Lyrics~ Now that I’m old Demons call me home Senses grow cold Mold on my bones I don’t like this world All I know is all I know My mind moves slow Maybe it’s all the cones Red syrup for a cold I drink more than your supposed to Visions clearer than the real world Now that I’m old Now that I’m old hate being alone at home I hear them in the walls Desperate screams or calls It’s so fucking sad to think There’s no way out There’s no way out Your the reason the reason I doubt The reason the reason the reason I doubt I feel dumb Yeah I feel dumb I feel so numb His a father without a son There’s a step father Who abuses the son He screams he screams It’s always in repeat Complex ptsd Bottle after bottle On the outside table I scream he yells The sounds repel I cut my blood cells I cut my blood cells Leave the marks and the bruises as well Please leave them Please leave them I know they will help
Lyrics~
Now that I’m old
Demons call me home
Senses grow cold
Mold on my bones
I don’t like this world
All I know is all I know
My mind moves slow
Maybe it’s all the cones
Red syrup for a cold
I drink more than your supposed to
Visions clearer than the real world
Now that I’m old
Now that I’m old
hate being alone at home
I hear them in the walls
Desperate screams or calls
It’s so fucking sad to think
There’s no way out
There’s no way out
Your the reason the reason
I doubt
The reason the reason the reason
I doubt
I feel dumb
Yeah
I feel dumb
I feel so numb
His a father without a son
There’s a step father
Who abuses the son
He screams he screams
It’s always in repeat
Complex ptsd
Bottle after bottle
On the outside table
I scream he yells
The sounds repel
I cut my blood cells
I cut my blood cells
Leave the marks and the bruises as well
Please leave them
Please leave them
I know they will help