tw - A long ass talking video
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- Опубліковано 6 чер 2023
- Sound is shitty 🥲 I need to fix my phone, i’m so sorry 🙏
I do not promote or encourage my behaviors! They are unhealthy and harmful! I make these videos to cope and document my life/journey as i am trying to harm reduce and i a currently working with a therapist. It also makes me feel less alone when watching similar videos, which i hope might help others struggling feel less alone… This is more directed to the ED community. Please seek help if it’s a possibility!
I’m always open for any questions or requests and please stay safe and drink water ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ
omg ur gorg but the audio 😭😭
Ik 😭😭😭 I tried to fix it as much as possible 😖
Believe me it was worse then this, i am trying to find how to fix my microphone for future videos
This one is more of a test vlog for me have an idea of how i want my vlogs to look 😅
But i agree the audio is absolutely shit
you're so pretty and your voice is so calming to listen to 😭❤️
I wish I knew you irl, you seem like such a cool person to be around, it doesn't matter how many times you fail, we're rooting for you, and here to push you back to your feet! you got this, you're stronger than this❤️
Aww thank u, that means so much to me 🫶🥹
Stay safe and take care of urself 🤎
@@coffeeaddict_elisvlogs ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I loved that vlog, it feels like we are actually getting to know you. You seem to be such a nice person and I'm looking forward to more videos like this :) Btw, I also enjoyed your other videos, so just do whatever you feel most comfortable with.
Also, I'm so happy that you found a job that you enjoy! You sounded really happy when you talked about it and I'm sure you are a great teacher!
🫶
You look like such a nice person to be around like u just look fun and friendly and ur voice is so calming like literallyyy
I love the new style of vlogging! (You look beautiful btw!)
Everytime you said something doesn't make sense, I completely understood what you were trying to say. This video made me feel like someone out there understands me and I'm not alone. Also you and your dogs, I'm in love ur so gorgeus🥰😍. If you feel comfortable to, I would LOVE to see this type of content more. Just random ramblings and things about your life other than ed combined with that hell. All of it. This feels like having a friend who really understands and shares the same pain I have to deal with. These types of vlogs are something I'we been looking for. I wish you everything good under the sun❣🖤. Thank you sm for this, you don't know how much this helped me right now💓
U r so sweet, thank u 🫶
And i will make more vlogs like this as it was way more fun for me as well 😅🫶
I’m glad my video helped u in a way
You are gorgeous, inside and out!! Take care of yourself, you deserve to be happy and healthy 🤍
you are so so beautiful omg... 😲 and your new puppy is so cute!! ♥alsooo I completely understand what you mean about not focusing on food the whole day and being productive, its so hard not to focus on food :(
It really is :( My whole day is just centered abt food and i hate that it takes up my time. So trying to take some focus away is gonna be a challenge but it’s possible 🙌
And thank u 🥹🫶
Take care
I love how you changed up your video style to vlogs!!
Personally I enjoy our little community of tw videos but most of the times I want to listen to them while doing something else but with subs that ain’t possible which is why I want to change my own videos to voice over and now YOU kinda made me wanna do vlogs too❤
HELLO I JUST STARTED WATCHING THIS AND I LOVE IT ALSO THE DOGGIE INTERRUPTING YOU IN THE FIRST 3 SECONDS IS SO CUTE
She wanted to say hi first 🤣
Omg I got so happy when I saw you posted :D Love the video, take care
you are seriously so gorgeous like omg
ur sooo cuttee!! love ur vids🥹🥹🥹🥰
Oh my god, you are amaziiing!
У тебя очень приятный голос, да и акцента почти нет (人*´∀`)。*゚+
Очень люблю твои влоги, смотрю уже несколько месяцев, но никогда не подавала знаков жизни, приятно знать, что в этом мире есть кто-то с похожими проблемами. Выздоравливай, надеюсь все образуется
Ой спасибо большое 🥹🫶
У меня просто жудкая депрессия и получается что 1-2 в месяц есть силы что то делать 😅
Но все постепенно как говорят
Надеюсь у тебя тоже все хорошо скоро будет и выздоровеешь
Sending much love ❤️ love your channel
you’re so pretty 🫶🫶
That puppy is the cutest thing ive ever seen??????!
Ikr!!!!
omg heyy glad youre back!
I GOT SO EXCITED YOU MADE A FACE REVEAL, YOU'RE SO PRETTY💓💓
Your so pretty!!!!!!!!! And your puppy 😍😍😍😍😍
Also just want to add this video was great and Im so proud of you for doing your best!!❤
Thank u 🫶
And i’m glad u liked it :)
UR SOOOO PRETTY
You have such a beautiful faceee, i wish you nothing but the best.
omg ur so pretty
Glad to see you’re back! I mostly do harm reduction as well, I feel like I don’t wanna recover but also wanna have a life yk 🤷♀️ Have u ever try antidepressants? I’m on a new medication for the last 2 months and my anxiety is waaayyyy less and my appetite is less also which is good. I know some make u gain weight so with my doc we specifically chose this one. Anyway I really like the vlog style! Take care hon ❤
What kind of harm reduction do u do? Trying to add more stuff if it makes sense 😅
And i totally get that, i don’t want to recover but i want to have more stuff in my life :)
And ye i’ve tried several meds for years, none of them worked and bcs os psych it caused me to have trauma with any kind of meds :(
Thank u, take care too 🫶
@@coffeeaddict_elisvlogs I reduced laxatives to every other day instead of everyday, I allowed myself bread to prevent binges but I only buy like one or two servings so I don’t eat the whole thing. I drink sugar free gatorade so I don’t get super dehydrated. I also allowed myself one protein drink when I skip a meal (they are 160 cal for 16 grams of protein). I started antidepressants because my anxiety was just too bad. And when I have a few days in a row that I eat very low cal, I do one high res day. Yeah that’s about it. I usually mostly restrict and use laxatives and I find myself wanting to restrict more when I try to fight it.
That is so good!!
Proud of u!!
I’m trying the same with buying 1-2 serving of food
For example i’ve been trying to buy groceries for 1-2 days and not more, as well as i want to start allowing cravings 1-2 a week
I also try to get my electrolytes in and avoid purposefully triggering myself 😅
That’s all i can think about rn on my side!
IIs it funny that I am focusing on your energy drinks cans?? xD Sending love and care, you deserve it, hun!
It’s not weird lol
And sending u love and strength as well🫶
you so pretty
Я представляла, что ты иначе выглядишь почему-то. Но ооочень классная и харизматичная, просто ваааау
What is that intro song? Its so catchy for some reason
First, girl you are so pretty ♡ , second, I have a question if you don't mind, do you live by your own or do you live with your parents?
Thank u 🥹
I live on my own :)
Hello, I thought of something yesterday, but I didn't want to bother you by writing it here. I've started growing a little extra hair on my face and arms and my doctor says it's because of ed. Are you having the same problem as me? and what would you recommend me?
Hi, that extra hair is called lanugo. It’s due to malnutrition and/or low weight, so yes it is due to ur ed. I don’t have lanugo so i don’t really know what i could recommend. The obvious answer is gaining but ik that isn’t always something achievable rn. Maybe by making sure u get all the proper macronutrients (fat, protein, carbs and fiber) it could help? But i am not completely sure :( I’m sorry
Take care 🫶
@@coffeeaddict_elisvlogs thanks for the advice :)
@@nisanoztopalmaybe taking supplements may help
hey where are you from and ı love your vibe. ı hope you re ok
Hey, i’m swiss-russian
Thank u 🙏
Take care