lost my father to prostate cancer 3 months ago. he never turned 70 years old. seeking others with the same experience. nice i found you. blessed are the meek.
When you lose a parent it’s like the simplest things is what you miss the most .... I lost my father back in 2018 I was 23 years old. It’s not a day that goes by that I don’t think of him. Sometimes I just get hit with a wave of pain but I know he wants me to be happy and continue on with my life.
@@bio2020 I definitely understand man. Whenever I find myself down I just try to be thankful that I even had him for that long. I definitely understand you. Stay blessed!
I miss dads daily texts and voicemails telling me: it was cold out, wear a jacket. Asking me if I wanted chicken cooked. Asking me how I was doing. Telling me stories that lasted hours. But....I miss the most telling him I loved him. Dad I miss you so much . Especially tonight.
Yes, i understand that. That's the hardest feeling to overcome with, i feel like if in split second of my life i feel happy, i feel like i'm leaving him behind. I can't have the nice things, nor nice things even makes me happy. I'm done with life, the only thing that save me is that i trickes myself that he's there and wants me to he happy.
My dad was diagnosed with glioblastoma in June of 2021. He took every treatment and did everything they asked of him. He obviously deteriorated on his mobility throughout this process. He was still with it though. He took a lot of naps and was always tired. He collapsed in the shower on Sunday 1/23/22. Had to have an ambulance to transport him to the hospital. It's 1/25/22 and he can't even walk now. He was still able to respond to yes or no simple questions. Anything else, he can't and just gets confused and doesn't talk. The shit comes quick on how fast they deteriorate from this. Appreciate every moment you have and never take it for granted.
He's on hospice now because chemo wasn't stopping the growth, it just grew. They stopped treatment and it's just making him comfortable now. Anyone that has to deal with this, just don't take any day for granted. Say what you want to say to them while they're still able to talk and be functional before it's too late. Don't hesitate or hold anything back. Because they're going to deteriorate quickly and before you know it, it's going to be too late and you'll just be talking to someone that isn't there.
My prayers go out to you and your family. I’m so sorry. This randomly popped up on my page and it’s now three weeks after I’ve just lost my dad from cancer. He had it in his brain liver and colon spread like a wildfire. I don’t wish this on anybody’s family. Thanks for sharing your story and I hope the Lord continues to strengthen you throughout your life. Blessings to you and your family ❤
Hi , I lost my dad this morning to this same exact cancer he battled the cancer for a year and a half . I feel your pain right now 😢😢😢 I wasn’t able to see my dad unfortunately due to the virus he’s in another country btw . But I was able to talk to him , he wasn’t able to respond and went blind during the last two months . But I told him it’s okay whatever happens and I love him and he started to cry . He held on for one more week and then I got the news this morning . He died Alone and I can’t imagine what he was thinking or feeling especially being blind . But my aunt said he looked peaceful . Thank you for this I feel so alone right now especially since I’m young (21) and I feel like no one understands the pain and emptiness that I feel right now . This is day one for me , I hope things get better ❤️ I don’t know you but I know how you feel 😢 . I pray things will get better for us .
i’m so sorry for your loss. i feel your pain with you. i’m here for you whenever you need. a lot of times people will say that and you really just don’t know what you need, all you want is to have them back. it is so upsetting and your heart just aches for them. praying for you❤️❤️
I lost my dad less than 2 weeks ago. He was diagnosed with lung cancer February 28th, and died March 10th. He was in the hospital for a week and I couldn't see him because of Covid. He came home for 4 days. I saw him on the Tuesday, and he was back in the hospital that night and had died before Wednesday morning. There has been no service because if covid. I am lost. I know he is gone, but it doesn't seem real. Trying to grieve, but it's not coming easy. God bless you all :(
My heart hurts so much right now,watching my daddy on life support fighting for his life has really been tough ,the thought of not having him around is a nightmare to me.ive always been daddys girl,my prayers are with you
Lost my dad 2 weeks ago due to small cell lung cancer. I tried to help him until the last breath. I lost a part of my heart. But my dad and for sure your dad want us to be strong and go ahead in our lives. Guys we must be strong
I just lost my dad 2 weeks ago, I’m also in my junior year of college too and I feel your exact pain about graduation and when I get married. But just like you, the one thing that keeps me going is that he’s with God in heaven, and hearing testimonies and even watching Long Island medium where people can connect with their loved ones has brought me comfort, my dad also had an experience where he died during surgery and he saw his loved ones and said it was beautiful and then he was brought back, so just know your dad sees so much beauty and they will look down on us and give us signs that they’re with us throughout our lifetime. I feel your pain. Praying for you and your family ❤️
I lost my father exactly 5 days ago, he had a colon cancer, they did a surgery and it went great, but the cancer was later found in the liver, the same doctor did another surgery and it went great, my family said my father is finally cancer free, months later doctor found cancer tumor in the liver again, a few months later the tumor size increased a lot, it became 13 cm, it was too much, he felt pain in his last month, couldn't eat well, couldn't sleep or go to the bathroom alone, he was struggling, finally he passed away, I love you so much dad, there are a lot of things I wish I told you about, I feel guilty I didn't speak to you a lot because I have depression, but the good thing is my dad knew I was taking pills, he knows I love him, rest in peace dad.
I’m so sorry for your loss… my father passed away from colorectal cancer last week..unfortunately after couple years, it took an aggressive turn and started to spread into his liver.. I hope you found at the very least moments of happiness and I’m atleast happy that both of us had amazing dads 💯.
@@tvushington6994 I am sorry for your loss as well, cancer sucks, it's really scary, I always had this fear of losing any of my parents years ago even before my dad had this cancer, and now my sister has breast cancer, but thankfully her health is good. I haven't found any moments of happiness so far, but hopefully in the future my life becomes better, I hope you are doing well, stay strong and move on.
@@peaceandquiet thank you so much for the kind words. Means so much that I know I’m not alone in this. I’m so sorry to hear about ur sister.. I pray to god that she WILL get better. Hope, no matter how we feel during these times is the one thing that we should never loose and hold strong off.. I pray for you and your family. Even though I’m beyond devastated about my father, I know somehow and someday, we both will find happiness... We have too, cause that’s what both of our dads would want. Bless you 🙏🏽
@@tvushington6994 Thank you so much for your prayers and thoughts, I hope your father is in a better place and at peace now, it's just a matter of time, we will get better and heal, bless you and your family 🙏
I lost my dad coming up on 2 months ago, everything you talked about in your video I've been going through, it's absolutely terrible not to have the one you look up to with you anymore.
My dad had the same brain cancer. He died this week and it's so surreal. It's so hard for me to realize everything that happened since he was diagnosed 15,5 months ago... All the surgeries, therapies, different hospitals... In the end he had so much pain and I hope he's in peace now 😔
Hi Rachel I'm so sorry for your loss and how it was.. I did lose my dad on the 24th of this month to leukemia and a bleed on the brain but he fought it for so long and I'm so proud of him, I missed him as he passed as I was in the way to him so I'll miss him always. Thank you for your video your an inspiration xx
I lost my dad last month. he died of a heart attack, alone while brushing his teeth. my mom and I moved far away from my hometown last year so I wasn’t there when he passed. I’m 17. today is his birthday. I can’t imagine this pain ever leaving. I’ll never get over that I didn’t get to say goodbye and that he’s never going to be here again. this hurt is unreal
I also lost my dad this year. I remember the first weeks being really hard. It gets easier, just stay strong. Be there for the ones you love and think about all the good memories. We got lucky having such great fathers.
i am so sorry for your loss. the pain of losing someone you love is so so heavy, and I’m so sorry for the way that everything ended. it’s so hard to lose a father, i know for me he was such a big part of my life, and part of my identity. be easy on yourself and allow yourself to feel the pain, don’t try and block it off. i will be thinking and praying for you, and i’m here if you need someone to listen🤍
@@racheladelaide4295 thank you so much! I forgot to say I’m sorry for your loss as well. I feel lucky in a sense that I didn’t have to watch him pass. I couldn’t even imagine that kind of pain, and the pain you went through. I hope someday it won’t hurt as much. thank you so much for replying. it’s nice to know there’s someone out there feeling the same way as me. I’ll be praying for you as well 🤍
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad too in 2019..all I can tell you is that it does get easier just give yourself time and talk about it with the people that you love.
It’s been 3 months since holding my dad while he took his last breath to cancer 💔 I don’t feel like times healing I feel worst, I feel for anyone going through this or has been through this 💔
I also sat by my father with my hand over his chest, when he died of cancer. I even washed him right before his funeral. I will always remember the saying "blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted."
my dad died when I was 15 to lung cancer in 2014 n the last time I spoke to him was the day before he passed when he was in the hospital n I remember him telling me to hold the house down n that night I cried my eyes out cuz I really love my dad n a daddy's boy at heart
Love you cousin, i called your mom yesterday because i had a vision of your dad and telling him news about my mom during her hospice the last 3 weeks... it was about one of the many blessings during that time and i could hear and see him saying "praise the Lord" so clearly. Love you, Andrew
I just lost my mother yesterday (as of this post) to metastatic colon cancer. She took her last breaths as I held her hand, and I'm struggling second-by-second not to shatter to a million pieces. I keep hearing her voice on replay, knowing I'll never hear it again. I'm not sure where to go from here, but I'm going to keep pushing forward if not for myself then for her. No matter how much you prepare for the end, you are never truly ready.
I feel so broken after losing my dad earlier thus year. I can’t thank you enough for the video and the community you’ve created. Reading the comments alone can ‘help’ sometimes. Glad I found you. Hugs and prayers all around. 💔
mine passed away 2 weeks ago due to small cell lung cancer. Its been the worst period of my life. I wish you the best we must be strong, help him until the last breath he deserves that.
My heart breaks for you. Hearing you talk about your dad and your experience made me feel less alone. I don’t have siblings or anyone I know my age who has gone through this. I’m 27. My dad died of stomach cancer November 18, 2020. Watching him go through everything he did and not recover is the worst pain I have ever known. I understand what you mean about “forgetting” that he is gone sometimes. It just doesn’t feel real. I cried so hard when you talked about all the things you wish he’d be here to see. I think about that too, and all the things he was looking forward to in his own life. It really hurts. Thank you for making this video and telling your story and talking about your dad. You seem like a really nice person with a great family. Your dad clearly loved you all a lot. We will get through this. Sending love.
Hi, thank you for sharing your story. We found out my dad has terminal stage 4 brain cancer about 2 months ago. And its going to get to this very quickly, and it was really great to find this content and to see someone else know the same pain. You are an encouragement thank you
Hi. I came across your video tonight in search of something relatable, as I've felt so alone through my process of grief so far. I lost my dad less than 2 months after you lost yours, to Brain Cancer as well. The diagnosis started as Stage 3 Lung Cancer in February 2020. In August he was told he was in remission and that they treated and got rid of all the Cancer cells. Less than two weeks after, he had an episode and was rediagnosed with Stage 4 Brain Cancer. I came home in October to help my mom take care of him in hospice. He passed away in our dining room, in his hospice bed. I relate to so much of what you've shared and I'm sending you so much love and strength. If you ever want to connect or talk, I would love that. I hope your grief has become a little lighter by the time you've read this. ❤
This broke my heart. 🥺 You remind me of me when I lost my dad in Sept 29,2013 at 21. It's the weirdest time of your life because you're focusing on college and leaving home and your hold world seems to crumble. Sending you so much love. So sorry for your loss. Your dad is right there with you through all of this.
Thank you very much for sharing this. I know it's hard to think about. As a future healthcare professional, your honesty helped me better understand what the families of patients like your father go through. May God be ever merciful, and may his resting place be paradise.
i dont know if you're still on this channel, but I wanted to thank u so much for this video. I lost my dad last September and it's been very difficult. I can't describe how thankful I am for this video, letting me know that I am not alone on this journey.
My heart goes out to you. I lost my dad to Glioblastoma brain cancer. Still can’t believe it and it was 4 years ago. It messed me up. Credit to you for being so bold and God bless you.
Tank you so much for this. My dad was diagnosed last Friday with metastatic lymphoma in his brain after being cancer free for 2,5 years. And yesterday we got news that he will die because of it. We don’t know yet how long he still has but whatever time they give him it’ll be way to short. I just hope he doesn’t suffer too much. Stay strong💖
My Dad was diagnosed with Glioblastoma January 2020. Two craniotomies. Multiple chemo and radiation treatments, Avastin, and Optune. For the majority of the time, he did well. 20 months in now, and he has recently made a sharp decline. The pain is indescribable knowing there is literally nothing you can do to save them. It is a hell I wish on no one. Crying right along with you in this video. Thank you for posting. Let's me know I am not alone.
I just lost my dad last month on his 60th birthday from a cardiac arrest. My heart has been so broken ever since. Much love your way. Thank you so much for sharing 😢
M watching this while my dad is taking his treatment now he has also brain cancer. M sorry for ur loss . i hope u re doing well now. I need ur prayers guys this period is so much difficult to handle
I'm crying with you... my dad passed away 2 months ago from a brain related disease... and I'm just having a terrible time dealing with the loss... 🤗 I just send you a hug... lots of love for you and your family... and I hope you're doing better... as I know how hard it can be...
I lost my dad 3 months and 6 days ago to lung cancer. I cry everyday and the hurt and pain is so real. He declined so quickly in front of us and seeing him cry and fighting is something I can't get out of my head. It breaks my heart everything I think of it all. I was a daddy's girl and having him snatched out of my Iife is so painful.
My name is also Rachel and I’ve just lost my dad (just over a week ago) to brain cancer. My thoughts go out out to you and I just wish this damn disease didn’t exist
I just cannot even imagine what you went through. I am so sorry you lost him so soon. I’m sending my prayers to you and your family. Thank you for sharing and stay strong Rachel ❤️❤️
My dad died in 2017 of cardiac arrest. In 2019 my mom met a really nice guy. Over the years we have been having so many fun memories. November 2020 Tyler was diagnosed with Brain Cancer. We used are time wisely. We all had hope with him. I watched this video in July and thought, “I hope this doesn’t happen with Tyler.” September 27, 2021 Tyler took his last breath in our house. A few weeks before he had a seizure while dropping off at school. Anyone who met Tyler never could imagine him without a smile. When I say I know how you feel, I do know.
You are so brave and strong for sharing this especially since it's still very raw for you.. I lost my dad to cancer in 2019 when i was 19 years old in my first year of college. There isn't a day that goes by that it doesnt hurt. But all i can say is that it does get somewhat easier with time...It took me more than a year to feel like I could breath again. Every person is different though. Praying for you and your family.
Hi Rachel. Thank you for sharing your story. My dad has been suffering from the same cancer that your dad had. Unfortunately I’m away from where he lives and the corona virus makes us stay away from each other so it was almost one year ago when we met the last time. Since few weeks ago he’s not doing well and I think maybe there are just only few months or every weeks left. I’m not ready for that but your video definitely encouraged me and I just wanted to say thank you. I’m sorry I’m not really good at English so apologize if it’s hard for you to understand my message but I’ll send my love from Japan. Stay strong 💗
Hey Erica. I am so sorry to hear your dad isn’t doing well. a hard part of the journey for me was the “anticipatory grief”, knowing the end would be coming soon but unsure of when exactly it would be. i can’t image the pain you are feeling not being able to see him. praying for your family ❤️
I don’t know if you read these . But I lost my ether to pancreatic cancer . It’s....it hurts so bad. Dad. You were my best friend. And losing you felt like my world has been destroyed.
I lost my dad last month to lung cancer and congestive heart failure. He was my best friend as well. I don't know how to describe the pain I'm going through. I'm so sorry.
I just lost my Dad to cancer & covid. I'm still in shock & absolutely devastated. It's a pain unlike any other thing I've known & I have been through alot. I'm sorry for anyone who has lost someone close to them. Let's all try to stay strong together as hard as it is.
*it’s the middle of the night and i have school tomorrow but this needs to be said.*my dad died from stage 4 brain cancer when i was 7 years old. i don’t remember a lot but i didn’t really know what was going on, i was confused and scared. he had three surgeries before he died. after he was diagnosed he was only expected to live three months and he lived another three years. after a while and a few surgeries he couldn’t use his left arm and he would limp on his left leg. he was having seizures and he wasn’t talking right a lot of the time. he was just getting worse and worse and at that point we got hospice come to our house and in my moms bedroom he had a hospital bed and at that point it was like he was in a coma. he could eat, drink, go to the restroom, move, etc. i only got to see him once before he died because i was at my cousins house for about a week while he was really sick because i think my mom didn’t want me to be there because of what was going on. when i got home i went into my moms bedroom and my mom carried me over to him in his bed, he looked like he was asleep basically. he was unconscious and i was too scared and confused and i just told my mom to let me go and i ran out of the room and i never got to see him after that. the night that he died i was sleeping over at my neighbors house because my house was so crowded with family and friends, etc. he died at about 3:15am that night, july 17, 2016. i am confident that he is in heaven with god right now catching all the fish in heaven. i was so young when he died and he was sick so again i was confused. now that i am older i realize how real it was and how much i regret not seeing him more and not spending more time with him when he was sick. i try my best not to think about my regrets because we were very fortunate and i’m grateful that he lived for way longer than he was expected. i don’t remember his voice, what he looked like (sort of), his presence, the way he acted, etc. kind of like what she said it just sucks that he won’t see me graduate, walk me down the aisle, etc. he was a very strong and important man, he had five kids, a wife, family, friends. so with saying all of that i KNOW how your feeling. i love you so much girly. it sucks what’s happening but it could’ve been so much worse. i hope that it gets better and trust me it’s been four years since my dad died, it gets easier. i promise it does. and one day in heaven you WILL see your dad again, same with me. i love you!
i’m so sorry :( my grandpa just passed from a stroke the pain can be unbearable but you have to remember that they’re in so much less pain now. don’t bury the memories or associate them as bad to think about stay strong xx
I lost my dad last month. He had a mass on his lung had no idea until it was too late. He also had congestive heart failure. It's the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. I'm so sorry.
My Dad died back in 2017 due to lung cancer. But I dont believe we've lost our Dads, I think they are just in a better place waiting for us :) I wish you all the best in the world!
Rachel. I feel what your feeling. I lost my dad April 30, 2019. He has leukemia, the doctors found a mass in his brain a month before he passed.. I still mourn him like it was yesterday that he passed. I was there and my last words to him was I love you as I held his hand. And that was the last time I talked to him. I am so sorry for your loss and my heart goes out to you. Just know that there is not a time limit on mourning a parent. 🌷
My dad passed of brain cancer to they couldn’t get to where it was that was one of the most difficult parts of my life and i was so close to him it was like a was empty I never felt the same people would make fun of me and someone called him names and they knew that he was gone I never got to say goodbye he wouldn’t say anything and he was in a wheelchair the hole time he was a volunteer fighter fighter and well lets just say that i have lost a lot of family members and i can relate to what you feel rn i miss him so much sometimes i feel like its my fault that happened but i cant control what happened they will always be with us in are heart they are always with us even if we cant see them we just got it do are best and never forget them anything we do they will be proud of it all and its ok to cry so we will all be with you just keep doing your best
im sorry for all those who lost their loved ones.you are so incredibly strong.they must be so proud of you.so am I,for your strength.keep pushing♡you got this.im here with you♡:)
My daddy was diagnosed 4 days ago with stage 4 cancer in his lungs and it metastasized through his entire body,he also took a stroke bc of a tumor that ruptured he is now on life support and we are hoping and praying for him !! Please pray for us!!
Exactly one month ago I lost my dad to the same exact brain cancer. His cancer journey was very similar to your dad. It still doesn’t feel real I will miss him everyday.
Am so sorry for your loss, I can't imagine how hard it is to loose him😢🙏, for me I lost a friend who loved me and who I couldn't show him the care and love and I regret it so so much and I am always fighting time to not forget his voice or his face , thank you for sharing this with us, keep strong ❤🙏. yoau re so pretty stunning queen
I’m currently losing my grandpa due to cerebral hemorrhage.unfortunately there’s not much doctors can do.i’m a person that in general doesn’t show emotions but deep inside i’m hurting.good luck grandpa ❤️
I lost my father last august. Liver cancer that spread everywhere including the brain. It all happened so fast.it was too late for treatment.He was gone within a couple of weeks after diagnosis. During that time he declined so much. Lost so much weight, lost ability to walk, could drink or swallow anything .(it spread to his esophagus too.)It was really the most scarring,traumatizing and gutting thing that I have ever went through. Always having nightmares and always crying.
Hey Rachel, I feel like God really led me to stumble upon your video. I just lost my day July 20th, 2021 I just turned 25 last week. He fought a 1 in a million cancer diagnosis, Angiosarcoma. He was diagnosed last December right before Christmas and it completely changed our world. He had his last birthday on July 11th. It was his 49th birthday, we couldn't even celebrate because he was in the hospital. I wanted to say I know that last little glimmer of a good moment. I shared one with my dad as well that I will cling on to for the rest of my life. I just wanted to say that I can sincerely feel ever bit of your pain through your video. I know that thinking of those last few days of when he was here is gut wrenching, and sad and some spots of happiness all rolled into one. I just wanted to tell you thank you for sharing your story. Hearing it, made me feel not so alone at the moment and I am so sorry for what your family has suffered through. I just pray that you and your family are still healing and finding comfort in some way. May God bless you and surround you all in his love.
I'm so sorry for your loss and praying & sending hugs. I just lost my dad Monday, Feb. 8th pancreatic cancer after finding out he had it 4 months earlier. I always forget that he's gone and last night I had to fix something on my own because I didn't have him and just felt like crying because I couldn't tell him about how I fixed it myself. It's so hard to think he won't be here for my bf to ask him for his blessing, him walking me down, or having a first dance. People always tell me to stay strong and it'll get easier, but that makes it hard to talk to them because they don't understand how much pain I'm in because they still have their dad
It's going to be a year soon. I made it over 5000 miles to say goodbye to him. I had 20 hrs and watched him die.. intestinal cancer,, only 62! and I'm not doing well with that. I wasn't prepared for what it would feel like. It robbed me. It took away all possible fixing of past emotions...in relationship with him. I was in denial and sometimes still am. I know it's not healthy but I pretend I can talk to him. I bottle up my emotions and your video helped me.
this touched my heart. i had a similar experience with my dad and i still bottle up my emotions sometimes. i’m always here if you need anything, i’m glad to hear this video helped in any way
I lost my dad 2 days ago to AML leukaemia. He was diagnosed and passed about a month later. I’m absolutely devastated and now feel so lost, I don’t know how I’m expected to carry on with my life when he’s not here. We were so close my whole life and I am the person I am today because of him. He passed 5 days before his 54th birthday and I’m dreading the day. It was a very traumatic experience and we were with him everyday and overnight when he cried. Nothing feels really anymore and I’d give anything to get rid of this pain
Am so sorry for your loss, I can't imagine how hard it is to loose him😢🙏, for me I lost a friend who loved me and who I couldn't show him the care and love and I regret it so so much and I am always fighting time to not forget his voice or his face , thank you for sharing this with us, keep strong ❤🙏.
Hi there, I just found out today that my dad is in hospital and will die from a brain haemorrhage, I'm glad you posted your video and it helped me greatly, but like you I was blessed to have a great dad and death is a journey we all must taking with knowing that our dad's would want us to live happy lives once they are gone, It's ok to cry, Lots of love from Ireland, Rory x
My dad is in his last couple of week's of life, he battled a glioblastoma multiforme.. he was still somewhat lucid, he asked us to put him in an induced coma in hospice as the pain was becoming unbearable.. this illness is horrible is death in slow motion, after the surgery ( September 10) he was completely fine, 2 week's after he started losing strength and balance, eventually he needed a wheelchair as he couldn't walk, nevertheless he could still talk normally, eat by himself and text on the phone etc.. couple of week's after he started losing mobility and his speech stared to become less eloquent. Month and a half after surgery he basically couldn't move at all, could still swallow eat and talk to us but every other movement he needed help with, at this stage we suspended chemo and radio as there was no chance for recovery, treatment would only prolong his suffering.. Yesterday (December 25th) he asked my mum and I to put him on an induced coma at home, it was his will and we followed it, I'm amazed he could still talk and understand us, he fought so hard.. at least now he is not suffering and he will die peacefully surrounded by his loved ones. Just like your dad , I'm sure he can still hear us, apparently the ear is the last thing that shuts off, so we talk to him every day remembering good times and filling him with love.. thanks for sharing your story
I lost my dad yesterday 10-18-21 to a seizure he was heavy in alcohol and was very weak he was 62 I can’t stop crying it’s so hard , my head is fogged up I need someone’s help on coping
I'm losing my dad now. He has dementia but had a recent fall. I'm literally in hospital now watching him decline. I am not sure how some of you all coped. I dont understand. Pls help.
@@racheladelaide4295 HI Rachel. How do I dm? Is there a way to do it on UA-cam. I tried to go to the about section and saw ur IG but it says user not found. 😔 thank you so much for reaching out me!!
I lost my dad suddenly 2 weeks ago. He was completely fine one minute then gone the next (cardiac arrest) he was only 64. It breaks my heart that I didn't get to say goodbye or tell him how much I loved him. The only comfort I do get from his death is he didnt suffer or know. I'm so for ur loss. This pain is just unbearable 😪
Thank you for this video Rachel. Just found out my dad has limited time left after brain cancer diagnosis. You have helped me prepare for what I know is ahead.
I lost my father 2 years ago, he never showed that he was sick, until he was taken to the hospital with a headache. he was in a coma for 3 months then the doctor said that he had stage 4 brain cancer, the doctor said "your father's age would not be long, even though he was cured he would not be normal anymore". I feel your pain :)
I feel you 💔. My father died of Corona on May 26th so just a few days ago.He was 54 years old, vaccinated and healthy. I am only 22 years old and my brother 19. We didnt expect that at all..We had so many things to do ....Nobody except someone who has experienced this can understand how this pain feels. Hopefully God gives us the strength to go on living and make our fathers proud.Thank u for this video ,it reminded me that Im not alone with this pain and sadness🖤💔❣
Thank you for speaking about this ..I'm going through the same thing with my Dad . He has the hospice bed at his house ...he has had two brain surgery a and the treatments just like your Dad ...this is the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with....I'm just really sad because he is gonna pass any day now and I'm having a tough time ....I'm so sorry about your father and I understand how painful it is....thank you for sharing and it haa helped me .
I lost my dad in January 2011 to cancer I was 7 years old. 11 years and it still feels like it was yesterday I needed this tonight to know I’m not alone
I feel your pain... But in the other hand you are very lucky, that you had chance to be there and you were preparing him to die... My father got covid, I also got it and then my mother got it. I waas the first one to get well, than my mother and then my father though I think he never get well from it... He god much better, but on tuesday, 9th of february he went from watching tv to bathroom to wash and went to the bedroom because he didn't feel good and my mom helped him to put on his pajamas and helped him to go to bed. He wasn't happy with anything past few day and so this night wasn't good with position in the bed so my mom put some pillows to arch his back... He stopped breathing and my mom gave him cpr and called an ambulance but they did not been able to revive him... The coroner noted he had trombosis and found blood clot in his lungs even though he never had health problems and last 14 days of his life mom and him took daily blood preasure as well as heart rate and was always normal except this last time right before he died... And it hurts me so much because I was unable to see him due the lockdown of the whole country of Slovenia due the dictatorship of our prime minister. Also doctors found that my mother has stage three cancer for wich he did 4 chemos, an operation and two more chemos and she has due last chemo in march but they also said that chemos do not work. I am so sad because my parents mean world to me because I always could count on them no matter if I needed a talk, an advice, help with something, financal aid, my dad picked me up after concert in middle of the night while I was dead drunk, we drow across finland, norway and sweden together, whole family did many sailing trips in croatia, me, my dad and my mom drove all over iceland two years ago and that was last time we did any trip together. Now he is gone and I am so lost without him and lost what will happen if I also loose my mother...
My mom is currently in remission from olgadroma stage 2 and she sleeps most days but she gets up and watches tv then goes back to bed she was diagnosed September 14th 2016 I saved her life from a seizure and since 2016 she has no recurrence since then but I do sometimes get sad I play a lot of video games to help me get through day to day she now requires help getting up sometimes in the middle of the night so I’m hanging in there even thou I have depression, anxiety and ADD/ asperger syndrome thank u for your time and virtual hugs to u Sencerly Adam
I am so very sorry for your loss. Your dad was a great man. It is very hard to lose a parent...I lost my dad 10years ago. It is still a process. Just know God is with you through it all and in the unbearable moments lean into Him. Allow yourself permission to grieve however that looks for you. Thank you for sharing. My prayers are with all of your family 🙏🏽
I just came across this video a few minutes ago and I know how you feel. I lost my Dad on Tuesday morning. He had issues with seizures since I was little and in recent years he began having mobility issues. Earlier this month he fell and broke a few ribs. He went to the hospital and fell a few more times when he came home and then went into a rehab center and things went downhill really fast. I learned on Sunday he was in the dying process and didn’t have long to live...on Monday night he was moved to hospice and he passed at 6:40am on Tuesday. I never got a chance to properly say goodbye to him in his final moments thanks to the COVID mess and I’m falling apart because of it. I hope you and your family are doing better😊 but I thought I’d share my story too. Stay strong.
@@racheladelaide4295 Thank you. Sometimes a few caring words go a long ways in helping others😊 your father seems like a true hero...an inspiration. I’m sure he’s looking down on you and your family with a warm smile as he stands at the side of Jesus. May you and your family stay strong and safe. Thank you for listening. It means a lot.
My father who is 53 is on hospice care at home . He had a brain tumor (Glioblastoma) they removed it or what they could see and he was doing chemo and radiation . He had 2 weeks left of it and started feeling really sick with headaches and he kept falling . He went into the hospital and they released him the next day and then a few days later he went back in and he started having hiccups and couldn’t eat or use the bathroom without a catheter. They said his cancer has come back into his spine and they said there’s nothing more they could do . He only has a few weeks . That’s my best friend
my heart goes out to you. the pain of not only losing your father but also your best friend is unbearable, especially the days just waiting until he is out of his suffering. please keep me updated and know that you can always DM me if you need to talk. ❤️
There’s so much I want to say to him but it’s like every time I sit next to him all I can seem to say is I love you . I feel like me saying more would be me saying goodbye and I’m not ready to say that yet
@@langford1214 i completely understand that. there was so much i wanted to say to my dad but i didn’t want to say goodbye. i wish i had said more, so i encourage you to tell him everything that is on your mind, even if it’s hard for you it helps with the healing process later on. sending you all my love i am so sorry you have to go through this
Update : my dad is still holding on and doing okay . He’s still on hospice . When he came home from the hospital he slept for 3 weeks and then after thanksgiving he woke up and was awake a lot more and still had a hard time getting up. He got his catheter out in December after having it in for a month and is using the bathroom on his own and walking around but holding onto things . He’s speech seems to be getting a little worse than it was . He gets very aggravated sometimes . But other than that he seems to be doing okay . He gets very emotional sometimes
I lost my dad to cancer, im so sorry for your loss. My dad has ben gone for 12 years and it still feels like it was yesterday he was my best friend and im sure your dad was yours im sorry for your loss I know what your going through.
I’m truly sorry. I’m not sure if you’re gonna see this comment but it’s okay. It’s been almost a month since my dad passed away. It happened on my 16th birthday, July 29th. I don’t know how I feel. I want to cry but I can’t, I just feel numb. He had prostate cancer for five years but this last year was horrible. He didn’t deserve this, he suffered too much. I felt bad cause I couldn’t really do anything to help and it makes me feel guilty in some way. I miss him, i see my friends talking to their fathers, knowing that mine isn’t around anymore. It’s sad and weird at the same time:/ I feel like he’s out and he’s gonna come home later. Anyway i don’t have much to say, I just wish things would have turned out differently.
I’m so sorry for your loss. It’s so hard losing someone so close and dear. I just recently lost my best friend in September to suicide. She was one of the happiest people I’ve ever met. The day before she did it she sat there and told me how she can’t wait to open up her own tattoo shop. I understand the picture that never goes away. I replay the call I got that morning over and over in my head. I think you’re so brave for being able to talk about this. I have a really hard time even talking about her without breaking down. You’re so strong and you’ll get through this. Grief is such a hard thing to deal with. Try to keep your head up and remember to take care of yourself. It’s so easy to get engulfed by all the grief. He might be gone, but don’t forget he’s near and always watching you. I know we don’t know each other, but know I’m thinking about you and your family. 💓
I lost my dad on 21st October 2021 he was 57 years old. I couldn’t say good bye too. He was all fine the day before and next day he got an heart attack which he couldn’t figure out because he had BP and diabetes and couldn’t feel any pain. He went to the hospital to change his medication but never returned back.
Hello I went through a lot last 2 years,my mom passed away in 2019 from a cancer ,and after I coping up from my mom’s dead ,this year August my sister got married,after 1 week me and my father got covid 19 and after 1 month fro that day my dad passed away I prayed a lot but nothing happened he passed away,now I’m all alone at my home I’m not happy like before and my faith also fading away little by little but I still trust god I want to know how to stay alone because I’m getting afraid sometimes I feel like no one is with me and no one will take care of me like my father and mother,if I got sick who is going to take care of me like that kind of thoughts coming to my mind,can you please tell me how to be happy again and how to make my faith stronger again thank you so much god bless you 🙏🏻
lost my father to prostate cancer 3 months ago. he never turned 70 years old. seeking others with the same experience. nice i found you. blessed are the meek.
When you lose a parent it’s like the simplest things is what you miss the most .... I lost my father back in 2018 I was 23 years old. It’s not a day that goes by that I don’t think of him. Sometimes I just get hit with a wave of pain but I know he wants me to be happy and continue on with my life.
@@bio2020 I definitely understand man. Whenever I find myself down I just try to be thankful that I even had him for that long. I definitely understand you. Stay blessed!
I miss dads daily texts and voicemails telling me: it was cold out, wear a jacket. Asking me if I wanted chicken cooked. Asking me how I was doing. Telling me stories that lasted hours. But....I miss the most telling him I loved him. Dad I miss you so much . Especially tonight.
Yes, i understand that. That's the hardest feeling to overcome with, i feel like if in split second of my life i feel happy, i feel like i'm leaving him behind. I can't have the nice things, nor nice things even makes me happy. I'm done with life, the only thing that save me is that i trickes myself that he's there and wants me to he happy.
My prayers go out to u all hugs
My dad was diagnosed with glioblastoma in June of 2021. He took every treatment and did everything they asked of him. He obviously deteriorated on his mobility throughout this process. He was still with it though. He took a lot of naps and was always tired. He collapsed in the shower on Sunday 1/23/22. Had to have an ambulance to transport him to the hospital. It's 1/25/22 and he can't even walk now. He was still able to respond to yes or no simple questions. Anything else, he can't and just gets confused and doesn't talk. The shit comes quick on how fast they deteriorate from this. Appreciate every moment you have and never take it for granted.
He's on hospice now because chemo wasn't stopping the growth, it just grew. They stopped treatment and it's just making him comfortable now. Anyone that has to deal with this, just don't take any day for granted. Say what you want to say to them while they're still able to talk and be functional before it's too late. Don't hesitate or hold anything back. Because they're going to deteriorate quickly and before you know it, it's going to be too late and you'll just be talking to someone that isn't there.
My prayers go out to you and your family. I’m so sorry. This randomly popped up on my page and it’s now three weeks after I’ve just lost my dad from cancer. He had it in his brain liver and colon spread like a wildfire. I don’t wish this on anybody’s family. Thanks for sharing your story and I hope the Lord continues to strengthen you throughout your life. Blessings to you and your family ❤
Hi , I lost my dad this morning to this same exact cancer he battled the cancer for a year and a half . I feel your pain right now 😢😢😢 I wasn’t able to see my dad unfortunately due to the virus he’s in another country btw . But I was able to talk to him , he wasn’t able to respond and went blind during the last two months . But I told him it’s okay whatever happens and I love him and he started to cry . He held on for one more week and then I got the news this morning . He died Alone and I can’t imagine what he was thinking or feeling especially being blind . But my aunt said he looked peaceful . Thank you for this I feel so alone right now especially since I’m young (21) and I feel like no one understands the pain and emptiness that I feel right now . This is day one for me , I hope things get better ❤️ I don’t know you but I know how you feel 😢 . I pray things will get better for us .
i’m so sorry for your loss. i feel your pain with you. i’m here for you whenever you need. a lot of times people will say that and you really just don’t know what you need, all you want is to have them back. it is so upsetting and your heart just aches for them. praying for you❤️❤️
I lost my dad less than 2 weeks ago. He was diagnosed with lung cancer February 28th, and died March 10th. He was in the hospital for a week and I couldn't see him because of Covid. He came home for 4 days. I saw him on the Tuesday, and he was back in the hospital that night and had died before Wednesday morning. There has been no service because if covid. I am lost. I know he is gone, but it doesn't seem real. Trying to grieve, but it's not coming easy. God bless you all :(
I can feel you.
My heart hurts so much right now,watching my daddy on life support fighting for his life has really been tough ,the thought of not having him around is a nightmare to me.ive always been daddys girl,my prayers are with you
Lost my dad 2 weeks ago due to small cell lung cancer. I tried to help him until the last breath. I lost a part of my heart. But my dad and for sure your dad want us to be strong and go ahead in our lives. Guys we must be strong
I just lost my dad 2 weeks ago, I’m also in my junior year of college too and I feel your exact pain about graduation and when I get married. But just like you, the one thing that keeps me going is that he’s with God in heaven, and hearing testimonies and even watching Long Island medium where people can connect with their loved ones has brought me comfort, my dad also had an experience where he died during surgery and he saw his loved ones and said it was beautiful and then he was brought back, so just know your dad sees so much beauty and they will look down on us and give us signs that they’re with us throughout our lifetime. I feel your pain. Praying for you and your family ❤️
I am so sorry for your loss. thank you for your kind comment, praying for you and your family as well❤️
You posted this on the day I lost my dad. I needed this. Send you love, stay strong
I lost my father exactly 5 days ago, he had a colon cancer, they did a surgery and it went great, but the cancer was later found in the liver, the same doctor did another surgery and it went great, my family said my father is finally cancer free, months later doctor found cancer tumor in the liver again, a few months later the tumor size increased a lot, it became 13 cm, it was too much, he felt pain in his last month, couldn't eat well, couldn't sleep or go to the bathroom alone, he was struggling, finally he passed away, I love you so much dad, there are a lot of things I wish I told you about, I feel guilty I didn't speak to you a lot because I have depression, but the good thing is my dad knew I was taking pills, he knows I love him, rest in peace dad.
I’m so sorry for your loss… my father passed away from colorectal cancer last week..unfortunately after couple years, it took an aggressive turn and started to spread into his liver.. I hope you found at the very least moments of happiness and I’m atleast happy that both of us had amazing dads 💯.
@@tvushington6994 I am sorry for your loss as well, cancer sucks, it's really scary, I always had this fear of losing any of my parents years ago even before my dad had this cancer, and now my sister has breast cancer, but thankfully her health is good. I haven't found any moments of happiness so far, but hopefully in the future my life becomes better, I hope you are doing well, stay strong and move on.
@@peaceandquiet thank you so much for the kind words. Means so much that I know I’m not alone in this. I’m so sorry to hear about ur sister.. I pray to god that she WILL get better. Hope, no matter how we feel during these times is the one thing that we should never loose and hold strong off.. I pray for you and your family. Even though I’m beyond devastated about my father, I know somehow and someday, we both will find happiness... We have too, cause that’s what both of our dads would want. Bless you 🙏🏽
@@tvushington6994 Thank you so much for your prayers and thoughts, I hope your father is in a better place and at peace now, it's just a matter of time, we will get better and heal, bless you and your family 🙏
I lost my father 2 weeks ago. I listened to this with much sadness.
I lost my dad coming up on 2 months ago, everything you talked about in your video I've been going through, it's absolutely terrible not to have the one you look up to with you anymore.
I lost my dad when I was a baby he was shot and my younger brother never got to see him
@@forcedge2302 I’m sorry about your father
My dad had the same brain cancer. He died this week and it's so surreal. It's so hard for me to realize everything that happened since he was diagnosed 15,5 months ago... All the surgeries, therapies, different hospitals... In the end he had so much pain and I hope he's in peace now 😔
Hi Rachel I'm so sorry for your loss and how it was.. I did lose my dad on the 24th of this month to leukemia and a bleed on the brain but he fought it for so long and I'm so proud of him, I missed him as he passed as I was in the way to him so I'll miss him always. Thank you for your video your an inspiration xx
I lost my dad last month. he died of a heart attack, alone while brushing his teeth. my mom and I moved far away from my hometown last year so I wasn’t there when he passed. I’m 17. today is his birthday. I can’t imagine this pain ever leaving. I’ll never get over that I didn’t get to say goodbye and that he’s never going to be here again. this hurt is unreal
I also lost my dad this year. I remember the first weeks being really hard. It gets easier, just stay strong. Be there for the ones you love and think about all the good memories. We got lucky having such great fathers.
i am so sorry for your loss. the pain of losing someone you love is so so heavy, and I’m so sorry for the way that everything ended. it’s so hard to lose a father, i know for me he was such a big part of my life, and part of my identity. be easy on yourself and allow yourself to feel the pain, don’t try and block it off. i will be thinking and praying for you, and i’m here if you need someone to listen🤍
@@Bfbc2killer I’m so sorry for your loss as well. thank you so much though. we certainly did get lucky.
@@racheladelaide4295 thank you so much! I forgot to say I’m sorry for your loss as well. I feel lucky in a sense that I didn’t have to watch him pass. I couldn’t even imagine that kind of pain, and the pain you went through. I hope someday it won’t hurt as much. thank you so much for replying. it’s nice to know there’s someone out there feeling the same way as me. I’ll be praying for you as well 🤍
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad too in 2019..all I can tell you is that it does get easier just give yourself time and talk about it with the people that you love.
Ive worked with people whove basically had appsalutly no one in there lives, eventually learn to fend for themselves, crazy world we live in 😢
It’s been 3 months since holding my dad while he took his last breath to cancer 💔 I don’t feel like times healing I feel worst, I feel for anyone going through this or has been through this 💔
I also sat by my father with my hand over his chest, when he died of cancer. I even washed him right before his funeral. I will always remember the saying "blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted."
I hope it’s gotten easier to bare the pain after this time.. I lost my mom this morning.
my dad died when I was 15 to lung cancer in 2014 n the last time I spoke to him was the day before he passed when he was in the hospital n I remember him telling me to hold the house down n that night I cried my eyes out cuz I really love my dad n a daddy's boy at heart
Love you cousin, i called your mom yesterday because i had a vision of your dad and telling him news about my mom during her hospice the last 3 weeks... it was about one of the many blessings during that time and i could hear and see him saying "praise the Lord" so clearly. Love you, Andrew
I just lost my mother yesterday (as of this post) to metastatic colon cancer. She took her last breaths as I held her hand, and I'm struggling second-by-second not to shatter to a million pieces. I keep hearing her voice on replay, knowing I'll never hear it again. I'm not sure where to go from here, but I'm going to keep pushing forward if not for myself then for her. No matter how much you prepare for the end, you are never truly ready.
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I can’t even imagine having to go through this... I’m thinking of you and your family and we are all sending you love❤️
I lost my Dad 2 days ago and I am heart broken beyond anything I have ever felt before!! Cherish them
I feel so broken after losing my dad earlier thus year. I can’t thank you enough for the video and the community you’ve created. Reading the comments alone can ‘help’ sometimes. Glad I found you. Hugs and prayers all around. 💔
i’m so so sorry for your loss, but happy you’ve come across this video and are encouraged 💗💗
my dad is dying too from lung cancer. Watching him die is the MOST PAINFUL THING I'VE EVER BEEN THROUGH. thank you for sharing.
mine passed away 2 weeks ago due to small cell lung cancer. Its been the worst period of my life. I wish you the best we must be strong, help him until the last breath he deserves that.
My heart breaks for you. Hearing you talk about your dad and your experience made me feel less alone. I don’t have siblings or anyone I know my age who has gone through this. I’m 27. My dad died of stomach cancer November 18, 2020. Watching him go through everything he did and not recover is the worst pain I have ever known. I understand what you mean about “forgetting” that he is gone sometimes. It just doesn’t feel real. I cried so hard when you talked about all the things you wish he’d be here to see. I think about that too, and all the things he was looking forward to in his own life. It really hurts. Thank you for making this video and telling your story and talking about your dad. You seem like a really nice person with a great family. Your dad clearly loved you all a lot. We will get through this. Sending love.
Hi, thank you for sharing your story. We found out my dad has terminal stage 4 brain cancer about 2 months ago. And its going to get to this very quickly, and it was really great to find this content and to see someone else know the same pain. You are an encouragement thank you
Hi. I came across your video tonight in search of something relatable, as I've felt so alone through my process of grief so far. I lost my dad less than 2 months after you lost yours, to Brain Cancer as well. The diagnosis started as Stage 3 Lung Cancer in February 2020. In August he was told he was in remission and that they treated and got rid of all the Cancer cells. Less than two weeks after, he had an episode and was rediagnosed with Stage 4 Brain Cancer.
I came home in October to help my mom take care of him in hospice. He passed away in our dining room, in his hospice bed. I relate to so much of what you've shared and I'm sending you so much love and strength. If you ever want to connect or talk, I would love that. I hope your grief has become a little lighter by the time you've read this. ❤
i’m so sorry for your loss! please reach out to me whenever you need someone !!
This broke my heart. 🥺 You remind me of me when I lost my dad in Sept 29,2013 at 21. It's the weirdest time of your life because you're focusing on college and leaving home and your hold world seems to crumble. Sending you so much love. So sorry for your loss. Your dad is right there with you through all of this.
Thank you very much for sharing this. I know it's hard to think about. As a future healthcare professional, your honesty helped me better understand what the families of patients like your father go through. May God be ever merciful, and may his resting place be paradise.
i’m so sorry! i can’t imagine what you and your family are going through but you’re all in my thoughts❤️
I lost my father to lung cancer, not even a week ago so I feel you.
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You made the right decision. You cant fake that you're doing fine.
i dont know if you're still on this channel, but I wanted to thank u so much for this video. I lost my dad last September and it's been very difficult. I can't describe how thankful I am for this video, letting me know that I am not alone on this journey.
My heart goes out to you. I lost my dad to Glioblastoma brain cancer. Still can’t believe it and it was 4 years ago. It messed me up. Credit to you for being so bold and God bless you.
Tank you so much for this. My dad was diagnosed last Friday with metastatic lymphoma in his brain after being cancer free for 2,5 years. And yesterday we got news that he will die because of it. We don’t know yet how long he still has but whatever time they give him it’ll be way to short. I just hope he doesn’t suffer too much. Stay strong💖
i am SO sorry for the terrible news. spend all the time you can with him, soaking in every moment. i will be praying for you and your family❤️
My Dad was diagnosed with Glioblastoma January 2020. Two craniotomies. Multiple chemo and radiation treatments, Avastin, and Optune. For the majority of the time, he did well. 20 months in now, and he has recently made a sharp decline. The pain is indescribable knowing there is literally nothing you can do to save them. It is a hell I wish on no one. Crying right along with you in this video. Thank you for posting. Let's me know I am not alone.
I just lost my dad last month on his 60th birthday from a cardiac arrest. My heart has been so broken ever since. Much love your way. Thank you so much for sharing 😢
M watching this while my dad is taking his treatment now he has also brain cancer. M sorry for ur loss . i hope u re doing well now. I need ur prayers guys this period is so much difficult to handle
I'm crying with you... my dad passed away 2 months ago from a brain related disease... and I'm just having a terrible time dealing with the loss... 🤗 I just send you a hug... lots of love for you and your family... and I hope you're doing better... as I know how hard it can be...
i’m so sorry for your loss, i understand your pain. sending love to you and your family 💓💓
Thank you 🥺, take care 💖💕!
i just lost my dad to brain cancer just under two weeks ago, and i cannot relate to the "grief fog" more
I lost my dad 3 months and 6 days ago to lung cancer. I cry everyday and the hurt and pain is so real. He declined so quickly in front of us and seeing him cry and fighting is something I can't get out of my head. It breaks my heart everything I think of it all. I was a daddy's girl and having him snatched out of my Iife is so painful.
My name is also Rachel and I’ve just lost my dad (just over a week ago) to brain cancer. My thoughts go out out to you and I just wish this damn disease didn’t exist
i am so sorry for your loss. i feel your pain with you, i’m here if you need anything ❤️
I just cannot even imagine what you went through. I am so sorry you lost him so soon. I’m sending my prayers to you and your family. Thank you for sharing and stay strong Rachel ❤️❤️
My dad died in 2017 of cardiac arrest. In 2019 my mom met a really nice guy. Over the years we have been having so many fun memories. November 2020 Tyler was diagnosed with Brain Cancer. We used are time wisely. We all had hope with him. I watched this video in July and thought, “I hope this doesn’t happen with Tyler.” September 27, 2021 Tyler took his last breath in our house. A few weeks before he had a seizure while dropping off at school. Anyone who met Tyler never could imagine him without a smile. When I say I know how you feel, I do know.
I am crying with you, my dad is terminally ill. I am slowly watching him go. I dread the day that happens, I am scared of a life without him.
@@harpreetkaur5135 i’m so so sorry to hear that. praying for you and your family. anticipatory grief is so hard💔
You are so brave and strong for sharing this especially since it's still very raw for you.. I lost my dad to cancer in 2019 when i was 19 years old in my first year of college. There isn't a day that goes by that it doesnt hurt. But all i can say is that it does get somewhat easier with time...It took me more than a year to feel like I could breath again. Every person is different though. Praying for you and your family.
Hi Rachel. Thank you for sharing your story. My dad has been suffering from the same cancer that your dad had. Unfortunately I’m away from where he lives and the corona virus makes us stay away from each other so it was almost one year ago when we met the last time. Since few weeks ago he’s not doing well and I think maybe there are just only few months or every weeks left. I’m not ready for that but your video definitely encouraged me and I just wanted to say thank you. I’m sorry I’m not really good at English so apologize if it’s hard for you to understand my message but I’ll send my love from Japan. Stay strong 💗
Hey Erica. I am so sorry to hear your dad isn’t doing well. a hard part of the journey for me was the “anticipatory grief”, knowing the end would be coming soon but unsure of when exactly it would be. i can’t image the pain you are feeling not being able to see him. praying for your family ❤️
you are so strong rachel. i know the way you deal with the loss of your amazing dad will speak to and encourage so many. ❤️
I don’t know if you read these . But I lost my ether to pancreatic cancer . It’s....it hurts so bad. Dad. You were my best friend. And losing you felt like my world has been destroyed.
I lost my dad last month to lung cancer and congestive heart failure. He was my best friend as well. I don't know how to describe the pain I'm going through. I'm so sorry.
I just lost my Dad to cancer & covid. I'm still in shock & absolutely devastated. It's a pain unlike any other thing I've known & I have been through alot. I'm sorry for anyone who has lost someone close to them. Let's all try to stay strong together as hard as it is.
i’m so sorry for your loss ❤️
@@racheladelaide4295 You too.. thank you. & cool channel btw. I love to watch anything real/authentic 🙂
*it’s the middle of the night and i have school tomorrow but this needs to be said.*my dad died from stage 4 brain cancer when i was 7 years old. i don’t remember a lot but i didn’t really know what was going on, i was confused and scared. he had three surgeries before he died. after he was diagnosed he was only expected to live three months and he lived another three years. after a while and a few surgeries he couldn’t use his left arm and he would limp on his left leg. he was having seizures and he wasn’t talking right a lot of the time. he was just getting worse and worse and at that point we got hospice come to our house and in my moms bedroom he had a hospital bed and at that point it was like he was in a coma. he could eat, drink, go to the restroom, move, etc. i only got to see him once before he died because i was at my cousins house for about a week while he was really sick because i think my mom didn’t want me to be there because of what was going on. when i got home i went into my moms bedroom and my mom carried me over to him in his bed, he looked like he was asleep basically. he was unconscious and i was too scared and confused and i just told my mom to let me go and i ran out of the room and i never got to see him after that. the night that he died i was sleeping over at my neighbors house because my house was so crowded with family and friends, etc. he died at about 3:15am that night, july 17, 2016. i am confident that he is in heaven with god right now catching all the fish in heaven. i was so young when he died and he was sick so again i was confused. now that i am older i realize how real it was and how much i regret not seeing him more and not spending more time with him when he was sick. i try my best not to think about my regrets because we were very fortunate and i’m grateful that he lived for way longer than he was expected. i don’t remember his voice, what he looked like (sort of), his presence, the way he acted, etc. kind of like what she said it just sucks that he won’t see me graduate, walk me down the aisle, etc. he was a very strong and important man, he had five kids, a wife, family, friends. so with saying all of that i KNOW how your feeling. i love you so much girly. it sucks what’s happening but it could’ve been so much worse. i hope that it gets better and trust me it’s been four years since my dad died, it gets easier. i promise it does. and one day in heaven you WILL see your dad again, same with me. i love you!
i’m so sorry :( my grandpa just passed from a stroke the pain can be unbearable but you have to remember that they’re in so much less pain now. don’t bury the memories or associate them as bad to think about stay strong xx
I’m sorry for your loss but im sure he looking down and watching over you as your guardian angel
I lost my dad last month. He had a mass on his lung had no idea until it was too late. He also had congestive heart failure. It's the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. I'm so sorry.
My Dad died back in 2017 due to lung cancer. But I dont believe we've lost our Dads, I think they are just in a better place waiting for us :)
I wish you all the best in the world!
Rachel. I feel what your feeling. I lost my dad April 30, 2019. He has leukemia, the doctors found a mass in his brain a month before he passed.. I still mourn him like it was yesterday that he passed. I was there and my last words to him was I love you as I held his hand. And that was the last time I talked to him.
I am so sorry for your loss and my heart goes out to you. Just know that there is not a time limit on mourning a parent.
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My dad passed of brain cancer to they couldn’t get to where it was that was one of the most difficult parts of my life and i was so close to him it was like a was empty I never felt the same people would make fun of me and someone called him names and they knew that he was gone I never got to say goodbye he wouldn’t say anything and he was in a wheelchair the hole time he was a volunteer fighter fighter and well lets just say that i have lost a lot of family members and i can relate to what you feel rn i miss him so much sometimes i feel like its my fault that happened but i cant control what happened they will always be with us in are heart they are always with us even if we cant see them we just got it do are best and never forget them anything we do they will be proud of it all and its ok to cry so we will all be with you just keep doing your best
Lost my dad to liver cancer at 52 years old. I know your pain. Stay strong
im sorry for all those who lost their loved ones.you are so incredibly strong.they must be so proud of you.so am I,for your strength.keep pushing♡you got this.im here with you♡:)
My daddy was diagnosed 4 days ago with stage 4 cancer in his lungs and it metastasized through his entire body,he also took a stroke bc of a tumor that ruptured he is now on life support and we are hoping and praying for him !! Please pray for us!!
Exactly one month ago I lost my dad to the same exact brain cancer. His cancer journey was very similar to your dad. It still doesn’t feel real I will miss him everyday.
Am so sorry for your loss, I can't imagine how hard it is to loose him😢🙏, for me I lost a friend who loved me and who I couldn't show him the care and love and I regret it so so much and I am always fighting time to not forget his voice or his face , thank you for sharing this with us, keep strong ❤🙏. yoau re so pretty stunning queen
I’m currently losing my grandpa due to cerebral hemorrhage.unfortunately there’s not much doctors can do.i’m a person that in general doesn’t show emotions but deep inside i’m hurting.good luck grandpa ❤️
I lost my father last august. Liver cancer that spread everywhere including the brain. It all happened so fast.it was too late for treatment.He was gone within a couple of weeks after diagnosis. During that time he declined so much. Lost so much weight, lost ability to walk, could drink or swallow anything .(it spread to his esophagus too.)It was really the most scarring,traumatizing and gutting thing that I have ever went through. Always having nightmares and always crying.
Hey Rachel, I feel like God really led me to stumble upon your video. I just lost my day July 20th, 2021 I just turned 25 last week. He fought a 1 in a million cancer diagnosis, Angiosarcoma. He was diagnosed last December right before Christmas and it completely changed our world. He had his last birthday on July 11th. It was his 49th birthday, we couldn't even celebrate because he was in the hospital. I wanted to say I know that last little glimmer of a good moment. I shared one with my dad as well that I will cling on to for the rest of my life. I just wanted to say that I can sincerely feel ever bit of your pain through your video. I know that thinking of those last few days of when he was here is gut wrenching, and sad and some spots of happiness all rolled into one. I just wanted to tell you thank you for sharing your story. Hearing it, made me feel not so alone at the moment and I am so sorry for what your family has suffered through. I just pray that you and your family are still healing and finding comfort in some way. May God bless you and surround you all in his love.
I am so sorry for your loss. He is resting in heaven. God bless you.
My dad has stage 4 lung cancer (he’s never smoked). I’m 13 and I know how it feels. I’m dreading the day I lose him 😔
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I'm so sorry for your loss and praying & sending hugs. I just lost my dad Monday, Feb. 8th pancreatic cancer after finding out he had it 4 months earlier. I always forget that he's gone and last night I had to fix something on my own because I didn't have him and just felt like crying because I couldn't tell him about how I fixed it myself. It's so hard to think he won't be here for my bf to ask him for his blessing, him walking me down, or having a first dance. People always tell me to stay strong and it'll get easier, but that makes it hard to talk to them because they don't understand how much pain I'm in because they still have their dad
It's going to be a year soon. I made it over 5000 miles to say goodbye to him. I had 20 hrs and watched him die.. intestinal cancer,, only 62!
and I'm not doing well with that. I wasn't prepared for what it would feel like. It robbed me. It took away all possible fixing of past emotions...in relationship with him. I was in denial and sometimes still am. I know it's not healthy but I pretend I can talk to him.
I bottle up my emotions and your video helped me.
this touched my heart. i had a similar experience with my dad and i still bottle up my emotions sometimes. i’m always here if you need anything, i’m glad to hear this video helped in any way
I lost my dad 2 days ago to AML leukaemia. He was diagnosed and passed about a month later. I’m absolutely devastated and now feel so lost, I don’t know how I’m expected to carry on with my life when he’s not here. We were so close my whole life and I am the person I am today because of him. He passed 5 days before his 54th birthday and I’m dreading the day. It was a very traumatic experience and we were with him everyday and overnight when he cried. Nothing feels really anymore and I’d give anything to get rid of this pain
Am so sorry for your loss, I can't imagine how hard it is to loose him😢🙏, for me I lost a friend who loved me and who I couldn't show him the care and love and I regret it so so much and I am always fighting time to not forget his voice or his face , thank you for sharing this with us, keep strong ❤🙏.
i’m so sorry for your loss💔💔here if you ever need someone
@@racheladelaide4295 thank you its so kind from you 🙏❤
I lost my dad to cancer 2 years ago. They’re always with us in our hearts❤️ Thinking of you and your family ❤️❤️
Hi there,
I just found out today that my dad is in hospital and will die from a brain haemorrhage,
I'm glad you posted your video and it helped me greatly,
but like you I was blessed to have a great dad and death is a journey we all must taking with knowing that our dad's would want us to live happy lives once they are gone,
It's ok to cry,
Lots of love from Ireland,
Rory x
I am so sorry to hear about your father, my prayers and thoughts are with you❤️
My dad is in his last couple of week's of life, he battled a glioblastoma multiforme.. he was still somewhat lucid, he asked us to put him in an induced coma in hospice as the pain was becoming unbearable.. this illness is horrible is death in slow motion, after the surgery ( September 10) he was completely fine, 2 week's after he started losing strength and balance, eventually he needed a wheelchair as he couldn't walk, nevertheless he could still talk normally, eat by himself and text on the phone etc.. couple of week's after he started losing mobility and his speech stared to become less eloquent. Month and a half after surgery he basically couldn't move at all, could still swallow eat and talk to us but every other movement he needed help with, at this stage we suspended chemo and radio as there was no chance for recovery, treatment would only prolong his suffering.. Yesterday (December 25th) he asked my mum and I to put him on an induced coma at home, it was his will and we followed it, I'm amazed he could still talk and understand us, he fought so hard.. at least now he is not suffering and he will die peacefully surrounded by his loved ones.
Just like your dad , I'm sure he can still hear us, apparently the ear is the last thing that shuts off, so we talk to him every day remembering good times and filling him with love.. thanks for sharing your story
I lost my dad yesterday 10-18-21 to a seizure he was heavy in alcohol and was very weak he was 62 I can’t stop crying it’s so hard , my head is fogged up I need someone’s help on coping
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My dad died and im only 13 he passed away on 10/18/21
I'm losing my dad now. He has dementia but had a recent fall. I'm literally in hospital now watching him decline. I am not sure how some of you all coped. I dont understand. Pls help.
i’m so so sorry. please DM so we can talk🤍 here for you
@@racheladelaide4295 HI Rachel. How do I dm? Is there a way to do it on UA-cam. I tried to go to the about section and saw ur IG but it says user not found. 😔 thank you so much for reaching out me!!
I lost my dad suddenly 2 weeks ago. He was completely fine one minute then gone the next (cardiac arrest) he was only 64. It breaks my heart that I didn't get to say goodbye or tell him how much I loved him. The only comfort I do get from his death is he didnt suffer or know. I'm so for ur loss. This pain is just unbearable 😪
@@fiphuket2010 i’m so sorry to hear about your dad😢even though you weren’t able to tell him, i am sure that he knew you did!! ❤️
Thank you for this video Rachel. Just found out my dad has limited time left after brain cancer diagnosis. You have helped me prepare for what I know is ahead.
I lost my father 2 years ago, he never showed that he was sick, until he was taken to the hospital with a headache. he was in a coma for 3 months then the doctor said that he had stage 4 brain cancer, the doctor said "your father's age would not be long, even though he was cured he would not be normal anymore". I feel your pain :)
I feel you 💔. My father died of Corona on May 26th so just a few days ago.He was 54 years old, vaccinated and healthy. I am only 22 years old and my brother 19. We didnt expect that at all..We had so many things to do ....Nobody except someone who has experienced this can understand how this pain feels. Hopefully God gives us the strength to go on living and make our fathers proud.Thank u for this video ,it reminded me that Im not alone with this pain and sadness🖤💔❣
Thank you for speaking about this ..I'm going through the same thing with my Dad . He has the hospice bed at his house ...he has had two brain surgery a and the treatments just like your Dad ...this is the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with....I'm just really sad because he is gonna pass any day now and I'm having a tough time ....I'm so sorry about your father and I understand how painful it is....thank you for sharing and it haa helped me .
I never even had a good father figure in my life
I lost my dad in January 2011 to cancer I was 7 years old. 11 years and it still feels like it was yesterday I needed this tonight to know I’m not alone
I lost my dad last month without even knowing 😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
girl my dad passed away a week ago. The pain feels like yesterday, i hope ur doing well now. Love you ❤️
i’m so so sorry for your loss, you will be in my prayers❤️
I feel your pain... But in the other hand you are very lucky, that you had chance to be there and you were preparing him to die... My father got covid, I also got it and then my mother got it. I waas the first one to get well, than my mother and then my father though I think he never get well from it... He god much better, but on tuesday, 9th of february he went from watching tv to bathroom to wash and went to the bedroom because he didn't feel good and my mom helped him to put on his pajamas and helped him to go to bed. He wasn't happy with anything past few day and so this night wasn't good with position in the bed so my mom put some pillows to arch his back... He stopped breathing and my mom gave him cpr and called an ambulance but they did not been able to revive him... The coroner noted he had trombosis and found blood clot in his lungs even though he never had health problems and last 14 days of his life mom and him took daily blood preasure as well as heart rate and was always normal except this last time right before he died... And it hurts me so much because I was unable to see him due the lockdown of the whole country of Slovenia due the dictatorship of our prime minister. Also doctors found that my mother has stage three cancer for wich he did 4 chemos, an operation and two more chemos and she has due last chemo in march but they also said that chemos do not work. I am so sad because my parents mean world to me because I always could count on them no matter if I needed a talk, an advice, help with something, financal aid, my dad picked me up after concert in middle of the night while I was dead drunk, we drow across finland, norway and sweden together, whole family did many sailing trips in croatia, me, my dad and my mom drove all over iceland two years ago and that was last time we did any trip together. Now he is gone and I am so lost without him and lost what will happen if I also loose my mother...
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My mom is currently in remission from olgadroma stage 2 and she sleeps most days but she gets up and watches tv then goes back to bed she was diagnosed September 14th 2016 I saved her life from a seizure and since 2016 she has no recurrence since then but I do sometimes get sad I play a lot of video games to help me get through day to day she now requires help getting up sometimes in the middle of the night so I’m hanging in there even thou I have depression, anxiety and ADD/ asperger syndrome thank u for your time and virtual hugs to u
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The things happens so fast , years turn into days. God bless your family .
I’m sorry, I’ve always had a fear of losing a special someone and I just wanna say it’ll be ok.
You’re going through the same thing I’m going through but with my grandpa. My grandfather died yesterday at 8:00 in the morning.
I am so very sorry for your loss. Your dad was a great man. It is very hard to lose a parent...I lost my dad 10years ago. It is still a process. Just know God is with you through it all and in the unbearable moments lean into Him. Allow yourself permission to grieve however that looks for you. Thank you for sharing. My prayers are with all of your family 🙏🏽
my dad has rectal cancer. they removed all the cancer in surgery but it spread to 8 lymphones. i'm really scared. i keep crying randomly.
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I just came across this video a few minutes ago and I know how you feel. I lost my Dad on Tuesday morning. He had issues with seizures since I was little and in recent years he began having mobility issues. Earlier this month he fell and broke a few ribs. He went to the hospital and fell a few more times when he came home and then went into a rehab center and things went downhill really fast. I learned on Sunday he was in the dying process and didn’t have long to live...on Monday night he was moved to hospice and he passed at 6:40am on Tuesday. I never got a chance to properly say goodbye to him in his final moments thanks to the COVID mess and I’m falling apart because of it. I hope you and your family are doing better😊 but I thought I’d share my story too. Stay strong.
thank you for sharing your story, I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I'm sure he was a great man and loved you dearly
@@racheladelaide4295 Thank you. Sometimes a few caring words go a long ways in helping others😊 your father seems like a true hero...an inspiration. I’m sure he’s looking down on you and your family with a warm smile as he stands at the side of Jesus. May you and your family stay strong and safe. Thank you for listening. It means a lot.
My father who is 53 is on hospice care at home . He had a brain tumor (Glioblastoma) they removed it or what they could see and he was doing chemo and radiation . He had 2 weeks left of it and started feeling really sick with headaches and he kept falling . He went into the hospital and they released him the next day and then a few days later he went back in and he started having hiccups and couldn’t eat or use the bathroom without a catheter. They said his cancer has come back into his spine and they said there’s nothing more they could do . He only has a few weeks . That’s my best friend
my heart goes out to you. the pain of not only losing your father but also your best friend is unbearable, especially the days just waiting until he is out of his suffering. please keep me updated and know that you can always DM me if you need to talk. ❤️
There’s so much I want to say to him but it’s like every time I sit next to him all I can seem to say is I love you . I feel like me saying more would be me saying goodbye and I’m not ready to say that yet
@@langford1214 i completely understand that. there was so much i wanted to say to my dad but i didn’t want to say goodbye. i wish i had said more, so i encourage you to tell him everything that is on your mind, even if it’s hard for you it helps with the healing process later on. sending you all my love i am so sorry you have to go through this
Update : my dad is still holding on and doing okay . He’s still on hospice . When he came home from the hospital he slept for 3 weeks and then after thanksgiving he woke up and was awake a lot more and still had a hard time getting up. He got his catheter out in December after having it in for a month and is using the bathroom on his own and walking around but holding onto things . He’s speech seems to be getting a little worse than it was . He gets very aggravated sometimes . But other than that he seems to be doing okay . He gets very emotional sometimes
I lost my dad to cancer, im so sorry for your loss. My dad has ben gone for 12 years and it still feels like it was yesterday he was my best friend and im sure your dad was yours im sorry for your loss I know what your going through.
i just found out yesterday that my dad have brain cancer and i really dont know what to do and i know nothing about brain cancer
@maria daza thank you, but did you lost the person? or is the person still alive today
hey honey , I lost my dad to bran cancer . Just stay strong❤️
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I’m truly sorry. I’m not sure if you’re gonna see this comment but it’s okay. It’s been almost a month since my dad passed away. It happened on my 16th birthday, July 29th. I don’t know how I feel. I want to cry but I can’t, I just feel numb. He had prostate cancer for five years but this last year was horrible. He didn’t deserve this, he suffered too much. I felt bad cause I couldn’t really do anything to help and it makes me feel guilty in some way. I miss him, i see my friends talking to their fathers, knowing that mine isn’t around anymore. It’s sad and weird at the same time:/ I feel like he’s out and he’s gonna come home later. Anyway i don’t have much to say, I just wish things would have turned out differently.
I’m so sorry for your loss. It’s so hard losing someone so close and dear. I just recently lost my best friend in September to suicide. She was one of the happiest people I’ve ever met. The day before she did it she sat there and told me how she can’t wait to open up her own tattoo shop. I understand the picture that never goes away. I replay the call I got that morning over and over in my head. I think you’re so brave for being able to talk about this. I have a really hard time even talking about her without breaking down. You’re so strong and you’ll get through this. Grief is such a hard thing to deal with. Try to keep your head up and remember to take care of yourself. It’s so easy to get engulfed by all the grief. He might be gone, but don’t forget he’s near and always watching you. I know we don’t know each other, but know I’m thinking about you and your family. 💓
such a sweet message, thank you so much for sharing❤️
I lost my dad on 21st October 2021 he was 57 years old. I couldn’t say good bye too. He was all fine the day before and next day he got an heart attack which he couldn’t figure out because he had BP and diabetes and couldn’t feel any pain. He went to the hospital to change his medication but never returned back.
Rachel, love and hugs from my heart to you about Dad!!! 💜💜🤗🤗
Hello I went through a lot last 2 years,my mom passed away in 2019 from a cancer ,and after I coping up from my mom’s dead ,this year August my sister got married,after 1 week me and my father got covid 19 and after 1 month fro that day my dad passed away I prayed a lot but nothing happened he passed away,now I’m all alone at my home I’m not happy like before and my faith also fading away little by little but I still trust god I want to know how to stay alone because I’m getting afraid sometimes I feel like no one is with me and no one will take care of me like my father and mother,if I got sick who is going to take care of me like that kind of thoughts coming to my mind,can you please tell me how to be happy again and how to make my faith stronger again thank you so much god bless you 🙏🏻
hi honey, i’m so sorry for everything you have gone through. please DM me on instagram so we can talk!!!! @rach.adelaide