Free Xxxtentacion x NF Type Beat - ''Alone'' | Sad Piano Instrumental 2019
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- Опубліковано 5 лис 2024
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bro, this beat hits me in a different way. the beat is awesome and definitely one of mt favorites from you. awesome job bro!
gianni.orlando 4 frrrrr
Have you ever tried both in one beat?
When I freestyled to this just a min ago it felt like he was giving me a hug or standing with me so say this to him R.I.P xxxtentaction
Me to i felt something weird touch me
Same xept it wasn't a touch but more of an encouragement to sing
Like someone was supporting me
How can I free style rip X ❤️🕊🙅🏾♂️🙏🏻
rest in peace 😔
Rest in peace😔
I was rapping too my 2 best mates who passed 2 years ago today still feel like they’re here when I rap I miss you bro’s watch over me ... 💚
I’m empty, out of luck, love and energy
Bummed incredibly, stuck at the edge of my seat
Anxiety is ripping me, tripping me, trying to get rid of me
No one understands are you kidding me?
Treated like I’m not a part of the race
While everyone’s passing I’m stuck up in flames
Defeated, depleted, mistreated no one asks if I’m okay
I’m takin off the mask so you can see my face
How am I supposed to help myself
If I can’t control my mind and mental health
If you only knew the thoughts I had
I don’t need to prove to you how bad
I have it, they look at me like I’m an addict
I’m sad it’s, sad that I have to act overly dramatic
This rap its, dedicated to the casket
That is, waiting for me to get back in
Stuck in an eternal panic
I need hope, am I alone on this planet?
I need to know if theirs a way to fix this damage
I need bliss, I’m stranded, can’t stand it
Fallin when I need to fly, stallin when I need to rise
Traumatized, you can keep these tired eyes
I try not to blame myself for who I am
It’s not my fault that I was dealt a bad hand
Am I a bad man for loving so much that I can’t
My knees are weak and I can barely stand
I tell myself I’m not afraid like slim did
Life’s a gamble, thought I’d win big
Stressed with a lit cig
In a hole, did I dig it?
Can’t prevent it, these thoughts won’t end it’s
Fenceless, cannot be contained, my brain is endless
I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live alone
In between two spaces and no place to call home
Agitated, my mind is like a missile zone
A sickle flow, it never slows, little did they know
(Hook)
I always wondered what it’s like
To be born rich with a good life
I always wondered what it’s like
To never be traumatized, to never wanna die
I always wondered what it’s like
To travel the globe to rap, have a show
I always wondered what it’s like
To laugh on a throne, to pass the unknown
Can I use this?
imani covers contact me at rickerjoseph7@gmail.com if you’d like to use my lyrics
May I use this? This literally goes to my mood, obviously I’d change it up a lil bit
Mini Mann contact me rickerjoseph7@gmail.com
Joseph Ricker that’s so good
Alone
Lately I’ve been feeling so alone feeling like I’ve got no one feeling like I’m the only one going through this pain this hurt I’m an emotional reck can’t stand to be around anyone hating on everyone and everything why do I feel like I’m the only one the one who feels always broke
I sit and wonder is this life really for me trying to please everyone trying to fit in feeling like I don’t belong feeling like everyone hating on me feeling like everyone backstabbing me when in reality I’m the only one been left dropped for someone else feeling suicidal I sit all alone in my room wondering if I should take the next cut in my arm wondering if this time I will really be leaving this awful world tired of feeling sad depressed feeling like depression is getting worse, getting the best of me.
Sorry if these lyrics are rubbish first time trying to write lyrics tried to put my experience with depression and suicide in this but if you like these lyrics then please give a like ❤️
I hope you're doing okay :(
@@bappusthungus6468 thank you bro I’m doing ok keep on holding on and thriving in this place that everyone calls earth ❤️
@@brandonevans7304 Good to hear
No matter how bad is it..just keep smiling dear, be strong 🥺♥️ (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃
Hey can I use it? N give u credits?
my favorite way of spending free time
is very simple i want to be high
that's how i am and don't ask me why
don't listen to others listen your heart
00:25
Dime que pasa si soy la persona de la que no quiere ni hablar
Dime que pasa si quiero alejarme de mi pero me acerco mas
Dime por qué soy mi miedo si yo sé que no me quiero lastimar
Dime por que las estrellas se estrellan pero siguen brillando igual (x2)
00:59
No sé lo que me pasó pero espero que pase y que no duela mas
Sigo sintiendo el vacío pero si es vacío ¿por qué pesará?
En este cuarto estamos frente a frente chica no me podes mirar
Tú bajaste la mirada cuando me miraste en el parque pasar
Sigo jodida de eso pero no me atrevo a mirar la verdad
Yo sé que me quiere lejos, no se como hacerlo, tendré que volar
alone raspo type beat
Im so sick of always pretending my life
Pretending to love when I know it aint right
But I cannot love when this love is a drug that is pushing me farther away from my life
Away from my friends, away from the fam
I struggle to even reach out to my dad
I know that its sad, this anxiety’s bad
t’s taken away all the feelings I had
but damn, how can I go
Reality’s fake when you put on a show
I struggle to cope, and I have no hope
There’s nobody here that’s untying this rope but man
I’m so stuck, don’t tell me I know
I’m starting to think that nobody is home
Nobody to slide and nobody to hold
I need a break so just leave me alone
Im trying to love myself
Tryin to change
Trying to trust myself
Every day
But it'shard I won’t lie, cause it just stays the same
No matter the effort, no matter the pain
No matter the struggle, no matter the gain
I hustle but I am too slow for the game
I reach for the gun I look up and I aim
I shoot for the stars, so remember my name
[Chorus]
I feel so afraid
I feel so ashamed
I’m tryin to change (x2)
Take me away
I need a safe place
Help me to change 0c
[Verse 2]
I think that’s it’s funny that I’m always tryin and nobody cares that I feel like I’m dying
I’ve been feelin down lately I have been crying, I’m sick of this town man I’m sick of the lying
You people be acting like you got it rough but don’t tell me that bullshit step in my shoes for just once
You’ll live in a dump, you’ll see that my life was a curse, feels like you aint enough
I wouldn’t take back not one second of all of the bullshit that had me stuck living the past
I’m taking my life as a blessing Im done with the stressing man I am too good for the trap
too good for the lies and too good for the cap
maybe one day I’ll look back and be glad
that I lived a life full of love but maybe
I won’t even live up to that
Releasing this soon ;)
Yo bro ima use and give u credit
Good stuff brotha keep it up
That's straight fire man
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Thanks for this. It really hit home. I got to rap it and it went perfectly to the beat. At least the parts that I could sing through my crying. You have a definite way with words. Keep up the fire.
just heard these lyrics in my head listening to this, dont judge
I've been reminiscing
Of you, yeah i am missing
When it was your lips i was kissing
Now i love you from a distance
It all happened in an instance
I no longer got resistance
For the pain, the only witness
Was you, when your eyes glistened
And now my curse is sealing
Relax, stare at the ceiling
Relapse, and start the healing
Your heart, yeah I tried stealing
I know you been through worse
I was blessed but with a curse
Don't know why I take the hurt
Mind is drifting and immersed
Pretty goof☝️
This is mad fire bro keep writing
Dont care what people say get on the track and never look back.
Good bars bro
Can I use this I give credit
I love how the beat is and when i see lyrics of what ppl had made I'm shook of how ppl are creative i love it and when the song plays i try to sing or rap with the beats and the lyrics i suck but I know some parts I do they turn out good so good job to all the ppl that do lyrics yall are so creative
Love beats like this I can go for hours and hours
3 sec in I liked. I knew this was going to be a tear jerker. Outstanding Raspo!
I appreciate it🙏
I call this Art. Fire bro
Motrip - So wie du bist......
Never thought you'll walk away
Never knew that love could hurt this much
Always thought our love was real
Gave you all my love
I got nothing left to give
Feel in so alone
Someone numb my pain
Take this pain away
Here we are again
I can feel these walls, Yeah
they’re closing in again
Try to push these walls, yeah
But there’s no power with in
My mind, yeah it’s like a cage
Trapping me, beating me, keeping me inside, yeah
I’m way too confined yeah
This is just my life, yeah
Just tryna survive yeah
Always in a fight yeah
And no body knows, but that’s just how I like it
Just putting on a show, cause that’s just how I hide it
I’m just fucking riding, looking for some light and maybe I will find it.
Life shouldn’t be like this, yes I’m still alive, but I feel like I’m dying, just searching for a lifeline, someone to enlighten
Me, yeah
This pressure always holding me, yeah
Sometimes I can barely breathe, yeah
A little air is all I need, yeah
Somebody bring me the key, yeah
I’m busting out this cage
Cuz, I’m tired, feeling pain, screaming
Fuck my fucking brain, so chemically insane,
But I’ll do it takes, to
fucking just escape, yeah
I just need a break from
all these situations, that are
taking All my patience, slowly
making me impatient,
for some type of sensation
Like a mind vacation, yeah
Take me to a place, where
I can be free, some mind clarity
Cause Basic therapy, just
don’t do it for me, now
Not saying that I need
A life of luxury or
A life seen in my dreams, or
A million currency,
What I’m saying is I need,
A life where I can be, me
Just breathing peacefully.
This is beautiful. 🎼Very relaxing and soothing.🌊 This is a very good storytelling beat. You really did good on this one. Always love your chill beats bro. 👌I really enjoy listening to them👊💯
This beat is so amazing bro🖤
Alone
I'm alone, my emotions had vanished
I've been banished at the age of 17.
Sittin on the streets, cryin to myself
Realized I aint got no one else.
I took the wrong road, hit a dead end
Left in the dust, don't know where to begin.
That's all I have so far
I'm 15 and feel the same💔
I'm sorry my friend..I know also I'm in the same situation I have been home less for about 2years and bouncing from someone's living room to a couch just trying to work everyday so I can stop being homeless but don't ever give up on yourself or your dreams I'm not going to give up either and I hope someday we get to see the sunshine from our own porch and our own house God bless you
I'm your friend i hope you're doing good bro
Some reason this beat flows with my soul
I listen to this everyday
I love you, when I feel lonely or depressed then your music helpe me to find my own way 😀
Your Too Good At This My Guy 🤯😭
Those vocals damn
ngl i just like listening to this instrumental instead of rapping to it. must've hit replay about 100 times by now.
Love this one!! Gotta love X!!
xxxtentacion🙏🙏
Raspo Fly High Jahseh 🕊
Producer number 1 on youtube🏆
Raspo always reminds me of my dad. I found RASPO in 2018 i feel but i could be wrong. My dad died in 2019. All of RASPOS BEATS let's me lyrically talk to him. Always the mood it puts me in, especially day by day always thinking about death and after that and stuff. Be safe out there y'all
You know me another 30 minute session. Thanks for this man i...i've got a lot going on lately and i really apprecaite the quality beats you put out.
All alone or its just in my head/ its 6 am and i cant go to bed/ afraid of my eye lids closing shut/ because my mama never woke up/ glass half empty/ never half full/ been blessed plenty/ but i am a fool/ let the past tempt me/ and pass up on truth/ i dont know why im unfurling to you/ im hurting its true/ i break down at night/ im fine by noon/ i should see a shrink soon/ because these violent thoughts start to consume/
Panic attacks alone in my room/ everyone thinks im fine/ but im on the brink of my mind/ i dont even want to be alive/ yet im afraid im gonna die/ it doesnt make sense/ and no one cares/ so i come to the internet to actually share/ write down my feelings and fears/ cuz im afraid of judgement from my peers/ i find im typing on deaf ears/ its been 12 years/ and thousands of memories/ but ive only found more tears/ and ive only felt more empty/ im falling apart/ ripped to shreds/ ex girlfriend showed me my beating heart/ as she said this was the end/
Wow this is amazing🙏
@@raspobeats Thanks man appreciate it
This is crazy good bro
Never be afraid to take chances keep your head high but your dreams higher you can accomplish anything in this world we live in
I can relate
Wow this is amazing this actually helped me to feel better
bless man all the way, great hit
Beautiful stuff fam! Love that vocal
Thank you🙏
I find beats just like this ♥️
R.I.P XXXTENTACION✝🙏🏼✝
This is my first time don’t make fun of me.With you, I'm alive
Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide
So stop time right here in the moonlight
'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes
Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song
I'm just a sad song
With you, I fall
It's like I'm leaving all my past and silhouettes up on the wall
With you, I'm a beautiful mess
It's like we're standing hand and hand with all our fears up on the edge
So stop time right here in the moonlight
'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes
Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song
You're the perfect melody
The only harmony I wanna hear
You're my favourite part of me
With you standing next to me
I've got nothing to fear
Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song
Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song, I'm just a sad song
@@JosephNedley 😆
When you watch them pack all there stuff ....and they walk away as if they felt no pain...sitting looking at the empty space left....feeling the most pain ever...that the tears down your face feels so warm from crying...knowing that’s the end ...
I’m so alone don’t have no place to call my home, I need your love I need your love
I’m so alone don’t have no place to call my home, won’t you come home, oh won’t you come home
Rap
Lately I’ve been thinkin bout life
Maybe I could make you mine
Hold you tight baby I could treat you right, yeah
Kiss you goodnight tell you I love you
Hold you in my arms tell you your stunning
You look amazing, I find it so crazy that you want me to be that man in your life
Edit: you matter😇❤️
Anthony Opgaard prayers up to you my man🙏🏿 just know you arent alone, and that you are important in this world
same
gianni.orlando 4 thank you so much😊❤️
Don't be sad❤
Raspo your beats mean so much to me❤️
masterpiece for real
thanks
love how you make those beats
Lolek?
thisss just cray cray my homie🔥🔥🔥🔥
Shadows of today
Lay to rest the day
No sun just rain
Shame it doesn't
Wash away the pain
So much emotion.
Lost locked away
I'm cold inside
I don't feel the same
If I could cry
It would be a river
Flooding the lane
A trip down memory lane
Collection of memorys
That hold me till this day
How I pushed you all away
Friends came and went
Like the summer rain
Ever feel like your sinking but you feel like you don’t wanna be alone again
But you keep on drinking,
And you getting mad because you wanted life to turn out to be better but not perfect and your saying to yourself everyday im I worth it?
But i dont want to be a failure in life why everything got to be perfect im never perfect in my own eyes we all make mistakes we can’t lie!
Least im trying to make something happen in my life
I dont wont be a devil and angel in disiuse! All promises can sometimes lead to a lie
i cant help but cry my soul wonts to reach out god needing some help or advice,
Im just a lonely person that’s dying inside... but forever hurting but there no reason to hide...
I want to close my eyes and feel good vibes this darkness aint no friend of mine so tell me what’s keeping me alive
Beautiful
Thanks so much your beats inspire me so much to write everytime god bless your music 🎶
I rapped it 😯😴😴😴😴👌
Yea i know i go through things everyday. Tryna stay calm and just pray. I smile on the outside but hurt in the inside. Wishing that my dad didn’t walk away. Cause I’m tired of the petty mess. Tired of the fake. Wishing that i can have a friend hold me everyday.
Don't be sad❤️
2024 e eu aqui…
I don’t know anymore
Time has erased all certainty
I thought we had true love
But now I just want someone to hold me
I don’t know honestly
Do I miss you? Do I really miss you?
Or do I just miss having
Someone to tell my suicidal thoughts to?
I don’t know, I promise
But I can’t tell you why I don’t know
Is it because my mind’s clouded by fear
Or because I choose to not let it go?
I don’t know, I don’t know
But I wish I could talk to you about it
Will I forget about it if I meet someone new
Or will this shit stick
I don’t know, love
And I don’t know what love is
I don’t know who god is or if he cares
All I know is the sensations that I miss
I don’t know which I miss more
The smells or the tastes of you
The sights or the sounds of you
Or the things I could say to you
I don’t know who I am
And I don’t know who we were
You seem to remember it so differently
And honestly, my memories aren’t so clear
I don’t know, and I wish I did
Because I wish I could let go the piece
Of me that I left in San Diego
Or if it was real, let me kill myself in peace
I don’t know if I want that
But I do know I don’t want this
I don’t know what the answer is
And I’m sick of pretending I know shit
I don’t know much at all
And I’m starting to think I’m not so smart
Was I ever? Am I smarter now that I know
I don’t understand even my own heart.
I don’t know who I want to be
I don’t know who I was before
I don’t know how to get back to him
I don’t know if that’s what I want anymore
I don’t know... I don’t know
These lyrics are low-key fyre😍
@@audrina7970 i don't think this is lyrics
After someone I love so much show me crazy attitude I became very sad alone ... Life is pain
Love is pain and life is a lesson for all of us 😢
So beautiful my man
Darkness never lasts my friend. You’ll find yourself I promise.
I got this crazy obsession
I think I might need a second
To put in place some recessions
View from a different perspective
All started, I pushed you away
I know I was stupid, but hey
Maybe that’s the way it should be
You miles and miles from me
Cos now the roles are reversed
Fuck, I been thinkin’ I’m cursed
Life keeps on throwing its punches
And now I’ve never seen worse
Can’t come to accept that these things
They’ve come to an end
It seems like you just don’t feel me
Like the way you know I feel you
Every guy you mention, “Who’s he?”
In denial but it’s true
I’m finding it harder to breathe
I might just pack up and leave
Before I gather my things
Let me write these words and sing
I keep on having this vision
Playing over, repetition
I keep on seeing myself
Tied to a tight rope to the shelf
But I keep on pushing through
And I’m doing it all for you
I just can’t seem to stand my reflection
I’m fearing me, like, myself
I don’t have no objections
Into the darkness I delve
Man I’m just hoping and praying
Tears flood through both my of lashes
I’m not looking for attention
Man I’m just turning to ashes
Every time I look beside I just imagine your sweet smile
Sittin’ right next to me, but it only lasts for a while
Then realness comes and kicks in
The door that I been wishin’
For you to open, what the fuck
I think I’m just way outta luck
I hear my demons, they knockin’
Just like these pills I been poppin’
Maybe it’s all in my head
If not, I’d rather be dead
Decapitate my own head
If not, my face turning red
I been choking myself
And I know it’s bad for my health
You’ve been so overly caring
I took your love and I ripped it
Now I’m looking for a cold river
I’d take my head and I’d dip it
Maybe the overexposure
Will finally give me some closure
Or take me someplace far from
This place with weight on my shoulder
It’s time for me to move on
I just don’t know if I can
The load seems overly heavy
And I don’t feel like a man
22 pills in my drawer
The dosage says 1
And if I go tonight
Just know that I love you, hun’
You’re my angel forever
Even if we’re be together never
So to you I’m writing this letter
Nobody’s ever loved me better
For now I’ll keep my head high
Trod through the windy stormy weather
Not ready to say my goodbyes
From now on to forever never
Droop it
damn
Dope bro
*round of applause* bro this is fire
Man bro im in tears hoping you can blow up off this one ❤️🩹🫡😢
I've been listening to this since 2021 and this didn't fail to touch my heart 2 years later 🤞🏾
🗣 #Raspo 💯💪🏾
Hollywood dreams
Are in my mind
Like all the time
And I was
Hoping I could’ve been
the one for ya
But let me tell ya
Life and love don’t work the way you want them too
Beauty in ugly
Ugly in Beauty
Imperfection
Condescending
Life,life ,life
Growing with them
Maybe one day
I’ll be growing with you
Who knows,I don’t and you don’t too
Three years have gone
Left in history
What a mystery
Felt like yesterday
But it was way back then
If I never fulfill
Then I’ll die with them
Die with them
With my Hollywood dreams
Die ,die ,die
Said I’m ready to die for them
I’m alone like almost
All the time
I keep it that way
Way to fragile
That’s why it’s hard to belong
Yes I don’t fit in
Hollywood dreams
Are in my mind
Like all the time
Ready for something new
Tired of feeling blue
I want something new
Wanna hear em say
Who knew
That he could
Do that
Ooh
this hit differently...i cant.
iiDxrk_Mxddy sorry.... hopefully I didn’t upset u. Sorry
@@NoName-kp5ju it's okay mate
Alone
I’m alone with a notion
That I’m broke
All these unspoken words that I’m holding
And all these damn emotions
That are growing in my chest, I prevent
And repent
And I give myself to you, while vent through the words that I’ve said
I know I’m not dead but I know I’m not alive on inside
And sometimes when I’m high, I look up at the stars
And wonder why I can’t fly
-all I have so far
can i use this for my song?
Can I use this??????
Ես մենակ եմ մի հասկացության հետ Որ ես կոտրված եմ Այս բոլոր չասված խոսքերը, որոնք ես պահում եմ Եվ այս բոլոր անիծյալ զգացմունքները Դա աճում է կրծքիս մեջ, ես կանխում եմ Եվ ապաշխարիր Եվ ես ինձ տալիս եմ քեզ, մինչդեռ շնչում եմ իմ ասած բառերի միջով Ես գիտեմ, որ ես մահացած չեմ, բայց գիտեմ, որ ներսում կենդանի չեմ Եվ երբեմն, երբ բարձր եմ, ես նայում եմ աստղերին Եվ զարմանում, թե ինչու ես չեմ կարող թռչել -բոլորս մինչ այժմ
You can do more brotha you got this good stuff
O@@musicam9631
Thank you for this beat 😍
"I love you" why do you have to lie
Look me in my eye's and tell me this lie all the time
I run from my feeling but I know that I can't hide
Give me the painful truth, not the beautiful lie
I don't wanna live, but I don't want to die
{ VERSE 1}
Scream into my pillow, why do I feel dead inside
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna be alive
Look me in the face and tell me a beautiful lie
My roses are dead, but my violets are dying
Outside side Im happy, but inside I'm crying
you said you love me why are you lying
I run from my feelings but there is no hiding
I hide from my pain, but there is no escape
These might be my last so say hooray
This might be your happiest day
My heart out of business Lil bitch it's broken so don't even think about coming back
When I was open you left me all broken so that's why I don't keep no strings attached
"I love you" why do you have to lie
Look me in my eye's and tell me this lie all the time
I run from my feeling but I know that I can't hide
Give me the painful truth, not the beautiful lie
2x I don't wanna live, but I don't want to die
{ VERSE 2}
You played me once then you played me twice there's no redo cant do second time twice
You gambled my heart like it was rolling dice
Bitch I'm cold-hearted feel fucked up inside
you said you love me lil bitch why you lie
texting you daily you left me open I guess there's no need for you to reply
I said I loved you, but you don't love me back
Now cuz of you my heart under attack
And now I feel broken and now I feel hopeless
i don't know why but I want you back----------------------
Can I contact you for an oppurtunity?
@@killagoner262 SAY LESS
Every day repeats and I just cannot get away
In every way I'm weak I wanna leave and just forget this pain
Memories engraved have left me mentally insane and every day I wake up praying that my family will change
It's hard to accept this fate, I know I'm not meant for this life and ever since the day of my birth I have been ready to die
I've severed all ties with anyone I've ever loved and look inside my eyes it's not hard to tell that my head is fucked
Destined for drugs I'm not supposed to prevail so fuck even trying to change when I just know that I'll fail
I'm hopeless and frail, unstable ready to snap, understand that once I turn that I can never come back
Just like dad I see myself, every time that I look at him it fuckin makes me sad I wanna cry because he looks so sick
But I hold it in that's why I'm such an angry kid and if you've never seen me lose it you don't know what anger is
I let aggression out by putting blades against my wrist, I'll cave in the fuckin heads of people I'm not friendly with
Upon my enemies it's death I wish, sounds harsh but reality is so don't judge me for why my head's like this
The devil is in the same place where my mental is, burning in the flames of hell cursed for eternity
I believe I don't deserve to breathe I wish I could take the life I have and give it to the one who nurtured me
She raised five kids under one roof, mum if you can hear this just know there's no other like you
I know what you've been through and everything you have seen
You're so strong even though you are sick with disease and living with me is what has made you Destin to peace
Forgiveness ain't free and for you I'm fuckin willing to bleed
If that's the price to pay I'll die today, willingly leave so you can fly away to brighter days and live on your feet
You could clean it up and make it flow better but overall I really liked it
I see a lot of broken hearts in the comments and I just want to say If they don’t want to be with you they don’t deserve you. If they don’t love you back they don’t deserve your love. If they aren’t on this earth anymore they wouldn’t want you to be sad. You’ll be okay trust me. It hurts like hell but it’ll get better.
I'm a mess I'm obsessed
Never less in my head many thoughts
Bout the past this never ends
Trying my best but I still manage to fuck things up
I'm sorry I never meant to say those words
I never thought you would break my heart
Just wow 😢💔
Nobody knows what we went through
Climbing the mountains, I’ll see you there soon
Pacing and prancing all over my room
Hearing all the voices all up in my head
Reminiscing when you last slept on this bed
Fucked you so good we went at it again
Kicked me out with no roof over my head
I’m living but Instead .. I’d rather be dead
Abandoned me and so I cut open the wounds
My heart is a fortress that can’t be bloomed
Fighting for survival with my neck on the noose
I just feel alone with nothing to lose
With nothing to lose
With nothing to lose
I just feel alone with nothing to lose.... :\
damn feelin the vibe here tho....one of my fav beatmaker!!!
Thanks salute🙏
She took me back, but I know things won’t be the same 🥺💔😔
I'm stuck
I'm alone
I'm hurt
Be no one knows cause I guess I'm good at hiding it :(
What sample is this? It's so beautiful and the beat mixed with it is so amazing, damn. You sure know how to make a piece of art Rapso. Thank you for this!!
My boi AC making this a short song!! :)
....
I been alone for along time
I been on my own no one to hold on too
I know that it hurts sometimes but what else can we do when all we feel is numbness that nobody knows how to feel but thats how we been surviving
That we only have are selfs to come too
when we leave we know people will now just noticed we where suffering too live
but nobody helped us when we were dying too because they were focusing on money and fame and not tying to save the one thing people need too beacuse everybody's lifes matter not just you
I been alone when I was tying to find away to live on my own because these people around me were faking and showing me that they didn't love me
So why should I stick around these people who didn't care if I drowned
I'm losing my life
That I no longer want to live
But I'll stay to fight
For those who feel like leaving
Because they think its the best to do
But stay with me your not alone not even for tonights due
we can come together as one if we agree to fight for what is right then maybe we can all forget the things that bought us down and come back to fight
So that leaves me with one thing to say
"Would you stay, help us tonight, and fight together so we become some one worth the fight?"
I been alone no one to help me
I been on my own but still helped those who need it to be free tonight and always have freedom for the world to see
are you going to make this into a real song/
@@soccerstorm2797 in the future hopefully
💪💪💪
I love you
@@soccerstorm2797 maybe this year be posted!! 2023??
Is... Is... Is perfect.
"If we can divide our hearts and multiply our minds"
Kobe's gone.
Young Chigga Heart Broke.💔💔
Coś niesamowitego.
Datz da beatz^^
"Why do you want to die?"
"I don't want to"
"Then why are you on top of a cliff and about to jump?"
"I want the pain to stop"
Last time i rapped was with the homie that passed. I aint spit a bar ever since.
This beat is fire🙏🙏
Haha
You gotta show it people gonna love it when they hit two play.
How many times did mum have to wipe my tears when I came home from school? My friends gave me a certain charm that consumed me from the inside. I felt alone and marginalized but my sister was there for me and knew how to stop my tears. I'm grateful for her, but knew that I was at some point on my own. The little girl in me that was laughed at everyday became stronger to the teengirl and would, thanks to my sisters, I knew where my goal was. Mom and Dad were never there so who should I be there for then? Do not ask me where I am now, where were you when I needed you? So where were you? My dream was just a laugh for you. tell me where have you been? You could be in the studio with me now but fortunately it's just spotify for you
I like this visuals raspo
So sad I couldn’t find this on beat stars anymore after I finished writing this song I started in treatment 8-9 months ago before my daughter was born 😭 waited way too long to buy out this gem. Beautiful track my guy 🙏🏼
[Chorus]
I'm still trying to make it better
So I'm sending out a letter
I know life is so damn hard
Ur left with these damn scars
Not just emotionally like me
Mentally just like me
It's physically too
And I know just what u been through
I'm still trying to make it better
So I'm sending out a letter
I know life is so damn hard
Ur left with all these damn scars
And left by yourself
Never got that help
And didn't ask for no one else till u met me
[Verse]
It's not enough so I swear
To show you love, that your not alone, and that I care
It's okay to let out your tears I'm promising that I'm here
When you need it most
Never again turning ghost cause now I know
When there's too much to bare
And you need to vent I'll open my ears
Baby I'll always hold you near
For whatever next we endure together well face our fears
When you need something girl I'll be your gear
Baby when you sending signals of help I'll read the flares
The pain that we share
On our faces we wear
Cause life is not fair
[Chorus]
I'm still trying to make it better
So I'm sending out a letter
I know life is so damn hard
Ur left with these damn scars
Not just emotionally like me
Mentally just like me
It's physically too
And I know just what u been through
I'm still trying to make it better
So I'm sending out a letter
I know life is so damn hard
Ur left with all these damn scars
And left by yourself
Never got that help
And didn't ask for no one else till u met me
[Outro]
I won't ever leave u alone
Leave u alone
Leave u alone
I won't ever leave u alone
Leave u alone
Leave u alone
I won't ever leave u alone
Leave u alone
Leave u alone
RIP XXXTENTACION 💔
O my god this beat make me imagine of my one sided love and all the moments that i capture when she is near me
1 sometimes I look outside,
2 see the world just, passin' bye.
3 but I don't like to go outside,
4 cuz' everytime I try to do something right it's gone in the blink of an eye.
5 yeah I got burdens that are weighing me down,
6 but everytime I get off the ground,
7 feels like they dragging me back down,
8 oh lord help me, yeah, I'm going to drown.
9 but sometime we just gotta push through,
10 and it's something we don't really like to do.
12 and I know life might chew you up and spit you out,
13 but maybe, just maybe,
14 that's what it all about.
15 and I don't need the money fame or the clout,
16 because I found out, that you, are what it's all about
(cheezy, i know)
This made me cry
Aye bro i luv this🔥🔥🖤
Amazing beats🙏🙏
thanks
Очень крутой минус! Очень грустно ( спасибо за эмоции....
I love it
plz make more beats like this 🔥
More in the future for sure❤
We always do ask ourselves why are we living this way? Filled with loneliness we can't tell where it comes from.
Tired of living on the edge, is this all that's left? Damn, this world got messed with, thought there would be someone I could be left with, thought there would be someone I could at least check with, but I guess when ur stuck in the end there ain't always someone to pick u up, u gotta suck it up, ur forced to not ever mess it up, there ain't always a lotta options in this life, u gotta get up ur self and try to not cry, but man I swear u will be fine, u ain't alone I swear I'll be by ur side, and if I'm not I'm sorry because I tried, but if ur ever having trouble finding ur place, I will be right there to lead ur way, and If u ever need someone to talk to, someone u can run to, I will be there to love u, and 100% trust u, because u the one that teaches me everyday, ur the one that never leaves me in a brutal way, ur the one I wanna see each day.
Parang ansarap nya sulatan ng kanta
I love your videos man
Don't let anyone get to man ✌
Love your Beats ❤️❤️
Incredible
insane
El sentimiento de sentirte solo no es percepción propia, está ahí
Que no te maten con ese sermón, porque finalmente te hacen pensar que tú estás mal, que tu estás fabricando todas esas sensaciones en tu cabeza
Tu dirigete a dónde crees que está tu felicidad, no te estanques intentando generar esa felicidad en un lugar que simplemente no la tiene
Finalmente no puedes estar apegado intentando proporcionar felicidad a otros, cuando ni tu la tienes, cuando no tu vida es suficiente
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
I am always alone, you are amazing
Alone, what I feel.
Tortured, these thoughts kill.
Highs and Lows,
Lift me up, hit the gas, cut the brakes,
The tires blow.
I’m drifting, I’m falling.
Where do I go?
I don’t know, what to say, or what to do.
I’m so lost, who knew?
Who knew, that I would be so hard.
Can’t make that payday,
They won’t hire me, so I ain’t got a job.
My lady’s feeling impatient,
I’m stuck here waiting,
Dealing with her anger,
insecurity has me sinkin’.
Can’t pretend, no more.
Gotta pick myself up off the floor.
May feel alone,
But like J Derulo,
I’ll ride this road so solo,
Make it to the top, and get past the low tow.
Burn the bridges, and escape the matrix.
Show them all, I’ll no longer take it.
Become so famous,
Make some millions,
Retire, get my life set
And the donate the rest to anybody out there who feels the way that I’ve been feeling.
Ascend, and win. This is where one chapter ends, but another begins.
are you going to make a song with this/
Soccer Storm more than likely, the lyrics will be used for a song but idk about the beat yet. I record lyrics over several beats until I’m sure the production is right and the pick that one. But yes the lyrics will be used.
i reminisce about the things that we had i go to my room break down and collapse covered in tears and i cant catch my breath but then i tell myself yo ur better than that like why why would u stress about a person that made you feel hopeless and lost and who really dont care at all let her in she broke down all my walls she made me feel great but i guess im no good at all no i feel lost and im broke you made me feel as if i was a joke i gave you all my love and i told you all my dreams i gave you all my hope wile im just hear rapping about them things you picked me up when i fall remeber them times you cheered while i balled
Piano fr🔥🔥🔥🔥❌🧢
I lobve your beats more like inspirational for me 😊