The spirit of rejection (Personal Testimony)

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  • @KLoBM
    @KLoBM Рік тому +8

    Thank you so much for this message. 🙏
    If anyone could pray for me, I am struggling to breakthrough and overcome this rejection that has made me feel so incredibly oppressed and helpless.
    I want to be free so that I can be a good wife and mother to my toddler.
    Any prayers would be so deeply appreciated.
    Thank you-God Bless,
    Katie

  • @FastLearners.
    @FastLearners. Рік тому +43

    Thank you so much Shawna for so wonderful and heat-touching, an overwhelming testimony about the spirit of rejection. I am a 46 year old woman, rejected and abused by my narcissistic mother till now (she has reduced but not stopped yet after some confrontations), recently I realized that there is a generational curse and many other curses upon me. I struggled with low self-esteem and low confidence, always foght for approval of my mother and other people, had two broken marriages. I felt so ashamed of all that and isolated myself so much from society as I am a pastor's daughter and was raised in a very strict Christian environment. Recently, I started understanding all these things deeply, cried a lot for being so unfortunate to go through all the sufferings and abuses but your testimony has surely provided a great hope and support.

  • @FaithMwende-tu6ly
    @FaithMwende-tu6ly Рік тому +25

    We pray that anyone who has been through the same thing will find peace and God will break the ties of rejection #one day we shall be genuinely happy

  • @keishahekpo3466
    @keishahekpo3466 Рік тому +7

    The Spirit of rejection and orphan Spirit tend to work hand in hand

  • @88royalty88
    @88royalty88 Рік тому +34

    Most of my relationships have been I would leave them before they can leave me so I wouldn't be hurt so this video was needed thank you. I have hear and also my mom has even said to me she wish she would have flushed me down the toilet all because I was late to school my heart was crushed but over the years she has said to other she wish she never had kids and never wanted them

    • @onawuma9178
      @onawuma9178 Рік тому +8

      It takes lots of prayers
      I was rejected and was fired from every job for decades.
      Also went into that mode I started to fire myself before they did.
      Just found out prayers that have started working for me.
      ""Speak to the earth by Dr olikoya, and also Myles is good.)

    • @madj7152
      @madj7152 4 місяці тому +1

      Oh my God. This explains my behaviour for 3 decades. I left relationships and jobs before they leave and fire me. 😢

    • @jamaica2010ism
      @jamaica2010ism 3 місяці тому +1

      I'm soooooo sorry.

    • @danilaroche1156
      @danilaroche1156 19 днів тому

      This spirit is very real. Very insidious. It will wreck all relationships. I had it. God delivered me.

  • @lizamena9124
    @lizamena9124 Рік тому +12

    Wow, this is 💯 me. I had to listen to this, like 3x. Thank you for putting words to the root of my problems. My upbringing was rough, and my mom was emotionally ditched. All I remember was her yelling, beatings, cuss words, and sleeping all the time. Now, years later, they diagnosed her with Schizophrenia and bipolar disorders.

    • @secktor677
      @secktor677 Рік тому

      Dat r demons after my newest research, pls watch derek prince.. A real teacher who has done all which was commanded. Here is a channel.. True Gospel.. Demon expelling.. Not like nowadays hollywood style. I believe u can discern.. He really got the ghost in him hich explains so greatly through him.. God bless u all everywhere n give u hope n strongness n show mercy on what he did 4 us. I really hope to se yall one day, after the last day when we get ressurectedcause we r in rev 13:7

    • @Jesuslovesherr
      @Jesuslovesherr Рік тому +2

      Schizophrenia is the spirit of double mindedness. Pray for her deliverance

  • @singa77777
    @singa77777 Місяць тому

    Thank you for this. I have been showing up in rejection mode for all my life and today I reject the spirit of rejection over my life in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

  • @lifetimeactor6789
    @lifetimeactor6789 10 місяців тому +1

    You said some things I hadn't heard before that I needed to hear. About survival mode, to stop always protecting oneself, and to love we have to let go & trust. Thank you so much!

  • @GoodHeartedSoul
    @GoodHeartedSoul 7 місяців тому +3

    Being on guard at all time outside of the house and sometimes inside of the house I can testify is the most unhealthy place to be in. I never learned to trust HIM since I was a kid and the same thing you have laid out is exactly what it is. There is no fun living this way. It's like going to work......not to work but to put on mask all day and constantly be on guard of people. Always lowballing yourself, leaving places quickly, always being ready to exist....GOD I will trust in you to heal of the trauma.

  • @ao4514
    @ao4514 Рік тому +7

    This is the reason why we have to educate ourselves with love and with wisdom!

  • @randycryer1214
    @randycryer1214 Рік тому +6

    Sis thank you for the encouragement and you described me to the t.and I don’t want to live like that anymore I’m gonna breathe let go and trust that God will give me the victory over these hindrances in my life your beautiful and God bless you please pray for me as I will pray for you and I know God was speaking to me through this video so praise God that he loves us so much

  • @breyannacarter54
    @breyannacarter54 2 місяці тому +3

    I accept it but i also felt uncomfortable and upset listening to you.. why does life have to be so hard.. born into trauma just to learn how to undo it.. this life makes Absolutely no sense.. the only one in my family doing the work .. life is tough..❤

  • @Shonen_Chakanza
    @Shonen_Chakanza Місяць тому

    ❤❤ survival mode! That's what got me. I had no simple word to describe my life from birth to giving my life to Jesus Christ who delivered me from the spirit of rejection. God has not rejected the people he chose from the beginning! Praise God! ❤i remind myself about this everyday! Living in a positive mode has helped me alot to cast this spirit out!

  • @ao4514
    @ao4514 Рік тому +12

    TrueKingdomLiving:I agree with you to some extent but we can't open up to everybody because some of our churches have become places of endermic gossip and backbiting so we have to be guarded as to who we open up to!

  • @deiontatebennett9022
    @deiontatebennett9022 Рік тому +3

    Thank you Jesus for this message ❤if u see this keep faith and hope in Jesus

  • @Onni_johnwickswife
    @Onni_johnwickswife Рік тому +6

    My sister, all praises for your testimony!!! This hit home in so many levels. I almost aborted my son (even though I never step foot in the clinic. I was thinking it and changed my mind hours before going to the clinic)
    So I’m connecting that spirit of rejection to my son’s behavior, I have chills.
    Could you do a Part 2 about the spirit of rejection?

  • @Freedomremoved
    @Freedomremoved Рік тому +2

    Wow! This is exactly were I am. Thank you Jesus for this precious daughter. It’s so sweet that the Lord can bring us together to help each other.

  • @danilaroche1156
    @danilaroche1156 19 днів тому

    My boyfriend, a man I loved deeply had a STRONG rejection spirit. That's the first thing I noticed about him. I discerned it immediately. I think he loved me but as soon as we hit a bump, he couldn't handle it. He couldn't communicate or work on the relationship. In hindsight, I'm glad he left! He had zero confidence.

  • @trinaa2726
    @trinaa2726 Рік тому +1

    Thank You Sister for your testimony. You helped me see myself and understand how I picked up this Spirit. I now understand what I need to do to battle this Spirit. God bless You for allowing Him to use you.

  • @GrowingGlowingw.God10
    @GrowingGlowingw.God10 Місяць тому

    You are speaking my exact experience. I resonate with every word and every experience

  • @dorothykozlowski5124
    @dorothykozlowski5124 Рік тому +5

    Spirit of Rejection, LEAVE HER!

  • @k3663-L
    @k3663-L Рік тому +1

    You just said in your testimony my life story, I could never put the way I felt into words for other people to understand my life and why I am the way I am. Thank you woman of God for allowing God to use you to set me free today. 🙏🏾

    • @LindaMarchinke
      @LindaMarchinke Рік тому +1

      God Bless You. I can't take any more rejection

  • @georgeofori7
    @georgeofori7 Рік тому +3

    This is the word of the Lord to me. God bless you 🙏🏾

  • @ahava2810
    @ahava2810 Рік тому +2

    It's very important to not self reject/ self abandon too

  • @danilaroche1156
    @danilaroche1156 19 днів тому

    Well done, sis!

  • @BritneyThomas-zr5yf
    @BritneyThomas-zr5yf 5 місяців тому +1

    OMG this women understands me .. God bless you 🙏

  • @tonyhill2744
    @tonyhill2744 4 місяці тому +1

    i can relate being born with a deformed left eye,and being ridiculed as a child, the damage it does to u mentally, why i never married

  • @ZandilePurityMiddleton
    @ZandilePurityMiddleton 4 місяці тому +2

    I desperately wish this lady can get straight to the point!!!!!!!😮😮😮

  • @johnmcateer4049
    @johnmcateer4049 2 роки тому +6

    There is freedom in love.

  • @vivianshitakha2023
    @vivianshitakha2023 Рік тому +5

    AMEN AMEN 🙏
    You have really touched my heart

  • @mrsmc2612
    @mrsmc2612 Рік тому +1

    Amen 🔥 living in the harvest I have sown.. such a revelation

  • @lw1524
    @lw1524 Рік тому

    Thanks for sharing!!! Just when you think you been delivered the walls go right back up in protection mode.

  • @grannyofeight8357
    @grannyofeight8357 3 місяці тому

    Wow Wow Wow!!! This message was definitely for me. I can relate to everything you mentioned and I’m in the process of walking in freedom. I’m so glad God allowed this video to show up today.

  • @josephc.wright6841
    @josephc.wright6841 Рік тому +2

    This was so perfectly said. God bless you True Kingdom Living. Your message shed light on so many things in my life. If I could I would give you a hug. I hope all is well with you and your family. Keep fighting the good fight. ❤

  • @marysanchez2981
    @marysanchez2981 Рік тому +3

    So much truth here..

  • @marinachoban2607
    @marinachoban2607 Рік тому +2

    Note to self intro goes about 8:00 min

  • @lindenyork2947
    @lindenyork2947 Рік тому

    Hi sister my first time on the channel The spirit of Rejection I hear you conformation thankyou lord ❤❤Thankyou venessa york SA

  • @DanielOrtiz-oe9lw
    @DanielOrtiz-oe9lw Рік тому

    This one was hard, because who you described was me. I just had a situation
    with this spirit . Please pray for my deliverance. Thank u so much for sharing. Sometimes u feel as if u are the only one. God Bless!

  • @chrisruth2040
    @chrisruth2040 Рік тому +1

    God Bless you. This help had spirit of rejection open eyes to pattern of behavior.

  • @TeamJesus515
    @TeamJesus515 8 місяців тому

    Father we Thank You for wisdom and your Grace

  • @deiontatebennett9022
    @deiontatebennett9022 Рік тому +1

    I’ve had the same problem 🤦🏽‍♂️💯‼️🗣🩸thank you for showing me how to deal with spirt of rejection 😢

  • @k.b.edwards7071
    @k.b.edwards7071 Рік тому

    What a good sound massage, thank you my sister love you God bless

  • @valenciawalker6498
    @valenciawalker6498 10 місяців тому

    Thank you , for sharing, I always wondered about this. God Bless🙏🏽🕊

  • @Imcooolbro
    @Imcooolbro Рік тому +14

    I’ve always been rejected and pick on since I was a kid and I’m 43 now😢

    • @onawuma9178
      @onawuma9178 Рік тому

      Utube video for prayers, type in speak to the earth.

    • @onawuma9178
      @onawuma9178 Рік тому

      Especially Dr olikoya explains it so beautifully.

    • @monasky6693
      @monasky6693 5 місяців тому +1

      Me too someone always wants to hit or fight me or betray me. From birth & I'm now 39. It seems there is nothing to fix this so I don't care to be alive. When I was a child I always hoped when I grew up things would get better but it never did

  • @ashajaylaclerk4145
    @ashajaylaclerk4145 Рік тому +1

    Your story was refreshing and relatable to me this morning. This was me in my adolescent years after experiencing rejection. Thank you for this. New Sub.

  • @shilohnow
    @shilohnow Рік тому +1

    WoW thank you. Words of deliverance indeed.

  • @R3D33M3DBYCHRIST
    @R3D33M3DBYCHRIST Рік тому

    Thank you so much for your testimony

  • @VeraHull1966
    @VeraHull1966 Рік тому

    THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS POST.
    This is a total gift from God. Wise, wise words sister. Thank you.
    I’m now subscribed and full bell notifications ON!
    God bless you and your ministry ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥🙏🏼

  • @deiontatebennett9022
    @deiontatebennett9022 Рік тому

    Ms lady u a blessing too me 😊❤thank u so much for helping me this video made my morning

  • @AbletonLiveTechs
    @AbletonLiveTechs Рік тому

    Wow this was randomly recommended to me and this is exactly my life

  • @carolynallen5598
    @carolynallen5598 Рік тому

    Thank you for sharing and bringing this to light.

  • @Bavubuka
    @Bavubuka 12 днів тому

    You also need deliverance sis.

  • @rickeetaylor1721
    @rickeetaylor1721 Рік тому +1

    Thank u

  • @amandahpasha6392
    @amandahpasha6392 Рік тому

    Thank you for this message

  • @raimyD
    @raimyD Рік тому

    This is wonderful, thanks for sharing!

  • @ETERNALLIFEINELOHIM
    @ETERNALLIFEINELOHIM Рік тому +1

    I INSTANTLY, THINK ABOUT THE STORY IN THE BIBLE, ABOUT JOSEPH, AND WHAT HIS BROTHERS DID TO HIM. GENESIS 37. IN SPITE OF WHAT HIS BROTHERS DID, JOSEPH LEARNED WHO HE WAS IN THE LIVING GOD, ELOHIM.....

  • @EbkDot38
    @EbkDot38 2 роки тому +9

    Good video. I'm going through this not just a spirit buts it's actually a real. In real life people reject me everywhere I go including at work . People at work will be friendly with others and not with me . Is there anyway to get rid of this ?

    • @shawnajackson4479
      @shawnajackson4479 2 роки тому +9

      I lived it. It's certainly real. To look at it as a spirit can be out there if you don't understand. We have to understand that the spiritual is more real than the natural. Not all the time, but oftentimes, there is a spirit at work when we deal with these types of patterns or issues. If you're having an issue with rejection, you have to get to the root. "Cause and effect" I am praying for you.

    • @ao4514
      @ao4514 Рік тому +1

      Hello SolitarySoldier, seek God in prayer. Fear not.!

    • @EbkDot38
      @EbkDot38 Рік тому +1

      @Jayye I'm definitely cursed some things happened to me as a child and some people close to me passed away. People who are victims of abuse go through this I searched it up.

    • @EbkDot38
      @EbkDot38 Рік тому +1

      @Jayye it's real tricky because only a few people will show me love but everybody else will hate me. Even my ex girl rejected me. Some people will hate me and then like me and then hate me again. At social gatherings only a few women speak to me everyone else ignores. It's real tricky I got videos taking about this.

    • @EbkDot38
      @EbkDot38 Рік тому +3

      @Jayye I'm surprised that I even got a girlfriend during my spirit of rejection she look just the way I wanted her to but she was a straight jezebel and yes it's always the good looking people who will reject you. Do you really think fasting and praying will work? I'm trying to find a wife and have a family. Lots of people are going through this I'm a soldier but I want a wife and kid .

  • @Angie_flores
    @Angie_flores Рік тому

    My life story; thank you so much, blessings to you in Jesus name 🙏

  • @Krysthalenz
    @Krysthalenz Місяць тому

    I can relate to this

  • @aamorivital9173
    @aamorivital9173 Рік тому

    Thank you I needed this ❤

  • @Gracewins1974
    @Gracewins1974 10 місяців тому

    Where can we go for deliverance? I was abandoned by my Mother and Father and was shipped to 6 different family member’s homes before the age of 8 and my Grandmother having taken me in at 8, by her and my step Grandfather, I was always made to feel like I was in the way. Starved, locked up, beaten and was asked and told on many occasions that they didn’t need me and I was just another mouth to feed. I work in ministry now at my church and I’m afraid to tell my pastors that I suffer from this. I worry they will remove me from the prayer ministry team. I am 50 years old and too dang old to still be struggling with this!!! I have tried to do deliverance on myself, and it seems just when I think I’m free, it comes back with a vengeance!

    • @TeamJesus515
      @TeamJesus515 8 місяців тому

      Go for Freedom in Christ Jesus and Keep moving forward. If they decide to remove you that would be a major red flag. Father you know this situation so I ask you Lord to intervene in Jesus mighty name ❤️

    • @JumokeBiodunKuti
      @JumokeBiodunKuti 3 місяці тому

  • @emeldajochem3442
    @emeldajochem3442 Рік тому

    Thank you

  • @clemens_sebastian_heringer
    @clemens_sebastian_heringer 3 місяці тому

    Thank U❤

  • @ShannonsBibleStudy
    @ShannonsBibleStudy Рік тому

    Good video.

  • @Trimmdeuns
    @Trimmdeuns 7 місяців тому

    Very informative video but you could not emphasize on the different operations of the spirit of rejection or the different ways in which that spirit shows up in someone's daily life. I was expecting you to say something about being denied career opportunities or being turned down by people around you. In what ways does that spirit work and specifically how to deal with it

  • @kimberlydorsey1435
    @kimberlydorsey1435 2 місяці тому

    U look like a beautiful n intelligent black queen

  • @everitadave
    @everitadave Рік тому +1

    strangely enough there is a link between watching pornography (death) and spirit of rejection, which is the rejection of love/life. many children of parents who watch pornography experience rejection....

  • @naa-irahmiller1385
    @naa-irahmiller1385 6 місяців тому

    Amen ❤️💓💕♥️❣️

  • @Jais-u7y
    @Jais-u7y 11 місяців тому

    Well witchcraft had tejected me thank god and jezebels satanuc dogs have too thsnk god

  • @Carmelxbeauty
    @Carmelxbeauty Рік тому

    Amen

  • @strengthforyourjourney4238
    @strengthforyourjourney4238 5 місяців тому

    ❤❤❤

  • @KingMike-un5vz
    @KingMike-un5vz Рік тому

    I may need need to talk to you about this

  • @onawuma9178
    @onawuma9178 Рік тому

    Oh my God.
    I did this to my 2 nd born and I have problem to get love from her.
    How do I go about it to let her know about this.

  • @hollikrebs
    @hollikrebs Рік тому

    💛💛

  • @allenmcrae4333
    @allenmcrae4333 Рік тому +1

    Do not adorn yourself outwardly

  • @Yet333
    @Yet333 Рік тому

    You should be so very ashamed of joining the collection of false speakers liars and deceivers who use ✝️ for likes subscribers and face time. There is so much in the Bible about gods disdain for deceit. So sad

  • @DlcIreamchaser
    @DlcIreamchaser 4 місяці тому

    ❤❤❤