Free Guitar Type Beat - "Letter to Myself"

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КОМЕНТАРІ • 341

  • @jyechin5460
    @jyechin5460 Рік тому +20

    This is a letter to myself /
    I know that shit is hard but focus on yourself /
    This is a letter to myself /
    Focus on career paths and focus on your health /
    This is a letter for my Ex /
    I think about you everyday and I’m filled with regrets /
    This a letter to my Ex /
    I really wish that you would call or answer to my texts /
    We were in love from our teen years /
    We was together for bout 3 years /
    Now everyday all I see’s tears /
    All your peers seem to change you /
    Making bad decisions made you /
    You know I love you cannot sleep when I’m without you /
    You’re the only person that my love amounts too /
    You’re reason why I wake up /
    You look good without no makeup /
    You and me together never gonna breakup /
    Then you left so I tried to go and wake up /
    I thought it was dream /
    Now I’m livin life and I don’t got you on my team /
    What’s the point of life if I ain’t got my little bean /
    What’s the point of life now I really gotta move back /
    All I wanted was you back /
    I really wished you woulda knew that /

    • @dakotapalmer6506
      @dakotapalmer6506 Рік тому +1

      God is preparing you ^

    • @mariag161
      @mariag161 Рік тому +1

      That was really good he don’t deserve you 💓 or she 😂

    • @Coolboi-xk8cd
      @Coolboi-xk8cd Рік тому +1

      @@dakotapalmer6506Amen he is 🙏🏼

  • @angeloanthony7988
    @angeloanthony7988 2 роки тому +72

    Letter to myself I need your help Again
    I’ve been on a downward spiral And I can’t help but sin
    Every day that I begin
    Open my eyes and thank the man
    But By the time that I get dressed
    I feel Im not in fact my best
    Working 9 to 5 just like the rest
    Thinking to myself
    This can’t be life if this is stress
    Building up inside my head
    Anxiety’s a mess
    Bills are paid
    And the kids are fed
    So why do I feel like I’m dead
    Living isn’t paying just to get
    To the next fucking check man
    I bet if I just left and off I went
    To the mountains up ahead
    Where the lakes and streams
    Are met
    I could live off the land
    Like a man
    With his hands
    Build a ranch
    Fish and forage
    Teach my kids
    What our ancestors did
    That way they don’t Need no government
    To hold their hand
    One day they’ll understand
    Cuz today this world is ran
    By the elite, Illuminati,
    call it what you want,
    aliens, reptilians, families that are rotting
    I cannot be a part of
    a society that is corrupt
    Another hiccup
    Gotta find a way to get
    To them mountains, lakes, and streams
    Maybe I’ve been dreaming
    Cuz lately I’ve been seeing
    Signs of freedom from a
    Society thats bleeding
    People close to me that’s scheming
    Looking for a reason
    To intervene and judge me
    For wanting to go Above me
    I Live for god in my country
    Working hard for no money
    Cuz I’d rather be free then eat
    The poison off these streets
    I’d rather breath
    Then be
    In a society
    That don’t agree
    With living naturally
    Beautifully
    In sync
    With the universe
    Indeed
    Yoga
    Meditate
    And breath
    To myself I hope you’ll be
    To this point so you can see
    What it’s like to fly away and be free.
    Fly away and be free
    Fly away fly away from here.

    • @gregorygriffin9701
      @gregorygriffin9701 2 роки тому +2

      Very good 👍👏

    • @mac.g3829
      @mac.g3829 2 роки тому +2

      Absaloutlly amazing pal Wel done pat on the back for you man

    • @angeloanthony7988
      @angeloanthony7988 2 роки тому +1

      @@mac.g3829 thank you my friend 🙏

    • @angeloanthony7988
      @angeloanthony7988 2 роки тому +1

      @@gregorygriffin9701 thank you amigo 🙏

    • @Officialkrypticmind
      @Officialkrypticmind 2 роки тому

      Damn man keep your head up. Hopefully you'll get that dream you want. I'd love to do something like that too just living out in the mountains or massive forests

  • @klynnmtz5515
    @klynnmtz5515 2 роки тому +66

    I’m writing a Christian song to this beat. Came out dope!🙏🏻✍🏻

    • @yanyan5873
      @yanyan5873 2 роки тому +1

      I'd love to hear it

    • @zaks599
      @zaks599 2 роки тому +1

      Wanna collab?

    • @kaylangordon3708
      @kaylangordon3708 2 роки тому +2

      Respect... It takes courage to write music to inspire the people you love around you.

    • @fearthecow123
      @fearthecow123 2 роки тому +1

      Hey I’m working on a worship album myself coming out this December. I’d love to work with you. Or at the very least give your song a listen

    • @rfryanfavour4369
      @rfryanfavour4369 2 роки тому

      How do you get inspired please @klynn mtz

  • @TheBleepings
    @TheBleepings Рік тому +15

    When your riding those clouds
    And there's no way that your ever coming down
    So high
    Just remember these times
    When everything was lost and not found
    And your high hopes
    We're gone
    Remember right now
    The days when you cried
    Begging God to just let you die
    When everything looked bleak
    Only valleys no peaks
    And no light at the end of the tunnel to see
    Remember me
    Your the you
    I dont knkw if ill ever be
    But if you do make it i hope someday we meet
    But right now
    Ashes are all around me
    The foundations
    That once stood proudly
    Our feet
    They lie crumbled
    Beneath
    When your riding those clouds
    And there's no way your ever coming down
    When everything just seems complete
    Don't forget when you were in pieces
    And weak

  • @collinspringer3106
    @collinspringer3106 2 роки тому +10

    Sometimes wonder what my life coulda been like/
    If i finished school, didnt do drugs and didnt pick fights/
    Up late at night while yall sleep, wondering what the fuck i did right/
    My homie was a good ass nigga/
    Man it shoulda been me who had died/
    And i dont ever tell people how i feel/
    Cus noone really care deep down inside/
    And i wouldnt ever go back in time to change that time/
    Cus you said the pain is always what will make us rise/
    Just know i love you dog and your the reason why im still alive/
    One of a few niggas who still makes sure your fams aii/
    Ill never turn my back ill do it till the day i die

    • @BPhilzMusic
      @BPhilzMusic 2 роки тому +1

      Stay up bro you a real one 🙏🏼

    • @Love-fb7du
      @Love-fb7du 2 роки тому

      Sometimes wonder what my life could have been like if I

  • @Grisworld_Matt
    @Grisworld_Matt 2 роки тому +6

    Anybody ever felt a dream so heavy
    Feels impossible believing you could ever hold it steady.
    Never over your head already
    you give up...
    And go back to something you know youll be able to pick up,
    drink till hiccups, snort till the bags gone, tragedy is my middle name
    Failure is my last one
    I used to be a prodigy
    Half full but now the glass gone
    Let me hit the world
    one last song
    Who am I
    I have no people
    I'm not like anyone
    I have no equals
    I have no purpose
    I give no thanks
    Either my dreams are too heavy
    Or I have no strength
    Never been a money kid
    Hand me down sneakers big
    Never knew who cool I wasn't
    Always had a roof and somethin
    Cookin on the stove at night
    It wasn't much but to me the world
    People see my skin is white
    Assume my mommas wearing pearls
    Never been like that for real
    Seen a lot of people float away
    Broke but never broken cause dreams
    Would keep us whole in case
    Someone tries to steal your time
    Growing up the fucking worst
    I wish I could love somebody
    But when I love it always leads to hurt. Lol
    Idk if that was good or sucked but whatever I felt it. 155am

  • @hotwheelz3643
    @hotwheelz3643 2 роки тому +37

    Dear me
    I don’t wanna see you in pain
    U got lots on ur plate
    And there’s a lot at stake
    The rap game treats u fake
    U know it’s true
    But stay true to you
    Writing this letter to urself
    Isn’t gonna blow u up
    Focus on life
    Nothings coming for free
    Get urself on ur two feet
    Don’t ever feel defeat
    Wrote this in 10 min so please don’t judge 😂

  • @spiritwalkerr
    @spiritwalkerr 2 роки тому +4

    so im writing to myself
    when people look like they need help
    there on the verge of death they got nothin left
    they say there fine but thats a lie
    trusts me i know cause im future you
    they say no need to help
    but they just dont want to be rude
    being a whole ass burden
    but if you are hurten then my body is here for you too lean on
    just talk to me no promise it can help you see
    just know im someone who cares
    i got plenty of love to share

  • @johnnoreau3570
    @johnnoreau3570 2 роки тому +54

    Letter to myself. Yeah letter to myself. You’ve always been told to man up but won’t accept that help. Told don’t act like a girl so you’ve shut yourself from the world. All the feelings you never show call this maturity but have you really grown? Got a car, got an apartment and a job did it all on my own. Always had the parents so why I feel so alone? Coming back to places I could never call home questioning as I grew where did that love go?

    • @Kailani777
      @Kailani777 2 роки тому +3

      Yah loves you Isaiah 55:6

    • @Celtics17
      @Celtics17 Рік тому +1

      Eh

    • @JaviMusa
      @JaviMusa Рік тому +3

      Mature is the men that make the right decisions regardless of his emotions. It has nothing to do with how much you do or if you did it alone or not. Its ok to feel, its not ok to let that change the good men you want to be.
      Life is amazing friend. Amazing.

    • @IriNunez-db1hv
      @IriNunez-db1hv Рік тому +1

      I see you doing what you got to bro 🙏 I praise Father God all is well! You did it!:)

    • @ezl6307
      @ezl6307 Рік тому

      When people say that they are just telling you they don't care to hear your problems

  • @Kingsss92
    @Kingsss92 2 роки тому +5

    A letter to myself,
    You’ve been damaged,
    A long road how did you manage?,
    It seems they build you up to tear you down,
    Always keepin a smile and never a frown,
    Have dreams of one day holdin the crown,

    • @EpicNinja-pn6bv
      @EpicNinja-pn6bv 7 місяців тому

      But will that dream ever come around

    • @EpicNinja-pn6bv
      @EpicNinja-pn6bv 7 місяців тому

      Seems like dreams so far away u say goodbye cause it don't seem real in ur eyes but realize my brother when I speak true the only person in front of ur dreams is u

    • @EpicNinja-pn6bv
      @EpicNinja-pn6bv 7 місяців тому

      If your wanna make it dreams bloom work until it booms by morning and noon keep ur mind bright demons be keeping trying to fight don't let up shine ur light God did yea he is yea so grow and flow

    • @EpicNinja-pn6bv
      @EpicNinja-pn6bv 7 місяців тому

      I ALREADY MADE A SONG TO THIS BEAT A WHILE AGO BUT WHAT I JUST DID WAS FREESTYLE OFF UR LIL VERSE

  • @yucasper4826
    @yucasper4826 2 роки тому +26

    I walk alone on this road
    Ain no home to call home
    Ain no beautiful body to hold
    Never rly had a phone
    No mom or dad to show
    The way i was supposed to go
    But look
    My mind feelin overload
    Like sometimes i jus wanna roam
    The streets
    N die
    Where is my meaning
    Im feeling cold
    Not the type that’ll go away
    When you wear a coat
    N know that for my boys
    I’ll never break our code
    I do the most
    N if you floss
    Know im comin like the flow
    In the ocean
    This boat that i row
    Still sinking
    Told her i let go
    But it ain the truth
    Jus know
    You special
    but you actin like a hoe
    No love in your heart
    Comes from a dead family
    So you lost all your hope
    Cant trust
    Even though
    never gave you a reason
    To think so
    N this drink
    Shii i sit back n jus sip slow
    Reminiscen the things in tried to show
    N the love i tried to give
    N tbh im gettin real tired of it
    All they do is sin
    Think about whats best for them
    Not whats best for us
    Seemed like you was heaven sent
    But you up n left
    Leaving me scarred
    Heart covered w tint
    So now my mind barred
    Like the xanax im tryna fin

    • @minimalmuse-j5y
      @minimalmuse-j5y 2 роки тому

      Hi! This is fire. Why not record it and post the link here or something?

    • @yucasper4826
      @yucasper4826 2 роки тому +1

      @@minimalmuse-j5y jus gotta hit the studio 💯

    • @JahmyyMusick
      @JahmyyMusick 2 роки тому

      I admitted that you break my heart you left mi in the dirt, for your love how many family and friends did i desert i remember the days when u made my world and u were my girl now my hearts ina hearse
      AND I CANT FIND NO CURE FOR THIS PAIN
      I KEEP DROWNING WEN I HEAR UR NAME
      I LOST ALL OF MY FRENS FOR YOU
      AND YOU LOST ALL YOUR LOVE...
      NOW IM ALL Alone... 💔

  • @infinity_xox
    @infinity_xox Рік тому +8

    Letter to someone special: yo from the year u came in my life it got colourful from dark it's like having light in dark, You are my light in the dark u r so special to me like no one else is not even myself ur just amazing, best' of all... hope ur doin fine and be safe and better always. i lub u 💜🖤

  • @liltex9548
    @liltex9548 2 роки тому +3

    I keep on grinding inside I'm crying too many dying my loved ones flying keeping my strength I keep on fighting demons and dreams this world ain't what it seems the rich stay good the poor stay hood that's why I hustle flexing using muscle born to get it out the mud and known to tussle always running into trouble codeine I need to bubble scoping opps out like in the Hubble telescope no joke but I got that scope for my people I bust for hope for better days and better ways too much crime and runaways too much drugs and too much pain...

  • @DH-zx8yk
    @DH-zx8yk 2 роки тому +24

    DAMN!! Didn't expect such a HARD drop. I'm in love with this beat already!

    • @DH-zx8yk
      @DH-zx8yk 2 роки тому +3

      Wrote a song to it already🔥 can't wait for more of your beats bro! Keep it comin!

    • @livinforjesus2659
      @livinforjesus2659 2 роки тому +2

      I'm in love with this beat already.
      Get yo own beat bro
      Is this beat flirting with you
      This beat is a whore

    • @varvarbeats
      @varvarbeats  2 роки тому +1

      @@livinforjesus2659 😂😂

    • @livinforjesus2659
      @livinforjesus2659 2 роки тому

      @@varvarbeats lol

    • @livinforjesus2659
      @livinforjesus2659 2 роки тому

      @@varvarbeats hey brother i love your beats i did a s a song to this on my main page its called NEED NOBDY - brother boldly

  • @TBZ_Productions
    @TBZ_Productions 2 роки тому +4

    This that letter to myself,
    I know your sense of loves compelled,
    When In school you don't excel,
    Started fighting got expelled,
    Suicide won't do you well,
    For these wars we were prepared,
    Those bullet holes they go unhealed,
    Listen to my homie trell,
    Chase a bag and give em hell,
    Live your life without a care,

  • @trunghieutran2673
    @trunghieutran2673 2 роки тому +2

    Tao vẫn là tao luôn tự tin ở nơi đông người
    Yêu tự do âm nhạc theo tao đến muôn đời
    Mỗi khi mà tao muốn ngắm sao tao ngước lên trời
    Suy nghĩ về những chuyện lớn lao khi cơn mưa đêm rơi
    Cô ta muốn được đi rong chơi cùng với ae của tao
    Nhưng có lẽ tình cảm đó thể hiện ra nhưng đâu có sao
    Hustlang oldie love live one nơi mà tao tin vào
    Khi mà thất bại đến với tao tao nói xin chào
    Verse 1:
    Tao là forrest gump cô ta chính là jenny
    Tao không hề muốn cô ta đi
    Nhưng ngày tháng đã xa khi
    Vì tao cũng đéo quan tâm
    Sự mạnh mẽ của tao thì
    Thật ra cũng giống như Baki
    Imma boss like
    Tao đã bắn jimmy
    Tao cũng đã sống trong cuốn phim này thì cũng đã lâu
    Giờ thì bước ra ơi em ơi giờ em ở đâu
    Chạm vào nỗi đau tan bao nhiêu từng hơi thở sâu
    Ngày dài đã qua tao không muốn giữ nỗi bùn đó lâu
    Với những khó khăn tao bay xa lun lên tới thiên đường
    Yeah anh nhớ có lần phải trở về nhà khi bị thương
    Đôi khi tích cực đi sao mà flow mày tiêu cực quá
    Có 1 điều thú vị trên con đường đi của tao ngày qua
    Với những ước mơ anh vẫn sẽ tiếp tục đó em ơi
    Anh cần thêm mấy thằng bạn mình trưởng thành theo cuộc chơi
    Vsoul nói rằng tao nên chúc mừng cho thằng em Thành Draw
    Rồi cũng sẽ đến mai rồi sẽ thành công mà thôi đừng lo
    Money want some more
    Mấy thằng bạn tao nó hay trượt ván ở ngay tại Crescent Mall
    Khi hustlang record tao biến mọi thứ trở nên tự do
    Nguyên gang tao ở trong miền Nam Việt Nam giờ we go hard
    Tao vẫn là tao luôn tự tin ở nơi đông người
    Tao yêu tự do âm nhạc theo tao đến muôn đời
    Mỗi khi mà tao muốn ngắm sao tao ngước lên trời
    Suy nghĩ về những chuyện lớn lao khi cơn mưa đêm rơi
    Cô ta muốn được đi rong chơi cùng với ae của tao
    Nhưng có lẽ tình cảm đó thể hiện ra nhưng đâu có sao
    Hustlang oldie love live one nơi mà tao tin vào
    Khi mà thất bại đến với tao tao nói xin chào
    Verse 2:
    Yeah yeah tao phải làm sao vượt qua thời gian này
    Tao muốn được đọc thêm học thêm vào ban ngày
    Đôi chân lại mang tất xỏ thêm vài đôi giày
    Và má của tao nói phải như là cha mày
    Điều kiện này quá dễ tao lại sa lầy
    Tao là con rắn may mắn nhưng có ít cay đắng trước khi mà tao tạo ra bầy
    Thằng mập(Vsoul) thì vẫn hát tại sao lại như vậy
    Không nghĩ vẫn vơ về mấy chuyện cũ
    Trình độ và kiến thức tao phải luyện đủ
    Công việc sắp tới mà tao đề ra mà đến bây giờ vẫn chưa làm xong thì chắc là tao ko có chuyện ngủ
    Tao thích tiền mới không cần mọi thứ liền tới vì còn phải đầu tư vào số tiền cũ
    Nếu một ngày nào đó trở thành điền chủ biến tất cả những thằng ganh ghét tao thành thằng ngu
    Tao đang làm về hustlang tao đang làm về các em và tao đã tạo ra được 1 đội ngủ
    Tao không muốn từ bấy lâu sau khi viết từng ấy câu thì tao sẽ không xoáy sâu bao nhiêu hận thù
    Thành công sẽ đến bằng sự cần cù
    Đừng nên có mắt mà nó bị mù
    Lạc vô bế tắc sao đó mặc dù
    Lòng bao nút thắc mà tao không biết làm gì khi bất trắc anh em hãy đứng dậy
    Những đôi chân đã mệt mỏi nhưng tao vẫn cứ chạy
    Đôi lúc dở chứng nó trở nên từ cảm hứng và tao làm vì bản thân đến từng phút giây
    Bình minh sẽ tới với những áng mây
    Và mang ánh nắng trên đó xuống đây
    Ngậm viên thuốc đắng sao lòng vẫn say
    Nên lòng tin vào chiến thắng một mình đi trên phố vắng nhưng mà tao vẫn cố gắng
    Tao vẫn là tao luôn tự tin ở nơi đông người
    Tao yêu tự do âm nhạc theo tao đến muôn đời
    Mỗi khi mà tao muốn ngắm sao tao ngước lên trời
    Suy nghĩ về những chuyện lớn lao khi cơn mưa đêm rơi
    Cô ta muốn được đi rong chơi cùng với anh em của tao
    Nhưng cô ta tìm cách đó thể hiện ra nhưng đâu có sao
    Hustlang oldie love live one nơi mà tao tin vào
    Khi mà thất bại đến với tao tao nói xin chào

  • @akabzo2236
    @akabzo2236 2 роки тому +4

    Mon coeur est à toi , tout mon amour j’te l’donne
    C’est grâce à toi , si j’ai pas b’soin d’aumône

  • @Noxo_off
    @Noxo_off 2 роки тому +1

    Sample is dope but the drums... Too bad

  • @aaronbusby8873
    @aaronbusby8873 2 роки тому +2

    Letter to myself
    Funny how time flies
    Yesterday you were only sixteen and today you done woke up to find that to much time has passed you by and now your 35
    Wow! Funny how time flies
    So many questions that can't be answered.
    Well then why do you keep on asking?
    Because of the pain from the passing years that will make you lose ya grip.
    And yet you keep on grasping?
    The fuck you mean I got the weight of the world on my chest and I can barely fucking breath.
    And yet you keep on gasping!
    I'm fighting the waters trying to keep them from sweeping me down stream.
    ( Laughing ) why you fighting water? And look your still a float
    All these questions need no asking because you already have the answers.
    This is a letter to myself
    Sincerely myself

  • @francescorinaudo6460
    @francescorinaudo6460 2 роки тому +3

    è un retaggio minimo, spit le mie barre, spirito andato, sparito, pochi ti ricorderanno, ti crederanno vivo
    pochi sapranno vedere la tua voce nelle scritte
    sui fogli, sulle liste, su un blocco, nelle litterae
    Per altri saràl'oblio, sarÒ ombra per la via, sarò mera dimenticanza, che per loro sia chi sia
    sarò un volto poco noto, una profusione di affetto sparita, un moto andato perso, mi perderò nel fiume della vita
    di chi c'è ancora, di chi in futuro resterà
    chi serrerà duramente i denti lo saprà
    chi sono stato, saprà che incido perché mi ritrae e andrò avanti finché vivo

  • @christopherclayton417
    @christopherclayton417 2 роки тому +3

    I write a letter everyday to myself, that is just for my health, I let my subconscious be seen, before my mind has a chance to rebel, yea when I think I'm ahead, I'm just chasing my tail, no surprise I am getting knowhere running, but it also wasn't in my writing that I first noticed something, ever since my pack, went roaming in the blizzard, and never made it back, I would say really we all got lost, and place no blame or complicate the facts, some are still lost, and a few more will never make it back, I have been a lone wolf, forced to make my own path, alpha by default, since the beginning I barely new how to act, caught a bad rap, so only trouble would I attract, primal urges and needs, attack then eat, malicious in thoughts, vicious in deeds, and only sought out prey, I could manipulate, these were my first instincts, marked out a territory, and I would track trap and scheme, I picked up bad habits, enough to whine in my sleep, and everyday seemed like a bad dream, and the price of being alone on my own soon became to steep, ice cold barren tundra as far as I could see, and the sun was hid in the trees, and in the open always conveniently behind cloud cover or below peaks, exposed in the breeze, frozen to my knees, I could never escape the cold, and you could quiver to think, and feel the shiver hearing my howling, still young in age position and condition given away, I was lead like a stray into many kinds of cage, antisocial mentality, kept a lot of help at bay, and I picked up some tricks, but never sit and stay, until desperation found me in a bad way, no place found for me even if I begged, I went a little way upstate, by choice and a newfound inward voice, a location that my needs in depth could facilitate, and I learned and trained, and began to trust, and my icy walls caved, and I accepted instructions on how to behave, in time all of my life changed, except my wild eyes, which had a far away gaze, having seen evil take all types of forms and shapes, never at rest and on alert, a situational trait that I kept to this day, and more civil I became, until hurled back into the world, split again between irate, and somewhat tame, a choice which wolf to feed and the consequences that await. To a duality I awake, a life of peace which little I known, or the stagnant bad habits, of which I am accoustomed to the taste, which brings me now home, where I didn't foster the peace, and left sown seeds of discord that I would soon come to reap. No new trust was grown, but instead I left wounds I didn't treat, no healing took place while I was away, and the cuts I left were deep. I do more harm then good stationed in complacency, flagrant disregard plagued my life and everyone in sight during my last vacancy. Nothing owned but basics, and so much to atone, I try not to owe, but can't seem to keep my nose clean, if you know you know, so now on to matters, of which makes my ears itch, and fragrance that that makes my nose twitch when I caught a scent, or some seemingly esp, triggered extra spider sense, that my hypervigilant state can't seem to dismiss, I hear it like a station and it is familiar as the greatest hits, but for everything I catch, wisdom is found knowing I must have missed. Seems there is some confusion in this, and likely that is my fault for taking more then a polite interest, but I should be under the assumption that I don't exist, but the truth of the matter is I likely am the only one being honest, maybe there is an invitation I didn't get, so I insist on you telling me if I am involved in the trysts, and I will try and get through this without stepping on "toes" or twisting any wrists, this didn't suddenly sprang into existence, if I am walking on eggshells or am hard to dismiss, I can cease and desist, plant my feet, grit my teeth, unclench my fists, not view anything with swinging hips, and singing lips, have a plan to find a way to commit. I know in some of these instances I am likely just paranoid or a narcissist. But to say it is absolutely nothing I am completely unconvinced.

    • @zachbyars3698
      @zachbyars3698 2 роки тому +2

      I'm about to try to rap this verse I'll update u on how I do, amazing writing

  • @musicbyAVERY
    @musicbyAVERY 2 роки тому +5

    Finding good beats is so difficult (I'm also picky) This hits everything spot on. Thank you! It says free to use, is that for Spotify, other platforms aswell?

    • @varvarbeats
      @varvarbeats  2 роки тому

      Thank you for the support! And free for nonprofit…If interested in buying for profit use just shoot me an email varvarbeats@gmail.com

  • @clementcolin4768
    @clementcolin4768 2 роки тому +1

    J'ai pensé échoué, j'tappe un SMIC faut que j'arrête,
    Souvent j'y pense le soir quand j'me tué a petit feu de cigarette
    Plan A 3 Plan B....
    J'revais d'être architecte, je me suis planté,
    Les 4 saisons défilent, je reste bloqué dans cette pizzeria,
    J'me suis pas vue fleurir devant une margarita,
    J'ai plus d'amour pour ma carte, problème mutuelle,
    L'économie mondiale a du nous mettre sur tutelle,
    Je voudrai partir juste pour être franc,
    Je me trouve dans mon élément,
    Dis moi où je dois allé à présent.
    Marqué par mon histoire, j'ai perdu le fil
    Pas de marque page, les marques de l'âge
    Nouveau chapitre faut que j'tourne la page,
    Dommage j'écris sur une ardoise
    La même ardoise faudrait l'effacer sans laisser de traces
    Le matin quand je me lève, je pense et j'attend,
    J'imagine une vie de rêve ou je serai libre, et battant
    Comme a contre courant,
    Pas a l'aise avec les gens,
    Parfois je me perds pendant des jours pendant des heures,
    Tu sais que si tu brise un cœur,
    Il brisera en retour..
    C'est tellement simple de vivre, que forcément ça se complique.
    Je n''ai jamais su choisir, moi je suis toujours allé trop vite
    J'ai rarement dit pardon, et en amour je suis pas très censé.
    Est ce quon peut être quelqu'un de bien tout les jours ?
    Sans sois même le pensé.

  • @esc_uella
    @esc_uella 2 роки тому +4

    its been a long journey
    i must admit its been tough
    i dont bargain whether i belong or not
    cuz things have a way of falling into place
    when the dust finally settles
    you get to see who really cares enough
    to ask how your day was
    sensitive enough to know when smths wrong
    who rlly listen to ur painful narrative
    finding a way to make you smile
    somebody wise enough to point it out
    when your heart is out of place
    Somebody who understands
    and apologizes for crossing the line
    somebody who sucks up your pain on a personal level
    and is compelled to fight for ur interests
    find these things in someone you love
    keep them close
    and youll be disgruntled
    even if the world takes all you have
    this is enough to keep you alfloat
    knowing you wont ever face it alone
    this is a letter for myself
    no one else
    i know its been a long road
    but now im standing on my feet
    writing songs about my life
    knowing that someday ill grow old
    missing all the old memories
    looking back at pictures
    and saying
    damn that was me
    so live a life you will remember
    a life with no distemper
    a life you wont regret
    this is a letter for myself
    no one else
    i know its been a long road
    but now im standing on my feet
    writing songs about my life
    knowing that someday ill grow old
    missing all the old memories
    looking back at pictures
    and saying
    damn that was me
    so live a life you will remember
    a life with no distemper
    a life you wont regret

  • @anonymousstudios2002
    @anonymousstudios2002 2 роки тому +3

    Here's a letter to myself
    Since no one cares to right me one
    I hope when I am older all the pain will be done
    I hope that when I'm married I can have a son
    Maybe I'll have a few kids
    Or maybe have a ton
    Just live life how it's meant to be lived
    Just have some fun
    Be rich live in the hills
    No more carrying guns
    Help out the sick
    Take a trip to the beach just for once
    Go to Florida
    Disney world
    Grab some shades
    just for the sun
    I'll finish this soon :)

  • @randomtoxic
    @randomtoxic 3 роки тому +9

    Hands down the best beat I've heard so far

  • @jacksonholtmusic
    @jacksonholtmusic 2 роки тому +17

    Already finished the lyrics, just need to record it and post it, thanks so much man for this awesome beat, I’ll definitely give credits 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

    • @varvarbeats
      @varvarbeats  2 роки тому +4

      Can’t wait to hear it 🙏🏻

  • @zeusbumps7730
    @zeusbumps7730 2 роки тому +9

    Growing up a nigga had to find a road,
    Young hothead, attitude with lots of blow.
    Momma smoked out and daddy was unknown,
    Heading down a road in life with nowhere to turn tho.
    Grand parents praying that he’d change,
    But 3 bottles down already, he’s only 17.
    Smoking heavy on the daily,
    Tryna ease his fucking pain.
    And man he wants to talk,
    But no one ever seems to understand.
    He can’t change, gotta survive,
    Product of his environment.
    Now he contemplating suicide.
    Now he’s at home, sitting and crying,
    A heart so full of hatred,
    It’s kinda hard to smile.
    Bottled shit up since the age of 11,
    Quiet guy but will set shit off if you test him.
    Called his friend slipping,
    Bout to send a message.
    Now he all alone,
    His best friends a Smith and Wesson.

  • @AJISCONSCIOUS
    @AJISCONSCIOUS 3 роки тому +8

    this is art, really needed to write that letter, I preciate you bro.

  • @T-Wicked1991
    @T-Wicked1991 Рік тому +2

    Letter to my son-
    Don’t grow up to fast make your childhood last
    Time is unfair and every time I pull out this chair sit down and write stuff down it’s like your so grown now
    Slow down let me enjoy this now
    Your only one now but how fast that’s gone wow
    I hope this letter reaches you clearly
    I hope it’s not smeared from my tears
    Hey son I love you everything I do is because of you
    I smile just thinking of you
    My first born my pride and joy yo
    I wish I could slow time down so I can enjoy this moment right now
    Your little laugh as I chase you around
    The tears you cry when you fall down
    Everything is alright because daddy’s got you now..
    If only I could slow time down
    Don’t grow up to fast and enjoy every moment
    Take nothing for granted because before you know it….

  • @nathanvaldez9821
    @nathanvaldez9821 2 роки тому +2

    I'll slide on any beat like in merkin it

  • @lilprincess.
    @lilprincess. 2 роки тому +2

    Beat
    Lyrics
    This is a story of when I was young knowing that probably my heart was gonna get hurt
    But I tell you little girl don't be afraid to see the miss stars that are flying through the sky
    I see purple Hearts around you everytime you smile
    It feels like it was just yesterday when I first met my first lover
    I wasn't deeply in love but I felt that shyness feeling everytime I would see him
    I never felt this with no one until that day he stepped on the stage singing his heart out while everyone cheering for him it felt like we were all flying in the sky just the way he would smile maked my heart go high
    But then in a weird day there was rumors about a girl and him
    I didn't believe it until my heart couldn't take it
    So I ran and ran until I had a surprising headache I wanted time to stop just how it did now so I could tell him how much I loved him and I knew it was impossible but I still fight it
    So now I just want to tell me the younger me don't fall in love with a fake man who doesn't know you exist
    Cuz the only thing they'll do is hit you in the chest ❤😊

  • @lilspidy8499
    @lilspidy8499 Рік тому +1

    I don't wanna die all alone
    I don't wanna cry on my own
    I don't want the drugs no more, yeah am just fed up guess that all I really need is love
    I don't wanna die all alone
    I don't wanna cry on my own
    I don't want the drugs no more, yeah am just fed up guess that all I really need is love ×2
    All I really need is love..
    Yeah girl I really want your touch
    Cus the thoughts be getting loud
    The thoughts of suicide maybe I don't wanna die
    Guess that shit be getting down
    I be getting All this confronting from Satan
    Someone help me it just feels like am getting eaten
    By all of my demons fuck this life am leaving
    Nottih gets better it just gets worse every season
    And nothings ever good
    Lost my last gf late night that shit aint cool
    I be losing friends from homicide, suicide I guess I should be getting close to losing my life ..
    I don't wanna die all alone
    I don't wanna cry on my own
    I don't want the drugs no more, yeah am just fed up guess that all I really need is love
    I don't wanna die all alone
    I don't wanna cry on my own
    I don't want the drugs no more, yeah am just fed up guess that all I really need is love

  • @rupenehustle2984
    @rupenehustle2984 2 роки тому +2

    1st time today listen to this......I'm dreaming in the letter I bout to write

  • @mariag161
    @mariag161 Рік тому +1

    Latter to my ex
    Last summer
    We were best friends bae
    Then everything changed
    In a blink of an eye
    You said you wanted me
    Then you me made cry
    Why did you tell me all
    those Beautiful lies
    guess I got lost in the
    Fairytell dust
    Cause I really thought
    there was something
    Between us
    But it’s okay
    I will go my own way
    My lesson well be
    Learned Eventually
    Hope you know how
    Much this hurts me
    You go out and party
    Like we were nothing
    But claim you still love me
    Tell me how this works
    I will go my own way
    And never think twice
    I was the best thing
    That came into
    Your life
    I even could have been
    Your wife
    Baby now this is how
    This love story descends
    I love you bae till forever ends
    - [ ]

  • @queenkincy540
    @queenkincy540 2 роки тому +2

    Baby gone ahead wipe tears
    He wasn't man enough for you
    Let bitches have him
    He was just in way
    Your future husband coming give him time
    It was always God plans for you
    Get that bag alone that boy alone
    I just really miss what am I gonna out him
    You always accuses for him
    He felt like you wasn't enough him
    Let this girl's have it he will learn
    He lost your love baby I Just need him
    Tell me what has he done for you
    But break your heart again
    Just let him cheating ask go

  • @ggbmisterceerob7644
    @ggbmisterceerob7644 2 роки тому +1

    Hello son. I'm sorry we aren't together for much longer but I promised will be stronger. Daddy misses you greatly sorry your mother hates me I will find a better life. A better place for us to be. I don't know what thats supposed to mean. I'm here for us and your here for me. Be kind to your grandmother and stay true to what you see. I'm sorry I was mean im sorry I was a fiend. All I wanted for us to be.. a family. I'm sorry for everything that me and your mama put you through. You were caught in the middle of it and I was a fool.
    I will continue loving you Son ❤ Rest In Peace Aidonous

  • @elig2807
    @elig2807 2 роки тому +3

    Beat drop! 0:24

  • @projectgrimm1744
    @projectgrimm1744 Рік тому +1

    Just a heads up
    Don't give up
    To the me in the past
    life does suck
    I know right now
    Your face really feels like getting drug through the mud
    Just remember all the love
    It's the only reason we made it here
    Even when things weren't perfectly clear
    And all that you had to give to the world was fucking tears
    So many emotions shed
    But honestly cheers
    You managed to face all of your fears
    No more regrets
    No more broken mirrors
    Now your at your bast
    With a family and no more demons in your head
    You have so many friends that have your back
    What else needs to be said
    And just so you know we're still smoking cigarettes
    Now with kids to take care of there's a lot more stress
    And yet
    You've never been more happy
    We still make mistakes
    And on a day to day
    You still find things to change
    Oh by the way one of your kids name is jade
    The other is Vincent
    His names from a final fantasy video game
    All tho there not your blood
    You love em to death
    And wish for nothing more
    I know you don't understand right now
    But I promise you
    If you stick around
    One day you'll be able to find out
    What's worth living for in this world of doubts

  • @Anilation4u
    @Anilation4u 2 роки тому +2

    Doing alright all right straight down
    Spinning all around making sounds blaring blurts and making counts
    Rhythm mindframe kill the other let's get lost in scribbled colours make our words and have no others
    Me beside another you're a me it's hard discovered
    Under collars of a hauler depressing paw Art
    Like it Naht art
    Knot urb urtin itchy itchy tryna

  • @exootikkmusic
    @exootikkmusic 2 роки тому +2

    I really like your beats bro, your style is so unique! i hope you
    have the best day/night ever bro! maximum blessings your
    way! 🔥

  • @ItsEliann
    @ItsEliann Рік тому +1

    As I’m standing here looking out the window
    Staring at the sky
    Wondering how long
    Till I get the answer
    Been a hole in my heart
    Ever since you passed with cancer
    Feels like nothin been giving
    Nothing been workin
    I drank this bottle
    And I’m still hurtin
    What’s the problem
    I should give up
    And just stop searching
    I know my time is coming soon
    I see the light it’s shining thru
    Hopefully it’ll lead me back to you..

  • @cheezeyuchiha702
    @cheezeyuchiha702 Рік тому +1

    Letter to myself
    Can’t help myself
    Cause all these people be riding on me that’s how it gon feel
    Saying something to myself
    Comfort myself
    Realizing that it’s all fake shi that ain’t gon blow
    Shi fake, real make, make myself hating but that’s all for sake
    Praying to god knowing it’s all myself
    Yeah, Letter to myself
    Love for the homies it’s all on myself yeah.

  • @nicky5500
    @nicky5500 2 роки тому +1

    Will release track using this beat //about my shts in life . thanks from PH

  • @marie82924
    @marie82924 3 роки тому +3

    I needed to sit and write this letter to myself

  • @coachrose5777
    @coachrose5777 2 роки тому +1

    i will write a song for my dead brother for you if you give me the respect and permission to let lose for him. he died a way alot of poeple could relate to.... adittiction to fenty took him away .. he had a great mind and was more then i could ever be. give me chance i will show you was music should be like again.

  • @Love-fb7du
    @Love-fb7du 2 роки тому +1

    This life
    This world
    This games
    My street
    Those race
    It’s getting raw
    My heart keep racing
    They ain’t kind to me
    Playing different game on me
    They been hurting my soul why!!?2*
    Beauty in pain got me
    I started grinding a long time
    It’s so hard to win
    It’s never been easy
    have been on this grind
    for a long time
    This life
    This world
    This games
    My street
    Have been doing this shits I know
    Taken the shots and pain
    They ain’t kind that me
    They been hurting my soul why!!?
    Am feeling sad
    Am feeling sad
    I can’t get our needful right
    So bad
    I feel no good at all
    Have been working harder
    A better life I’m looking for
    Trying to get
    Been grinding so hard
    For Better better
    Harder for a better
    I’m gonna be happy
    We gonna be happy
    Be happy
    Stay happy
    Leave happy
    I tried to fis I fail
    I’m making great records

  • @erichaggen1842
    @erichaggen1842 2 роки тому +1

    We go to the place where we can pray
    We know we need Jesus
    We are in tribulation i guess we could go on vacation
    Like soldiers that are stationed i eat food that my mother bought

  • @skiisgrave3657
    @skiisgrave3657 2 роки тому +1

    here’s to the person that wonders on how i feel
    some days i get scared that i will run to them pills
    cause everything inside me never falls it just builds
    gave everything to everyone when i haven’t even ate a meal

  • @RedfoxBeatz
    @RedfoxBeatz 2 роки тому +1

    808 sounds like it's not in key but cool melody.

  • @Love-fb7du
    @Love-fb7du 2 роки тому +1

    I’m feeling sad
    I’m gonna be happy
    We gonna be happy
    Be happy
    Stay happy
    Leave happy
    You!!!!
    You!!!!!
    You!!!!!
    I just don’t know
    what to do
    what to say
    or how to tell you my feels
    my heart hurts
    I need you
    You!!!!
    You!!!!!
    You!!!!!
    Just you I want
    Just you want be with
    You!!!
    Every day
    everytime
    been fighting
    to be with you
    for it’s you I need
    only you
    You!!!!
    You!!!!!
    You!!!!!
    You make me feel love
    Love inside love inside
    I feel my heart turning black
    They think I can’t be like them so
    I feel I can’t be like them tho
    I feel like I’m going in sane slow no low……
    Same feeling
    Same everything
    Am feeling
    I will never give up
    I keep my eyes on raks
    Same feeling
    Same everything
    Am feeling
    I will never give up
    I keep my eyes on raks

    • @Love-fb7du
      @Love-fb7du 2 роки тому

      You missing with my soul why!

  • @janjapio415
    @janjapio415 2 роки тому +6

    tysm bro I'm slowly learning to rap and also get it with enough breath. I wrote my one song on this beat and it is mean to be for my family this are the lyrics:Title: Love the Fam
    Lyrics:
    0:25 (Verse Frederik)
    I have learned lessons in live that I had to do.
    My father thought me those lessons and therefor I say thank you
    I don’t know what to do, without you
    Yeah, cause, without you, I would be a fool
    Slowly, I understand, how hard it is to be a dad
    Something that i wanna say, I’m happy that you are in my life, ey
    Yeah, I love you because you are cool, yeah you are you and dad, I love you
    0:50 (Chorus Family)
    You guys are my family, no not in my fantasy but in my reality
    What i wanna say, what i try to say, what i gonna say
    You guys are the best I will ever met, when you go I would be extremely sad,
    You guys are my favourites, I can’t imagine better friends
    I love you guys so bad, and the main thing that I want is that you don’t forget that
    1:16 (Verse Ymke)
    Yeah, this is for my little sis who often get mad
    Most of the time, I am the one who causes that
    Sorry mom and dad, I understand you don’t like that
    But in general I love my lil sis out of that I make her often pissed
    I remember the moment when she was born, There was someting wrong with her hart and we get worn
    I’m thankful that it is fixed and she is already, wow that goes fast, she already has been six
    1:42 (Chorus Family)
    You guys are my family, no not in my fantasy but in my reality
    What i wanna say, what i try to say, what i gonna say
    You guys are the best I will ever met, when you go I would be extremely sad,
    You guys are my favourites, I can’t imagine better friends
    I love you guys so bad, and the main thing that I want is that you don’t forget that
    2:08 (Verse Lieke)
    Yeah this is for my other sis, she is almost the double of six
    She does a lot of nice things, and that is the reason why I sing
    She can play ukelele but she can’t now and then, ey
    She is good at drawing and I seriously love that, when
    She make time for her siblings and she does it over again
    And something I wanna say: I love u, Lieke, my sis
    2:33 (Verse Liesbeth)
    Yeah, This is for my mom who I freaking love
    Who apperantely can’t dove, Like yeah, She has already has been fourty
    She is not a barbie, I’m happy with that she is sporty
    there is no more time for the chorus
    So this is the last sentence of it, yeah
    I love you guys so bad, and the main thing that I want is that you don’t forget that

  • @AHSHEEVED
    @AHSHEEVED 2 роки тому +1

    very nice, Browsing around for beats, not eaxtly what i was looking for, but i hade to reach out and say i do feel it. nice job

  • @AgustinF2003Music
    @AgustinF2003Music 2 роки тому +1

    (00:12)No te arrepientas, si perdiste lo que dejaste pa" mañana, si te fue el tiempo, años en una semana, si las cosas desaparecen, si el tiempo no vuelve por más que a dios le ruegues.
    La vida sigue y sigue, y por más que hagas mil promesas, las acciones son verdaderas, muestras de lo que es real y lo que es falso, de la gente que se queda, de la gente que abandona, de esa misma que traicionan y que aveces decepcionan, por qué quien decide abandonar, su orgullo de lado no dejar, y quiénes hacen sufrir a quienes quisieron mover la tierra con tal de estar, pero ya está...

  • @keantedillard4314
    @keantedillard4314 3 роки тому +1

    All love man this shit go hard do u mind if I throw my lyrics on it and toss it on some platforms I can throw ur name In the title even give u a percentage of ten cut if I make anything on it

  • @leostrategys_
    @leostrategys_ 2 роки тому +1

    mi carta de amor para ti
    no quiero que nunca a esto le pongas fin
    de mi corazon tu tienes el pin
    mi alma es tuya desde que naci

  • @SnakeRG
    @SnakeRG 2 роки тому +12

    I be writing this song
    thinking that I’ll be strong
    Everything thing is going wrong
    My life ain’t going to last long
    Thoughts spinning in my head
    me wishing that I’m dead 😵
    Hopeful i wanna be instead
    Believe me i can never be ahead
    Cus im depressed cus im depressed
    Im just chilling in my nest
    Having nothing on my chest
    Barely even dressed
    Im so stressed
    -RG
    I have written this and I will be writing more to talk about my story and other people’s stories.

    • @geetasharma7323
      @geetasharma7323 2 роки тому

      I'm going on this beat with your lyrics

    • @SnakeRG
      @SnakeRG 2 роки тому

      @@geetasharma7323 xD

  • @jose-gw1xn
    @jose-gw1xn 2 роки тому +1

    Dear the old Jose around the third grade
    U promised you'll grow up some day
    Told pa u wanted to be a soccer player
    not end up dead
    Now you smoke the pain away and trap so you know your family's fed
    Now I'm trying out my voice on these UA-cam threads
    Full of beats of natural beat artists who's help find voices
    Only if we all came together no one would end up dead
    Shit who knows when we come together we can make new inventions
    But society killen me cuz of unknown intentions
    Walking outside asking if it's safe to take out the kids....
    Now I gotta fr try when I come back to this

    • @jose-gw1xn
      @jose-gw1xn 2 роки тому

      The last sentence isnt a bar it's a note to myself but I kept rereading it and it low-key sounds like it's supposed to be their

  • @lovekanininong9639
    @lovekanininong9639 2 роки тому +1

    To the maker of this awesome beat, i want you to know that i really love this. can you give me a chance to use your beat and i will write a lyrics as 1 of track thank you in advance godbless🙏🏼

    • @varvarbeats
      @varvarbeats  2 роки тому

      Thank you 🙏🏻 It’s free for non profit! If you’re interested in for profit use check the link in the description to buy a lease.
      I’d love to hear the track when your finished

  • @christopherdiamond3994
    @christopherdiamond3994 2 роки тому +1

    Dear self, I think you need some help/ by the time that you get better, you'll learn how to keep your head up/ put your foot down/ don't let up/ get your daughter back in your life now/better show up/ never show out listening to what the voices say/write down dreams and aspirations/ even with the smallest hint of greatness I'm gonna make it bae

    • @christopherdiamond3994
      @christopherdiamond3994 2 роки тому

      I slowly realize that the time is wasted/ though I'd be ok, thought maybe we could make it/ was so patient, but I'm giving up/ and it sucks to have to say the same/ good things never last/ to caught up mixing up whats real and fake/ looking for the snakes in the grass/walking on my way/

  • @russiacommunist7072
    @russiacommunist7072 6 місяців тому

    (Verse 1)
    Dear God, can you hear me?
    I'm drowning in this pain so clearly
    Lost in the darkness, can't find my way
    Every night's a struggle, every day's the same
    (Chorus)
    Oh, dear God, why'd you leave me here alone?
    In this world so cold, I can't find my way home
    Tears fall like rain, washing away my hope
    Oh, dear God, please help me cope
    (Verse 2)
    I've tried to be strong, but I'm breaking down
    Lost in this chaos, can't find solid ground
    Dreams shattered, heart torn apart
    Oh, dear God, can you mend this broken heart?
    (Chorus)
    Oh, dear God, why'd you leave me here alone?
    In this world so cold, I can't find my way home
    Tears fall like rain, washing away my hope
    Oh, dear God, please help me cope
    (Bridge)
    I search for answers in the silence of the night
    But all I find is emptiness, no guiding light
    Lost in this darkness, consumed by despair
    Oh, dear God, do you even care?
    (Chorus)
    Oh, dear God, why'd you leave me here alone?
    In this world so cold, I can't find my way home
    Tears fall like rain, washing away my hope
    Oh, dear God, please help me cope
    (Outro)
    Dear God, if you're listening, please hear my plea
    Wrap me in your arms, set my spirit free
    For I am lost without you, wandering aimlessly
    Oh, dear God, won't you rescue me?

  • @markcaro5461
    @markcaro5461 Рік тому

    Dear self, i wrote this letter just for you
    Im just regarding, wait a sec how was your life now?
    To much pain ha...anxiety,depressions and evrything...why is this happining to me?
    I dont deserve it! Im just a losser, im just shit, im just waste im a trash
    To many haras in my life ,this is so bad
    They always sucks every happenes that i have
    Im lossing control
    Waiting for someone to help me
    But even when i shouting so loudly
    Nobody can hear me
    Im cryin but nobody cares
    Im dyin ,im hopeless

  • @silentvanquish
    @silentvanquish 7 місяців тому

    Long letter to myself
    It's hard to focus on yourself
    While worrying about someone else health
    How to deal and how to help
    What are secrets
    Where it's kept
    How far does it go in depth
    How many cases?
    Show me the steps
    I ain't leaving you on this flight
    If my optics are out of sight
    Show me the glasses and flash me the light
    All I do is write
    Constantly thinking every night
    Smoking before I take a bite
    Calming, before I pick a fight
    Pick a dice
    Roll it twice
    That's life
    Endless possibilities rise
    Endless probabilities climb
    I blow over it like wind chimes
    Expect my wins don't chime
    I'm with an overloaded mind
    Off orbit, my planned nets didn't get aligned
    It's like im a sick person I declined
    No visuals in sight, im out of my mind
    Looking for signals and signs
    Signifying that I am fine
    Another lie for a line
    Bothering ride for a dime
    It authors me all the time
    I do these things I don't realize all the time
    Theorizing what it's like be financially fine
    How much more do I got to grind
    What is the impact of my size
    And how much longer is the ride

  • @Stronga26
    @Stronga26 2 роки тому +1

    Letter to my baby
    I send a message out and proud
    to my baby my only one on only

  • @sanctus2962
    @sanctus2962 Рік тому

    Without providing select info, there are a couple reasons as to why I’m alone
    Not even gonna hide, seriously I dont know why I even have this phone
    Where are the earphones, connect and scroll to metronome through rhymes I wrote
    Good times I spoke, when I was on my own
    Nobody was there, nobody, where’d they go?
    Were they even here or just late for the show?
    Perhaps you should know the road is a better mode to cope rather than benzenos
    But when you are a kid thirteen and 0, already buried deep in snow
    Sometimes it's better though to not see out that window
    And not hear the innuendos in limbo like I should go and overdose
    Till I’m broke
    One more night I’ll go out blind, I’ll be fine
    One more time it’ll feel alright
    One more time, I won’t be like that satellite
    Always watching what’s on the outside
    Sometimes I, I, I seem all all all fine
    But I know the darkest paths don’t got no light
    And that in my heart of hearts, I’m dead inside
    Which begs the question of if I was ever alive
    I remember times without wifi
    I had more connections then,
    I remember when it wasn’t always either the deep end
    Or treason, when on the weekends I’d pretend I had friends
    That could comprehend my level of reasoning
    But the message already hit send
    Before it left a pen, then nothing
    I look for something hit the line and I start buzzing
    (if you like take a listen
    soundcloud.com/darcy-250806685/where-are-my-earphones?si=282319b088b4437ea4f4aa3313ce425f& )

  • @JahmyyMusick
    @JahmyyMusick 2 роки тому

    I admitted that you break my heart you left mi in the dirt, for your love how many family and friends did i desert i remember the days when u made my world and u were my girl now my hearts ina hearse
    AND I CANT FIND NO CURE FOR THIS PAIN
    I KEEP DROWNING WEN I HEAR UR NAME
    I LOST ALL OF MY FRENS FOR YOU
    AND YOU LOST ALL YOUR LOVE...
    NOW IM ALL Alone... 💔

  • @exotic8580
    @exotic8580 2 роки тому +4

    this beat goes hard bro keep doing these types of beats, hardddd!

  • @aaabron1972
    @aaabron1972 2 роки тому +3

    Awesome track! 🔥

  • @varvarbeats
    @varvarbeats  3 роки тому +43

    letter to myself ✍🏻

    • @dadzchanel7547
      @dadzchanel7547 2 роки тому

      Just remember fam never look down on the struggle 🦴🦷🦠🩸💀🗣️🧠👣👤
      ua-cam.com/video/2aI_K8doCgg/v-deo.html

    • @btozay
      @btozay 2 роки тому +2

      I wanna by this beat

    • @varvarbeats
      @varvarbeats  2 роки тому

      @@btozay link in the description!

  • @bobbyalexander1995
    @bobbyalexander1995 2 роки тому +1

    Sitting here just thinking bout sum things
    Dont know what this will bring but its hurting me i need to get this shit out of me before it starts to make me bleed
    Cant deal with the anxiety im tired i think i need sleep but i cant...

    • @bobbyalexander1995
      @bobbyalexander1995 2 роки тому

      Its insane that this pain i feel wont go the fuck away its in my brain and in my veins so i sit and pray for someone to come and save the day how do i have wait to catch a break...

  • @Itsdredreman
    @Itsdredreman Рік тому

    Rip my nigga jah, My brother to the very end, i cant believe your gone
    (wtf is going on) I just seen you last month, we just made a amends
    Lost my best friend to gun violence, made me lose my innocence
    You was really that nigga, you never had to pretend
    If a nigga talk that rara, he always dispatched the static.
    This song is dedicated to a town legend

  • @Ultra_fast0-0
    @Ultra_fast0-0 2 роки тому +18

    I couldn't write you a letter
    I feel like you want me
    But when I'm around nothing gets better
    That's why I cried when I saw your blood on the dresser
    I don't like you hurting yourself baby
    I don't like hurting you baby
    Your words dig into my head
    You're making me crazy
    You're pushing me out of sanity
    I lost all my sense
    But I feel with clarity
    I feel with my heart
    You feel with your hands
    Maybe that's what I can't stand
    And maybe God has a plan
    But
    Everyday I'm upset
    And the pain is nonstop
    Keeps going through my head
    Stop me
    Put me out of my misery
    I'll be happier dead

    • @ytshanks407
      @ytshanks407 2 роки тому

      keep pushing.

    • @yungluv3877
      @yungluv3877 2 роки тому

      Can I record this on the beat and show you? Maybe we can collab?

    • @yungluv3877
      @yungluv3877 2 роки тому

      I put it on my Snapchat story if you wanna check it out :) all rights to you tho

    • @vmstalkshow1194
      @vmstalkshow1194 2 роки тому

      @@yungluv3877 callab? if so message me!

  • @culerobynature2482
    @culerobynature2482 Рік тому

    Just wanna see you happy, quit snapping on the ones who love you
    God gave you good guidance, respect the ones above you
    Control your anger, there's danger in the hearts of those who shove you
    And you'll never needa force anything if the source of love's true
    I feel remorse, letting go and followed course

  • @christianvalenciano8739
    @christianvalenciano8739 Рік тому

    U we're once a happy kid and sweet kid
    But not after what the world did
    Everyone said u were a narcissist and blamed everything on u and u never was
    And all u wanted was to know true love and be included and not shoved
    As years past u turned to violent kid and did bad things
    Because mama said things she shouldn't and hit u
    And u were always thinking deep too
    And u were sent off many times and arrested
    Then daddy was never there and all u wanted was for him to show interest
    And few months ago the one person u truly trusted and loved with all ur heart got locked up
    And u were very very upset and heartbroken all day because it hit hard to the top
    And u were also always told to wake up but people would never ask what's wrong it was always do this do that
    But u didn't have the motivation to do anything because it was like a nat
    But finally after 18 years and 6 years of unhappiness u found true love
    From the 4'11 blonde
    She was everything u could ask for she cares a lot and she gave me something to fight for and not rot
    And she's very loving and she brought out the best of u
    And it's like to
    And u hope u don't screw it up like u did everything else but before all this there was days u would sit in ur room and cry all night and get wasted
    And no one paid attention
    But Emma is the answer to my prayers and I think she can turn my life around
    And it makes me proud thank u

  • @mejesticbeast_Finyl
    @mejesticbeast_Finyl Рік тому

    ua-cam.com/video/4Hbbnn9sMvM/v-deo.html
    I had an older UA-cam channel, and on that UA-cam channel I made a comment down here people were telling me to make it and I was hesitant I mean, eventually made the song, but never released it and since then I’ve had a new UA-cam channel this one and so I finally put out the song if anybody recognizes me or my name. Thank you.

  • @ash-vx3zy
    @ash-vx3zy 2 роки тому +2

    This is Dax type shit! Love it!!

  • @1n0nlyEdge
    @1n0nlyEdge Рік тому

    "full freestyle (full lyrics coming later search comments"
    sittin write letters to myself
    im asking for you to help
    but you do not want to help
    your just like everyone else
    forgetting f-ing past times
    sitting down to pass time
    then ill go turn on my pc
    playing game does pass time

  • @youngprodigy5ndime
    @youngprodigy5ndime Рік тому

    Just had a conversation wit my younger self he asked me why do I still need others helps I told him self help can only get u so far so just know if we’re gone by tomorrow we can enjoy today no matter of the sorrow sorry I can’t give back the time I borrowed by the time I’m finished ima be a hard act to follow no instagram im talkin takin a chance I don’t got no plans but I just hope u understand that I’m doin these things so one day I can be the man

  • @Haleyrainart
    @Haleyrainart 2 роки тому

    In this letter to myself, I wanna write the things I never got to write. So to my future self.
    Hey, how's it been?
    Currently flying high, maybe sick?
    It's been a few years, probably 5 or 6.
    Are you finally loving your own skin?

  • @28Mixed_it
    @28Mixed_it 2 роки тому +1

    808s are out of tune

  • @nevofi
    @nevofi 3 роки тому +4

    Here before this goes viral

    • @varvarbeats
      @varvarbeats  3 роки тому

      🙏🏻

    • @nevofi
      @nevofi 2 роки тому +1

      @@varvarbeats It’s goin big bro 🙏🙏

  • @Nhmusicoffish
    @Nhmusicoffish 2 роки тому

    I admit I got a problem;
    I’ve been in an asylum;
    cause I ran out of patience;
    Man this shits got me riled up;
    The cause is faith collided with my pain I embraced all the lies til my faith turned to a lion stuck in a cage with fakes poking it like a;
    Circus act; and your foundation is hate;
    You do nothing to make up for the things you say;
    That’s why I’m drinking the wine; so my spirits get higher;

  • @appleyoungluigi7308
    @appleyoungluigi7308 2 роки тому +1

    Il drop a song with jaden smith in this beat

  • @z.e.n.m.a.d
    @z.e.n.m.a.d 8 місяців тому

    (Refrain)
    J'ai cru en toi, mais tu m'as trahi,
    Mon cœur brisé, je ne peux plus sourire,
    Les promesses vides, les mensonges déguisés,
    Je me relèverai, je vais me reconstruire.
    Je laisserai personne me comsumé
    Vie avec passer compliqué
    La je me suis lassé
    Trop de douleur que je commence à entasse
    Je me dis que cest du passé que ça va s'efface
    Mais au final je finis par m'effondrer
    (Couplet 1)
    On était si proches, je pensais que c'était vrai,
    Mais tu as joué avec mes sentiments, tu m'as laissé tomber,
    Les larmes coulent sur mon visage, je me sens si blessé,
    Mais je vais me relever, je vais me libérer.
    (Refrain)
    J'ai cru en toi, mais tu m'as trahi,
    Mon cœur brisé, je ne peux plus sourire,
    Les promesses vides, les mensonges déguisés,
    Je me relèverai, je vais me reconstruire.
    Je laisserai personne me comsumé
    Vie avec passer compliqué
    La je me suis lassé
    Trop de douleur que je commence à entasse
    Je me dis que cest du passé que ça va s'efface
    Mais au final je finis par m'effondrer
    (Couplet 2)
    Je pensais que notre amour était solide comme un roc,
    Mais tu as préféré partir, me laissant dans le choc,
    Je me sens perdu, déçu et en colère,
    Mais je vais guérir, je vais me relever fier.
    (Refrain)
    J'ai cru en toi, mais tu m'as trahi,
    Mon cœur brisé, je ne peux plus sourire,
    Les promesses vides, les mensonges déguisés,
    Je me relèverai, je vais me reconstruire
    Je laisserai personne me comsumé
    Vie avec passer compliqué
    La je me suis lassé
    Trop de douleur que je commence à entasse
    Je me dis que cest du passé que ça va s'efface
    Mais au final je finis par tout gâcher là c'est la merde une fois de plus j'ai gaffé
    Ta voler mon cœur tu as voulu mon corps
    Donc s'il te plaît dis-moi que tu m'aimes encore

  • @st.louisihhmritrovato6386
    @st.louisihhmritrovato6386 Рік тому

    I wrote a letter to myself figured it could help,
    Wish you the best can only imagine what you felt,

  • @NomoreblueNomoregreen
    @NomoreblueNomoregreen Рік тому

    Please come home when you don't got no where to go I know no u both but how u you know what romes thru my mind if you lost your bro how never mind I pray u don't I'll be here looking on my own I don't but I hold so many things against you for not letting go it's time to let Kane go

  • @natebeatz
    @natebeatz 2 роки тому +1

    Bro you gotta tell me what you used for those atmospheres in the background

    • @varvarbeats
      @varvarbeats  2 роки тому +1

      Omnisphere!

    • @natebeatz
      @natebeatz 2 роки тому +1

      @@varvarbeats is there a specific preset?

    • @varvarbeats
      @varvarbeats  2 роки тому

      @@natebeatz it was a preset under textures and atmospheres…can’t remember which but I had altered it a bit.

  • @aakashmagar1436
    @aakashmagar1436 2 роки тому

    Aaja aafailai ma baacha garxu
    ramro manxe banchxu paryas garxu ramro sochnu aafuly Garda kina aruko xaati polnu

  • @nxgyt7461
    @nxgyt7461 2 роки тому

    yeah bro i hope you not dissapointed things that i did i was so annointed but why is life like this it was going so well until i made the wrong decisions & i was not appointed missed my appointment made the wrong decisions i hope you a not sad even if you realise because i can see it in your eyes LTTBT this aint a lie

  • @brendonpitt4836
    @brendonpitt4836 2 роки тому +1

    I really love the beat, but its clipping everytime the kick is on, is that the master version?

    • @varvarbeats
      @varvarbeats  2 роки тому +1

      Thanks bro! And that happened when it was converted to UA-cam format…the regular file clean!

  • @kadenanderson4837
    @kadenanderson4837 2 роки тому +2

    perfect .

  • @SuPaHDomE
    @SuPaHDomE Рік тому

    One minute you’re here, next minute you’re gone
    Used to seeing you’re face on the phone
    Now trying to picture you from a stone

  • @ncmadet0276
    @ncmadet0276 2 роки тому +1

    Writing to this as I send this letter off 💯

  • @Sinnedbaby
    @Sinnedbaby Рік тому

    This a letter to myself. Got me on my knees asking god for some help, keep taking all these drugs got me worried about my health doing all the wrong things just to get sum wealth tears running down my face I really got no help reminiscing about the times we had before u left.

  • @yamilcamacho4555
    @yamilcamacho4555 Рік тому

    What's your prod tag? I made a song to this beat n iwanna give u credit for it lol

  • @johnmccarthy9165
    @johnmccarthy9165 2 роки тому

    With Eyes I see.
    The Day is gone.
    Gifts of Life and Love
    Can right what's wrong.
    It's up to me.
    I'm not alone.
    Deep inside my heart
    It's full of Psalm.
    The air I breath,
    I do not own.
    Treasures we share in
    Tell us we belong.
    I found my Faith,
    When I let go.
    The indwelling Spirit
    Does brightly glow.
    I'm at Peace.
    Wherever I go.
    Christ's Sacrifice for me
    Has Saved my Soul.

  • @somebody6342
    @somebody6342 2 роки тому +1

    As someone who produces my own music, You got fantastic mixes on your s*** bro

    • @varvarbeats
      @varvarbeats  2 роки тому +1

      I appreciate you bro! 🙏🏻

  • @triavang880
    @triavang880 2 роки тому +2

    I need this right now! 😢

  • @jutwrightkreeplyfe560
    @jutwrightkreeplyfe560 2 роки тому

    Now, I know you think the world is against you .. but I'm writing u this letter in hopes that I can't reach u in time, and help u realize that you're not alone. No matter how much u think u are, as long as I'm breathing.... I promise you never will be.
    Hey, kid. How's it goin'? It's been a minute. And recently I heard that you do not want to continue livin'. And that your really just tired of never winnin' and ur sick of living this way. It's toxic. And ur done with sinnin. And even tho u know it's true yhat we all do. , It will never change the fact iwdforu. And u thought of each scenario and Realllllllly seen it thru, and accepted for things to get better that's what u must do. And I know u don't believe me,but I gotta make this move. I refuse to be a pawn this is one chesagame I will not lose
    Failures not an option it's just sumthin I can't do . Gotta get this w not for myself but just it's for u.so jus Sit back, relax, and do not worry. Cuz I'll prove that I really can, do everything they said I'd never do. CuZ I'm a prophet and I promise even tho it's rough right now u will be happy, andu gt this

  • @andrekentjr
    @andrekentjr 2 роки тому +1

    "Wading on the shore, feeling to the chords, words are never sure..."