**(Contains spoilers for the game Doki-doki Literature Club)** This song,「Kyu-kurarin」 was likely inspired by the game 'Doki-doki Literature Club'. Kurari-chan, the girl in the MV, is like a mirror image of Sayori, character from Doki doki Literature Club. Similar to her, Kurari also feels trapped in a repetitive, meaningless cycle, and feeling numb due to monotony of her daily routine. Kurari expresses the fear of waking up to a meaningless tomorrow, which mirrors Sayori's words, "There's no reason to get out of bed". Ultimately, Kurari fails to turn off her seventh alarm, meaning she failed to turn off the alarm on Sunday since there are 7 days in a week. This may be a reminder of Sayori's suicide, which was on Sunday. Near the end of the MV, a guy can be seen hugging Kurari. Sayori was also last seen crying whilst being hugged by the mc. The song ends with 「ちゅうぶらりん」 (hanging in the air), which is a phrase that Monika used on the festival day. That phrase implies Sayori's suicide by hanging, and it is possible to interpret that Kurari also hung herself.
When I hear this song for the first time, I tought this song just a normal happy song. When the character possition start to change, I immedietly got a bad feeling. Then, when 1:58 started, I immedietly got ddlc ptsd The worst part is IT WAS 2AM
I didnt realize the change in the instrumental in the 2nd verse further symbolizing that there is something wrong, thanks for this i learned something new about the song
Will stetson ver. Jumping loud, I wail out Glancing time is, ticking down Surely, surely, staring back at me 8 o'clock has waved goodbye to leave Face gone pale, I wail out Glad that everything simmers down Pink I think, the flowers blooming free Beat, the heat, enduring through the peace But surely there’s a bud that struggles yet to bloom, it’s Bound together and barely breaking Oh what a fool, a tragedy Ahh, let me freeze into a fossil Ahh, like the little flower pot I’ll Smile, there in the darkest days It’s all I ever managed anyway I’ll never banish all the loneliness If it’s discovered, what’ll happen to this? Ahh, I’m here, your neighbor waiting for you! My heart, it beats up anew Hey when, I tumble asleep And I wake up to the beat I can never retrieve A cause to leave Or to get up and be What morning me will need Is there a peace Left for me? Jumping loud, I wail out Glancing time is, ticking down Backing up I turn away to leave “See you then…” I mumble in the heat Clarity had found me First, beating joy or pretty feelings Reminiscing, sun way out of reach Passing by, these days adrift at sea, it’s Horribly hard, just managing Ahh, soon you’ll see the truth of the act Ahh, God I hope to stay in tact I’ll Smile, faking again this time All that I love will always leave my side I wish for a future so clear and bright While feeling ever more I’m being eaten alive And now, I cry but couldn’t manage to scream My heart refuses to beat Ahh, surely there’s a sky prismatic Ahh, alive and shining a pretty light I had never wanted just to run away Surely, these things all each belong in place Right, nothing more is left to do My heart, it beats up anew So, it seems, the days are closing in around me And the flowers bud that slowly withered So putrid, it’s a filthy repulsive thing Innocent, sweet Ahh, let me turn into a curse just Ahh, “Stop it and erase the burden” I cry Cause beating around my head Noise and the static sound is all that’s left I’ll never banish all the loneliness If it’s discovered, what’ll happen to this? Ahh, the girl, it seems was right as could be I’ll never see it… Ahh, I’ll find a way to keep on going Ahh, pain is never stopping or slowing Even when it’s all wasted breath Such is the penance for your loveliness You may be the kindest that I’ve ever known If I cry and hug you, I may never let go The final scene was surely that kind of dream My heart escapes in the breeze
Urusaku naita mojiban wo miteta Kitto kitto kagami goshi hachiji sugi no nioi Shiraketa kao kawatte nakute yokatta Pinku no ueki bachi no guchogucho shita Kkokoro no soba ni ookiku sodatta mono Musubareta tsubomi ga konna ni mo orokashii Aa kaseki ni nacchimau yo Aa toritsukurotteitai na Chanto waraenakya ne Taishita torie mo nai kara Karappo ga umaranai koto Zenbu baretetara dou shiyou Aa anata no migi donari Watashi kyuu kurarin Tatoeba konya nemutte Mezameta toki ni okiru riyuu ga Hitotsu mo mitsukaranai Asa ga kitara watashi wa dou suru? Urusaku naita mojiban wo miteta Ippo ippo atozusari “mata ashita ne” to potsuri yorokobi yori ando ga saki ni kichatta Omoide nishibi goshi utsuru komaka na hibi ga Konna ni mo osoroshii Aa anata ga shitte shimau Aa toritsukurotteitai na Chanto waraenakya ne Taisetsu ga kowarechau kara Shiawase na asu wo negau kedo Sokonashi no kodoku wo dou shiyou Mou umekigoe shika denai Watashi gyuu gurarin Aa niji ga kakatte iru sora Kirei to omoitakute Kogarete wa nigerarenai koto Minna ni wa kudaranai koto Mou dou shiyou mo nai no Watashi kyuu kurarin Soba ni taguriyoseta matsuro Karе ochita tsubomi ga Konna ni mo kegarawashikute Ijirashii Aa noroi ni nacchimau yo Aa “akirameta” ttе iwanakucha Atama no naka de noizu ga nariyamanai kara Karappo ga umaranai koto Zenbu baretetara dou shiyou Aa ano ko no iu toori Owari nan da Aa shiawase ni nacchimau yo Aa ushinau no ga tsurai na Zenbu muda ni nattara Aishita batsu wo ukeru kara Hidoku yasashii anata no Mune de naketa nara dou shiyou Saigo mita no wa sonna yume Watashi chuu burarin
Lyrics: Jumping loud, I wail out Glancing time is, ticking down Surely, surely, staring back at me 8 oclock has waved goodbye to leave Face gone pale, I wail out Glad that everything simmers down Pink I think, the flowers blooming free Beat, the heat, enduring through the peace But surely there’s a bud that struggles yet to bloom, it’s Bound together and barely breaking Oh what a fool, a tragedy Ahh, let me freeze into a fossil Ahh, like the little flower pot I’ll Smile, there in the darkest days It’s all I ever managed anyway I’ll never banish all the loneliness If it’s discovered, what’ll happen to this? Ahh, I’m here, your neighbor waiting for you! My heart, it beats up anew Hey when, I tumble asleep And I wake up to the beat I can never retrieve A cause to leave Or to get up and be What morning me will need Is there a peace Left for me? Jumping loud, I wail out Glancing time is, ticking down Backing up I turn away to leave “See you then…” I mumble in the heat Clarity had found me First, beating joy or pretty feelings Reminiscing, sun way out of reach Passing by, these days adrift at sea, it’s Horribly hard, just managing Ahh, soon you’ll see the truth of the act Ahh, God I hope to stay in tact I’ll Smile, faking again this time All that I love will always leave my side I wish for a future so clear and bright While feeling ever more I’m being eaten alive And now, I cry but couldn’t manage to scream My heart refuses to beat Ahh, surely there’s a sky prismatic Ahh, alive and shining a pretty light I had never wanted just to run away Surely, these things all each belong in place Right, nothing more is left to do My heart, it beats up anew So, it seems, the days are closing in around me And the flowers bud that slowly withered So putrid, it’s a filthy repulsive thing Innocent, sweet Ahh, let me turn into a curse just Ahh, “Stop it and erase the burden” I cry Cause beating around my head Noise and the static sound is all that’s left I’ll never banish all the loneliness If it’s discovered, what’ll happen to this? Ahh, the girl, it seems was right as could be I’ll never see it… Ahh, I’ll find a way to keep on going Ahh, pain is never stopping or slowing Even when it’s all wasted breath Such is the penance for your loveliness You may be the kindest that I’ve ever known If I cry and hug you, I may never let go The final scene was surely that kind of dream My heart escapes in the breeze
Ku terus memandangi Jam yang berdetak itu Melalui cermin, ku mencium Bau jam delapan lewat Wajahku yang mati, ku senang tetap sama Tepat di samping jantung Pot bunga pink yang basah kuyup Mereka terikat kuncupnya Betapa bodohnya, diriku ini Ahh kan berubah jadi fosil Ahh ingin ku sembunyikannya Aku harus tersenyum Karena aku tidak berharga Apa yang harus ku lakukan Jika tidak mengisi kekosongan ini Ahh tetap di sebelah diriku Ku merasa kyu-kurarin Katakanlah aku tertidur Saat membuka mata Tak dapat menemukan alasannya Untuk bangkit,karena ini Apa yang harus ku lakukan? Aku terus memandangi,jam yang berdetak itu Selangkah demi selangkah "Sampai jumpa besok" kataku Kelegaan datang Aku mengingat suaranya Di bawah sinar matahari yang akan segera terbenam Betapa menakutkannya Ah kau akan mengetahui- Aku hanya ingin bersembunyi Aku harus tersenyum Yang penting akan hancur Meski aku berdoa untuk esok Dengan kesepian yang tiada akhir ini Aku tidak bisa berbuat apa-apa Akulah kyu-kurarin Ahh pelangi terlukis di langit Aku ingin merangkul indahnya Dan gagal melepaskan diri Hal yang tidak menarik siapapun Aku tidak tahu berbuat apa lagi Akulah kyu-kurarin Aku menyeret ujungnya ke sisiku Kuncup bunga yang layu Sangat kotor, menyedihkan Ahh berubah menjadi kutukan Ahh ku mengatakan "aku menyerah" Karena di kepalaku Suara itu tidak mau berhenti Apa yang seharusnya kulakukan Jika tak bisa mengisi kekosongan itu Seperti yang dia katakan Semua akan berakhir Ahh aku akan bahagia Ahh sakit sekali kehilangannya Jika semuanya sia sia Aku akan memikul salib jatuh cinta Apa yang harus kulakukan, jika berakhir seperti ini? Akhirnya aku bermimpi seperti itu Aku tetap begini
Came here after watching Axel Syrios cover. That cover was so brilliant and now I hear Axel's voice in my head while singing this karaoke😂❤ Thanks, Kwairu🫂✨️
English Lyrics (Full credits to Nezu!) Here I am just wailing I'm glancing at the dial Clearly, clearly, mirror I can see 8 o'clock arriving, leaving free My face turning all pale Nothing has really changed, I'm so glad. Pinkish flowerpot right next to me, This heart is just getting really soaked up So it is an overgrown and swollen bud now. Seemingly I'm getting all entangled. If so then that's stupid of me. Ahh, guess I'll turn into a fossil. Ahh, wanna keep up all the acting. Surely, I have to smile again. I don't really have anything going for me. I can't fill this gaping emptiness If someone finds out what will happen to this? Ahh, The neighbor to your right and my heart- beats and my head's fuzzy. So here I say, when tonight I hit the hay. when I open my own eyes, And I can't seem to find, my own reason, to get up from my bed. When the morning comes, I'll ask myself what to do? Here I am just wailing I'm glancing at the dial Backing, backing, one step at a time. "See you next day", letting out a sigh. Slowly getting better right just before any sort of joy. Reminiscing, staring at the dusk Simply passing through all of the worst days. So unbelievably frightening. Ahh, guess that you will find it out Ahh, want to keep up all the acting. Surely, I have to smile again. All precious things to me will start to break I'm wishing for a happy tomorrow This abyss of loneliness, what do I know? Oh, I can't scream anymore and my heart aches and I feel dizzy. Ahh, wanting to believe that a sky has rainbows filling with loveliness. What I'm yearning for is not to run away We're finding things that we will throw away But there is nothing done and my heart beats and, my head's fuzzy. So be it, these final days are ending on my side This bud is getting dry and shriveled. So unbelievably filthy yet so innocently Ahh, guess I'll turn into a curse now. Ahh, guess I have to say "I've given up" Because running in my head, the static noise and voice I hear will never stop I can't fill this gaping emptiness If someone finds out what will happen to this? Ahh, It's just like what he has said and it is over Ahh, I guess I'll end up being happy Ahh, maybe it would hurt me from the pain If everything ends in vain, I guess I'll bear the cross for having loved today I can really tell that you're so very nice. Crying in your chest 'cause I don't know what's the price. What I saw in the end was a dream My heart hangs in the scene.
Eu olhei para o relógio barulhento Com certeza, com certeza as 8 da manhã já vieram e se foram Estou feliz que minha cara desimpressionada não mudou Ao lado do coração encharcado da flor rosa Há um broto que cresceu demais, inchado, emaranhado nela É tão tolo Ah, eu vou me transformar em um fóssil Ah, eu quero continuar fingindo Eu tenho que sorrir, já que não há nada para mim Eu não consigo preencher esse vazio, o que eu faço se ele transbordar? Ah, a vizinha ao lado Meu coração acelera, mente embaçada Por exemplo, quando eu acordar amanhã Não conseguirei encontrar nenhuma razão para me levantar O que eu deveria fazer quando a manhã chegar? Eu olhei para o relógio barulhento Recuando um passo de cada vez, eu murmuro: Te vejo amanhã O alívio veio antes de qualquer tipo de alegria Pelo pôr do Sol nostálgico, dá para ver as pequenas rachaduras É incrivelmente assustador Ah, você irá descobrir Ah, eu quero continuar fingindo Eu tenho que sorrir, ou as coisas preciosas para mim irão quebrar Eu desejo por um amanhã feliz, mas o que farei com esse abismo de solidão? Eu já não posso mais nem gritar Meu coração falha, mente tonta Ah, eu quero pensar que um céu cheio de arco-íris é bonito O que eu desejo é ser incapaz de fugir Para todos, são coisas insignificantes Ugh, mas não há nada que eu possa fazer sobre isso Meu coração acelera, mente embaçada Os últimos dias estão fechando para mim Este broto murcho é tão sujo Tão inocente Ah, eu vou virar uma maldição Ah, eu tenho que dizer que desisti Se não o ruído na minha cabeça não vai parar Eu não consigo preencher esse vazio, o que eu faço se ele transbordar? Ah, é o fim como ela disse Ah, eu me tornarei feliz Ah, perder as coisas é doloroso Se tudo se tornar inútil, vou receber a punição de ter amado Você é tão, tão gentil, se eu chorar no seu peito, o que fará? Esse foi o sonho que eu vi no final Meu coração está pendurado no ar
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**(Contains spoilers for the game Doki-doki Literature Club)**
This song,「Kyu-kurarin」 was likely inspired by the game 'Doki-doki Literature Club'.
Kurari-chan, the girl in the MV, is like a mirror image of Sayori, character from Doki doki Literature Club. Similar to her, Kurari also feels trapped in a repetitive, meaningless cycle, and feeling numb due to monotony of her daily routine.
Kurari expresses the fear of waking up to a meaningless tomorrow, which mirrors Sayori's words, "There's no reason to get out of bed". Ultimately, Kurari fails to turn off her seventh alarm, meaning she failed to turn off the alarm on Sunday since there are 7 days in a week. This may be a reminder of Sayori's suicide, which was on Sunday.
Near the end of the MV, a guy can be seen hugging Kurari. Sayori was also last seen crying whilst being hugged by the mc. The song ends with 「ちゅうぶらりん」 (hanging in the air), which is a phrase that Monika used on the festival day. That phrase implies Sayori's suicide by hanging, and it is possible to interpret that Kurari also hung herself.
When I hear this song for the first time, I tought this song just a normal happy song. When the character possition start to change, I immedietly got a bad feeling. Then, when 1:58 started, I immedietly got ddlc ptsd
The worst part is
IT WAS 2AM
I just finished reading the comment, I was thinking that Kurari got saved by the character who hug her. But now, It's even worse. Thanks 😁💀
@@MartabakGurihWhen I read the meaning of the lyrics, I was… stunned.
Also "ahh, ano ko no iu to-ri" (ah, as that girl said), I think "that girl" may be Monika, because she enhanced her depression, that's what I think
As soon as I heard the song, I was just like “SAYORI SONG?”
Iyowa's instrumentals always slaying
Traumatized mizuki
mizu5
MIZU5 PFP ON YT SPOTTED?
@@cbtpurworejo5210tbf mizu5 was pretty big in terms of a Pjsk event I wouldn’t be so surprised abt seeing ppl with it as their pfps😭
I didnt realize the change in the instrumental in the 2nd verse further symbolizing that there is something wrong, thanks for this i learned something new about the song
Will stetson ver.
Jumping loud, I wail out
Glancing time is, ticking down
Surely, surely, staring back at me
8 o'clock has waved goodbye to leave
Face gone pale, I wail out
Glad that everything simmers down
Pink I think, the flowers blooming free
Beat, the heat, enduring through the peace
But surely there’s a bud that struggles yet to bloom, it’s
Bound together and barely breaking
Oh what a fool, a tragedy
Ahh, let me freeze into a fossil
Ahh, like the little flower pot I’ll
Smile, there in the darkest days
It’s all I ever managed anyway
I’ll never banish all the loneliness
If it’s discovered, what’ll happen to this?
Ahh, I’m here, your neighbor waiting for you!
My heart, it beats up anew
Hey when, I tumble asleep
And I wake up to the beat
I can never retrieve
A cause to leave
Or to get up and be
What morning me will need
Is there a peace
Left for me?
Jumping loud, I wail out
Glancing time is, ticking down
Backing up I turn away to leave
“See you then…” I mumble in the heat
Clarity had found me
First, beating joy or pretty feelings
Reminiscing, sun way out of reach
Passing by, these days adrift at sea, it’s
Horribly hard, just managing
Ahh, soon you’ll see the truth of the act
Ahh, God I hope to stay in tact I’ll
Smile, faking again this time
All that I love will always leave my side
I wish for a future so clear and bright
While feeling ever more I’m being eaten alive
And now, I cry but couldn’t manage to scream
My heart refuses to beat
Ahh, surely there’s a sky prismatic
Ahh, alive and shining a pretty light
I had never wanted just to run away
Surely, these things all each belong in place
Right, nothing more is left to do
My heart, it beats up anew
So, it seems, the days are closing in around me
And the flowers bud that slowly withered
So putrid, it’s a filthy repulsive thing
Innocent, sweet
Ahh, let me turn into a curse just
Ahh, “Stop it and erase the burden” I cry
Cause beating around my head
Noise and the static sound is all that’s left
I’ll never banish all the loneliness
If it’s discovered, what’ll happen to this?
Ahh, the girl, it seems was right as could be
I’ll never see it…
Ahh, I’ll find a way to keep on going
Ahh, pain is never stopping or slowing
Even when it’s all wasted breath
Such is the penance for your loveliness
You may be the kindest that I’ve ever known
If I cry and hug you, I may never let go
The final scene was surely that kind of dream
My heart escapes in the breeze
bruh even Will stetson ver!? your the best!
how did you know. thank you.
This song makes me feel pretty
Real
not real i stay ugly 24/7
i just love the instrumental lol
How i feel singing this with my different voice:🎉😂💀💀
My voice :
High -> deep -> very deep -> Out of breath -> *SINGS WHILE BREATHES IN* -> normal
Reminder 🎉
Thank you for making this! This is probably one of my favourite vocaloid songs of all time :DD
Urusaku naita mojiban wo miteta
Kitto kitto kagami goshi hachiji sugi no nioi
Shiraketa kao kawatte nakute yokatta
Pinku no ueki bachi no guchogucho shita
Kkokoro no soba ni ookiku sodatta mono
Musubareta tsubomi ga konna ni mo orokashii
Aa kaseki ni nacchimau yo
Aa toritsukurotteitai na
Chanto waraenakya ne
Taishita torie mo nai kara
Karappo ga umaranai koto
Zenbu baretetara dou shiyou
Aa anata no migi donari
Watashi kyuu kurarin
Tatoeba konya nemutte
Mezameta toki ni okiru riyuu ga
Hitotsu mo mitsukaranai
Asa ga kitara watashi wa dou suru?
Urusaku naita mojiban wo miteta
Ippo ippo atozusari
“mata ashita ne” to potsuri yorokobi yori ando ga saki ni kichatta
Omoide nishibi goshi utsuru komaka na hibi ga
Konna ni mo osoroshii
Aa anata ga shitte shimau
Aa toritsukurotteitai na
Chanto waraenakya ne
Taisetsu ga kowarechau kara
Shiawase na asu wo negau kedo
Sokonashi no kodoku wo dou shiyou
Mou umekigoe shika denai
Watashi gyuu gurarin
Aa niji ga kakatte iru sora
Kirei to omoitakute
Kogarete wa nigerarenai koto
Minna ni wa kudaranai koto
Mou dou shiyou mo nai no
Watashi kyuu kurarin
Soba ni taguriyoseta matsuro
Karе ochita tsubomi ga
Konna ni mo kegarawashikute
Ijirashii
Aa noroi ni nacchimau yo
Aa “akirameta” ttе iwanakucha
Atama no naka de noizu ga nariyamanai kara
Karappo ga umaranai koto
Zenbu baretetara dou shiyou
Aa ano ko no iu toori
Owari nan da
Aa shiawase ni nacchimau yo
Aa ushinau no ga tsurai na
Zenbu muda ni nattara
Aishita batsu wo ukeru kara
Hidoku yasashii anata no
Mune de naketa nara dou shiyou
Saigo mita no wa sonna yume
Watashi chuu burarin
うるさく鳴いた 文字盤を見てた
きっときっと鏡越し 8時過ぎのにおい
しらけた顔 変わってなくてよかった
ピンクの植木鉢の ぐちょぐちょした
心のそばに 大きく育ったもの
結ばれたつぼみが こんなにも愚かしい
ああ 化石になっちまうよ
ああ 取り繕っていたいな
ちゃんと笑えなきゃね
大した取り柄も無いから
空っぽが埋まらないこと
全部ばれてたらどうしよう
ああ あなたの右どなり
わたし きゅうくらりん
例えば 今夜眠って
目覚めたときに 起きる理由が
ひとつも見つからない
朝が来たら わたしはどうする?
うるさく鳴いた 文字盤を見てた
一歩一歩あとずさり 「また明日ね」とぽつり
喜びより 安堵が先に来ちゃった
思い出西日越し うつるこまかなヒビが
こんなにも恐ろしい
ああ あなたが知ってしまう
ああ 取り繕っていたいな
ちゃんと笑えなきゃね
大切が壊れちゃうから
幸せな明日を願うけど
底なしの孤独をどうしよう
もう うめき声しか出ない
わたし ぎゅうぐらりん
ああ 虹がかかっている空
きれいと思いたくて
焦がれては逃げられないこと
みんなにはくだらないこと
もう どうしようもないの
わたし きゅうくらりん
そばにたぐりよせた末路
枯れ落ちたつぼみが
こんなにも汚らわしくて
いじらしい
ああ 呪いになっちまうよ
ああ 「あきらめた」って言わなくちゃ
頭の中で ノイズが鳴りやまないから
空っぽが埋まらないこと
全部ばれてたらどうしよう
ああ あの子の言うとおり
終わりなんだ
ああ 幸せになっちまうよ
ああ 失うのがつらいな
全部ムダになったら
愛した罰を受けるから
ひどく優しいあなたの
胸で泣けたならどうしよう
最後 見たのはそんな夢
わたし ちゅうぶらりん
.
te amo
Lyrics:
Jumping loud, I wail out
Glancing time is, ticking down
Surely, surely, staring back at me
8 oclock has waved goodbye to leave
Face gone pale, I wail out
Glad that everything simmers down
Pink I think, the flowers blooming free
Beat, the heat, enduring through the peace
But surely there’s a bud that struggles yet to bloom, it’s
Bound together and barely breaking
Oh what a fool, a tragedy
Ahh, let me freeze into a fossil
Ahh, like the little flower pot I’ll
Smile, there in the darkest days
It’s all I ever managed anyway
I’ll never banish all the loneliness
If it’s discovered, what’ll happen to this?
Ahh, I’m here, your neighbor waiting for you!
My heart, it beats up anew
Hey when, I tumble asleep
And I wake up to the beat
I can never retrieve
A cause to leave
Or to get up and be
What morning me will need
Is there a peace
Left for me?
Jumping loud, I wail out
Glancing time is, ticking down
Backing up I turn away to leave
“See you then…” I mumble in the heat
Clarity had found me
First, beating joy or pretty feelings
Reminiscing, sun way out of reach
Passing by, these days adrift at sea, it’s
Horribly hard, just managing
Ahh, soon you’ll see the truth of the act
Ahh, God I hope to stay in tact I’ll
Smile, faking again this time
All that I love will always leave my side
I wish for a future so clear and bright
While feeling ever more I’m being eaten alive
And now, I cry but couldn’t manage to scream
My heart refuses to beat
Ahh, surely there’s a sky prismatic
Ahh, alive and shining a pretty light
I had never wanted just to run away
Surely, these things all each belong in place
Right, nothing more is left to do
My heart, it beats up anew
So, it seems, the days are closing in around me
And the flowers bud that slowly withered
So putrid, it’s a filthy repulsive thing
Innocent, sweet
Ahh, let me turn into a curse just
Ahh, “Stop it and erase the burden” I cry
Cause beating around my head
Noise and the static sound is all that’s left
I’ll never banish all the loneliness
If it’s discovered, what’ll happen to this?
Ahh, the girl, it seems was right as could be
I’ll never see it…
Ahh, I’ll find a way to keep on going
Ahh, pain is never stopping or slowing
Even when it’s all wasted breath
Such is the penance for your loveliness
You may be the kindest that I’ve ever known
If I cry and hug you, I may never let go
The final scene was surely that kind of dream
My heart escapes in the breeze
Will Stetson?
yes
In Will Stetson we thrust
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IS ANYONE GONNA NOTICE "KYU-KURARIN" KIND OF MATCHES KWAIRU'S NAME??????
Thanks you for making this!
I love it!
Now i can sing this sone thank you
Ku terus memandangi
Jam yang berdetak itu
Melalui cermin, ku mencium
Bau jam delapan lewat
Wajahku yang mati, ku senang tetap sama
Tepat di samping jantung
Pot bunga pink yang basah kuyup
Mereka terikat kuncupnya
Betapa bodohnya, diriku ini
Ahh kan berubah jadi fosil
Ahh ingin ku sembunyikannya
Aku harus tersenyum
Karena aku tidak berharga
Apa yang harus ku lakukan
Jika tidak mengisi kekosongan ini
Ahh tetap di sebelah diriku
Ku merasa kyu-kurarin
Katakanlah aku tertidur
Saat membuka mata
Tak dapat menemukan alasannya
Untuk bangkit,karena ini
Apa yang harus ku lakukan?
Aku terus memandangi,jam yang berdetak itu
Selangkah demi selangkah
"Sampai jumpa besok" kataku
Kelegaan datang
Aku mengingat suaranya
Di bawah sinar matahari yang akan segera terbenam
Betapa menakutkannya
Ah kau akan mengetahui-
Aku hanya ingin bersembunyi
Aku harus tersenyum
Yang penting akan hancur
Meski aku berdoa untuk esok
Dengan kesepian yang tiada akhir ini
Aku tidak bisa berbuat apa-apa
Akulah kyu-kurarin
Ahh pelangi terlukis di langit
Aku ingin merangkul indahnya
Dan gagal melepaskan diri
Hal yang tidak menarik siapapun
Aku tidak tahu berbuat apa lagi
Akulah kyu-kurarin
Aku menyeret ujungnya ke sisiku
Kuncup bunga yang layu
Sangat kotor, menyedihkan
Ahh berubah menjadi kutukan
Ahh ku mengatakan "aku menyerah"
Karena di kepalaku
Suara itu tidak mau berhenti
Apa yang seharusnya kulakukan
Jika tak bisa mengisi kekosongan itu
Seperti yang dia katakan
Semua akan berakhir
Ahh aku akan bahagia
Ahh sakit sekali kehilangannya
Jika semuanya sia sia
Aku akan memikul salib jatuh cinta
Apa yang harus kulakukan, jika berakhir seperti ini?
Akhirnya aku bermimpi seperti itu
Aku tetap begini
Came here after watching Axel Syrios cover. That cover was so brilliant and now I hear Axel's voice in my head while singing this karaoke😂❤ Thanks, Kwairu🫂✨️
I JUST CAME HERE BC OF AXELS COVER TOO 😭😭😭
can someone help is there an instrument for that flute thing for the melody or something
Needed this to complete that one fanmade chart 😞
1:19 ATE FOR ME
i love this omg
I am first!
English Lyrics (Full credits to Nezu!)
Here I am just wailing
I'm glancing at the dial
Clearly, clearly, mirror I can see
8 o'clock arriving, leaving free
My face turning all pale
Nothing has really changed, I'm so glad.
Pinkish flowerpot right next to me,
This heart is just getting really soaked up
So it is an overgrown and swollen bud now.
Seemingly I'm getting all entangled.
If so then that's stupid of me.
Ahh, guess I'll turn into a fossil.
Ahh, wanna keep up all the acting.
Surely, I have to smile again.
I don't really have anything going for me.
I can't fill this gaping emptiness
If someone finds out what will happen to this?
Ahh,
The neighbor to your right and my heart-
beats and my head's fuzzy.
So here I say, when tonight I hit the hay.
when I open my own eyes,
And I can't seem to find,
my own reason,
to get up from my bed.
When the morning comes,
I'll ask myself
what to do?
Here I am just wailing
I'm glancing at the dial
Backing, backing, one step at a time.
"See you next day", letting out a sigh.
Slowly getting better
right just before any sort of joy.
Reminiscing, staring at the dusk
Simply passing through all of the worst days.
So unbelievably frightening.
Ahh, guess that you will find it out
Ahh, want to keep up all the acting.
Surely, I have to smile again.
All precious things to me will start to break
I'm wishing for a happy tomorrow
This abyss of loneliness, what do I know?
Oh, I can't scream anymore and my heart
aches and I feel dizzy.
Ahh, wanting to believe that a sky has
rainbows filling with loveliness.
What I'm yearning for is not to run away
We're finding things that we will throw away
But there is nothing done and my heart
beats and, my head's fuzzy.
So be it, these final days are ending on my side
This bud is getting dry and shriveled.
So unbelievably filthy
yet so innocently
Ahh, guess I'll turn into a curse now.
Ahh, guess I have to say "I've given up"
Because running in my head,
the static noise and voice I hear will never stop
I can't fill this gaping emptiness
If someone finds out what will happen to this?
Ahh,
It's just like what he has said and it is over
Ahh, I guess I'll end up being happy
Ahh, maybe it would hurt me from the pain
If everything ends in vain,
I guess I'll bear the cross for having loved today
I can really tell that you're so very nice.
Crying in your chest 'cause I don't know what's the price.
What I saw in the end was a dream
My heart hangs in the scene.
Eu olhei para o relógio barulhento
Com certeza, com certeza as 8 da manhã já vieram e se foram
Estou feliz que minha cara desimpressionada não mudou
Ao lado do coração encharcado da flor rosa
Há um broto que cresceu demais, inchado, emaranhado nela
É tão tolo
Ah, eu vou me transformar em um fóssil
Ah, eu quero continuar fingindo
Eu tenho que sorrir, já que não há nada para mim
Eu não consigo preencher esse vazio, o que eu faço se ele transbordar?
Ah, a vizinha ao lado
Meu coração acelera, mente embaçada
Por exemplo, quando eu acordar amanhã
Não conseguirei encontrar nenhuma razão para me levantar
O que eu deveria fazer quando a manhã chegar?
Eu olhei para o relógio barulhento
Recuando um passo de cada vez, eu murmuro: Te vejo amanhã
O alívio veio antes de qualquer tipo de alegria
Pelo pôr do Sol nostálgico, dá para ver as pequenas rachaduras
É incrivelmente assustador
Ah, você irá descobrir
Ah, eu quero continuar fingindo
Eu tenho que sorrir, ou as coisas preciosas para mim irão quebrar
Eu desejo por um amanhã feliz, mas o que farei com esse abismo de solidão?
Eu já não posso mais nem gritar
Meu coração falha, mente tonta
Ah, eu quero pensar que um céu cheio de arco-íris é bonito
O que eu desejo é ser incapaz de fugir
Para todos, são coisas insignificantes
Ugh, mas não há nada que eu possa fazer sobre isso
Meu coração acelera, mente embaçada
Os últimos dias estão fechando para mim
Este broto murcho é tão sujo
Tão inocente
Ah, eu vou virar uma maldição
Ah, eu tenho que dizer que desisti
Se não o ruído na minha cabeça não vai parar
Eu não consigo preencher esse vazio, o que eu faço se ele transbordar?
Ah, é o fim como ela disse
Ah, eu me tornarei feliz
Ah, perder as coisas é doloroso
Se tudo se tornar inútil, vou receber a punição de ter amado
Você é tão, tão gentil, se eu chorar no seu peito, o que fará?
Esse foi o sonho que eu vi no final
Meu coração está pendurado no ar
Can i use this for my cover? :(
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A. Please contact me for proper authorization. If a guide melody is credited in the description, it is not mine.
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