Man Dies In Crash; Discovers Truth About Guilt And Forgiveness In Emotional NDE

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  • @eshamerita5970
    @eshamerita5970 Рік тому +3537

    My father died two days ago after one month of struggling with the most unexplainable negligence drama at the hospital. The guilt of the "we should have..." voices in my mind has been a torture. Your sharing was a sweet balm for my heart and I thank you, deeply. May you be always blessed and protected.

    • @Alicia-vq8jg
      @Alicia-vq8jg Рік тому +229

      The hospital negligence is so bad these days and the guilt of loved ones dying because of it is horrible 😭

    • @surrendertowin1937
      @surrendertowin1937 Рік тому +165

      It took me a while after i lost my mum. Dont worry, you did the best you could with what you had. You truly did. He is free and so happy now, and he loves you so much and wants you to be happy, not guilty. Remember the love you have shared, and send him your loving prayers. He will feel them.

    • @_harbinjer
      @_harbinjer Рік тому +53

      @@surrendertowin1937 absolutely true, every word

    • @tawnpaxton4490
      @tawnpaxton4490 Рік тому +179

      @@Alicia-vq8jg I know what you mean. My oldest son, William, passed away in a hospital in 2015. I had a dream, he said, "Mom, I am ok, it went the way it was supposed to go." I later went to a psychic. She said your son is here. She repeated everything he said in the dream. In the same order, word for word.

    • @karenkat1111
      @karenkat1111 Рік тому +104

      I'm so very sorry for your loss. Tonight is the 40th anniversary of my Dad's passing. I lost my Mom 15 months ago and it was so difficult and wrong, as this was the time I couldn't be with her, during COVID. I was always her caretaker and protector and it makes me so angry to this day that I couldn't be with her and I couldn't question the doctors or the staff. I couldn't hold her hand or comfort her. I didn't get to say goodbye. I'll never know what truly happened. What keeps me going is knowing she's not suffering and she is at peace in heaven my Dad, her parents and all of her passed loved ones. It is still very hard, but take it day by day. I hope this video helped you. It helped me. 🙏

  • @markhollis7219
    @markhollis7219 Рік тому +1288

    I lost my dog max a few months ago. I held him in my arms and watched him take his last breath. he had cancer and I took care of him the last year of his life. I was in a bad place the night he died and no longer wanted to he here. before max came along, I had put up a wall to protect my heart and was not gonna allow any human to ever knock down that wall. so in 2015, God sent me a dog to knock down that wall. for the first time in my life, I felt what true unconditional love, felt like. max loved me unconditionally and for almost 8 years I lived with this feeling. when max got sick I cared for him and was able to return the love he taught me and give it back to him, unconditionally. his death has changed me. I know he is waiting for me to come home. God sent me a dog to teach me life's most important lesson.

    • @epitoky
      @epitoky 11 місяців тому +56

      I feel exactly the same ❤️‍🔥🐾💞🙌💗

    • @HappyDays-75
      @HappyDays-75 11 місяців тому +74

      My dog taught me how to love animals. I can’t imagine him not in my life now. I love him so much!

    • @wilsondomingues2825
      @wilsondomingues2825 11 місяців тому +37

      Beautiful! I feel the same.
      Thanks for sharing 💚

    • @m.h.6499
      @m.h.6499 10 місяців тому +61

      What a gift.
      I’m very sorry for your loss. I also believe they wait for us.

    • @BDuffProductions
      @BDuffProductions 10 місяців тому +71

      Dogs are the gift we didn't know we needed, until we do. If people were more like dogs, the world would be a utopia.

  • @ironbutterfly7777
    @ironbutterfly7777 Рік тому +1004

    Thank you to this man for sharing his testimony. I lost my daughter unexpectedly from an asthma attack. She was alone in her apartment on the phone with 911. The what ifs and the guilt and sadness of her passing away alone has been overwhelming for me. I pray she was not alone and that God welcomed her home. She became a miracle to 5 people through organ donation. She gave the gift of life. Bekah’s mom ~ forever 22

    • @stephaniecamps4643
      @stephaniecamps4643 Рік тому +17

      ❤❤❤❤

    • @angelinemarketing
      @angelinemarketing Рік тому +30

      I've had several visits from the other side since I was a kid. I lost my mother and it took 23 years to come to terms with it but I've learned to remove emotional blockages so she can visit me like others have in the past.

    • @Cloudzzzonice48
      @Cloudzzzonice48 Рік тому +27

      my husband died suddenly 18 months ago also from medical negligence. How do I remove my blockages so I can communicate with him? We were together for 13 years and he was my bestfriend. I am failing my grieving 10 year old son bc I'm so far gone into my own despair. I think about doing the unthinkable every day.

    • @angelinemarketing
      @angelinemarketing Рік тому +21

      @@Cloudzzzonice48 listen to the love code. Specifically chapter 5 goes through techniques to reprogram trapped trauma.
      Part of my journey included appreciating and loving all the good times and even all the hard times for the strength it gave me for others.
      Know they are happy and that they are there with you. Remove the fear and talk to them. Start by writing letters as if you are talking to them right now. Cry it out but know they are with you and acknowledge the signs they give. The more you acknowledge them the more they come through.

    • @AlexTheFollowerofJesusChrist
      @AlexTheFollowerofJesusChrist Рік тому +16

      I am sorry to hear about your daughter. I am absolutely sure Jesus welcomed your daughter into heaven with loving arms. That is our natural home, and we come to this planet to learn and grow our souls.

  • @oljastevanovic
    @oljastevanovic 7 місяців тому +345

    This man speaks without - um , um, um, hum, huuuum, uuum . Old school speech , eloquent , fluent and wise . It was a pleasure to listen to this emotional story of his. Thank you

    • @topshamahs
      @topshamahs 7 місяців тому +12

      The skill I still need to master. I speak with annoyingly too many uuummhh hhhuumm which also slows down my pace when speaking. 🥱😆

    • @laez
      @laez 7 місяців тому +10

      @@topshamahs The skill you want to master is called editing, that's how you produce content that sounds like this.

    • @laez
      @laez 7 місяців тому +16

      I hate to break it to you, but this was heavily edited to sound that way. It's not old school, rather it was built using modern production tools. You should be complimenting the production team instead.

    • @jemrosewalker3794
      @jemrosewalker3794 7 місяців тому +2

      He even said um before saying his name!

    • @gekiryudojo
      @gekiryudojo 7 місяців тому +1

      Yes, he just talks a lot of rubbish

  • @danibitt59
    @danibitt59 Рік тому +1184

    Here I am, a 'tough' 40 yo guy, crying multiple times over your story. Thank you Jeffrey, from the bottom of my heart, for your life and what you shared.

    • @boragine
      @boragine Рік тому +15

      likewise

    • @annalisadenningtonbalch5081
      @annalisadenningtonbalch5081 Рік тому +16

      Astonishing, beautiful. Thank you for sharing your amazing experience. We grieve because we love ❤️ Grief is our friend ❤

    • @notsocrates9529
      @notsocrates9529 Рік тому +20

      6:00 got me too brother, I can only imagine what that guilt must have felt like, even if it was not your fault. The 'what if' would drive me insane.

    • @steffstar
      @steffstar Рік тому

      41 year old here, I also cried. I've been an atheist basically all of my life. Then last summer I tried DMT and I experienced this love and comfort and entities telling me there's nothing to be afraid of, ever. And then I read about how DMT experiences and NDE's are very alike and it got me wondering, why does the universe let us have this experience at the end of our lives, if it's over? What use is that in nature to be comforted when you're dead and gone from it....? Fast forward to just last week, I noted the date, the 20th of December 2023, I watched an NDE story like this and something just clicked. For the first time since the 22nd of March 1992, which was when my mom died from cancer, me being 9 years old and already an atheist 😅, for the first time since then I believed I will see her again some day. I burst into tears, happy tears!
      And this last week, I've felt more calm, I celebrated Christmas with my in-law family, my anxiety was way down, and I had a great time.
      I see now how arrogant I've been as an atheist thinking this is all there is. 😅 anyway, sorry for the long winded comment, I hope you have a wonderful last few days of the year ❤️

    • @weeevan3078
      @weeevan3078 11 місяців тому +9

      Read the book Journey of Souls

  • @vibemeable
    @vibemeable Рік тому +790

    My girlfriend passed away a month ago in the hospital, two days after giving birth to our son. I have been feeling guilty on how much I didn't fully appreciate her while she was here and angry about my son growing up without a mother and I can't seem to feel like I should have done something more while I was in the hospital to help. This video hit home for me and I know this isn't the end and there is a purpose for everything. Dont take for granted any moment and cherish life and loves ones. This is a gift

    • @charissecamacho8028
      @charissecamacho8028 Рік тому +30

      😢 I'm so sorry for your loss. I pray for your healing

    • @nadiac6042
      @nadiac6042 Рік тому +18

      My condolences to you and your family. Sorry for your loss 🙏🏼SHALOM my friend, God’s blessings to you always 🙏🏼❤️❤️🙏🏼

    • @bigjm3143
      @bigjm3143 Рік тому +7

      Sorry for your loss

    • @HeyokaRift
      @HeyokaRift Рік тому +15

      Hey brother. Hope you're doing well. Just wanted to wish you a merry Christmas, and tell you that everything is going to be okay. I know how hard life can be, your experience sounds particularly painful. I just want you to know that God has a plan for every one of us. And if we turn our lives to him, his promise is that we will have bountiful blissful everlasting life after death, as well as he will fulfill our needs here in this life as well.
      Just wanted to tell you also how much meditation has changed my life personally. Since I've started meditating I realized that no matter how much I used to pray, I would never actually take the time to sit and listen for a response. And when I did, my life changed.
      I now choose to walk with God, every day, and do my absolute best to live for Him instead of my own selfish desires. And it has healed me in ways I could never have imagined.
      I think God wanted me to tell you this, perhaps you are struggling with the loss of your girlfriend and mother to your child. But please remember that as hard as it is in this life, it is equally as beautiful and joyful. Be there for your child and teach them love and patience. You'll do just fine.
      There is order, even in the chaos that is life. Stay strong and put your faith in the Lord. He is waiting for you
      ✨🙏❤️🌈🌎🧘👁️👽✨

    • @sanandreasX
      @sanandreasX 11 місяців тому +3

      Stay strong

  • @StuffbyTati
    @StuffbyTati 8 місяців тому +136

    My seven-years-old nephew just died because of medical negligence. The night before he died, while he was in the hospital bed, we had a video call and at the end of the call I said "aunt loves you". I instantly felt it a little weird because despite I've loved him very much since he was born, I don't remember ever saying those three words to him clearly and directly. I am glad I did, and I hope he knows I ever did and ever will.

    • @MY-zx6lz
      @MY-zx6lz 18 днів тому

      here we go again - another blaming the hospital - not the people that should have been caring for the child - was it the hospital that caused his demise? NOT AT ALL! TAKE ACCONTABILITY AND POINT YOUR FINGERS AT THOSE WHO SURROUNDED HIM!

    • @elizabethfaraone4762
      @elizabethfaraone4762 14 днів тому +2

      @@MY-zx6lz this comment is upsetting. Not only because of how insensitive I perceive it to be, but because of what it shows about you, who seems to be very angry (of course I could be wrong and I really don’t mean to offend you- the all caps hint in that direction). In fact, I’m praying for you, my friend. My feeling is this story touches you so deeply (it touches all of us) and you may be sick of people blaming institutions instead of looking at themselves. However, uttering words like that to someone who is likely going through the most tragic time of their life is bad karma. This advice is free, and may end up serving you well in life: when you have a thought that is negative about someone, turn it around and be compassionate. This way you will ascend in your frequency and you won’t feel so angry. As you do this, you will attract more positive energy and you will look upon life and all things as beautiful. You will find peace. Just a final additional piece of loving advice, people never respond constructively to being insulted. I’ve found that people only change for the better when they get feedback from someone who “gets” them, or who believes in them. Not someone who tries to break their spirit. Best of luck to you and God/the universe speed.

    • @jibbygonewrong2458
      @jibbygonewrong2458 5 днів тому

      ​@@MY-zx6lz hospital negligence kills 1000s every year. You have no idea why that little boy was there. Hope you can learn a lesson in reality and also stop with the illogical judgement

  • @annalorree
    @annalorree Рік тому +967

    I worked for 23 years as a firefighter/EMT, I have witnessed more people die than I can count. I *always* felt like we were not alone as they passed, I get there were witnesses and guides present with each death. That, coupled with other events in my life, have convinced me that we go on after our bodies die. I so love hearing these stories. Despite the pain of loss and separation, there is hope and love in each story.

    • @bassking5854
      @bassking5854 Рік тому +27

      Read the scriptures too, truly helps every single day

    • @27Zangle
      @27Zangle Рік тому

      When deep in study with the scriptures you come to a realization. I would like to think this has a lot to do with both of my degrees. One is degree in science for petroleum industry and the other is biblical studies. To avoid overexplaining or creating a massive wall of text, I will paste something bellow.
      "The law of conservation of energy states that energy can neither be created nor destroyed - only converted from one form of energy to another."
      While we are created, the very energy of who we are is the breath of life or 'energy' (something we all have; Gen 2:7), and when we die that energy has to go somewhere and cannot cease to exist as that is against the laws of physics, (atheist or other types of non-believers need to somehow come to terms with this fact and this fact is LARGELY ignored, something we all know about and God made clear).
      This means that when our bodies or what is a tent, vessel, prison, does ceases to exist, the breath or what we see as energy giving us life has to go somewhere. Now that somewhere is up to the choice of the individual, whether they believe in Christ or not is the deciding factor of that destination.

    • @bwheming
      @bwheming Рік тому +23

      I pray that God brings you peace and your eternity is with Jesus in heaven. God bless

    • @lisalaporte5319
      @lisalaporte5319 Рік тому +54

      Separation is an illusion. We believe we are separated by life and death, as most of us cannot see them so we believe they are gone from us. They are not. It is kind of like when a mom puts a baby down in the crib and walks into another room. The baby cries cus he or she cannot see mom and they believe we are gone. Same thing for those who pass. We believe they are gone from us because we can’t see them or physically hug them. They are just in the next room. Big hugs to all who see this and all my love to those in pain from loss. Please understand separation is an illusion. ❤❤

    • @NITA-iy1kx
      @NITA-iy1kx Рік тому +8

      👁 FLOATERS
      YES, BROTHER. WE DO LIVE AFTER THE PHYSICAL BODIES DIES ( AND GOES BACK TO THE DUST OF THE EARTH) WE ARE BLESSED WITH KNEW BODIES ( IN SPIRIT FORM) WHEN WE TAKE OUR LAST BREATH , OUR SPIRIT/ SOUL'S GOES TO OUR FATHER,
      AND THESE OLD DUSTY, SICKLY BODIES GOES BACK TO THE DUST OF THE EARTH. 😇

  • @myirisheyesaresmiling5037
    @myirisheyesaresmiling5037 10 місяців тому +292

    A few days after my dad passed away I felt his spirit come into my bedroom. It was night time and while I was resting on my side in bed, the bedside felt as if someone sat down beside me. I then felt a cheek meet my face and I knew it was my dad. After a few seconds the bedside leveled out and I felt his presence leave the room. I miss him so much. There are no words that would do my missing him justice. I love you, Dad

    • @Pamsmith59
      @Pamsmith59 9 місяців тому +7

      Wow, what a blessing for you

    • @zsuzsannaklein4905
      @zsuzsannaklein4905 9 місяців тому +16

      I had similar experience a year after my dad died. I had a simple procedure. When I woke up afterwards I felt his presence next to me. It was unbelievable but true. He was with me.😞

    • @mard9802
      @mard9802 8 місяців тому +18

      My mom passed away last year and the same/ similar thing happened to me. I was asleep on my couch and in my sleep state I saw her accompanied by other people that I didn't recognize. She sat at the end of the couch and I felt the couch cushion move to the weight of her body. As she sat there she put her hand on my calf and squeezed it. I desperately tried to wake up so I could see her better. And when I awoke there was nobody there. I miss her so much and the hurt is, at times, unbearable.

    • @Violetbunnyfish
      @Violetbunnyfish 7 місяців тому +2

      Same thing happened to my aunt when her father died.

    • @surfdogpve
      @surfdogpve 7 місяців тому +10

      Funny you say that, I lost my 21 year old son just over 14 months ago and I have had 5 instances where I felt someone sitting on the bed. I was awake on all occasions and opened my eyes to make sure nobody was there. I'm sure it was my son Cameron!! He must know how shattered I am! God I miss him!

  • @nikkichristinek
    @nikkichristinek 10 місяців тому +248

    When he said he realized his wife and other son weren’t crying and that they were gone, it just made me burst into tears. I can’t imagine. I just can’t imagine the pain of losing your wife AND child. It really makes you treasure every precious moment on earth with the people we love.

    • @SoccerinMN
      @SoccerinMN 7 місяців тому +7

      Unbelievable....We knew something was coming since he basically mentioned that earlier (when the wife went back to say goodbye) but to hear him say it was heartbreaking 😥

    • @SophisticatedBob
      @SophisticatedBob 3 місяці тому +3

      Same. That would have to be worst moment in anyone's life. God Bless this man.

  • @shirleydavis5060
    @shirleydavis5060 7 місяців тому +93

    “If you were a puddle of blood I would still love you” So powerful.

    • @blissfulbaboon
      @blissfulbaboon 7 місяців тому +4

      That's when I lost it 😢That beautiful brave little boys words shot through my heart like lightning

    • @AshwinSiva6832
      @AshwinSiva6832 4 місяці тому

      Yeah.... I'm crying.. I'm a mum of two sons... Can't imagine this

    • @No_Name_Really
      @No_Name_Really 15 днів тому

      "A puddle of blood", that's trauma speaking...😥

  • @tinatrottier582
    @tinatrottier582 Рік тому +290

    I’m 60yrs old… I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life, and now suffer from intrusive thoughts…thanks for giving me an argument against them

    • @MrDoyle07
      @MrDoyle07 Рік тому +32

      My words when “intrusive” thoughts happen is what Jesus told us to say, “Get thee behind me, Satan”, and I stand stoically as I then expect God to keep his promise and place himself back in charge of me life. It works.

    • @marcduchamp5512
      @marcduchamp5512 Рік тому +12

      We are being possessed by the ego entity. It never cease to attack the host body and constantly wanted attentions otherwise it would make a scene. Dunno if it is a gift LOL

    • @linl344
      @linl344 Рік тому +19

      Say the Our Father prayer slowly and thinking about each word. Repeat this prayer and know that God is listening and loves you.

    • @joannaedwards6325
      @joannaedwards6325 Рік тому +1

      tinatrottier
      Try to remember......
      Thoughts are real. BUT
      THEY ARE NOT TRUTH.
      Cognitive Behavioral Therapy will cure you. Seek professional help.
      When the bad thought comes out loud you say a NEW POSITIVE TRUTHFUL thought.
      It's called THOUGHT REPLACEMENT. It works only if you are DILIGENT and continue it ALL THE TIME.
      It takes effort, time and patience. BUT FINALLY IT STOPS THE INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS.
      Be expecting results and stay grateful. You are a holy, powerful, spiritual Being in a human body having an Earthly experience. ❤😊

    • @jr6874
      @jr6874 Рік тому +34

      I'm going through the same thing a lot of regret and guilt I wish I had a been a better person

  • @chelleb3055
    @chelleb3055 Рік тому +626

    It doesn't get more tragic or heartbreaking than this, yet he has been blessed with the gift of life in order to be able to share this story with the world. This one is special for sure.

    • @bobca5199
      @bobca5199 Рік тому +24

      I’ve seen many of these NDEs on UA-cam and I agree with you, this one is special. 👍

    • @CBT5777
      @CBT5777 Рік тому +13

      Life is suffering. Nothing "gift" about it. Life is a curse.

    • @TheSarahpatterson
      @TheSarahpatterson Рік тому +11

      @@CBT5777 kind of a bleak outlook on life don't you think?

    • @CBT5777
      @CBT5777 Рік тому +6

      @@TheSarahpatterson All i do is struggle to survive every day. I'm getting older and my body/mind is malfunctioning. I have nothing to look forward to but pain and suffering.

    • @yyxy.oncesaid
      @yyxy.oncesaid Рік тому

      Be more tragic if he diidnt live

  • @scottytoohotty7617
    @scottytoohotty7617 Рік тому +875

    He's not speaking any lies. There's no emotional drama, he's being clear and concise, showing no ego... he's truly forgiven himself and everyone else. That is very telling. Like he knows something we don't. I found this testimony very powerful and moving, and I'm not an emotional man.

    • @DefferJohn
      @DefferJohn Рік тому +9

      So you just KNOW he ain't have been dreaming instead? Come on, Mr. Behavior analyst. 😂

    • @ggepolo
      @ggepolo Рік тому +37

      @@DefferJohn nobody would be able to remember a dream this clearly, he’s speaking as if he lived that experience, repeating parts that are significant to him because he actually feels like he’s telling the truth

    • @scottytoohotty7617
      @scottytoohotty7617 Рік тому +49

      @@DefferJohn Actually I am somewhat of a behavioral analyst I guess, from interviewing criminals for 15 years. I even took Dem fancy classes🤪 What's your resume look like?

    • @infin8teminds
      @infin8teminds Рік тому +43

      Deffer john, if all was a dream how would you explain Dr. Jeff O’Driscoll in the 11th minutue of this young mans testimony, the E.R Doctor who witnessed and wrote a book in regards to the Spirit of his wife communicating to him the gratitude of saving her husbands life? Our life on earth is but a small portion we get to experience and the gift given unto us to make and choose between right and wrong as that in the beginning of Adam and Eve. Just being able to think and feel and breathe the breath of life is testimony of a higher power and creator, in time we will all know truth and light within. May God bless you in all walks of life and guide you to him and his glory. Amen

    • @selfesteem3447
      @selfesteem3447 Рік тому +51

      As a near-death experiencer, myself, having had the experience, it's easy for me to believe those that tell their testimony. And I can understand where if you haven't had the experience, you wouldn't believe. But I can tell you this, one day, you will have your day & you will get a chance to see for yourself. Oh that's what I can tell you. One way or another, you will have your proof. No if ands' or buts about it !

  • @danieldonahue9336
    @danieldonahue9336 Рік тому +587

    As a near death survivor, I’m in awe how you seem to be doing. I crossed over twice and was in a wreck with a semi truck. God and love are a reality for me ever since. Thank you for sharing your life story. May you be blessed all the days of your life.

    • @waningmooncancer9628
      @waningmooncancer9628 Рік тому +23

      Big hugs to you, Daniel, for receiving the HOLY STRENGTH to keep going.

    • @lordsknight4516
      @lordsknight4516 Рік тому +8

      I see so many people on the roads playing with semi trucks and semi truck drivers who are careless, I'm glad you survived, God bless you!

    • @PrisonMike-_-
      @PrisonMike-_- Рік тому +3

      He just described If I Stay

    • @katielarking
      @katielarking Рік тому +4

      Can I asked when you crossed over is it true the memory of the experience is crystal clear even more real than life in the body and unlike a dream which can be a bit fuzzy and disjointed ?

    • @waningmooncancer9628
      @waningmooncancer9628 Рік тому +5

      @Katie Larking HI, Miss Katie. Your comment popped up in my notifications. It's no bandwagon I'm jumping on, but I've experienced it too. And yes, it's crystal clear. I've had a dream that was that clear, too, that I'll never forget. Time doesn't seem to be able to diminish the memory.

  • @chrisjudd-uc7sh
    @chrisjudd-uc7sh 10 місяців тому +263

    The obvious genuineness of this man is beautiful in itself.

    • @email6743
      @email6743 8 місяців тому +1

      Notice the bank account that is attached to the video 🤨

    • @lo1234-w9r
      @lo1234-w9r 6 місяців тому +1

      @deez3063 A bit syrupy, said 'love' more times that the average guy does in a lifetime. From a Christian viewpoint: He did have a life review, kind of. Didn't see any of his past relatives, red flag. Didn't talk with Jesus, huge red flag. He met with some being, pretty sure it wasn't God. Remember the only way to God is thru his son Jesus Christ.

  • @virginiag5580
    @virginiag5580 Рік тому +481

    I was in so much need to hear this, lost my healthy 42 year old husband a month ago suddenly and I’m heartbroken and the grief it’s so painful. I hope he has experienced something similar and he’s happy and watching over us 🙏

    • @truthnottradition7
      @truthnottradition7 Рік тому +9

      May Yah bless you and all those who he touched. ❤

    • @Nedkelly-k6y
      @Nedkelly-k6y Рік тому +13

      He is, with you + watching,

    • @virginiag5580
      @virginiag5580 Рік тому +7

      @@Nedkelly-k6y thank you. It’s very hard to go on….

    • @Wizardesss
      @Wizardesss Рік тому +15

      I'm so sorry for your loss ❤ I have recently lost my close loved one and it's been so hard to move on. I am sending you all the love in the universe at this time and I just want to say I love you ❤

    • @eshamerita5970
      @eshamerita5970 Рік тому +7

      I wish your mind finds peace soon, Virginia. May we be shown by our hearts how to grief wisely 🙌♥️🙏

  • @juliaheger8127
    @juliaheger8127 Рік тому +224

    We should definitely listen to the small voices as they are our spirit guides. Back in the late 1970s my mother was in an awful nursing home. I went to visit her constantly but due to her illness, she lashed out at everyone. The last summer afternoon I went to see her she lashed out at me and I left in a huff. In the parking lot I clearly heard a voice in my head say "You ought to go back!" NO, I said to myself, I am not going back in and get insulted again and I went home. That was the last day (Saturday) I saw her alive. She died on the following Monday morning. From that day on I learned to always heed that small voice -- it is real.

    • @selfesteem3447
      @selfesteem3447 Рік тому +2

      Julia, BEWARE of Narcissists. Preying on who they deem to be vulnerable targets, in videos of a empathic nature, a spiritual nature, religious subjects while flirting flirting and having their name as their email address... here with their picture on YT.

    • @peteroconnor6394
      @peteroconnor6394 Рік тому +3

      @Self Esteem Do you mean the speaker is a narcissist?

    • @peteroconnor6394
      @peteroconnor6394 Рік тому

      @@selfesteem3447 So you believe anybody who uses their name in their email address is a "narcissist"?

    • @inspiredbystarr
      @inspiredbystarr Рік тому +9

      Wow, you and I have such a similar story... Mine is a long one but my mom was in a nursing home dying of colon cancer and all she wanted to do was come home to die but unfortunately We had got evicted from our home and had to live in a hotel with me my husband and my two daughters.... Which she missed so badly but during the COVID lockdown I wasn't allowed to go see her but every once in a while I would get a phone call from her and because she didn't have a phone in her room that was hard for her to do that. But she had told me that she had just lost her contacts after losing her glasses a few months back and us taking the last little bit of money to get her contacts and she ends up losing them. So on the phone call I was very short with her and upset..... And I said I will try and figure out something during this lockdown but with the lockdown happening I don't think you're going to be able to see anything for a little bit... (She was legally blind) And I told her I loved her but I said it so harshly... And she said I love you too, just take care of you, Will ( my hubby) and the girls...... I didn't hear from her for a month and I would leave messages with the nurses but this nursing home was horrible to my mom so I don't know if she got any of them....
      But a month later on my oldest daughter's 15th birthday April 13th 2020. She passed away.
      I have nothing but guilt and sadness about it. Especially because her and I talked about what she would do when she went to the other side to let me know she was okay.... She was to flick her lights.... And I've had a couple flickering lights throughout the couple of years since her passing but I live in an old house and never had a flickering light that responded to my questions.... I always have the voice in the back of my head telling me that it's just a coincidence... However the day that my mom passed away it snowed in bowling Green Kentucky where we lived, it was just a light flurry but the crazy part said it was 47° out..... I have this on video. During the moment I was smoking my cigarette and noticing this while I cried, church bells ring in the distance and then I looked to my left and noticed a cardinal sitting on a tree. Later found out that Cardinals represent our loved ones but again is it a coincidence?
      I guess I won't know until it's my time but I hope with all my heart that you find peace. You and I both know that our moms loved us and knew that we loved them and that we were just stubborn kids. I've got two daughters myself and even if I left after my daughter were to tell me that she hated my guts... I would know that it wasn't true in the end. With all love peace and light... May we all find love and light in the end.❤

    • @botezsimp5808
      @botezsimp5808 Рік тому +2

      What if they whisper murder?

  • @cmnhl1329
    @cmnhl1329 Місяць тому +4

    There is no judgement, just love. Wonderful.

  • @BeeRavie
    @BeeRavie Рік тому +320

    I am going through a lot… and your words from God “ there’s nothing to forgive, everything is in perfect divine order” hit me like a ton of bricks. This testimony has blessed me.

    • @annemurphy8074
      @annemurphy8074 Рік тому +26

      It's true. I had 2 NDE's and there is no judgement, no rewards, no punishments. It was pure unconditional love, welcome, acceptance and compassion and HOME like I had never known in my earth life. I was shown I agreed to this lifetime and I agreed to face incredible human evil, which I did. I was shown that we are all made of the same Love and nobody is ever left behind. The challenge in life on earth is to awaken to who we all are, even the ones who seemingly do the worst "evil" and we are to be a conduit while we are embodied and bring that unconditional Love that we are and that is our Source, here.

    • @websurfer5772
      @websurfer5772 Рік тому +6

      @@annemurphy8074 Thanks for sharing the wisdom you've gained from your NDEs. May I ask if you think people can be forgiven if they've done bad things like cause an accident while drunk driving?

    • @futureisyours3016
      @futureisyours3016 Рік тому +1

      I wonder how Jeffrey Dahmer would feel. Relieved!!!!

    • @GinaU832
      @GinaU832 Рік тому

      @@websurfer5772If you are sorry for your sin, God will forgive you.🙏✝️

    • @shanewoody4232
      @shanewoody4232 Рік тому +2

      ​@@futureisyours3016 most of humanity should be relieved only a select few people are truly incorruptible

  • @alleycat3977
    @alleycat3977 Рік тому +272

    I met this man once. Beautiful soul. What an angel.

  • @SteadfastHero
    @SteadfastHero Рік тому +435

    This is without a doubt the most powerful NDE I’ve ever listened to. I’m married and a father of a 1-year-old and 3-year-old. I can not imagine the pain and guilt you must have felt. Your story is so inspiring to be a better person.. and I’m glad you saw your wife and son on the other side. God bless

    • @mmabagain
      @mmabagain Рік тому +1

      To me this is the most distressing NDE account I’ve ever heard. After being so thankful for his wonderful family, that same wonderful family is ripped away from him. Sometimes God can seem so very mean.

    • @Egghed545
      @Egghed545 Рік тому

      😢

    • @Egghed545
      @Egghed545 Рік тому

      Aaaaaaaa

    • @tyedup8884
      @tyedup8884 8 місяців тому

      @@GamingTranceSeeryour speaking on Michael newtons book?

    • @GamingTranceSeer
      @GamingTranceSeer 8 місяців тому +1

      @@tyedup8884 there's an audio book yes

  • @Authentichealer999
    @Authentichealer999 3 місяці тому +3

    “Dad id still love you if you were a puddle of blood” had me crying I still have so much to learn about love

  • @lovenspired
    @lovenspired Рік тому +256

    "if you were nothing but a puddle of blood I would still love you" -wow, that gave me chills. the love his son has surely didn't fall far from the tree. beautiful story.

  • @C.Stephenson
    @C.Stephenson 9 місяців тому +372

    I lost my 8 year old son to brain cancer a little over 9 years ago. I miss him so much and these stories give me hope that I won’t have to miss him forever. I pray he knows who I am when I get there. ❤️

    • @angiep10
      @angiep10 9 місяців тому +11

      Thinking of you.

    • @LargestUndergroundbunker
      @LargestUndergroundbunker 8 місяців тому +13

      Of course he will 😊❤!
      If you believe in afterlife٫ you must believe that...he is waiting for your warm embrace 💖 of your motherly love٫ and he is all around you xoxo.
      Sending BLESSINGS of trust٫ comfort٫ love٫ and light 🌟✨ For I Will It So٫ Mote It Be٫ AmenRa 🌟✨

    • @kristinayates1
      @kristinayates1 8 місяців тому +6

      Sending love to you 🩷 be strong, he is watching over you …. know that 🌸

    • @tracyd1236
      @tracyd1236 7 місяців тому +5

      He is with you, always.

    • @carenshelton4912
      @carenshelton4912 7 місяців тому +9

      No doubt your son is with you everyday watching over you. I lost my daughter to suicide 2 -1/2 yrs ago & I know I will see her again one day. Thank you for sharing your story & I am so so sorry for your loss. Many prayers 🙏🙏 sent your way. ❤️

  • @ReallyMartha
    @ReallyMartha Рік тому +222

    "We only grieve because we love"... so simple and so beautiful. Thank you.

    • @ThatsTheSpiritGodCast
      @ThatsTheSpiritGodCast Рік тому +4

      I think the late Queen also said that after her husbands death

    • @ericandsarahsmom1000
      @ericandsarahsmom1000 Рік тому +6

      ​@@ThatsTheSpiritGodCast "Grief is the price we pay for love."

    • @cosmicman621
      @cosmicman621 Рік тому

      🌹

    • @gemmadargan5722
      @gemmadargan5722 Рік тому

      🌹🌹😇😇❤❤

    • @sophieelena7880
      @sophieelena7880 7 місяців тому +2

      I feel we love regardless of any need or choice to grieve. Love transcends all; love is all, love is enough, we are love, and love is infinite and eternal, never dies, always remains connected. Xx

  • @EM-cz4rd
    @EM-cz4rd 7 місяців тому +41

    I was sitting in my living room one Saturday evening watching TV. Out of the blue I thought “I should go visit Dad in the hospital before visiting hours are up”. My 16 y/o daughter joined me. We got there with only 15 minutes before visiting hours were up. Hung out with Dad for a bit then went home. He passed away of a heart attack 5am the next morning. So yes, LISTEN TO THAT INNER VOICE. I did and was blessed with one last chat with Dad.

  • @boomeracres4813
    @boomeracres4813 Рік тому +51

    Thank you from the bottom of my broken heart.
    My husband died unexpectedly three months ago. We were together nearly 40 years. I have felt guilty for not physically being with him when he died. I keep thinking if only … if only … I might have prevented it.
    I was in another state taking care of my mom. He and I had agreed I would stay there until he could get our home ready for her needs. I told him I would be home for the holidays no matter what. I missed him too deeply to stay away any longer.
    Then he died.
    When you spoke of there being no mistakes I began to cry. That there is no judgement, only love has the tears rolling for me. It wasn’t a mistake. It was planned between us. I have believed that for a while. It doesn’t make things easier.
    That is your gift to me. The knowledge that I’m not judged, only loved, and there are no mistakes.
    Thank you

  • @macbeavers6938
    @macbeavers6938 Рік тому +81

    Beautifully articulated. The last time I saw my 19 year old son alive he kissed me on the cheek which was highly unusual. Now I understand why.

    • @sashbrewer-reagh5831
      @sashbrewer-reagh5831 11 місяців тому +5

      I’m so sorry for your pain and loss. Losing a child is the deepest pain our hearts can carry in this life.
      What a beautiful and bittersweet gift from your son and from God in that final kiss.
      Your boy finished his race ( this life) and now he’s sitting in the bleachers, cheering you on until you finish yours. Then, on that day, You’ll be together eternally.
      Hugs to you! ❤️

    • @macbeavers6938
      @macbeavers6938 11 місяців тому

      @@sashbrewer-reagh5831 Thanks for the kind note Sash. It has been 9 years since my son left us in that particular physical passage. Soon after his death my son came to his mom and said "mom, i get to come back it. It was not my time to go!" Sending to you Sash best wishes in the Love and in the Light of the One Infinite Creator. Adonai

  • @HighVibe001
    @HighVibe001 Рік тому +199

    These testimonials validate my spirituality so much. I did not search for NDE on this platform. One video showed up for recommendations about a month ago. I've been hooked ever since. They make me smile when watch but more importantly I treat people better. I smile more in public. I've struck up small conversations with strangers on an elevator or in the store. The stories help me see the connection with people. I'm feeling a transformation occurring and I thank God for it. When this gentleman there is no judgement and our will is God's will, I cried. No more shame I am only focusing on the lesson!!!

    • @websurfer5772
      @websurfer5772 Рік тому +11

      Keep vibin' high!

    • @memorymathangi7083
      @memorymathangi7083 Рік тому +7

      True that helped me feel less guilt when i choose what i feel i need. And knowing that there is no judgement in that.

    • @lindatulley8407
      @lindatulley8407 Рік тому +3

      Absolutely 🤓🙏💕

    • @sydney13ism
      @sydney13ism Рік тому +8

      I watch a ton of these too, and I vow to change things in my life and become so much more spiritual. But after a day or two I go back to my old ways. I wish I could have a NDE to help me figure it all out.

    • @websurfer5772
      @websurfer5772 Рік тому +4

      @@sydney13ism Just keep leaning into how you want to be and remember that you're human and we may know better intellectually but we might only be able to change for the better little by little emotionally.
      I know how you feel though.

  • @AleseMarie919
    @AleseMarie919 8 місяців тому +37

    I am commenting to get the algorithm to push this out to more people because the whole world needs to see this! So POWERFUL!

  • @pinnymusic
    @pinnymusic 11 місяців тому +157

    I’m a skeptical guy, but this video made me cry probably 5 times throughout. I want to believe this, this feels Devine and true!! What an authentic story teller.

    • @sashbrewer-reagh5831
      @sashbrewer-reagh5831 11 місяців тому +10

      This is truth. The same God that revealed His presence and love for this man is the same God that loves you and desires to reveal that to you,
      You cried and felt the emotions because that was God drawing you to Himself.
      Seek Him and you WILL find Him. Call on Him and He WILL answer you! Jeremiah 29:12

    • @bradvincent2586
      @bradvincent2586 10 місяців тому

      Look up Dan Mohler 🙏

    • @rodgarcia6563
      @rodgarcia6563 9 місяців тому +3

      You know if it isn't true then this guy us the best actor on the face of the planet... I think it is true and at the same time I hope that it is. If that makes any sence

    • @MIris44474
      @MIris44474 8 місяців тому +2

      Im usually a skeptic too, but I do believe this man.
      There are so many NDEs, even in the comments, we wouldn't have known there was so many only for the internet,
      so many of them say they felt so much unconditional love, and that they do float out of their bodys.
      Quite amazing

    • @Wes-Tyler
      @Wes-Tyler 8 місяців тому +3

      @@sashbrewer-reagh5831why would you cite Christianity. The God spoken about in this video is nothing like the abhorrent sadist the Bible describes

  • @VKDM8687
    @VKDM8687 5 днів тому +1

    I dont know who you are or even if you will ever read this but sir...or dare I say brother.... your words were more powerful and meaningful to me then any book, any motivational speech, or any sermon or lesson taught at church. Talk about gratitude. I am so very very grateful for you taking the time to share. I personally needed your words more than you can possibly imagine. Thank you!!!!

  • @MattMonDayZ
    @MattMonDayZ Рік тому +208

    Thank you for sharing, lost half of my family in 3 years, husband first, recently my 22 year old son 7 weeks ago. I watch these stories of nde to comfort myself in knowing they are happy, healthy free and not suffering on the other side ❤ thank you!

    • @kbc1883
      @kbc1883 Рік тому +9

      Maria, sending you support. May you continue to be soothed and be surrounded by love of those on earth and those who have passed to the other side.

    • @eshamerita5970
      @eshamerita5970 Рік тому +12

      Beautiful Maria, I'm so sorry for your grief. May your sadness be embraced, processed and released in Love, and when you're done with that, may you dare to keep your pierced heart open so you can share its miraculous healing light, full of your husband's and your son's, to everyone you encounter. May your soul get clarity and radical liberation from this experience. May your path ahead be always be blessed and protected.

    • @nspinelli3302
      @nspinelli3302 Рік тому +9

      God bless you. ❤

    • @dawnesampson981
      @dawnesampson981 Рік тому +1

      I can not understand why your wife stayed there , why did she not have the choice to come back to this dimension too? Or why not you stay there and she return? Please explain

    • @sarahstrong7174
      @sarahstrong7174 Рік тому +4

      @@dawnesampson981 It was not her time.

  • @barron4755
    @barron4755 Рік тому +60

    I lost my Beautiful young Wife 3 years ago. She was not a Religious Person. I listen to these stories and I pray that even despite her Beliefs, she's in a Beautiful place where she is Safe, Loved and Happy. I miss you so very much my Angel.

    • @jog8483
      @jog8483 10 місяців тому +8

      She IS in that beautiful place. Don't lose the message in this video that there is no judgement. Don't let anyone tell you your wife isn't in heaven for not being religious. That's not true. We will all have the same beautiful experience waiting for us when we complete our mission here. And you most assuredly will reunite with her when your mission is complete. I hope you can find peace and happiness in your remaining time.

    • @oliverk3913
      @oliverk3913 10 місяців тому +1

      She is. ❤️

    • @MelaniaX-l2g
      @MelaniaX-l2g 10 місяців тому +1

      There are so many NDE experiences that prove this. I am certain that she is in a wonderful place and happy, and waiting for you. But she would want you to not be sad and would want you to live your life to the fullest. Whether she was an atheist or not, this is where she is, and she is surrounded by love and happiness

    • @bradvincent2586
      @bradvincent2586 10 місяців тому

      @@MelaniaX-l2gthat was beautiful. Thank you

    • @sdot4lyfe
      @sdot4lyfe 9 місяців тому +3

      Like us all, she was and IS unconditional love of the Universal Conscience,… she is most certainly in the beautiful place friend. Love and light 🙏🏽

  • @brendacarabba2752
    @brendacarabba2752 7 місяців тому +60

    I was in a car accident as a child a head on collision. An angel was in the car with me. She woke me up by stroking my head. When i woke up she told me that I was in a car accident and I was going to be ok.

  • @huseynovasevil2457
    @huseynovasevil2457 Рік тому +238

    I recently lost my 28 years old son in the accident. I am totally devastated and grieving for him. You are so authentic and you brought me such a powerful message! Thanks a lot for sharing your experience

    • @christinecanty5409
      @christinecanty5409 Рік тому +4

      I’m so sorry. May God give you everything you need to cope through this situation. ❤️

    • @SamW-lj3qu
      @SamW-lj3qu Рік тому +1

      ❤🕯

    • @deec411
      @deec411 Рік тому +3

      So sorry for your loss but I truly believe he is at peace and watching over you. Peace and God Bless 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

    • @Roc-Righteous
      @Roc-Righteous Рік тому +1

      God bless you and your family.

    • @Militarycollector
      @Militarycollector Рік тому +2

      Your son is in Paradise waiting for you..

  • @barbaramorrison9373
    @barbaramorrison9373 Рік тому +261

    Wow, I am a psychotherapist and worked at hospice for about 15 years, I’ve seen so many people die before my eyes, and have lost many family members to various types of death. Thank you for your amazing story, as I am a grief therapist in my profession, and this really helps me know that I am helping others.❤❤❤

    • @sandyschneider6792
      @sandyschneider6792 Рік тому +3

      ❤️

    • @michaelbiddl8638
      @michaelbiddl8638 Рік тому +2

      Keep being you Barbara

    • @billymacktexasdetective5827
      @billymacktexasdetective5827 Рік тому

      There is more than 1 type of death? Interesting...

    • @tomsplayground7712
      @tomsplayground7712 Рік тому +1

      go on with your work , it's so import and you are. 😊

    • @TKJ123
      @TKJ123 Рік тому +3

      I struggle w anxiety about dying daily. Also cancer, I was my moms caretaker she had oral cancer. I feel I have some sort of ptsd. These stories help.

  • @FallenUSA
    @FallenUSA Рік тому +279

    Beautiful! As a struggling veteran whose lost his kids and wife do to being selfish and self centered, angry and never really trusting anyone. I appreciate things more now and stop trying to battle the unknown with self pity or understanding. Didn't hit me until I was ok with my ex and kids being where they were. Only thing that truly matters is their own happiness and that's what truly makes me happy. Thanks so much for this video. Bless all of you struggling with guilt, anger or depression. Take a huge breathe and let it all out. From one who has been through hell and back. Keep the faith and speak to our creator. Then listen!

    • @laimasher8915
      @laimasher8915 Рік тому +2

      ❤❤❤

    • @deedavis9511
      @deedavis9511 Рік тому +5

      This was a profound story on many levels. Thank you, so much!

    • @KS-yj4pt
      @KS-yj4pt Рік тому +2

      Your own happiness matters the most first. If you are not happy with yourself then you can’t be truly happy for others. You are living a lie and self defeating yourself if you are happy for others and not yourself. It’s important to be happy on your own and be the best version of yourself.

    • @mmarino42568
      @mmarino42568 Рік тому +6

      Keep the faith brother, I am in the same exact position or just hopeful I am on the tail end of it. Reach out if you need too. Hooah! No one left behind.

    • @courtneycoley8487
      @courtneycoley8487 Рік тому

      Thank u. ❤

  • @avidsledder
    @avidsledder 12 днів тому +2

    Wow, that was incredible. Fighting back tears the whole way.
    But if I may help others here, please know that just 2 days ago a dear friend of mine shared with me that he was visited by an angel the day before a very horrible event happened to where he lost his son and the angel said to him, tell your son you love him and he was looking at this 20 foot angel And he asked himself what? and then the angel said with authority. Tell your son you love him and he said you don’t question that authoritative voice and he hugged his son. And only after afterwards did he realize why he was visited. This video just helped me and I hope to share it with him to help him.

  • @denzoil
    @denzoil Рік тому +167

    Handing back your baby boy was a divine act of will. I lost my four-and-a-half-year-old son in a stupid drowning accident in 1976 when I was 26 years old. Months after he had passed I had a dream that he was all right and that he loved me. Perhaps this was a moment of release for him and me. Now I'm 73 and still haunted with grief and guilt. How do I move forward?

    • @teresasellers2722
      @teresasellers2722 Рік тому +47

      All during our lives we experience pain, loss and suffering. We are changing every single second since the moment the egg and sperm connect. Yet, change is our hardest experience…when we are changing from moment to moment.
      How do we overcome or make sense of a loss…something so deeply UN changeable as the los/passing/death of a child, sibling, parent or loved one?
      When we truly realize that everything is connected and every person has a reason and a season and that God’s divine plan is always flowing to us, through us and for us.
      Forgive yourself, knowing that there is a reason for everything and everyone.
      That the body is simply a sock for the soul.
      That we are NOT are bodies.
      Our soul/spirit temporarily dwells in this meat suit of flesh and bone.
      We return back to that which we come from…some call if the after life…perhaps it is the first life and we come through to the next life to have life again after this life.
      I have had a NDE, dreamed about it 2 years before it happened. These things this man has told are truths.
      We will all meet again…one day even you and I will know each other because of this very chat.
      I pray that you find peace and comfort in the knowing that your perfect love is still alive and you will reunite as if nothing sad ever happened.
      The perfect peace, the overwhelming connecting joy, and love that unites us all…there are simply no human words to adequately explain this surreal real experience.
      Until we meet again.

    • @denzoil
      @denzoil Рік тому

      @@teresasellers2722, such a beautiful heartfelt response you have given me. Thanks kindly! "That we are NOT our bodies. Our soul/spirit temporarily dwells in this meat suit of flesh and bone. We return back to that which we come from..." I love so many things you've said but that quote of yours I've been saying to myself for many years. And, for many years I've passionately researched NDE's starting from age 16 when I read The Tibetan Book of The Dead in 1966. Since then I've read dozens upon dozens of books on this subject of subjects and have watched hundreds of NDE interviews here on UA-cam. Still, I'm haunted by my past but I'm quite functional and have found a certain amount of peace through daily meditations. Thank you so very much Teresa!

    • @soundknight
      @soundknight Рік тому +11

      With love

    • @CarolCarter-g5n
      @CarolCarter-g5n Рік тому +36

      Give your grief and guilt to Christ. Not meaning to be preachy, but just picture in your mind handing the pile of darkness representing that grief and guilt to Him, and picture Him taking it, just like this guy handed his son over. I don't know if you're religious, but just try it, and pray out loud (if you can) to God to take this burden from you. Tell Him you can't carry it any longer, and will He please take it, and I think He will.

    • @denzoil
      @denzoil Рік тому

      Thanks kindly! @@CarolCarter-g5n

  • @joeyd7728
    @joeyd7728 Рік тому +232

    I physically felt pain when he was describing sitting in the car and realizing what had happened. I pray that Jesus gives our brother and his son peace in their hearts🙏🏼❤️

    • @joeyd7728
      @joeyd7728 Рік тому +13

      Bawling my eyes out at the end of the video. Ughhh🥲

    • @jmd2911
      @jmd2911 Рік тому +8

      Much love to you bro.
      I’m going through a very rough time right now, have so my entire life, felt like giving up a million times.
      Recently I’ve been looking into things like this trying to find meaning and purpose in my life.
      It’s truely an inspiring tale of hope and love.
      What I find interesting is that my name is Joey D also and my DOB in 1/29 (the exact amount of likes on this post to date).
      This comment makes me feel like I’m in the right place at the right time and that there truely are no mistakes.

    • @OtaBengaBokongo
      @OtaBengaBokongo Рік тому

      well "Jesus" is a literally fiction who nevertheless suffered in excruciating death in thar phony story.
      Even if the story were truth? For what really? Our "sins?" Ridiculous

    • @bridaw8557
      @bridaw8557 Рік тому

      Me too. Emotional and physical. That he couldn’t save the other family members. 😢

  • @sandiesmith9383
    @sandiesmith9383 Рік тому +216

    That was sad but beautiful. I am living in grief. I don’t know how to let go of my son who was my best friend, my hero. We were so close. It’s been 7 years this August since he died. I’ve lived with guilt for not having been the one driving. It was a stormy night and he was on his way to work where he was a counselor at a boys school. He made it almost there when a tree fell across his truck pinning him inside. He was alive when they found him, but the stress of being claustrophobic, in the end caused his heart to stop. The EMS tried to save him but he was gone. I’ve been alive but not living since that night. I so long to see him and hug him again. I’m 77 and ready to go Home. I treasure nature and my animals every day and my Husband tries to make me happy. But, Im just so tired of the grief. Thank you for sharing your story. It has meant so much to me. ❤🙏🏻

    • @mrwhisk863
      @mrwhisk863 Рік тому +15

      Bless you…thinking about you.

    • @staceystrukel1917
      @staceystrukel1917 Рік тому +13

      I hope you get a visit from him

    • @courtneycoley8487
      @courtneycoley8487 Рік тому +20

      I pray your reunion with your son is amazing. He's been with you this whole time

    • @ting-ting7001
      @ting-ting7001 Рік тому +24

      You don't have to let go of your son. He's still your son. That'll never change. When I hear your story, it feels like what my friend's parents would have said. If only they had driven him. My friend passed away when he was only 12, eighteen years ago. His parents couldn't drive him home. He was on his way home from a paintball tournament. He always carpooled with his team. But that night, they got into an accident and he didn't make it. The car flipped.
      I dreamt of him. We were somewhere really bright. And he was telling me he'd left before his body felt any pain. That he was alright. That he is okay.
      I woke up in tears. I was relieved he was okay. I dreamt about him on the 28th. He died when he was 12. And the date was 12/28. He wanted me to know that it was him: that when he was 12, he died on the 28th.

    • @francie2915
      @francie2915 Рік тому +11

      @@ting-ting7001 I hope someday all our hearts will find peace. Because this world is so beautiful but so hard. Your story is difficult to imagine and I pray to Jesus to comfort you. God bless you. ☦️🛐💐🌻🙏

  • @elizabethsheffield6609
    @elizabethsheffield6609 8 місяців тому +19

    ........"we only grieve because we love"......what a profound statement you said sir........thanks so much for sharing your NDE with us all xxxx

  • @Boomer715
    @Boomer715 Рік тому +178

    I lost a daughter of 19 years old back in 2005. It’s very brave of you share such a horrific story. Thank you.

    • @andrewespitallier8859
      @andrewespitallier8859 Рік тому

      What happened?

    • @angelaallen1554
      @angelaallen1554 Рік тому +4

      It's brave of him to say he might have dosed off, that is so hard to do and allows us to offer compassion and love cuz we all know something we have caused and feel so much guilt over and know we can be blamed for but just admitting heals all things nearly instantly. Especially ourselves.

    • @Nautilus1972
      @Nautilus1972 Рік тому

      “The seed in your heart shall blossom….”

  • @margaretryan8694
    @margaretryan8694 Рік тому +25

    I lost my son❤️I needed to hear you, brought my faith back, I lose it sometimes❤️ thank you

  • @SuperSneakySteve
    @SuperSneakySteve Місяць тому +2

    As a father of two boys this story really hit me hard. I think this is the best NDE I've ever heard.

  • @drucillamorello736
    @drucillamorello736 Рік тому +20

    We don’t die. ❤. I feel the energy of my parents and my son and my ex. Amazing world. Thank God

  • @eleanorhammond
    @eleanorhammond 10 місяців тому +23

    This man is such an amazing storyteller. I was hooked the whole time. How inspirational.

  • @kamilas7737
    @kamilas7737 Рік тому +175

    Something about this man is so genuine and authentic. You just want to keep listening to him. His experience resonated with my heart. A beautiful message 💖 Thank you 🙏🏻

  • @kylaabegglen1275
    @kylaabegglen1275 Рік тому +380

    Oh my gosh, I am sorry for your losses. I cried a lot during this video because I really felt your devastation. You are a strong man and your son is so lucky and blessed to have you as his father, as you are lucky and blessed to have him as your son. Your wife has got to be such an incredibly strong spirit to be able to come through to your Drs and nurses and give them that message right after she passed. Thank you so much for being the amazing person that you are to be able to tell and share your story. It helps me so much to hear these NDE experiences, yours struck me to my core. I harsly ever comment, but i had to on your story. Thank you Sir.🙏🙌😇🤗❤

  • @_harbinjer
    @_harbinjer Рік тому +213

    Unbelievable, I knew this guy was around, I had heard him share his story before but it was always moments and snippets, but nothing like this video, I will always be profoundly grateful and thankful you did this video

    • @mindibear
      @mindibear Рік тому +10

      He did a longer version that is excellent on Anthony Chene Productions channel.

    • @_harbinjer
      @_harbinjer Рік тому +4

      @@mindibear okay, thank you, I'll probably look at it

    • @denisegeraci1004
      @denisegeraci1004 Рік тому +8

      Thank you for bearing your soul. I want to personally thank you for opening my eyes alot bigger and brighter.

    • @foxysil52
      @foxysil52 Рік тому +11

      It's very difficult to share stories like this. Sometimes People don't believe you, they think it's an illusion and figment of your imagination, OR simply reaction to medication for pain. I bare to differ, I've been very close to crossing over and it doesn't matter what anyone's opinion is, all I know that there IS, life after death. I DO know, it can be traumatic for us for the rest of your life, your left with more questions than answers and you say, "why me?"..to that I say: "you were chosen"..chosen to relay to those on earth that we should Worship a higher authority if we want to live forever into eternity in a place forever home. I never asked for this gift nor expected it. But as a child growing up I always felt different than my siblings. I have intuitions..I've had many close calls..no I'm not special..but I'm blessed.

    • @_harbinjer
      @_harbinjer Рік тому +1

      @@foxysil52 :) happy you are here

  • @christyhall1419
    @christyhall1419 Рік тому +68

    “Life is not a test, it’s a gift.” I’m going to put that up somewhere I can read every day. What a powerful testimony of resilience and love. You’re right about grief being love too. Our hearts can hold so much pain, joy, light and darkness. We choose how to alchemize these emotions inside our hearts every day and this gentleman is an expert alchemist.

  • @Realmiller24
    @Realmiller24 4 місяці тому +5

    He is so strong, this situation would’ve destroyed me.

  • @kathymoorehead7827
    @kathymoorehead7827 Рік тому +59

    The handing your son over to God was really the most poignant moment. What a testimony. I think you will help to heal many many hearts. 🙏

  • @raykibria5538
    @raykibria5538 Рік тому +92

    I’ve listened to hundreds of nde’s and this has to be the hardest one I’ve had to listen to . I couldn’t imagine all he has had to go through. I really feel for him . He found a way to forgive himself and be able to be the parent his child needed at the time

    • @gunnarsingh2519
      @gunnarsingh2519 Рік тому

      Agreed

    • @animaladdict2173
      @animaladdict2173 10 місяців тому

      Part of me wanted to turn it off bc I knew it would b difficult to get thru but I also knew I was listening 4 a reason. The "whispers" I heard said "u must listen".

  • @33doublev
    @33doublev Рік тому +300

    I have struggled with existential depression, my entire life, and I’m terrified of death, but just as terrified of getting old, aging, and being alone. I cried the whole way through this, because I want so desperately to believe everything you’ve said, and I do. slowly, but surely I hope that watching about others who had near death experiences will make me whole.

    • @bassking5854
      @bassking5854 Рік тому +19

      Try reading the scriptures, I hope it brings you peace and hope

    • @elizabethlavicka271
      @elizabethlavicka271 Рік тому +21

      You are already whole. Aging is OK. You get used to it. Some people don't get to.

    • @ysteven8893
      @ysteven8893 Рік тому +4

      Shouldn't fear living but fear of the day you are facing death and dying that you have done enough in your life and wish you have more time and not listening to the non-sense inner voice.
      From cancer survivor.

    • @seeleygirl6178
      @seeleygirl6178 Рік тому +22

      I have had those same fears all my life. I have had to seek God for solace because NO one on this earth can help that fear or pain of loss but Him. We are never alone and always have someone to turn to when things get hard or scary if you have a relationship with Jesus it never has to get so bad. You are not alone and he loves you and will never leave you. Seek Him. Read His Word.

    • @seeleygirl6178
      @seeleygirl6178 Рік тому +9

      @@ysteven8893No one does enough, that’s why we need Jesus. For peace, forgiveness and salvation.

  • @teresafraser3049
    @teresafraser3049 19 днів тому +1

    This is by far the most honest incredible egoless NDE that I've ever watched and I've watched hundreds ❤

  • @deborahcurtis1385
    @deborahcurtis1385 Рік тому +79

    That's exactly what a friend of mine said as he lay dying: he said, "in the end all there is is love".
    So true. At times I have felt a bit desperate, but I realise that life is a gift and I cannot refuse that gift.
    So here for the duration, to improve as a person whatever life throws at me.

  • @z6886
    @z6886 Рік тому +58

    When I am feeling so alone and so down. I come here to this channel and I'm reminded that I am not so alone.
    Thank you for the uplifting messages.

  • @kamilegs7
    @kamilegs7 Рік тому +162

    After losing my 2 month old to pediatric cancer last year this story helped me so much- the part where you talk about giving your boy griffin back to god and the guilt you felt struck such a cord with me. ❤thank you for sharing

    • @mdillard881
      @mdillard881 Рік тому +14

      I am so sorry for your loss. Sending you hugs.

    • @prettyladykatie
      @prettyladykatie Рік тому +6

      Sending you love, compassion, and peace. Grieving is not a linear experience, so I on those days that you hurt the most. May God wrap you in His arms of love and peace.

    • @Angelcatsun
      @Angelcatsun Рік тому +4

      Bless you

    • @ejwilliams2002
      @ejwilliams2002 Рік тому +5

      I'm so sorry for your loss...2 months, that's so sad. I lost my daughter to pediatric cancer when she was 4 yrs old, that was 4.5 years ago. That part of his story (giving his infant son back to God) was what I needed to hear, too. Prayers for the days, months and years ahead of you. *hugs* 😢

    • @denniseaton3215
      @denniseaton3215 10 місяців тому +1

      I’m praying to the Holy Spirit for you give you the peace and guilt free life that God wants for you, I lost my son, wife and brother.

  • @chita9513
    @chita9513 6 місяців тому +20

    “ you don’t have to have a horrible accident and lose half your family to realize, wow, let’s make the best of today, because maybe we don’t get tomorrow. Life is a gift, it’s not a test. And there is oneness, we are connected, we do have oneness if we choose to embrace and see each other that way rather judging and dividing “ 🥺

  • @DeAnnaYah
    @DeAnnaYah Рік тому +34

    I have listened to MANY near death experiences. I usually do not comment on them.
    They usually end up being someone that has written a book and teaching how to meditate and get “spirit guides” etc.
    But your story sir.... it rang true and honest. It brought me to tears and I think you are so brave!
    You and your son are in my prayers.
    God bless you!

  • @redmastergamer64
    @redmastergamer64 Рік тому +68

    I've lost my mother a couple of weeks ago and I miss her so much but hearing all types of NDEs makes me hope that I will see her and my family again, love you if you read this message and thank you

    • @jimskeuh
      @jimskeuh Рік тому

      Have You received Any signs from your mother Who recently past away?

  • @thebreadman
    @thebreadman Рік тому +40

    "There are no mistakes. Everything is in perfect divine order." What a powerful statement. A beautiful but sad tale. Thank you for sharing.

  • @vegaoksana
    @vegaoksana 9 місяців тому +4

    This man has such beautiful energy. I can't describe it

  • @melindamorrison1
    @melindamorrison1 Рік тому +37

    I lost my sister in a car accident. She left behind 5 children. I also lost my dad and husband to cancer.
    I first heard Jeff's story prior to losing my husband.
    I cry every time I hear it and I've heard it quite a few times now. Thanks again Jeff

  • @anthonyrozada1980
    @anthonyrozada1980 Рік тому +12

    I died three times last yea, he will not take me. It was a total sense of tranquilly. I know I was sent back to help save people. Thank you for sharing.

  • @fgauer1
    @fgauer1 Рік тому +40

    When Jeffrey mention what his parent's divorce did to him, I had to stop the video. My exact same experience but I've never been able to put it into words. He said it so perfectly. Thank you!

  • @daleharding7843
    @daleharding7843 7 місяців тому +8

    I loved how you mentioned you gave your son to God. And the 2 doctors saw your wife thanking them for saving you. I just recently had my Sister speak to me. She died in 2007.

  • @persephoneszeliga
    @persephoneszeliga Рік тому +49

    Oh man, I remained dry eyed until the homecoming with his young son.
    Whew… that’s tear jerking.
    God bless him and his son.
    God bless all of us.

  • @asmith6076
    @asmith6076 Рік тому +139

    I was so touched by what his son did, knocking on all the doors. I couldn't help to tear up.

  • @vascoespañol
    @vascoespañol Рік тому +48

    I will pray for this man tonight, this is really emotional, God Bless you and your family

  • @MusicMom2011
    @MusicMom2011 7 місяців тому +10

    I am truly sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story. My husband died last summer of a sudden heart attack. He was tall and sturdy and in the prime of his life. There was no time to say goodbye, thank you or I love you. I feel like there must have been something I could do to save him. I miss him tremendously and look forward to seeing him one day again.

  • @KH-mq4rg
    @KH-mq4rg Рік тому +101

    Wow, this one, was intense. I’m so happy they showed him the other side, would have been too hard to move on, without that help, hard not to feel toxic shame. So happy he shared his experience.

  • @soniavelez5569
    @soniavelez5569 Рік тому +61

    This is one of the best NDE I’ve ever heard . I couldn’t stop crying . You opened my eyes to things that I needed to let go and move on . I’m so sorry you had to go through so much pain and grief , but to have an encounter with the Lord was the best thing that ever happened to you . Blessings and prayers to you and your family ❤️🙏

  • @SpaceMel00
    @SpaceMel00 Рік тому +96

    I carry a lot of guilt and I am struggling to find a job right now, have for 9 months. This NDE told by Jeffrey Olsen is the most powerful one I've encountered on UA-cam lately. I am literally weeping listening to him sharing vulnerably and transparently. Wow. Thank you. This is healing.

    • @joycegriffin915
      @joycegriffin915 Рік тому

      Simply Beautiful!!

    • @Nk-bc1qb
      @Nk-bc1qb Рік тому +3

      Jesus is real and waiting to take it all. He forgives and then saves to the uttermost!

    • @Kassiusday
      @Kassiusday Рік тому +2

      So I wish you to find a good job , we all have to live our own human experience … and learn from this experience life is beautiful in the end of the day

    • @carlasouthwell7422
      @carlasouthwell7422 Рік тому +3

      I manifest you love and support from my soul

    • @baby_boi123
      @baby_boi123 Рік тому +2

      I haven't been able to bounce back since covid lockdowns and losing my job. Hoping every day to just not wake up, but here I am. Unfortunately it seems I'll have to take this into my own hands.

  • @StayCalmWellness
    @StayCalmWellness Місяць тому +1

    This NDE is my favorite of the hundreds I’ve listened to. I’ve heard it many times and it always moves me so much. Reminds me to have self compassion and to let go of regret. I’ve referred to it numerous times in therapy with my clients. Thank you so much for sharing and I am so proud of the sharers resilience and perseverance.

  • @SallyHolmes-g2m
    @SallyHolmes-g2m Рік тому +14

    Thank you so much for telling your story…my dad had his third heart attack and we were having lunch one day. He was planning to go trout fishing the next day..by himself.. and I was expressing my worry about him doing that alone. What if something happened ? He then told me of his NDE during his latest heart attack. The feelings you expressed about the love, forgiveness, overwhelming grace was what he expressed. He told me to never fear death.. that it was the best experience of his life. He died two years later… I had just had our miracle baby and was sad that dad wouldn’t see him.. but one night there was only what I can call a visitation… I saw him briefly looking at our son with such joy. Thank you for sharing your story ❤

  • @CobCeo
    @CobCeo Рік тому +123

    As another parent that had a child go before me, and the guilt, thank you for sharing this.

  • @kateashby3066
    @kateashby3066 Рік тому +40

    This man has a beautiful soul. I can’t fathom going through what he has endured. Incredible strength. Def an advanced soul.

  • @pranavchadha2447
    @pranavchadha2447 Місяць тому +1

    I can attest to this experience of the Soul leaving the body and floating above the room as my mom experienced that in 1993 during a life threatening surgery. She survived and could describe what was happening in the Operation theatre and waiting room while she was declared clinically dead for the time period of few minutes . After she survived she was a different person . Super spiritual . About 20 years later while she was totally fine , she said in passing to my aunt that “ both kids are in a good place . I think I can go now “ . She died on Christmas Day . Since then my wife and I saw spirits twice .

  • @CrustyWhiteBread
    @CrustyWhiteBread Рік тому +33

    I'm struggling a bit right now.
    This hit me real hard.
    Thank you.

    • @mairead788-6
      @mairead788-6 10 місяців тому

      Hope you're ok

    • @iantippett
      @iantippett День тому

      Sometimes just having the courage to say you’re struggling opens unexpected doors. Don’t give up . Rooting for you

  • @nobodyreally5264
    @nobodyreally5264 Рік тому +34

    So many nasty horrible people seem to be everywhere at the moment, this video really hit me hard, +reminded me that there are still beautiful minds out there. Thankyou sir. ❤

    • @Danny-BigD
      @Danny-BigD Рік тому +1

      Horrible? But did you not watch this video? For all of them there is NO JUDGEMENT NO MISTAKES! ALL those evil people are not judged.. no mistakes.. YEAH we can toss out that bible and that JESUS guy! Huh! Well this video goes against the word of God. For no one gets in unless you know Jesus Christ as lord. then what about all those OTHER NDA's that are nothing at all like this mans

    • @marcduchamp5512
      @marcduchamp5512 Рік тому

      All major religions are created by the malignant extraterrestrials for mind control purposes and influence the week minded folks

  • @Danielle.Saavedra
    @Danielle.Saavedra Рік тому +119

    I almost clicked off of this because I’m a mother of 2 small children and the thought of losing them is just unbearable. But I’m so glad I stuck through it because what a beautiful message. These stories give me so much peace. Thank you for sharing this! ❤

    • @adrianaevseev7655
      @adrianaevseev7655 Рік тому +5

      Yes, Beautiful story 😃🙏❤

    • @nadiac6042
      @nadiac6042 Рік тому +1

      To all who have lost your loved ones may you be at peace 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

    • @cameronb1123
      @cameronb1123 6 місяців тому

      I agree, this was really tough to get through but I’m glad I did.

  • @ira_herself997
    @ira_herself997 8 місяців тому +2

    When he said “your will is my will” I just couldn’t stop crying. We’re keeping ourselves too small and disconnected. Thank you for the story and the connection you helped me make with this beautiful realization. ❤

  • @missmyapearl1592
    @missmyapearl1592 Рік тому +25

    Thank You 😢!! Not only were you meant to come back and raise your son you came back to heal those of us that are broken after the loss of a loved one. My dad passed in 2020 during covid alone in a hospital. I have had horrible guilt about not being able to bring him home. I drove 6 hrs at least once a week to see him for 30 min to an hour and called him every night even though he was asleep.

    • @sw3w537
      @sw3w537 Рік тому

      Don't ever vote Democrat again

    • @selenesundara
      @selenesundara Рік тому +1

      I’m so so sorry for your loss 😓 Holidays make it even harder

  • @angelawahr2322
    @angelawahr2322 Рік тому +32

    Even grief is love... we only grieve because we love... life is not a test, it's a gift. I'll never forget those words you spoke so eloquently and so true. Thank you and God bless you and yours.

  • @MagicalUnivorn305
    @MagicalUnivorn305 Рік тому +104

    Wow ! Tears are just rolling. How grateful I am to hear this man’s experience ! So powerful

  • @baerbelleksa
    @baerbelleksa 16 днів тому

    Jeff it's incredible that you've healed so well from something so traumatic. You're an inspiration.

  • @fiorellaleveratto1013
    @fiorellaleveratto1013 Рік тому +78

    I’m so sorry you went through such a tragedy but thanks for sharing. Although it’s sad , it is also beautiful. As an ICU nurse I always felt the need to talk to my patients, comfort them even though they are unconscious or even dead in the case I’m doing their postmortem care. Just out of respect so they know I want to honor them. Some people have told me it is pointless because they “can’t hear me” , but something in me has always told me that is not true. Your testimony along with others I watched before confirmed to me that what I’m doing is correct and make me feel so much better. Thank you again and blessings!

    • @tomsplayground7712
      @tomsplayground7712 Рік тому +2

      go on on your way. they need you.

    • @feliciacoman9319
      @feliciacoman9319 Рік тому +3

      God bless you!🙏

    • @AzCoastie1
      @AzCoastie1 Рік тому +2

      Thank you for doing what you do! ❤

    • @lasvegashula
      @lasvegashula Рік тому +4

      Grateful for ICU nurses. They are able to truly connect with their patients. And I know the patient appreciates it so much!
      My 21 year old son spent many days in ICU and the nurses cared for him like their own son. Totally warmed my heart, my devastated and broken heart. He passed away 21 months later. My son will remember those nurses forever.❤

    • @jakeplissken1681
      @jakeplissken1681 Рік тому +1

      You gave me a lump in my throat and a tear to my eyes.
      Please keep doing what you do, I think its wonderful.

  • @jerrodwatts55
    @jerrodwatts55 Рік тому +118

    What a beautiful story. I think it's so important that people hear these kinds of things, so we can all try and get a better understanding of why we're here. Love is all there is. Thank you so much for sharing your story.

  • @soniaguzman3655
    @soniaguzman3655 Рік тому +65

    This is the most heartfelt and emotional NDE I have ever listened to. God bless this man for sharing his story with all of us. I lost my father about four years ago, and I know in my heart that he is rejoicing in heaven. These stories have helped me heal in ways that I can’t even describe. God is and always will be with us. God bless this channel.

  • @junefield5420
    @junefield5420 2 місяці тому +1

    Utterly moving, sad and uplifting at the same time. Lovely to hear how you healed with son and brothers. I feel better having heard this.

  • @lorih2249
    @lorih2249 11 місяців тому +28

    I’m amazed at the strength of this man. What a heart wrenching story. I hope his life has not been to physically challenging after all of his injuries and loss.

  • @pkihu9910
    @pkihu9910 Рік тому +81

    What an amazing storyteller.
    What an amazing life.
    You were saved for a reason. The world needs you.

  • @carolf9302
    @carolf9302 Рік тому +19

    I feel so blessed to have experienced the "Oneness" he speaks about, in life and consciousness. I didn't even have to die and come back. I asked for God to show Himself to me in a moment of panic, and He pulled me up out of a pit of despair that I was descending into... into a shower of light around me I ascended.
    Another time in a Target store at Christmastime, I knew all of the people... I felt like I wanted to reach out and touch their hair, in a loving gesture, but I knew they may not be in the realm of awareness that I was at that moment so I refrained.
    But these and some other experiences sustain me through my life here. Praise the Source, my God.

  • @lorrainebest1731
    @lorrainebest1731 7 місяців тому +45

    My baby brother just passed away from complications with schizophrenia. I’m thankful for my own NDE. I grieve, but I know he’s at peace. There was nothing I could do to save him. I tried for years. He may have been gone over a week before he was found. That was my biggest fear because he pushed everyone that loved him away. That’s where my guilt is. He was alone

    • @gregsayles9253
      @gregsayles9253 7 місяців тому

      I had an NDE in 1985, age 20, on an operating table during an appendix operation. I saw my deceased grandmother, & was also met by someone whom addressed themselves as my "spirit-guide"...I was informed by that guide that everyone is healed on the otherside, & that everyone has a mission & purpose in this life...I was told that even mentally-ill & retarded-people will be made "whole" again... This is just a temporary life from which we must all learn individually & from each-other... I am Sure your brother will be made happy, joyful, & coherent by the time you join him later on in our Real-Home in the afterlife, not this wretched-existence while on Earth 🌎... / May God bless your and your's 🙏

    • @bumblebee8158
      @bumblebee8158 7 місяців тому +1

      Praying for you.

    • @beatrixatthecchwclub5620
      @beatrixatthecchwclub5620 7 місяців тому +1

      hey there, you what, he wasn't alone

    • @deborl7278
      @deborl7278 7 місяців тому +4

      I lost my son November 2022 , we as a family went through a lot of trauma , I was told very coldly by a detective that I couldn't have saved him . Having experienced somewhat what you have , it having been 6 months , the fact he was alone has always hurt me deeply. Still does . I think that's what I have thought about the most . Yes ,he was not with any of his loved ones , I think he was past us . They are no longer thinking of us in need of them . One of the last things he said to me , is why can't you all see I'm screaming inside .? I told him " I believe you , I just don't know what to do . Yes they were alone without US . But I do think there are angels , perhaps other dimensions ? We don't know ,but we fear the unknown. Bobby was tired . I pray everyday because he took his own life . I have had absolutely things happening since he has passed . It's supernatural because no other way to put it. Your baby brother and my son have both showed us , they are ok . It comes in subtle ways but the proof is there . May you find peace . There is something special on the other side .
      God bless you and hugs

    • @lorrainebest1731
      @lorrainebest1731 7 місяців тому

      @@deborl7278 I’m am terribly sorry for your loss. How awful it must be to watch your baby suffer like that. I wish there were magic words that I could say that take all of that pain away from you, but I know there isn’t

  • @thesalishsea2958
    @thesalishsea2958 Рік тому +17

    "Life is not a test, it's a gift". Hit me right between the eyes in the most loving way!!

    • @marcduchamp5512
      @marcduchamp5512 Рік тому

      Is it a good gift or a bad gift?

    • @Peabody388
      @Peabody388 Рік тому +1

      ​@@marcduchamp5512make your's a good gift to all that encounter you😊

    • @altrfryd5859
      @altrfryd5859 Рік тому

      ​@@marcduchamp5512A bad gift I assume but I don't know for sure

  • @ByGraceIGo
    @ByGraceIGo Рік тому +52

    These things always gives me hope. I lost my daughter to suicide back in 2017 and I don't believe the religious dogma for I know she is with our Lord. I struggle at times to forgive the doctor who gave her a bad mad cause suicide ideation. I've learned many out-of-the-box thinking from these videos. I've listened to Jeff Olson's testimony before but I wanted to hear it again because it's touching and encouraging. ❤️

    • @paulgrey8028
      @paulgrey8028 Рік тому +6

      You are correct. No such thing as an 'unforgivable sin'.
      We are given chance after chance infinitum.
      Why is that? Because our Divine Father/Mother is a God of Infinite Love.
      Send your daughter your love so she knows you understand that she's alive and well.
      Take care.