They may not get noticed but oh well Drew I'm so happy you posted a video today, it actually made my day. And I'm so happy that youre making a big change in your life and the videos! I'm glad you got the help that you needed. Please don't push yourself to the point where you have more panic attacks, anxiety, and mental breakdowns. We care about your health more then/than videos. Just remember to Pace yourself and that we'll always be here whenever you decide to post another video! ❤ We love you Drew!!1!!1!!11! [Edit] I am the shooketh. One , 84 likes?!? Oh stop it 😄😳 Two, Drew liked this?!? MY DAY WENT FROM SHIT TO GREAT! THANK YOU SO MUCH, I LOVE YOU DREW!! ❤❤ [Edit] WHHHOOAAHH 150 likes?! ❤
Damn this video seriously has me crying in the break room. For so long, I've let my depression control my life. From small things like not cleaning my room or working out, to large things like taking nearly 6 years to earn my degree. Now that I'm in a professional job, I see more and more that I really need to talk to someone and get my mind balanced. The stigma of seeking help for mental health in the black community is too real, and I thank you so much for always being upfront about your own struggles. I've already started looking for a therapist in my area. I'm ready to punch this wall down too❤❤❤
I dream of starting an actual channel. I've recorded so many videos, done endless research on how to edit, create thumbnails, what's the best & necessary equipment, etc. But I have yet to upload anything. I'm afraid & I'm so hard on myself
Ashley Evon To quote Shaia Lebouf, JUST DO IT!! seriously, my channel is a shit show, but it's my shit show and even though it'll never be perfect, I have fun doing it and that's all that matters! Just upload those videos...MAKE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE!!ヽ(ﾟ∀ﾟ)ﾉ!
Drink Your Nail Polish You are so right! When I'm making the videos I feel so happy, being myself & just talking to the camera lol. Thank u for ur encouraging words😊💖
One thing that helped me about managing my anxiety is for every thought that goes "what if I'm not good enough?" Ask "but what if I'm more than enough?" . Besides taking vitamin D and exercising , it's helped . Pills made it worse for me personally , so if that's not helping know there's other options too ! I hope you find what works for you , Drew . Still happily following . 🖤
Hello Pam I feel the same I can't take pills at all I tried different medications but I still felt crappy and I didn't feel actually happy I felt sad but I couldn't cry because of the pills
b a b y b a d b a t s • that's unfortunate :( . I found out that low having low vitamin D levels makes you prone to depression and anxiety . Mine were at a 9ng and you should be at least 30ng . I can't say it's cured but taking it has helped it greatly . I hope you also find something that helps you too !
drew you always remind that anxiety is something I have, but there's no need to use it as a crutch in life, this video is exactly why I love you 😊❤ BTW, I 💙 that color on you.
For everyone saying don't take medication, please don't advocate that. Not everyone can just exercise and take vitamins. I know for me, it's hard to do those things because depression. I know I have more problems than just depression and anxiety, but I still feel the same. Drugs aren't always the answer, but sometimes they are. Don't instantly tell people, "don't take meds!" And to Drew, thank you for being honestly you haha. Love you dearly, and I've been subscribed for a long time. You've been like a friend and role mode for me to pursue my dreams and be myself. Keep this momentum up; we all believe in you :)
My favourite quote that helps me deal with my own depression and my own social anxiety is "If you're going through hell, keep going". It means different things to different people, but to me it just really boils down to not giving up. If you're going through hell, Drew, keep going!
I have been struggling with somewhat similar issues; feeling in control in the face of mental illness and working toward my goals. It's so so hard, and I am SO HAPPY to see you feeling good about your progress. I am so happy for you, this is amaaaaaazing 💝
Im also at that point in life where if im extremely happy im looking forwards to a crash...and as of late, it hasnt been happening. I went from crying every single day to smiling more, simply because ive taken control of myself. Im not letting my depression and anxiety take me over and keep me down. It feels so good to finally love myself and be comfortable with myself including my flaws. Drew, you helped me realize that there is a way to get through this...and I appreciate you for that ❤
I've been going through the exact same thing. It's a hard battle but I'm slowly getting to the point where I'm comfortable with myself. Just keep your head up
I stumbled across your page the other day and I was immediately drawn to you. My heart breaks for you and your struggle. I too have a deep anxiety that can be quite debilitating. I pray you find happiness and healing through your pain. You are such a beautiful soul and you deserve so much love and peace. ❤
I've been through the same thing and I have really bad days a lot. This video really helped me, and I just want to say I really love your channel and look forward to your videos.
I really needed this video. I've been deal with depression and anxiety for awhile now and hearing that someone is having ups and downs like me is great to know!! Thanks Drew❤️❤️
I feel this so much. I'm literally going through this same situation. I've been so f*cked up lately struggling to make it. But I have been trying to stay positive and keep going. I hope you feel better soon ily 💖🍥⭐🎶
I can relate because I suffer with anxiety and depression. Your video is very comforting and encouraging. You are a very brave and beautiful (inside and out) woman.
I love your perseverance Drew! I will keep tuning in and am super happy for you that you'll be posting more. The casual vlogs sound like a great idea. =)
i relate to everything you said... and im really happy youre finally starting to feel a lot better about yourself. Thank you for this video. It really helped me realise a lot of things about me
I relate to this video sooo much. My channel is basically a wreck due to my anxiety and depression. Love you, Drew. Your such an inspiration (especially in my first few videos) 💕💜💜 your one of the few youtubers that I can see myself in and relate to 😍
Girl I'm getting teary-eyed from watching this because I know what it's like of dealing with depression and anxiety. But I'm taking one step at a time of getting better! You are loved here Chica and things will get better for you! 💗😊 #ForeverDisasterFAN
I'm so happy you feel like you have some direction, and it was so amazing hearing you say that you've felt better about yourself than you've ever been before! You're so strong!!
Aw, I'm so happy for you! Self growth is an amazing feeling. I hate that we can be our worst enemies. My self doubt has been in the way for so long, So you are truly inspiring
Lately I've been trying super hard to get my shit together and I keep trying and failing and feeling horrible for not having the drive to do stuff, and this video was a really big kick in the ass. I'm happy for you and I can't wait to see you progress further, and I'm going to try and do the same. Thank you for being so inspiring. Much love 💗
Your struggles are so relatable. Thanks for being so open and honest about them. You're making people feel so much less alone; including myself. We love you.
I really needed to hear some of this, as I also struggle with depression and anxiety. Watching this video gave me the kick I needed to pick myself up and keep going! Thanks Drew! Keep it up!!
Thank you for sharing your struggles. I can so relate to everything you're talking about. I have struggled with anxiety and depression for years. I never knew what it was I just always thought something was wrong. I've never been formally treated but it's something I should consider. I just want to function.
drew!! i'm so proud of you 💕 i've also been dealing with the whole "getting up just to fall back down again" thing, thank you for inspiring me to keep getting back up 💝
Gah, you made me cry because this exactly how I feel. Thank you. I am also trying to get out of my hole, and finally have taken a tiny step further than I have in the past. I now I just have to keep pushing, even if thats the hardest part. Again, thank you
The way you described having so many ideas but not creating them or them not looking right is exactly how I feel. I love making videos but for past few years it's been stressing me out because I want my content to be way better.
So happy for you!! Keep going and believe in yourself! I've been struggling basically all my life I have BPD and severe depression and anxiety and trust me it gets better! I've been in therapy and on meds for about 3 years now and I've become such a better version of myself! I hope u continue to find better ways to be and take care of yourself because I'm rooting for you!
This video hit me like a bus. You talking about how you are feeling is exactly how I feel. I'm so anxious all the time, and I feel like I'm not living up to my potential. Thank you for this. Watching your videos genuinely makes me happy, and makes me inspired to be the person I want to be. This video specifically makes me want to tune out all the negativity in my mind to do what makes me happier. Drew, you are strong. We love you.
you are so inspirational to me. today I was crashing myself & I felt like I just wasn't doing anything right & that my life was going nowhere. Then I watched this video & tears just fell from my eyes. You remind me that even though I feel inadequate, that doesn't mean its true & it's okay to keep going. keep pushing forward iloveyou Drew 💕
Wow. This was so well spoken. I struggle with such similar battles. And so much of what you said really hit home. Thank you for being an inspiration girl. Keep fighting 💜
Thank you so much I needed this I also suffer from depression and anxiety and I just been having a really bad time dealing with it didn't super hard lately my depression since been really bad but this hearing you talk about dealing with the same things I go through makes me feel better like I'm not alone you are awesome amazing person I love you videos and everything about you can't wait to watch more of your videos
This was uploaded on my birthday:) Drew I've been watching you for awhile now and I'm so proud of you. I can definitely relate to the ups and downs and when you said clean your room it hit home. I've been in a rut for quite awhile now and my room is trash. I'm going to try my best to push through and get what I want done. Thank you for your encouragement and keep your head up too
You are so great I'm super happy your feeling good and I 100% understand what your going and through it sucks but I love your channel and think your doing awesome
I'm in this loop all the time and I'm trying my best to claw my way out of it so it's so great to see that you're feeling better. Your vids are always great for me to watch, however often you post or whatever content you decide to make it on. Take care and take your time
If this isn't 1000% of everything my depression and anxiety is...hearing you talk made me cry because I feel every single bit the same way. I just have not broken thru that wall and I feel sometimes I never will. But I'm glad you have. It gives me hope...you're beautiful. Love that hair.
Its nice to hear that explained that way. I am in about the same point in my life. I want to just live in bed but even when the thought of getting up is to painfu. I still get up. I do whats reasonable for my current mental compasity. I still cant stay on track and get stuff done. I was supposed to study for my writen driver test but it never happened and tomoroow is my test. Anxiety is gonna hit hard but i gotta just put my bestfoot forward and try. Thats all ican do. I know its hard to move forward, but im proud u broke that barrier. ❤ keep it up
Woah I can totally relate this cycle. Like exactly. I spend more time meticulously planning what I'm going to do, and mostly it's outrageously unrealistic and idealized. Then when it's time to move from the planning stage to the execution stage, for one reason or another I self sabotage by overthinking it, or abandoning it, or distracting myself with something less important until the opportunity has passed. 😫😫😫
Drew you're really awesome. I remember watching you're curly red hair vid and keep replaying it over and over. You're editing is awesome. You're personality is awesome too.
Omh Drew, watching this video just helped me fully understand what I'm going through it almost down to a T. Having you tell your experience of what you deal with day to day reminded me of myself and why I felt the way I do. This video is going to motivate me and remind me that it can get better if I keep pushing at it. So I thank you Drew for being yourself and sharing part of you life with us because it can be very comforting and helpful for people like me, so thank you 💜.
Another great video as always💖💖 Drew I know you can get through anything because I believe in you, and i understand how you feel because i go through similar things as well, love you 😙
You have always been an absolute inspiration to me 💖. I too have recently realized that if I keep moving Ill get just that much closer to my goals, even when I fall back down and it is truly an amazing feeling. This video you made made me tear up and Ive watched you for so long Drew, I can honestly say that I see that little twinkle in your eyes and you're going to soar higher than ever before now 🙂
It's funny how things work out. I came on YT to see if there was an update to your closet, and this vid is here. I am so happy for you, Drew. From your first anxiety/depression videos to now, they've always spoken to me and helped me. I know exactly what you're going through. I can't afford to be my worst enemy, either. It's time to keep pushing. 💗
I truly admire you so much for videos like this. 💜 stay strong Drew, you are not alone and you are wonderful. 💜 I have been in this rut/hole for a year an half but watching your videos like this makes me feel better and makes me want to change the things around me. So thank you 🙏🏾 ❤️
I know exactly how you feel, I've been going through the same exact thing actually. Getting this huge wave of momentum, and feeling great about myself. Actually having confidence and wanting to do something. Then all of a sudden anxiety kicks in like "Hey, here to fuck up everything, here's some negative thoughts, and also something stupid you did 8 years ago." Then I'm just like "Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck!!" And I get back into my shell, it honestly really sucks. I am so glad I can relate to you and so many other people dealing with this, because the people who can't relate are always like. "Oh, you're just lazy, you don't want to do anything." Either that or, "You're just shy, it'll be fine." Or even worse "Get over it!" So it just feels goo to know that I'm not the only one going through this.
Thanks! So much drew for being open with us and telling us your story, im sure we all appreciate it. Keep up the great work and push through it if you can!!!!
Love you Drew! Your drive is so amazing and i'm so happy to see the progress you've made. It gives me a lil courage to push past my own mental issues and actually get something done in my life. You are beautiful, talented and sincere. When that demon in your head says otherwise, squeeze lemons in its eyes and throw up the middle fingers.
I am so happy for you! This was such an inspiring video!! I have eating problems and they've been really bad recently and this was just such a strong push in the right direction, thank you for sharing this with us. Also, please keep to this mind set? Watch this video whenever you feel like giving u[ in the future? I feel like a lot of us need you to be strong and to keep inspiring us just by posting a video every week, or continue working on yourself and things like that because when we see someone improving, it gives us hope that we can too.
Seriously i deal with depression and its hard to get motivation to get out ... But ppl like you make it so easy to relate im not alone someones like me thats why i love your videos glad to see you got your sparkle and shine back 🙌🙌🙌😊😊 keep doing you drew 😍😍🙌
Oh goodness this video just speaks to me. I even started crying. Drew, I'm so happy that you in a good place and seeing you happy and positive just fills me up with motivation. I'm in a point of my life where I feel like I'm stuck in this deep hole that I dug for myself and I feel like I'm never going to get out of it. It's been like this for 2 years and I hate it. I want to change but everytime I want to move forward and do something out of my comfort zone, my anxiety kicks me down and I just stay down doing nothing and I hate myself for being a failure. I know it's possible to get out of this mess, I just got to take baby steps. I hope and wish for the best of you Drew, we can do this, I know it, just gotta keep trying 💜
You're one of my favorite UA-camrs of all time, I always get super excited when I see that you've uploaded. Your kindness, creativity, brilliance, and openness are really beautiful and, like you said, kind of rare in the current Internet climate. Your advice about continually moving up the hill and celebrating even the smallest successes was really helpful too.
You're an inspiration Drew, a role model and a style icon for me. I'm so proud of you for seeing what you really need. I personally love all the videos you post🖤
Im so looking forward to vlogs because i love seeing your day to day life and just who you are as a person. Ive been watching you for years and Ive always felt like i can relate to you on so many levels including my own anxiety and depression so this makes me so just relieved to hear that someone else crashes like me but also has highs and lows and gets back up no matter what, so thank you
What an amazing platform you have to touch others lives by being open and honest with who you are and your struggles. There are so many that suffer with the same things you do. My oldest daughter certainly has and now, finally, at 28 she is living her best life. That's not to say that her depression doesn't rear it's ugly head, but she's learning to push through just like you. She's now a flight attendant and building her first home! Keep shining your light sweetheart!! You have so much to offer this world and it doesn't have to be perfect, it just has to be you!!!! I, for one, think you are beautiful and you rock that teal hair!!!!!
I havnt been on this channel for a long time but based on this and the few videos that I hav watched u r literally so beautiful and u seem so nice. U hav such a interesting personality it would be great to see more. I know exactly how it feels to go thru depression and anxiety and it is literally so much but I feel like it should cum to recognizing the things that you hav accomplished and u hav accomplished a lot.
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This happened to me with a lot of hobbies I have but I'm slowly trying to get myself back into it. I find that my procrastination and anxiety stems from the jealousy/loneliness I feel when looking through other people's accounts on social media so I decreased my time on instagram, stopped using snapchat, and haven't used twitter since last year. I'm not saying "oh you should delete you social media!" Because it is a big part of promoting your channel. But I find that sometimes we accidentally spend too much time than we need to on our cellular devices and other electronics when we need to take a break from other people's lives and turn our focus/attention to our personal hobbies. For example, I'm currently working on my obsessive-ness with watching too many UA-cam videos and using that time to practice yoga, meditation, making my own little amvs for fun, studying on my future career, learning to play guitar, draw, write stories/poetry, a.k.a things I use to do before I invested 95% of my time into UA-cam and anime. So yes! It looks like it is time for a change in the both of us!
I freaking love you drew and I understand how you feel I get like that a lot myself you just have to keep your shoulders strong and your head held high and when it feels like nothing is going to go as planned you have to push through it 😍😍😍😍😍
You're doing a great job Drew and honestly, you're one of my favorite UA-camrs. I love seeing your videos and you're so adorable! Keep up the great work! 👌💜
I love you dearly. You even helped inspire me to start making UA-cam videos again because I doubted myself. Although it's unfortunate you deal with these things, it's comforting to see someone I look up to stuggle with similar things. Ilysm. PS, I absolutely adore that wig on you 💙
So I've been following you for a couple years and I've always loved any video you put up. There are few people that I follow consistently for years and years. I usually get bored or annoyed with a channel and unsubscribe at some point. I also don't like my subscriptions to be cluttered. However, your videos are always genuine and enjoyable and funny, you always have important things to say and I really love your channel.
It is right now 5am where I live and I'm actually avoiding taking a shower so yeah I understand mental struggles and I hope even if everything wont turn normal all of a sudden you'll be ok and just make your little own way to the top ❤
Ugh Drew yes, I'm so happy for you that you've pushed through this wall and you're growing from it. I really relate to you about your depression and anxiety, And to have our mental health paths be so similar?? Its crazy and im so glad that youve touched my life in this way bc I havent really known a person that has similar struggles as i do. This video has touched me. I've always been a supporter and as weird as it sounds, i feel like we are in this together and im routing for you! Xoxo
"If I weren't my own worst enemy, I would get so many things accomplished." Preach.
They may not get noticed but oh well
Drew I'm so happy you posted a video today, it actually made my day. And I'm so happy that youre making a big change in your life and the videos! I'm glad you got the help that you needed. Please don't push yourself to the point where you have more panic attacks, anxiety, and mental breakdowns. We care about your health more then/than videos.
Just remember to Pace yourself and that we'll always be here whenever you decide to post another video! ❤ We love you Drew!!1!!1!!11!
[Edit] I am the shooketh. One , 84 likes?!? Oh stop it 😄😳
Two, Drew liked this?!? MY DAY WENT FROM SHIT TO GREAT! THANK YOU SO MUCH, I LOVE YOU DREW!! ❤❤
[Edit] WHHHOOAAHH 150 likes?! ❤
😊This was super touching..need more people like you in the world
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Thank you, and I only said what others could have said too.
You're right Jew make your changes do what's right and don't push yourself
RIP to my account
Damn this video seriously has me crying in the break room. For so long, I've let my depression control my life. From small things like not cleaning my room or working out, to large things like taking nearly 6 years to earn my degree. Now that I'm in a professional job, I see more and more that I really need to talk to someone and get my mind balanced. The stigma of seeking help for mental health in the black community is too real, and I thank you so much for always being upfront about your own struggles. I've already started looking for a therapist in my area. I'm ready to punch this wall down too❤❤❤
pajamagirl123 I totally agree. It actually inspired me to pursue a job in it, to help show people its ok.
Who else was scrolling through the comments while watching the video ??
Destiny Hauger Yep. 😄
Anybody else like the video before they even watched it cuz you knew she was gonna look amazing?!! Love you drewww
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You are so beautiful Drew, im here for you. If you wanna talk text me. I have gone through everything you have, and still do.
I dream of starting an actual channel. I've recorded so many videos, done endless research on how to edit, create thumbnails, what's the best & necessary equipment, etc. But I have yet to upload anything. I'm afraid & I'm so hard on myself
Ashley Evon To quote Shaia Lebouf, JUST DO IT!! seriously, my channel is a shit show, but it's my shit show and even though it'll never be perfect, I have fun doing it and that's all that matters! Just upload those videos...MAKE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE!!ヽ(ﾟ∀ﾟ)ﾉ!
Drink Your Nail Polish You are so right! When I'm making the videos I feel so happy, being myself & just talking to the camera lol. Thank u for ur encouraging words😊💖
Any time hon. And I subbed to your channel. YOU CAN DO IT! :)
Thank u that means so much to me!!
just do it!
work your hardest and you will attract people that like your work
One thing that helped me about managing my anxiety is for every thought that goes "what if I'm not good enough?" Ask "but what if I'm more than enough?" . Besides taking vitamin D and exercising , it's helped . Pills made it worse for me personally , so if that's not helping know there's other options too ! I hope you find what works for you , Drew . Still happily following . 🖤
Hello Pam I feel the same I can't take pills at all I tried different medications but I still felt crappy and I didn't feel actually happy I felt sad but I couldn't cry because of the pills
b a b y b a d b a t s • that's unfortunate :( . I found out that low having low vitamin D levels makes you prone to depression and anxiety . Mine were at a 9ng and you should be at least 30ng . I can't say it's cured but taking it has helped it greatly . I hope you also find something that helps you too !
That blue hair really compliments your skin tone. It looks so pretty.
drew you always remind that anxiety is something I have, but there's no need to use it as a crutch in life, this video is exactly why I love you 😊❤
BTW, I 💙 that color on you.
dancecutie Marie Same.
For everyone saying don't take medication, please don't advocate that. Not everyone can just exercise and take vitamins. I know for me, it's hard to do those things because depression. I know I have more problems than just depression and anxiety, but I still feel the same. Drugs aren't always the answer, but sometimes they are. Don't instantly tell people, "don't take meds!"
And to Drew, thank you for being honestly you haha. Love you dearly, and I've been subscribed for a long time. You've been like a friend and role mode for me to pursue my dreams and be myself. Keep this momentum up; we all believe in you :)
am i the only one whos been waiting for her hair straightening video hahaha just curious to see how long her hair got and how it looks straight :P
My favourite quote that helps me deal with my own depression and my own social anxiety is "If you're going through hell, keep going". It means different things to different people, but to me it just really boils down to not giving up. If you're going through hell, Drew, keep going!
Duuuudddeeee the feels.... I can totally relate. I have both and it's a vicious ass cycle and it sucks so bad. 😒 just keep pushing through it girl! 🙌🏽
I have been struggling with somewhat similar issues; feeling in control in the face of mental illness and working toward my goals. It's so so hard, and I am SO HAPPY to see you feeling good about your progress. I am so happy for you, this is amaaaaaazing 💝
Im also at that point in life where if im extremely happy im looking forwards to a crash...and as of late, it hasnt been happening. I went from crying every single day to smiling more, simply because ive taken control of myself. Im not letting my depression and anxiety take me over and keep me down. It feels so good to finally love myself and be comfortable with myself including my flaws. Drew, you helped me realize that there is a way to get through this...and I appreciate you for that ❤
I have that issue too! It's crazy how you described how I feel.. I'm facing my issue as well and it feels so good
I've been going through the exact same thing. It's a hard battle but I'm slowly getting to the point where I'm comfortable with myself. Just keep your head up
I stumbled across your page the other day and I was immediately drawn to you. My heart breaks for you and your struggle. I too have a deep anxiety that can be quite debilitating. I pray you find happiness and healing through your pain. You are such a beautiful soul and you deserve so much love and peace. ❤
This hit me hard, thank you for this! I suffer from depression and anxiety too so I definitely relate, this helped me a lot thank you
I've been through the same thing and I have really bad days a lot. This video really helped me, and I just want to say I really love your channel and look forward to your videos.
I really needed this video. I've been deal with depression and anxiety for awhile now and hearing that someone is having ups and downs like me is great to know!! Thanks Drew❤️❤️
I feel this so much. I'm literally going through this same situation. I've been so f*cked up lately struggling to make it. But I have been trying to stay positive and keep going. I hope you feel better soon ily 💖🍥⭐🎶
I can relate because I suffer with anxiety and depression. Your video is very comforting and encouraging. You are a very brave and beautiful (inside and out) woman.
Totally love your transparency, it's refreshing and inspiring. Keep moving forward!!
I love your perseverance Drew! I will keep tuning in and am super happy for you that you'll be posting more. The casual vlogs sound like a great idea. =)
i relate to everything you said... and im really happy youre finally starting to feel a lot better about yourself. Thank you for this video. It really helped me realise a lot of things about me
I relate to this video sooo much. My channel is basically a wreck due to my anxiety and depression. Love you, Drew. Your such an inspiration (especially in my first few videos) 💕💜💜 your one of the few youtubers that I can see myself in and relate to 😍
Girl I'm getting teary-eyed from watching this because I know what it's like of dealing with depression and anxiety. But I'm taking one step at a time of getting better! You are loved here Chica and things will get better for you! 💗😊 #ForeverDisasterFAN
I'm so happy you feel like you have some direction, and it was so amazing hearing you say that you've felt better about yourself than you've ever been before! You're so strong!!
Aw, I'm so happy for you! Self growth is an amazing feeling. I hate that we can be our worst enemies. My self doubt has been in the way for so long, So you are truly inspiring
you did so great with your store hun! I'm proud of how hard your trying and I love the clothes I got from you! thank you for not giving up!
Lately I've been trying super hard to get my shit together and I keep trying and failing and feeling horrible for not having the drive to do stuff, and this video was a really big kick in the ass. I'm happy for you and I can't wait to see you progress further, and I'm going to try and do the same. Thank you for being so inspiring. Much love 💗
So proud of you!!💜💜I believe you can do anything and your my role model since i to have so many illnesses. So thank you. We love you!!!!
Your struggles are so relatable. Thanks for being so open and honest about them. You're making people feel so much less alone; including myself. We love you.
thanks for being open and honest about your highs and lows. it looks like you're on an upward swing and i'm happy for you.
I really needed to hear some of this, as I also struggle with depression and anxiety. Watching this video gave me the kick I needed to pick myself up and keep going! Thanks Drew! Keep it up!!
I relate to you so much. I've never been able to express it or even put it in to understandable words. Thank you. ❤️
Thank you for sharing your struggles. I can so relate to everything you're talking about. I have struggled with anxiety and depression for years. I never knew what it was I just always thought something was wrong. I've never been formally treated but it's something I should consider. I just want to function.
you go girl!!! i cant wait for your halloween spooky series !!! be happy and dont you worry .youre great in anything you propose to do haha
drew!! i'm so proud of you 💕
i've also been dealing with the whole "getting up just to fall back down again" thing, thank you for inspiring me to keep getting back up 💝
Gah, you made me cry because this exactly how I feel. Thank you. I am also trying to get out of my hole, and finally have taken a tiny step further than I have in the past. I now I just have to keep pushing, even if thats the hardest part. Again, thank you
The way you described having so many ideas but not creating them or them not looking right is exactly how I feel. I love making videos but for past few years it's been stressing me out because I want my content to be way better.
So happy for you!! Keep going and believe in yourself! I've been struggling basically all my life I have BPD and severe depression and anxiety and trust me it gets better! I've been in therapy and on meds for about 3 years now and I've become such a better version of myself! I hope u continue to find better ways to be and take care of yourself because I'm rooting for you!
Tchaikovsky loathed the Nutcracker!!! If you hate it, it's almost guarunteed that someone will love it.
This video hit me like a bus. You talking about how you are feeling is exactly how I feel. I'm so anxious all the time, and I feel like I'm not living up to my potential. Thank you for this. Watching your videos genuinely makes me happy, and makes me inspired to be the person I want to be. This video specifically makes me want to tune out all the negativity in my mind to do what makes me happier. Drew, you are strong. We love you.
thank you for this vid. I've been feeling do depressed lately but this really hit on so many things I've been feeling. so thank you again
you are so inspirational to me. today I was crashing myself & I felt like I just wasn't doing anything right & that my life was going nowhere. Then I watched this video & tears just fell from my eyes. You remind me that even though I feel inadequate, that doesn't mean its true & it's okay to keep going. keep pushing forward iloveyou Drew 💕
Wow. This was so well spoken. I struggle with such similar battles. And so much of what you said really hit home. Thank you for being an inspiration girl. Keep fighting 💜
Drew you're so relatable and pure. I just love how your energy radiates through the screen. Stay strong!!
Thank you so much I needed this I also suffer from depression and anxiety and I just been having a really bad time dealing with it didn't super hard lately my depression since been really bad but this hearing you talk about dealing with the same things I go through makes me feel better like I'm not alone you are awesome amazing person I love you videos and everything about you can't wait to watch more of your videos
This was uploaded on my birthday:) Drew I've been watching you for awhile now and I'm so proud of you. I can definitely relate to the ups and downs and when you said clean your room it hit home. I've been in a rut for quite awhile now and my room is trash. I'm going to try my best to push through and get what I want done. Thank you for your encouragement and keep your head up too
You are so great I'm super happy your feeling good and I 100% understand what your going and through it sucks but I love your channel and think your doing awesome
You are an amazing person!! Never give up I suffer from the same!!! You help me get through it!!
I'm in this loop all the time and I'm trying my best to claw my way out of it so it's so great to see that you're feeling better. Your vids are always great for me to watch, however often you post or whatever content you decide to make it on. Take care and take your time
I'm dealing with that also. Especially now that I'm between jobs and starting school. I don't take medications but I'm starting to think about it
If this isn't 1000% of everything my depression and anxiety is...hearing you talk made me cry because I feel every single bit the same way. I just have not broken thru that wall and I feel sometimes I never will. But I'm glad you have. It gives me hope...you're beautiful. Love that hair.
Id love to see more videos like this!! Ive always liked it when you sit down and talk to us!
Its nice to hear that explained that way. I am in about the same point in my life. I want to just live in bed but even when the thought of getting up is to painfu. I still get up. I do whats reasonable for my current mental compasity. I still cant stay on track and get stuff done. I was supposed to study for my writen driver test but it never happened and tomoroow is my test. Anxiety is gonna hit hard but i gotta just put my bestfoot forward and try. Thats all ican do. I know its hard to move forward, but im proud u broke that barrier. ❤ keep it up
As someone who suffers from a similar mental health situation, I really really really needed to see this video. Like it made my whole day.
Woah I can totally relate this cycle. Like exactly. I spend more time meticulously planning what I'm going to do, and mostly it's outrageously unrealistic and idealized. Then when it's time to move from the planning stage to the execution stage, for one reason or another I self sabotage by overthinking it, or abandoning it, or distracting myself with something less important until the opportunity has passed. 😫😫😫
Drew you're really awesome. I remember watching you're curly red hair vid and keep replaying it over and over. You're editing is awesome. You're personality is awesome too.
Omh Drew, watching this video just helped me fully understand what I'm going through it almost down to a T. Having you tell your experience of what you deal with day to day reminded me of myself and why I felt the way I do. This video is going to motivate me and remind me that it can get better if I keep pushing at it. So I thank you Drew for being yourself and sharing part of you life with us because it can be very comforting and helpful for people like me, so thank you 💜.
Another great video as always💖💖 Drew I know you can get through anything because I believe in you, and i understand how you feel because i go through similar things as well, love you 😙
exactly how I feel!! thank you for being soooo open! you can do it! xoxo
You have always been an absolute inspiration to me 💖. I too have recently realized that if I keep moving Ill get just that much closer to my goals, even when I fall back down and it is truly an amazing feeling. This video you made made me tear up and Ive watched you for so long Drew, I can honestly say that I see that little twinkle in your eyes and you're going to soar higher than ever before now 🙂
It's funny how things work out. I came on YT to see if there was an update to your closet, and this vid is here. I am so happy for you, Drew. From your first anxiety/depression videos to now, they've always spoken to me and helped me. I know exactly what you're going through. I can't afford to be my worst enemy, either. It's time to keep pushing. 💗
I really needed to see this video. Thank you for being so open and transparent with us.
Just curious, what medication are you on?
I truly admire you so much for videos like this. 💜 stay strong Drew, you are not alone and you are wonderful. 💜 I have been in this rut/hole for a year an half but watching your videos like this makes me feel better and makes me want to change the things around me. So thank you 🙏🏾 ❤️
I know exactly how you feel, I've been going through the same exact thing actually. Getting this huge wave of momentum, and feeling great about myself. Actually having confidence and wanting to do something. Then all of a sudden anxiety kicks in like "Hey, here to fuck up everything, here's some negative thoughts, and also something stupid you did 8 years ago." Then I'm just like "Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck!!" And I get back into my shell, it honestly really sucks. I am so glad I can relate to you and so many other people dealing with this, because the people who can't relate are always like. "Oh, you're just lazy, you don't want to do anything." Either that or, "You're just shy, it'll be fine." Or even worse "Get over it!" So it just feels goo to know that I'm not the only one going through this.
Thanks! So much drew for being open with us and telling us your story, im sure we all appreciate it. Keep up the great work and push through it if you can!!!!
Love you Drew! Your drive is so amazing and i'm so happy to see the progress you've made. It gives me a lil courage to push past my own mental issues and actually get something done in my life. You are beautiful, talented and sincere. When that demon in your head says otherwise, squeeze lemons in its eyes and throw up the middle fingers.
I will always be a supporter of you!
That vidcon video was seriously very well edited and I love your content!
I am so happy for you! This was such an inspiring video!! I have eating problems and they've been really bad recently and this was just such a strong push in the right direction, thank you for sharing this with us. Also, please keep to this mind set? Watch this video whenever you feel like giving u[ in the future? I feel like a lot of us need you to be strong and to keep inspiring us just by posting a video every week, or continue working on yourself and things like that because when we see someone improving, it gives us hope that we can too.
Totally relatable.. I done nothing then feel bad. Meds are a minefield. You look amazing
Love the running analogy. I run for my own physical and mental health. Love you and your channel! ❤
Your an inspiration, like ppl can relate, I appreciate your realness!!
Seriously i deal with depression and its hard to get motivation to get out ... But ppl like you make it so easy to relate im not alone someones like me thats why i love your videos glad to see you got your sparkle and shine back 🙌🙌🙌😊😊 keep doing you drew 😍😍🙌
Oh goodness this video just speaks to me. I even started crying. Drew, I'm so happy that you in a good place and seeing you happy and positive just fills me up with motivation. I'm in a point of my life where I feel like I'm stuck in this deep hole that I dug for myself and I feel like I'm never going to get out of it. It's been like this for 2 years and I hate it. I want to change but everytime I want to move forward and do something out of my comfort zone, my anxiety kicks me down and I just stay down doing nothing and I hate myself for being a failure. I know it's possible to get out of this mess, I just got to take baby steps. I hope and wish for the best of you Drew, we can do this, I know it, just gotta keep trying 💜
I love you Drew. I can relate and you give me hope. Thanks for having the strength and courage to even post this video. You are greatly appreciated
You're one of my favorite UA-camrs of all time, I always get super excited when I see that you've uploaded. Your kindness, creativity, brilliance, and openness are really beautiful and, like you said, kind of rare in the current Internet climate. Your advice about continually moving up the hill and celebrating even the smallest successes was really helpful too.
You're an inspiration Drew, a role model and a style icon for me. I'm so proud of you for seeing what you really need. I personally love all the videos you post🖤
Im so looking forward to vlogs because i love seeing your day to day life and just who you are as a person. Ive been watching you for years and Ive always felt like i can relate to you on so many levels including my own anxiety and depression so this makes me so just relieved to hear that someone else crashes like me but also has highs and lows and gets back up no matter what, so thank you
What an amazing platform you have to touch others lives by being open and honest with who you are and your struggles. There are so many that suffer with the same things you do. My oldest daughter certainly has and now, finally, at 28 she is living her best life. That's not to say that her depression doesn't rear it's ugly head, but she's learning to push through just like you. She's now a flight attendant and building her first home! Keep shining your light sweetheart!! You have so much to offer this world and it doesn't have to be perfect, it just has to be you!!!! I, for one, think you are beautiful and you rock that teal hair!!!!!
This was really beautiful to hear.
You dont need to be perfect, your best is good enough. You are enough 💕💕💕
I feel the same. I diagnosis everything (what people say and their actions and what I say and do).
I havnt been on this channel for a long time but based on this and the few videos that I hav watched u r literally so beautiful and u seem so nice. U hav such a interesting personality it would be great to see more. I know exactly how it feels to go thru depression and anxiety and it is literally so much but I feel like it should cum to recognizing the things that you hav accomplished and u hav accomplished a lot.
This happened to me with a lot of hobbies I have but I'm slowly trying to get myself back into it. I find that my procrastination and anxiety stems from the jealousy/loneliness I feel when looking through other people's accounts on social media so I decreased my time on instagram, stopped using snapchat, and haven't used twitter since last year. I'm not saying "oh you should delete you social media!" Because it is a big part of promoting your channel. But I find that sometimes we accidentally spend too much time than we need to on our cellular devices and other electronics when we need to take a break from other people's lives and turn our focus/attention to our personal hobbies. For example, I'm currently working on my obsessive-ness with watching too many UA-cam videos and using that time to practice yoga, meditation, making my own little amvs for fun, studying on my future career, learning to play guitar, draw, write stories/poetry, a.k.a things I use to do before I invested 95% of my time into UA-cam and anime. So yes! It looks like it is time for a change in the both of us!
I freaking love you drew and I understand how you feel I get like that a lot myself you just have to keep your shoulders strong and your head held high and when it feels like nothing is going to go as planned you have to push through it 😍😍😍😍😍
I relate so much to this... I hope things get better. I love you❤🙏
Can we just talk about how amazing this video is edited, and how smoothly she talks.. she really does belong on UA-cam, you're perfect for it!
You're doing a great job Drew and honestly, you're one of my favorite UA-camrs. I love seeing your videos and you're so adorable! Keep up the great work! 👌💜
I love you dearly. You even helped inspire me to start making UA-cam videos again because I doubted myself. Although it's unfortunate you deal with these things, it's comforting to see someone I look up to stuggle with similar things. Ilysm. PS, I absolutely adore that wig on you 💙
So I've been following you for a couple years and I've always loved any video you put up. There are few people that I follow consistently for years and years. I usually get bored or annoyed with a channel and unsubscribe at some point. I also don't like my subscriptions to be cluttered. However, your videos are always genuine and enjoyable and funny, you always have important things to say and I really love your channel.
you look so beautiful in this video!! take your time with your health and youre doing an amazing job on youtube!! Love u and stay strong!!!!
It is right now 5am where I live and I'm actually avoiding taking a shower so yeah I understand mental struggles and I hope even if everything wont turn normal all of a sudden you'll be ok and just make your little own way to the top ❤
I needed this. I really want to start youtube but am afraid to start. This was a push toward the right direction. Thanks Drew :D
you know you talking about this hits home thank you for this
You inspired me soooooo much, you have an amazing personality and never feel like you need to change yourself❤️❤️❤️
Ugh Drew yes, I'm so happy for you that you've pushed through this wall and you're growing from it. I really relate to you about your depression and anxiety, And to have our mental health paths be so similar?? Its crazy and im so glad that youve touched my life in this way bc I havent really known a person that has similar struggles as i do. This video has touched me. I've always been a supporter and as weird as it sounds, i feel like we are in this together and im routing for you! Xoxo