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someone please help me I feel like I won't ever be happy I don't know how to be better I'm not like those go getters my motivation is as dead as my spirit they say God whispers, but I've never been able to hear it you say, he says, she says, in reality, it's all in your head I'm stuck in this prison of mine, but it's internally I'm scared that I'll be stuck here for all of eternity never to to leave, never to get out, no matter how much i shout, I'm feeling so stagnant, like I'm stuck on ice watchin it crack ever so slowly feelin like nobodies ever been known me And even though I got way too many demons, even though I couldn't help my screamin, even though I constantly feel this depression, even though I kept my emotions down and always suppressed em, even though I spent life in a constant battle, even though I felt like nothing ever mattered, even though I had world war three going on in my mind, even though I did my best to be kind, none of it ever changed me you've all been living in a fictional world, but I live in reality I wish I got a happily ever after, but instead they just end me life is do or die flight or flight no such thing as wrong or right, no such thing as black or white why is it all people ever wanna do is fight? it drives me insane, makes me feel mental wish I could go to hell, cause really, humanity's not doin so well I've got nothing left leavin others in a mess I've got promises to keep, But I'm stuck in a chasm with walls that are steep only thirteen and already wanna die only thirteen and already been high only thirteen and already been drunk only thirteen and almost been flunked when is my time spent? I give it my all, one hundred percent but its not enough my life is kinda rough But I swear I'll get through it trust me, I got this! I can do it
God may not wisper to us but thats because we dont listen. I havnt had him speak to me but he has healed me in a way I have never before. You can get through this my friend. I'm not going to be like some people who say they love you even though they dont know you. Because I cant say that but what I can day is I am praying for.
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Walking in the dark...looking for light...it's kinda hard when you lost the will to fight...tied of life.....talking to GOD..will... reignite An remind you of who you really are....warrior ..who don't give up⚡💜
Have you ever been to a movie with your favorite girl in the chat with the girl who was the first person to watch a movie or a girl in the moment of the team for the first time ever since she was a woman who was in the moment of the road these days shortest the right way not the shortest of the world to the moon and back with you and see how you feel about me and I love this one so much for your help and the love of you all the time we spent together in the moment that we were able to make it happen again
“Lord forgive me, I wasn’t there for my family saw them as my enemies, I know That I haven’t been no saint know That I deserve this pain. My Priest knows what I’m sayin’ I know we all have different believes, I’m not the only one feelin’ this Way. I had to go though the gate of hell Where’s my lord, I got attracted to the pain I did not realized what I was doing’ Before it was to late I was to lost in my pain I did not felt any pain. I swear lord I do not wanna feel this way. Been doin’ lot of bad things in life That I’m not proud of, I lost control I was supposed to watch over my brother I tried to stay sober even he knows That I’m a smoker. Lords voice I no longer hear in my mind, my rage began to raise ask god he knows I don’t lyin’ - if I’m bold and blind I will still be talkin’ to him and the devil at the same time - My past that I can’t escape is a maze in my mind - I’m running though the gate of hell, I’m tired I can’t stand myself with no ambitions in life - you judged me to quickly to see how fast I raise - praise the lord for not makin’ me blind - My appearance begun to be mystical thoughts are lyin’ to my mind the devil in my soul I can feel my anxiety and depression are take’n on me slow - feels like a virus inside of me - I feel like a misery- I’m an outcast - I feel Im seeing several faces behind different masks - lord where are you now when I’m real and exceeded the bar I’m running though life without doubts only when outcomes hits me i had to thin’ smart - TheTraveler
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I talk to god about every night Hey how you doing Say I’m doing fine But he knows deep down inside I got a lion trapped behind Pray for his forgiveness everyday and night Hoping all is well and I can go goodnight Wake up the next day with so much in mind Doubting myself and judge all my goals in life Tell me what is up I need to open my eyes
Making amends Make a list of my sins Can't find where it ends Can you hear me? I'm hurt and I tend To ignore logic and just follow these whims Tired and sore in my limbs Cannot find how to cleanse I'm loosing my sense I need you, don't let me forget
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This real good master i made a sampler jaz now but in filipino language...... sorry if i used it withour tellin ya but i really would love to use one of your creation if is ok with ya thanks in advance
I stop and scream to the top of my lungs God forgive me for all the things that I've done This hasn't been easy, but who said that it would I have to keep going because I know that I should The belief within me is that with You, life already won Lifes already 1, holy ghost, father and son I need the trinity, my trials have won I dont wanna feel defeat, I'm back on my feet I stand up to the sea, part both ways to see All my dreams to achieve, a greatness in me Lord bring me back to you please I'm struggling to keep This light that's in me
Idk why people say this and blame their problems on God. He wants nothing more for you to be happy and at peace. If you blame God for those problems and act like he’s a “God who allows suffering” suffering exists so we can grow and learn as human beings. So please just remember that God only allows suffering so you can grow and learn. Stay safe 👋🏻
i lost my best friends, some fam, most of all myself to mental illness, tried religion but it didn't help i;ll tell you one thing though, it opened doors to a perspective that changed my life, when I dream, past lives I'm recollecting had a rough past, bullied as I'm growing up I let that shit go, now I'm trynna show the love and be a better person, a whole nother version tired of this medication, without 'em I worsen I do this to myself, you can say it's self-destructive but when I'm feeling manic, I find it hard to function start to hear these voices, and I don't mean to panic but when I feel like this I wish that I could pop a xanax either that or vodka, to me it doesn't really matter 'cause without either one of them, my brain just feels scattered at least with this medication I can get a sense of peace I'm an insomniac and with them I get some sleep
I know what you feel man... Keep up.... I know you had enough, you had to go another place, i know that life's ruff, ain't gonna pretend something else, Bro i miss you so much, can i switch off my brain?, One see i'll see you again, And see that where not here in vain. I lost my brother from a different family, He commited suicide i got so many memories, He did it on my birthday we was suppose to party, It was on my 18th how can i accept it? He putted a rope around his neck and pushed away the chair, Even when im awake im living in a nightmare, He tried to ask for help yea he tried to call, I could'nt answer i was on the job, I wish that i could rewind, wish i could go back in time, wish i could take this out my mind, wish i could revive, Im so damn Tired to put on a mask, Following the path, cant see the mark on the map, heart having a crack, unstable as broken glass, im close yeah im close, way more closer to explode, Last place i saw him was in my own home, Kinda feel alone, when im walking out around, i try to stay strong, hit a hit up in the bong, getting high so i can smile, im walking by not feeling right, i hold my breath to aim in sight, thinking at you every night, I know you had enough, you had to go another place, i know that life's is ruff, ain't gonna pretend something else, Bro i miss you so much, can i switch off my brain?, One see i'll see you again, And see that where not here in vain. PS.: im french
Ice Airway is a great idea for a long day at the beach in the moment of the year and a half a mile from the dusk til down the road these days is the only way to get a better feel for the last time of our day and the good ending of the team for the best in our lives
Selló mis destino con estas pastillas Una tras la otra el frasco está vacío Ya no hay vuelta atrás en este camino me envuelve el frio Yo ya no sonrío Mi óbito ansió Quiero alejarme de todo y todos Dejen de mirarme Poco a poco me, Hundo en mi mundo Me ahogo en lo profundo Todo tornándose moribundo Me encuentro al borde Mente y corazón carecen de acorde Lápiz y papel mi único soporte Me embriaga el rencor Quiero pagarte con creces todo el dolor Y ruegues mi perdón
Talking to God every morning when I wake I pray to the Lord my soul he does take And remember me in his book of Life For I want to be resurrected in a paradise Some people get institutionalized But I'm growing used to being outside So when I go indoors I feel as if I'm suffocating And talking to others who have lived this kind of life for awhile Say's that's relating And they feel that as well Even though it's hot as hell It's still so peaceful in the great outdoors Talking to God and thanking Him for all he does For my life and for the life to come evermore He answers me with the wind in my hair For the fresh air And the shade to cool off in He answers me with good rest through the night Under his beautiful moonlight He answers me with the song of the birds The sunrise and sunset and through his word Talking to God, because he's my best friend And nothing can tear us apart Not even the end Of this treacherous system of things I can't wait to see Jesus fly in with his wings And heal what us humans have destroyed And then we as his soldiers get deployed To help clean up this mess on earth Oh what a heavenly worth
I talk to God But I don't here a thing Since I was 5 I sat on this swing On the edge of reality One thing I think about is fatality I just wanna live happily But.. People always... doubt me My dark thoughts ... cloud me These wall.. surround me Have you ever tried to get help But your lonely and by your self Homeless and have no wealth And can't be nice and put your feelings up on a shelf Ey ey ey Talk about land mines And in your heart All you know is the dark side When you need help Lost in the dark And your heart has been torn up By a shark Now I
Ya no hay vuelta atrás en este camino Selló mi destino con estas patillas Una tras la otra el frasco está vacío Me tiemblan las piernas tengo mucho frío Yo ya no sonrío Quiero alejarme de todo y todos Dejen de mirarme Poco a poco me, Hundo en mi mundo Me ahogo en lo profundo Todo tornándose moribundo Me encuentro al borde Mente y corazón carecen de acorde Lápiz y papel mi único soporte Odio esta vida Maldigo mi suerte Busco la salida y no la encuentro Quiero vomitar todo el odio que traigo dentro
quand chui dans le mal j’écris Je m’en voudrai toute ma vie de t’avoir détruit l’amour c’est comme le rap c’est éphémère Qui aurai cru qu’un jour mon coeur serai dans la mèrde Je m’en vais quel que temps pour te bonne raisons tout mes proches me disent de faire attention Mais j’ai gratter J’ai pleurer Sans jamais renoncer Au fond de moi mon coeur est vide c’est vrai j’ai fait beaucoup souffrir A vouloir toujours me protéger J’ai toujours décider de m’enfuir J’ai trop pris l’habitude de mentir Même moi je sais même plus que c’est l’amour pour moi c’est énorme poids lourd
Mucha gente piensa que algún día será perfecta Envidia al que todo tiene pero no lo intenta Si lo está haciendo te piden que te detengan Con una mirada que se torna algo molesta
Selló mis destino con estas pastillas Una tras la otra el frasco está vacío Ya no hay vuelta atrás en este camino me envuelve el frio Yo ya no sonrío mi óbito ansío
shameless faces, blameless accusations, Saw the treasure had to take it No more pleasure, I can't face it, It was better when we never even made it, all because I feel like I'm back at the start, I had to act smart, I passed up a card, And That wasnt hard its the fact I made a choice and then I had to go far
And so forth I’ll leave it be..... Moving forward was my only choice I had bleed, Had to see, if I was really fit to breath.... Your choices aren’t my choices, so I’ll choose a Shameless face, stop blaming me, With your accusations... Fill these beats up with these lines I pulled from my mind, Tired of these empty spaces....so I’ll Use them to uncover the blinds...
Isaiah 44:2-2 And the residue thereof he maketh a god, even his graven image: he falleth down unto it, and worshippeth it, and prayeth unto it, and saith, Deliver me; for thou art my god. Thus saith the LORD that made thee, and formed thee from the womb, which will help thee; Fear not, O Jacob, my servant; and thou, Jesurun, whom I have chosen.
Imma talk to god about all these situations that im facing as all this bullshit got me paseing back and forth got me feeling like i wanna divorce from this fucking life kuz the hate out weighs the love and it aint right and the further we go only darkness is n sight and god noes i put up one hell of a fight but u kan only stay strong for so long so god im writing a prayer n the disguise of a song that way any one feeling the same kan pray along to give us strength wen were feeling alone. Lift us up or hide the grey wit a beautiful tone kuz most of us has been in the darkness for so long that we dont no wats going on kuz everything that feels so right is just so wrong and we need a transistion as our problems are our to b fixing im just hoping ull guide me thru this desision to lead others into ur convitction were on our knees praying dear god i just hope ur listening Ksk
I wonder what awaits us after the last breath exists are lungs I have the feeling of finding out tonight you made me right? Come on speak to me let me feel some thing that ain't fake I got no faith thats because my life as a child wasn't a safe place where kids play na not at all its where the gangsters rolled the dice gun shots ring you lucky you got away with your life do some dirt now you might be facing life just to earn stripes in a gang that uses the youths stupidity to a wise man's greed I think people call them OGs there life's full of riches and bitches that shake their ass and fuck for fast cash that shit ain't real work towards something you actually feel like you could this everyday for the rest of your life that's why I sit and write
god made people who are gifted god made people whose souls are lifted god never made anyone in his image i've never been religious but oh god now i need a prayer for our lost one's now i needa prey for the last cause now i'm the only one bein a lost cause vere 2: no gause could fix these scars it's scary i could be ok but off the rails crazy one minute i could be a king, other prolly died as a myth thats the other life, after life thinkin ima come back alive , all rise say our last prayer, amen then four horse men carry my grave into the 6 ft hole i don't wanna become a legend, cause i know all legends die don't wanna get shot but it's hot at the moment gotta follow my vision , living in the moment i made some mistakes but it built me to who i am today and maybe if i never made them i wouldn't be here i remember when they said i was too sick too ill couldn't spill what's on my mind now they say i'm too much, nah just one of a kind a mastermind with the master mind the creative kid who got tons of ideas the only thing holding me back is the noose round my neck and the bleech in my soul tell em get back, before a relapse i collapse one day under all the pressure feeling under the weather, it's everyday not a cold i have but a god dahm condition but nobody knows nobody cares when i need help nobody was there man nobody even asked to see how i'm doin, or what i was doin i'm in my room alone crying and beggin for mercy but i guess this issue don't care either wanna hurt me some more? fill me with love, then i get jelous start lovin me more then get up and leave like i am nobody makes me feel worthless made you like a queen but under the disguise your a devil with fangs bit into my neck and sucked all my blood untill i was rinced dry and there's nothing left some day's i wished that my heart would stop beating but i know some people would miss me man please god forgive me I was never made to impress just to express emotion i love doing lyrics but hate how i hear it i could never perform because anxiety is too strong but i gotta stay strong when i feel so weak i might just fall and drop all this coping maybe i might go back just cause i miss doin it or maybe i keep you close for the child hood that i never had cause we could be childish but feel like adults i know i'm just 14 but feel 32 with depression this my expression i keep it close feel the tension take this as my shot, i love you but my head is everywhere yeah
@@Incognist god knows that but god made us in his image but then we made a bad choice and went far from him but we can get close to him again god made us in his image
@@Christian.Ribeiro I mean if you saw closely. The bars are firstly opposites. From gods gifted. To being gods image. I'm purposely saying I was never made in a vision and I never believed in a vision.
hellp me hellp me save me save me take me take me leave me leave me this is what you want to convey to thee see Children children brethren sisters one in the same all the same when one you shame plunder question thee and we you see Suns you are, Suns you be blessed over the horizon beyond the sea i feel what your feeling in your feelings but feels are not facts, facts they are based on perceived perceptions that which you believe, you will experience with great relevance but little confidence unstable unsteady unready Cretan two shades from a demon i can understand the direction of your attention but it is on less then rather then the true lesson unconditional perfection regardless of circumstance situation or condition whats your truth that is your grind to shine only tool to sever the noose quick as lightening as it tightens you dont have it until you are willing to live and die for it resurrect and be ever alive for it super supreme for it all glory to it not for me for you ever more your not threw with it your not done you barely just begun Sun Shine never finished diminished darkened or dealy departed your dear hearted distracted drifting in hypnotic rhythm chickling your not sinning but your not shinning your just swinging in the beginning and i am here just reminding you are ever alive death & destruction is an illusion this is and will be proven some things have to be believed before they can be seen like manifested dreams into reality nothing can battle thee supreme alchemy no enemies all serenity no vanity or insanity even in calamity cool calm collected every second your purpose to take it and perfect it to your ultimate suggested suggestions for actions and interaction never lacking supreme in fashion and by design all at your full will and disposal all bc you where given free will at your full will and disposal be great-full let it flow over but instead you try to blame and deny me the fire that animates that which you are how could i be ever far i am in you you are in me we are one you are i am understand this applies to all and then some never done just begun ever fun God Sun
Are you struggling with the things you read hear and see you need to believe in you self meaning do you need help being always looking back screaming lost consciousness dreaming don't lose focus hope to the hopless a light deep inside you find ao don't hide what's truly on you mind
Look gods something we might fear but gods the only cure he’s the only thing that can make us steer to the light trying to figure out what I’m not doing right but it was right here in plain sight something is going through my veins looked up to god and asked to be released from this pain all these rappers are lame they just want the fame god gave me a lane so I’m telling you to do the same.
I’m Comited it’s my tridition spitin for my image to ima get it quick slipin trippin I’m in the fast lane I feel that pain so threw this song ima try to explain
Excuse me while I take a moment to talk to god right now in the moment holdin on to my prayers for so long give or take a split second chance at splitting hairs be the example raise the bar be swift be mighty be aware of ya surroundings cuz ya might feel alone when ya not around me but turn that frown upside down and let's begin transforming this into a celebration as opposed to a public ceremony biblical selfless without a care but alone is something I cant declair cant afford the price it is I who forks over the bill I make a way when time absorbs your orb draining all life and draining it of free will .our choices opinions and individuality is under guerilla warfare like attack exactly just like that so matter of fact and ever so gingerly makin time elapse it's hard not to lose track of the appointed slack ya left carrying intact like makin educated guesses wheneva ya bettin at the horse track.excessive lessons burn away ya name from the devils contract
Lord Help (Intro) Im sick of people lookin my way thinking they all that / Till I pull up with top downs and all black / Talk is cheap but they talking cheaper then back hats / Backlash to any rapper that want war / Who want more / Lord Help / They talk but no one talk back / I need god to talk so I can talk fact /
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Filament Beatz Hi, can i use this beat? for non profit use only? please🙏🏼❤️
When it's sold take him away from UA-cam, so nobody can steal him, very easy
Whoever used the beat such a shame cause it could’ve been in better hands 🙌🏼
I'm definitely seeing the improvement in your production
This is different man. This actually feels like something in a sea of mundane beats.
someone please help me
I feel like I won't ever be happy
I don't know how to be better
I'm not like those go getters
my motivation is as dead as my spirit
they say God whispers, but I've never been able to hear it
you say, he says, she says,
in reality, it's all in your head
I'm stuck in this prison of mine, but it's internally
I'm scared that I'll be stuck here for all of eternity
never to to leave, never to get out,
no matter how much i shout,
I'm feeling so stagnant, like I'm stuck on ice watchin it crack ever so slowly
feelin like nobodies ever been known me
And even though I got way too many demons,
even though I couldn't help my screamin,
even though I constantly feel this depression,
even though I kept my emotions down and always suppressed em,
even though I spent life in a constant battle,
even though I felt like nothing ever mattered,
even though I had world war three going on in my mind,
even though I did my best to be kind,
none of it ever changed me
you've all been living in a fictional world, but I live in reality
I wish I got a happily ever after, but instead they just end me
life is do or die
flight or flight
no such thing as wrong or right,
no such thing as black or white
why is it all people ever wanna do is fight?
it drives me insane, makes me feel mental
wish I could go to hell,
cause really, humanity's not doin so well
I've got nothing left
leavin others in a mess
I've got promises to keep,
But I'm stuck in a chasm with walls that are steep
only thirteen and already wanna die
only thirteen and already been high
only thirteen and already been drunk
only thirteen and almost been flunked
when is my time spent?
I give it my all, one hundred percent
but its not enough
my life is kinda rough
But I swear I'll get through it
trust me, I got this! I can do it
God may not wisper to us but thats because we dont listen. I havnt had him speak to me but he has healed me in a way I have never before. You can get through this my friend. I'm not going to be like some people who say they love you even though they dont know you. Because I cant say that but what I can day is I am praying for.
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You got it bro
really love this vibe, well done
Nice beat, very in depth and great for story telling. Great title, fits perfectly
This is fire 🔥
Absolutely phenomenal man
Yes he did and he said he was going to be a part of the team for the last blog Jaya Baya kang ana ing provinsi iki
Dope track Filament ! Cheers
Walking in the dark...looking for light...it's kinda hard when you lost the will to fight...tied of life.....talking to GOD..will... reignite
An remind you of who you really are....warrior ..who don't give up⚡💜
WoW. Awesome, bro
NF needs this...
amazing work as always Filament ⚡
Have you ever been to a movie with your favorite girl in the chat with the girl who was the first person to watch a movie or a girl in the moment of the team for the first time ever since she was a woman who was in the moment of the road these days shortest the right way not the shortest of the world to the moon and back with you and see how you feel about me and I love this one so much for your help and the love of you all the time we spent together in the moment that we were able to make it happen again
“Lord forgive me,
I wasn’t there for my family
saw them as my enemies,
I know That I haven’t been no saint
know That I deserve this pain.
My Priest knows what I’m sayin’
I know we all have different believes,
I’m not the only one feelin’ this Way.
I had to go though the gate of hell
Where’s my lord,
I got attracted to the pain
I did not realized what I was doing’ Before it was to late
I was to lost in my pain
I did not felt any pain.
I swear lord I do not wanna feel this way.
Been doin’ lot of bad things in life
That I’m not proud of,
I lost control I was supposed to watch over my brother
I tried to stay sober even he knows
That I’m a smoker.
Lords voice I no longer hear in my mind, my rage began to raise
ask god he knows I don’t lyin’ - if I’m bold and blind I will still be talkin’ to him and the devil at the same time - My past that I can’t escape is a maze in my mind - I’m running though the gate of hell, I’m tired I can’t stand myself with no ambitions in life - you judged me to quickly to see how fast I raise - praise the lord for not makin’ me blind -
My appearance begun to be mystical thoughts are lyin’ to my mind the devil in my soul I can feel my anxiety and depression are take’n on me slow - feels like a virus inside of me - I feel like a misery- I’m an outcast -
I feel Im seeing several faces behind different masks -
lord where are you now when I’m real and exceeded the bar I’m running though life without doubts only when outcomes hits me i had to thin’ smart
- TheTraveler
John Troelsen oh man, i love this. keep up the great work bro!
?????how did u predict covid?????
Insane work man
Having a listen now
No. Words. 💯
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Sounds good! Always remember to put your TRUST IN GOD and keep moving forward!!!!😊😊😊😊
G M that’s true, man. thank you sm & you too. 🙏🏼
Always
Love this man, different from the usual and it's nice.
Me self and I love this one so much for your help and I hope you are doing well and I hope you are having fun in the moment of
Just found you bro and man you sure are 🔥
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@@filamentbeatz subbed!
Sashko Murza thanks again for the support. 🙏🏼
Atmospheric beat
Bad ass man
I talk to god about every night
Hey how you doing
Say I’m doing fine
But he knows deep down inside
I got a lion trapped behind
Pray for his forgiveness everyday and night
Hoping all is well and I can go goodnight
Wake up the next day with so much in mind
Doubting myself and judge all my goals in life
Tell me what is up I need to open my eyes
this is amazing ♥️♥️♥️
killed it 🔥🔥
Deep very nice🔥
Making amends
Make a list of my sins
Can't find where it ends
Can you hear me?
I'm hurt and I tend
To ignore logic and just follow these whims
Tired and sore in my limbs
Cannot find how to cleanse
I'm loosing my sense
I need you, don't let me forget
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let’s release some fire music this year.
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ua-cam.com/channels/pjRkr3dLnfovEIlUINPBDA.html
This real good master i made a sampler jaz now but in filipino language...... sorry if i used it withour tellin ya but i really would love to use one of your creation if is ok with ya thanks in advance
can i use this? in my vlog?
Whooping alive
How do I buy this best? My email is dm3337777@gmail.com
Oh hell yeah
talent is beat in said dark
I looooooooooooveeeeeee this beat
this is my absolute favorite nf beat i’ve ever heard. so sad it can’t be leased again
Kodiak thanks so much, bro! i’m glad you liked it
Just wait until you see what we made out of it🔥 7-31-20
@@MasonWavwhere’s the track? It’s too good of a beat to be wasted
A title like this should fuckin bang
We are God fragmented. ❤
I stop and scream to the top of my lungs
God forgive me for all the things that I've done
This hasn't been easy, but who said that it would
I have to keep going because I know that I should
The belief within me is that with You, life already won
Lifes already 1, holy ghost, father and son
I need the trinity, my trials have won
I dont wanna feel defeat, I'm back on my feet
I stand up to the sea, part both ways to see
All my dreams to achieve, a greatness in me
Lord bring me back to you please
I'm struggling to keep
This light that's in me
its fire bro!!!!!!
keep it up
As i sang this lyrics in my my mind i felt the goosebumps seriously good brooo
You could be a rapper
Nice god beat
Gos and I will talk to you later today if I can get you a list of the team for the last blog Jaya Baya kang ana ing sisih lor wewatesan
*"How can a loving God cause so much agony?"*
kind of the same way when you get used to something you love you get used to it and abuse the privilege.
ME- 2020
Which voice are you listening too?
Idk why people say this and blame their problems on God. He wants nothing more for you to be happy and at peace. If you blame God for those problems and act like he’s a “God who allows suffering” suffering exists so we can grow and learn as human beings. So please just remember that God only allows suffering so you can grow and learn. Stay safe 👋🏻
Absolutely ☝🏻❤️💫💋🙏
i lost my best friends, some fam, most of all myself
to mental illness, tried religion but it didn't help
i;ll tell you one thing though, it opened doors to a perspective
that changed my life, when I dream, past lives I'm recollecting
had a rough past, bullied as I'm growing up
I let that shit go, now I'm trynna show the love
and be a better person, a whole nother version
tired of this medication, without 'em I worsen
I do this to myself, you can say it's self-destructive
but when I'm feeling manic, I find it hard to function
start to hear these voices, and I don't mean to panic
but when I feel like this I wish that I could pop a xanax
either that or vodka, to me it doesn't really matter
'cause without either one of them, my brain just feels scattered
at least with this medication I can get a sense of peace
I'm an insomniac and with them I get some sleep
I know what you feel man... Keep up....
I know you had enough, you had to go another place, i know that life's ruff, ain't gonna pretend something else,
Bro i miss you so much, can i switch off my brain?,
One see i'll see you again,
And see that where not here in vain.
I lost my brother from a different family,
He commited suicide i got so many memories,
He did it on my birthday we was suppose to party,
It was on my 18th how can i accept it?
He putted a rope around his neck and pushed away the chair,
Even when im awake im living in a nightmare,
He tried to ask for help yea he tried to call,
I could'nt answer i was on the job,
I wish that i could rewind, wish i could go back in time, wish i could take this out my mind, wish i could revive,
Im so damn Tired to put on a mask,
Following the path, cant see the mark on the map, heart having a crack, unstable as broken glass, im close yeah im close, way more closer to explode,
Last place i saw him was in my own home,
Kinda feel alone, when im walking out around, i try to stay strong, hit a hit up in the bong,
getting high so i can smile, im walking by not feeling right, i hold my breath to aim in sight, thinking at you every night,
I know you had enough, you had to go another place, i know that life's is ruff, ain't gonna pretend something else,
Bro i miss you so much, can i switch off my brain?,
One see i'll see you again,
And see that where not here in vain.
PS.: im french
Sick
Jesus > religion ua-cam.com/video/1IAhDGYlpqY/v-deo.html
🌊🌊🌊🌊
Ice
Airway is a great idea for a long day at the beach in the moment of the year and a half a mile from the dusk til down the road these days is the only way to get a better feel for the last time of our day and the good ending of the team for the best in our lives
♥
I will join this tonight sopsocking
This is not gg
Selló mis destino con estas pastillas
Una tras la otra el frasco está vacío
Ya no hay vuelta atrás en este camino me envuelve el frio
Yo ya no sonrío
Mi óbito ansió
Quiero alejarme de todo y todos
Dejen de mirarme
Poco a poco me,
Hundo en mi mundo
Me ahogo en lo profundo
Todo tornándose moribundo
Me encuentro al borde
Mente y corazón carecen de acorde
Lápiz y papel mi único soporte
Me embriaga el rencor
Quiero pagarte con creces todo el dolor
Y ruegues mi perdón
God Is the only one that will always forgive and loving you forever, never forget that guys 🤍🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Talking to God every morning when I wake
I pray to the Lord my soul he does take
And remember me in his book of Life
For I want to be resurrected in a paradise
Some people get institutionalized
But I'm growing used to being outside
So when I go indoors I feel as if I'm suffocating
And talking to others who have lived this kind of life for awhile
Say's that's relating
And they feel that as well
Even though it's hot as hell
It's still so peaceful in the great outdoors
Talking to God and thanking Him for all he does
For my life and for the life to come evermore
He answers me with the wind in my hair
For the fresh air
And the shade to cool off in
He answers me with good rest through the night
Under his beautiful moonlight
He answers me with the song of the birds
The sunrise and sunset and through his word
Talking to God, because he's my best friend
And nothing can tear us apart
Not even the end
Of this treacherous system of things
I can't wait to see Jesus fly in with his wings
And heal what us humans have destroyed
And then we as his soldiers get deployed
To help clean up this mess on earth
Oh what a heavenly worth
I talk to God
But I don't here a thing
Since I was 5 I sat on this swing
On the edge of reality
One thing I think about is fatality
I just wanna live happily
But..
People always... doubt me
My dark thoughts ... cloud me
These wall.. surround me
Have you ever tried to get help
But your lonely and by your self
Homeless and have no wealth
And can't be nice and put your feelings up on a shelf
Ey ey ey
Talk about land mines
And in your heart
All you know is the dark side
When you need help
Lost in the dark
And your heart has been torn up
By a shark
Now I
notes melodie said in beat and break met top
🙏💯
🔥🔥🔥
Ya no hay vuelta atrás en este camino
Selló mi destino con estas patillas
Una tras la otra el frasco está vacío
Me tiemblan las piernas tengo mucho frío
Yo ya no sonrío
Quiero alejarme de todo y todos
Dejen de mirarme
Poco a poco me,
Hundo en mi mundo
Me ahogo en lo profundo
Todo tornándose moribundo
Me encuentro al borde
Mente y corazón carecen de acorde
Lápiz y papel mi único soporte
Odio esta vida
Maldigo mi suerte
Busco la salida y no la encuentro
Quiero vomitar todo el odio que traigo dentro
Are these for profit use?????
quand chui dans le mal j’écris
Je m’en voudrai toute ma vie de t’avoir détruit
l’amour c’est comme le rap c’est éphémère
Qui aurai cru qu’un jour mon coeur serai dans la mèrde
Je m’en vais quel que temps pour te bonne raisons
tout mes proches me disent de faire attention
Mais j’ai gratter
J’ai pleurer
Sans jamais renoncer
Au fond de moi mon coeur est vide
c’est vrai j’ai fait beaucoup souffrir
A vouloir toujours me protéger
J’ai toujours décider de m’enfuir
J’ai trop pris l’habitude de mentir
Même moi je sais même plus que c’est l’amour
pour moi c’est énorme poids lourd
Take me make me who I'm today was hard thank you god
Mucha gente piensa que algún día será perfecta
Envidia al que todo tiene pero no lo intenta
Si lo está haciendo te piden que te detengan
Con una mirada que se torna algo molesta
Lord did you,hear them,long,nights I took that.
I just pray but I never get a answer back.
That was the,day,dat I,turned,cold,and,wanna,do,bad.
Amen
Selló mis destino con estas pastillas
Una tras la otra el frasco está vacío
Ya no hay vuelta atrás en este camino me envuelve el frio
Yo ya no sonrío
mi óbito ansío
shameless faces,
blameless accusations,
Saw the treasure had to take it
No more pleasure, I can't face it,
It was better when we never even made it, all because I feel like I'm back at the start,
I had to act smart,
I passed up a card,
And That wasnt hard its the fact I made a choice and then I had to go far
Bruhhhh that's so good
And so forth I’ll leave it be.....
Moving forward was my only choice I had bleed,
Had to see, if I was really fit to breath....
Your choices aren’t my choices, so I’ll choose a
Shameless face, stop blaming me,
With your accusations... Fill these beats up with these lines I pulled from my mind,
Tired of these empty spaces....so I’ll
Use them to uncover the blinds...
why all your beats are exclusively sold? :(
Rost JM cause they are bangers 🔥 🎧
❤️💫💃🏻
Isaiah 44:2-2 And the residue thereof he maketh a god, even his graven image: he falleth down unto it, and worshippeth it, and prayeth unto it, and saith, Deliver me; for thou art my god. Thus saith the LORD that made thee, and formed thee from the womb, which will help thee; Fear not, O Jacob, my servant; and thou, Jesurun, whom I have chosen.
Can you pray for me? Sexual sin sucks :/
Dope but it feels more like a trap version of Two Steps From Hell than NF per say
Clifford Eberhardt never heard him before but hey, thanks man. i hope you liked the instrumental!
can i make a song on it ??
Pranjal Dwivedi sorry, you can’t. it’s exclusively sold!
Song name please?
Hey bro hmu
🔭
When ur tryna steal the beat but a voice comes out screaming filament beatz
Then u would be like
O men
I guess i gotta buy it
Untagged
Maine khud ko hai khoya
Dil saaf tabhi mein itna
Roya ,
Imma talk to god about all these situations that im facing as all this bullshit got me paseing back and forth got me feeling like i wanna divorce from this fucking life kuz the hate out weighs the love and it aint right and the further we go only darkness is n sight and god noes i put up one hell of a fight but u kan only stay strong for so long so god im writing a prayer n the disguise of a song that way any one feeling the same kan pray along to give us strength wen were feeling alone. Lift us up or hide the grey wit a beautiful tone kuz most of us has been in the darkness for so long that we dont no wats going on kuz everything that feels so right is just so wrong and we need a transistion as our problems are our to b fixing im just hoping ull guide me thru this desision to lead others into ur convitction were on our knees praying dear god i just hope ur listening
Ksk
Aveces quiero morir, pero mi deseo son tan grande vivir .
this isnt a nf type beat. its an avengers cinematic trailer music
Hey yo, is it okay if I sang to this beat?
I wonder what awaits us after the last breath exists are lungs I have the feeling of finding out tonight you made me right? Come on speak to me let me feel some thing that ain't fake I got no faith thats because my life as a child wasn't a safe place where kids play na not at all its where the gangsters rolled the dice gun shots ring you lucky you got away with your life do some dirt now you might be facing life just to earn stripes in a gang that uses the youths stupidity to a wise man's greed I think people call them OGs there life's full of riches and bitches that shake their ass and fuck for fast cash that shit ain't real work towards something you actually feel like you could this everyday for the rest of your life that's why I sit and write
god made people who are gifted
god made people whose souls are lifted
god never made anyone in his image
i've never been religious but oh god
now i need a prayer for our lost one's
now i needa prey for the last cause
now i'm the only one bein a lost cause
vere 2:
no gause could fix these scars
it's scary i could be ok but off the rails crazy
one minute i could be a king, other prolly died as a myth
thats the other life, after life
thinkin ima come back alive , all rise
say our last prayer, amen
then four horse men carry my grave into the 6 ft hole
i don't wanna become a legend, cause i know all legends die
don't wanna get shot but it's hot at the moment
gotta follow my vision , living in the moment
i made some mistakes but it built me to who i am today
and maybe if i never made them i wouldn't be here
i remember when they said i was too sick
too ill couldn't spill what's on my mind
now they say i'm too much, nah just one of a kind
a mastermind with the master mind
the creative kid who got tons of ideas
the only thing holding me back
is the noose round my neck and the bleech in my soul
tell em get back, before a relapse
i collapse one day under all the pressure
feeling under the weather, it's everyday
not a cold i have but a god dahm condition
but nobody knows
nobody cares
when i need help nobody was there
man nobody even asked to see how i'm doin, or what i was doin
i'm in my room alone crying and beggin for mercy
but i guess this issue don't care either
wanna hurt me some more?
fill me with love, then i get jelous start lovin me more
then get up and leave like i am nobody
makes me feel worthless
made you like a queen
but under the disguise your a devil with fangs
bit into my neck and sucked all my blood
untill i was rinced dry and there's nothing left
some day's i wished that my heart would stop beating
but i know some people would miss me
man please god forgive me
I was never made to impress just to express emotion
i love doing lyrics but hate how i hear it
i could never perform because anxiety is too strong
but i gotta stay strong when i feel so weak
i might just fall and drop all this coping
maybe i might go back just cause i miss doin it
or maybe i keep you close for the child hood that i never had
cause we could be childish but feel like adults
i know i'm just 14 but feel 32 with depression
this my expression i keep it close feel the tension
take this as my shot, i love you but my head is everywhere
yeah
god made us in his image
@@Christian.Ribeiro nobody has been a god sent. nobody is perfect or how god in visioned us. We all have imperfections. hence that line.
@@Incognist god knows that but god made us in his image but then we made a bad choice and went far from him but we can get close to him again god made us in his image
@@Christian.Ribeiro I mean if you saw closely. The bars are firstly opposites. From gods gifted. To being gods image. I'm purposely saying I was never made in a vision and I never believed in a vision.
hellp me hellp me
save me save me
take me take me
leave me leave me
this is what you want to convey to thee
see
Children children
brethren sisters
one in the same
all the same when one
you shame plunder question
thee and we
you see
Suns you are, Suns you be
blessed over the horizon beyond the sea
i feel what your feeling in your feelings
but feels are not facts, facts
they are based on perceived perceptions
that which you believe, you will experience
with great relevance
but little confidence
unstable unsteady unready Cretan two shades from a demon
i can understand
the direction of your attention
but it is on less then
rather then the true lesson
unconditional perfection
regardless of circumstance situation or condition
whats your truth
that is your grind to shine
only tool to sever the noose quick as lightening as it tightens
you dont have it
until you are willing to live and die for it
resurrect and be ever alive for it
super supreme for it
all glory to it
not for me
for you
ever more
your not threw with it
your not done
you barely just begun
Sun
Shine
never
finished
diminished
darkened
or
dealy departed
your dear hearted
distracted drifting in hypnotic rhythm
chickling
your not sinning but your not shinning
your just swinging in the beginning
and i am here just reminding
you are ever alive
death & destruction is an illusion this is and will be proven
some things have to be believed before they can be seen
like manifested dreams into reality
nothing can battle thee
supreme alchemy
no enemies
all serenity
no vanity or insanity even in calamity
cool calm collected every second
your purpose to take it and perfect it
to your ultimate suggested suggestions for actions and interaction
never lacking supreme in fashion and by design
all at your full will and disposal
all bc you where given free will at your full will and disposal
be great-full
let it flow over
but instead you try to blame and deny me
the fire that animates that which you are
how could i be ever far
i am in you
you are in me
we are one
you are
i
am
understand
this applies to all and then some
never done
just begun
ever fun
God Sun
Are you struggling with the things you read hear and see you need to believe in you self meaning do you need help being always looking back screaming lost consciousness dreaming don't lose focus hope to the hopless a light deep inside you find ao don't hide what's truly on you mind
Huhuhuhuhu u. 6.
Look gods something we might fear but gods the only cure he’s the only thing that can make us steer to the light trying to figure out what I’m not doing right but it was right here in plain sight something is going through my veins looked up to god and asked to be released from this pain all these rappers are lame they just want the fame god gave me a lane so I’m telling you to do the same.
I’m Comited it’s my tridition spitin for my image to ima get it quick slipin trippin I’m in the fast lane I feel that pain so threw this song ima try to explain
Excuse me while I take a moment to talk to god right now in the moment holdin on to my prayers for so long give or take a split second chance at splitting hairs be the example raise the bar be swift be mighty be aware of ya surroundings cuz ya might feel alone when ya not around me but turn that frown upside down and let's begin transforming this into a celebration as opposed to a public ceremony biblical selfless without a care but alone is something I cant declair cant afford the price it is I who forks over the bill I make a way when time absorbs your orb draining all life and draining it of free will .our choices opinions and individuality is under guerilla warfare like attack exactly just like that so matter of fact and ever so gingerly makin time elapse it's hard not to lose track of the appointed slack ya left carrying intact like makin educated guesses wheneva ya bettin at the horse track.excessive lessons burn away ya name from the devils contract
Lord Help
(Intro)
Im sick of people lookin my way thinking they all that /
Till I pull up with top downs and all black /
Talk is cheap but they talking cheaper then back hats /
Backlash to any rapper that want war /
Who want more /
Lord Help /
They talk but no one talk back /
I need god to talk so I can talk fact /
This is not a beat nf would even be close to using
bro your intros are way too long, turn off!
All these beats from this dude sound the same.