To Build A Home- Cinematic Orchestra (Slow instrumental)

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  • @luvr_b0yy
    @luvr_b0yy 4 роки тому +212

    I know it hurts. I know. we all have pain. yours may be different from others but we are here for you. no matter what they said, they did, anything. it doesn't matter. you will be amazing. because I know you will. you ARE amazing. even if the light has faded and you've given up, there is always hope. whether your 12 or 80. age doesn't matter, there is always hope. even if you don't see it. be brave, for the darkness doesn't allow those who are as amazing as you. your beautiful, smart, funny, kind, unique, etc. don't listen to them. what they say are lies. you may sit and think there is no one here that cares for you but think. if you jumped off a building right now, before you hit the ground you would see what you lived for. your passions, achievements, everything. and don't say you don't have any because you do. even the little achievements matter. You woke up today. you lived another day on this amazing journey called life. even though everyone may stand against you, you must listen to the depths of your heart. even if your family, friends, etc don't support you through it, you keep what you believe in. because that's what makes you, well you. you will make a change in the world. for the better. I know how it is feeling like no one cares, no one loves you, no one accepts you, etc. I've lived like that for years. trapped in a bubble forced to stay quiet with my opinions because my family and some friends don't think it's right. and I know how it is to lose a family member, a pet, a friend, etc. I've lost them all before. been blamed for my friend's death just because they died the day after I showed up at school. I know how it is to lose a pet and not know how you could've prevented their death. I know how it is to lose a family member to suicide. I know what it's like having divorced parents, I know what it's like to feel alone in crowded rooms, I know. just know that if everyone stands against you, regardless of your skin color, religion, sexuality, everything, I will be here. I won't leave you behind, I won't betray you. And I know how hard it is to trust people sometimes, but I will be here. you can vent if you want and I'll try my best to help you. I know the world is kind of crazy right now and you might be scared, but I'm here. we're here. you can cry, you can re-read this comment 1 million times or not read it at all, just please keep going. it will get better. you just have to push through the storm to see the rainbow. I love you and have a wonderful morning/night/evening/etc.

    • @j6lkx5kt31
      @j6lkx5kt31 3 роки тому

      damn. this reminds me of the time i farted so hard a little shit came out, one of the moments of my life where i was just liek contimplating everything bro. i get you

    • @jamesfadian173
      @jamesfadian173 3 роки тому +2

      Your a beautiful person.

    • @charlottsandi4414
      @charlottsandi4414 3 роки тому

      Reed

    • @miralrayan2905
      @miralrayan2905 3 роки тому +3

      Thank you for been here ☺️

    • @wilsonapazayucra5502
      @wilsonapazayucra5502 3 роки тому +1

      Your amazing

  • @yoongisteef
    @yoongisteef 5 років тому +356

    i love the sound of the words that couldnt quite get cut out. theyre like whispers in your ear. sweet nothings. its comforting.

  • @avajean2862
    @avajean2862 5 років тому +638

    it’s ok to cry. idk who needs to hear that, but please cry. let it all out.

    • @angelicaj1758
      @angelicaj1758 5 років тому +14

      I really need dis, thank you

    • @chesschannel1361
      @chesschannel1361 5 років тому +4

      unorthodox _ Exactly 90% of the people are rush these days. Old people were a lot better

    • @kaylabain4067
      @kaylabain4067 4 роки тому +7

      Funny I heard this as I was holding back the tears. Thank you.

    • @Disrup7or
      @Disrup7or 4 роки тому +3

      How

    • @GurpreetSingh-kc5py
      @GurpreetSingh-kc5py 4 роки тому +9

      i want to cry, but i can't seem to do it, i want to let all my feelings out but i just can't seem to do it. i have been bottling all these feelings for years and its not going to come out. No tears have left my eyes, and its killing me inside for the past few years...

  • @Be_Uniq
    @Be_Uniq 4 роки тому +434

    “Everything will be ok in the end, if it’s not ok then it’s not the end” - John Lennon

    • @greeneyedblueneptunian
      @greeneyedblueneptunian 4 роки тому +6

    • @urlocalbug7578
      @urlocalbug7578 4 роки тому +9

      I uses this quote all the time, it's actually my favorite but I really didnt k owning was from john Lennon

    • @juicy2645
      @juicy2645 4 роки тому

      It's not true. Sometimes something won't be OK in the end. Don't lie. Like, you can't tell a paralyzed man that he's gonna be able to walk at the end.

    • @maoisai3166
      @maoisai3166 4 роки тому

      Sadly, the end is probably the only part I don't care if it's ok...

    • @sashal1493
      @sashal1493 3 роки тому +2

      This is so very sweet, I’d never heard it before.

  • @marissavaughn2976
    @marissavaughn2976 4 роки тому +150

    *Tears are the lyrics that our mouths couldn’t quite get out.*

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  4 роки тому +5

      Marissa Vaughn thank you for my daily dose of Poetry :)

    • @tiyaaji2604
      @tiyaaji2604 3 роки тому

      That was quite profound. It hit me somewhere deep.
      Thank you for this.

    • @jorgeabrahamhernandez1209
      @jorgeabrahamhernandez1209 3 роки тому +1

      @@karlenajoy4274 Toda América sería un solo país es México en un futuro próximo el idioma oficial sería en español México va ser el primer mundo México será potencia mundial vivA México querido México
      ua-cam.com/video/7uJhjQvJDh4/v-deo.html

    • @SwedFTW
      @SwedFTW 3 роки тому

      ❤️

    • @carloswhite8044
      @carloswhite8044 3 роки тому

      So beautiful 😊

  • @imariroque2642
    @imariroque2642 4 роки тому +21

    Its beautiful and ironic how just when u think the song is over, it fades back in more gorgeous than ever.😢😭💖

  • @rozes8891
    @rozes8891 5 років тому +131

    omg this comment section is so sad why am i crying
    also if you’re reading this i really hope everything turns out fine for you, trust me, it’s going get better! you’re not alone, take care of yourself, you are important.

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  5 років тому

      It is sad.. thanks for your encouraging words!

  • @kylamiller8886
    @kylamiller8886 4 роки тому +70

    if you are reading this comment, you woke up this morning. i am so damn proud of you. take it day by day and breath by breath.

  • @jackvore3902
    @jackvore3902 5 років тому +202

    There is a house built out of stone
    Wooden floors, walls and window sills
    Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust
    This is a place where I don't feel alone
    This is a place where I feel at home
    'Cause, I built a home
    For you
    For me
    Until it disappeared
    From me
    From you
    And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust
    Out in the garden where we planted the seeds
    There is a tree as old as me
    Branches were sewn by the color of green
    Ground had arose and passed it's knees
    By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top
    I climbed the tree to see the world
    When the gusts came around to blow me down
    I held on as tightly as you held onto me
    I held on as tightly as you held onto me
    And, I built a home
    For you
    For me
    Until it disappeared
    From me
    From you
    And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust

  • @shado5260
    @shado5260 4 роки тому +164

    "When you're happy you enjoy the music, but when you're sad you understand the lyrics" - Frank Ocean

  • @kyletucker6508
    @kyletucker6508 5 років тому +28

    this is the literal embodiment of feeling/sensing/thinking. just taking it all in and recognizing it all. the wonder of everything. the good and the bad. its not a sad feeling. its euphoria

    • @connormcmaster7788
      @connormcmaster7788 3 роки тому

      I know this is a year late but I’ve finally seen an eden fan not in a eden video

  • @ruschpepper
    @ruschpepper 4 роки тому +60

    someday
    someday, we’re all going to find that someone. someday, you’ll walk into your very own home w the person you love. someday, your child will be running around, imagination running wild. someday, you’ll walk down the aisle, tears running down your face as you see them. someday, you made it through today, stick around for tomorrow. xx

  • @3ambroadcast
    @3ambroadcast 5 років тому +198

    no one will see this but...mom, I miss you. I want you back, making me breakfast and laughing over stuff i can’t even remember. please, don’t leave me to live, i can’t do it. Edit: thank you, everyone. these comments are so supportive, and i’m getting the help i need through therapy and my friends. i’m working through it and things have been going quite well, hell i even have a girlfriend now. to everyone who sees this, thank you for your support through this rough journey ❤️

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  5 років тому +17

      LitPit9000 you can do this, your mom would want you to keep going. I miss my mom too

    • @sophiacunningham509
      @sophiacunningham509 4 роки тому +2

      LitPit9000 you can do this. She’s really proud of u. She’s looking over you

    • @sladji4591
      @sladji4591 4 роки тому +5

      you caan do it go to the mirror and say it louud You Can Do This look how far you went i believe in you i know it’s hard but You came to this planet for a reason you‘ll get trough it remember the beautiful moments and live life 💗💗

    • @FlatironK
      @FlatironK 4 роки тому +3

      LitPit9000, I see this and am holding you in my heart. You can do this.

    • @tiffanypaynter4917
      @tiffanypaynter4917 4 роки тому +2

      LitPit9000 I hope you're okay. I understand. Not a day has gone by in 25 years that I haven't thought about my dad. It's so hard, and I'm so sorry for you.

  • @stowikmusic9478
    @stowikmusic9478 5 років тому +27

    I don’t know where to start with this piece. It’s so beautiful. It conjures so many ideas and feelings at once. It doesn’t overload the senses but it loads them enough to feel emotion after being numb for a while...

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  5 років тому +1

      Stowik Music, music is a great way to relax after anything stressful or just when you need some peace. Try not to suppress your emotions too much because that never works out.

  • @andreew383
    @andreew383 4 роки тому +10

    After years of being in silence finally I left my demons apart. My depression, my anxiety ... This music makes me happy because it reminds me I can with everything and life is beautiful 💪🏼❤️

  • @wolftears
    @wolftears 8 місяців тому +2

    i feel like ive listened to this song for so long it doesnt even make me cry anymore. it just calms me down like a soft hug whenever im overthinking or any other situation

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  8 місяців тому +1

      Me too man. It’s one of my favorites personally

  • @gianna46
    @gianna46 5 років тому +139

    this shit really makes me wonder .

  • @eri3182
    @eri3182 4 роки тому +37

    Put your hand over your heart, feel that? You're alive be grateful you're here please.

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  4 роки тому +4

      eri Ahh I cant find my pulse am I dead?? Wait no I found it thank you :) I’m grateful for your comment

    • @LankyMidget-eh4wh
      @LankyMidget-eh4wh 4 роки тому +2

      i’m not grateful because life is something i don’t want anymore.

  • @MayezXD
    @MayezXD 4 роки тому +23

    I miss my grandpa 🥺
    I will always be your little princess
    R.I.P angle🥺 I love you and I hope you are having fun in heaven 💕

    • @sophiacunningham509
      @sophiacunningham509 4 роки тому +1

      Ember Torres me to

    • @MayezXD
      @MayezXD 4 роки тому +1

      @@sophiacunningham509 glad we feel the same 💛

  • @ghostyard1555
    @ghostyard1555 4 роки тому +11

    four years ago i lost my purpose to live. i didnt have anyone, i had internalised lgbt-phobia, i selfharmed, and everyone who i loved leaved me and my family/father hurt me in more ways than one. today, i stand. i have made a found family. i am surrounded by people who love me, for me. the real me. i am always trying to better myself, and have bad days. i made it to a year i never thought i'd make it to. so for anyone out there who is reading this, it gets better. it really does.

  • @ashleycollins4510
    @ashleycollins4510 3 роки тому +8

    I feel the energy and feelings this song gives off everyday. I walk around in life and with every person I encounter and I feel everything they are feeling. From sadness to joy. And sometimes, they both hurt. I hurt when I feel someone’s pain. I hurt when I feel someone’s joy that I wish I had.

  • @natalieann1021
    @natalieann1021 5 років тому +102

    it hurts. it hurts so bad. it feels like i can’t keep going. it’s been years now and i have almost nobody left. i feel so selfish and so guilty and im hurting. it hurts. please take away the pain..

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  5 років тому +11

      Natalie Hornberger please keep going, please just keep going. Remember you’ve made it through 100% of your bad days and you’ll never have to do those again. Live for the people you have left. You aren’t selfish and you should not feel guilty, it may not seem like it but people care about you so much. The pain goes away eventually I’m so sorry that it hurts but please keep going. I believe in you

    • @destaneeb8458
      @destaneeb8458 5 років тому +5

      Just remember it’s better to feel pain rather than nothing 😔

    • @urmomnone
      @urmomnone 5 років тому +4

      Natalie Hornberger it gets better sweet girl, I’ve been there. I tried to end it all, it’s not worth it. You have a purpose for your life ♥️

    • @edie1707
      @edie1707 5 років тому +2

      just remember that even though it might be the worst day of your life, you’ll never have to do it again. it’s okay to not be ok, but it’s never ok to give up. stay strong, you got this

    • @vanaskinner4369
      @vanaskinner4369 4 роки тому +3

      hi babygirl. theres so much to live for, you are a beautiful, strong, independent woman, you can do anything, you just have to believe you can. i know its much easier said than done, but all you need to do is practice. practice and speak up, so many people are willing to listen i promise. including me. im ALWAYS here for you my sweet love. keep going. im proud of you.

  • @J-Kabar
    @J-Kabar 5 років тому +21

    Its ok to cry when theres too much on your mind. Clouds rain when they get too heavy. If life i hard right now. Think of people as earths land. Good people come from bad pasts. Just like beautiful mountains come from devastating earthquakes. If your thinking about ending it. Think of why you held up for so long.

  • @witchubatt
    @witchubatt 5 років тому +29

    I don't think there's words to describe how ethereal this is. Thank you for sharing this with us 🖤

  • @ranncarlos
    @ranncarlos 4 роки тому +3

    I used to listen to this during the day when I get stressed out.. Now I think I’m in a habit of listening to it at night... Makes me reflect on my day, my future, my past, and life and time in general. The same way how I feel when listening to Hans Zimmer’s Time and main theme of Interstellar. 😭😭😭

  • @AnaCaroline-ru2rc
    @AnaCaroline-ru2rc 4 роки тому +5

    This is the most beautiful thing I ever heard.

  • @trapinreallife1339
    @trapinreallife1339 5 років тому +10

    Got no sad story to share, just came to enjoy awesome music :)

  • @imariroque2642
    @imariroque2642 4 роки тому +7

    I love the fact that she took the time to like pretty much every comment.

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  4 роки тому

      Imari Roque I try to reply to most of them too :)

  • @edie1707
    @edie1707 5 років тому +15

    every day i wonder how two people who’ve built a life together could just tear it all apart. i wonder how my mom could chose a bottle over her daughter, and why my dad didn’t take me with him when he finally left. i’m sorry for my mother’s pain. for the years she felt trapped inside herself, only thinking of the next moment of numbness she could get her hands on. i’m sorry she took her pain out on me. i’m sorry that my dad’s eyes were too full of dreams to see mine full of tears. i’m sorry for the rings that were sold to keep a roof over our heads, i’m sorry for the fall down the stairs. i’m sorry that you didn’t love each other enough to make it work. i’m sorry i’m stuck in the middle.

    • @tayvianbaker
      @tayvianbaker 5 років тому +4

      and im sorry you are having to experience this. As a child of split parents, it's sucks but know it'll be okay. Idk if u believe in God, but I do and I know he only gives those what they can handle. YOU can handle this, you WILL get through this, just breathe and take it one day at a time. im so proud of you

  • @emiliahofer862
    @emiliahofer862 5 років тому +7

    I was tasked with writing a novel just in the month of November with my 8th-grade class, and I listened to this every day

  • @thomassmith2577
    @thomassmith2577 5 років тому +10

    We never run out of second chances. Circumstances may change, opportunities lost, but we will always be able to try again. Never give up. You have infinite worth. ❤️

    • @Be_Uniq
      @Be_Uniq 4 роки тому +1

      Thomas Smith Thank you, I needed to hear this

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  4 роки тому

      Thank you :)

  • @fnerXVI
    @fnerXVI 4 роки тому +8

    It's times like this I'm glad I forgave the people who hurt me. I won't forget it, and it's the sum of all the experiences I've had, both good and bad that make me who I am today.
    I want you to reflect on your life and forgive everyone. It won't happen over night. Time heals all wounds, after all.
    Love you guys, even though I don't know you

  • @eviex1271
    @eviex1271 5 років тому +23

    Just my crying song made even more sad 😭💔

  • @beautyd3400
    @beautyd3400 4 роки тому +3

    We studied with her for 2 years, and I recognized her only a couple of weeks ago. She is an amazing person. We only have two months to be together, she leaves for another city, I leave for another country. It tears me apart. I see her every day, we communicate, support each other. But in two months all this will disappear. An unbearable feeling of longing.
    Happiness may be near, pay attention

  • @leslyy3
    @leslyy3 4 роки тому +6

    keep fighting. for me, please.
    i love you so much, even though i don’t know you. but I do know that you’re so strong. you’ve come a long way. im so proud of you. keep fighting. you got this!!

  • @azamitani6405
    @azamitani6405 4 роки тому +5

    “Spring, Summer, Autumn, and winter, many seasons have passed but the one with you isn’t coming around at all” - violet evergarden

  • @tiktoktea2592
    @tiktoktea2592 4 роки тому +8

    Hey you over there. I see you cry, come take a tissue dry your tears, you may feel alone, but have you heard that before you go to sleep someone in this world always thinks of you! a person who loves you! you may be in a difficult time but know that a difficult time is not the end, you have to stay strong and know that you are not alone, I love you! you are beautiful as you are! everyone is beautiful! and that is a fact 💖

  • @gemcpz
    @gemcpz 2 роки тому +1

    I Can't Stop Crying! This is a Beautiful Sad Song🖤

  • @cecilia-oe7dj
    @cecilia-oe7dj 4 роки тому +4

    I have been through a lot and I know is sound selfish for saying that but I also am more than grateful for what I have now. I have been struggling with wanting to hurt myself and go father since 1st grade. I was bullied and those same kids calling me hurtful things want to be my friends now. Those words have never gone away and that's really all I see when I look in the mirror. I do my best to make sure no one feels the way I do. People think that because I am so happy and try to put a smile on peoples faces then I must feel that on the inside. I have been abused physically and emotionally by my dad who puts on a whole different persona at times. My mom is hurting badly and she is doing her best to support me. She wouldn't be here right now if I wasn't alive. I really hope there becomes a day where we can all just take peoples situations to heart and not judge them for things they can't control. Everyone is in my blessings, Stay Safe. ❤️

  • @rebeccajaloley3588
    @rebeccajaloley3588 5 років тому +10

    It's so freaking beautiful omfg 😍😭 I'm crying

  • @younghex9577
    @younghex9577 4 роки тому +21

    How can you make something right after you've made it so wrong?
    -Bojack

  • @louisescutt-maury4943
    @louisescutt-maury4943 5 років тому +22

    im hurting. a lot. im sitting here at 11:03pm feeling completely nothing. im numb. im empty. everything seems out of place, out of routine. depression is really getting to me. most of the time I wish I wasn't here. that I wasn't living. that I wasn't being a burden to all my friends and family. tears are streaming down my face and what can I do? nothing. im sick of feeling this way. im sick of faking my emotions everyday. im sick of suicidal thoughts. im sick of being here. im sick of surviving, not living. im sick of life. i am sick of everything.
    edit: thank you for all the kind replies, it means the world to me. I am now currently on anti depressants, and I think I am finally starting to recover after 2 long years of fighting major depressive disorder and social anxiety. I still have a very long way to go, but some things are finally changing

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  5 років тому +3

      Keep going. Please. I feel the same way but I find things to keep it off my mind.. try finding a hobby or something. Mine is running. You can do this

    • @keana1057
      @keana1057 4 роки тому +1

      You can do this. It's hard, but you can. You're worth living and you have so much in store for your future. Life picks on the people who have the brightest paths in life... I promise.

    • @chewybaby222
      @chewybaby222 4 роки тому +2

      Stay strong.

    • @slayer3761
      @slayer3761 4 роки тому +2

      I've been in the same place, these days will pass by, with the right mindset and the right drive you can push through it, luckily my seven-year battle is finally pulling into recovery and it will get worse as you go into the recovery part of it. It hurts like hell but keep looking to the small and happy positive things, it will drive you to the end of your race, and you have people who are fighting alongside you for you even if they don't know they are. Reach out to them, hold them close to you and let them be there through it all, things may not change or get better right away but you can and will push through this because if you go and give up you are not only giving up on yourself but you are giving up on those around you and letting the world win. Drive yourself forward and as hard as it may be let people in who are close to you and trust you, that fight to keep your head above water will be worth it all in the end when you finally come out of the woodsy darkness. Yes depression will always be able to relapse but do not let yourself fall victim to it, over the years I have learned I am not a victim of depression but a fighter against it working my way to a better life one step, one day at a time, do not let this consume you, we fight together and for each other, so don't give up now because you deserve to be happy so fight for it, sending all the love I can.

    • @xt6mmy
      @xt6mmy 4 роки тому +1

      Louise Violette - and that’s why i get therapy 😎😎

  • @risechambers6183
    @risechambers6183 5 років тому +87

    I miss my brother.

    • @celicitysimm8419
      @celicitysimm8419 5 років тому +12

      He misses you too, I'm sure of it.

    • @risechambers6183
      @risechambers6183 5 років тому +9

      @@celicitysimm8419 Bless you. Im coming up to the one year mark of his death. I thought I would be in a better place emotionally but instead of seeing him everywhere...i am seeing everywhere hes not and should be.

    • @risechambers6183
      @risechambers6183 5 років тому +4

      @@karlenajoy4274 Thank you. Your concern and time to respond means more than you know. Please keep doing songs like this. They resonate and make emotion less overwhelming and more breathable and human. Thank you.

    • @CassieCross
      @CassieCross 5 років тому +2

      Rise Chambers it will get better i promise❤️ he’s always with you at heart.

    • @risechambers6183
      @risechambers6183 5 років тому +3

      @@CassieCross Thank you for your kind words of encouragement. Blessings.

  • @estefeezy
    @estefeezy 6 років тому +10

    This is freaking beautiful. Thank you for uploading this version!

  • @ranncarlos
    @ranncarlos 4 роки тому +2

    This played when I’m on autoplay on the background (youtube premium). It sounds so different from the original that I didn’t recognize it. I just felt that my heart was clenching from the amount of feels this instrumental hits. Then I checked the title and it’s to build a home. Dammmmn, my heart hurts

  • @user-nw5fr4ct1y
    @user-nw5fr4ct1y 4 роки тому +3

    ah frick the tears. This reminds me of when my grandma died right in front of me months ago and I still don’t have closer with her🥺

  • @romanalexia735
    @romanalexia735 4 роки тому +4

    I can’t even listen to most of my favorite songs anymore because they remind me of when I was me. I recently lost myself and it hurts alot. I don’t know how that happened. But it just gets worse and worse everyday I wake up, I feel less and less like myself. I can’t make it stop, I tried, but no results. I just want this over. I don’t want someone in my life, or old friends, more money, a perfect body. I just want myself back. I miss it more than I could ever imagine.

  • @quietmind7476
    @quietmind7476 5 років тому +2

    This is beguilingly beautiful. Not one bad note. And this sounds original. Not like a cliched minimalist piano piece.
    Glad I subscribed 😎

    • @quietmind7476
      @quietmind7476 5 років тому

      My name is Edmond Paul Nicodemi and I have pieces on you tube. My channel is Nicodemi Soundtrack. Keep posting!

  • @erobaldoutaite
    @erobaldoutaite 5 років тому +4

    So this is the trend, yeah so... I hope i will reach all of my dreams, "i can say i'm a dreamer", i have so much, they're achievable, but i'm SO scared to miss even one of these in my life, i want to live as best as i can, not regretting anything in my old age.
    Follow your dreams guys, don't let ANYONE stop you.

  • @mschubbyc9700
    @mschubbyc9700 5 років тому +55

    I’m tired... I’m just really tired.

    • @trapinreallife1339
      @trapinreallife1339 5 років тому +3

      It's going to be fine, once you get through you will be stronger than anybody else :)

  • @Zoe_beth_x
    @Zoe_beth_x 4 роки тому +2

    beautiful just what i needed today

  • @in4724
    @in4724 5 років тому +2

    Beautifully beautiful, thanks for uploading.

  • @melanahill4709
    @melanahill4709 3 роки тому +1

    i love how you can still kinda hear the lyrics

  • @samanthaobertelle4966
    @samanthaobertelle4966 5 років тому +2

    I'm always hurt by people . Why do they always hurt people who are vulnerable, why do people who have the biggest hearts get bullied. Sometimes I feel I'm to sensitive for this world ! .. all I want to do is hide from every one then I know I won't get hurt ! .. This song brings me peace but also intense sadness because I've always felt different and every thing hurts X

  • @notgiovanna1822
    @notgiovanna1822 5 років тому +5

    luv this sm

  • @NikolaiCreeperLP
    @NikolaiCreeperLP 2 роки тому +1

    I must cry😔💔

  • @abi1401
    @abi1401 4 роки тому +1

    do u ever just feel like you don’t have a soul anymore? you’ve cried so much these sad songs don’t make you cry as much....

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  4 роки тому +1

      Abigail Santana I feel that.. surround yourself with people and things that make you feel a little bit more alive

    • @abi1401
      @abi1401 4 роки тому +2

      Spartin Films ty🥺💘

  • @karlenajoy4274
    @karlenajoy4274  6 років тому +76

    4:07 🎻

    • @keniamolina644
      @keniamolina644 5 років тому +1

      Spartin Films sounds like a viola

    • @jarretpalmer3953
      @jarretpalmer3953 5 років тому +1

      please please can I have permission to use this as a light background tune for my motivational channel?

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  4 роки тому +1

      Jarret Palmer sorry for the late reply, but go for it!

  • @xt6mmy
    @xt6mmy 4 роки тому +3

    this is a sad song :’)
    i don’t mean to be one of those people that comment all those deep stories and quotes, but this song reminds me of my best friend, who is no longer by my side anymore, we were so close, lol... we were in the same class for 8 years, and finally started acknowledging each other at the end of our middle school years, that’s crazy, isn’t it? so that only meant we didn’t have a lot of time together left, so we made as many memories as possible. as soon as high school started, she moved away. we still have some sort of contact, but don’t talk. i’m guessing she found new friends at her high school. i miss her.

    • @soona1232
      @soona1232 10 місяців тому

      Nothing In life lasts everyhting will fade away one day., friends, pets, family.. and even you… just enjoy the ride while it last

  • @JoaoHenrique-mv1gr
    @JoaoHenrique-mv1gr 3 роки тому +6

    Sem palavras cara...♡🇧🇷

  • @drikanne7394
    @drikanne7394 Рік тому +1

    Hi everyone, I just come here to say that you are special!! So special to the point that a guy named Jesus died on the cross for all of us to be saved!! He loves you all, no matter what difficult time you are going through. Go to Him and He will give you rest 🤍

  • @yarasayed
    @yarasayed 4 роки тому +18

    do you know the feeling when you are hurt but you feel stupid for crying

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  4 роки тому +1

      Yara Ibrahim I do. And it’s not stupid to cry! You are human and humans express emotions it’s okay to cry

  • @PierceTu
    @PierceTu 4 роки тому +1

    _We go through our days with a smile on our face but that's only a mask to hideaway our sadness. We see others happy because of our cause but the only person who isn't happy, is ourselves. Some people think that pain is the cure of this and sometimes they just want to end it. Every night, we either choose to cry it out or to fall asleep like nothing happened. Life is painful and other people get that, I don't wanna see myself leaving this world to early and leave others sad just because of me. I want to make people feel like there's nothing happening but secretly there is._

  • @micaelachiriap2305
    @micaelachiriap2305 3 роки тому +3

    Me encanto muy hermoso :)

  • @Sato-Akiha
    @Sato-Akiha 4 роки тому +2

    I'm hearing this while I started to think ... about my ex-partners .. and I realized that I just limited myself to being human .. everyone I was with did not feel comfortable, and it was because I did not know how to love, I just I clung to them because I needed it, I needed someone to listen to me, someone to hug me and give me that "warmth" that I didn't get, which was controlled by people who didn't have my confidence, but today, I learned something. .. never cling to something that you do not know where it can lead ... you may be curious ... but it is your life, you do not need someone to make you happy more than yourself.

  • @alaina8520
    @alaina8520 5 років тому +146

    i’m so sick of being alive.

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  5 років тому +27

      alaina grace Hey, don’t give up. Life is hard but don’t give up, think of all the things you’ll miss. Think of all the fun stuff, all the people that love you. Ending your life will change everything, even if you think it won’t. Don’t dare say that it won’t. There might be stars in the sky and wind in the air and sun and the clouds. But without you your people don’t want them. You are extremely important to people even if you don’t think so. If you won’t live for yourself live for others. Life can be hard but please don’t give up. Just keep going, don’t give up, it’s going to get hard but just keep going. All the stuff you’re going through right now will end eventually. Just remember you only have to do today once and then that’s it, you have a brand new day that you can decide what to do with it.

    • @halostopmotionandreviews
      @halostopmotionandreviews 5 років тому +6

      I am too... I am sick of the pain... but let us prevail and make it a stand like never before.

    • @alaina8520
      @alaina8520 5 років тому +3

      Spartin Films i love you!!! thank you🥺

    • @shanebba2
      @shanebba2 5 років тому +3

      I also felt this way until I found out how to heal. We can heal out selves. It's not easy but it's possible. The first thing I did was start to meditate. When meditation feel the pain in your body and ask to release it. Do this as many times as needed. When you remove a lot of the pain. Meditate on a good feeling. I know this is hard at the start but as you keep doing it will get easier. Do this every day and know we love you❤

    • @rachelgless3123
      @rachelgless3123 5 років тому +3

      alaina grace I get that feeling too. But then I talk to someone and a rant does a brain good even if it isn’t quite what I was meaning to say. Praying for you. Talking to the Lord is good. Life is a Challenge but we can do all things through Him. Listen to Zoe Grace.

  • @MichaelAnthony757
    @MichaelAnthony757 4 роки тому +6

    💙☁️🤍🕊
    _The LORD. . ._
    _gathers together_
    _the outcasts of Israel. . ._
    _3He heals the broken in heart,_
    _and binds up their wounds._
    Psalms 147:2-3
    -
    _Real brokenness,_
    _Real wounds,_
    _don’t just get “healed”_
    _or “bound up.”_
    (Suffix - ED I.e. Finished)
    .
    .
    _no..._
    _It’s not like that..._
    _Scripture says The LORD_
    _”healS & bindS”_
    .
    .
    _It’s ongoing. ._
    _It’s a process. ._
    _Even with Gods hands,_
    _it’s still a process. . ._
    _Nothing that is of quality_
    _is finished / completed_ _overnight. ._
    _God, and your friends,_
    _want you to have a quality healing. ._
    And so...
    _God does not simply “heal_”
    _He heals..._
    _Your friends don’t simply_ “listen”
    _They practice the grace_
    of _listening._
    _Friend, remember,_
    _these words of Jesus ~_
    _Blessed are ye that weep now_
    _for ye shall laugh._
    _Luke __6:21_
    🕊✨

  • @jenniferlima9235
    @jenniferlima9235 4 роки тому +6

    I had bullies.....but I had a friend stand up for me she still does and I can only trust her

  • @YouraPinner
    @YouraPinner 11 місяців тому

    Pretty chill song

  • @alanameechan5650
    @alanameechan5650 5 років тому +3

    Gorgeous

  • @cindyhughes6879
    @cindyhughes6879 4 роки тому +4

    You said you loved me. You said you'd never leave me. You said she was only a friend. You promised we would be best friends forever. But you lied to me, you waisted 10 years of my life, JUST FOR YOU TO LEAVE ME. You used to be the reason I wanted to live, now you're one of the reasons I wanna die.

  • @barbaramartins9224
    @barbaramartins9224 4 роки тому +4

    🖤💔🌷I Miss You So Much My Beloved Mother, My Best Friend... I Will Love You To The Eternity. 😰😥🥺 Thankxx So Much For All. 🙏🏻☮️ One Day We Go Meet Again. 🦋🌟💫❤️😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘

  • @MerlinAstralyn
    @MerlinAstralyn 3 роки тому +1

    I don’t know how to describe the feeling right now. I can’t put a name on it, despite relating it to so many other feelings, one simple word doesn’t feel right.
    It feels like my depression face. Sinking into the mud and growing heavier with each note, but it’s also a welcoming feeling. A feeling I’m not afraid of. In a way I’m purposely reaching out to this feeling because it’s better than being bored and disappointed.
    The feeling of sinking into the heavy mud makes me feel like I should be sad, remorseful, or at the very least sentimental over something…but nothing comes to mind. All I can think about is the fact that I can’t think about anything. A paradox of thoughts circling back to “what am I feeling. What am I thinking. “
    These questions have been bothering me for a while now. I dont know what I’m thinking. Or what I’m feeling, because nothing is there. And it scares me a little. Everyone says “how can you not know how you feel/ what your thinking?” “why aren’t you thinking of anything?” Stuff like that.
    How am I supposed to know? It’s the same questions I’m asking myself, with no answers.

  • @natcat3385
    @natcat3385 4 роки тому +1

    when i met u, i cried, it was like meeting the hole in my chest after eight long hard years. i met u in january. i quickly learned that like me, u loved pickles, girls and boys, and cheez-its, as well as butterflies. u were a listener, but above all u got me. because i was your daughter. u got me and didnt call me weak like my dad u listened and let me cry. u related. u told me ur story. u loved me with ur whole heart. u did everything for me. u made me feel like i could be happy and gave me a reason to smile. u let me be a teenager. u let me have friends. u let me make mistakes nd was there when i was hurt. you comforted me when i messed up. u never yelled u got it. u were what i need and what i needed.
    in june we went to the beach. first time in so so long.i dont remember a single time i wasnt smiling. u taught me how to drive a golf cart, talked me through checking out cute boys, laughed with me, and cuddled me till i fell asleep when i had a nightmare. when we ame back u helped me nurse a kitten back to health and get it to a good home. drank a little bit of alcohol with me so i could expeirence it. held me when i cried. cuddled and watched greys anatomy. played with my hair while i slept. let me come sleep in ur bed when ever i wanted. soon soccer szn started. u gave me pointers. cheered me on. made me smile. i loved the game when u watched me play.
    but then. but then my dad found out i had been with you. and of course there was a court order saying i wasnt allowed to see u till i was eighteen because of ur past mistakes. and i had to go home that day. not home becuase before that day my father had not talked to me in three years. but now he wanted me home after sending me to livewith my grandmother because he didnt want me. but when im happy he wants me back? so i packed up my bags. and hugged my mom fast and kissed said i love u. i told her i would be back next weekend. but i was wrong. and she knew that. with tears in her eyes she said she loved me. and that was that. i miss her so so much.
    now im never smiling and i feel like my dad hates me. i cant be sad around him though because its a weakness. ill never make him proud and ill never be happy. i want my mommy back. i want to go back to last year when things were perfect. he took my phone on january 2nd 2020 i havnt had a phone since. he says teenagers shouldnt have freedom. its hell here. i think about killing myself everyday. i dont sleep. im on edge waiting for him to flip out on me for god knows what next. i walk on eggshells and do my best not to break them because if i do its like the end of the world to him. 2019 was the best year of my life. and all i want is for that to come back. im 15 and suicidal but i cant get help because if i ask im called emotional or an attention seeker. i dont have friends. im bullied. body shamed. and much more. i dont have a vent. this is my vent and i havent vented fully in so long.
    i doubt anyone will see this because its in a youtube comment section but it feels good to write it.

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  4 роки тому +1

      Someday things will get better I promise. Some day you’ll look back and realize you finally made it back to being happy. Keep going! Don’t listen to the bullies. I don’t have to know you to know you are beautiful inside and out💜

  • @georgecalderon9773
    @georgecalderon9773 2 місяці тому +1

    Lets move forward, together.

  • @user-73892dnbsjkd
    @user-73892dnbsjkd 5 років тому +3

    This song truly represents hurt 😓

  • @annabelleez3244
    @annabelleez3244 4 роки тому +2

    Today, I thought I wasn’t good enough, today I tried making a book but got let down by my own brother, today I tried to bring up my grades, today I failed on my test, todays the day i feel like crying, today’s the day it all happens to tell me life has days for me to live

  • @mateusvinicius_00
    @mateusvinicius_00 3 роки тому +4

    Trilha sonora muito boa slk ❤️

  • @emiliahofer862
    @emiliahofer862 5 років тому +26

    that's ok. I didn't want to be happy today anyway.

  • @ash-hm4uf
    @ash-hm4uf 4 роки тому +1

    You dont even need the neighbor’s opinion! Don’t let anymore put you don’t. Because the moment you start to look up ahead, things will change. You will learn to ignore all that hate poking you. It will stop. You just have to keep going. Keep looking up, do not put your chin down until you feel it. Feel what? Feel the greatest thing you’ve been searching for.
    Whoa, it’s happiness. Congratulations. I love you, please stay. It’s going to be alright. I know you’re tired. 💓🥺

  • @leonardodicaprio4463
    @leonardodicaprio4463 4 роки тому +2

    goddd my heart aches

  • @Mnstrmnd
    @Mnstrmnd Місяць тому

    Listen up everyone.. I’m here crying about some personal stuff like not feeling loved by my family, me being 23 and struggling to find my peace, what brings me happiness, struggling to be a man.
    All while there’s people in wars, going through hellish and outrageous shit, losing family members and getting their limbs removed, losing children, getting their worlds flipped upside down.
    It’s a pretty big difference but at the end of the day we all got our own shit to deal with, go listen to some rock music and do some push ups or go to the gym, come on boys and girls, rise up.. stand strong 💪

  • @Simtasticgallery
    @Simtasticgallery 5 років тому +5

    Thank you ♥

  • @sadgirl-bi9yz
    @sadgirl-bi9yz 5 років тому +3

    👏👏👏👏👏 amei muito essa versão instrumental!! Ficou incrível!🥰🥰🥰😭

  • @eri3182
    @eri3182 4 роки тому +1

    Oh my god I hope humanity changes before it's too late, how blind are we? Please let there be a future for my family. Save our home, Planet Earth.

  • @bryanmontenegro4885
    @bryanmontenegro4885 5 років тому +5

    I miss my dog seeing her every day tail last year when she passed away I'm still hurting alot I miss having her on my side i lost a big piece of me when i lost her when i was going to celebrate Thanksgiving she waited for me to pass on and go back home

    • @karlenajoy4274
      @karlenajoy4274  5 років тому

      dragon slayer Losing some part of you makes you a better and stronger person. Yes, it hurts and it feels like nothing matters anymore but it makes you a better character in general. I’m not going to say it’s not painful because it is. But when things happen like that they happen for a reason. Everything does happen for a reason and it gets better I promise

  • @jeseniaduque
    @jeseniaduque Рік тому +1

    My bird just died today and this song just started playing as i was holding her 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔

  • @RealBG1987
    @RealBG1987 2 роки тому +1

    My old Prius’s quote “sometimes you have to push yourself a little longer to teach the youngsters” that meaning my old Prius pushed itself a little longer to teach and train my 2017 Hyundai Elantra. Later my old Prius died on November 11 2021. I miss my Prius so much. The Elantra is the best replacement. You don’t miss someone or something until it’s gone 😪😪🫡. My old Prius, it was more that just a Prius. Me and the Prius were besties. My dads 2016 Prius v is the only car keeping my old Prius’s legacy alive to this very day until the day of its death. If the Prius v dies, it will go painlessly and peacefully.

  • @laurianevillaros7193
    @laurianevillaros7193 4 роки тому +2

    La meilleure musique au monde je l'ai trouvé 😍

  • @JustinCasey216
    @JustinCasey216 2 роки тому +1

    Human life is so fleeting. We live and die within the blink of an eye. We are given the gift of life and the gift of death. Life is one path, one path of many many others. You start somewhere and end up at the other. We don't really know what is ahead of us where anything and everything is possible. So much love for my brothers and sisters. The ones who are here with us now please Love one another! I hope all of you reading this know you are loved and cared about, and hopefully one day we can all live with a greater understanding of who we are and what we are truly capable of. Humans are very powerful beings. We can create reality from our minds. We are literal beings that create reality from consciousness and conscious thoughts. What we imagine becomes real. What we think about becomes reality. We are all connected through this universe on a much larger scale connected to something Even greater than this. Let's make this world our home for the next million years with a greater mind with the fullest awareness and expand our consciousness as vast and wide as the ocean. Inside each and every one of you is this sea of vibrant consciousness and with this you can accomplish anything you could ever imagine. Never forget who you are and what you, as an individual person , could do to make massive impacts on the world you live in and the people around you. I like to think that positivity ripples through the fabric of space and at the other end it creates a tidal wave of energy. You are loved and needed. Please don't give up and always remember you are an amazing Human!

  • @trucewarrirs904
    @trucewarrirs904 2 роки тому +3

    Promise, I’ll be back
    My home 🌻🇺🇦😔

  • @12yroldjakey23
    @12yroldjakey23 4 роки тому +1

    Everyone I know , all my friends are glowing up and I don’t think I’ll have a glo up because I wouldn’t still look in the mirror and cry because I’m ugly

  • @littlegiant9131
    @littlegiant9131 3 роки тому +1

    "We didn't know we were making memories. All we knew was , we were having fun".

  • @stef12321
    @stef12321 10 місяців тому +1

    You can close your eyes for what you dont want to see, but you can not close your heart for what you do not want to feel. _JD

  • @aaliyah1445
    @aaliyah1445 4 роки тому +3

    Not sure if you will see this, Ilka, but...5:27 pm 💛

  • @tojifushiguroswifeig534
    @tojifushiguroswifeig534 4 роки тому +1

    I miss my parents so much. I don't know who else to turn to, they were all I ever needed. After seeing them both die, day after day I felt so helpless. I couldn't do anything to help them :(

    • @cameron8344
      @cameron8344 4 роки тому

      See it positively, they are released from the suffering of this terrible world

  • @fraryschild
    @fraryschild 4 роки тому +6

    4:56 ignore this is just for me

  • @patriciaroxanapalaciosmigu9338
    @patriciaroxanapalaciosmigu9338 3 роки тому +2

    Imagino a mi madre descansando y disfrutando de una paz absoluta , siempre te recordare mamita.

  • @yuito_lamperouge
    @yuito_lamperouge 2 роки тому +1

    is it okay for me to be happy?

  • @-gameover-7683
    @-gameover-7683 4 роки тому +3

    This comment section...is beautiful..thank you all much..❤️