blasts, and overwhelming deluges of positive psychic energy for our big man!!!
Get well soon matt. love you bud
Just caught up on the news. Congrats, Matt and best wishes for the speediest and most complete of recoveries.
All the love to you Matt,you have helped us soo much. ❤
Real True Detective hours with Rust Christman
love you matt. get well soon
Get well soon king :(
Prayers up for our big beautiful boy 🙏🏻
Get well soon Matt.
Get well Soon. Lets all do what Christman would want us to do and get active in our communities. the offline is waiting...
Get well soon baby
You will be a great father. Rest and get better soon!!
Gotta learn to live with yourself, because you're gonna die with yourself (not necessarily by yourself, but certainly with yourself)... and you know, no one is the end moment.... even slightly before then we're not ourselves.... who knows how long before we are fully ourselves. Different for different deaths I suppose. Some go out in their sleep, some go out screaming... but it will be our sleep, and our scream. Make it your own, as with every other moment.
Love you big guy. Get well soon.
I know a lot of people say that this is hippy dippy "umarxist" bullshit but as someone with some background in chaos magic and struggled with a lot of these thoughts like you have, this was all immensely helpful for sorting out my doubts about the world and my place in it.
Happy for you but sorry to see you go. I guess we'll never get that compound in Guyana, shame. I was looking forward to being your cleric.
This is gonna sound lame. But, I think some people expect to hear lit quoted at them. But this man is not quoting Marxism he is “a Marxism” he should be quoted many years from now as Marxist lit.
@@gerardodelgado1590We are all a Marxism on this blessed day.
from one of god’s tastebuds to another, I’m really pulling for you Matt. Your wisdom is badly needed, but no matter what, we love you and thank you for everything you shared
Sending spirit (Cush)bomb energy to the big guy. 🙌You'll get through this, Christ Man. This reality needs you. 🤍
Regarding denentia: i really appreciate what Matt was saying about it. To me, witnessing people with it, i started wondering if their consciousness is in the process of moving on, like their more lucid self is in another place but still blinking back here. Its the particular way they are disoriented that makes me think that. Sending my best to you and your loved ones, Matt. I feel so much for what you all are going through but am also deeply heartened by the love you all share.
I love you Matt. Please get well soon.
"See you on the other side, one way or another."
God speed, Matt.
we love our matty!
Recover and rest, Matt. We're all pulling for you here in the great by and by.
Perhaps your finest work, amazing, what a way to go out
He predicted this would happen. Get well Matt. We fucking love you dude.
Prayers out to Matt and his family especially Amber and his daughter. Wish there was a gofundme or something
I'm pretty sure they don't need money... but I get the sentiment, I wish I could give them like 20 bucks just to feel like I'm helping
@@g.j.2950 They are fine, I meant for Amber Rollo and the kid, having a baby is expensive even with good insurance
Thank you for everything Matt
We miss you. Hope you're spending time with your growing family and doing better..
All the best to you and your family, Matt.
matt you are a national treasure please take care! thanks for the jams, we'll miss you while you're gone one love ❤️💛💚
He's sick, but he's gonna get better.
Get well Matt! Your therapy is my therapy
Been a fan sense the early days and canvassed for bernie because of the pod.lots of good memories and laughs have a good break!
Thanks kush you helped me through some shit
much love & gratitude & appreciation for you. your streams over COVID legit changed the course of my life for the better. looking forward to hearing your voice again and you recounting life as dad.
Get well soon, Matt. Even if you never speak on here again, you've already helped so many people better understand themselves and the world around them. Thank you
Stay strong brother