If I cry at any point of the video don’t be alarmed. There were some heavy energies coming through & when I channel I like to sit in the body of emotion so I can understand it better, this is how I hold space. When heavy energies pass through, my way of release is to cry it out. So don’t be alarmed if I drop a few tears, hope this reading resonates for you all & you got what you needed from it. There will be a part 2 from the Higher Self of the Mother soon. 💛
Thank you so much Lexi ❤️🥺 you can't imagine how important this reading was for me. Your emotions really mirrored my and probably of all the people that had the privilege to see it ✨🙏
Yes I saw the title and thought oh wow that's going to be a lot to channel. I understand and thank you for giving space for it, as well as helping it be delivered and transmuted 🖤
No really thank you so much! I cried my heart out too so this what happened: i was automatically drowned to both pile2 and 3 and I for some reason I couldn't stop thinking about my father's father,my dear grandpa that past away long time ago but had a strong father figure and i love him so much and yes omg pile 2 felt like his energy and i cried so much cause yes I've always felt like he passed way too early and i always wished he's still with us so thank you so much lexi for channeling his messages💛 then everything in pile 3 resonates with my father and yes the narcissistic parent is my mother and he mostly side with her even if she's choosing the wrong way,and yes I'm the eldest so I've always been responsible not just for myself but for everything my siblings did right or wrong or whateva they needed and omg there's more you've said but,i cried a lot, in the end when you mentioned pile2 and the ancestors!!! when I've actually watched it!! Oh i really wish they're really proud of me... Anyways I'm sorry this comment is too long but Lexi thank you so much i really appreciate you for sharing your beautiful energy with us💛 bless you 💛
Pile 3 and you just made me cry. This is 💯 in every single way. Thank you Lexi. Even to the point about one parent being like "no, your childhood was fine." That's my mother. She lives in a reality where she was a good parent, and she was anything but. Both my parents failed miserably and caused so much pain, abuse, chaos, and suffering. And I helped raise all of my siblings, but mostly my youngest who lived with me and my mom. So much so he would accidently call me mom. Your readings always feel like a personal reading for me. Thank you 💗
My dad died on 9/29. I couldn't hear calling him dad. He was loved by so many and was a joy to do many but he was so mentally unwell I feel closer to him in his death. And it's so sad. But I'm learning about me. Turns out the grateful dead has been jingling in my genetics and that's why the marching bears were unlocked. I'm not prepared for what I'm gonna hear. But I just wanted others to hear me. My dad was all over. From Pa to Cali. End to end of this country. The 8 days I spent with him as a runaway teen were probably the most interesting days I've ever had. Spending those 8 days with him gave me some skills or "opened me up" to possibilities. Thanks, Timothy Allen Smith (Orbit Smith of shamokin pa) You gave me life. And you gave me the genes to somehow be so much like you while being so far removed. Thank you for making the waves that you did. For making people laugh. Even if they weren't laughing with you. You didnt care and you did life how you wanted anyway. You have become an admirable human in the messiness that is life in spite of being the weird dude everyone loved to hear from but couldn't help....I am so glad you are finally healed now. I have been selling your bumper stickers "Stone me I'm Irish" to bring you home. Gently reminding business owners that it's donations, not solicitation. Much like you would. Everyone knew you. Everyone said so many wonderful things about you and it ended parts of me that we're ashamed that I was part you. Not anymore. We are all" lyrical wizards" just like you felt of yourself. Writing music , doing life differently. But our essence is of you. Thank you for the essence that draws the opportunities and experiences we get to have because we had been blessed to be as interesting as you were, but we get to pick different. We are healing things. We are being the parents. And I can't possibly regret this life. Thank you. You may have been non existent to us (our moms had to protect us rightfully.) But it's insane to see genetics being so prominent and not just the looks alone. Yeah I got the hair,but I got the thought processes pre drug induced MHC. I got the looks. I got the deep love for bluegrass and the dead and all the live music. I have the gifts you had. But I'm gonna give my kids the love you deserved as a baby. The life you deserved. I see you. And I get it now, dad. I keep telling folks but your last stickers so they can stumble on to someone you've impacted or met along this long strange trip and DOUBLE or triple the price just like shakedown Street. 🥲☝️ These stickers kept my dad fed for years. I'm so lucky. Idc what pain was there. I care about the good.
Pile 3- I wasn’t going to watch because my relationship with my father was awful and I don’t really care what he thought of me (he’s passed on) but something made me watch anyway. I had a bad childhood. I was abused and neglected. I’m still processing it many years later. I cried along with you.
Pile 3: Thank you so much Lexi. I do not speak to my father and this brought so much closure for me. I appreciate how validating this reading is. My family often down plays how traumatic my childhood was. You are a blessing. 💫🙌🏽💜
Pile 2- my father passed away yesterday and you posted this. Absolute divine, thank you so much ❤️ i only cried throughout this reading because it's so close to heart. It sounds like he's talking directly to me through you.
#3 I'm a fatherless woman, my healing road begun in 2017 after hitting bottom rock. In that sense, I just wanna thank you for feeling, validating and acknowledging our experiences. After doing a lot of self work, I don't hate my father, I come to comprehend that hurt people hurt people. My father's father was also mean and absent emotionally to him, my mother wasn't a great human being either. I just feel that in the past things were a lot more difficult for people to seek for help and love. My sister and I did try to reach out, but he never replied, in fact, we found out that he had another family. Regardless, we don't hate him, we feel that it's no one's fault, my parents were hurt, immature and trying to live as good as possible, but life threw some tragedies to them. We feel for our parents and family, but we are determined to not repeat the cycle. Sorry for the long comment, but I just wanted to share my thoughts on it, probably someone can find my comment and see that you can heal and move forward to a better life.
Hello Lexi pile 1 . Thank you for the strength and energy to do this reading for us all. Yes, I have already worked through it, forgave. It was a long journey. My father always had a beer in his hand and his pain runs deep. It was a very difficult upbringing. So much abandonment and lack mentality from it. I had to parent myself and my parents. Spot on darling. I’m sending a hugs right back to you. Bravo to you on your journey as well .. much love and respect to you Lexi 💛
Lexi, I’m losing my dad to Alzheimer’s. It’s been really really hard. I finished the reading with tears in my eyes out of gratitude. Thank you. Your work matters, more than I can express.💓
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Mariana, my mother of 95 just started down that path. It is a struggle to watch and try to figure out what is needed and helpful It is hard to watch as they struggle to maintain their dignity. A dreadful feeling of your heart sitting at the bottom of your stomach. I’m in my 70s and this also looms as a possible life change in my near future. My mother has visual hallucinations. People think it’s just the mind playing tricks but my guide explained that the people and cats are actual guardians and angels helping to resolve a lot of issues providing protection and love that they never had the chance to explore. So it’s not as devastating as we are lead to believe As children I neededtitrecognize their burdens and efforts honour them for it and forgive them for their failures and to ask forgiveness for not really seeing their experiences and then how we reacted in hurt misunderstanding and being insensitive as most of were back then. I’m referring to us baby boomers.
Pile three. I feel like I just purged the deepest wounding but with your loving grounded presence holding me through it. I feel lighter and seen. You are truly doing angelic work here and I send you all the clarity and relief I feel right now… deep to your beautiful heart. Thank you for the time and essence u share with us. I love you dearly
Pile 3. Thank you, Lexi. It resonated a lot with my childhood. Some bad things happened and it's taken a long time to understand it all. Going through my awakening was hard, but it was needed. 🙏🏻
Pile 1 I'm crying right now, thank you Lexi for telling me these words "I am proud of you." In my life, nobody has ever said that to me despite seeing me working hard, earning my own money through my own efforts, and just basically living. The whole reading was the most accurate thing you could have said as I am watching today.
pile 3. Thank you Lexi for keeping it so real! Your readings are always so deep and so enlightening I'm so thankful for your work and sincerity 💝 God bless you 💌
#3 this is crazy..everything is so accurate! My father was a patological narcissist/sociopath and borderline. He was a cocaine addìct and committed suicide due to a psychosis. He was never there for Me..I was the only one child and I took a lot of responsability that wasn't mine and often I still have guilt and abandonment issues. I have healed a lot but life it was hard. Thank you for this ❤
I haven't spoken to my dad in like 10 years. My grandmother brought up reconciling and healing that wound like yesterday. So it's so weird you posted this. And Thank You. Haven't even picked a card yet...but my intuition tells me I'm at the right place.
#3 Lexi dear 😭😭😭 i was crying with you! You have no idea how healing you are, you are Exactly in point! Thank you am sending you lots of Love and Light ❤️
Pile 3. I dont even know what to say. You've told my story. I have been through a lot when I was younger that no child should have to go through and I still dealing and healing from it. I will get there, though. Thank u, Lexi ❤
Pile 3: The utmost and genuine thanks for this reading. I definitely purged during this reading. Thank you for holding space for me and acknowledging the strength it took to do it all alone. I honestly had forgot about much of that time. I blocked it out. I love you so so soooooooooooo much! I'm gonna go call my dad 😂💛💛💛💛💛
Piles 2 & 3 🤍 Yes, I put my hand up 🤚🏼to the narcissistic cycle. Tearing things down, letting things fall, alchemizing and shining my light to liberate, to give my children the gift of peace. Everyone I knew is gone now. Everyone needs to come in right now. Awaiting my tribe now. Thank you for the purge Lexi. Love and hugs 💞
Pile 1 resonated 100%. When you mentioned abandonment wounds and being neglected by people - that is exactly the theme I'm working through during this time. The whole reading just found me at the most perfect time and the messages were huge confirmations of all my thoughts and feelings. Lexi, you are a divine gift, thank you so much for this💛
#3..The Tears⚘️⚘️⚘️ Thank You So Much. Didn't know I needed this.. Thought I healed. But this was so Therapeutic. This is why Tarot is Better than regular therapy. Beautiful. My Father is Earthy.. hes a Taurus 😉Thank you once again.. Lexi The 🦁Fyi.FYI.. I do work in a healing profession.. I'm a pediatric nurse. I work with children with profound and fatal disabilities 💜💜💜 I forgive him💛 and You're doing the work of Our Most High Creator . Been seeing birds since my cousin passed away approximately 20 years ago.. they fly directly in front of my car. Its beautiful. 💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
My father passed on but to hear that he’s proud of who I’ve become feels very gratifying; I feel constantly connected to the love he always had for me and I appreciate his support when he gives it; I miss him in the physical but I know he’s still with me watching me close.
I feel the same! My darling Dad was also my best friend & twin soul.He had a delightfully silly sense of humour that has left wonderful memories to treasure. I feel him around me all the time. A dear & gentle man, I miss him in the physical so much♥️
Pile #2. Just what I needed to hear! 🌟 There were multiple confirmations, and I could clearly tell those messages which were not meant for me. Thank you so much for the good memories of my father. I miss him so much. May he RIP. 💞🙏💫💕
Once again, a reading in perfect timing. I had tears thtoughout the entire reading, I am in the midst of therapy now and this is a big reassurance from my father's higher self, even if he couldn't express in the 3D. Everything was accurate, from being raised by spirits and angels to raising my own brothers and parenting my mother. My only goal is for the trauma to stop wuth me. Thankyou Lexi, I picked pile 3. Plus, without spirit's blessings, I wouldn't have come this far❤
OMG! I was crying….. I know I incarnated into this family to help stop generations of abuse (on both sides). Thank you for holding space and also alchemizing all this profound pain into Freedom, Light and Love. You are a gift! ✨❤️✨ Thank you Lexi
What a beautiful gift you just gave us all. Thank you Lexi for holding beautiful space for me and all the other pile 3's. My heart broke to expand over and over again and it felt really healing to be seen by you and by the higher self of my father. He did the best he could and I am so glad to have a new story for my family and my kids one day.💜🦋
Pile 3….. 😭 oh my goodness . YES.! My life. And even the birds! People growing up and now call me the bird whisperer . Or Snow White! Lol Beautiful reading on point. Thank you for this healing . Love you 🌹
Pile 2. When I saw the topic it hit me deep. My father passed when I was 16, and he was the only man I trusted at the time. It really felt like a part of me wanted to join him. It took a lot of healing for me to realize he didn’t want that. He really believed I was capable of overcoming anything. His birthday was actually this past Monday. It’s funny because I saw a penny the other day and thought of that saying. I felt it was a sign for something, and seems like it was a confirmation of this reading.Thank you Lexi 🙏🏾
Picked 3 and I thank you so much. Never met the guy but interesting to hear what his higher self would have to convey thru spirit. I like you are Aqua moon and venus as well. I appreciate all your divine work thru alchemy and healing and holding space. I understand this fully. Thank you again.
Pile 1 - Lexi, thank you so much. I really needed to hear this. Your first words regarding to the message already made me tear up. I already knew a lot of the things that came through but it made me stronger to hear it again. I was a child, when I heard my father say that he was proud of me, for the last time. Even though I had a phase of rejecting to see my father as my father, I again feel that he was very proud of me and even that he was/is the one that feels the most pride for having me in his life. Hearing those words here just makes me feel so touched, as I never heard anyone say these words with such a heavy weight like my father. I feel like this message was meant for me. Right now I am so emotional, that my ability to write properly lacks, so sorry if something isn't understandable. Also thank you for letting me know, that this kind of reading is a thing! I'll search for more. Love you
Pile 3 thank you soo soo much lexi, I was crying the whole reading.I feel recognized and I felt proud of my self for doing all that I did. And thank you for reminding me of my strength. Damn that was refreshing and feel much lighter and proud of myself. I don't know how to express my gratitude towards you but let me tell you I ❤ you. I can write a whole essay about this reading loved it so damn much
Pile 3: It was very powerful I cried a river! I resonated with most things you said. My father is still alive and has another family but I’ve always knew deep inside that the man had some internal conflicts he was going through and his absence in my life weren’t indicators he didn’t love me. Hence why I never had any sort of hatred towards him. I definitely do have a big heart and when you said “raised by spirits” I was shocked! From age 3 till I was 13 I was raised by nuns because my mom worked most of her time and could not take care of me. I definitely feel blessed despite not having him in my life and I’m greatful that spirits found ways to look after me by directing me into the right places. I am breaking free from the unpleasant experiences. I release and let go 🕊 This reading was really helpful and with all I wanted to hear. Being fatherless has now a different take on my life. Thank you for you wonderful work ❤️
1:13:42 never apologize for crying or welcoming an emotion. 💗🌟✨ I am indescribably proud of you for doing this for all of us. It takes immense amounts of strength and courage to just be and live in trust. Thank you, Thank you Just Thank you ❤️❤️❤️🙏🌄🌟
The breakdown of my parents relationship aged 6- created an almighty mess for myself, sibling and parents. That lasted for perhaps the next 20 years. I am trying so hard to purge the toxicity of the past and how it hurt me. Very divine messages thank-you Lexi.
I picked pile 3 and when you said: there was a pet that helped you get through it... I started crying so much 😭 my cat was really the only thing I had at the time and even my dad was so bad at helping me care for it when I was young. My cat passed on last year and it still kills me because I really grew up with him and healed with him being my only motivation.
Pile 3. Whoaaaa Lexi! That reading was beyond incredible. I think you helped me process 40 years of trauma in 30 minutes lol. God bless you! #highpriestess #gratitude
Pile 3 here. I have been crying for the last hour about my relationship with my father. He was a narcissist with PTSD from serving in the Vietnam War. My therapist told me on Wednesday that “Your dads mind is a war zone. He’s been in survival mode for years. Being vulnerable is something that’s nearly impossible for him to do.” This one really hit close to home for me. I had been crying for 30 mins about how I didn’t want my dad to feel alone, cause I’m sure that’s how he feels. We live in the same household but hardly speak except “hi” and “goodbye” and it breaks my heart. Thank you for this. I really want to work on healing my relationship with my father
I cried, no sobbed, to this entire reading. I don’t think you will ever understand how healing it was to hear you relay this message for me. I really did have to do it on my own, and being the youngest on both sides of my families did not help either lol… My father would never say this stuff to me in real life so I’m just so forever grateful you use your time, heart and energy to channel these. This 40 minute reading was the longest time anyone has ever held space for me in validating my chaotic ass childhood and I am just so relieved to have found your channel. Thank you thank you thank you!!! You and Spirit both. Much love 🥰👐🏾💕✨🧚🏾♀️
Pile 3. Moms a narcissist. He was an addict til i was one. Cheated on her. She kicked him out. I love my father, but i definitely had to grow up fast and took on my mother alone. Hes given up hope on life cause he has cancer 😪 but yes he swears. he loves me, hes so proud. He has my heart but not the faith
Came from Mother's Highest Self reading before this. The slipping through my fingers song connected there, chose pile 4 here. Thank you Lexi! This is the closure that I need. 😌🙏😁
#3 my mom and dad use to argue a lot. There was so much chaos as a child it was emotionally and mentally traumatizing. My mom would abuse alcohol and my dad would walk out on us often I was left to raise my siblings especially my little sister, who I’m still raising. And the part when u said “they made it seem like our childhood was good” my mom would talk to other family members as if everything was great. This reading has made me feel a like a weight has been lifted, with Ex relationships I’ve always put the weight on myself.
#3 What a wonderful & deep reading..it is so true, i'm just glad that their higher self could learn something out of all that mess thank you for your tears dear sister
i nearly cried clicking on pile two, right after you said that my father passed on. we were not very close, but in his last few years he was trying to be more present. thank you so much, lexi. this warms my heart. 💗
#3 and yes it did go by quickly...my father took his own life when I was 8. I did take on a lot of baggage as a child....and into my adult life. I have been through a lot of sh*t that would break an ordinary person. I have also attracted many broken men that took my love and healing energy. I have had to set up very strong boundaries. I aldo keep on being told my "tribe" is coming in and my twin flame. And what you asked about the birds....my guides and ancestors show up as birds. My yard is full of different birds and swarms of hawks will circle my house when I'm outside.
Pile 3 My father signed us off when we were children. I was 5. I haven’t spoken to him since. He hasn’t tried. He started a new family, and the daughter and I spoke online a few years ago. She thinks he’s amazing. He has still not called to say sorry or explain. My mother was a narcissist, and she was blamed for him leaving us. He never says goodbye or said he was going. I lost respect for him because of this. My childhood was tumultuous and traumatic in many ways. I never felt safe. I never had children, just my dogs…I didn’t want to affect my children unintentionally . I’m 45 now, so that ship has sailed, and it’s okay. I have done a lot of healing, and had to parent and bring myself up from 18 years. My mom disowned me at 17. I’ve led a really difficult life, but I am finally starting to feel a level of freedom, relief and abundance…I’ve worked hard to get to this point. I am who I am because of everything that happened to me. Not in spite of it. I’ve always known this was a burden I had to carry and learn from, that it meant something. I was right. I’m a self healer, and I have many gifts, some of which I am only now being confident to share and show. I’m still listening to your reading, thank you. Thank you for helping with further perspective this morning. P.S. No I wasn’t nurtured. I always felt I did that myself. I’m very connected to my angels and I’m crying now. Thank you for sharing your gift. 🙏🏻
Pile one hit deeeeeeeeep, almost immediately . i had to pause and return when i was better able to receive the message. BAWLING. and subbing. OMG, thank you.
Pile 3 My father raised me and my little brother on his own, my mother was an addict and not involved. My father worked a lot and when he was home he was shut away in his room, he struggles with depression, so I raised my brother. When I was 14 I got pregnant and my father gave me up to Social Services, he didn’t tell me what was happening someone just came and took me away with no warning. Today I am 26 raising 2 wonderful humans as a self employed artist making good money doing what sets my soul on fire. I made a trip home and saw my dad over the holidays for the first time in a long time, and I got to hear him tell me how proud he is of me which was something I longed to hear all my life. Thank you for this, it resonated so much
Pile 3 is so accurate for me. I've had this conversation with my dad in the past. Not as deep but he's told me this himself. I really needed to hear this so I'm able to finish my shadow work and purge.
Pile 3: Most of the men my family were narcissists, and the women were empaths. I broke the generational curse when I met my match 2 years ago with a Covert Narcissist I rekindled with. He was my first "love" when we were teenagers, and met 28 years later. I had to learn both parents couldn't parent the way they should because THEY have unhealed trauma. My mom got divorced JUST to marry another narcissist. My father got remarried, lived 30 min away, and chose to never see his biological kids.... and he still does not know his 44 year old daughter, and how dope I am. I know now my worth, and I can't heal people... Only inspire... They have to choose to do the work. I took back my energy, have boundaries, and I know I have to be with another giver to compliment me. This awakening for the past two years has been so painful, yet amazingly beautiful. I've decided to keep my distance and love my father from distance. He saw me for the first time in 30 years, and at 70 years old, he he STILL the same. My mom is starting to heal herself, going through her self love journey, and wised up about her husband and past trauma . I release them with so much love and compassion. Thank u again for the message a d sharing your gifts 💐 💐 💐 💐
Pile 1: thank you so much for this reading, I watched b/c i am trying to heal family issues, and this shed a lot of light on the childhood trauma I have related to my father, ie infidelity, emotional distance. The "it was not your fault" and "I am proud of you" messages were very healing and resonated deeply.
Pile 2. I really needed to hear this. Thank you. My father passed away 12 years ago and right now I’m trying to let go of someone from the past who hurt me. I’m really hoping that new love will come soon. I’ve always felt like my father is working with my spirit guides to protect me. 💗
Piles 3&4... I don't like to normally comment on such triggering topics for myself but honestly it made me feel as if something was wrong with me for having such a big heart and it took me a long time to get over that internalized feeling of "I hate that I feel so much because it always gets me hurt and used". There was a transition of my father's energy from pile 3 to 4.. 😔 Appreciate the upliftment. 🌈♥️
I chose pile 3 and everything you said was spot on. I literally feel so light now, and I feel connected to my body after so many years of a dissociative disorder and personality disorder that I developed as a child due to the trauma I experienced all the way up until last year. Thank you, Lexi💓
I also resonated with pile 3 and I still struggle with this disorder because of all the traumas and anxieties I endured as a child I turned 18 in June and I feel somewhat easier now, but I still have my bad days. I’m on my healing journey and since we relate I’d like to ask u for advice on dissociation what helped u ground urself?
@@myiaaa sorry for the really late reply. honestly, i just tense parts of my body randomly throughout the day. and i tap on my legs or my arms. any sensory things that could help me focus on touch too
@@myiaaa i forgot to mention breathing exercises too. and consciously touching/tapping my face (eyes, nose, etc). i think i began to ground when i let myself feel emotions though.
My Dad loved dancing , he loves to sing all the time , I love the same things 🙏 I'm very emotional as a person , my Dad was and still is my absolute world 💕 I am a empath , he passed away at the age of 43 yrs old I was 16 yrs old xxx I connect with songs , and now connect through your pick a cards , wow Your personally healing my inner child 🍀🍀🍀 living in a small country town , all's we had was Shanghai's to play with , my Dad was the most handsome man and kind , he was my true love who loves me , always in my heart , beautiful memories , that's alls I have , thank you 🙏 my Dad had weather eyes green at times then very blue another .. 🙏🙏
2. Beautiful reading. My gentle father sat down to breakfast one morning 30 years ago and died, we were shattered. I still miss him Terribly. 5 days ago my beautiful Maltese, Gypsy, passed away. My heart is shattered into a million pieces. She was very attached to me as i was to her. I was close to my father and he knew I loved dancing, and in recent times I have withdrawn a little. Peoples negative energy affectts me so I've moved away, I will take notice of my dad's advice and join in to life once again. Thank you.
This reading made me a TRUE believer in your connection to spirit. I cried. I was with Pile #3 ppl and it's 100% TRUTH. I'm glad I subscribed Lexi. THANK YOU LOVE. ❤
Omg Lexi I love you and I choose pile 4 resonated so well like a personal reading my dad is the most amazing man and soul he loves me so much and protects me and has always showered me with love I’m am truly grateful for him 💕💕💕💕
Pile #3..yes, my father and many others, my whole family, extended et al were Incredibly abusive towards me. He lies to this day about it...the gaslighting really very much made my life incredibly that much more difficult. I cut ties, which was an excellent decision. My mother was a primary catalyst for the events that created the tornado, but the weight of the trauma is shared by many. So very much sickness directed towards me. Meh and blech. But...I feel much better now. Unfortunately, I wasn't healed enough before I had kids and I chose sick men and my children suffered, though not nearly as much as me. There's the weight of a herd of elephants tucked under the carpet in my father's living room. 100% raised by spirit and my dachshund, Heidi and the authors. 💙 And yes, I just went through another incredibly abusive storm. I believe the pattern is shredded now. I found my other strong heart. It's such a gift.
#3, so accurate, it felt like you have just rolled a movie with my childhood and family situation. Lately I have been working on family purging and ancestral release (both on my side and my husband’s; until 7th generation) God! Indeed I am just ending this cycle and even if I struggle with some health issues in my root chakra now I know why. God bless you for your amazing gift and help Lexi! sending you love ❤️ 🤗
I was resisting watching this video Lexi. I knew I would cry. I built courage to do so and feel way lighter like a heavy baggage being lifted off. Thank you so much for this. Lots of love, you're amazing.
pile 3 here, all I have to say is.... thank you 💖 I've always wanted to hear those words from him. I don't think I ever will in the physical, but this is enough. thank you 💖
Pile 3: my father killed himself when I was 2. Leaving me with my narcissistic mother, who abused me on all possible levels. To this day I am still affected by their mess. But I've purged most of it out. And life is finally coming together, Alhamdulillyah. Thank you, Lexi, you are doing a very powerful job here! I love you) I am also Lyran. And I kinda feel like we belong to the same tribe. Blessings to you, dear and much love!
If I cry at any point of the video don’t be alarmed. There were some heavy energies coming through & when I channel I like to sit in the body of emotion so I can understand it better, this is how I hold space. When heavy energies pass through, my way of release is to cry it out. So don’t be alarmed if I drop a few tears, hope this reading resonates for you all & you got what you needed from it. There will be a part 2 from the Higher Self of the Mother soon. 💛
Sending you love and blessings. May angels protect you 🤗🤗🤗
Thank you so much Lexi ❤️🥺 you can't imagine how important this reading was for me. Your emotions really mirrored my and probably of all the people that had the privilege to see it ✨🙏
Yes I saw the title and thought oh wow that's going to be a lot to channel. I understand and thank you for giving space for it, as well as helping it be delivered and transmuted 🖤
No really thank you so much! I cried my heart out too so this what happened: i was automatically drowned to both pile2 and 3 and I for some reason I couldn't stop thinking about my father's father,my dear grandpa that past away long time ago but had a strong father figure and i love him so much and yes omg pile 2 felt like his energy and i cried so much cause yes I've always felt like he passed way too early and i always wished he's still with us so thank you so much lexi for channeling his messages💛 then everything in pile 3 resonates with my father and yes the narcissistic parent is my mother and he mostly side with her even if she's choosing the wrong way,and yes I'm the eldest so I've always been responsible not just for myself but for everything my siblings did right or wrong or whateva they needed and omg there's more you've said but,i cried a lot, in the end when you mentioned pile2 and the ancestors!!! when I've actually watched it!! Oh i really wish they're really proud of me... Anyways I'm sorry this comment is too long but Lexi thank you so much i really appreciate you for sharing your beautiful energy with us💛 bless you 💛
Im just starting the video and just contemplating on the title has got me on the verge of tears. I'm bracing myself. Here goes.
Pile 3 - Wow Lexi, this was so powerful! Definitely still purging from childhood wounds, thank you for purging with us! 🤗
Pile 3 and you just made me cry. This is 💯 in every single way. Thank you Lexi. Even to the point about one parent being like "no, your childhood was fine." That's my mother. She lives in a reality where she was a good parent, and she was anything but. Both my parents failed miserably and caused so much pain, abuse, chaos, and suffering. And I helped raise all of my siblings, but mostly my youngest who lived with me and my mom. So much so he would accidently call me mom. Your readings always feel like a personal reading for me. Thank you 💗
My dad died on 9/29. I couldn't hear calling him dad. He was loved by so many and was a joy to do many but he was so mentally unwell
I feel closer to him in his death. And it's so sad. But I'm learning about me. Turns out the grateful dead has been jingling in my genetics and that's why the marching bears were unlocked. I'm not prepared for what I'm gonna hear. But I just wanted others to hear me.
My dad was all over. From Pa to Cali. End to end of this country. The 8 days I spent with him as a runaway teen were probably the most interesting days I've ever had. Spending those 8 days with him gave me some skills or "opened me up" to possibilities.
Thanks, Timothy Allen Smith (Orbit Smith of shamokin pa)
You gave me life. And you gave me the genes to somehow be so much like you while being so far removed. Thank you for making the waves that you did. For making people laugh. Even if they weren't laughing with you.
You didnt care and you did life how you wanted anyway.
You have become an admirable human in the messiness that is life in spite of being the weird dude everyone loved to hear from but couldn't help....I am so glad you are finally healed now.
I have been selling your bumper stickers "Stone me I'm Irish" to bring you home. Gently reminding business owners that it's donations, not solicitation. Much like you would. Everyone knew you. Everyone said so many wonderful things about you and it ended parts of me that we're ashamed that I was part you.
Not anymore. We are all" lyrical wizards" just like you felt of yourself. Writing music , doing life differently. But our essence is of you. Thank you for the essence that draws the opportunities and experiences we get to have because we had been blessed to be as interesting as you were, but we get to pick different. We are healing things. We are being the parents. And I can't possibly regret this life. Thank you. You may have been non existent to us (our moms had to protect us rightfully.) But it's insane to see genetics being so prominent and not just the looks alone. Yeah I got the hair,but I got the thought processes pre drug induced MHC. I got the looks. I got the deep love for bluegrass and the dead and all the live music. I have the gifts you had. But I'm gonna give my kids the love you deserved as a baby. The life you deserved. I see you. And I get it now, dad.
I keep telling folks but your last stickers so they can stumble on to someone you've impacted or met along this long strange trip and DOUBLE or triple the price just like shakedown Street. 🥲☝️
These stickers kept my dad fed for years. I'm so lucky. Idc what pain was there. I care about the good.
Lexi pile 3 here I've cried through the whole reading. You have told my story I can't believe how 💯 it was . Thank you 🙏
Pile 3- I wasn’t going to watch because my relationship with my father was awful and I don’t really care what he thought of me (he’s passed on) but something made me watch anyway. I had a bad childhood. I was abused and neglected. I’m still processing it many years later. I cried along with you.
This is a really different and creative reading that I did not expect wow ok Lexi 🔥
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Pile 3: Thank you so much Lexi. I do not speak to my father and this brought so much closure for me. I appreciate how validating this reading is. My family often down plays how traumatic my childhood was. You are a blessing. 💫🙌🏽💜
Pile 3 felt like a personal reading. This is the first reading of yours I’ve watched, and it was amazing. Thank you.
Keep watching. If you resonate that deeply with her, you'll be surprised at the things she channels. Shes amazing :)
Pile 2- my father passed away yesterday and you posted this. Absolute divine, thank you so much ❤️ i only cried throughout this reading because it's so close to heart. It sounds like he's talking directly to me through you.
blessings and love🕊️💛
Pile 3 - this was so on point that I cried unshed tears from my childhood. Thanks for helping me release. You are an angel Lexi. Love and light 💞
#3 I'm a fatherless woman, my healing road begun in 2017 after hitting bottom rock. In that sense, I just wanna thank you for feeling, validating and acknowledging our experiences.
After doing a lot of self work, I don't hate my father, I come to comprehend that hurt people hurt people. My father's father was also mean and absent emotionally to him, my mother wasn't a great human being either. I just feel that in the past things were a lot more difficult for people to seek for help and love.
My sister and I did try to reach out, but he never replied, in fact, we found out that he had another family. Regardless, we don't hate him, we feel that it's no one's fault, my parents were hurt, immature and trying to live as good as possible, but life threw some tragedies to them.
We feel for our parents and family, but we are determined to not repeat the cycle.
Sorry for the long comment, but I just wanted to share my thoughts on it, probably someone can find my comment and see that you can heal and move forward to a better life.
Thank you sooo much! You definitely channeled my dad and I needed to hear what he wants to say…pile 2 🕊
Hello Lexi pile 1 . Thank you for the strength and energy to do this reading for us all. Yes, I have already worked through it, forgave. It was a long journey. My father always had a beer in his hand and his pain runs deep. It was a very difficult upbringing. So much abandonment and lack mentality from it. I had to parent myself and my parents. Spot on darling. I’m sending a hugs right back to you. Bravo to you on your journey as well .. much love and respect to you Lexi 💛
Pile 3- I cried like a baby! Thank you Lexi, that was a necessary purge.
Lexi, I’m losing my dad to Alzheimer’s. It’s been really really hard. I finished the reading with tears in my eyes out of gratitude. Thank you. Your work matters, more than I can express.💓
Much love to you, your family & your dad, my love 💞
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Much love
Mariana, my mother of 95 just started down that path. It is a struggle to watch and try to figure out what is needed and helpful It is hard to watch as they struggle to maintain their dignity. A dreadful feeling of your heart sitting at the bottom of your stomach. I’m in my 70s and this also looms as a possible life change in my near future.
My mother has visual hallucinations. People think it’s just the mind playing tricks but my guide explained that the people and cats are actual guardians and angels helping to resolve a lot of issues providing protection and love that they never had the chance to explore. So it’s not as devastating as we are lead to believe As children I neededtitrecognize their burdens and efforts honour them for it and forgive them for their failures and to ask forgiveness for not really seeing their experiences and then how we reacted in hurt misunderstanding and being insensitive as most of were back then. I’m referring to us baby boomers.
Sending so much love to you Mariana ♥️ ♥️♥️Praying for your divine protection and comfort through this time 🙏
Mariana, from experience, hearing loss can mimic dementia.
Option 4;💖💖🧿🥰 ... Love this 🔥🔥
Pile three. I feel like I just purged the deepest wounding but with your loving grounded presence holding me through it. I feel lighter and seen. You are truly doing angelic work here and I send you all the clarity and relief I feel right now… deep to your beautiful heart. Thank you for the time and essence u share with us. I love you dearly
Pile 3*, you are so spot on lexi with everything...
Pile 3. Thank you, Lexi. It resonated a lot with my childhood. Some bad things happened and it's taken a long time to understand it all. Going through my awakening was hard, but it was needed. 🙏🏻
Pile one he never wanted me i can feel it i just clicked on it because your readings are awesome.
Pile 1 I'm crying right now, thank you Lexi for telling me these words "I am proud of you." In my life, nobody has ever said that to me despite seeing me working hard, earning my own money through my own efforts, and just basically living. The whole reading was the most accurate thing you could have said as I am watching today.
pile 3: Thank you for a good cleansing cry. I appreciate you Lexi:). Love and Light
pile 3. Thank you Lexi for keeping it so real! Your readings are always so deep and so enlightening I'm so thankful for your work and sincerity 💝 God bless you 💌
#3 this is crazy..everything is so accurate! My father was a patological narcissist/sociopath and borderline. He was a cocaine addìct and committed suicide due to a psychosis. He was never there for Me..I was the only one child and I took a lot of responsability that wasn't mine and often I still have guilt and abandonment issues. I have healed a lot but life it was hard. Thank you for this ❤
I haven't spoken to my dad in like 10 years. My grandmother brought up reconciling and healing that wound like yesterday. So it's so weird you posted this. And Thank You. Haven't even picked a card yet...but my intuition tells me I'm at the right place.
Oooh pile 3, 😭 girl this felt like a personal reading to a T. 🙏🏽 thank you for seeing all of us that picked 3. You are brilliant.
Picked Pile 3! I wasn't expecting to cry today but omg this was so beautiful and deeply resonated. Thank you so much
Pile 3 on point.. spirit raised me & I'm ssuuuuper connected to birds it's how I communicate 🥰 this was powerful thank you
#3 Lexi dear 😭😭😭 i was crying with you! You have no idea how healing you are, you are Exactly in point! Thank you am sending you lots of Love and Light ❤️
Pile 3. I dont even know what to say. You've told my story. I have been through a lot when I was younger that no child should have to go through and I still dealing and healing from it. I will get there, though. Thank u, Lexi ❤
Pile 3: The utmost and genuine thanks for this reading. I definitely purged during this reading. Thank you for holding space for me and acknowledging the strength it took to do it all alone. I honestly had forgot about much of that time. I blocked it out. I love you so so soooooooooooo much! I'm gonna go call my dad 😂💛💛💛💛💛
Piles 2 & 3 🤍 Yes, I put my hand up 🤚🏼to the narcissistic cycle. Tearing things down, letting things fall, alchemizing and shining my light to liberate, to give my children the gift of peace. Everyone I knew is gone now. Everyone needs to come in right now. Awaiting my tribe now. Thank you for the purge Lexi. Love and hugs 💞
Pile 3: Thank you Lexi! One of the best readings yet! You are soooo dope for this! ✨🤎🙏🏾
Thank you. Much love ❤️
Pile 1 resonated 100%. When you mentioned abandonment wounds and being neglected by people - that is exactly the theme I'm working through during this time. The whole reading just found me at the most perfect time and the messages were huge confirmations of all my thoughts and feelings. Lexi, you are a divine gift, thank you so much for this💛
#3..The Tears⚘️⚘️⚘️ Thank You So Much. Didn't know I needed this.. Thought I healed. But this was so Therapeutic. This is why Tarot is Better than regular therapy. Beautiful. My Father is Earthy.. hes a Taurus 😉Thank you once again.. Lexi The 🦁Fyi.FYI.. I do work in a healing profession.. I'm a pediatric nurse. I work with children with profound and fatal disabilities 💜💜💜 I forgive him💛 and You're doing the work of Our Most High Creator . Been seeing birds since my cousin passed away approximately 20 years ago.. they fly directly in front of my car. Its beautiful. 💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
My father passed on but to hear that he’s proud of who I’ve become feels very gratifying; I feel constantly connected to the love he always had for me and I appreciate his support when he gives it; I miss him in the physical but I know he’s still with me watching me close.
I feel the same! My darling Dad was also my best friend & twin soul.He had a delightfully silly sense of humour that has left wonderful memories to treasure. I feel him around me all the time. A dear & gentle man, I miss him in the physical so much♥️
My father passed away 2 yrs ago. Sadly i wasn't that important to him, but i still miss him.
Pile #2. Just what I needed to hear! 🌟
There were multiple confirmations, and I could clearly tell those messages which were not meant for me.
Thank you so much for the good memories of my father.
I miss him so much. May he RIP. 💞🙏💫💕
Once again, a reading in perfect timing. I had tears thtoughout the entire reading, I am in the midst of therapy now and this is a big reassurance from my father's higher self, even if he couldn't express in the 3D. Everything was accurate, from being raised by spirits and angels to raising my own brothers and parenting my mother. My only goal is for the trauma to stop wuth me. Thankyou Lexi, I picked pile 3. Plus, without spirit's blessings, I wouldn't have come this far❤
Pile 3: not me crying my ass off. I felt this so deeply and accurately and i feel so bad. I really hope my father’s eyes open before he dies
This made me wish even more for friends with big hearts like mine cause sheesh I’m tired of al the heartbreaks
OMG! I was crying….. I know I incarnated into this family to help stop generations of abuse (on both sides). Thank you for holding space and also alchemizing all this profound pain into Freedom, Light and Love. You are a gift! ✨❤️✨ Thank you Lexi
Beautiful reading Pile 2...so many messages that resonates with me and my late dad. Thanks Lexi..💙
What a beautiful gift you just gave us all. Thank you Lexi for holding beautiful space for me and all the other pile 3's. My heart broke to expand over and over again and it felt really healing to be seen by you and by the higher self of my father. He did the best he could and I am so glad to have a new story for my family and my kids one day.💜🦋
Pile 3….. 😭 oh my goodness . YES.! My life. And even the birds! People growing up and now call me the bird whisperer . Or Snow White! Lol Beautiful reading on point. Thank you for this healing . Love you 🌹
Pile 2. When I saw the topic it hit me deep. My father passed when I was 16, and he was the only man I trusted at the time. It really felt like a part of me wanted to join him. It took a lot of healing for me to realize he didn’t want that. He really believed I was capable of overcoming anything. His birthday was actually this past Monday. It’s funny because I saw a penny the other day and thought of that saying. I felt it was a sign for something, and seems like it was a confirmation of this reading.Thank you Lexi 🙏🏾
Picked 3 and I thank you so much. Never met the guy but interesting to hear what his higher self would have to convey thru spirit. I like you are Aqua moon and venus as well. I appreciate all your divine work thru alchemy and healing and holding space. I understand this fully. Thank you again.
Pile 1 - Lexi, thank you so much. I really needed to hear this. Your first words regarding to the message already made me tear up. I already knew a lot of the things that came through but it made me stronger to hear it again. I was a child, when I heard my father say that he was proud of me, for the last time. Even though I had a phase of rejecting to see my father as my father, I again feel that he was very proud of me and even that he was/is the one that feels the most pride for having me in his life. Hearing those words here just makes me feel so touched, as I never heard anyone say these words with such a heavy weight like my father. I feel like this message was meant for me. Right now I am so emotional, that my ability to write properly lacks, so sorry if something isn't understandable.
Also thank you for letting me know, that this kind of reading is a thing! I'll search for more.
Love you
Pile 3 thank you soo soo much lexi, I was crying the whole reading.I feel recognized and I felt proud of my self for doing all that I did. And thank you for reminding me of my strength. Damn that was refreshing and feel much lighter and proud of myself. I don't know how to express my gratitude towards you but let me tell you I ❤ you. I can write a whole essay about this reading loved it so damn much
Pile 3: It was very powerful I cried a river! I resonated with most things you said. My father is still alive and has another family but I’ve always knew deep inside that the man had some internal conflicts he was going through and his absence in my life weren’t indicators he didn’t love me. Hence why I never had any sort of hatred towards him.
I definitely do have a big heart and when you said “raised by spirits” I was shocked! From age 3 till I was 13 I was raised by nuns because my mom worked most of her time and could not take care of me. I definitely feel blessed despite not having him in my life and I’m greatful that spirits found ways to look after me by directing me into the right places.
I am breaking free from the unpleasant experiences. I release and let go 🕊
This reading was really helpful and with all I wanted to hear. Being fatherless has now a different take on my life.
Thank you for you wonderful work ❤️
Oh Lexi, thank you 🙏❤️ pile 3, was at a complete loss today. Your reading was a blessing
I chose pile 4, beautiful reading, thank you! 🙏🏼 Also, 10,000 points for originality! I’ve never seen this topic addressed in a pick a card before! 😉
1:13:42 never apologize for crying or welcoming an emotion. 💗🌟✨ I am indescribably proud of you for doing this for all of us. It takes immense amounts of strength and courage to just be and live in trust.
Thank you, Thank you
Just
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️🙏🌄🌟
The breakdown of my parents relationship aged 6- created an almighty mess for myself, sibling and parents.
That lasted for perhaps the next 20 years.
I am trying so hard to purge the toxicity of the past and how it hurt me.
Very divine messages thank-you Lexi.
I picked pile 3 and when you said: there was a pet that helped you get through it... I started crying so much 😭 my cat was really the only thing I had at the time and even my dad was so bad at helping me care for it when I was young. My cat passed on last year and it still kills me because I really grew up with him and healed with him being my only motivation.
Pile 3. Whoaaaa Lexi! That reading was beyond incredible. I think you helped me process 40 years of trauma in 30 minutes lol. God bless you! #highpriestess #gratitude
Pile 3 here. I have been crying for the last hour about my relationship with my father. He was a narcissist with PTSD from serving in the Vietnam War. My therapist told me on Wednesday that “Your dads mind is a war zone. He’s been in survival mode for years. Being vulnerable is something that’s nearly impossible for him to do.” This one really hit close to home for me. I had been crying for 30 mins about how I didn’t want my dad to feel alone, cause I’m sure that’s how he feels. We live in the same household but hardly speak except “hi” and “goodbye” and it breaks my heart. Thank you for this. I really want to work on healing my relationship with my father
I am blown away right now! I’m pile #3 and I’m sorry you had to feel my pain😘 I’m so grateful though🥰
Pile 2 - a couple of seconds in and you already know that my father has passed on. How do you do this Lexi?! X
I cried, no sobbed, to this entire reading. I don’t think you will ever understand how healing it was to hear you relay this message for me. I really did have to do it on my own, and being the youngest on both sides of my families did not help either lol… My father would never say this stuff to me in real life so I’m just so forever grateful you use your time, heart and energy to channel these. This 40 minute reading was the longest time anyone has ever held space for me in validating my chaotic ass childhood and I am just so relieved to have found your channel. Thank you thank you thank you!!! You and Spirit both.
Much love 🥰👐🏾💕✨🧚🏾♀️
Pile 3. Moms a narcissist. He was an addict til i was one. Cheated on her. She kicked him out. I love my father, but i definitely had to grow up fast and took on my mother alone. Hes given up hope on life cause he has cancer 😪 but yes he swears. he loves me, hes so proud. He has my heart but not the faith
Thank you so much for this. My dad kept me alive in my darkest days. I wish i could save him too 😪🖤
Came from Mother's Highest Self reading before this. The slipping through my fingers song connected there, chose pile 4 here. Thank you Lexi! This is the closure that I need. 😌🙏😁
#3 my mom and dad use to argue a lot. There was so much chaos as a child it was emotionally and mentally traumatizing. My mom would abuse alcohol and my dad would walk out on us often I was left to raise my siblings especially my little sister, who I’m still raising. And the part when u said “they made it seem like our childhood was good” my mom would talk to other family members as if everything was great. This reading has made me feel a like a weight has been lifted, with Ex relationships I’ve always put the weight on myself.
All is Forgiven, I send Healing and Love your way. ✨✨🌟
#3 What a wonderful & deep reading..it is so true, i'm just glad that their higher self could learn something out of all that mess
thank you for your tears dear sister
i nearly cried clicking on pile two, right after you said that my father passed on. we were not very close, but in his last few years he was trying to be more present. thank you so much, lexi. this warms my heart. 💗
ps: you mentioned doctor who and rose tyler. two of my favorite things. 🥺
Pile#3 is the dark past I no longer hold onto anymore. Thank you for this reading.
#3 and yes it did go by quickly...my father took his own life when I was 8. I did take on a lot of baggage as a child....and into my adult life. I have been through a lot of sh*t that would break an ordinary person. I have also attracted many broken men that took my love and healing energy. I have had to set up very strong boundaries. I aldo keep on being told my "tribe" is coming in and my twin flame. And what you asked about the birds....my guides and ancestors show up as birds. My yard is full of different birds and swarms of hawks will circle my house when I'm outside.
Pile 3 My father signed us off when we were children. I was 5. I haven’t spoken to him since. He hasn’t tried. He started a new family, and the daughter and I spoke online a few years ago. She thinks he’s amazing. He has still not called to say sorry or explain. My mother was a narcissist, and she was blamed for him leaving us. He never says goodbye or said he was going. I lost respect for him because of this. My childhood was tumultuous and traumatic in many ways. I never felt safe.
I never had children, just my dogs…I didn’t want to affect my children unintentionally . I’m 45 now, so that ship has sailed, and it’s okay. I have done a lot of healing, and had to parent and bring myself up from 18 years. My mom disowned me at 17. I’ve led a really difficult life, but I am finally starting to feel a level of freedom, relief and abundance…I’ve worked hard to get to this point. I am who I am because of everything that happened to me. Not in spite of it. I’ve always known this was a burden I had to carry and learn from, that it meant something. I was right. I’m a self healer, and I have many gifts, some of which I am only now being confident to share and show. I’m still listening to your reading, thank you. Thank you for helping with further perspective this morning. P.S. No I wasn’t nurtured. I always felt I did that myself. I’m very connected to my angels and I’m crying now. Thank you for sharing your gift. 🙏🏻
Pile one hit deeeeeeeeep, almost immediately . i had to pause and return when i was better able to receive the message. BAWLING. and subbing. OMG, thank you.
I have migraines sometimes soon, they're super rough. I hope you feel better. Sending you healing vibes. 💛
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not soon, autocorrect will not be manifesting that into existence for me. Thanks but no thanks
Pile No 4- okay? I don't have a good relationship with my dad though.. 😅
Pile 3
My father raised me and my little brother on his own, my mother was an addict and not involved. My father worked a lot and when he was home he was shut away in his room, he struggles with depression, so I raised my brother. When I was 14 I got pregnant and my father gave me up to Social Services, he didn’t tell me what was happening someone just came and took me away with no warning.
Today I am 26 raising 2 wonderful humans as a self employed artist making good money doing what sets my soul on fire. I made a trip home and saw my dad over the holidays for the first time in a long time, and I got to hear him tell me how proud he is of me which was something I longed to hear all my life.
Thank you for this, it resonated so much
This was probably the best reading I've ever watched on UA-cam. You have helped me so much and my father sits w a drink in front of the fireplace ❤
Pile 3 is so accurate for me. I've had this conversation with my dad in the past. Not as deep but he's told me this himself. I really needed to hear this so I'm able to finish my shadow work and purge.
Wow #3 was really spot on for me, thank you! 🙏🏼✨♥️
Thank you very much for this. Pile #3 was the history of my life. I'm a healer and lightworker from Brazil. Much light and love for you! ❤️🙏🏻
Pile 3 So so true! Crazy how the Mother reading Pile 1 is so on point with this father reading! So therapeutic! Thank you ❤️🦀
Pile 3: Most of the men my family were narcissists, and the women were empaths. I broke the generational curse when I met my match 2 years ago with a Covert Narcissist I rekindled with. He was my first "love" when we were teenagers, and met 28 years later. I had to learn both parents couldn't parent the way they should because THEY have unhealed trauma. My mom got divorced JUST to marry another narcissist. My father got remarried, lived 30 min away, and chose to never see his biological kids.... and he still does not know his 44 year old daughter, and how dope I am. I know now my worth, and I can't heal people... Only inspire... They have to choose to do the work. I took back my energy, have boundaries, and I know I have to be with another giver to compliment me. This awakening for the past two years has been so painful, yet amazingly beautiful. I've decided to keep my distance and love my father from distance. He saw me for the first time in 30 years, and at 70 years old, he he STILL the same. My mom is starting to heal herself, going through her self love journey, and wised up about her husband and past trauma . I release them with so much love and compassion. Thank u again for the message a d sharing your gifts 💐 💐 💐 💐
Pile 4 literally had me ugly crying the entire half hour drive home from work 😂😂, so sweet and meaningful! Thank you!! ❤️❤️
I’ve been thinking a lot about my father lately so this is perfect timing for me
Chose pile 3… I love this message. When I was younger I always felt like an outsider looking in.
I had to take breaks from watching this reading because it’s so emotional. Even though I needed this. Thank you!
Pile 1: thank you so much for this reading, I watched b/c i am trying to heal family issues, and this shed a lot of light on the childhood trauma I have related to my father, ie infidelity, emotional distance. The "it was not your fault" and "I am proud of you" messages were very healing and resonated deeply.
I choose 3 and everything you said is true. Capricorn father, absent, abusive, and has transitioned- but I feel he is helping me on the other side.
Pile 3. This was a reading I didn't know I needed. thankyou Lexi. I was also in tears ❤☮
I love you Lexi, but I don't think I can watch this...yet. But thank you as always for your efforts and contributions to this world
No worries my love, it will be here whenever you are ready! Lots of love 🫂💛💛
Pile 2. I really needed to hear this. Thank you. My father passed away 12 years ago and right now I’m trying to let go of someone from the past who hurt me. I’m really hoping that new love will come soon. I’ve always felt like my father is working with my spirit guides to protect me. 💗
I picked pile 3! It was so accurate!!! You are amazing!!! Thank you for holding space and allowing me to heal this this beautiful reading. Than you!
Piles 3&4... I don't like to normally comment on such triggering topics for myself but honestly it made me feel as if something was wrong with me for having such a big heart and it took me a long time to get over that internalized feeling of "I hate that I feel so much because it always gets me hurt and used". There was a transition of my father's energy from pile 3 to 4.. 😔 Appreciate the upliftment. 🌈♥️
I chose pile 3 and everything you said was spot on. I literally feel so light now, and I feel connected to my body after so many years of a dissociative disorder and personality disorder that I developed as a child due to the trauma I experienced all the way up until last year. Thank you, Lexi💓
I also resonated with pile 3 and I still struggle with this disorder because of all the traumas and anxieties I endured as a child I turned 18 in June and I feel somewhat easier now, but I still have my bad days. I’m on my healing journey and since we relate I’d like to ask u for advice on dissociation what helped u ground urself?
@@myiaaa sorry for the really late reply. honestly, i just tense parts of my body randomly throughout the day. and i tap on my legs or my arms. any sensory things that could help me focus on touch too
@@myiaaa i forgot to mention breathing exercises too. and consciously touching/tapping my face (eyes, nose, etc). i think i began to ground when i let myself feel emotions though.
My Dad loved dancing , he loves to sing all the time , I love the same things 🙏 I'm very emotional as a person , my Dad was and still is my absolute world 💕
I am a empath , he passed away at the age of 43 yrs old I was 16 yrs old xxx I connect with songs , and now connect through your pick a cards , wow
Your personally healing my inner child 🍀🍀🍀 living in a small country town , all's we had was Shanghai's to play with , my Dad was the most handsome man and kind , he was my true love who loves me , always in my heart , beautiful memories , that's alls I have , thank you 🙏 my Dad had weather eyes green at times then very blue another ..
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2. Beautiful reading. My gentle father sat down to breakfast one morning 30 years ago and died, we were shattered. I still miss him Terribly. 5 days ago my beautiful Maltese, Gypsy, passed away. My heart is shattered into a million pieces. She was very attached to me as i was to her. I was close to my father and he knew I loved dancing, and in recent times I have withdrawn a little. Peoples negative energy affectts me so I've moved away, I will take notice of my dad's advice and join in to life once again. Thank you.
This reading made me a TRUE believer in your connection to spirit. I cried. I was with Pile #3 ppl and it's 100% TRUTH. I'm glad I subscribed Lexi. THANK YOU LOVE. ❤
Omg Lexi I love you and I choose pile 4 resonated so well like a personal reading my dad is the most amazing man and soul he loves me so much and protects me and has always showered me with love I’m am truly grateful for him 💕💕💕💕
Pile #3..yes, my father and many others, my whole family, extended et al were Incredibly abusive towards me. He lies to this day about it...the gaslighting really very much made my life incredibly that much more difficult. I cut ties, which was an excellent decision. My mother was a primary catalyst for the events that created the tornado, but the weight of the trauma is shared by many. So very much sickness directed towards me. Meh and blech. But...I feel much better now. Unfortunately, I wasn't healed enough before I had kids and I chose sick men and my children suffered, though not nearly as much as me. There's the weight of a herd of elephants tucked under the carpet in my father's living room. 100% raised by spirit and my dachshund, Heidi and the authors. 💙 And yes, I just went through another incredibly abusive storm. I believe the pattern is shredded now. I found my other strong heart. It's such a gift.
#3, so accurate, it felt like you have just rolled a movie with my childhood and family situation. Lately I have been working on family purging and ancestral release (both on my side and my husband’s; until 7th generation) God! Indeed I am just ending this cycle and even if I struggle with some health issues in my root chakra now I know why. God bless you for your amazing gift and help Lexi! sending you love ❤️ 🤗
I was resisting watching this video Lexi. I knew I would cry. I built courage to do so and feel way lighter like a heavy baggage being lifted off. Thank you so much for this. Lots of love, you're amazing.
pile 3 here, all I have to say is.... thank you 💖 I've always wanted to hear those words from him. I don't think I ever will in the physical, but this is enough. thank you 💖
Pile 3: my father killed himself when I was 2. Leaving me with my narcissistic mother, who abused me on all possible levels. To this day I am still affected by their mess. But I've purged most of it out. And life is finally coming together, Alhamdulillyah.
Thank you, Lexi, you are doing a very powerful job here! I love you) I am also Lyran. And I kinda feel like we belong to the same tribe. Blessings to you, dear and much love!
Pile 3: The song that came to mind for me while listening to this reading was Blackbird by The Beatles. This reading was spot on, thank you.
I wish we could all meet up and have one big group hug, especially pile 3s. I pray we all heal and find bliss in this life. ❤️