I'm in pain Heads lost I can't see straight Im scared to give my heart or love coz I'm scared that trust will break N iv felt like this for days Its been years since n i pray to the lord to bless me grace
Smoke dis dope I got a hole in my boat I try to not let my tears sink through dis hole I’m on a see But i’m lost in shore i’m too blind to see i’m sure I’m way too far ahead of myself but way too back, I can’t find my way back, I can’t find myself every little thing is mad, Relapsing back to the past Passing dem laps In a constant fight man i’m gettin’ bad, I’m sorry dad I tried my best to be a son I’m sorry for da shit i done, I tried to tell the doctors I was mad Half of my pain is left back in black scars that far back with a heart dat i had I look back on my life and i’m still here now I swear on my life man it’s mad Man dis is mad, My shoulders hold up so much World war 3 out soon I’ll show you a soldier, I’m gonna prove everyone that doubt me wrong, I’m gonna turn my bad into good and learn from my mistakes, I’m only human too, but most of you don’t seem to get dat, My feelings don’t matter but when I tell you something dat scares you that’s when you react, I need help, Why do you always care about the worst? Just tell me the truth Do you want me in a hearse? And if you lie i swear to god Your spine is gonna be shot out of line I haven’t got time. Bro dis life is tough Da meaning of life is love Commitment hurts Truth be told I would kill myself for dis love I hold so much ruff on my shoulders Can you see why i call myself a soldier? Thru thick and thin Even when it’s sickenin or i’m bleeding I stand in dis field As i feel my heart slowly going colda’ Roads ent fun Life is a game We gotta learn how to play I still remember what happened back in primary days Dem times der were hard all of my pain was turned into art when I couldn’t see no interest of having a heart all of my words were so dark dem things I use to say went too far I even scared myself thinking “what have i became?” am i being a man? Nah, i guess i can’t
Yea i be fellin the pain heads so lost i cant think straight im scaredd to give up my trust cause they stabbin my bck an i dònt kno why why does it gotta be me i was down on my ass had to get me bag had tears on face got left in dat rain on my son i be fellin some pain like damm you dont even kno everything got i got on my own i was yougeen all on my own like why did u go i was the one who luv u when nobody would now im watching my bck cant sleep its to much im lossin myself my hearts is to cold
I take dis drug den let the drug take me instead of my sorrow Laying in bed hopelessly hopin’ ders no tomorrow, The fuck is happiness i guess it was just borrowed, Drownin’ and drownin’ man dis shits on repeat I’m burning inside so much I’ve gone highter den degrees I don’t want to agree or disagree But argue with me And i’ll snap like pedagree I hear suicidal remedy’s and empty melody’s I had a shit childhood But i’m traumatised so how da fuck do you think I remember dis I reminisce dis shit since dis shit I’m an open person but i won’t give in no more I won’t let you close like I use to unless your part of my love and my home If you break my heart i’ll shove you to go I’m scared of gettin’ old Nah, fuck dat I wanna be a baby again I wanna go back to den when Everything was right and there weren’t no fights at night I wanna be in peace I wanna be 3 years old forever I wish i could go back but i can’t I guess that spirits left back in the past Times gone so fast it feels like i got here by one blink I’m 15 now and it feels like i was 13 yesterday and 8, 2 days ago I’m scared.
LET KAY FLOCK FIND THIS🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Kay flock forever
This beat is how I feel
ATM ON THE TRACK
Yeah this is coldd 💯
I'm in pain
Heads lost I can't see straight
Im scared to give my heart or love coz I'm scared that trust will break
N iv felt like this for days
Its been years since n i pray to the lord to bless me grace
Give your life to Christ trust me
Smoke dis dope
I got a hole in my boat
I try to not let my tears sink through dis hole
I’m on a see But i’m lost in shore
i’m too blind to see i’m sure
I’m way too far ahead of myself but way too back, I can’t find my way back, I can’t find myself
every little thing is mad,
Relapsing back to the past
Passing dem laps
In a constant fight
man i’m gettin’ bad,
I’m sorry dad I tried my best to be a son
I’m sorry for da shit i done,
I tried to tell the doctors I was mad
Half of my pain is left back in black scars that far back with a heart dat i had
I look back on my life and i’m still here now I swear on my life man it’s mad
Man dis is mad,
My shoulders hold up so much
World war 3 out soon I’ll show you a soldier,
I’m gonna prove everyone that doubt me wrong,
I’m gonna turn my bad into good and learn from my mistakes, I’m only human too, but most of you don’t seem to get dat, My feelings don’t matter but when I tell you something dat scares you that’s when you react,
I need help, Why do you always care about the worst? Just tell me the truth
Do you want me in a hearse?
And if you lie i swear to god
Your spine is gonna be shot out of line
I haven’t got time.
Bro dis life is tough
Da meaning of life is love
Commitment hurts
Truth be told I would kill myself for dis love
I hold so much ruff on my shoulders
Can you see why i call myself a soldier?
Thru thick and thin
Even when it’s sickenin or i’m bleeding
I stand in dis field
As i feel my heart slowly going colda’
Roads ent fun
Life is a game
We gotta learn how to play
I still remember what happened back in primary days
Dem times der were hard
all of my pain was turned into art
when I couldn’t see no interest of having a heart
all of my words were so dark
dem things I use to say went too far
I even scared myself
thinking “what have i became?”
am i being a man?
Nah, i guess i can’t
Bro put the whole song in the comments 😭
@Trezn I normally delete ‘em cuh I use em to practice but sm times I js leave it or forget ab it
@@Treznwhy u hating bro that shit was fire he has real talent
Yea i be fellin the pain heads so lost i cant think straight im scaredd to give up my trust cause they stabbin my bck an i dònt kno why why does it gotta be me i was down on my ass had to get me bag had tears on face got left in dat rain on my son i be fellin some pain like damm you dont even kno everything got i got on my own i was yougeen all on my own like why did u go i was the one who luv u when nobody would now im watching my bck cant sleep its to much im lossin myself my hearts is to cold
kiinda stole the fiirst bar from a comment 4 months agoo lol
I take dis drug den let the drug take me instead of my sorrow
Laying in bed hopelessly hopin’ ders no tomorrow,
The fuck is happiness i guess it was just borrowed,
Drownin’ and drownin’ man dis shits on repeat
I’m burning inside so much I’ve gone highter den degrees
I don’t want to agree or disagree
But argue with me And i’ll snap like pedagree
I hear suicidal remedy’s and empty melody’s
I had a shit childhood But i’m traumatised so how da fuck do you think I remember dis
I reminisce dis shit since dis shit
I’m an open person but i won’t give in no more
I won’t let you close like I use to unless your part of my love and my home
If you break my heart i’ll shove you to go
I’m scared of gettin’ old
Nah, fuck dat
I wanna be a baby again
I wanna go back to den when
Everything was right and there weren’t no fights at night
I wanna be in peace
I wanna be 3 years old forever I wish i could go back but i can’t I guess that spirits left back in the past
Times gone so fast it feels like i got here by one blink
I’m 15 now and it feels like i was 13 yesterday and 8, 2 days ago
I’m scared.
keep yall lyrics to yaself lol nobody know the flow we cant say it
Are you slow you do it in your own flow common sense obviously isn’t in your blood line it seems like
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