Through My Tears/Goldaline/Now There Is Nothing (Rare Neutral Milk Hotel)

Recorded on July 6th, 1996 Recording is a bit rough. It skips towards the end of Goldaline, and gets a bit rough towards the end. But its still an amazing rendition and one of my favorite versions of these songs.
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[@cIownzone]

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[@houndfolly]

LYRICS:::::
Watch the wind
Blow your cigarette smoke through my window and out to the sky
Message sent
Drilled into your heart but now the ink will fade before the night is through my tears
Where were you when the cracks were forming?
Where were you when it all caved in?
You were sleeping safe that morning
Holding insecurities that burrow underneath your skin and fade away
All along
Another twisted moment's gone that will never pass this way again
And through it all
I thought there'd be some shred of hope but faith I've found will do you in
And all the words that build up to
A bridge of love between me and you
Will stumble, crack and fail to fly
And now my only one, where have you gone?
Are you another heart that I must say goodbye, my dear?
Where were you when the cracks were forming?
Where were you when it all caved in?
You were sleeping safe that morning,
Holding insecurities that burrow underneath your skin and fade ah-
Goldaline my dear
We will fall and freeze together
Far away from here
There is sun and spring and green forever
But now we move to feel
For ourselves inside some stranger's stomach
Place your body here
Let your skin begin to blend itself with mine
Don't you be afraid for this
Green with hollow days on
Never be afraid for this
Green with hollow days on
I really burnt you
I really made all your opiates wrong
Swings around and hurts you
Bring it all on down and swings around and see which one gets off
And I aint moving
Tell you something
Once you mistake the songs it stings and stays and waiting here for you
But, now there is nothing
All but the weight that is coming
See it on the way and on the way and on and on
And I aint moving
Tell you something
All that I feel the world was on and still and waiting on for you
But, now there is nothing
All but the weight that is coming
See it on the way and on the way and on and on

[@pavlezeljic8991]

i had forgotten about this version for a while, then thought of it again recently. so good 🥺

[@jessf7341]

Total banger

[@prrpgaaff]

o my god

[@JWJSSIFII]

Really reminds me of Nirvana

[@literaldipwad7786]

how

[@XzantozX]

@@literaldipwad7786 Because dude.

[@jeraldjoyce2995]

@@XzantozX This whole track is unexpectedly emotional and angry