Surviving My Worst Suicide Attempt-My Story

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  • Опубліковано 20 тра 2020

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  • @hillyhill3210
    @hillyhill3210 4 роки тому +10

    I survived 20 years of abuse and when I left my mental health was in a very bad place. It takes a long time to heal!! Thank you for sharing your 💜

    • @SamBull
      @SamBull  4 роки тому +2

      No problem I'm sharing my story so it hopefully inspires other people to talk more freely about mental health, if you know anyone who needs to hear this please share around. Really appreciate the comment and I hope you are doing better now.

    • @hillyhill3210
      @hillyhill3210 4 роки тому

      Yes I'm much better now. I share my story as well. 🙏🦋💜

    • @SamBull
      @SamBull  4 роки тому

      @@hillyhill3210 I'm glad to hear it, I'm just trying to stop the stigma that is mental health, really appreciate the comment and I'm so glad you are better now. Thank you for connecting.

  • @dinosaurxdrawr2701
    @dinosaurxdrawr2701 2 роки тому +9

    The worst is when you hold it in for the four years and nobody knows about it

  • @SamBull
    @SamBull  4 роки тому +12

    Hey everyone, if you feel like you got value from this video please share around and let's stop the stigma that is mental health.

  • @nagazod1519
    @nagazod1519 3 роки тому +6

    Dude atlease you got friends and families. In my case those are the one of my downfall and I'm still with lotsa pain. I'm angry, sad, guilty, regret, disappointed and all sorts of negative feelings which I can't get rid of but still living with it day by day helpless and hopeless!!

    • @cliffkonkle3467
      @cliffkonkle3467 2 роки тому

      I can totally relate with you and it's a everyday hell . I hope you find peace without hurting yourself wish I lived near you I would love to be your friend

  • @Pedroseph
    @Pedroseph 4 роки тому +5

    Showing your vulnerability takes courage and is a massive step. I hear you, you’re not alone and thank you! I did something similar recently and opened up about my childhood abuse, it’s not easy but it’s people like you who are helping end the stigma, huge respect!

    • @SamBull
      @SamBull  4 роки тому

      Wow appreciate this comment, means a lot to me, it really does, and I'm just trying to inspire more people to talk more freely about mental health so really do appreciate it.

  • @DanielHardingShowreels
    @DanielHardingShowreels 4 роки тому +1

    Thanks for sharing your story Sam! Keep up moving forward

    • @SamBull
      @SamBull  4 роки тому

      Thank you for watching if you know anyone that's needs to hear this please share it around. Appreciate your comment.

  • @sophiewordsworth4150
    @sophiewordsworth4150 2 роки тому +2

    So honest and painful to hear. From Yesterday I decided I’m gonna stop hurting myself, it’s gonna be a long journey! I hope your ok now ♥️

  • @shaztaf
    @shaztaf 3 роки тому +2

    Raw, honest and real. My goodness, life is so damn difficult at times. I recently had someone close to me pass away and its one of the most painful thing for me to go through. Sending much love and hugs to you x

  • @TheMindIlluminated
    @TheMindIlluminated Рік тому +3

    I can no longer see a future for myself, I’m like an automaton just going through the motions. My prior future plans from a few years ago no longer interest me, I do not have the motivation to pursue them. I feel dead already. What do I?

    • @SamBull
      @SamBull  Рік тому +1

      Try and seek help, I did and believe its the best thing you can do for yourself.

  • @kellston6358
    @kellston6358 3 роки тому +2

    Just came to check out your UA-cam Sam. wound up here. Mad respect for sharing this stuff, you are welcome to feel proud and brave for that. Stay strong. This is far more normal than people would like to admit - that doesn't make it okay, it sucks and it's the most awful thing in the world in the moment, but it's important to recognise life in its entirety to fully appreciate it. I'll catch you in the streams brother man!

  • @warrenpalmer6923
    @warrenpalmer6923 4 роки тому +2

    I hear you. Sam you are so incredibly strong to lay everything down in this video. Its very tough to watch. It left me with a few questions. We have only known each other a brief time, but I am always gonna be just the other end of a phone to chat to. I can promise that. And I am sure that there are many people like that, around you. This video will help a lot of people I am sure. Its a major achievement. Well done Sam and I am sending you a virtual hug. x

    • @SamBull
      @SamBull  4 роки тому

      Thank you for watching it, really means alot, it was hard to do but if it inspires someone to reach out or start talking about their mental health then this video has achieved what I wanted. Really appreciate the comment.

  • @georgepfitness9332
    @georgepfitness9332 4 роки тому +1

    You’re going about things the best way mate. Talking about your experiences, sharing your story, creating relationships with people. Big respect to you, keep up the content and moving forwards!

    • @SamBull
      @SamBull  4 роки тому +1

      Thank you i really do appreciate every comment that I have received, I am just trying to show more people it's ok to talk about mental health, if you know anyone that needs to hear this please share it with them. Once again appreciate the comment

  • @Cazzab
    @Cazzab 3 роки тому

    your very brave and I'm sorry this happened to you

  • @solsirhibragusowl2221
    @solsirhibragusowl2221 5 місяців тому

    We hear you❤

  • @dudelovesyou
    @dudelovesyou 4 роки тому

    I both hear and feel exactly what you've spoken about I'm glad you failed and if you ever get back there continue to fail. Keep fighting your demons I have faith in you

    • @SamBull
      @SamBull  4 роки тому

      I believe we need to fail for us to succeed I really appreciate the comment and thank you for watching the vid, if you know anyone that needs to hear this, please share around. Have a good day.

  • @BakkerfeelingAdventures
    @BakkerfeelingAdventures 4 роки тому +2

    (I hear you) Dear Sam, first of all: RESPECT! Not just for overcoming your hardships, but also for sharing it and exposing your vulnerability. Making it open for discussion as there is nothing to be ashamed about as many would think. Communication could, would and should get the right help to those who need it and there are so many. I can relate to some you said. Changing to the right mindset, getting the right help and having the right, positive people in your life can make a huge change. I'm happy to hear you failed in your attempts, you're a strong person. Glad that you are here. Happy to hear you are doing better. Again, respect and thanks for sharing! 👍😊

    • @SamBull
      @SamBull  4 роки тому +1

      Wow thank you very much for your comment, it's means a lot it really does. If you know anyone who needs to hear this and find my channel please share away. Once again really appreciate the comment.

    • @BakkerfeelingAdventures
      @BakkerfeelingAdventures 4 роки тому +2

      @@SamBull Anytime. 😊 And when i do know someone that needs to hear it, i'll make sure to send them your way. 👍

    • @SamBull
      @SamBull  4 роки тому +1

      @@BakkerfeelingAdventures thank you appreciate it, just trying to stop the stigma that is mental health, checked your channel out loves the trailer and the Ireland vlog, mad talented people in the bars at the end.

    • @BakkerfeelingAdventures
      @BakkerfeelingAdventures 4 роки тому +1

      @@SamBull They were awesome indeed. Thanks for watching. Glad you enjoyed it. 👍

  • @gretathegarbo
    @gretathegarbo 2 місяці тому

    we hear you

  • @Lookatmeshine
    @Lookatmeshine 6 місяців тому

    Thank you for sharing your story. It is the first I have heard that I can truly relate to. I was in a relationship with someone, we were trying for children, then he just suddenly tells me to get out of the house, doesn't speak to me, but is so normal still with everyone else. I have no idea what went wrong but i am in such grief for my relationship and for the child I was planning for with them. I battle daily witu the urge to kill myself because this pain is so hard. I don't feel like life is worth it anymore. I'm tired of trying to rebuild my life but still feeling sadness all the time. I don't know how to reach out anymore because people don't seem to understand my pain. But it seems you might understand...

  • @lovehistory4691
    @lovehistory4691 4 роки тому +1

    Wow! Thank you for sharing your story. I agree with you 100% regarding male's talking about their feelings and macho things. I think in today's society that is changing, slowly, but is changing. More and more men talking about this, including you and that is great! Much love ❤

    • @SamBull
      @SamBull  4 роки тому +1

      Wow really appreciate the comment, I just want to stop mental health being a stigma

    • @lovehistory4691
      @lovehistory4691 4 роки тому

      @@SamBull me too. I don't have mental health issues, but I really don't see a reason why should that be a shameful thing or something that is kept just for ourselves. Yes, those are our problems, but it's important to say to others it's not bad thing to ask for help.

  • @janefriel6895
    @janefriel6895 Рік тому +1

    I hope you are doing well now.

  • @richmondprofinishes
    @richmondprofinishes Місяць тому

    I hope your still ok seeing this 3 years later.

  • @nadinecampbell3424
    @nadinecampbell3424 5 місяців тому

    I heard you 🙏

  • @sophiewordsworth2806
    @sophiewordsworth2806 5 місяців тому

    💙 for some people it’s too late to get better unfortunately

  • @michaelomara9365
    @michaelomara9365 6 днів тому

    I put my all into the relationship I wanted forever too. Unfortunately I was too weak and immature to make our relationship work correctly. I put a gun in my mouth and sat on the edge of a cliff. Not only that, my son has basically been taken away from me from another prior relationship. I'm making my own channel tonight. I'll send you a message brother. The pain men feel is incredible.

  • @JESWEATSHIRT
    @JESWEATSHIRT 10 місяців тому

    ❤❤❤

  • @First._.Last.
    @First._.Last. Рік тому

    I hear you. Thank you. 💜

  • @onesmusmuya576
    @onesmusmuya576 2 роки тому

    Man I feel you I've been in the same shit hole I've tried it and survived it feels like crap after doing that it really sucks would like to chat

  • @fabandell
    @fabandell 4 роки тому

    Respect for talking about it!

    • @SamBull
      @SamBull  4 роки тому

      Thank you, if I talk about it freely on UA-cam hopefully more people will talk about it in general appreciate the comment.

  • @tyronequaker4959
    @tyronequaker4959 2 роки тому

    How much does counseling cost in the uk ?

  • @JKFLASH
    @JKFLASH 4 роки тому +1

    Stay strong

    • @SamBull
      @SamBull  4 роки тому

      Will do thanks of you know anyone that needs to hear this please share around, if my story inspires people to talk more freely about mental health then I'm happy to share, really appreciate the comment.

    • @cliffkonkle3467
      @cliffkonkle3467 2 роки тому

      @@SamBull Everyone's life doesn't always get better so cut the bullsh@t.

    • @SamBull
      @SamBull  2 роки тому +1

      @@cliffkonkle3467 if you think like that it won't, always try and find a positive out of a negative that's what I did, and I'm doing better now. Might not be able to say that for everyone but I can for me and considering what I went through I'll take it.

  • @MarianEdusei
    @MarianEdusei 3 роки тому

    Hello Sam, my name's Marian and I'm currently doing some research on a documentary for one of the major British Broadcasters. May I have your email address so I can send you some information on what it's about. Thanks so much!

  • @BEACHDUDE71
    @BEACHDUDE71 3 місяці тому

    I have 3 years for my life to get better

  • @saskiawells9472
    @saskiawells9472 15 днів тому

    The stigma is always there unfortunately

  • @dianatrejo2006
    @dianatrejo2006 Рік тому

    22:20

  • @tyronequaker4959
    @tyronequaker4959 2 роки тому

    A lot of people use cornstarch to cope with suicide. Cornstarch is also very common amongst actors because it gives people energy and charisma. Add cornstarch to your chicken, potatoes, beef or any dish. Be careful of antidepressants they stop you from having kids! Let me know if you need any other suggestions

    • @Ash-ty9nd
      @Ash-ty9nd 14 днів тому

      Cornstarch??? What on earth

  • @jesussaves1827
    @jesussaves1827 4 місяці тому

    Turn to Jesus He loves you, He is the healer of the body And savior of the soul, There is True Hope in Jesus, God protects Psalms 91, He is the God of miracles Acts 2:21 And everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved Jesus alone saves Trust Him with your salvation John 3:16
    1 Corinthians 15 1-4
    Moreover Brethren, i declare unto you the gospel which i preached unto you, which also ye have received, and with wherein ye stand
    By which also ye are saved, if you keep in memory what i preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain,
    For i delivered unto you first of all that which i also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures
    And that He was buried, and that He rose again the third day according to the scriptures, Take care