Its so true..you are grieving hard because you loved so deeply. You were not done loving Tyler, so your heart doesn't know what to do with all the extra love..so it rolls down your cheeks ❤ There is beauty in your tears because your love shines in them. 🥺💜
Girl, I wish I could hug you. Not just a quick one but really embrace you and just let you do what you need. Cry. Talk. Just breathe. Your tears are contagious. I pray for your peace of mind. Proud of you for staying consistent on here. You still glow 😘
Cry till you can’t cry no more, I totally feel you. I lost my husband when my twins were in 5th grade. I was depressed for months. Then one day I work up with no more tears to cry. You got this girl 🫶🏼
Everything you wish you can tell him or show him, I truly think he can see/hear. That’s how I feel when it comes to my loved ones in heaven. I like to think that they truly our looking over us everyday! ❤ and we can only hope that when are time comes we are reunited with them. Stay strong sweet girl. Listen to You’re Gonna Be Okay by Jenn Johnson, that songs helped me through countless tough nights.
Maddi, heading you tear up like that shatters my heart. You are so strong. Always remember that you have this fan base here for you. Even though we don’t really know you, we will all be here for you.❤
As someone who had struggled with depression and thoughts of taking my own life, I appreciate you posting these videos so much. I watch then and cry, thinking this would be my husband. This is the pain he'd be in. And I'm so thankful to you for having a reminder of that. I wish the best for you. ❤
I'm turning 50 this weekend and I also had a horrible day crying with things going on. I'm so sorry you sweet pretty lady!! ❤🌞 🌻 ☘️. You are so strong. I love the melatonin scrub. I didn't know they make that. Xo I hope you feel better. 🩷
I lost my husband unexpectedly 3 years ago August 31st. Living does eventually get a tiny bit easier, being without them really doesn't. You are strong and beautiful, funny, amazing and have an excellent support system. The support def makes all the difference. Don't hesitate to go talk to a therapist. It helped me tremendously. Much love sweetheart ❤
My mom and I are going through the "trauma countdown", where we're on edge all the time, due to the anniversary of my father's dead coming up soon... Grief is love you pour out into the sky... I'm so sorry your going through this agony.
Jamie Anderson once said, "Grief is just love with no place to go.” I can't imagine what you're going through, but I'm here for you. We're all here for you ❤
Praying for you. Grief comes in waves. I lost my brother unexpectedly a few years ago. Not gonna lie, some days the feelings are still raw. I hear a song and it brings me back. The hardest part for me is grieving the time and memories we could have had. My heart aches for you. Just take it minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day. So glad that you have your family, friends and sweet fur babies to help you through. ❤
I’m so sorry, Maddi. I hate that you’re having to go through this and you’re so right-grief majorly sucks and it’s ok to say that. It’s ok to not at all be ok. I’m so glad you have your family there with you now. I know it’s not your husband, but it’s still a form of support. Love you so much and I’m praying always for you. You are so dang strong, whether it feels like it or not and you’re helping so many on this path of healing♥️
I appreciate hearing you talk about the times, those of us, and show some of the painful parts of missing the loved one. It is not all about "retail therapy." Working through your grief will be beneficial to you and to others.
Your words break my heart and I wish I could take away your pain , even just for a moment. I’m so sorry for your loss and I’m wishing all the best things in life for you
I'm praying that you build up more strength everyday that he is gone. I love your videos you have inspired me to be creative in so many ways. Continue to keep inspiring others even as you're in your pain you still wake up everyday being an inspiration to others. That takes STRENGTH!! YOU GOT THIS!! You will make it through. God has you🙏🏽💯
Girl, grief is so exhausting. You made my eyes water up becase i can relate with these feelings so much. Keep taking care and im sending some heaing vibes
Thank you for sharing. Thank for finding the valor to show us your journey. It is hard , some days less but still hard. Remember you are loved and I still am sending you many tight hugs and semi trucks of prayers. ❤❤❤❤
Maddi you can do this. BELIEVE. You are very strong even in your darkest moments. I know it’s painful to think about and to miss someone deeply. My best friend commited suicide august 27 so about 2 or 3 weeks ago, I miss him very much but I pray to god every night and tell him to reach Logan up in heaven and tell him everything I say so that he knows I love him. I hate how telling you that “it’s okay” doesn’t help so I shall not say it because it does nothing. Im deeply sorry for your loss(RIP Tyler.)
I know what you are going thru. Now imagine 53 years. So glad you're honest and keeping it real. Hence people don't know what another is going thru thus don't judge. I am sincerely there aka here for any kind of support. Im still grieving. Hugs ❤ 🤗
I’m am so so sorry I have been following you for a year and I can’t believe this happened I know that you are strong so keep doing what you love and remember he’s watching over you every step of the way I had some I loved passed and what happed was getting a bracelet. I had a heart one but we all know that I will get through this and remember we are always here❤❤❤love u ❤❤❤❤
Tears are a healing. It's a way to get your grief out and you do it as much as you need. I think it's beautiful you are sharing your memories of your husband.❤ you are in my prayers 🙏🦋
Billy Bob Thornton said when he lost his brother that he grieves everyday and it doesn’t get easier. That he is worth the pain he endures everyday bc he loved him so much. That always stuck in the back of my mind. To have a love so strong once it’s lost the person was so loved and important in your life it’s worth the pain bc that’s how much they mean to you. You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. I’m very sorry for your loss. ❤❤❤😢😢😢
I feel weird pressing the like button to support. Idk if I could continue life after a week. God forbid I'll ever be in this situation b4 I'm very old, but if I am I jnow where I'll come.
This is one of the scariest people I've ever seen. This kid should have been in an institution. There's NO way that he doesn't behave like this regularly. The way he switched from being an annoying goofy kid to an aggressive, defiant psychopath sent chills down my spine.
You are stronger than you know !! through the hardest times in my life, a saying that resonated with me was you don’t know how truly strong you are until that’s the only option you have
Oh sweetheart I'm so sorry. You're absolutely right grief is just love leftover. You're video just popped onto my feed and I don't know why, but I just want you to know you have so many here that want to lift you up. Me being a perfect stranger, if you ever need an ear or shoulder I'm here, hope that's not strange 😊❤❤❤
I’m so sorry for your pain! I often find myself have this fear & I’m already heartbroken. I’m sending you so much love and light on you journey. It shows tremendous strength to be able to be vulnerable with the whole world to see. I pray that the Lord hold you tight until you’re able to get back on your feet. I am so grateful that I am able to feel and experience true love
You are helping more people than you could ever know. Grief is so hard, like an ugly beast you don’t want to touch but it’s necessary to face and I didn’t think I could ever do it until I saw your perspective and perseverance.
I’m sooo sorry your having to go through this 😢 I pray so hard that God comforts you and helps ease your pain. I cannot begin to imagine how you must feel. Please know that you have thousands of people who are praying for you
Everytime i see tears in your videos i tear up too, or even hearing your voice break i tear up 😩🩵 give all of that extra love to your fur babies and yourself 🩵
I love you and you made it through the day. Your message is so impactful and your strength is so inspiring. You are beautiful and so incredibly strong. We are here for you and thank you for being here for us❤️
My heart is breaking for you beautiful soul. You were so blessed to have found love this incredible and now you hold those memories forever. It doesn't seem fair you had so little time to share that love. I wish I could take some of your pain away or say something, anything that would help but we both know that's impossible so I'll simply send you love, healing energy and abundant blessings 🙏 May the day's get a bit easier and may the nights be filled with the sweetest dreams of the love you shared ❤ I'm truly sorry for your loss...
Sending you all the love and hugs girl!!! You keep going strong!! You have no idea how strong you are until you realize that is all you have to be!!! You are love and light!!! Be well!!! ❤❤❤
Big hugs, Maddi. You are so loved. You are doing your best. Grief is a beast. It's rough, it's hard on you when you least expect it. Crying is okay. He knows how much you love him. Your love is beautiful.
I’m crying with you, Maddi. My husband and I have been a bit on edge recently, but this really made me realize that I should be more grateful to have him around and less worried about those little things. When you talked about the birds, I totally got what you meant. I tell everyone my husband is like a walking Google. I’d feel so lost without him… I’m so sorry you’re going through this. My heart hurts for you and I am praying for you and Tyler everyday!! ❤❤❤
Its so true..you are grieving hard because you loved so deeply. You were not done loving Tyler, so your heart doesn't know what to do with all the extra love..so it rolls down your cheeks ❤ There is beauty in your tears because your love shines in them. 🥺💜
I came here to say the same thing. We grieve because we love. 🫂
Amen❤❤❤ thank you for this beautiful comment ❤
Grief is love with no where to go ❤
That’s beautiful ❤
Love that.
this makes so much sense with the way we mourn living things and ideas of what could’ve been
Aww man that just hit a very raw emotional place !!!
this is so beautiful but it made me cry :(
Girl, I wish I could hug you. Not just a quick one but really embrace you and just let you do what you need. Cry. Talk. Just breathe. Your tears are contagious. I pray for your peace of mind. Proud of you for staying consistent on here. You still glow 😘
Yes, omg i feel the same way. I wanna be like ;-; come here miss ma'am you're gunna make it
Im crying now too 😩
Wait what what did I miss
Cry till you can’t cry no more, I totally feel you. I lost my husband when my twins were in 5th grade. I was depressed for months. Then one day I work up with no more tears to cry. You got this girl 🫶🏼
Everything you wish you can tell him or show him, I truly think he can see/hear. That’s how I feel when it comes to my loved ones in heaven. I like to think that they truly our looking over us everyday! ❤ and we can only hope that when are time comes we are reunited with them. Stay strong sweet girl. Listen to You’re Gonna Be Okay by Jenn Johnson, that songs helped me through countless tough nights.
That is a beautiful song. ❤
Another one is Calling All Angels by Jane Siberry.
Maddi, heading you tear up like that shatters my heart. You are so strong. Always remember that you have this fan base here for you. Even though we don’t really know you, we will all be here for you.❤
So well said. Thanks for being so honest about what you’re going through. Wishing you an easier day tomorrow. Thanks for sharing your journey!
Yes !!!!!! Love that she is showing others it’s ok not to be ok!
I lost my mom and I relate to this so hard I am literally in tears typing this I hope we both get the healing and peace we need.❤ thanks for sharing
As someone who had struggled with depression and thoughts of taking my own life, I appreciate you posting these videos so much. I watch then and cry, thinking this would be my husband. This is the pain he'd be in. And I'm so thankful to you for having a reminder of that. I wish the best for you. ❤
Your quote reminds me of what vision said to wanda after losing pietro her brother.
"What is grief,if not love perservering"
Yeah, that’s what I thought too. I love that quote.
Beautiful❤
We are crying with you. I’m so sorry for your pain. You are incredibly brave to share this with us all. Sending you a big hug ❤
Amen 💯 🙏 ❤
You can't go wrong with Dr. Teals. Im so sorry you have to feel this loss right now. There is no way but through. May God send the Comforter
I'm turning 50 this weekend and I also had a horrible day crying with things going on. I'm so sorry you sweet pretty lady!! ❤🌞 🌻 ☘️. You are so strong. I love the melatonin scrub. I didn't know they make that. Xo I hope you feel better. 🩷
You are so strong, brave, beautiful, and loved. Your serious so real and raw. We need to see how ppl handle grief. Keep going one day at a time.
I lost my husband unexpectedly 3 years ago August 31st. Living does eventually get a tiny bit easier, being without them really doesn't. You are strong and beautiful, funny, amazing and have an excellent support system. The support def makes all the difference. Don't hesitate to go talk to a therapist. It helped me tremendously. Much love sweetheart ❤
May he rest in peace ❤❤...
@@BabyFlower420Whaaaat?! Why do you say that? I’m not familiar with her content so I’m lost. 😳
What do you mean by that?
Your feelings are beyond valid, but it’s so hard seeing you cry. Never thought I could care about a stranger like this. Sending you love, Maddi. ❤
You are so wonderful. I appreciate how real your videos are
Keeping you in my thoughts daily 🩷 you’re an incredibly strong woman and we’re all here for you 💕
My mom and I are going through the "trauma countdown", where we're on edge all the time, due to the anniversary of my father's dead coming up soon... Grief is love you pour out into the sky...
I'm so sorry your going through this agony.
Jamie Anderson once said, "Grief is just love with no place to go.”
I can't imagine what you're going through, but I'm here for you. We're all here for you ❤
Praying for you. Grief comes in waves. I lost my brother unexpectedly a few years ago. Not gonna lie, some days the feelings are still raw. I hear a song and it brings me back. The hardest part for me is grieving the time and memories we could have had. My heart aches for you. Just take it minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day. So glad that you have your family, friends and sweet fur babies to help you through. ❤
you are such an amazing creator and person. i’m sure your husband was amazing too and i’m terribly sorry for your loss ❤
I hope you find your light 🙏
Continue to take your time to grieve❤
I’m so sorry, Maddi. I hate that you’re having to go through this and you’re so right-grief majorly sucks and it’s ok to say that. It’s ok to not at all be ok. I’m so glad you have your family there with you now. I know it’s not your husband, but it’s still a form of support. Love you so much and I’m praying always for you. You are so dang strong, whether it feels like it or not and you’re helping so many on this path of healing♥️
Far side banks of Jordan by Johnny & June helped me grieve my Grammie❤
I appreciate hearing you talk about the times, those of us, and show some of the painful parts of missing the loved one. It is not all about "retail therapy." Working through your grief will be beneficial to you and to others.
Keep sharing your thoughts and feelings….they definitely resonate with people. I’m so sorry for your loss ❤️
You are so incredibly strong! We love you!! ❤
dude the shower is the worst.
i love you so so much. hugs
Your words break my heart and I wish I could take away your pain , even just for a moment. I’m so sorry for your loss and I’m wishing all the best things in life for you
I'm So Sorry Maddi. Praying For You. Can't Even Imagine. May God Bless You And Give You Comfort And Strength
Maddi you are so right. You made it through the day and I'm so proud of you ❤ I wish I could give you a hug so bad rn
I’m so sorry Maddi. You’re a great person. Your husband is so proud of you, and loves you so so much! I want to hug you!
God bless you sweetheart ❤
Your strength & sorrows are beautiful blessings! It's ok to feel like shit, not everyday can be rainbows and sunshine. We Love You Girl!! ❤
You’re a strong woman and I truly hope your life starts feeling a little better ❤
and you know what…crying is so OKAY! Some days are just harder then others but you are rocking it! All the hugs,loves and prayers 🤍🤍
I'm praying that you build up more strength everyday that he is gone. I love your videos you have inspired me to be creative in so many ways. Continue to keep inspiring others even as you're in your pain you still wake up everyday being an inspiration to others. That takes STRENGTH!! YOU GOT THIS!! You will make it through. God has you🙏🏽💯
There’s honestly no feeling in the world like this one. Hope she’s surrounded by love and support.
I am so sorry, I lost my husband of 26 years 7 years ago and still miss him like crazy. Try to stay busy but talk to him.
Your story made me cry 😢
I hope the future will be better for you ❤❤❤
Girl, grief is so exhausting. You made my eyes water up becase i can relate with these feelings so much. Keep taking care and im sending some heaing vibes
Tears are cleansing and at times give us strength!!! Liquid love! You cry when ever you need to, but don’t forget to smile and laugh too!!!!
Thank you for sharing. Thank for finding the valor to show us your journey. It is hard , some days less but still hard. Remember you are loved and I still am sending you many tight hugs and semi trucks of prayers. ❤❤❤❤
Maddie i dont know if youll see this but you are such a beautiful person who shares your jouney to help others and yourself ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Aww Maddi! I'm so sorry! You are doing the best you can to cope with such a loss of the love of your life! Each day is going to be different emotions!
Keep on going and remembering ..your doing good. You actually understand how you feel..
Maddi you can do this. BELIEVE. You are very strong even in your darkest moments. I know it’s painful to think about and to miss someone deeply. My best friend commited suicide august 27 so about 2 or 3 weeks ago, I miss him very much but I pray to god every night and tell him to reach Logan up in heaven and tell him everything I say so that he knows I love him. I hate how telling you that “it’s okay” doesn’t help so I shall not say it because it does nothing. Im deeply sorry for your loss(RIP Tyler.)
Awww Maddie I know this is so hard but the way u are u push through these things so well I know he is looking down on u so proud of your recovery
My condolences 💐
I know what you are going thru. Now imagine 53 years. So glad you're honest and keeping it real. Hence people don't know what another is going thru thus don't judge. I am sincerely there aka here for any kind of support. Im still grieving. Hugs ❤ 🤗
Courageous and authentic. I admire you.
I immediately got sad when you said 35 days....like how has it been that long already 🥺🖤🌹
sending lots of love. So glad thart you're finding a way to channel your grief this way. Bless you.
I’m am so so sorry
I have been following you for a year and I can’t believe this happened
I know that you are strong so keep doing what you love and remember he’s watching over you every step of the way
I had some I loved passed and what happed was getting a bracelet. I had a heart one but we all know that I will get through this and remember we are always here❤❤❤love u ❤❤❤❤
Tears are a healing. It's a way to get your grief out and you do it as much as you need. I think it's beautiful you are sharing your memories of your husband.❤ you are in my prayers 🙏🦋
It's being in your beautiful moments when you think of him your doing well under the subconscious your amazing so be blessed sweet lady ⭐️🌹🌸💐🌻🌹💐
I know you do sweet girl. It will get better. Praying for you
Praying for your strength and healing 🙏🏽❤💪🏽
Only time will heal but we'll always be like, "Could of, would of or should of its never easy prayers 🙏
I’m sorry honey, but know that he is with you and he does hear you.❤❤😢😢
Billy Bob Thornton said when he lost his brother that he grieves everyday and it doesn’t get easier. That he is worth the pain he endures everyday bc he loved him so much. That always stuck in the back of my mind. To have a love so strong once it’s lost the person was so loved and important in your life it’s worth the pain bc that’s how much they mean to you. You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. I’m very sorry for your loss. ❤❤❤😢😢😢
Sending love , u are a beautiful lady
Love and light beautiful soul!
Sending you Hugs and lots of positive healing energy!
Wish I could give you a hug . Keep going strong beautiful. You got this ♥️
Your pain is palpable. My deepest and heart felt condolences to you. I will be praying for you. Please keep some courage, sister. 💖
I feel weird pressing the like button to support. Idk if I could continue life after a week. God forbid I'll ever be in this situation b4 I'm very old, but if I am I jnow where I'll come.
This is one of the scariest people I've ever seen. This kid should have been in an institution. There's NO way that he doesn't behave like this regularly. The way he switched from being an annoying goofy kid to an aggressive, defiant psychopath sent chills down my spine.
What are you talking about?
@@Bunnyboo3419that is a very good question. I have to wonder who they are talking about.
Who??
I’m so sorry but yet so happy you made it through the day and stuck around to post this. Xoxo
You are stronger than you know !! through the hardest times in my life, a saying that resonated with me was you don’t know how truly strong you are until that’s the only option you have
Yes today may have“sucked “ for you…yet you made it through. Sending love and prayers for your continued strength. ❤️🙏🏽💯
You are so beautiful ❤ it’s so crazy how grief comes in waves. You’ve got this 🥹
I always tell my boyfriend I love his brain. It makes me so heartbroken to hear the pain in your voice. We’re here for you
Oh sweetheart I'm so sorry. You're absolutely right grief is just love leftover. You're video just popped onto my feed and I don't know why, but I just want you to know you have so many here that want to lift you up. Me being a perfect stranger, if you ever need an ear or shoulder I'm here, hope that's not strange 😊❤❤❤
I am sending you the biggest hug that anyone could ever send! You are going to get threw this! We are all here for you! ❤
Awww hun. I'm so sorry u felt that way. 🙏🏾❤❤❤
I’m so sorry for your pain! I often find myself have this fear & I’m already heartbroken. I’m sending you so much love and light on you journey. It shows tremendous strength to be able to be vulnerable with the whole world to see. I pray that the Lord hold you tight until you’re able to get back on your feet. I am so grateful that I am able to feel and experience true love
You are helping more people than you could ever know. Grief is so hard, like an ugly beast you don’t want to touch but it’s necessary to face and I didn’t think I could ever do it until I saw your perspective and perseverance.
I’m sooo sorry your having to go through this 😢 I pray so hard that God comforts you and helps ease your pain. I cannot begin to imagine how you must feel. Please know that you have thousands of people who are praying for you
I am so so sorry. Im crying , wishing I could hug you and take some of your pain away. ❤😢
You are so right, one day at a time. You will always have this feeling for him. This is what love is. Your best support is your family.
So proud of you! You obviously have a heart the size of Vegas and I appreciate you sharing it ❤
Everytime i see tears in your videos i tear up too, or even hearing your voice break i tear up 😩🩵 give all of that extra love to your fur babies and yourself 🩵
I love that quote. I'm sending you an air hug from Delaware ❤.
I love you and you made it through the day. Your message is so impactful and your strength is so inspiring. You are beautiful and so incredibly strong. We are here for you and thank you for being here for us❤️
sending you love, light, and lots of hugs 🤍
My heart is breaking for you beautiful soul. You were so blessed to have found love this incredible and now you hold those memories forever. It doesn't seem fair you had so little time to share that love. I wish I could take some of your pain away or say something, anything that would help but we both know that's impossible so I'll simply send you love, healing energy and abundant blessings 🙏
May the day's get a bit easier and may the nights be filled with the sweetest dreams of the love you shared ❤
I'm truly sorry for your loss...
Sending you all the love and hugs girl!!! You keep going strong!! You have no idea how strong you are until you realize that is all you have to be!!! You are love and light!!! Be well!!! ❤❤❤
I just want to squeeze your little sad face, and take all your pain away. Always praying for you Maddie❤ 🙏 Much love
Your doing so well. 🫶 I’m so proud you’ve come this far. You are grieving hard because you loved so deeply. R I P Tyler 🩷🪽🕊️
You are truly loved and I am so unbelievably sorry
Awww sweetheart I’m so sorry for your loss. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers😘
Big hugs, Maddi. You are so loved. You are doing your best. Grief is a beast. It's rough, it's hard on you when you least expect it. Crying is okay. He knows how much you love him. Your love is beautiful.
Sending you love. Im sure the shock is starting to wear off, and grief might be feeling even heavier than it has. ❤️🥺🫂
YOU ARE SO STRONG!!! we are all here for u & giving u endless virtual hugs 🫂💖💖
Awwww Maddie I'm sooo sorry 😞 I'm sharing your tears 😭😥. Praying for you 🙏🤗🍀
I’m crying with you, Maddi. My husband and I have been a bit on edge recently, but this really made me realize that I should be more grateful to have him around and less worried about those little things. When you talked about the birds, I totally got what you meant. I tell everyone my husband is like a walking Google. I’d feel so lost without him… I’m so sorry you’re going through this. My heart hurts for you and I am praying for you and Tyler everyday!! ❤❤❤
👑❤AMEN 📖 AMEN ❤🕊