Crusher - Would You Rather
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- Опубліковано 28 вер 2024
- A song I wrote in hopes of reminding myself that self-forgiveness and healing is a good thing.
CREDITS:
Lyrics/Composition/Singing: Cien Miller (Crusher)
Produced by/mix/mastered: Yoav Landau (The Living Tombstone)
Vocal tuning: Freddy Hoof (Fruutella)
Illustration: Ekkoberry
Video: Andrew Duemig
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LYRICS:
VERSE 1
I've been in between a rock and a hard place
I've been biting my tongue to save some face
I should be over this, but I'm not quite there yet
It'll take time and I'll be fine moving ahead
Not sure where I'm going, only time will tell us
The fear of never knowing finally bit the dust-/
I'd rather be my own best friend than my worst enemy
I'm one day closer to being who I wanna be
La de da de da de da deee
Mmmmmm
I know I know I know
who I'd rather be
VERSE 2
There are nights when I lay awake and restless
Wondering if letting go was for the best
It's scary then, it's scary now, as I move on
Rain ends the drought, the sun comes out, It won't be long
CHORUS
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Your own best friend?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
your own worst enemy?
Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh
oh uwoh, uwoh oh
Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh
oh uwoh, uwoh oh
Could we pause it for a sec
and put it into retrospect,
Everything that happened was for the best
I had my good intent,
but the dreams turned into dreamt
Where I was content
turned into resent
There was a point where I was convinced that suffering made it better
I've never been more wrong
When I hit rock bottom, it's difficult to remember
Why I had to write this song
CHORUS
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Your own best friend?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Or your own worst enemy?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Your own best friend?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Or your own worst enemy?
Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh,
oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh,
I'd rather be my own best friend than my worst enemy
I'm one day closer to being who I wanna be
Was a lot of fun to work on this song, 10/10, would produce again
I'm so glad you and crusher met, you guys work so well together to produce some of the best music I've ever heard. It really inspires me to produce better music myself. Good job guys!
The Living Tombstone eyyy
The Living Tombstone You two are the best your musics are awesome.
can i ask what program/programs you use?
crusher + the living tombstone=I cant fix the close tab button :"|
THANK YOU FOR 100K!!!
yo welcome
188 likes 2 replies seems legit
HEY GUYS sorry it took me this long to add it to the description, but I'm the vocalist of this song. I didn't really tend to sing much until recently which is why it's been kind of confusing for some people, but YEAH IT'S DEFINITELY ME
you sound great! love your voice
Crusher-P OH
You really have a pretty voice ! Hope you can sing more in your songs !!
I thought I liked rock, until I heard this :3
Amazing voice, no noticeable auto-tune, so I assume it's just your voice that hits the tones so perfectly. :P
Crusher-P I ❤your voice! Its cute
I'm nearly 30 and still using this to help anxiety attacks, Thank you.
I don’t get actual anxiety attacks but I have a little anxiety that only really shows up for certain things (driving used to be one of them but now it’s less), and can confirm there is SOMETHING about this song in particular where by the time the song ends you realize you’ve calmed down without even noticing. It WORKS :)
bro same
queen of choosing who she would rather be
Tbh i'm surprized no one noticed you're here..
or maybe my browser is fucked
hi Eyeris, you're amazing
Hello creep-P !!!
hey
Slayyyy ✨💖💜👑💚❤️✨
My big sister introduced me to this song since elementary school, now i am a junior in highschool, I love this song and I miss my big sister because of suicide, I listen to this song and think of her.
Thank you Crusher-P, for my big sister to introduce this to me.
I’m sorry for your loss,, 💔 🙏
Suicide is not just an action, it's also an emotion. It's confusing but I'm thankful that I was able to lift myself out of that steep downhill mountain because if I wasn't able to I could've ended up like your sister. I just want to you know that if you even think about something like suicide you should seek help like therapy immediately.I am really sorry that you had to go through that, and I am sorry that your sister was dealing with that because it's painful.
I Hope You're Doing Good Now!😁
I still feel the effects of suicidal thoughts though😭.
I’m sorry for your loss. I hope you’re doing ok ❤️
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I'm 😞
ALSO HAPPY NEW YEAR
awesome song
and happy new year too u too
Crusher-P HAPPY NEW YEAR AND this song is great hun! keep up the great work ahh!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU AMAZINGLY TALENTED HUMAN BEING THAT YOU ARE
Crusher-P happy new year and great song
Such a lovely song, almost made me cry, both the beautiful melody and the lyrics *-*
Great to see things are looking up for you!!
Also,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
Hey guys! Would You Rather is now available on Spotify! You can also find it online amazon music, itunes, etc but don't worry! The free download will remain in the description for good.
Crusher-P nice
Crusher-P Totally looking forward to buying the song! :3
I noticed you added the song to Google Play. Will you consider adding your other songs to it as well? The only other one of your songs I've been able to find is a remix of Echo. Would love to add them to my playlist!
Crusher-P OMG THANK YOU FOR PUTTING THIS ON ITUNES OR GETTING ON ITUNES CAUSE RIGHT NOW I NEED THIS A REPEAT CAUSE MY BFF HATES ME SO YEAH THX GIRL💗💗😘
Crusher-P I found the spotify before the actual song as always XD
This is beautifully catchy.
Geofcraze634 yup
I can’t believe I didn’t hear it for the first time until yesterday but it is soooo good. It was literally stuck in my head while dreaming last night so it even played in all my dreams.
I’ve been listening to this on repeat lately, so I thought it was finally time I left a comment :)
That being said, I have no idea how to word the feelings this song gives, but hearing it really cheers me up whenever I feel down. It’s a nice reminder that I’m not alone in the world, and that there are always other people who we can share our emotions with! Though I doubt anyone will see this comment (never mind Crusher), I hope I could convey some of my feelings about this song. To anyone reading, I hope you have a nice day/night!
I saw this comment and well I'm not crusher but I am a guy who understands what you mean and agrees with you because i have some issues to I am only 15 but still I get you
自分用日本語訳です
I've been in between a rock and a hard place
私は2つの選択の間で板挟みになっている
I've been biting my tongue to save some face
私は面子を保つために口を閉ざしているの
I should be over this, but I'm not quite there yet
私はこれを終わらせなくてはならないけど、まだそこまでは行かない
It'll take time and I'll be fine moving ahead
時間はかかるけれど、私は前に進んでいくよ
Not sure where I'm going, only time will tell us
どこに行くのかわからない、時間だけが教えてくれる
The fear of never knowing finally bit the dust
知らないことの恐怖によって､ついに倒れた
I'd rather be my own best friend than my worst enemy
最悪の敵よりも自分の親友になりたい
I'm one day closer to being who I wanna be
いつかなりたい自分に近づくよ
La de da de da de da deee Mmmmmm
I know I knowI
私は知っている 私は知っている
I know Who I'd rather be
私は知っている 私はどちらになりたいの？
There are nights when I lay awake and restless
目覚めたけれど､落ち着けず横になった夜がある
Wondering if letting go was for the best It's scary then, it's scary now, as I move on
手放すのが最善だったのだと思うけれど､それは怖いよ
Rain ends the drought, the sun comes out, It won't be long
雨は干ばつを終わらせて、太陽は出てくるけどそれは長くは続かない
Oh would you rather be?
ああ､あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Oh would you rather be?
あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Oh would you rather be?
あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Your own best friend?
あなた自身の親友？
Oh would you rather be?
あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Oh would you rather be?
あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Oh would you rather be?
あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Your own worst enemy?
あなた自身の最悪の敵？
Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh
Oh uwoh, uwoh oh
Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh
Oh uwoh, uwoh oh
Could we pause it for a sec
少し間をおいて
And put it into retrospect,
振り返ってみると
Everything that happened was for the best
起こったすべてが最高だった
I had my good intent,
私は善意を持っていた
But the dreams turned into dreamt
でも夢は夢に変わった
Where I was content Turned into resent
私が満足していた場所
There was a point where I was convinced that suffering made it better
苦しみがそれを良くしたと､確信した点があった
I've never been more wrong
私はこれまで以上に間違ったことはない
When I hit rock bottom, it's difficult to remember
暗礁に乗り上げた時のことを思い出せない
Why I had to write this song
なぜ私はこの曲を書かなければならなかったのか
Oh would you rather be?
ああ､あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Oh would you rather be?
あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Oh would you rather be?
あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Your own best friend?
あなた自身の親友？
Oh would you rather be?
ああ、あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Oh would you rather be?
あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Oh would you rather be?
あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Or your own worst enemy?
あなた自身の最悪の敵？
Oh would you rather be?
ああ､あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Oh would you rather be?
あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Oh would you rather be?
あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Your own best friend?
あなた自身の親友？
Oh would you rather be?
ああ､あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Oh would you rather be?
あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Oh would you rather be?
あなたはどちらになりたいの？
Or your own worst enemy?
あなた自身の最悪の敵？
Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh,
Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh,
I'd rather be my own best friend than my worst enemy
最悪の敵よりも自分の親友になりたい
I'm one day closer to being who I wanna be
いつかなりたい自分に近づくよ
助かるぜ
This song popped out of my head for no reason after 7 YEARS without hearing it. I couldn't even understand the lyrics back then, our brain can be weird...
I'm so glad crusher is rebounding from her hard times. I bet I can safely say that the community and I are so happy to see you back here doing what you love! This song gives me hope for the upcoming year! Best wishes crusher and happy new year!!
This song got me through a time and actually helped convince me to start making my own music and make this channel.
I really appreciate this more than you could ever imagine, It always brings me those memories of that amazing time.
YES I LOVE THIS. after I Can't Fix You i have been waiting for more. your vocals are incredible, girl. keep releasing amazing things!
This speaks to me as about a person on the way to recovery from depression trying to guide others who are also know the pain of depression towards happiness
The vocals are 💯💯💯!!! I love it~♡
Koopacake Who sang this?
Purple Nazli Crusher-p
This song helped me through some really rough times this year and I’d just like to thank you from the bottom of my heart and plead that you make more stuff like this, you’ve got some real talent and you should take advantage of what you got. I hope you have an awesome and full life Crusher ❤️
OH MY GOD
IT'S SO PERFECT OMG, I LOVE IT SO MUCH
THE LYRICS ARE SOOO BEAUTIFUL OMG
The Echo TV girl and the Lemon Guy from The Adventure times :3
The TV girl is from the song ECHO. Lemon Grab (the Lemon guy you're talking about) is the only one from Adventure Time.
TheAnimator// YuriTA The ECHO Girl's name is Primadonna
its not lemon grab , its a chick , Yusukekiras mascot i think
Oh wow, I had no idea xD Yeah, I can as the chick now. At first glance it looks like Lemongrab.
its actually all three, Lemongrab was in her purse, now on her head in the reflection, YusukeKira's mascot next to her reflection, and Primadonna (ECHO Girl)
I'm so happy I found this song again
Recently i have had a huge life changing event happen, and i found it really hard to keep getting myself up and moving and not just sit and cry in a corner, it's been difficult to be happy and just wake up everyday to do life. But this song has become something of an inspiration for me to keep moving forward, to remind myself of what;s important to Me and what I Need to do. Thank You Crusher-P
i first found this song during late winter/early january of 2019. stuff was really horrible then, but this song definitely helped me get through it. its still pretty far from perfect right now, but i think as long as i can live it out till december, ill be okay. thank you :)
I never reached my dreams, never became who i wanted to be, never did what i truly wanted. I became my own worst enemy.
Circus-P done... and finally Crusher-P singing... my curiosity is completed...!
I love singing along to this. It means a lot to me too. I have trouble letting go of my guilt and self-doubt, so I resonate with this a LOT. Thank you so much for sharing your hard-earned music skills with us
dear Crusher-p
Thank you for uploading this song. now I know there are countless other "feel good it'll be okay" songs out there but this one I can relate to. it acknowledges "yes, I'm in a worse place than I want to be" or "yeah, I have some work to be done. but I can do it" without it being too pop or depressive. You struck an amazing balance and frankly, kickstared my personal healing process. We all hurt, some more than others and frankly, I've had my fair share of dings and scuffs. "would you rather be your own best friend" means loving you for who you are. flaws and all. Thank you Crusher-p, and I hope you all have a good one!
Nice song mix crusher p i realy love your song and many comment thanks for the song mix
HONESTLY A BOP
who are you and where did kumaccino go ? :0
Inazuma78 im still the same kumaccino as before i only changed my youtube name ^^
//not convinced Where did you hide the body of the real one ? O^O
Inazuma78 XD
I come back to this song a lot- it's helped me through a lot of things. I know you won't see this but I'm forever grateful
This is amazing. I struggle with depression, so this rings so very true... I have spent entirely too long being my own worst enemy; with this in my playlist, perhaps I'll remember to be my own friend a little more often.
A thousand thanks from northern Sweden, where the long night is finally starting to give way before the return of the midnight sun.
I remember hearing this song in highschool but thought I made it up and now I finally found it again
@@rabbitminamy1859 SAME
That little call back to Echo makes me cry happy tears. this is so good
Even if the world is in the fucking crappiest place in my entire life, and I'm in a country in the middle of a war, I'm feeling lonely, I'm feeling uncertain this song... this song... it gives me that little nudge of hope, whatever you do is for the better, and sometimes you just gotta go, you'll never know which of your decisions was right, maybe you'll loose years of your life doing something dumb, maybe something else, but eventually if you go on trying you'll eventually, sooner or later end up happy.
OMG I LOVE THIS SONG ITS TOO UNDERRATED
is that YusukeKira i see in the window?
This really hits home with me. It's a struggle that I've been fighting for the past two years and am now seeing so many views on it. Your songs have helped me. Thanks. :)
ガラスに映った少女の後ろにいるのはECHOの子だよね？
IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS SONG FOR 3 YEARS IM CRYING I FINALLY FOUND IT
Good job :)
I've had this in my Spotify playlist without knowing who sung or wrote since it was in my discover thingy. I fell in love with song. And now I see one of my favourite vocoloid producers made it. Makes me like the song even more!
Me too
Love this upbeat bop
✨💖💜👑💚❤️✨
good job! I love this so much and I listen to it when I'm upset. Thank you reminding us that we're all one day closer to being who we wanna be.
Lovely is an understatement for this piece of art :)
You know those songs that just make absolutely everything so much better even if it feels like your life is going shit? This is it.
I love this song, it's a good reminder to be kind to yourself.
It's easier said than done, but nothing is impossible.
I just found this song this year, and I absolutely love your voice. I wish you'd do more stuff like this, I personally love this way more than your Vocaloid stuff (which is still amazing)
I love this song so much. Your singing is amazing. Hope we can look forward to more songs like this in the future!
This song gave me the strength to not give up, thank you so much 🤧❤
Great song. Nice and upbeat with a great message.
I've been feeling incredibly numb for quite a while nowadays, and on top of that trying to break down some of my walls, this song really helps me realize that I make the choices, I can either hate what faults I have or be supportive of myself in fixing them.
Thanks for the inspiration.
I love this song. It's been over 3 years yet I still have to click this song every time I see it!
This song is such a comfort. Thank you.
Why do I listen to this song on repeat
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
The echo in the mirror.. ECHO
Shockingelectric LMAO
Shockingelectric
You say my name?
ECHO!
THEORIES WHERE U @
WE NEED THIS RITE NAO :V
REMIXES WHERE U @
Shockingelectric YES YES YES YES
Thanks Crusher-P, you have no idea how much this song is helping me through life right now.
I feel amazing and I'm finally moving forward.
Keep up the great work~!
Oh, and now I'd rather be my own best friend too~
This song deserves millions of views...
Hey, can I say quickly that this song helps me so so much
I'm listening to this everytime I'm feeling scared for an certain event, struggling or being sad and everytime it helps me to deal with those things way better
So thank you a lot for this!
I am trans. My egg cracked about 11 months ago. Today was my third day of HRT, and my first therapy session since starting my transition in earnest. Serendipity smiled down on me as I drove to my appointment, as this came on through my Spotify Daily Mix. ...I nearly had to pull over just to let the tears flow, I had no idea how much I needed to hear this piece. I set it on repeat for an honest 20 minutes! I've never had an instance of a song being so perfect for the headspace I was in; So fearful of the changes I just set into motion and overwhelmed by confusing emotions... ...Getting caught in a feedback loop and stuck in my own head. And this song broke me free. I felt... SO inspired. SO energized. ...So... ...Heard. You may have written this to remind yourself of the good that comes from self-forgiveness and healing? But today, I felt like this was written for me. For every person who was afraid to begin healing and moving forward from their own shortcomings, pitfalls, and all the pain that comes from not being our true selves. Today, I was heard. And that made me less afraid to embrace my inner me and move forward, as my own best friend. Thank you. From the bottom of my hearts, thank you.
honestly this is my favorite song at the moment
Man, I've listened to this song so many times for so many years and it's novelty only seems to have dulled slightly.
I've been kinda down lately, not depressed but just sort of sad. Today I feel a lot better and I think this song really helped. Keep up the good work Crusher : )
You know…..out of all the happy/calming/positive songs there are, there is something about this one in particular that seems to help more when you’re in a bad mood. Maybe it’s because it’s about being unhappy and working through it instead of just saying “BE HAPPY” like a lot of songs do. I found this in the middle of 2020 when all the Covid stuff was at its worst and I also had a bad habit of bashing myself for making mistakes and not being able to stand up for myself or be assertive even a little bit. This was the song I listened to whenever I felt like I needed a “boost” while breaking those habits. And, it WORKED. Thanks Crusher:)
Such a beautiful song 😭 I also love her voice 🤗
I only discovered your channel a few weeks ago, but I'm loving what I'm hearing and you've earned a new subscriber. This is probably my favorite of your work, but I enjoy everything you have to offer. I like that I can relate to a lot you have to say and really like how open you are about these things. Anyway, keep making great music please :)
W-what made you decide to start singing?
They've sung before I think...in one of The Living Tombstones halloween songs
cartooneagle It was for the last FNAF song TLT was gonna make. But that was the first one if I recall.
oh yeah you're right! I didn't realise that they sung in the last FNAF song! thanks for telling me
***** Ostrich Ocien.
i think she also sang in the living tombstones 1000 doors song
when i feel depresed i came here, it feels like a warm hug to me.
This actually hits me deep
ive been thinking about this every once in a while for like 5 years and finally found it
2019 and still lovin’ it
People get tired of listening to songs after listening to them too much, but there are 2 that I never get tired of, and this is one of them
I can head bang to this.
That's the little bit of happiness I needed, thank you so much
I love your voice!!!
A single line from this brought me to tears. Bless you, you and Voca have helped me through so much I feel like you two are two penpal friends. Best wishes to both of you.
Amazing song
4 Years and still love this song. Thanks to everyone who made this song and Happy 2021 to all
God damn it I thought this was a light theme song from the beginning then the lyrics
Alright it’s kind of dark then light
This song actually help with me of how i change my mindset on how i viewed myself, like yes i would want to be my own bestfriend lol
yeah boi go NOTIFICATION SQUAD
Sometimes the first step to being who you want to be is self-acceptance. Doesn't matter who claims they'll accept you for who you want to be, the first step is can you accept that you're being someone else.
Words to live by, now if only I could learn to take my own advice.
I'm so glad you decided to release this one on iTunes
i love this song just discovered it and loving it getting through mental days has gotten a bit easier
This song made me realize that I can love myself and now I've realized I do.
Love your music keep up the great work
2022 Edit: after 3 years still hits as hard as it did when I first listened too it
Woooo, loving this by far more then most of what I've been listening for over the last years. Truly marvelous work there! :)
I KNEW I HEARD YOUR VOICE BEFORE! I know you for so long but I heard your voice for the first time when I heard "I can't fix you"~ Both of the songs are amazing! I love your voice!
Okay I knew that you were a godly songwriter but I had no idea that you could sing!!!! Your voice is so pretty omg. This sounds like something that should be on the top hits radio or something.
Talents aside, I love the message of the song. I often need to remind myself of that as well.
My gosh, your voice is so damn beautiful and you sing so well! You could be a professional singer, with that great talent you have. Please do more of this, I love it!
i love this! great job and its super catchy
You have such a lovely voice. I love your work!
What??!?!?! Your voice is so beautiful!!!! It's absolutely gorgeous!! This is just so amazing!
Your voice is beautiful, its a real joy to finally hear you sing
And wow... simple lyrics and joyful melody but it means so much... It talks to me a lot.
I just had to say thank you for this song! I am currently struggling myself with not being my worst enemy so to say, but I am learning. This song really just really gives a lot of motivation and encouragement to keep going in that direction. It's simply an amazing song and your singing is really beautiful! I hope you have a good day!
Wow... This song... A friend gave me the link to this when I really needed help to get over a traumatic experience... I love this
Listening to this for over 10 hours in 2 days... I'm not obsessed I swear...
I remember first finding a link to this song a year ago when I found art inspired by it on the front page of Undertale Amino, and I'm glad I remembered it. This song inspires me...
Crusher your voice is beautiful that words can not describe fully describe how nice it sounds!! Keep up the good work
Thank you for this song, I sing this when I try to deal with my depression.
Just thank you and I support you all the way.😊
Hey, Crusher, probably a bit late to ask, but any chance of releasing the acapella for this?
i just randomly remembered the lyrics to this. i'm listening to this for the first time in three years. i've changed so much from when i was 12 but i still relate. it's getting better. thank you so much Crusher
I love this song! Reminds me that everything will be better someday.