I don't open up often... please any & all that read this, please don't send me no hate my way. I'm in my own personal hell as it is. Please & thanks. But I've heard 95% of anything & everything that Em has done, rapped, interviews, everything! Today I fell apon this song, I believe that I heard it b4, it's probably on a playlist tbvh, but today it came on as I was driving. Maybe my UA-cam knew I needed a good cry or something. I lost my kids dad(which was my truest of bffs) 4/24/12 & my non blood twin bff 11/14/15. I lost other fam members in between those dates, I lost my frienemy(my mom) 8/3/15 & my x mommy n law aka MamMaw 11/24/19. Those are the main 4 ppl that knew the real me, I was fighting with my bipolar, heart issues, now yrs with Chf, Dialated Cardiomyopathy, LBBB, heart murmur, SSS, Pace/defib, etc, I live with bad rt hip, bad rt kidney, PE(blood clotting disease) just found out I have Degenerative disc disease with multiple bulging disks & leaking spinal fluid, apon having fibromyalgia, RA, etc, I'm my parents defect baby. 44yro, have 4 bilogical kids, 3 grown son's & 17yro daughter. I had my tubes, cut, tied, burned, depo shot & protection & I still got pregnant with my daughter. 1st granddaughter for my parents & 1st great granddaughter in over 20yrs for my 93yro granny. I started a chain of girls with her, lol. But since this is already getting long, I take percs, valiums, amongst other meds, I have done my best to raise my kids cause the kids lost their dad at Tony 15, Shilo 14, Zeth 11, Stormie 8yro. Tony & Shi are 11 months apart to the day(so for 30days they're the same age) Shi spent his 15th bday in the funeral home for his dad's funeral, we were divorced, it wasn't my planning, but with how close I was with his mom, she asked me to help plan everything. I was grateful, he was the luv of my life. He just got lost in as what I call "darkness". We weren't married but he was my bff. But again with my health fading more & more daily, I feel left behind with losing them. I fight to be here everyday & with the kids on their own now, I feel like I'm suffering, but I fight my "darkness" but not the same darkness as the kids dad. Mine isn't an addiction like his. His darkness was pill addiction & I make sure I'm beyond careful with my medication, I don't want my darkness to end up like his darkness, my darkness is depression. I fight my darkness daily. I feel like I'm a waste of space with the burden of my health. I can't work no more due to being a liability for the company's insurance reasons because I tend to go unresponsive here & there. This song hits me SO hard to my heart & soul. Hearing the things I've heard when in the hospital & I've missed holidays from being admitted due to my health or unresponsive states. Woke up with as many as 9 iv's in me even in my neck. Being 44yro the baby to my older sister & brother & they have different dad & I'm the main 1 that has all the health issues. With having YRS of counseling I fight with myself with my bipolar. I've learned to shut down & blast music, which even as a kid, I'd blast my headphones & blow my speakers. Now I have many pairs of earbuds this way I always have a pair. I'm just so f'n lost & I feel I'm so alone in this world. The 4 ppl that luv'd me for me never asked me to shut down, blast music still, but gave me reasons to express myself without destruction & willing to help me face it & nobody around me understands me or willing to help me even they say they're trying & they don't! I feel like I burden them with my life, darkness, health, etc. Maybe as I have been told b4 I really am a waste of space. My mind wonders when I'm in my dark moments, I think wouldn't death be easier? I haven't told my kids, family that I recently signed a dnr. 😪 I'm not going to do anything to end my story, but my batteries have a yr & a half left to them on my Pacemaker/defibrillator & its my choice to either switch them or let nature take its course. I did the machine in the 1st place for my kids, they're grown & busy with their own lives & with the news as of 5/25/21 @ the heart doc/ device center that I pray I get a sign within this upcoming yr. I'm tired physically, emotionally and mentally.... I'm tired... thank you to any & all that actually take the time to read this. It's stuff that I haven't opened up to anyone about how I feel. I keep it all to myself these days. Btw I'm still in counseling... not much help tbh. Again tyvm & again, pls no hate nor negative responses 🙏🏼💯
@@lyricsmakermaster1365 I haven't given up yet, I am my mom's fighting survivor, just get lost & afraid sometimes. I don't like my dirty laundry our in the universe, but felt amazing to get it out of myself & let it out period. Hugs & thank you
@@stormiewilo Hey, sweetie. I'm Emily, and it's nice to meet a similar mind having woman like yourself. I just heard this song tonight, also while driving down the road at 1am.. miserable af. With several very legit reasons to feel that way. So thank you for taking the time to write that out 2 months ago (or so). Hurt people can hurt people, but I think that healing people can heal other people; in other words, I'm in the same boat with Major Depression (MDD) among other psych diagnosis. I've been pretty ill for 13 months; since I supposedly contracted Covid 19. I'm going to court the day after tomo to fight my landlords on my eviction. I anticipate losing. I hope for the best and expect the worst. JIC.. God forbid we ever be prepared for all the loss OR the wins that LIFE has to offer. TBH, I've struggled lately with things going RIGHT too! Since I lost custody of my 5 yr old son... the last thing I want to feel is happy. I don't want to feel miserable either. So I relate to Eminem in that I'm well aware of the feeling of "numb". What you referred to as "darkness". I have 5 yrs sober. It's annoying honestly bc I feel too apathetic these days to either get high, or be proud of my sobriety. Nothing feels good. Nothing seems to matter. The harder & longer & more diligently I fight for my life & rights as a mother/person, the worse off for it I seem to be. And I've been in & out of therapy for 30 years. My mother may have had Munchausen Syndrome; another reason I would take a bullet for Eminem lol. Fr tho. And NF is not known for having substance abuse issues.. or Logic.. but in a huge way, we ALL can relate to suffering and the human conditions. If you hadn't typed your pain months back & overcome your fear of judgemental idiots, I wouldn't have had ANY reason to get out my own, rn. So thank you, Brandy and if you ever wanna chat about life and why the sky is blue 😆 you can write me at whatitsliketobemebpd@gmail.com and we can be pen pals til the proverbial sun comes up 😉 Much ❤ from 410❣🆘️🌬📣🎼🩸🎧💧🥀🦸♂️🦸♀️🌹
Logic's verse has been used in another song. Still great music, perfect three artists to work together. Thank you to the producers and UA-cam for allowing us to hear a deep under rated but highly rated piece of art.
On the 23rd of this month will be 13 that my mother has been gone. I remember coming home from the hospital and seeing an index card with her handwriting on it that said do not drink these sodas until Thanksgiving day and I was so upset I just took it and chunked it in the trashcan. I used to think that I would not be able to go through life without my mom but I'm still here today. She was a good woman and everyone loved her and respected her and she taught me how to be a good person and she was through me even now by being a kindred spirit that shows kindness to everyone, even those that are not accepted by the world today. The Lord says to invite those who are lame, blind, deaf, and poor to dine at your table because in doing you will be blessed bc you aren't doing this expecting to be paid back. For this you will dine in the house of the Lord forever.
If we could only rewind time and not make the mistakes we've made that have hurt those we love but we can't and it fucks us up sometimes. Guess that's life
Feeling pressure from every sides losing a buddy getting stripped of my medals plus lock down order restrictions going cold turkey without drinking cleaning up my mess with weed n losing someone that I liked so much nothing much but keep going with my yard projects or else I'll be screaming losing my self
The world's gone mad. And it's so fucking sad, When so many people don't realize What they had, Then there is those who know, And still chose bad, But that's the story of a dad, A aftermath of what you didn't have, Had, then lost to bad and mad, Cause it's never enough, when your Holding the add, But what about the moment when subtractions the only way for life to Be worth what you didn't imagine could happen in triads. Threes the famous equation of the universe, But your writing your own verse.. Rehears your worth, If your now God..... Write a new verse..
Wat is u saying I can't even understand what you are saying I'm sorry but I just didn't get it nor can I relate. People n myself have problems issues n some times u get lost but our higher power is not forgetting us.we will be ok u could nt just break it dwn.god bless u
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I don't open up often... please any & all that read this, please don't send me no hate my way. I'm in my own personal hell as it is. Please & thanks. But I've heard 95% of anything & everything that Em has done, rapped, interviews, everything! Today I fell apon this song, I believe that I heard it b4, it's probably on a playlist tbvh, but today it came on as I was driving. Maybe my UA-cam knew I needed a good cry or something. I lost my kids dad(which was my truest of bffs) 4/24/12 & my non blood twin bff 11/14/15. I lost other fam members in between those dates, I lost my frienemy(my mom) 8/3/15 & my x mommy n law aka MamMaw 11/24/19. Those are the main 4 ppl that knew the real me, I was fighting with my bipolar, heart issues, now yrs with Chf, Dialated Cardiomyopathy, LBBB, heart murmur, SSS, Pace/defib, etc, I live with bad rt hip, bad rt kidney, PE(blood clotting disease) just found out I have Degenerative disc disease with multiple bulging disks & leaking spinal fluid, apon having fibromyalgia, RA, etc, I'm my parents defect baby. 44yro, have 4 bilogical kids, 3 grown son's & 17yro daughter. I had my tubes, cut, tied, burned, depo shot & protection & I still got pregnant with my daughter. 1st granddaughter for my parents & 1st great granddaughter in over 20yrs for my 93yro granny. I started a chain of girls with her, lol. But since this is already getting long, I take percs, valiums, amongst other meds, I have done my best to raise my kids cause the kids lost their dad at Tony 15, Shilo 14, Zeth 11, Stormie 8yro. Tony & Shi are 11 months apart to the day(so for 30days they're the same age) Shi spent his 15th bday in the funeral home for his dad's funeral, we were divorced, it wasn't my planning, but with how close I was with his mom, she asked me to help plan everything. I was grateful, he was the luv of my life. He just got lost in as what I call "darkness". We weren't married but he was my bff. But again with my health fading more & more daily, I feel left behind with losing them. I fight to be here everyday & with the kids on their own now, I feel like I'm suffering, but I fight my "darkness" but not the same darkness as the kids dad. Mine isn't an addiction like his. His darkness was pill addiction & I make sure I'm beyond careful with my medication, I don't want my darkness to end up like his darkness, my darkness is depression. I fight my darkness daily. I feel like I'm a waste of space with the burden of my health. I can't work no more due to being a liability for the company's insurance reasons because I tend to go unresponsive here & there. This song hits me SO hard to my heart & soul. Hearing the things I've heard when in the hospital & I've missed holidays from being admitted due to my health or unresponsive states. Woke up with as many as 9 iv's in me even in my neck. Being 44yro the baby to my older sister & brother & they have different dad & I'm the main 1 that has all the health issues. With having YRS of counseling I fight with myself with my bipolar. I've learned to shut down & blast music, which even as a kid, I'd blast my headphones & blow my speakers. Now I have many pairs of earbuds this way I always have a pair. I'm just so f'n lost & I feel I'm so alone in this world. The 4 ppl that luv'd me for me never asked me to shut down, blast music still, but gave me reasons to express myself without destruction & willing to help me face it & nobody around me understands me or willing to help me even they say they're trying & they don't! I feel like I burden them with my life, darkness, health, etc. Maybe as I have been told b4 I really am a waste of space. My mind wonders when I'm in my dark moments, I think wouldn't death be easier? I haven't told my kids, family that I recently signed a dnr. 😪 I'm not going to do anything to end my story, but my batteries have a yr & a half left to them on my Pacemaker/defibrillator & its my choice to either switch them or let nature take its course. I did the machine in the 1st place for my kids, they're grown & busy with their own lives & with the news as of 5/25/21 @ the heart doc/ device center that I pray I get a sign within this upcoming yr. I'm tired physically, emotionally and mentally.... I'm tired... thank you to any & all that actually take the time to read this. It's stuff that I haven't opened up to anyone about how I feel. I keep it all to myself these days. Btw I'm still in counseling... not much help tbh. Again tyvm & again, pls no hate nor negative responses 🙏🏼💯
I bet you are a very beautiful and smart girl. But everyone goes through problem but at some point you will get better. Just don't give up hope okay.
@@lyricsmakermaster1365 I haven't given up yet, I am my mom's fighting survivor, just get lost & afraid sometimes. I don't like my dirty laundry our in the universe, but felt amazing to get it out of myself & let it out period. Hugs & thank you
@@stormiewilo Hey, sweetie. I'm Emily, and it's nice to meet a similar mind having woman like yourself. I just heard this song tonight, also while driving down the road at 1am.. miserable af. With several very legit reasons to feel that way. So thank you for taking the time to write that out 2 months ago (or so). Hurt people can hurt people, but I think that healing people can heal other people; in other words, I'm in the same boat with Major Depression (MDD) among other psych diagnosis. I've been pretty ill for 13 months; since I supposedly contracted Covid 19. I'm going to court the day after tomo to fight my landlords on my eviction. I anticipate losing. I hope for the best and expect the worst. JIC.. God forbid we ever be prepared for all the loss OR the wins that LIFE has to offer. TBH, I've struggled lately with things going RIGHT too! Since I lost custody of my 5 yr old son... the last thing I want to feel is happy. I don't want to feel miserable either. So I relate to Eminem in that I'm well aware of the feeling of "numb". What you referred to as "darkness". I have 5 yrs sober. It's annoying honestly bc I feel too apathetic these days to either get high, or be proud of my sobriety. Nothing feels good. Nothing seems to matter. The harder & longer & more diligently I fight for my life & rights as a mother/person, the worse off for it I seem to be. And I've been in & out of therapy for 30 years. My mother may have had Munchausen Syndrome; another reason I would take a bullet for Eminem lol. Fr tho. And NF is not known for having substance abuse issues.. or Logic.. but in a huge way, we ALL can relate to suffering and the human conditions. If you hadn't typed your pain months back & overcome your fear of judgemental idiots, I wouldn't have had ANY reason to get out my own, rn. So thank you, Brandy and if you ever wanna chat about life and why the sky is blue 😆 you can write me at whatitsliketobemebpd@gmail.com and we can be pen pals til the proverbial sun comes up 😉 Much ❤ from 410❣🆘️🌬📣🎼🩸🎧💧🥀🦸♂️🦸♀️🌹
You are amazing thank you for sharing your story much love
@@Umddisciple thank you very much Sweetie 💖
Wow this song is deep I don't normally get emotional over songs but this one pulls at my heart
I LOVE YOU EM!! ALWAYS HAVE AND I ALWAYS WILL.
We have always been by your side Em
Damn straight
Logic's verse has been used in another song. Still great music, perfect three artists to work together. Thank you to the producers and UA-cam for allowing us to hear a deep under rated but highly rated piece of art.
It's a mix of different songs, so obviously logics verse are from a different song
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I’ve always heard this song on my dads playlist, and I’ve always wondered what it was called, and I finally found the song
I Respect this Man...He is Fantastic....it different ways I can truly relate...God bless him
I will never stop listening eminem
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Chills ALL over!! Absolutely awesome!! 💯❤️✌️🔥🔥
This is by far the best remix/mashup I've ever heard holy shit!
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Dang that's a deep song
On the 23rd of this month will be 13 that my mother has been gone. I remember coming home from the hospital and seeing an index card with her handwriting on it that said do not drink these sodas until Thanksgiving day and I was so upset I just took it and chunked it in the trashcan. I used to think that I would not be able to go through life without my mom but I'm still here today. She was a good woman and everyone loved her and respected her and she taught me how to be a good person and she was through me even now by being a kindred spirit that shows kindness to everyone, even those that are not accepted by the world today. The Lord says to invite those who are lame, blind, deaf, and poor to dine at your table because in doing you will be blessed bc you aren't doing this expecting to be paid back. For this you will dine in the house of the Lord forever.
I’m so sorry for your loss
Best remix of this song 😢
Hits hard for a mashup. Great job
Freaking ❤️Ing it keep it going & don’t stop
This reminds me of my dad so much may he rest in peace
Love this mix hopefully you are well 💕
I can so relate to this song it's well said well rhymed will blend it keep on putting out the hits
that hits home
Marshall this is one of the best songs I feeland you did it and you keep doing it,I hate you had a wonderful weekendI didI love you honey❤❤❤
Love youEm you the best always luv you wit all my heart
I love how my top 3 favorite rappers are collaborating
Have you heard the collab with DMX and Tupac? It's really fucking intense.. check it out..
I have nt but I will.thanks hey question I'm going to sound stupid but I'm new to this how do u find wat u wrote
@@DarkMadamX83 uh 🙄 no sorry
@@therichking0299 🤣🤣 I got spazzy about that. Sorry.
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First time listening to this Beautiful song the lyrics I felt deep hit My soul hard and took my breath away your the best artist Marshall Thank You
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Best remix!
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My sister and I sing this song
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I can relate to this song so much
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If we could only rewind time and not make the mistakes we've made that have hurt those we love but we can't and it fucks us up sometimes. Guess that's life
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My father committed suicide when I was 7. Sometimes I blame myself for not helping him. This song reminds me of him.
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Feeling pressure from every sides losing a buddy getting stripped of my medals plus lock down order restrictions going cold turkey without drinking cleaning up my mess with weed n losing someone that I liked so much nothing much but keep going with my yard projects or else I'll be screaming losing my self
Sounds very cold but yeah been there Done it
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Regardless of the mayhem an drugs thug life from the cradle to the grave 🤙
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Marshall I'll always love you hunnie
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The world's gone mad.
And it's so fucking sad,
When so many people don't realize
What they had,
Then there is those who know,
And still chose bad,
But that's the story of a dad,
A aftermath of what you didn't have,
Had, then lost to bad and mad,
Cause it's never enough, when your
Holding the add,
But what about the moment when subtractions the only way for life to
Be worth what you didn't imagine could happen in triads.
Threes the famous equation of the universe,
But your writing your own verse..
Rehears your worth,
If your now God.....
Write a new verse..
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Wat is u saying I can't even understand what you are saying I'm sorry but I just didn't get it nor can I relate. People n myself have problems issues n some times u get lost but our higher power is not forgetting us.we will be ok u could nt just break it dwn.god bless u
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