Even the animals know how beautiful of a soul you are! There will always be dark aspects to this life but steer yourself to the path of those that recognize your light and the darkness will become less. I think you are incredibly beautiful inside and out!
Sometimes, life will kick you around, but sooner or later, you realize you’re not just a survivor. You’re a warrior, and you’re stronger than anything life throws your way.” ~Brooke Davis
I am so touched,amazed by your honesty and direct thinking / speech! Yet I think your humanity of being a gentle loving soul that you are as a result of life's challenges has empowered your journey not only for a successful career but as a advocate of gentle reflection peace, wisdom giving encouragement to so many in different stages of life. Please consider putting your thoughts, vlog voice overs into a meditation book where these subjects can be pondered. I have found you inspire the crushed spirit to rise over negativity and seek new goals. Thank you Yuu❤
You are such a serene loving man. The way that the animals respond to you, shows that you have a beautiful soul. Keep putting one foot in front of the other, even when you want to give up. Keep smiling, for yourself. When times are bad, tell yourself what you would say to your loved one - if they came to you and told you of thir sadness and need for love, now tell yourself the same thing. I am a 54 year old grandmother, I have had a very bad and hard life. I am learning to care about me, it is not easy. You are worthy and you are loved. A grandmothers hug from me to you x
Aw man. This hurt my heart to watch. Yuu. You are a lovely gentle soul. Your videos bring joy to your subscribers just like me. Please do not be sad. You have everything to offer, and if more people were as warm hearted in this world like you. It would be a very merry place. You are a pure soul. Do not underestimate your self value. A big warm hug from Scotland.
Such lovely eloquent prose from a young man speaking from your heart. As someone much older than you and has experienced many heartbreaks and challenges through my life, there is no set criteria for being "happy". By revealing yourself through your videos shows the incredible strength you have by not holding it all in.....that is YOUR strength. Remember...it is OK not to be OK.
You're not wasting anyone's time, Yuu. You seem to be a deeply intelligent, sensitive person. Just be yourself. You will find love. It will find you. ❤((big hug))
Even when we are sad, life is giving us an emotion so that we can enjoy when we are happy. Otherwise, how would we know what happiness is? Never regret any decision. One makes a decision based on the knowledge and the resources that one has a given point. In the future, you will be wiser and will understand that past decisions were the best under those circumstances. Thank you for sharing your struggles. You are brave to share your tough circumstances. Here we are to lift you up and tell you that you are valuable, sweet and brave. I am probably double your age and I know that life is difficult but there is light at the end of the road. You are worth to be loved and happy. we enjoy spending this time listening to you !!!!!!!
You're making things happen, which most people find hard to do, and you're touching many lives...opening windows for others. To me, that is one of the most valuable gifts you can give, in my opinion. 😊
Sending love and big hugs xx You are a wonderful lovable guy i can see that in your videos and how you adore your cats and they adore you !Never let your sisters words continue to hurt you SHE IS the one with mental issues and what she did to you is unforgivable. You are stronger than you realise ..... being here talking about what happened and sharing takes strength .You will always have friends here .
I remember talking to a client who was worried that he wasn't able to find work (I was with a careers advice company) and so I listened to his fears and troubles. I can't remember any details but I do recall saying to him, 'Everyone can have a bad day but tomorrow will be better. Go for it!' Someone wiser than me had certainly said that to me at some point and just like that guy and Yuu, I have tried hard to have better tomorrows.. You certainly deserve love and wish that you find that love and all the joy that brings. In the meantime, you have us here encouraging and enjoying what you create. Your camera operator is sharing some of your adventures and helping you tell your story so hopefully you don't feel lonely. You have two fur babies to go home to as well. Do hope after that encounter with the stag, your rib isn't too painful! Thanks and very best wishes from the UK. D
I want you to know that God loves you so much. When your heart is heavy, God wants you to talk to him in your heart. He wants you to give your burdens, your sadness, anxiety and dissappointments to him. He is real and he hears you through your heart. Even when someone close has hurt you, forgive them. It will lighten how you feel. Thats how Truth and Light enter your heart to free you. Pain and anxiety are negative thoughts that make you feel heavy with no strength. I send you Love and Blessings and hope you let go of your loss. Keep loving memories only.
Since I can’t hop on a plane to hug you, and tell you to have faith and how strong you are, I’m sending a virtual hug across the ocean to you. Keep moving forward not backwards, you matter to your friends 😊❤ be strong.
If someone spend time with you is their choice. You do not have to think if they are wasting thier time. They choose to spend it with you. Their choice. Do not overthink. You are so young and you can be the best version of yourself.
Please remember this is just a season of life you’re in right now, we all go through them and most of all please know you are worthy of love and happiness ❤
Yuu-san, thank you for sharing your vulnerabilities so openly on the internet like this. You have gone through a lot of difficult times that you could not control yet you’ve persevered and found your footing in life. Right now is an opportunity for you to keep growing and moving forward, and you are! Don’t undersell your progress and worth, you are worthy of love, happiness and feeling confident just as anyone else is. You inspire me to be a better person, you are contributing and reaching out to so many people online - you are moving towards your goal. This is an amazing impact you are making on the world so be proud of this! We are all cheering on for you I hope you can achieve your dreams ❤
There are almost 27,000 people out there who love you and more, they understand your pain and share your thoughts and self reflections. I have been reading the heart felt comments you have received, by doing so it has helps me deal with my own insecurity’s, which I am sure it does for others. Thank you for the amazing content, beautiful scenery and all your efforts. Keep going forward you are so on the right track to finding your way 🫶
Yuu, I’m happy to hear you are not going to give up on your dreams. I want to say everyone deserves love and happiness in their lives. I often post silly things on my channel because I don’t take it seriously, but also because I’m afraid to post how I’m truly feeling most of the time. You’re very brave to post how you feel, I admire you and will always send you unconditional love. Honestly, I’m not okay. I lost 8 members of my family including my parents, brothers, sister and 2 nephews and because I’m so sad and anxious all the time my other relatives are insisting I go to grief counseling. It’s horrible I hate the counseling I don’t want to think or talk about never being able to see my family again- I just want to forget and stay in whatever happy place I can find. Your channel makes me feel braver, makes me feel hopeful, and makes me feel like I’m not alone. It gives me strength. You are making a difference in this world. You make a difference every time you post in my life and I’m sure many other viewers lives. Please continue to strive for happiness and your dreams. Never give up. ❤
You are very much loved, Yuu-San! You have a beautiful heart, and you make a difference in so many people’s lives! You deserve to be happy! Your videos bring me joy! I’m sorry for the abuse that your sister inflicted on you. You never deserved to be treated that way…. It would bring me joy to have a brother like you. I have a brother, but I honestly don’t seem to matter much to him… I know that the main reason why he doesn’t visit is because of our father, but I avoid our father. He wouldn’t have to see him if he came to see me and my family. I have a little girl, who just turned two on October 25th, whom he hasn’t even met yet! Sometimes family breaks our hearts, and makes us question our value, and that is very unfortunate…. But you are loved, and you deserve to be happy!❤️
Yuu-san, you're an inteligent, gentle, kind, handsome guy. You have two cats, who love and depend on you. Stop suffering, stop questioning life too much, Just live and enjoy life, dear. My love and respect.
I think life often puts harsh words in other people's mouths not because those words are true, but so that we - towards whom those words are directed - can learn to be strong from within, to find our inner peaceful ever-present strength. For highly sensitive people, it is usually a lesson in life to find that strength underneath the many layers of pain. Or at least that is what my life has taught me. And I am still learning. So... just be. Just keep living dear Yuu 🙂
Hi Yuu. To suffer from past trauma, if someone hates your existence and belittle's yourself worth.. can take it's toll on your self esteem. This is a problem with them and not with you, but please don't feel that everyone shares this view. ❤️ Maybe you feel let down by those close to you and your worried bout making commitment to someone you really care about. There is a saying " you can't choose your relatives but you can choose your friends". Don't be afraid to show your feelings. I love the anime series Kotaro Lives Alone, the mysterious boy living alone in a apartment and his neighbours trying to understand this lonely boy. I think you would make a great neighbour 😉
Yuu, you have the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. I'm very happy to spend time with you; it's not a waste. I choose to do so. It's my* choice. 🇺🇸🤝🇯🇵
You were raised in a narcissistic family. That's why you feel bad about yourself. Your sister is abusive. Read up on narcissistic personality disorder. I know because I have gone through similar experiences. If you expect a cockroach to love you, then it's your fault. Some humans do not have the capacity to love. You will have to excuse them. On the contrary, tolerating so much pain has increased YOUR capacity to love. You're a gentle, loving, and empathetic person and we need more people like you on this planet. I hope you understand what I'm saying. More people like you are needed on this planet. Follow your goals, I wish you all the best
All I know of you is what you present in your videos, yet I know you deserve to love and be loved and to be happy and at peace. From a previous video in which you went into detail about your childhood, I know you have much trauma from abuse at the hands of your sister. The saying, hurt people hurt. Her saying she wishes you'd never been born isn't really anything to do with you, but her hurt and anger of the mistreatment from her (and your) father. She couldn't lash out at him for fear of retaliation, so she took it out on you. You didn't deserve that. You have every right to exist. Though it was wrong of her to abuse you, she needs help, and I hope she gets it. I pray for both you and your sister to find peace, love, and happiness.
Yuu-san, thank you for sharing. Your friend was right, happiness is your fundamental right. There is no question, that you are unique, precious and important. From what you say, you seem to be a person that anyone can be grateful to have in their life as friend, maybe husband and father one day. You don’t need to prove how much you matter and how precious you are. You simply are, because nobody can be you the way you are. No one can see the world the way you do, your point of view and your contribution will always be one of a kind. Be happy! It is an honour knowing you, thank you for sharing your journey. One day I will visit Japan with my husband and my son. I can’t wait to see Japan‘s beauty with my own eyes. BEE (German living in Hong Kong)
A great video, you rarely find people expressing what they feel, fearlessly, words with deep meaning, people have to stay strong no matter what, and believe in themselves that they can cross crises
Of course, I have lost people and things too. I have cried loudly before a number of times. It felt like my heart broke into pieces. I once wondered why I did not die? These ups and downs will come and go. We deserve love. You are not stealing anyone's time. We share our life experiences. I keep my journal on another platform. This way, I do introspection, process my thoughts and my feelings. Can you stop letting anyone, including your sister, judge you? It is wrong to judge others. I have learned how important basic human rights is. Life is short. I also wish the same for you, peace and happiness. Freedom!
Yuu, for a few seconds I saw your lovely, beautiful smile when you stood next to the deer. For weeks, I felt happy and sad too. So, I stayed away from people who saw worries on my face and talked about theur concerns about me. My aim is to acquire a peaceful and quiet mind. Of course, it is tough when others keep talking about problems. The old me never spared a thought about myself. Like you, I wished to be loved, only to realise that wish and reality are different things. Some people cannot reciprocate others. Therefore, you and I must learn self love. Also, learn to let go of things that no longer serve. With regard to harsh words, I have heard terrible hurtful words too. Yes, asked me to die, and other words. Think about it, do we deserve to be treated this way? My answer is no. Everyone reacts to dufficult situations differently. The amount of time to heal is different for you and me. But trust me, time can make us feel better.
Thank you for sharing, we all face circumstances in life that we can’t control, that’s why life is constantly changing. We all search for that comfort zone where we feel safe but life always has a way to push us out into the unknown. This causes us anxiety 😟 self doubt and fear. If you have any way to afford to travel I would suggest you give it a try, you will meet people from different cultures and countries but also realize we are all the same. To experience other cultures is such a great learning experience and will bring self growth into your life. You seem to be an Empath, you sense feelings on a deeper level than must people. You like to reflect and question yourself about where your life’s journey is taking you. I have traveled around the world and it has been the most fulfilling thing in my life. I do not judge other people, if their path takes them out of mine, I let them go and move on. I just consider that I was blessed with the time we did share together. Many people will come into and pass out of your life on this journey we all share, some will disappoint us, others will be just what we need at that point in our life, but the best result is that you will discover your true self and realize you are ok 👍 you’re not a weirdo and you are ENOUGH just as you are.
Hi Yuu, I always look forward to your videos and shorts! I appreciate all your contents you share. I am wishing you a great day! You are an amazing guy! 😊
Yuu, you are not only an inspirational figure that keeps people like me moving, you are also much stronger than you might think. You are worthy of love and happiness. You words hit very hard because they ring true to what I feel at the moment. I'd love to talk to you about these feelings, but at the very least I hope you read this. And perhaps, somewhere in your heart the message of love and appreciation sticks and helps you moving forward. Sending lots of love from abroad!
All of those thoughts you're describing, all of those feelings you're feeling, I've thought it all and felt it all. Losing Dad destroyed me. With all of the abuse that followed, I wanted to die. I prayed for Jesus to take me in my sleep every night for a long time, but thankfully one day He answered, just not in the way I expected. 🙂 We are all born for a reason, you were born for a reason, and I believe you're going to do great things. There were a lot of things I dreamed of doing, but I don't feel like I have much time left. I'm thankful for the peace that I've been given. You have such a kind heart, trust me you would be a blessing to others, it would be their loss to choose otherwise. Don't let other people's words or actions determine your worth. Trust me, I know what you're feeling, I know the ache that you're talking about. I'd be lying if I said it was gone completely. There are still days where I fall asleep with tears in my eyes. But I have peace despite it all, like a little boat on a choppy ocean. I've learned to dance with my limp. And finally, don't ever think that you're not loved. I've never met you, but I feel like I know you through your videos. I love you. Don't be sad, it makes me sad. ❤
“You feel like you have nothing and despair for the future weighs heavily.” That’s me right now. I always promised to live my life with no regrets but now I find myself with nothing but a pile of them. Never tell yourself you will live with no regrets because it’s honestly only human to fuck up sometimes. Everyone will. You will make mistakes. You will try your hardest to make the best choice for yourself at the time, with the knowledge you have, and think it’s such good choice…and then years later you’ll realize you made a mistake. It’s HUMAN. Be kind to yourself. Like you, I grew up with a toxic, abusive family and living situation. I’ve attempted to take my life many many times. It takes so much courage to even just get out of bed every day, much less tell yourself: “I want to be happy”, and live for yourself. Be proud of yourself, Yuu. As someone who has given up on my life and my future, know that I’m cheering you on here in Chiba. 頑張ってください。 必ず夢を叶えるを信じているから諦めないでくださいね。 ゆうさんなら出来ると信じています。 応援しています。
Aww I'm very proud of you for putting your innermost thoughts and feelings out there openly. That takes so much courage. With that courage, honesty, and reflective skill you have some fundamental qualities needed in life already. Everything you came to realize is accurate. Good insights. Your videos do bring happiness to others.
My dear, yes, you were meant to be here to be born. We all have our purpose, if not for ourselves, then perhaps for others, you're doing an awesome 👏 job with self-healing and inviting us along in your journey of self-awareness.😌
You are contributing to thousand's of people's strengths who align with your words / videos and gain strength from them. Your strength and perseverance and determination to overcome a horrendous traumatic childhood are nothing less than inspirational. You are such a loving a gentle soul and have not let your past embitter you. May you have all the happiness in the world bestowed upon you xxx
Bonjour Yuu-san ! Votre pensé est aussi la mienne , et cela ma réconforte de voir qu'il y a dans ce monde des personnes qui pensent exactement comme moi , qui ont les mêmes objectifs ... Beaucoup de courage sur votre chemin il vous faudra, j'ai confiance en vous comme j'ai eu confiance en moi , je sais au font de mon coeur que vous y arriverez Juu-san . Alors continuez avec force , joie et bonheur . Toute ma tendresse vous accompagne .
Thank you for sharing your deep self with us! You say that you always want your friends and family to be happy. If they love you, they want your happiness as well. Does your Mother watch your channel? Does she know the heartache you have. As a mother, I would want to know the hurts and joys of my children. As others have said, do NaoT give POWER to your sister. She is a very sad person, and does not love who she is. She made your life miserable, because SHE is MISERABLE! You are a beautiful and talented young man! Maybe finding another beautiful SOUL to share your life and dreams with, could be the JOY that you need. JOY is not dependent on what is HAPPENING, like just being happy. JOY is something deep, and enduring. Something NO ONE can take away! I wish you JOY, my friend!
Yuu, instead of thinking about life in a long straight line, think about it as a mission. We will do our best to accomplish the mission. Sometimes we will be happy, sometimes sad, sometimes we will cry, sometimes meet cool people and sometimes meet evil people. Do your best to keep the good memories of the good things, and discard the evil things. They were lessons and we are not guilty for the evil things that happens to us. And, being alive is a blessing. You are changing people's life positively. Those beautiful animals out there love you. Good vibration. Keep going and have fun. You are not alone. 🙏
Hola Yuu. Te escribo desde España. Tengo 65 años y compartiré contigo los dos principios fundamentales de mi vida. El primero: No hace falta ser la estrella más grande, ni tampoco la más brillante. Todas las estrellas juntas forman el cielo más hermoso. Todas diferentes, todas iguales. El segundo: No esperes a que la vida no sea dificil para ser feliz. La felicidad es una decisión personal. Hagas lo que hagas estará bien porque será tu decisión y también está bien aprender equivocándote. El miedo no soluciona, sólo nos paraliza y nos anula. No tengas miedo a vivir. Te saluda una madre española.
Do not be disheartened, Yuu, when you have moments of questioning your hopes and dreams, or your chosen path in your journey through life. When this happens, tell yourself that you have just reached a fork in the path through a dark forest, and you're only momentarily lost. With a little searching, you'll soon find your way back on your chosen path, and the dark trees will soon recede until they're replaced by beautiful sunlight and an open road once again! You're an absolute darling, and I wish you all the best in having a wonderful life, wherever your journey takes you!❤🤗
Dear Yuu, I just started following you so I don’t know much about your past. Based on your video, a lot of your problems seem to come from your attachment to your traumatic past. Your identification with what others have made you believe about you is your real enemy here, not you. In order to work on achieving your dreams, love someone, be needed and give strength, you need to unlearn what you have learned in your past: Enduring pain, waiting to be saved, feeling inferior, guilty and ashamed… It will become easier once you take a stance against your past by knowing better than your abusers: I am lovable, I am worthy of existence, I am a great person simply by being me. Build your confidence on your own thoughts and actions. Keep us posted and keep well!
Hello, thank you so much for expressing yourself, I think you still don't understand the help you give us around the world with the things you say and show. It gives hope, courage and strength, even when we don't know we need it. Even when you don't feel you do much, people can help with just a smile, it's sometimes the small things that really helps. You're a wonderful person, please believe me in that, believe that the good wishes you have for others are what they wish for you too. I hope you feel better soon❤
Thank you for sharing these personal thoughts with us. I have no wisdom to offer if you should want it. But I would like to say this. If one does not have sad times, feelings then how would you be able to create a contrast where you can recognise what you truly want for yourself. In my humble opinion you are doing a great job of self reflection and in sharing this with the world you are helping a lot of people. Far more than you think. ❤
WE LUV YOU YUU! ❤️ 😍 I can be an Auntie for you. I am not close to my 2 nephews. They live over 1000 miles away on top of that. I am estranged from my half-sister. Her step-father was my biological father. We didn't grow up together because of circumstance & age difference. I always hoped we would be close- one day. I keep that hope alive. You deserve to be happy 😊. My prayers of gratitude 🙏 for yr channel I send to you. You are helping so many people who feel like you do. Remember you are not alone. The best is yet to come. NEVER SURRENDER!🦌
I see that I made some spelling errors, no edit function to correct posted comments. Can you feel the love we as your readers, have for you?😊 I like your content. Quite a number of reasons. You are brave, to show us you, to do you. You are disciplined, this I would like to slowly learn from you. I like your photo/videography. You share your happy moments with your pets with us.
I remember the same feelings in my youth when I felt sorrow and lonelyness. What I can write right now is that such feelings mean that You are adult. When we discover that we are no longer kids, it is always embarassing. But what I would like to add dear Yoo - do not be afraid, search good people around you and try not to be too critical to yourself. We do not know each other but while watching your videos, we feel that you are good young man. So we keep fingers and wish you find your way and be happy!! Sorry to hear about your emotionally unstable sister, hope everything will be ok someday.. Where were You? You have showed beautiful park and nature.
It's ok not to be ok. You are such a thinking and reflective person. You need time to realize everything, accept it and having drawn conclusions move on. I sincerely believe that you will finally succeed.
Give because you want to give 'there is more happiness in giving, than there is in recieving' and recieve because you want to recieve no matter how small it is ❤
Gosh, Yuu, this was a really good video. I know it is difficult, because that is what you shared with us. But I'm so proud of you for working on these videos. Some positive things I see: 1. You are out in nature and the community, instead of staying inside your house. 2. You are practicing courage. 3. You have goals. You have desires to live well. This is such an important step. 4. Your English is getting even better and better! When I watch these, I don't have to read the subtitles as much, so that's showing your progress! It might seem rude for me to offer advice, but I want to share that in my own past struggles with depression, the times I felt like I could help others or even give them guidance and strength or bring them some moments of happiness - those were times when I was serving other people. It helped me to get outside of my own fears and my thoughts, because I could only focus on the people or the activity. So maybe volunteering with elderly people or children, or places that help the poor. I don't know what is available in Japan, but in the USA, there are many places we can offer to help. It is also wonderful to volunteer or help at places that take care of animals. Maybe these ideas can help you too!
Don't underestimate your importance in the lives of many people who watch your videos. Your story and stories give hope to many. You may not think you are strong but you are. You get up and carry on. That is true strength. You aren't hateful or bitter. You are kind and loving. Very positive and optimistic but also human and it's ok to not be ok. I'm old enough to be your mom and i too have had many heartbreaks. Some very recent. I also have the challenge, at the age of 62, of being made homeless at the end of the year, but, like you, i will carry on with a smile. You are a beautiful soul. Keep going, rest if you must. But don't give up. You are so loved by so many people ❤
I've always felt the same way. A deep sense of sadness and loneliness. Always searching for somebody who could share with me a particular kind of love. Though my issues or the source of my issues might be different from yours, I believe our souls are alike in that we yearn. I'ts good that you have this creative outlet that helps you regulate this emotional abyss. I turn to poetry and music and affirmations. I also learned that I couldn't rely on somebody else for my own happiness, so I'm really trying my best to uplift myself and make myself believe that I am enough. And so are you. You are enough. I hope we, along with the other souls who feel like us, could find our peace and our joy soon.
You definitely contributed to my strength…I lost my father last year and I am struggling since then…I feel like I lost my path…I feel empty…your video is helping me a lot and it motivates me to get back on track…🙏 thank you so much.
Hello from Canada 🇨🇦 Found you on tiktok a few weeks ago! I very much connect with your videos and I find your perspective on things very inspiring! And you are doing amazing with your english and your cats are adorable!!
I can not say what others do when feeling a loss, what I do is cry, play sad music in order to reach those places inside me and wanting to trigger the hidden pain that the loss will bring...I seek to understand it all but mostly to remove it by knowing why it happened and why it's time to let go...God is forever present in my life, forever sending me love. I can feel how I want but I always push to understand the lesson my situation will bring me and in doing so pray for growth and gain comfort...I am naturally weak but through the Lord Jesus I have learned how to exchange/surrender my weaknesses for his strength...there is a season for everything and this too shall pass, no matter how long it takes...I pray you feel and know God's love for you, test him, ask him what ever you will and he will answer...I pray the love of God touch your spirit and raises you up out of the shadows...in the name of Our Lord Jesus Christ...Amen
Dear Yuu-san. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings. You are on the right path. Your goals and dreams are important. And so hard sometimes, but you can't give up. You're right about that too. Don't forget about all the windows you are opening when you make these videos - might oaks from little acorns grow. Your friend in Canada.
You my friend are finding the centre in yourself, from inside it! Japan is awe inspiring, but has much contradiction. I have travelled there - much to aid, much to confound. Remove your siblings sentiments from your mind - her issues, aren't yours, though tragic. You don't waste anyone's time my friend, rather you share unconditionally. Yes some are in difficult places. This video of yours, is my 2nd to watch . You are real. Good luck my friend. As a Christian I say God is real. Life is conditional. Keep it yours, simple,sleep rest, work pursue God; you'll be ok. Lovely work. Sad times pass. May this one.be history already.🌿
Yuu... Your words made me cry... Opening yourself to the world by sharing your words, your thoughts and your feelings in such a simple and sincere manner can't but move another one. You have a very deep heart and you are a precious being. Thank you for being you and for having the courage to share it with us.
You obviously have many strengths, self-awareness, communicating clearly, sharing your experiences and emotions that lets others know, they are not alone (very supportive for others). You seem to have PTSD, but your strength is your philosophical approach to life, staying in the present as much as you can. Here in Australia, we call that "mindfulness", a little like your Wasi-Sabi. You need to fully understand you are not responsible for other people's behaviours, past or present, only your own. Your sister sounds as if she is a very, very sad person too. Your senior friend is right, happiness is a fundamental right for which we are responsible for. Very hard sometimes in a world that can be chaotic at times. You most definitely do deserve to be here. You are a one in over a 4 million chance of this happening, just like every other human on this planet. I see you keep yourself grounded by being with nature, this and exercise are extraordinarily helpful. According to scientists, three days sleeping in a forest will correct your circadian rhythm. Never lose your dreams, they bring hope. You may struggle to reach your goals, embrace this, others never get a chance. You are good looking, have talents with communication and photography, are quite humble and kind in your intent, this is a pretty full package. You are obviously loved and respected when I look at other viewers comments. Stay safe, with love from a Grandma over the other side of the world.
The world is a better place with you in it. You bring hope and positivity to everyone you meet. You were never the cause of your sister’s abuse. Those were her own demons. Look how loving and kind you are. That is YOUR doing. Everyday look in the mirror and say out loud, something wonderfully about yourself to start your day. ❤
If you are happy non stop, it loses value and people become excitement junkies. Maybe peace is being confused with happiness. You give to many people and it is appreciated.
I completely understand the pain of loss and the spiral it sends you in. My childhood friend was murdered in 2009. By a random act of violence. Two days ago it would have been his birthday. Even though time has past ..its a strange way of putting it ..but its almost like water dripping from a faucet..its always there but on some days the sound becomes deafening. Its the sound of the deep pain from the wound in my heart. His mother felt she couldn't talk about him because people would become angry. Almost to deny his existence because they didnt know what to say .. so i told her to talk to me about him as much as she wants so she can have a place to rest. She thanked me greatly. Something ive learned is you dont have to feel bad for existing...you may not be able to be there for everyone. But for one person it could mean everything. Being a simple human is satisfying. My goal is one day to be fluent in Japanese and retire in Japan. But I also work on a webtoon, which i have struggled alot. At my friend's funeral in my heart i promised him i wouldn't give up on my art. (He always spoke how good it was.) So my wish is to maybe help others, that maybe my story might help them at a part of their life ..they needed. Its ok to feel lost and sad...even aimless ..but thats not all that we are. The deepness of our hearts has its other side as well that moves us forward.
Isn’t it the most amazing world we live in, that you can connect with people who care about you and send their affection and hope to you from all over the world. Sometimes I think social media is the worst thing ever but then here we are and we can come to know one another a bit and care about each other too.I’m a worrier and I really hope these comments are a big help to you in lifting your spirits and giving you comfort. There’s a million things I want to say but I don’t think I can express myself very well. For now just keep being that salmon swimming upstream to the place you belong. I’m sending genuine love and hope to you
You are inspiration to others in your situation. It’s not easy to say you are feeling bad, in fact it is downright not socially acceptable. But you’re coming out with it makes it better for others. Keep going, Yu, and never, ever give up. Jesus loves you.
For me, I guess I am sad because things are not going the way I want. I cannot always feel the love that I wanted from my siblings. There were people who hurt me before. Many challenging life situations before. Sometimes, I also think about when is my end of journey? Putting that aside, many things happening around the world.
Yu, like you the enemy of every one here below is "himself". we are all like that ; especially when we are sensitive, when you had a lonely hurtfull childhood like yours . love is what you missed and this what makes us strong and invincible . Don't worry also the arrival of Autonne is difficult. Also, the global atmosphere in our world doesn't help. It's difficult to move foward. 🤩😍YU I'm sure you'll find soon the strenght to move forward as you wish. 💞
I felt this video in every way in being sensitive, and not the strongest, feeling empty and anxious with a constantly babbling mind, and Imposter Syndrome. Despite all of these feelings, it’s genuinely the most comfortable I’ve felt about myself. Let us continue to grow, discover and work on ourselves, Yuu ❤
I've been there. I know how it feels. You probably have to go trough this process for a long time, I don't know, you're still very young. Keep working on yourself. And one day you will be sure that you were meant to be born, your life matters, you're precious and loved by many people, and above all: your happiness must come from within. You won't find it in other people or things. You have to love yourself and be in peace with yourself first.
I wish there were a way I could just give you a hug and take away all your pain and self doubts. You have a strong sense of love that you express so well through your videos, and I think everyone who sees them can feel it and reflects it back to you. I feel my life is much richer from having known you - even if it's only through video.
Bringing others happiness and joy through ones artistic endeavors is absolutely helping others and being a positive force in the world. The lives you touch through these videos, the genuine feelings and overall positive attitude you bring to those lives, is a beautiful gift. Thank you. Know that I send you my positive energy back to you in return. May you be well and peaceful.
Oh, Yuu. Your sister hurt you so deeply. You ABSOLUTELY have the right to be happy. It will come to you. Breathe, give, receive, love. You are sweet and kind and thoughtful. I've walked through that same Shrine with all the little carved figures. Such a magical place. Thank for showing it to me again. Sending you love, Yuu. ❤
You you are a wonderful person with a very sensitive soul is ok to be sad sometimes, every day is different don’t worried about we have good and bad days . You are helping a lot people and open their minds thanks for all your hard work we care about you
Please know you bring so much joy to other people through your work and your personality. You are a lovable person who has the right to be loved and to be happy Thank you for being honest with us
Keep going Yuu. What you are experiencing are the same feelings that most people feel. Continue to set goals and reward yourself for the accomplishments. Remember, we will all continue to have times of great loss throughout our lives. It’s all part of the learning process. Enjoy your journey. 🙏🏻
Your face….I wish I was there to hug you and let you know to cry your heart out. And never say you aren’t strong, because you are. With all you went through and to come this far?!! You have achieved much. You are helping me a lot. I am also a overly sensitive person and I am hurting with you. You DO deserve love. I have called myself “damaged”. I still feel that way. My childhood was not a good one. I have a hard time making friends because I’m afraid they will get tired of me or I’ll bore them. I always have in the back of my mind about ending myself, just as my dad did and my three cousins. I feel a lot of the time that I don’t belong in this “shell” of mine. But my husband came to me for a reason. And accepted my “broken” self and loved me for who I am. You are so handsome and kind, with a generous and loving soul. Our kind get taken advantage of a lot, trust me. Just talk to us when you feel down. Even if you fail at something, at least you tried. Then try a different approach. And your two furry misfits will keep you busy 😂😂. You are your own success story, and you are doing great with English!! Thank you, Yuu-san, for,sharing your life with us. ❤❤❤❤
Every moment is perfect, every moment is what it is and what you make it. You are the master of it, you created it. You get to make it what it is, your the controller, the programmer. Take responsibility watch what you say think and do. Its not easy and because we are human we make mistakes and get lazy and forget to be vigilant and aware. Dont just think. Do. Preparation is just a wiggle, take the plunge. 💝
Bonjour je vous soutiens dans votre recherche de bonheur. Vous êtes une personne hypersensible c'est ce dont on ressent et souffre le plus d'être une personne bienveillante envers les autres. Vous avez traversé et enduré d inpensables situations et souffrances vous en êtes bien sorti. Soyez fier de vous et aimez-vous comme vous le méritez. On est tous né pour accomplir des choses et expérimenter la vie terrestre même si on est né dans une famille où les problèmes sont arrivés. Vous vivez ce que vous avez à vivre pour vous et faites ce que ce vous aimez le plus. Et j'espère que vous aurez des opportunités pour voyager et vivre d'autres expériences merveilleuses partout dans le monde. Tant que vous êtes en vie tout est possible. Soutien de France Bien à vous. ❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏
"having a soft heart in a cruel World is courage not weakness"
thanks for sharing.
Even the animals know how beautiful of a soul you are! There will always be dark aspects to this life but steer yourself to the path of those that recognize your light and the darkness will become less. I think you are incredibly beautiful inside and out!
Sometimes, life will kick you around, but sooner or later, you realize you’re not just a survivor. You’re a warrior, and you’re stronger than anything life throws your way.” ~Brooke Davis
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.""
So very true. Good phrase.
I am so touched,amazed by your honesty and direct thinking / speech!
Yet I think your humanity of being a gentle loving soul that you are as a result of life's challenges has empowered your journey not only for a successful career but as a advocate of gentle reflection peace, wisdom giving encouragement to so many in different stages of life.
Please consider putting your thoughts, vlog voice overs into a meditation book where these subjects can be pondered. I have found you inspire the crushed spirit to rise over negativity and seek new goals. Thank you Yuu❤
Beautiful ❤️
You are a treasure. Thank you for continuing to be a treasure despite of and in response to the unkindness. You triumph through continuing to be kind.
You are such a serene loving man. The way that the animals respond to you, shows that you have a beautiful soul. Keep putting one foot in front of the other, even when you want to give up. Keep smiling, for yourself. When times are bad, tell yourself what you would say to your loved one - if they came to you and told you of thir sadness and need for love, now tell yourself the same thing.
I am a 54 year old grandmother, I have had a very bad and hard life. I am learning to care about me, it is not easy. You are worthy and you are loved.
A grandmothers hug from me to you x
Aw man. This hurt my heart to watch. Yuu. You are a lovely gentle soul. Your videos bring joy to your subscribers just like me. Please do not be sad. You have everything to offer, and if more people were as warm hearted in this world like you. It would be a very merry place. You are a pure soul. Do not underestimate your self value. A big warm hug from Scotland.
Such lovely eloquent prose from a young man speaking from your heart. As someone much older than you and has experienced many heartbreaks and challenges through my life, there is no set criteria for being "happy". By revealing yourself through your videos shows the incredible strength you have by not holding it all in.....that is YOUR strength. Remember...it is OK not to be OK.
You're not wasting anyone's time, Yuu. You seem to be a deeply intelligent, sensitive person. Just be yourself. You will find love. It will find you. ❤((big hug))
❤ Keep your head up. Dont give anyone the satisfaction that you are sad.
What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. 🥰
Even when we are sad, life is giving us an emotion so that we can enjoy when we are happy. Otherwise, how would we know what happiness is? Never regret any decision. One makes a decision based on the knowledge and the resources that one has a given point. In the future, you will be wiser and will understand that past decisions were the best under those circumstances.
Thank you for sharing your struggles. You are brave to share your tough circumstances. Here we are to lift you up and tell you that you are valuable, sweet and brave. I am probably double your age and I know that life is difficult but there is light at the end of the road. You are worth to be loved and happy. we enjoy spending this time listening to you !!!!!!!
You're making things happen, which most people find hard to do, and you're touching many lives...opening windows for others. To me, that is one of the most valuable gifts you can give, in my opinion. 😊
Sending love and big hugs xx You are a wonderful lovable guy i can see that in your videos and how you adore your cats and they adore you !Never let your sisters words continue to hurt you SHE IS the one with mental issues and what she did to you is unforgivable. You are stronger than you realise ..... being here talking about what happened and sharing takes strength .You will always have friends here .
I remember talking to a client who was worried that he wasn't able to find work (I was with a careers advice company) and so I listened to his fears and troubles. I can't remember any details but I do recall saying to him, 'Everyone can have a bad day but tomorrow will be better. Go for it!' Someone wiser than me had certainly said that to me at some point and just like that guy and Yuu, I have tried hard to have better tomorrows..
You certainly deserve love and wish that you find that love and all the joy that brings. In the meantime, you have us here encouraging and enjoying what you create. Your camera operator is sharing some of your adventures and helping you tell your story so hopefully you don't feel lonely. You have two fur babies to go home to as well.
Do hope after that encounter with the stag, your rib isn't too painful!
Thanks and very best wishes from the UK. D
And on a bad day you have 2 "assistants" who think you hung the moon and stars. Remember that!
I want you to know that God loves you so much. When your heart is heavy, God wants you to talk to him in your heart. He wants you to give your burdens, your sadness, anxiety and dissappointments to him. He is real and he hears you through your heart. Even when someone close has hurt you, forgive them. It will lighten how you feel. Thats how Truth and Light enter your heart to free you. Pain and anxiety are negative thoughts that make you feel heavy with no strength. I send you Love and Blessings and hope you let go of your loss. Keep loving memories only.
You deserve love and to love someone. It will happen. Keep fighting ❤look how the deer love you!
Since I can’t hop on a plane to hug you, and tell you to have faith and how strong you are, I’m sending a virtual hug across the ocean to you. Keep moving forward not backwards, you matter to your friends 😊❤ be strong.
If someone spend time with you is their choice. You do not have to think if they are wasting thier time. They choose to spend it with you. Their choice. Do not overthink. You are so young and you can be the best version of yourself.
You are a lovely guy and deserve all the love and attention and please follow your dreams and continue
Big hug from us 🙋🏼♀️
Please remember this is just a season of life you’re in right now, we all go through them and most of all please know you are worthy of love and happiness ❤
Yuu-san, thank you for sharing your vulnerabilities so openly on the internet like this. You have gone through a lot of difficult times that you could not control yet you’ve persevered and found your footing in life. Right now is an opportunity for you to keep growing and moving forward, and you are! Don’t undersell your progress and worth, you are worthy of love, happiness and feeling confident just as anyone else is. You inspire me to be a better person, you are contributing and reaching out to so many people online - you are moving towards your goal. This is an amazing impact you are making on the world so be proud of this! We are all cheering on for you I hope you can achieve your dreams ❤
There are almost 27,000 people out there who love you and more, they understand your pain and share your thoughts and self reflections. I have been reading the heart felt comments you have received, by doing so it has helps me deal with my own insecurity’s, which I am sure it does for others. Thank you for the amazing content, beautiful scenery and all your efforts. Keep going forward you are so on the right track to finding your way 🫶
I really appreciate your creation style and thoughtful self-expression, thank you for that! Sending rays of light and hugs your way, Yuu. ✨
Yuu, I’m happy to hear you are not going to give up on your dreams. I want to say everyone deserves love and happiness in their lives.
I often post silly things on my channel because I don’t take it seriously, but also because I’m afraid to post how I’m truly feeling most of the time.
You’re very brave to post how you feel, I admire you and will always send you unconditional love.
Honestly, I’m not okay. I lost 8 members of my family including my parents, brothers, sister and 2 nephews and because I’m so sad and anxious all the time my other relatives are insisting I go to grief counseling.
It’s horrible I hate the counseling I don’t want to think or talk about never being able to see my family again- I just want to forget and stay in whatever happy place I can find.
Your channel makes me feel braver, makes me feel hopeful, and makes me feel like I’m not alone. It gives me strength. You are making a difference in this world.
You make a difference every time you post in my life and I’m sure many other viewers lives. Please continue to strive for happiness and your dreams. Never give up. ❤
You are very much loved, Yuu-San! You have a beautiful heart, and you make a difference in so many people’s lives! You deserve to be happy! Your videos bring me joy! I’m sorry for the abuse that your sister inflicted on you. You never deserved to be treated that way…. It would bring me joy to have a brother like you. I have a brother, but I honestly don’t seem to matter much to him… I know that the main reason why he doesn’t visit is because of our father, but I avoid our father. He wouldn’t have to see him if he came to see me and my family. I have a little girl, who just turned two on October 25th, whom he hasn’t even met yet! Sometimes family breaks our hearts, and makes us question our value, and that is very unfortunate…. But you are loved, and you deserve to be happy!❤️
Yuu-san, you're an inteligent, gentle, kind, handsome guy. You have two cats, who love and depend on you. Stop suffering, stop questioning life too much, Just live and enjoy life, dear. My love and respect.
I think life often puts harsh words in other people's mouths not because those words are true, but so that we - towards whom those words are directed - can learn to be strong from within, to find our inner peaceful ever-present strength. For highly sensitive people, it is usually a lesson in life to find that strength underneath the many layers of pain. Or at least that is what my life has taught me. And I am still learning. So... just be. Just keep living dear Yuu 🙂
Hi Yuu. To suffer from past trauma, if someone hates your existence and belittle's yourself worth.. can take it's toll on your self esteem. This is a problem with them and not with you, but please don't feel that everyone shares this view. ❤️ Maybe you feel let down by those close to you and your worried bout making commitment to someone you really care about. There is a saying " you can't choose your relatives but you can choose your friends". Don't be afraid to show your feelings.
I love the anime series Kotaro Lives Alone, the mysterious boy living alone in a apartment and his neighbours trying to understand this lonely boy. I think you would make a great neighbour 😉
Yuu, you have the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. I'm very happy to spend time with you; it's not a waste. I choose to do so. It's my* choice. 🇺🇸🤝🇯🇵
You were raised in a narcissistic family. That's why you feel bad about yourself. Your sister is abusive. Read up on narcissistic personality disorder. I know because I have gone through similar experiences.
If you expect a cockroach to love you, then it's your fault. Some humans do not have the capacity to love. You will have to excuse them.
On the contrary, tolerating so much pain has increased YOUR capacity to love. You're a gentle, loving, and empathetic person and we need more people like you on this planet. I hope you understand what I'm saying. More people like you are needed on this planet. Follow your goals, I wish you all the best
All I know of you is what you present in your videos, yet I know you deserve to love and be loved and to be happy and at peace.
From a previous video in which you went into detail about your childhood, I know you have much trauma from abuse at the hands of your sister. The saying, hurt people hurt. Her saying she wishes you'd never been born isn't really anything to do with you, but her hurt and anger of the mistreatment from her (and your) father. She couldn't lash out at him for fear of retaliation, so she took it out on you. You didn't deserve that. You have every right to exist. Though it was wrong of her to abuse you, she needs help, and I hope she gets it.
I pray for both you and your sister to find peace, love, and happiness.
Thanks for everything you do. Your a kind gentle soul who helps everyone you touch.
Yuu-san, thank you for sharing. Your friend was right, happiness is your fundamental right. There is no question, that you are unique, precious and important. From what you say, you seem to be a person that anyone can be grateful to have in their life as friend, maybe husband and father one day.
You don’t need to prove how much you matter and how precious you are. You simply are, because nobody can be you the way you are. No one can see the world the way you do, your point of view and your contribution will always be one of a kind.
Be happy!
It is an honour knowing you, thank you for sharing your journey.
One day I will visit Japan with my husband and my son. I can’t wait to see Japan‘s beauty with my own eyes.
BEE (German living in Hong Kong)
A great video, you rarely find people expressing what they feel, fearlessly, words with deep meaning, people have to stay strong no matter what, and believe in themselves that they can cross crises
Of course, I have lost people and things too. I have cried loudly before a number of times. It felt like my heart broke into pieces. I once wondered why I did not die? These ups and downs will come and go. We deserve love. You are not stealing anyone's time. We share our life experiences. I keep my journal on another platform. This way, I do introspection, process my thoughts and my feelings. Can you stop letting anyone, including your sister, judge you? It is wrong to judge others. I have learned how important basic human rights is. Life is short. I also wish the same for you, peace and happiness. Freedom!
I’m going through a rough patch myself Right now. Things will get better, keep up the great work and it will all pay off. 🙏
Your thoughts remind me from someone dearest me.. Have faith on yourself.. You are a special person.. Be happy.. Life is too short.. Thank you..
Have faith my friend…keep looking up everything will get better, you have a beautiful soul ❤
Yuu, for a few seconds I saw your lovely, beautiful smile when you stood next to the deer. For weeks, I felt happy and sad too. So, I stayed away from people who saw worries on my face and talked about theur concerns about me. My aim is to acquire a peaceful and quiet mind. Of course, it is tough when others keep talking about problems. The old me never spared a thought about myself. Like you, I wished to be loved, only to realise that wish and reality are different things. Some people cannot reciprocate others. Therefore, you and I must learn self love. Also, learn to let go of things that no longer serve. With regard to harsh words, I have heard terrible hurtful words too. Yes, asked me to die, and other words. Think about it, do we deserve to be treated this way? My answer is no. Everyone reacts to dufficult situations differently. The amount of time to heal is different for you and me. But trust me, time can make us feel better.
I pray Gods' love fill you be blessed...in the name of Our Lord Jesus Christ...Amen
@@RooniP Thank you! The Universe heard me when I was out there on my own. Strangers helped me. Sending you Love and Light! Many Blessings!
Thank you for this video!
Thank you for sharing, we all face circumstances in life that we can’t control, that’s why life is constantly changing. We all search for that comfort zone where we feel safe but life always has a way to push us out into the unknown. This causes us anxiety 😟 self doubt and fear. If you have any way to afford to travel I would suggest you give it a try, you will meet people from different cultures and countries but also realize we are all the same. To experience other cultures is such a great learning experience and will bring self growth into your life. You seem to be an Empath, you sense feelings on a deeper level than must people. You like to reflect and question yourself about where your life’s journey is taking you. I have traveled around the world and it has been the most fulfilling thing in my life. I do not judge other people, if their path takes them out of mine, I let them go and move on. I just consider that I was blessed with the time we did share together. Many people will come into and pass out of your life on this journey we all share, some will disappoint us, others will be just what we need at that point in our life, but the best result is that you will discover your true self and realize you are ok 👍 you’re not a weirdo and you are ENOUGH just as you are.
Hi Yuu,
I always look forward to your videos and shorts! I appreciate all your contents you share. I am wishing you a great day! You are an amazing guy! 😊
Yuu, you are not only an inspirational figure that keeps people like me moving, you are also much stronger than you might think. You are worthy of love and happiness. You words hit very hard because they ring true to what I feel at the moment. I'd love to talk to you about these feelings, but at the very least I hope you read this. And perhaps, somewhere in your heart the message of love and appreciation sticks and helps you moving forward. Sending lots of love from abroad!
All of those thoughts you're describing, all of those feelings you're feeling, I've thought it all and felt it all. Losing Dad destroyed me. With all of the abuse that followed, I wanted to die. I prayed for Jesus to take me in my sleep every night for a long time, but thankfully one day He answered, just not in the way I expected. 🙂 We are all born for a reason, you were born for a reason, and I believe you're going to do great things. There were a lot of things I dreamed of doing, but I don't feel like I have much time left. I'm thankful for the peace that I've been given. You have such a kind heart, trust me you would be a blessing to others, it would be their loss to choose otherwise. Don't let other people's words or actions determine your worth. Trust me, I know what you're feeling, I know the ache that you're talking about. I'd be lying if I said it was gone completely. There are still days where I fall asleep with tears in my eyes. But I have peace despite it all, like a little boat on a choppy ocean. I've learned to dance with my limp. And finally, don't ever think that you're not loved. I've never met you, but I feel like I know you through your videos. I love you. Don't be sad, it makes me sad. ❤
God sees you...and loves you...your faith has healed you, in the name of Yeshua...Amen
“You feel like you have nothing and despair for the future weighs heavily.” That’s me right now. I always promised to live my life with no regrets but now I find myself with nothing but a pile of them. Never tell yourself you will live with no regrets because it’s honestly only human to fuck up sometimes. Everyone will. You will make mistakes. You will try your hardest to make the best choice for yourself at the time, with the knowledge you have, and think it’s such good choice…and then years later you’ll realize you made a mistake. It’s HUMAN. Be kind to yourself.
Like you, I grew up with a toxic, abusive family and living situation. I’ve attempted to take my life many many times. It takes so much courage to even just get out of bed every day, much less tell yourself: “I want to be happy”, and live for yourself. Be proud of yourself, Yuu. As someone who has given up on my life and my future, know that I’m cheering you on here in Chiba. 頑張ってください。 必ず夢を叶えるを信じているから諦めないでくださいね。 ゆうさんなら出来ると信じています。 応援しています。
Aww I'm very proud of you for putting your innermost thoughts and feelings out there openly. That takes so much courage. With that courage, honesty, and reflective skill you have some fundamental qualities needed in life already. Everything you came to realize is accurate. Good insights. Your videos do bring happiness to others.
My dear, yes, you were meant to be here to be born. We all have our purpose, if not for ourselves, then perhaps for others, you're doing an awesome 👏 job with self-healing and inviting us along in your journey of self-awareness.😌
You are contributing to thousand's of people's strengths who align with your words / videos and gain strength from them. Your strength and perseverance and determination to overcome a horrendous traumatic childhood are nothing less than inspirational. You are such a loving a gentle soul and have not let your past embitter you. May you have all the happiness in the world bestowed upon you xxx
Bonjour Yuu-san ! Votre pensé est aussi la mienne , et cela ma réconforte de voir qu'il y a dans ce monde des personnes qui pensent exactement comme moi , qui ont les mêmes objectifs ... Beaucoup de courage sur votre chemin il vous faudra, j'ai confiance en vous comme j'ai eu confiance en moi , je sais au font de mon coeur que vous y arriverez Juu-san . Alors continuez avec force , joie et bonheur . Toute ma tendresse vous accompagne .
Thank you for sharing your deep self with us! You say that you always want your friends and family to be happy. If they love you, they want your happiness as well. Does your Mother watch your channel? Does she know the heartache you have. As a mother, I would want to know the hurts and joys of my children. As others have said, do NaoT give POWER to your sister. She is a very sad person, and does not love who she is. She made your life miserable, because SHE is MISERABLE! You are a beautiful and talented young man! Maybe finding another beautiful SOUL to share your life and dreams with, could be the JOY that you need. JOY is not dependent on what is HAPPENING, like just being happy. JOY is something deep, and enduring. Something NO ONE can take away! I wish you JOY, my friend!
I was very nostalgic for Nara and Arashiyama. Thank you for sharing your experience and your feelings.
Yuu, instead of thinking about life in a long straight line, think about it as a mission. We will do our best to accomplish the mission. Sometimes we will be happy, sometimes sad, sometimes we will cry, sometimes meet cool people and sometimes meet evil people. Do your best to keep the good memories of the good things, and discard the evil things. They were lessons and we are not guilty for the evil things that happens to us. And, being alive is a blessing. You are changing people's life positively. Those beautiful animals out there love you. Good vibration. Keep going and have fun. You are not alone. 🙏
Hola Yuu. Te escribo desde España. Tengo 65 años y compartiré contigo los dos principios fundamentales de mi vida.
El primero: No hace falta ser la estrella más grande, ni tampoco la más brillante. Todas las estrellas juntas forman el cielo más hermoso. Todas diferentes, todas iguales.
El segundo: No esperes a que la vida no sea dificil para ser feliz. La felicidad es una decisión personal.
Hagas lo que hagas estará bien porque será tu decisión y también está bien aprender equivocándote. El miedo no soluciona, sólo nos paraliza y nos anula. No tengas miedo a vivir. Te saluda una madre española.
You are worthy of being loved, never doubt that, nor let anyone tell you otherwise. And you will be 🙌
Do not be disheartened, Yuu, when you have moments of questioning your hopes and dreams, or your chosen path in your journey through life. When this happens, tell yourself that you have just reached a fork in the path through a dark forest, and you're only momentarily lost. With a little searching, you'll soon find your way back on your chosen path, and the dark trees will soon recede until they're replaced by beautiful sunlight and an open road once again! You're an absolute darling, and I wish you all the best in having a wonderful life, wherever your journey takes you!❤🤗
Dear Yuu, I just started following you so I don’t know much about your past. Based on your video, a lot of your problems seem to come from your attachment to your traumatic past. Your identification with what others have made you believe about you is your real enemy here, not you. In order to work on achieving your dreams, love someone, be needed and give strength, you need to unlearn what you have learned in your past: Enduring pain, waiting to be saved, feeling inferior, guilty and ashamed… It will become easier once you take a stance against your past by knowing better than your abusers: I am lovable, I am worthy of existence, I am a great person simply by being me. Build your confidence on your own thoughts and actions. Keep us posted and keep well!
You are a man with a very kind heart! Stay strong, don’t give up and keep on doing what makes you feel happy!
Everyone deserves love.its a law.you are a delightful person.love yourself more
Hello, thank you so much for expressing yourself, I think you still don't understand the help you give us around the world with the things you say and show. It gives hope, courage and strength, even when we don't know we need it. Even when you don't feel you do much, people can help with just a smile, it's sometimes the small things that really helps. You're a wonderful person, please believe me in that, believe that the good wishes you have for others are what they wish for you too. I hope you feel better soon❤
Thank you for sharing these personal thoughts with us. I have no wisdom to offer if you should want it. But I would like to say this. If one does not have sad times, feelings then how would you be able to create a contrast where you can recognise what you truly want for yourself. In my humble opinion you are doing a great job of self reflection and in sharing this with the world you are helping a lot of people. Far more than you think. ❤
WE LUV YOU YUU! ❤️ 😍 I can be an Auntie for you. I am not close to my 2 nephews. They live over 1000 miles away on top of that. I am estranged from my half-sister. Her step-father was my biological father. We didn't grow up together because of circumstance & age difference. I always hoped we would be close- one day. I keep that hope alive. You deserve to be happy 😊. My prayers of gratitude 🙏 for yr channel I send to you. You are helping so many people who feel like you do. Remember you are not alone. The best is yet to come. NEVER SURRENDER!🦌
I see that I made some spelling errors, no edit function to correct posted comments. Can you feel the love we as your readers, have for you?😊 I like your content. Quite a number of reasons. You are brave, to show us you, to do you. You are disciplined, this I would like to slowly learn from you. I like your photo/videography. You share your happy moments with your pets with us.
I remember the same feelings in my youth when I felt sorrow and lonelyness. What I can write right now is that such feelings mean that You are adult. When we discover that we are no longer kids, it is always embarassing. But what I would like to add dear Yoo - do not be afraid, search good people around you and try not to be too critical to yourself. We do not know each other but while watching your videos, we feel that you are good young man. So we keep fingers and wish you find your way and be happy!! Sorry to hear about your emotionally unstable sister, hope everything will be ok someday.. Where were You? You have showed beautiful park and nature.
It's ok not to be ok. You are such a thinking and reflective person. You need time to realize everything, accept it and having drawn conclusions move on. I sincerely believe that you will finally succeed.
Give because you want to give 'there is more happiness in giving, than there is in recieving' and recieve because you want to recieve no matter how small it is ❤
Gosh, Yuu, this was a really good video. I know it is difficult, because that is what you shared with us. But I'm so proud of you for working on these videos. Some positive things I see:
1. You are out in nature and the community, instead of staying inside your house.
2. You are practicing courage.
3. You have goals. You have desires to live well. This is such an important step.
4. Your English is getting even better and better! When I watch these, I don't have to read the subtitles as much, so that's showing your progress!
It might seem rude for me to offer advice, but I want to share that in my own past struggles with depression, the times I felt like I could help others or even give them guidance and strength or bring them some moments of happiness - those were times when I was serving other people. It helped me to get outside of my own fears and my thoughts, because I could only focus on the people or the activity. So maybe volunteering with elderly people or children, or places that help the poor. I don't know what is available in Japan, but in the USA, there are many places we can offer to help. It is also wonderful to volunteer or help at places that take care of animals. Maybe these ideas can help you too!
Thank you so much for sharing your heart. You are treasured from afar.
Don't underestimate your importance in the lives of many people who watch your videos. Your story and stories give hope to many. You may not think you are strong but you are. You get up and carry on. That is true strength. You aren't hateful or bitter. You are kind and loving. Very positive and optimistic but also human and it's ok to not be ok. I'm old enough to be your mom and i too have had many heartbreaks. Some very recent. I also have the challenge, at the age of 62, of being made homeless at the end of the year, but, like you, i will carry on with a smile. You are a beautiful soul. Keep going, rest if you must. But don't give up. You are so loved by so many people ❤
I've always felt the same way. A deep sense of sadness and loneliness. Always searching for somebody who could share with me a particular kind of love. Though my issues or the source of my issues might be different from yours, I believe our souls are alike in that we yearn.
I'ts good that you have this creative outlet that helps you regulate this emotional abyss. I turn to poetry and music and affirmations. I also learned that I couldn't rely on somebody else for my own happiness, so I'm really trying my best to uplift myself and make myself believe that I am enough. And so are you. You are enough.
I hope we, along with the other souls who feel like us, could find our peace and our joy soon.
You definitely contributed to my strength…I lost my father last year and I am struggling since then…I feel like I lost my path…I feel empty…your video is helping me a lot and it motivates me to get back on track…🙏 thank you so much.
I love your videos and aesthetic. Thank you so much for sharing.
Hello from Canada 🇨🇦 Found you on tiktok a few weeks ago! I very much connect with your videos and I find your perspective on things very inspiring! And you are doing amazing with your english and your cats are adorable!!
You have so much courage. One of my favorite songs has a line that says "the journey isn't over yet if love isn't found".
I can not say what others do when feeling a loss, what I do is cry, play sad music in order to reach those places inside me and wanting to trigger the hidden pain that the loss will bring...I seek to understand it all but mostly to remove it by knowing why it happened and why it's time to let go...God is forever present in my life, forever sending me love. I can feel how I want but I always push to understand the lesson my situation will bring me and in doing so pray for growth and gain comfort...I am naturally weak but through the Lord Jesus I have learned how to exchange/surrender my weaknesses for his strength...there is a season for everything and this too shall pass, no matter how long it takes...I pray you feel and know God's love for you, test him, ask him what ever you will and he will answer...I pray the love of God touch your spirit and raises you up out of the shadows...in the name of Our Lord Jesus Christ...Amen
Dear Yuu-san. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings. You are on the right path. Your goals and dreams are important. And so hard sometimes, but you can't give up. You're right about that too. Don't forget about all the windows you are opening when you make these videos - might oaks from little acorns grow. Your friend in Canada.
You my friend are finding the centre in yourself, from inside it!
Japan is awe inspiring, but has much contradiction. I have travelled there - much to aid, much to confound.
Remove your siblings sentiments from your mind - her issues, aren't yours, though tragic.
You don't waste anyone's time my friend, rather you share unconditionally. Yes some are in difficult places. This video of yours, is my 2nd to watch . You are real. Good luck my friend. As a Christian I say God is real. Life is conditional. Keep it yours, simple,sleep rest, work pursue God; you'll be ok.
Lovely work. Sad times pass. May this one.be history already.🌿
Yuu... Your words made me cry... Opening yourself to the world by sharing your words, your thoughts and your feelings in such a simple and sincere manner can't but move another one.
You have a very deep heart and you are a precious being.
Thank you for being you and for having the courage to share it with us.
You obviously have many strengths, self-awareness, communicating clearly, sharing your experiences and emotions that lets others know, they are not alone (very supportive for others). You seem to have PTSD, but your strength is your philosophical approach to life, staying in the present as much as you can. Here in Australia, we call that "mindfulness", a little like your Wasi-Sabi. You need to fully understand you are not responsible for other people's behaviours, past or present, only your own. Your sister sounds as if she is a very, very sad person too. Your senior friend is right, happiness is a fundamental right for which we are responsible for. Very hard sometimes in a world that can be chaotic at times. You most definitely do deserve to be here. You are a one in over a 4 million chance of this happening, just like every other human on this planet. I see you keep yourself grounded by being with nature, this and exercise are extraordinarily helpful. According to scientists, three days sleeping in a forest will correct your circadian rhythm. Never lose your dreams, they bring hope. You may struggle to reach your goals, embrace this, others never get a chance. You are good looking, have talents with communication and photography, are quite humble and kind in your intent, this is a pretty full package. You are obviously loved and respected when I look at other viewers comments. Stay safe, with love from a Grandma over the other side of the world.
The world is a better place with you in it. You bring hope and positivity to everyone you meet. You were never the cause of your sister’s abuse. Those were her own demons. Look how loving and kind you are. That is YOUR doing. Everyday look in the mirror and say out loud, something wonderfully about yourself to start your day. ❤
If you are happy non stop, it loses value and people become excitement junkies. Maybe peace is being confused with happiness. You give to many people and it is appreciated.
feeling isn't about strength; it is a sign of being strong to know how you feel!! Love your video!
I completely understand the pain of loss and the spiral it sends you in. My childhood friend was murdered in 2009. By a random act of violence. Two days ago it would have been his birthday. Even though time has past ..its a strange way of putting it ..but its almost like water dripping from a faucet..its always there but on some days the sound becomes deafening. Its the sound of the deep pain from the wound in my heart. His mother felt she couldn't talk about him because people would become angry. Almost to deny his existence because they didnt know what to say .. so i told her to talk to me about him as much as she wants so she can have a place to rest. She thanked me greatly. Something ive learned is you dont have to feel bad for existing...you may not be able to be there for everyone. But for one person it could mean everything. Being a simple human is satisfying. My goal is one day to be fluent in Japanese and retire in Japan. But I also work on a webtoon, which i have struggled alot. At my friend's funeral in my heart i promised him i wouldn't give up on my art. (He always spoke how good it was.) So my wish is to maybe help others, that maybe my story might help them at a part of their life ..they needed. Its ok to feel lost and sad...even aimless ..but thats not all that we are. The deepness of our hearts has its other side as well that moves us forward.
thank you yuu san.今する考試，めちゃくちゃ緊張でもyuu sanのビデオを助けます！ ありがとう yuu san!
and your videos inspire me to learn japanese!! thank you!
Isn’t it the most amazing world we live in, that you can connect with people who care about you and send their affection and hope to you from all over the world. Sometimes I think social media is the worst thing ever but then here we are and we can come to know one another a bit and care about each other too.I’m a worrier and I really hope these comments are a big help to you in lifting your spirits and giving you comfort. There’s a million things I want to say but I don’t think I can express myself very well. For now just keep being that salmon swimming upstream to the place you belong. I’m sending genuine love and hope to you
You are inspiration to others in your situation. It’s not easy to say you are feeling bad, in fact it is downright not socially acceptable. But you’re coming out with it makes it better for others. Keep going, Yu, and never, ever give up. Jesus loves you.
For me, I guess I am sad because things are not going the way I want. I cannot always feel the love that I wanted from my siblings. There were people who hurt me before. Many challenging life situations before. Sometimes, I also think about when is my end of journey? Putting that aside, many things happening around the world.
Yu, like you the enemy of every one here below is "himself". we are all like that ; especially when we are sensitive, when you had a lonely hurtfull childhood like yours . love is what you missed and this what makes us strong and invincible .
Don't worry also the arrival of Autonne is difficult.
Also, the global atmosphere in our world doesn't help. It's difficult to move foward.
🤩😍YU I'm sure you'll find soon the strenght to move forward as you wish. 💞
I felt this video in every way in being sensitive, and not the strongest, feeling empty and anxious with a constantly babbling mind, and Imposter Syndrome. Despite all of these feelings, it’s genuinely the most comfortable I’ve felt about myself.
Let us continue to grow, discover and work on ourselves, Yuu ❤
I've been there. I know how it feels. You probably have to go trough this process for a long time, I don't know, you're still very young.
Keep working on yourself. And one day you will be sure that you were meant to be born, your life matters, you're precious and loved by many people, and above all: your happiness must come from within. You won't find it in other people or things. You have to love yourself and be in peace with yourself first.
I wish there were a way I could just give you a hug and take away all your pain and self doubts. You have a strong sense of love that you express so well through your videos, and I think everyone who sees them can feel it and reflects it back to you. I feel my life is much richer from having known you - even if it's only through video.
Bringing others happiness and joy through ones artistic endeavors is absolutely helping others and being a positive force in the world. The lives you touch through these videos, the genuine feelings and overall positive attitude you bring to those lives, is a beautiful gift. Thank you. Know that I send you my positive energy back to you in return. May you be well and peaceful.
Oh, Yuu. Your sister hurt you so deeply. You ABSOLUTELY have the right to be happy. It will come to you. Breathe, give, receive, love. You are sweet and kind and thoughtful. I've walked through that same Shrine with all the little carved figures. Such a magical place. Thank for showing it to me again. Sending you love, Yuu. ❤
You you are a wonderful person with a very sensitive soul is ok to be sad sometimes, every day is different don’t worried about we have good and bad days . You are helping a lot people and open their minds thanks for all your hard work we care about you
Please know you bring so much joy to other people through your work and your personality. You are a lovable person who has the right to be loved and to be happy
Thank you for being honest with us
Keep going Yuu. What you are experiencing are the same feelings that most people feel. Continue to set goals and reward yourself for the accomplishments. Remember, we will all continue to have times of great loss throughout our lives. It’s all part of the learning process. Enjoy your journey. 🙏🏻
Your face….I wish I was there to hug you and let you know to cry your heart out. And never say you aren’t strong, because you are. With all you went through and to come this far?!! You have achieved much. You are helping me a lot. I am also a overly sensitive person and I am hurting with you.
You DO deserve love. I have called myself “damaged”. I still feel that way. My childhood was not a good one. I have a hard time making friends because I’m afraid they will get tired of me or I’ll bore them. I always have in the back of my mind about ending myself, just as my dad did and my three cousins. I feel a lot of the time that I don’t belong in this “shell” of mine. But my husband came to me for a reason. And accepted my “broken” self and loved me for who I am. You are so handsome and kind, with a generous and loving soul. Our kind get taken advantage of a lot, trust me.
Just talk to us when you feel down. Even if you fail at something, at least you tried. Then try a different approach. And your two furry misfits will keep you busy 😂😂. You are your own success story, and you are doing great with English!!
Thank you, Yuu-san, for,sharing your life with us. ❤❤❤❤
Every moment is perfect, every moment is what it is and what you make it. You are the master of it, you created it. You get to make it what it is, your the controller, the programmer. Take responsibility watch what you say think and do. Its not easy and because we are human we make mistakes and get lazy and forget to be vigilant and aware. Dont just think. Do. Preparation is just a wiggle, take the plunge. 💝
Thanks! 💛💛💛
Bonjour je vous soutiens dans votre recherche de bonheur.
Vous êtes une personne hypersensible c'est ce dont on ressent et souffre le plus d'être une personne bienveillante envers les autres. Vous avez traversé et enduré d inpensables situations et souffrances vous en êtes bien sorti. Soyez fier de vous et aimez-vous comme vous le méritez. On est tous né pour accomplir des choses et expérimenter la vie terrestre même si on est né dans une famille où les problèmes sont arrivés.
Vous vivez ce que vous avez à vivre pour vous et faites ce que ce vous aimez le plus. Et j'espère que vous aurez des opportunités pour voyager et vivre d'autres expériences merveilleuses partout dans le monde.
Tant que vous êtes en vie tout est possible. Soutien de France
Bien à vous. ❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏