Broken pockets and salty tears Losing everything again reliving some of my worsest fears Trying to keep my head up so my mind can switch into different gears Been through some shit and lost many peers The struggle seems to last for a lifetime of years Just seeing your face brightens up my ears My hand is for you to hold Whenever I feel your touch my heart turns to gold
But it lost ya touch and switched up to cold, The people I loved the most tarnished my soul my heart was broke, Realized I'm hurting who I love most cuz I'm afraid to let em close, Remain solid and quiet they won't get it can't let em know, Beg me to open up wit teary eyes for ever I tell em no, Threaten me telling me u gone leave I let u go, I know pain so I just face it with ease that's all I know, Acting strange make me question yo creed know u gone fold, Watched the people that I called my friends turn into foes
Living in a house of lies the bricks be brittle you know it will fall Yet we be living with ignorance stacking the bricks so the building stand tall I want to help heal the world but I feel like my impact is small See I always wished but never persist on the things that I want in my life See I wanna switch perceptions but I’m neglecting the goals in my mind My dreams compare to the sand in an hourglass watch how it fades over time Even when writing these words I’m judging the verse I jot on the lines I’m losing a fight with my demons the past be reflecting the future I’m seeing
My guy always comes thru with the best appreciate you homie I’m going to buy one of your beats you I’ve wanted to for awhile but shits been hard lately but these beats keep my head up man I write hellla shit all the time to a lot of them just wanted to say love what your doing man keep it up
Ayo your beats brings me to envisioning myself sitting at the side of a shaded peaceful location sipping on my best drink. You are certified bro.. keep rising with every beat. 🔥💪🏾
tears as i watch the trains wreck thinking of the saviours amistad top deck now it’s top dawg baby i was never lazy i like to rap like jayzeee and if you ain’t know maybe -- i might can let you slide but overstand i feel like i need you at my side
I'm sitting in this house full of love But proclaimed as a lie Only because the certain folks in it Throw up a fascade and disguise They have motives They know the kid is chosen Deception at its finest The kid you cant finesse him I promise to proclaim Step into my blessings Bat man we done did it again I been rocking from the beginning It ain't no ending It ain't no stopping We gone be legends #IClaimIt #ImManifesting We gone really blow These demons gone really know The power of God Love conquers all 💯❤ I will meet you one day my brother and we will make timeless hits together for generations to come. Sending peace and protection to way
[6:54 PM, 7/30/2020] Frenchie: Look at me, see me shining Ptowne finest, find me sweeting dreams wine finery Caution u in a Seek rounds climate Thieves chief down in ya environment All this gram talk, police drown in sirens Where im from its exactly how they title it Aint nun here, so wheres the excitement If you make it out, be forever reminded These flightplans is bigger than junior ivy Genuine irony, get toss like union finally If i ever forgive my pops again, not even prolly Excuse the improper lingo screwing with hoes, that let me nut in them Aint love in them But the pussy was pussy til i can no longer fuck with them Cassanova? Nah, i touch bases to run venom Deep in their membranes then forget i buss in'em Surprise i dont have kids like all my cousins who decided earlier I coincided in every word her coin sided, warrior Where were u tho, to step on earth on lightyears Etching my name on concrete staples, to let u know i was right here Writing weird over biten fears, you site to clear Resourcing what war i hide in my leers Decipher truth, enlighte my peers Stop on opportunities, to recycle my tears reserve my pain Tattooing my lanes on empty flesh that i was bless to gain Being press aint no guest to change Thru wretch veins, i curve verses to hurt time to test lames Instead i hurt my mother, knowin i operated To collect and exchange The bread thicker than African queens who slay Mind on the dough, feel the pills bury when i cop the range Then lost control and almost knock my brains Out, storms come like hurricanes I serve no complaints, accompanied my horrors in photos of strange Kodak smiles know no sane So we cheese hard to craft our rage Letters to the uncharted, no drake So bank on anything that could cause a slow case Catching feelings for someone Someone who open ya mindset and double back She exactly why i didnt, and struggle to get me comfort back Real shit Torture mortals get wheeled quick Steered off into a tree, can you feel it Now you fractured Everything u remember has always been transparent False realities dulled ya impairments Aint no love fairing heights still in variants I hope my soul is scatterd in various lost karats Embracing jewels in sizes only you can imagine Sincerely a spitta with nothing to lose in fashion See verse one was poetic Flow delicate on heavy souls whom sole stepping Tolls leverage into stress i stole in quarrels that foes bled it Colors of my Aurora is orange reddish Resonating forms to store pleasure I just cant give up these stories that warm secular Born on formula and norm lectures If rules would break, then belts will pour flesh up
If worse comes to worse . Mama gon have to put me in the back ofa Hearse . Pain running deep , my tears fallin on this verse If worse comes to worse All my homies gonna rep me on they shirt I’m jus tired of the lies Don’t love no mor . Can’t risk being hurt Your reflection so bright , it leave a youngen burnt . Can’t stay alone bc them demons get to work Been feelin like I wanna die Remember walking along the ocean Lookin up at the sky I asked the lord why he let me fall for them pretty blue eyes . I knew shit would be different after I got between them thighs. Every little memory of my childhood I despise Never talk. The more you listen , the more you wise . Country got me feelin weak everytime this flag flies . I hit my knees begging for peace R. I. P to the ones that lost they lives Hate my race , wishin this marathon of hatred would die . We runnin a lap everytime I see that shit . This coach is mad , why they killen the innocent ? I could go on an on , this aggression run strong . Only way to clear my thought is when this cup runneth over an I take a hit from this bong . Been feelin so alone If this song resembles my pain , I could go forever on .
You livin, We livin, In water, we swimmin, shyt harder keep swimmin, until then, im reaching for island, not thinking, tu dale, on my way, mili miles away, zimbabwe, lost in this safari, but simba find a way Just moving,, no sinking Lets do it, get to it, get boostin Nd get out outta this....storm, I kick me feet So i dont....drown I pick weight up, Adjust my legs up Im the back the fuck up, im Back to fuck up The game right hurr nukka that shyt like jinga, My flow godzilla, a giant creature its Big like ... amphicoelia,
Walking on this lonely path I’ve only made it half Truth be told That I’ve been stabbed Behind my back When I was four I grew up poor My mother crashed And father dashed Never knew my actions We’re a act of rashness Since I knew my heart was in a casket Bored lol
I wonder if you became famous would you make changes would you like things to remain just the way they are with your influence would you do this inspire people to make it far whom ever they are?
Starting at 55 seconds... PLEASE REPEAT THAT HOOK MORE.. THIS SONG IS SO FIRE AND WOULD BE SO MUCH MORE IF YOU'D HAVE THAT LOWER NOTE MORE CONSISTENTLY... BUT OMG I'M IN LOVE
Got to shut it down They keep sleepin on me I shake they hands n know these niggas not my homies I walk a path thats hard n lonely But i kno im not the only
Maintain I'm alive spitting flames in the sky walk like I'm anikan leave um panican think u hard but u sweeter then a manderin sharp teeth from the grind art leak from my eyes from a drop to sea from a seed tree stemin at my tomb stone lend me sum piece rotting pieces walking asleep searching for the love that I lost what a dream
im tryna blow up but i know people got judge my every move nah fuck that you only gotta focus on you what's the move will you commit or will you reside look me in the eyes if i sense you fake u out my ride
I remember questioning "why" People just wanna see suicide Well guess what I'm not gonna die Got a crush she loves to get high I wanna tell her it's ruining her lungs but I'm too shy It's just a vape,it's just a vape Too scared too help but all heroes don't wear a cape It doesn't only mess with your mind it ruins body shape if only I could tell her "can you please stop babe" Findin my way using an astrolabe Only thing I dream of us gettin famous Shii,now even that's gettin dangerous I know I'm gonna be the greatest Im so confident even I can say it I know they hate it
I know they gone hate it They hate it when I nod my head Desperation filled with guilt Miss all my brothers filled in lead If our head didnt get to us And give up pride To turn a cheek Maybe all my fallen ones Would’ve lived their prophecies Properties I believe We all just want to give Maybe shit wouldn’t of gone like this Had we had a house to live Or to stay I walk through sand To fill my mistakes All these turns inside this world But when that clock strikes its straight
@@yrg.phantom1739 I tried to stay the same but all the bullshit changed me when it comes to people they can’t face me sometimes I think my friends hate me fame I’ve been chasing
I aint been takin time to sit and write Ion think im the best at all I might I like.. When i close my eyes at night Along with the problems of this life i lay to relax my thoughts cause the only thing i know is fight With a pole gripped tight I dont need it but need it Its eye for a eye, tooth for a tooth Had to switch up channel that energy get back to the stu Dont think it's all cool Versace shades on me ion bullshit i just play the role and made the plug pay a fee Silver lining in all bad thats the way i see.. Way i see My money evergreen I been havin visions of Medellin I don saw shit that you never seen And yo dogs aint my pedigree Dope was pre ordered Came wit a stench make u see sea sick Wrapped up in old clothes and bleached it Bubble rap the package individually seeling powder if needed Hood baby buggin back of my cerebral on demon This is aint what i want Bitch i need it From da bottom hoe i breathe this Alpo ass niggas yea he snitchin believe it But they call they self real Get caught he gon squeal
When the city cries for help propeller choppers raining from the upper side of hell, so please wish me well my journey to fairytales conquering every spell breaking bounds like jail I shall paint pastals keep flowing canal walk in my shoes tell me if you walk a mile on the side of the cloud is a heaven that so pround screaming save me from myself cause I just don’t know how falling from the light landed in a dark mound know I’m unfound hanging from a rope bodies on ground to many victims in the system rather than then fix them helping them commit suicide is it do or die till I arrive I save them worth a try get away please hop up get inside so we can co exist no judgment on the past leave it under your shoulder pits let odor hit until I’m unconscious faded from society appreciate all colors love comes all varieties still up late zertec I popped me bout five off these feelings so rough that I think my outers bout to bleed release my inner spleen give a dog a bone then give him a dream not the dream team I’m not talking bout Hakeem is not what seems don’t judge a view from the scene I shoot for the stars and aim for the trees I hope succeed cause I really need a peace of mind
Cash bags stashed up in the attic Never sold records, i just serve these addicts Never been on platforms Still never worried bout no landlords Nonetheless we took heavy losses and it still hurts Still losin loved ones, i should been the first People are gone forever and it wasn't what they deserved But I understand theres a purpose and that's how God works Im always in my temple i haven't gone to church That's the last place I would be in if I soul searched Every night prayin for a better day So much shit sometimes I just don't know what to say Or where to start Right now im smokin down this empty boulevard Switchin lanes i feel like im floatin up in Mars I aint got no tattoos all i got is a mind fulla scars Hopin i dont get killed by wars Or SARS All I see is your face when i look up to the stars...
When the city needs him he appears 🌊
this beat got me floating near the andromeda galaxy at the moment ✨
Trust me you are inspiring people more than you realize,thank you king
Broken pockets and salty tears
Losing everything again reliving some of my worsest fears
Trying to keep my head up so my mind can switch into different gears
Been through some shit and lost many peers
The struggle seems to last for a lifetime of years
Just seeing your face brightens up my ears
My hand is for you to hold
Whenever I feel your touch my heart turns to gold
I felt that g
Dope
But it lost ya touch and switched up to cold,
The people I loved the most tarnished my soul my heart was broke,
Realized I'm hurting who I love most cuz I'm afraid to let em close,
Remain solid and quiet they won't get it can't let em know,
Beg me to open up wit teary eyes for ever I tell em no,
Threaten me telling me u gone leave I let u go,
I know pain so I just face it with ease that's all I know,
Acting strange make me question yo creed know u gone fold,
Watched the people that I called my friends turn into foes
I'm looking for a songwriter to certain beats and willing to pay...
I know it sounds crazy but i just can't seem to get my words to blend
Living in a house of lies the bricks be brittle you know it will fall
Yet we be living with ignorance stacking the bricks so the building stand tall
I want to help heal the world but I feel like my impact is small
See I always wished but never persist on the things that I want in my life
See I wanna switch perceptions but I’m neglecting the goals in my mind
My dreams compare to the sand in an hourglass watch how it fades over time
Even when writing these words I’m judging the verse I jot on the lines
I’m losing a fight with my demons the past be reflecting the future I’m seeing
Please don't inda scope
This is 🔥 Bruh love this Beat Bvtman 🕶️✌🏿
The quality and consistency is madness keep it up bro 🔥
Going off on this for sure
This beat meaaaaannnnnnnnnnn 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
This go crazy right here...Nice work
Another hit...as usual
Smooth AF
This is so clean!!!
hidden gem
My guy always comes thru with the best appreciate you homie I’m going to buy one of your beats you I’ve wanted to for awhile but shits been hard lately but these beats keep my head up man I write hellla shit all the time to a lot of them just wanted to say love what your doing man keep it up
Masterpiece 🦾
Nunca te esqueço vc é demais
É previsel o meus imprevisto
Não é boba ela fala e faz
Com certeza é meu melhor vício
I’m out side in Philadelphia playing your beats/instrumentals 4 o clock in the morning :) when are you going to teach classes on how to make beats?
I really like this beat
Ayo your beats brings me to envisioning myself sitting at the side of a shaded peaceful location sipping on my best drink. You are certified bro.. keep rising with every beat. 🔥💪🏾
tears as i watch the trains wreck
thinking of the saviours amistad top deck
now it’s top dawg baby i was never lazy
i like to rap like
jayzeee
and if you ain’t know maybe
-- i might can let you slide but overstand i feel like i need you at my side
I'm sitting in this house full of love
But proclaimed as a lie
Only because the certain folks in it
Throw up a fascade and disguise
They have motives
They know the kid is chosen
Deception at its finest
The kid you cant finesse him
I promise to proclaim
Step into my blessings
Bat man we done did it again
I been rocking from the beginning
It ain't no ending
It ain't no stopping
We gone be legends
#IClaimIt #ImManifesting
We gone really blow
These demons gone really know
The power of God
Love conquers all 💯❤
I will meet you one day my brother and we will make timeless hits together for generations to come. Sending peace and protection to way
Where’s the flow
bruh the vibe on this sooo nice! keep doing whatchu doing
I'm loving where this is going Bvtman!!
That tagline sound like it's saying "Black Man"! I love this bear though 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Keep it going my good man 🔥🔥🔥
This that first class flight landing in Amsterdam with a dime piece waiting music!BVTMAN this real fly bruh!
I'm a let it BREATHE!
[6:54 PM, 7/30/2020] Frenchie: Look at me, see me shining
Ptowne finest, find me sweeting dreams wine finery
Caution u in a Seek rounds climate
Thieves chief down in ya environment
All this gram talk, police drown in sirens
Where im from its exactly how they title it
Aint nun here, so wheres the excitement
If you make it out, be forever reminded
These flightplans is bigger than junior ivy
Genuine irony, get toss like union finally
If i ever forgive my pops again, not even prolly
Excuse the improper lingo screwing with hoes, that let me nut in them
Aint love in them
But the pussy was pussy til i can no longer fuck with them
Cassanova? Nah, i touch bases to run venom
Deep in their membranes then forget i buss in'em
Surprise i dont have kids like all my cousins who decided earlier
I coincided in every word her coin sided, warrior
Where were u tho, to step on earth on lightyears
Etching my name on concrete staples, to let u know i was right here
Writing weird over biten fears, you site to clear
Resourcing what war i hide in my leers
Decipher truth, enlighte my peers
Stop on opportunities, to recycle my tears
reserve my pain
Tattooing my lanes on empty flesh that i was bless to gain
Being press aint no guest to change
Thru wretch veins, i curve verses to hurt time to test lames
Instead i hurt my mother, knowin i operated
To collect and exchange
The bread thicker than African queens who slay
Mind on the dough, feel the pills bury when i cop the range
Then lost control and almost knock my brains
Out, storms come like hurricanes
I serve no complaints, accompanied my horrors in photos of strange
Kodak smiles know no sane
So we cheese hard to craft our rage
Letters to the uncharted, no drake
So bank on anything that could cause a slow case
Catching feelings for someone
Someone who open ya mindset and double back
She exactly why i didnt, and struggle to get me comfort back
Real shit
Torture mortals get wheeled quick
Steered off into a tree, can you feel it
Now you fractured
Everything u remember has always been transparent
False realities dulled ya impairments
Aint no love fairing heights still in variants
I hope my soul is scatterd in various lost karats
Embracing jewels in sizes only you can imagine
Sincerely a spitta with nothing to lose in fashion
See verse one was poetic
Flow delicate on heavy souls whom sole stepping
Tolls leverage into stress i stole in quarrels that foes bled it
Colors of my Aurora is orange reddish
Resonating forms to store pleasure
I just cant give up these stories that warm secular
Born on formula and norm lectures
If rules would break, then belts will pour flesh up
Bro this shit is legendary record this
Lay that down 🔥
Which ptown you reppin? I'm from a Ptown. Portsmouth, VA. Hmu if you around the way. I got bars forever 💪🔥🎵
Heat.
これは最高だ!
Damn, that's some hard beat 🔥
If worse comes to worse .
Mama gon have to put me in the back ofa Hearse .
Pain running deep , my tears fallin on this verse
If worse comes to worse
All my homies gonna rep me on they shirt
I’m jus tired of the lies
Don’t love no mor . Can’t risk being hurt
Your reflection so bright , it leave a youngen burnt .
Can’t stay alone bc them demons get to work
Been feelin like I wanna die
Remember walking along the ocean
Lookin up at the sky
I asked the lord why he let me fall for them pretty blue eyes .
I knew shit would be different after I got between them thighs.
Every little memory of my childhood I despise
Never talk. The more you listen , the more you wise .
Country got me feelin weak everytime this flag flies .
I hit my knees begging for peace
R. I. P to the ones that lost they lives
Hate my race , wishin this marathon of hatred would die .
We runnin a lap everytime I see that shit .
This coach is mad , why they killen the innocent ?
I could go on an on , this aggression run strong .
Only way to clear my thought is when this cup runneth over an I take a hit from this bong .
Been feelin so alone
If this song resembles my pain , I could go forever on .
This got me like,
🎶🎶 😌 🎶🎶
Superb mixing bro. 👌🏼
jday beats Yh this mix is incredible
You earned my subscription with this one 🔥🔥
Keep doing your thing and good things will come
Bouta take off!
Excellent beats!
Insanity🔥
🔥🎼🎵🎶🎤
You livin,
We livin,
In water, we swimmin, shyt harder keep swimmin, until then, im reaching for island, not thinking, tu dale, on my way, mili miles away, zimbabwe, lost in this safari, but simba find a way
Just moving,, no sinking
Lets do it, get to it, get boostin
Nd get out outta this....storm,
I kick me feet
So i dont....drown
I pick weight up,
Adjust my legs up
Im the back the fuck up, im Back to fuck up
The game right hurr nukka that shyt like jinga,
My flow godzilla, a giant creature its
Big like ...
amphicoelia,
This beat got my sub 👍 I think it's my first time listening. This is really smooth. I feel like I'm in it. Definitely gonna explore the page.
fire bro keep grinding
Yeah
Fire bro 🔥
Brooo you should’ve seen my face when I heard that melody😂 that shit goes sooo hard✨
Can I pay you for lessons?
Dude this beat hit me on another level. Thank you so much
PUT THE SPEED TO 1.25 TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE
Love. This is classic!🔥 wish you made more free beats.
Walking on this lonely path
I’ve only made it half
Truth be told
That I’ve been stabbed
Behind my back
When I was four
I grew up poor
My mother crashed
And father dashed
Never knew my actions
We’re a act of rashness
Since I knew my heart was in a casket
Bored lol
I wonder if you became
famous
would you make changes
would you like things
to remain just the way
they are
with your influence
would you do this
inspire people to
make it far
whom ever they are?
Smooth
Can it be used for nonprofit use
Great track!
@bvtman One of my fav beats from you King 🔥💯
free for non profit?
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Starting at 55 seconds... PLEASE REPEAT THAT HOOK MORE.. THIS SONG IS SO FIRE AND WOULD BE SO MUCH MORE IF YOU'D HAVE THAT LOWER NOTE MORE CONSISTENTLY... BUT OMG I'M IN LOVE
55 seconds through 1:10... OMG. PLEASE REPEAT THAT MORE IN PLACES WHERE YOU PUT THAT HIGH NOTE.. MY HEART... OOH... I LOVE IT THO!!
Dope!
is this free for non profit?
Heavy
How did I miss this one??? Smith like baby lotion👍🏿
This beat is great!!!!
This kind of beats reminds me of hip-hop music
🌊🌊
1.25x goooooessss so hard 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Yo wtf it’s a whole different vibe
Free for UA-cam?
Where do i buy this beat?
bpm?
Got to shut it down They keep sleepin on me
I shake they hands n know these niggas not my homies
I walk a path thats hard n lonely
But i kno im not the only
Can I rap over this?
This is a dope beat...to bad he ain't on it because it would of been a million dolla song
How much
Wow!
Get at me bro. You sell beats or can I use this. I make no profit. And if I ever did credits where's it's due for it's part. 🙏 you got Gmail?
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
🔥🔥🔥💣
nice beats!
i aint even heard the beat yet but holy shit this graphic goes hard
I think I found the beat I was looking for
Yondo - Black Rose
What is the sample? Anyone know?
NK Music - Changing my mind
This a best already just slowed down
Damn
beat so fire makes me wanna quit producing 😤😂🔥🔥🔥
fym lol bro yo shit hard too ngl
Don't quit.
@@Bvtman 💚🙏🏼
Keep going
@@TheMallachiv 💚🤞🏻🙏🏼
👊 Nice!
This uban nerds beat
Nice
🦇🔊
Loving it!
Check out “No Daps” by Peter Blvnco. I munched it! 🌊🌊🌊
House of lies
Maintain I'm alive spitting flames in the sky walk like I'm anikan leave um panican think u hard but u sweeter then a manderin
sharp teeth from the grind art leak from my eyes from a drop to sea from a seed tree stemin at my tomb stone lend me sum piece rotting pieces walking asleep searching for the love that I lost what a dream
im tryna blow up but i know people got judge my every move
nah fuck that you only gotta focus on you what's the move
will you commit
or will you reside
look me in the eyes if i sense you fake u out my ride
I remember questioning "why"
People just wanna see suicide
Well guess what I'm not gonna die
Got a crush she loves to get high
I wanna tell her it's ruining her lungs but I'm too shy
It's just a vape,it's just a vape
Too scared too help but all heroes don't wear a cape
It doesn't only mess with your mind it ruins body shape
if only I could tell her "can you please stop babe"
Findin my way using an astrolabe
Only thing I dream of us gettin famous
Shii,now even that's gettin dangerous
I know I'm gonna be the greatest
Im so confident even I can say it
I know they hate it
I know they gone hate it
They hate it when I nod my head
Desperation filled with guilt
Miss all my brothers filled in lead
If our head didnt get to us
And give up pride
To turn a cheek
Maybe all my fallen ones
Would’ve lived their prophecies
Properties
I believe
We all just want to give
Maybe shit wouldn’t of gone like this
Had we had a house to live
Or to stay
I walk through sand
To fill my mistakes
All these turns inside this world
But when that clock strikes its straight
@@yrg.phantom1739 ayyy
@@kangarooslim3437 💯💯💯
@@yrg.phantom1739 I tried to stay the same but all the bullshit changed me when it comes to people they can’t face me sometimes I think my friends hate me fame I’ve been chasing
💎🙏 Sauce!
Kinda sounds like Yondo’s Black Rose J. Cole type beat🔥
You literally have to get lost in the picture.. put yourself in the pic with the dopest memory you could think of and write it down...
🏘️ I Built A House Of Lies and Now I Sit Inside As It All Comes Crumbling Down 🏚️
I aint been takin time to sit and write
Ion think im the best at all
I might
I like.. When i close my eyes at night
Along with the problems of this life i lay to relax my thoughts cause the only thing i know is fight
With a pole gripped tight
I dont need it but need it
Its eye for a eye, tooth for a tooth
Had to switch up channel that energy get back to the stu
Dont think it's all cool
Versace shades on me ion bullshit i just play the role and made the plug pay a fee
Silver lining in all bad thats the way i see.. Way i see
My money evergreen
I been havin visions of Medellin
I don saw shit that you never seen
And yo dogs aint my pedigree
Dope was pre ordered
Came wit a stench make u see sea sick
Wrapped up in old clothes and bleached it
Bubble rap the package individually seeling powder if needed
Hood baby buggin back of my cerebral on demon
This is aint what i want Bitch i need it
From da bottom hoe i breathe this
Alpo ass niggas
yea he snitchin believe it
But they call they self real
Get caught he gon squeal
00:25 No hope... pockets lookin broke
Stress be killing me, so I let loose on my notes
When the city cries for help propeller choppers raining from the upper side of hell, so please wish me well my journey to fairytales conquering every spell breaking bounds like jail I shall paint pastals keep flowing canal walk in my shoes tell me if you walk a mile on the side of the cloud is a heaven that so pround screaming save me from myself cause I just don’t know how falling from the light landed in a dark mound know I’m unfound hanging from a rope bodies on ground to many victims in the system rather than then fix them helping them commit suicide is it do or die till I arrive I save them worth a try get away please hop up get inside so we can co exist no judgment on the past leave it under your shoulder pits let odor hit until I’m unconscious faded from society appreciate all colors love comes all varieties still up late zertec I popped me bout five off these feelings so rough that I think my outers bout to bleed release my inner spleen give a dog a bone then give him a dream not the dream team I’m not talking bout Hakeem is not what seems don’t judge a view from the scene I shoot for the stars and aim for the trees I hope succeed cause I really need a peace of mind
Cash bags stashed up in the attic
Never sold records, i just serve these addicts
Never been on platforms
Still never worried bout no landlords
Nonetheless we took heavy losses and it still hurts
Still losin loved ones, i should been the first
People are gone forever and it wasn't what they deserved
But I understand theres a purpose and that's how God works
Im always in my temple i haven't gone to church
That's the last place I would be in if I soul searched
Every night prayin for a better day
So much shit sometimes I just don't know what to say
Or where to start
Right now im smokin down this empty boulevard
Switchin lanes i feel like im floatin up in Mars
I aint got no tattoos all i got is a mind fulla scars
Hopin i dont get killed by wars
Or SARS
All I see is your face when i look up to the stars...
every time I read this shit again I feel it