SYML - "I Wanted to Leave" [Official Music Video]

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  • Опубліковано 2 жов 2024
  • The official music video for the SYML song "I Wanted to Leave"
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    This is chapter 1 from the music film 'You Knew It Was Me'.
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    The song appears on the wordless EP 'You Knew It Was Me' ... out now
    Order 'You Knew It Was Me' on vinyl: symlmusic.store
    CREDITS
    Director & Producer: Gavin Michael Booth
    Director of Photography: Joshua Moody
    Starring: Emmy Newman
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    #syml #dance #piano

КОМЕНТАРІ • 465

  • @ruep1008
    @ruep1008 3 роки тому +881

    This gives me the very specific feeling of being by myself, not lonely, just contemplative and content

  • @yemiprotector868
    @yemiprotector868 3 роки тому +328

    I felt the great need to dance ballet again like when I was a child, the need to draw, and even the need to play an instrument again
    That's how you create great art, by giving inspiration to others who even lost the passion to it
    Thank you ♥️

  • @nanipanaratu2961
    @nanipanaratu2961 3 роки тому +940

    The melody hits differently when you feel empty inside 💀

    • @saumyasharma6790
      @saumyasharma6790 3 роки тому +4

      @@FannyEcheverria it will probably some time

    • @JustStopBruh
      @JustStopBruh 2 роки тому +1

      ... it really does 😔

    • @farahs619
      @farahs619 2 роки тому

      Amen to that

    • @spacemunkee1
      @spacemunkee1 2 роки тому +12

      Lying here, my eyes glazed and lost, my mind reflects to a childhood just on the cusp of being forgotten. A viewer of a life that does not recognize my presence races past in a blur of missed memories. A child, hating his life, his parents, running away and always wishing for tomorrow. Chasing after the dreams and all the experiences I only wished I could do. I feel a coldness and a quietness settles in and in an unfamiliar fog, I have changed. I glance down and my hands look of an old man, wrinkled with spots of age. No longer that sad child always chasing tomorrow, but a lonely dying man, outstretched arms grasping desperately for yesterday. With struggled whispers of promises to be a better son, a better man next time, I am just there, just short of reach of a life I let pass me by. I see a faded resemblance of myself pause, but just for the moment. He looks as this old shell that entraps me and slowly turns from my gaze. He fades from my view and I let down my arms in the hopelessness that succumbs me. My chest falls with my last breath and I am gone.........That kind of mood

    • @Giantist
      @Giantist 2 роки тому +1

      @@spacemunkee1 man 😔 I feel this

  • @ringh9290
    @ringh9290 3 роки тому +1399

    These type of songs make you wanna sit in the forest away from the cruel society having a cup of coffee and just smile and think you are away from the noise.

  • @lvisdelara3910
    @lvisdelara3910 Рік тому +60

    I went to Paris (Texas)
    With a suitcase in my hand
    I had to leave
    Knew they wouldn't understand
    When you know, you know
    When you know, you know
    It's time, it's time to go
    When you know, you know
    Then the more you know
    It's time to go
    I took a trip to Spain
    Just a notebook in my hand
    Then I went to see some friends of mine
    Down in Florence, Alabama
    When you know, you know
    When you know, you know
    It's time, it's time to go
    When you know, you know
    That it's time to leave
    Like the summer breeze
    When everyone's star is bright
    Brighter than you are
    It's time to go
    And you're the only one left
    Dancin' while they're on the floor
    Time to go
    I flew back home
    It seems everything's the same (Venice, California)
    Except that you weren't home
    “Hello,” I call to no one (But)
    When you're home, you're home (Venice, California)
    When you're home, you're home (Venice, California)
    You're home, when you're alone
    When you're right, you're right
    When you're right, you're right
    Even when you're wrong

    • @maritta2504
      @maritta2504 9 місяців тому +1

      Haha, was about to write that too 😄

  • @simphiwezungu2124
    @simphiwezungu2124 3 роки тому +319

    Liking before watching because its SYML and the guy never misses. Ever.

  • @weegeelana8523
    @weegeelana8523 Рік тому +167

    I CAME HERE FROM LANA'S VERSION! SYML IS AWESOME! I AM NOW A FAN THANKS TO LANA!!!

    • @malyhakhakwani5388
      @malyhakhakwani5388 Рік тому +5

      @1:20ish gives arcadia vibes especially with that yellow top

  • @sofiebec
    @sofiebec 3 роки тому +70

    can't help crying while listening to this at 3 am and the simple fact of feeling again... it's just overwhelmingly good

  • @harshitaray9122
    @harshitaray9122 3 роки тому +26

    The title is just right.... The notes made me drift away somewhere close to peace when I couldn't find any.... I'm new to this place... And hoping to find more.... I'm just glad I'm here.... Thanks to this artist ♥️

  • @rwkdwdk3266
    @rwkdwdk3266 3 роки тому +26

    The amount of peace that this song makes me feel when I'm lying in bed and listening to it before sleep.. ❤️

  • @MrBravo048
    @MrBravo048 Рік тому +6

    Camping on a Saturday Night. Mellow feel. River flowing, cool breeze brushing amongst the long grasses, full moon lit up on top of the sky, warm and bright campfire lit up and beyond you.

  • @jax6450
    @jax6450 3 роки тому +30

    I can't get over how much his music speaks to me. I just feel like I can relate to all of his pieces. This one is no different. I'm adding this to my depression playlist honestly because it's so calming but emotional at the same time.

    • @spacemunkee1
      @spacemunkee1 2 роки тому

      Lying here, my eyes glazed and lost, my mind reflects to a childhood just on the cusp of being forgotten. A viewer of a life that does not recognize my presence races past in a blur of missed memories. A child, hating his life, his parents, running away and always wishing for tomorrow. Chasing after the dreams and all the experiences I only wished I could do. I feel a coldness and a quietness settles in and in an unfamiliar fog, I have changed. I glance down and my hands look of an old man, wrinkled with spots of age. No longer that sad child always chasing tomorrow, but a lonely dying man, outstretched arms grasping desperately for yesterday. With struggled whispers of promises to be a better son, a better man next time, I am just there, just short of reach of a life I let pass me by. I see a faded resemblance of myself pause, but just for the moment. He looks as this old shell that entraps me and slowly turns from my gaze. He fades from my view and I let down my arms in the hopelessness that succumbs me. My chest falls with my last breath and I am gone.........That kind of mood

  • @itsmeow.16
    @itsmeow.16 2 роки тому +152

    The music is calm and makes me feel safe and cared for but it's also makes me feel lonely and alone at the same time. It's a true piece of art and harmony with everything balanced in it

  • @TEOREMA1991
    @TEOREMA1991 Рік тому +52

    Who is here after Paris, Texas?

  • @shauryasharma8859
    @shauryasharma8859 3 роки тому +392

    this sounds a lot like where's my love.....but i like it ...its beautiful

    • @CricketRodeo
      @CricketRodeo 3 роки тому +15

      Totally! I didn't know what you meant until the 2nd time I listened to it and realized I had the settings on x1.5 the first time I listened to it! Both ways sound great. :)

    • @julitaserrano5550
      @julitaserrano5550 3 роки тому +2

      It does for sure.

    • @Celestial_Frog
      @Celestial_Frog 2 роки тому +14

      It makes me think as if it's meant to. Like the other side of the story of where's my love is she wanted to leave. Wanted to disappear

    • @selenemoore2926
      @selenemoore2926 2 роки тому

      Righttt

    • @spacedementchen
      @spacedementchen Рік тому

      ​@@Celestial_Frogthis.

  • @javiermillan6110
    @javiermillan6110 3 роки тому +2

    Love

  • @sawomirswider223
    @sawomirswider223 3 роки тому +10

    If the passion is the right way to live, you don't need ask for reason, you simply know. Thank you for Your fragility and art of observation. Your music shows more than we can hear...

  • @koby_in_renaissance
    @koby_in_renaissance Рік тому +17

    I went to Paris....

  • @dikshantxettri3625
    @dikshantxettri3625 3 роки тому +2

    Life of an artist.

  • @LanaSaShay
    @LanaSaShay Рік тому +8

    I came back from lana del rey paris, texas 😭😭😭💅

  • @pretishmondal7016
    @pretishmondal7016 Рік тому +2

    Most of the part of this music very beautiful and the voice

  • @magicalday7984
    @magicalday7984 3 роки тому +3

    It's magic. Really 💞

  • @Brooklynbaby47
    @Brooklynbaby47 10 місяців тому +2

    Lana + SYML = Heaven

  • @saidashakhobiddinova9814
    @saidashakhobiddinova9814 3 роки тому +3

    wow..

  • @nightfall_9411
    @nightfall_9411 Рік тому +21

    when you know, you know.

  • @tinatina8047
    @tinatina8047 3 роки тому +3

    wow ❤

  • @StormyOwl
    @StormyOwl 3 роки тому +4

    Mmm, just beautiful.

  • @Antuhanett_lavq
    @Antuhanett_lavq 9 місяців тому +6

    Thanks, Lana del Rey, for introducing me to SYML and this beautiful piece of art. ❤

  • @karinabatistamateo5060
    @karinabatistamateo5060 3 роки тому +124

    Can't even describe the feelings this song gives me.

  • @yvonnepriester8279
    @yvonnepriester8279 2 роки тому +1

    I LOVE THIS SONG 1/14/22 3:19 AM FRIDAY,,I HEARD IT,,VIEWING A VERY SHORT,,
    VIDEO OF CHINESSE DOOR TO HEAVEN MOUNTAIN,,BE BLESSED,,,,SO BEAUTIFUL AND,,,,,FULFILLING,,,,,,,,,

  • @tinat1322
    @tinat1322 3 роки тому +142

    Whenever i listen to syml i always feel like drowning but in a good way....
    Syml is so pure♡

  • @pohonbumi5467
    @pohonbumi5467 Рік тому +19

    I arrive here because of Lana del Rey song Paris, Texas ❤❤❤

  • @inema2509
    @inema2509 Рік тому

    This song makes me cry 😭

  • @alexandrevezzani2457
    @alexandrevezzani2457 2 роки тому +1

    Magnifique, tout simplement... Quel talent bravo

  • @gamalielbratte1400
    @gamalielbratte1400 3 роки тому +2

    Beautiful music. Makes my soul at peace.

  • @reyrey871
    @reyrey871 Рік тому +4

    Lana del Rey singing this soonn

  • @VikingerOnYT
    @VikingerOnYT 3 роки тому +121

    Stunning ❤

  • @lovingYourGirlfriend
    @lovingYourGirlfriend 3 роки тому +1

    Another amazing song

  • @Pilps
    @Pilps 3 місяці тому +11

    Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy.
    I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 23 years ago.
    It's even more saddening with how Germany's privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but I can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on UA-cam which is extremely lacking and rare to find
    Thankfully some time last year, Germany finally lifted those privacy laws for Google Maps Street view and i finally got to see my home again for the first time since we all left way back in 2001. I will be honest. I've never cried so much in such a long time. It was harrowingly different everywhere i looked around Osnabruck but I could also see things that haven't changed at all.
    The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had.
    Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit.
    Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood.
    But. I have a daughter now, born Bonfire Night in 2022. Can't believe it's almost been 2 years with her already. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad.
    Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.

    • @jayemlei26
      @jayemlei26 26 днів тому

      you write beautifully.

  • @vickyvazzm3522
    @vickyvazzm3522 7 місяців тому

    this song makes me wanna just leave everything behind and just runaway

  • @erildamera468
    @erildamera468 3 роки тому +57

    Every time youtube sends me a notification where its written “SYML” my soul says “ oh finally its that time again , like it craves for food and i need to feed it . This music really is food for the soul , especially for starving ones .

  • @randomaf9933
    @randomaf9933 3 роки тому +67

    SYML’s going to cure this melancholia.

  • @VKumar-zy1rb
    @VKumar-zy1rb 2 роки тому

    Waking alone on a gloomy Edinburg street in the evening
    My breaths are so quality while I listen to you. Live to my soul

  • @sadsunshine1067
    @sadsunshine1067 3 роки тому +85

    Them: How many words do you want to use in your new song without using any?
    SYML: Yes

  • @krazedkat5855
    @krazedkat5855 3 роки тому

    ❤️❤️

  • @ririi.03
    @ririi.03 3 роки тому +3

    You never disappoint. I love this❤

  • @22freedom33
    @22freedom33 3 роки тому +1

    Very simple video, love it goes well with the song

  • @hirusthelizart9263
    @hirusthelizart9263 3 роки тому +1

    Good vibes!

  • @Ccarlos2898
    @Ccarlos2898 Рік тому +9

    Paris, Texas

  • @jesuissyazryl
    @jesuissyazryl Рік тому +5

    I came here because of Lana Del Rey

  • @yuriyferreira3182
    @yuriyferreira3182 3 роки тому +1

    I love your songs 💛✨

  • @SilverSwallow1130
    @SilverSwallow1130 3 роки тому +1

    ♥️

  • @ehdygarseah1838
    @ehdygarseah1838 2 роки тому

    I didn't even sneeze and this song blessed me.

  • @dianashostak7988
    @dianashostak7988 3 роки тому +26

    You know, I don't know the girl who's dancing but I strangely feel close to her.

  • @oriijin3965
    @oriijin3965 3 роки тому

    I am just obsessed with this music this video

  • @rafaela7449
    @rafaela7449 2 роки тому +1

    Essa música toca minha alma.
    Ela descreve o que eu estou sentindo bem no fundo sem eu ao menos saber qual sentimento exatamente estou sentindo.
    Essa música me faz sentir emoções que eu nem sei explicar.
    Ela viaja entre sonhos e mundos, pensamentos e histórias, danças e olhares, tudo que se se passa na minha cabeça e no meu coração.
    Essa música me faz sentir tudo e ao mesmo tempo nada.
    Isso é lindo. Isso é incrível. Isso é arte.
    Com certeza é minha música favorita.
    Sou apaixonada.

  • @senakarakoc4637
    @senakarakoc4637 3 роки тому +38

    Perfect as always...There's a magic in SYML's rhythms.

  • @DJoOeCyr
    @DJoOeCyr 3 роки тому +3

    "I Wanted To Leave" is actually my chapter 203

  • @niklas4528
    @niklas4528 Рік тому

    since i heard this i started to write my life also to see what it means to be one with the music for me the song is like a book with many stories and every time i use it for my inner voice even with a gang of me to lay down.

  • @rochfasingga
    @rochfasingga 3 роки тому +2

    "Dalan uripun manungso sampun diatur kaliyan Gusti ingkang nduweni urip."

  • @sanikahahahah
    @sanikahahahah 2 роки тому +14

    Going through depression and this song made me feel something after so long, I cried tears of happiness. So hauntingly beautiful.

  • @juhic7635
    @juhic7635 3 роки тому +33

    I got goosebumps.. Wasn’t expecting that end, and the music was beautiful

  • @3b_12_luckyedy_meka5
    @3b_12_luckyedy_meka5 3 роки тому +18

    ohh now i know why i cant find the lyrics on comment section

  • @catto2018
    @catto2018 2 роки тому

    This is a masterpiece 💛

  • @jasjeet30
    @jasjeet30 3 роки тому +83

    No man you don't need to end a video like this.

    • @elisabetaluca7369
      @elisabetaluca7369 3 роки тому +8

      Is it the same person? I can't tell. Cause if it is, then it could mean she won't be able to dance anymore. And if it's not, it could be the person she's been talking to and whom she's waiting for

    • @GiddyGiddyGo
      @GiddyGiddyGo 3 роки тому +4

      I think it was the person she walking too had an horrible accident 😕

    • @CricketRodeo
      @CricketRodeo 3 роки тому +3

      I think it was her

    • @AlexLamberd
      @AlexLamberd 3 роки тому +1

      @@CricketRodeo yep, it was her

    • @elisabetaluca7369
      @elisabetaluca7369 3 роки тому

      Oh man

  • @minicc26
    @minicc26 3 роки тому +2

    I really dont like this feeling it makes me feel anxious I hate it. The song is beautiful though. Can someone explain why I feel this way

  • @bagasilham3332
    @bagasilham3332 3 роки тому

    I've been waiting for this

  • @suzannax
    @suzannax 3 роки тому +17

    It has the simple beauty that reminds me of Yann Tierson

  • @illegal_juicebox
    @illegal_juicebox Рік тому +3

    I think of Achilles and Patroclus alot when I hear this song in my playlist for them

  • @terrence2542
    @terrence2542 Рік тому +5

    I can't believe Lana collab with You 💜😩

  • @tomassubiabre3775
    @tomassubiabre3775 2 роки тому +11

    I listened to this song thanks to an instagram reel and it gave me a sense of calm that I needed to feel.

  • @kaylinwolmarans9813
    @kaylinwolmarans9813 2 роки тому +5

    These comments make me happy I'm not the only one feeling THAT feeling

  • @lidcall0909
    @lidcall0909 3 роки тому +12

    This melody it just makes me think of someone’s life circling around them so fast and they can’t kept up the camera panning around them spinning the entire time as they keep going

  • @YuriMarinhoA
    @YuriMarinhoA 3 роки тому +15

    This melody just bring a calm and peaceful vibe inside. Really amazing

  • @Stellarainn
    @Stellarainn Рік тому +4

    Paris, Texas

  • @pluto517
    @pluto517 18 годин тому

    I can feel some aphex Twin inspiration

  • @queenbee24
    @queenbee24 2 роки тому +3

    But she crashes at the end! It was so beautiful up to that point 😱

  • @woodbeard9861
    @woodbeard9861 2 роки тому +3

    Why is she talking on the phone? that totally destroys it..

  • @thatomashopha
    @thatomashopha 3 роки тому +11

    So this is what perfection looks and sounds like

  • @7hi7com23
    @7hi7com23 2 роки тому +1

    !hi! 7/7 Thanks! You are in my Music Calendar - 0-zz B5 🎵🎶🎨

  • @williamg5309
    @williamg5309 3 роки тому +3

    Beautiful piece altogether but what's with the ending of the video? I don't get it.

    • @Red_Ford
      @Red_Ford 3 роки тому

      Just like european cinematography. No happy endings. Great video with emotional background.

  • @randomaf9933
    @randomaf9933 Рік тому +4

    Cant wait for Lana del reys version

  • @NuUnique
    @NuUnique 3 роки тому +4

    I love u...ur amazing....your music calms my soul existence.....❤💕💞🌷😍

  • @BenJayCrossman
    @BenJayCrossman 3 роки тому +6

    I'm gonna dance todat as if's my last day alive

  • @tae4life76
    @tae4life76 Рік тому +4

    Paris Taxes brought this song to another level ❤ the melody >>>>>

  • @Santi4g0_13
    @Santi4g0_13 3 роки тому +9

    I don't know but his songs triggers my depression

  • @RobSalamander
    @RobSalamander Рік тому +5

    Just utterly gorgeousness. So moving. Music to grieve to. I conjured their faces and hey presto. Such a melancholy piece of music for me, I do need melancholy in my life. Helps relax and release. ❤

  • @zhivi666
    @zhivi666 3 роки тому +10

    I'm a devoted fan of yours. I know almost all the songs by heart. Your music has always saved me in difficult situations. Thank you so much for what you do.

  • @TheSparkThatDefinesUs
    @TheSparkThatDefinesUs 2 роки тому +2

    Ahh the morning drizzle rain as sun shines through…

  • @sandcastlelyndylynneklynch766
    @sandcastlelyndylynneklynch766 3 роки тому +9

    Beautiful! I listen to this song daily! For some reason it makes me think of my daughter who died in 2010😢 this music gets me! & The ending IN video of car crash to me is representing death & I think that is what makes me think of my daughter who died, cuz U WANT TO LEAVE! U WANT OUT OF THESE SORROWFUL FEELINGS!! I want to leave!! Leave these feelings behind! But for me I WANT to hear this music OVER&OVER&cry& smile&think about Kelly my daughter!this video is stunningly beautiful! Thank you! (BTW I got my Tote today in mail! Oh where's my love, I'm searching high!) #Syml

    • @evilanais7897
      @evilanais7897 3 роки тому +1

      Hi, I'm sorry for your loss, may she rest in peace 💚 can you tell me more about the incident if that's okay

    • @sandcastlelyndylynneklynch766
      @sandcastlelyndylynneklynch766 3 роки тому +3

      @@evilanais7897 she died from Lupus & undiagnosed Pneumonia (thank you for condolences!💜)

    • @utube5165
      @utube5165 3 роки тому +2

      I am so sorry for you. Please hang in there, she is with you always. Again my deepest condolences, I cannot imagine the pain. Love, Lara.

    • @sandcastlelyndylynneklynch766
      @sandcastlelyndylynneklynch766 3 роки тому +1

      @@utube5165 that is so kind & sweet of you Lara, thank u! Blessings to u!!!!!

    • @utube5165
      @utube5165 3 роки тому +1

      @Lynne Lynch Dear Lynne. This video is so poignant and beautiful. The music too. The light, the girl, so natural. I don't even focus on that last second, of course, I am not in your place. Maybe don't focus on that last second either. More on everything before, and treasure the time. Even this time now. I'm so sorry for your loss. ( I have a child too and he's the best thing!) Sending you so many warm healing vibes, I think music like this is a good thing for anyone, regardless of what has happened. I'm here because of the beauty of the sound right? I am in awe of your courage. Your girl is there with you always and wants you to move forward, knowing that she feels your love, knowing you feel hers.

  • @jasjeet30
    @jasjeet30 3 роки тому +4

    There's two more videos in this playlist when you gonna release them. Please we can't wait for chapter 2.

  • @ardiwirantaserintikembun3537
    @ardiwirantaserintikembun3537 3 роки тому +2

    not singing only music

  • @slyarte
    @slyarte 3 роки тому +7

    This makes my heart dance

  • @epifania_mahu
    @epifania_mahu 3 роки тому +2

    Amazing

  • @crusiethmaximuss
    @crusiethmaximuss 3 роки тому +9

    That ending 😢😭

  • @Mauritz5
    @Mauritz5 3 роки тому +6

    The worst about this song is that there is none other like it

  • @imtetheus
    @imtetheus Рік тому +3

    came for lana paris texas music, i wanted to leave perfectly good too

  • @Nick-vu2bz
    @Nick-vu2bz Рік тому +6

    This piece is timeless and changes depending on the mood. It can make you feel sad, happy, nostalgic or refreshed. Just amazing.

  • @MsNaikou
    @MsNaikou 2 роки тому +1

    The end of this video is sad 😔

  • @NairobidanceKingChoreography
    @NairobidanceKingChoreography 3 роки тому +6

    First one ♥️🔥🔥