Hi beautiful souls! Thank you so much for being here and for your wonderful comments - I truly appreciate them ❤️ I try to read and answer as many as possible, and know that I’m just so thankful that you take from your valuable time to do so ❤️ Love & light!
You’ve lost so much in your young life. What you haven’t lost is your kindness, grace, love, humility, beauty, pure heart. The list is endless of all things good in you. I immediately get a smile on my face when notified of your uploads. Prayers and big-big hugs.
Oh Erin honey! Let’s go for Blue!! You need to listen to yourself that you are beautiful and your light comes from within! I know that what’s coming up for you in 2024 is going to be better. I know you may get tired of hearing this, but God has a plan. There is a reason for everything. And being the mother does not necessarily mean for your children. A mother is someone who nurtures, guides, loves, and gives. That is what you do. I know that you’re in a little mental pain! Just remember that what is inside of you can be given in so many ways, and God will decide that for you. With very much love, hugs and prayers! Thank you for your beautiful soul!❤❤❤
Eirin, you & i have had very similar life experiences as well as emotional responses to them. My heart breaks for you. I, too, have had 2 miscarriages, PCOS, painful periods, all of it. I had a hysterectomy at age 37 & it was the best decision i ever made in my life. I hope & pray that yours will relieve your physical pain & that your doctor will be able to do all he plans to do. You will still be as much a woman as you are now...having or not having a uterus doesn't define you. I am swnding you all the peaceful thoughts i can muster!
My heart breaks for you dear Eirin! I have two children but did lose one early in my pregnancy and believe with all my heart that we will be with them again one day. You ARE a mother to them and God gave them to you for a reason!!! Whether our children are with us from day one of fertility to 70 years, it was planned by the Lord of Hosts!
Dear Eirin , thank you for your beautiful smile, your honesty and your inner beauty , you make a difference and you are a Mother’s figure for many of your viewers. ❤
Hello!!! I pray for you that God will bless you. I suffer from PCOS. I never could have children of my own but was married a wonderful man with an almost 7 year old daughter and 8 months old son. I was blessed to have raised them. I adopted my son when he was 36. It was a surprise birthday present from my darling husband and son. My husband passed in 2021 but he gave me the greatest gift of all. Much love to you!!
It sounds like your doctors are thorough and will take the best route. Good Luck with your traveling. What you said about loss makes sense. The older we get, the easier we understand how it is to love the one you're with. Those who we have lost are safe. But those who are here with us are still in need.
Thank you sweet Eirin, for sharing your life so openly with us. Your loving, caring heart is, I'm absolutely sure, bringing light & encouragement to all of us. You have endured, & continue to endure seemingly insurmountable pain-physical, mental emotional, yet you're always shining with compassion & empathy for others. May you feel the loving arms of the Lord enfolding you, the Holy Spirit upholding you through all the trials & tribulations you face. Lots of love-Nicky (UK) 🙏💖🌹
I’m so pleased you were listened to; at least things are happening to hopefully help you feel more comfortable? I totally understand your sadness though, which is completely normal when contemplating a hysterectomy. I had a hysterectomy at 36 and felt the same reservations but honestly I don’t regret it as it solved so many issues. Sending you love and peace ❤
I was diagnosed with PMDD a couple years ago, I understand how hard that is. I also lost 2 pregnancies, I see you! You’re a joy to this world, thank YOU for your videos.
I'm glad to hear that you are making progress with your doctors. Hopefully they will be able to come up with a plan that will alleviate your physical pain. I must say you have one beautiful cat. Keeping you in my prayers.
Talk about a strong woman, you are, Eirin Cecilie💯🙏💯 - I admire your strength and tenderness, all your genuineness. And your husband, Steinar, who is a true warrior.... Thank you so much for sharing ❤🤍💙 I have to admit, my eyes were well lubricated tonight. And my heart beat some extra beats for you and yours, before the Lord.😇 Regard Kenneth
Hi lovely praying for safe travels next week and a good week with the specialists. Xxx and so relieved things are happening and doctors listening to you.
Dear Eirin! My goodness there is a Lot on your plate at this time. And just like that you're off to Bergen! I'm sorry the hysterectomy makes you feel emotional, but that's to be expected. I'm sure memories of miscarriages does not help your strength. Because you have been saddled by SCI which complicates and magnifies anything little thing that happens. You do very well managing all of this. I give you immense credit for living the most normal life as possible. I'm guessing surgery is the best option. And I'm hoping that will ease other symptoms. Take this time to rest and restore yourself. Continue to latch on to all hopes for a fast recovery. I will continue to pray hard for you always! May the trip and surgery do you and your spirit good. God Bless and Heal you quickly🙏🙏🙏❤️🌹
Erin, I have UC and Crohns Disease. I had a complete hysterectomy at 30. I had severe endometriosis. My ovaries had to be removed. I did not experience any menopausal symptoms. No hot flashes, nothing. After my surgery, I felt so much relief. I did not realise how bad I felt until after the surgery. I felt so much better two weeks after surgery. That was years ago and I still do not need any menopausal medication. Every woman is different. I have a friend that experienced hot flashes almost immediately after her complete hysterectomy. I have a history of ovarian cancer on both sides of my family. So I do not have to be so concerned about ovarian cancer. I'm allergic to latex and my incision site was closed with surgical glue. Erin, I hope everything goes well for you and you will get relief. Your well being is the most important thing. My doctor told me I would not have been able to have children due to the condition of my ovaries. I had to accept that. I am not one that thinks about regret. Everything we experience in life is a lesson and it builds strength and character. I believe it make us better people. It what enables us to feel empathy and compassion for other people.
I have another surgery for my Crohns in 3 months and it will be painful and will have a good bit of recovery time. I'm hoping this will be the last one.
Eirin, I twice had to fight for my life twice in less than two years. Both of the issues would have killed me if I had listened to the doctor trying to send me home, but I listened to my body and heart instead and fought for the care I desperately needed. I’m so glad you were able to be honest with the gynecologist and get scheduled for the care you need. It is so exhausting to have to advocate constantly for what we need, but it is so essential. I’m still recovering from my ordeal physically and emotionally, and I think it will take a while to feel like myself again. I wish you health and happiness and healing during this difficult journey. You’re going to have grief for what could have been and that’s okay.
Hey beautiful soul...you are such an example to EVERYONE of us 😢 We are all holding you, and your precious husband close to our hearts. Don't feel bad about the tears, they are the drops of water from your heart.❤❤❤
That’s a huge cat! I’m sorry you have to go through another surgery, but it’s helpful if you might have less pain. My daughter just had a hysterectomy. She has 2 but really wanted a 3rd child and it was very painful for her and for me to give up that dream. She felt so much better though that did help. I’ll pray that you get relief both physically and mentally.
So glad you are getting help from the doctors, that is good news. It is completely understandable to be emotional about not being able to have a child. It's a genuine and valid thing to grieve. I hope that you will experience physical and emotional healing through this difficult part of the journey. When I was younger, I wanted children but later found out I was not able to have any. It was very, very difficult at first. As time went on, I found that this allowed room for other things in my life and opened new paths to send that energy to other people and loved ones. Whatever you discover, I send healing vibes and love your way in hopes that you will also find comfort and peace.
I feel your pain. I miscarried my only pregnancy at 31 and I've never fully recovered. I had a complete hysterectomy at 48 and it was devastating. Even though I could logically understand at my age and with cervical stenosis of the cervix I would never be pregnant, I carry the never-ending pain of never being a mother. So please know you're not alone and your feelings are valid. Sending prayers for an easy physical recovery and sending live to ease the pain in your heart and soul. ❤
Dear Sweet Eirin... Im so sorry for all you're going through. I know it must all be terrible overwhelming. That said, hopefully you will experience some positive results after the surgery. Please take care and know you are deeply loved by all here. Sending love❤ and prayers🙏 from the USA🇺🇸 . GOD BLESS.
Dear Eirin: You are not alone. I’m praying for a resolution of your symptoms and renewed physical and spiritual strength. Praying for your mom as well. And your husband. From my little corner of the world, to yours! ❤️
Women who love children and dream of having them but cant have kids are more like mothers than those who dont care for their own kids. I am not ashamed to say that I daydream of having children even when I know that wont happen in my life Earth. It actually brings me mostly joy instead of sadness
I’m so sorry for the loss you are feeling along with the hope. Polarizing emotions are the worst. I continue to pray for total relief from pain. Despite being a “stranger” in a far away land, I want you to know that you, and your comfort and well being, are important to me. Thank you for touching my life with your beauty, Eiren. Sending so much love! ❤
I just want to tell you how much respect I have for your "brutal honesty" Our pain is what unites us even though we have different abilities and limitations. And after all that the cat will still leave us.
I too had a hysterectomy leaving my ovaries Eirin! It actually hasn't been bad. I had mine 14 years ago after I had my 3 lb. 2 ounce baby. She's my only one. I have not been on any hormones or anything. I'm sure you will be fine! I truly hope so. Sending prayers your way!
I'm sending lots of prayers and hugs to you. You are a beautiful soul. Thank you for sharing your life with us. That takes so much courage. God bless you.
Wow, you really have a lot on your plate right now. My heart hurts for your pain and all you're going through. You remind me of Job in the Bible. I know God has some amazing things for you. I am praying for Blue... for your trip... and for your surgery in December. May God spread His loving arms around you and feel you with His grace, love, and healing powers.
Yes and back to you light from mine.❤ still holding you in prayers that your trip goes well with whatever updates are needed and that healing occurs on your pressure sore and that you feel heard as you move through such hard medical appointments. Guessing hyperbaric oxygen treatments aren't indicated for your situation. Thanks for again sharing precious energy with us. Love, Maureen PS hope you have fun on your trip too🎉
I’m sorry for your pain. I care and understand in a small way, as I also will probably never have children. It’s very painful. I would love to have children.
Erin, I m sending you love and a huge big hug from South Africa. I wish I had known you when I came to Norway on holiday, I could have visited. Travel safely 👼
Eirin, you again showed us your resilience and strength. Thank you for sharing and please know how much you have helped me and others. Safe travels next week.
I pray for you. I'm so sorry for what you're going through. I had 2 miscarriages 1@4weeks and another @ 4 months. It is heart breaking. Don't blame yourself. And make sure you grieve
Thank you, as always for being so vulnerable and open with us, Erin. I'm also struggling with some uterine issues and I can relate to the conflicting emotions of wanting relief but not wanting to compromise something so integral to your identity as a woman. You're right, emotions aren't logical, and even though we know womanhood is so much more than uterus-ownership, it's okay to feel those feelings. I've personally always leaned toward not having kids, but the prospect of having the possibility completely taken away is emotionally difficult. Here for you ❤️
So glad to see a new video... Always enjoy hearing your updates. I am so sorry that you are going through all of this. I suffer from medical issues as well and it can mentally take a toll on you... I hope you will be able to find small moments throughout the day to give you some peace and joy.
Oh Erin- you’ve been on my mind so much lately. My heart alternately hopes and breaks for you. This is such a bittersweet time. As someone who thinks of you as a friend, I’m so grateful to hear your health issues are being addressed. Im equally devastated for the grieving it’s triggered. I sincerely hope you are able to experience an alternative path to motherhood. Mine has come in the form of being an auntie. You deserve and have so much love to give. Thinking of you dear one ❤
Awe Eirin I'm so sorry you going through all this... You have ever right to feel so deeply in regards to your womb because it is a place of creation... but I want share in a loving way your light is within it stems from your heart ... The very ability to love even adopt and love is sacred place too... I know it doesn't replace the depth of your yearning. I am sorry you are going through this and feel your pain deeply. Thank you for always sharing your light and life with us. And opening the conversation for others not only to share their love but struggles as well.. It is not always easy but you are not alone and we are here for you too! I hope your trip goes well and is very much enjoyed and hopefully since this surgery is little time away. I hope the universe aligns and helps you get various of other medical opinions/support and resources that can help you on your way to feel comfortable with proceeding or not with this surgery -With love
Prayers for you for successful medical procedures and relief from your pain. You are so sweet and kind to your audience. You bring out the best in people. God bless. ❤😊
You are a light.. your heart has been broken so tears do make sense. Opening your heart to us makes me look into my soul for thankfulness… I pray that your spirit for life gets you through these hardships… take care..
You are such an inspiring woman! I'm so very sorry about you having to give up on your dream of having biological children. May God renew your spirit, comfort and keep you in His tender care. Sending love and gentle hugs. Praying for your appts. to go smoothly with safe travels.💗
❤ it is hard everything you have been passing through! you are and always will be a special bright strong beautiful woman! dont give up ( like peter gabriel song)
Hi Beautiful soul Eirin ⭐️ 🌟 💫 ⭐️ 🌟 💫 You are and will always be a beautiful woman inside and out. I know you feel like you are losing a part of your womanhood, so to speak. I ached for you when you were opening up about that. It is a lose to be grieved, so I’m glad that you are able to be vulnerable and share that. God gave you something that a lot of people don’t have. You are a shining light. Your light is so bright. You are here for a reason. I know your kind words of encouragement help me so much and I know that you have touched many others as well. I just thought you should know that you are truly an inspiration! Keep that light shining girl! You got this! We are here for you!
Beautiful Eiren, I thank our Father for answered prayers, for going ahead of you and opening doors The part of our hearts as loss mothers doesn't ever heal fully I think, until we are made perfect and reunited....so we seek comfort in the meantime in our perfect Hope xx🙏❤
Wow. Things are really starting to fall into place and the search for some answers will finally begin. A lot of us identify with the loss and heartfelt pain of miscarriage. It can be devastating, I know. I am praying for you now and sending love and hugs. Can you feel it? Hoping this coming week at the spine institute brings you some relief. Love to you💕Your friend in Mustang, Oklahoma 🙏❤️
Prayers and love sent to you my friend. I'm so sorry you are having to go through this. I had many emotions when I had my hysterectomy done and I have kids and I still went Through the identity thing where I felt lost it was crazy. Ive had 2 past miscarriages I cried coming out of surgery for some reason till I got home for weeks. It was a very strange feeling. I can't begin to imagine what having no children would be like and my heart goes out to you! I'm SO sorry. I ended up having cancer in mine so it's a good thing they got it when they did but still a crazy experience. The emotions that go along with it are no joke so be sure you closely follow up with your doctor, I was put on 2 antidepressants. I tried horomones but they made me very sick so I quit taking them. I enjoyed seeing Mr Thor he's so handsome. ❤
Your cat is absolutely gorgeous!! What is kitty’s name? I did have extensive endometriosis. It took multiple surgeries to have my children, and we did experience a miscarriage as well. It was very painful. I was told I had a 0-2% chance of having babies. I did have 2 beautiful babies. After having my babies, I was suffering again. I ended up having a full hysterectomy. I did have ovaries out! That was the main cause of my pain. I felt fantastic afterwards. I am 60 now, and my girls are fully grown. I know we are in different situations. Even though I had my children, I felt hesitant about removing everything. But, I think you will feel so much better, and I do feel for you because I really do understand NOT wanting to take away your possibility of children. I know they can freeze your eggs( that was even possible back when I had my struggles. ) I live in the Atlanta , Georgia area, so we have some great doctors in our area! I will be sending love, and healing and comforting thoughts your way. Acceptance is a tricky thing sometimes. I still am so grateful ( and always will be) that I have my girls. I do remember how all of that felt! Physically and emotionally. If that wasn’t possible for us, we had already filled out adoption paperwork, and was going try to foster as well. Now, I do know that isn’t easy, or possible for everyone, but, I also know that if you truly want to become a parent, there are multiple ways to accomplish that!!🥰🫶🏻😊 Best wishes and love as you continue on with your journey. You may not need a hysterectomy. I just know you will be feeling better soon.🥰
Erin my Angel. I am so glad that you will be getting answers. Praying that 2024 will be a year of health, and happiness for you. You are a beautiful soul and many people see it and love you.
If I have any light at all shining it is simply a reflection of yours Eirin. All that love you have inside you can be shared with your adoring husband, your fur babies, friends and family, and of course us. Rest assured it will not be wasted ❤ x
Hi lovely lady and fur baby 😂 ... Glad you have managed to have a chat face to face with someone ..... You must feel you are a bit further on. You are brave, amazing, inspirational, positive and just simply one of life's good people. I really appreciate you sharing all your news with us. With your attitude, these issues you're having will all be resolved and our prayers will help you along. Keep smiling as much as you can, we adore you and will be here whenever you want to talk ❤
Oh, sweet Erin! My heart breaks for you and what you must be feeling right now, in regards to the decision you had to make about your uterus. I also mourn for you and your two babies that you lost. Sometimes, it does not seem fair, the amount of pain the world can throw at us. Right now, I am in my third year of struggling to find housing for me and my two young teen boys. Pain seems like my regular. But I also know what you mean when you speak of that light - the little glimmer of hope. Don't lose sight of that. I promise you I won't, either. ❤
Eirin, you have diligently advocated for yourself to reveal options and possibilities moving forward. Your subscribers are virtually holding your hand as your journey unfolds-you are not alone. I had a similar situation that went on for more than 20 years. I never conceived but that is not a woman’s or marriages descriptor. I ultimately had the hysterectomy and although there were feelings similar to those you have described today, in the end, my health, quality of life and being pain free was the priority. My situation continued to evolve for the worst and the relief I have now literally makes up for what I forfeited as a woman. Safe travels, Love and strength to you bright and beautiful woman! ☮🌸🌼
You are so beautifully articulate♥️ You are such a treasure. You have faced so many challenges and you are still smiling and finding hope. You are a bright light in this dark world❤❤❤❤
Hi Eirin, Sounds like you are being heard. Always wishing good things for you. You seem calm and relaxed. I hope so. Being human is complicated and hope is a precious thing. It is very difficult to accept reality sometimes, but remember this... our dreams can be anything we want. Don't get stuck on overthinking what being a mother actually means. Many women never have children, but give by shining their light, fostering confidence and providing comfort to others like any good mother would do. You certainly are a mother to many. So blessed getting to know you. The kitty was sitting pretty with you. Cats are great pals... when they want to be lol. Stay well. Elizabeth from NYC.
Eirin, I'm so sorry that you are going through this. You are such a sweet and beautiful Child of God! I truly understand what you are saying, and feeling, about the desire for motherhood, the grief over the possibility of losing your uterus, and the intense sadness that you feel. I have dealt with many of those same issues, and I so feel your pain and longing. I'm very glad that you know that God is with you, and will carry you through. You have thousands of us out here praying for you, thinking of you, and sending our love, too. Please stop and realize, in the depths of your pain, that there are many ways to be a mother. Since you will get to keep your ovaries, they may be able to extract eggs, and IVF can be done through a surrogate. Or, maybe you could use a surrogate with donated eggs. There is adoption, also. There is international adoption, which is quite wonderful. Don't give up on your dream to become a mother, if that is truly your dream. God is with you, and there is an answer for you. I'm praying for you, and I know that once your cramping, pain, and physical health worries are taken care of, and healing has taken place, then there will be many good opportunities ahead for you to explore, if you and your husband desire to do so. We love you, and are here for you. Thank you for giving us an update. God bless you! From OK, USA
Eirin, you are a blessing to all of us. It hurt me deeply to see you so upset on this video. I am hoping that your hysterectomy has a positive outcome and that you are out of pain. And your cat is amazing looking!!🥰🤗💝
my love sending you so much love courage and strength you are in my heart and prayers. my love the grief is real and strong over the dream we had for our lives ad ourselves but life and universe had another plan for us. love you very much i feel your pain my love.
Erin I'm Sooo Grateful you are finally being heard!!! 🙏✨✝️✨🕊️🙏 This is good news and this doctor is a Blessing to you Thank You Jesus💝🌹✨✝️✨🕊️ I'm happy to hear you are going to get extra assesment and things like this to help treat and guide you for your presssure sores, perhaps to heal faster and keep them from coming as much. Thank you so much my friend for keeping us updated. I will continue to pray for you for emotional strength and renewal and new things to look forward to!!! I am Sooo Sorry for your great loss in your miscarriages of your babies 💔😪😪😪 one day you will meet your children in Heaven because, remember you are a mother to two Beautiful souls!!! They are watching over you too!!! Much Love and Prayers 🙏💝💝💝looking forward to your next video🌞😇😇😍🤗❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Hi beautiful souls! Thank you so much for being here and for your wonderful comments - I truly appreciate them ❤️ I try to read and answer as many as possible, and know that I’m just so thankful that you take from your valuable time to do so ❤️ Love & light!
You’ve lost so much in your young life. What you haven’t lost is your kindness, grace, love, humility, beauty, pure heart. The list is endless of all things good in you. I immediately get a smile on my face when notified of your uploads. Prayers and big-big hugs.
Thank you, angel 🥰❤️🙏
Oh Erin honey! Let’s go for Blue!! You need to listen to yourself that you are beautiful and your light comes from within! I know that what’s coming up for you in 2024 is going to be better. I know you may get tired of hearing this, but God has a plan. There is a reason for everything. And being the mother does not necessarily mean for your children. A mother is someone who nurtures, guides, loves, and gives. That is what you do. I know that you’re in a little mental pain! Just remember that what is inside of you can be given in so many ways, and God will decide that for you. With very much love, hugs and prayers! Thank you for your beautiful soul!❤❤❤
Thank you, angel 🥰
Eirin, you & i have had very similar life experiences as well as emotional responses to them. My heart breaks for you. I, too, have had 2 miscarriages, PCOS, painful periods, all of it. I had a hysterectomy at age 37 & it was the best decision i ever made in my life. I hope & pray that yours will relieve your physical pain & that your doctor will be able to do all he plans to do. You will still be as much a woman as you are now...having or not having a uterus doesn't define you. I am swnding you all the peaceful thoughts i can muster!
Oh, you have been through so much 😌❤️ Thank you gor being here 🥰
My heart breaks for you dear Eirin! I have two children but did lose one early in my pregnancy and believe with all my heart that we will be with them again one day. You ARE a mother to them and God gave them to you for a reason!!! Whether our children are with us from day one of fertility to 70 years, it was planned by the Lord of Hosts!
Beautiful Amen🌹❤️
Dear Eirin , thank you for your beautiful smile, your honesty and your inner beauty , you make a difference and you are a Mother’s figure for many of your viewers. ❤
Hello!!! I pray for you that God will bless you. I suffer from PCOS. I never could have children of my own but was married a wonderful man with an almost 7 year old daughter and 8 months old son. I was blessed to have raised them. I adopted my son when he was 36. It was a surprise birthday present from my darling husband and son. My husband passed in 2021 but he gave me the greatest gift of all. Much love to you!!
Thats so special but sad at the same time 💕 the vulnerability of life
That is so precious and beautiful 🥹🥰❤️
It sounds like your doctors are thorough and will take the best route. Good Luck with your traveling. What you said about loss makes sense. The older we get, the easier we understand how it is to love the one you're with. Those who we have lost are safe. But those who are here with us are still in need.
So true ❤️
Thankful your dr is hearing you and seems to want to try and help❤️
Thank you sweet Eirin, for sharing your life so openly with us.
Your loving, caring heart is, I'm absolutely sure, bringing light & encouragement to all of us.
You have endured, & continue to endure seemingly insurmountable pain-physical, mental emotional, yet you're always shining with compassion & empathy for others.
May you feel the loving arms of the Lord enfolding you, the Holy Spirit upholding you through all the trials & tribulations you face.
Lots of love-Nicky (UK)
🙏💖🌹
I’m so pleased you were listened to; at least things are happening to hopefully help you feel more comfortable? I totally understand your sadness though, which is completely normal when contemplating a hysterectomy. I had a hysterectomy at 36 and felt the same reservations but honestly I don’t regret it as it solved so many issues. Sending you love and peace ❤
So happy for you 🤩✨💖
Hi Eirin, praying for you . And what a gorgeous cat. I’m the owner of 6 beautiful cats . I’m definitely the crazy cat lady. 😂 ❤to you , Polly
You lucky duck: 6 cats!? HEA-ven! 🤩😻 Thank you ❤️❤️
You’ve got good news and not so good news because of the emotions. 😢 You are a strong lady and your faith and all our prayers will get you through. 🙏🏻
I was diagnosed with PMDD a couple years ago, I understand how hard that is. I also lost 2 pregnancies, I see you! You’re a joy to this world, thank YOU for your videos.
💖
I'm glad to hear that you are making progress with your doctors. Hopefully they will be able to come up with a plan that will alleviate your physical pain. I must say you have one beautiful cat. Keeping you in my prayers.
Thank you! 🥰😻
Dear Eirin, I hope the best for you for the trip and surgery. I pray for you.
Thank you ❤️
Talk about a strong woman, you are, Eirin Cecilie💯🙏💯
- I admire your strength and tenderness, all your genuineness. And your husband, Steinar, who is a true warrior....
Thank you so much for sharing ❤🤍💙
I have to admit, my eyes were well lubricated tonight. And my heart beat some extra beats for you and yours, before the Lord.😇
Regard Kenneth
Takk, du skriver alltid så gode og koselige kommentarer 🥹❤️ Hils Dina! 👋
You sweet child of God-my heart aches for you and I pray the angels continue to wrap their wings around you and provide comfort and peace. 🙏🏼🕯️
Thank you 🥹🥰🪽
Hi lovely praying for safe travels next week and a good week with the specialists. Xxx and so relieved things are happening and doctors listening to you.
Dear Eirin! My goodness there is a Lot on your plate at this time. And just like that you're off to Bergen!
I'm sorry the hysterectomy makes you feel emotional, but that's to be expected. I'm sure memories of miscarriages does not help your strength. Because you have been saddled by SCI which complicates and magnifies anything little thing that happens.
You do very well managing all of this. I give you immense credit for living the most normal life as possible. I'm guessing surgery is the best option. And I'm hoping that will ease other symptoms.
Take this time to rest and restore yourself. Continue to latch on to all hopes for a fast recovery. I will continue to pray hard for you always! May the trip and surgery do you and your spirit good. God Bless and Heal you quickly🙏🙏🙏❤️🌹
Erin, I have UC and Crohns Disease. I had a complete hysterectomy at 30. I had severe endometriosis. My ovaries had to be removed. I did not experience any menopausal symptoms. No hot flashes, nothing. After my surgery, I felt so much relief. I did not realise how bad I felt until after the surgery. I felt so much better two weeks after surgery. That was years ago and I still do not need any menopausal medication. Every woman is different. I have a friend that experienced hot flashes almost immediately after her complete hysterectomy. I have a history of ovarian cancer on both sides of my family. So I do not have to be so concerned about ovarian cancer. I'm allergic to latex and my incision site was closed with surgical glue. Erin, I hope everything goes well for you and you will get relief. Your well being is the most important thing. My doctor told me I would not have been able to have children due to the condition of my ovaries. I had to accept that. I am not one that thinks about regret. Everything we experience in life is a lesson and it builds strength and character. I believe it make us better people. It what enables us to feel empathy and compassion for other people.
I have another surgery for my Crohns in 3 months and it will be painful and will have a good bit of recovery time. I'm hoping this will be the last one.
Thank you so much for sharing your story and light with me 🌸💖✨
Good luck with your surgery 🙏🥰❤️
Omg, what a gorgeous kitty!
He is! Thank you 😻
@@eirinceciliegjedrem He looks just like my cat Jimíček 😻 He is 14 and absolutely adores cuddles in bed 🤭😻
Aaaw! 🥹❤️❤️
You are in my prayers, dear Eirin! God will lead. Take care. 💕💕💕
Oh sweetheart you will always love those babies that are with the Lord. And losing your uterus is shutting a permanent door. Prayers for healing.
Dear Eirin, I am so sorry for the heaviness of all that you are going through. You are loved.
Never apologize for your tears. I pray that God would touch you deep down in your being and bring you the peace that only He can give xo
Eirin, I twice had to fight for my life twice in less than two years. Both of the issues would have killed me if I had listened to the doctor trying to send me home, but I listened to my body and heart instead and fought for the care I desperately needed. I’m so glad you were able to be honest with the gynecologist and get scheduled for the care you need. It is so exhausting to have to advocate constantly for what we need, but it is so essential. I’m still recovering from my ordeal physically and emotionally, and I think it will take a while to feel like myself again. I wish you health and happiness and healing during this difficult journey. You’re going to have grief for what could have been and that’s okay.
I’m so happy you got the care you needed 🥰❤️
Hey beautiful soul...you are such an example to EVERYONE of us 😢 We are all holding you, and your precious husband close to our hearts. Don't feel bad about the tears, they are the drops of water from your heart.❤❤❤
Hi Erin……I had one miscarriage and a hysterectomy yrs after……it’s hard but you are still a woman……love conquers all❤❤❤
Thanks for sharing - many hugs 🥰❤️
That’s a huge cat! I’m sorry you have to go through another surgery, but it’s helpful if you might have less pain. My daughter just had a hysterectomy. She has 2 but really wanted a 3rd child and it was very painful for her and for me to give up that dream. She felt so much better though that did help. I’ll pray that you get relief both physically and mentally.
Adore 🥰 you sweet Erin - I hope you are loving your gorgeous new bathroom ! So happy you got that!! ❤❤❤
This is Ellen from Texas. We love you here. Girl , you are so brave. You have a great support group, especially the one with 4 legs. Love you 😘
Thank you so much 😻🥰
So glad you are getting help from the doctors, that is good news. It is completely understandable to be emotional about not being able to have a child. It's a genuine and valid thing to grieve. I hope that you will experience physical and emotional healing through this difficult part of the journey. When I was younger, I wanted children but later found out I was not able to have any. It was very, very difficult at first. As time went on, I found that this allowed room for other things in my life and opened new paths to send that energy to other people and loved ones. Whatever you discover, I send healing vibes and love your way in hopes that you will also find comfort and peace.
My heart aches for you, but you’re a wonderful blessing to those around you ❤️🥰 Thank you for being here 💖
Glad you found a doctor who listened to your concerns 😊 I hope the cramps don’t last too long 😢
I feel your pain. I miscarried my only pregnancy at 31 and I've never fully recovered. I had a complete hysterectomy at 48 and it was devastating. Even though I could logically understand at my age and with cervical stenosis of the cervix I would never be pregnant, I carry the never-ending pain of never being a mother. So please know you're not alone and your feelings are valid. Sending prayers for an easy physical recovery and sending live to ease the pain in your heart and soul. ❤
My heart goes out to you 💖
@@eirinceciliegjedrem 💗
Eirin you are so sweet! Wishing you the very best during this time. ❤ Sharon
Absolutely a gorgeous kitty !! Pray all goes well and healing for you !!
Dear Sweet Eirin...
Im so sorry for all you're going through. I know it must all be terrible overwhelming. That said, hopefully you will experience some positive results after the surgery. Please take care and know you are deeply loved by all here. Sending love❤ and prayers🙏 from the USA🇺🇸 . GOD BLESS.
Wishing you all the best, Eirin! ❤️
Thank you so much 🥰
Dear Eirin: You are not alone. I’m praying for a resolution of your symptoms and renewed physical and spiritual strength. Praying for your mom as well. And your husband. From my little corner of the world, to yours! ❤️
Women who love children and dream of having them but cant have kids are more like mothers than those who dont care for their own kids. I am not ashamed to say that I daydream of having children even when I know that wont happen in my life Earth. It actually brings me mostly joy instead of sadness
❤️❤️
I’m so sorry for the loss you are feeling along with the hope. Polarizing emotions are the worst. I continue to pray for total relief from pain. Despite being a “stranger” in a far away land, I want you to know that you, and your comfort and well being, are important to me. Thank you for touching my life with your beauty, Eiren. Sending so much love! ❤
I just want to tell you how much respect I have for your "brutal honesty" Our pain is what unites us even though we have different abilities and limitations. And after all that the cat will still leave us.
Thank you ❤️ Haha, yes 😸
I too had a hysterectomy leaving my ovaries Eirin! It actually hasn't been bad. I had mine 14 years ago after I had my 3 lb. 2 ounce baby. She's my only one. I have not been on any hormones or anything. I'm sure you will be fine! I truly hope so. Sending prayers your way!
Thank you for sharing ❤️❤️
I'm sending lots of prayers and hugs to you. You are a beautiful soul. Thank you for sharing your life with us. That takes so much courage. God bless you.
Wow, you really have a lot on your plate right now. My heart hurts for your pain and all you're going through. You remind me of Job in the Bible. I know God has some amazing things for you. I am praying for Blue... for your trip... and for your surgery in December. May God spread His loving arms around you and feel you with His grace, love, and healing powers.
Thank you so much, angel 🥰❤️🙏
Yes and back to you light from mine.❤ still holding you in prayers that your trip goes well with whatever updates are needed and that healing occurs on your pressure sore and that you feel heard as you move through such hard medical appointments. Guessing hyperbaric oxygen treatments aren't indicated for your situation. Thanks for again sharing precious energy with us. Love, Maureen
PS hope you have fun on your trip too🎉
Thank you ❤️ There are chamber treatments, but too far away from me to receive them as needed 😅❤️
What an absolutely fabulous cat!!! I haven’t watched many of your videos, I’m an RN of 23 years, I will try to keep coming back. Stay strong!
Sorry to hear about all that. Female issues are so complex & difficult, only imagine more so with your condition. Wishing you the best on surgery😊💞🙏🦋💐
Thank you so much 🥰
@@eirinceciliegjedrem Very welcome!!😉💌
I’m sorry for your pain. I care and understand in a small way, as I also will probably never have children. It’s very painful. I would love to have children.
My heart aches for you ❤️❤️🩹
Sending love ((((((hugs)))))) and prayers, Eirin 🙏💗🤗
Praying for you for safe travels and to continue to find solutions moving forward. ❤
Erin, I m sending you love and a huge big hug from South Africa. I wish I had known you when I came to Norway on holiday, I could have visited. Travel safely 👼
Eirin, you again showed us your resilience and strength. Thank you for sharing and please know how much you have helped me and others. Safe travels next week.
I pray for you. I'm so sorry for what you're going through. I had 2 miscarriages 1@4weeks and another @ 4 months. It is heart breaking. Don't blame yourself. And make sure you grieve
❤️❤️
Eirin, I'm wishing you all the best and will pray for a smooth recovery. You have the most amazing energy 🥰
I will be praying for you and hope you have a swift recovery. God Bless you ❤
Thank you, as always for being so vulnerable and open with us, Erin. I'm also struggling with some uterine issues and I can relate to the conflicting emotions of wanting relief but not wanting to compromise something so integral to your identity as a woman. You're right, emotions aren't logical, and even though we know womanhood is so much more than uterus-ownership, it's okay to feel those feelings. I've personally always leaned toward not having kids, but the prospect of having the possibility completely taken away is emotionally difficult. Here for you ❤️
Thank you, angel ❤️
So glad to see a new video... Always enjoy hearing your updates. I am so sorry that you are going through all of this. I suffer from medical issues as well and it can mentally take a toll on you... I hope you will be able to find small moments throughout the day to give you some peace and joy.
So happy that the doctor listened to your concerns. Safe travels on your trip for your wheelchair. Continued prayers and hugs! 🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼💐💐💐💐
Oh Erin- you’ve been on my mind so much lately. My heart alternately hopes and breaks for you. This is such a bittersweet time. As someone who thinks of you as a friend, I’m so grateful to hear your health issues are being addressed. Im equally devastated for the grieving it’s triggered. I sincerely hope you are able to experience an alternative path to motherhood. Mine has come in the form of being an auntie. You deserve and have so much love to give. Thinking of you dear one ❤
Thank you so much, beautiful 🥰❤️🌼
Wishing you the best!🙏🏻❤️
May God bless you Erin. ❤️
Prayers for you, my friend!!
Much love to you and your family.
Awe Eirin I'm so sorry you going through all this... You have ever right to feel so deeply in regards to your womb because it is a place of creation... but I want share in a loving way your light is within it stems from your heart ... The very ability to love even adopt and love is sacred place too... I know it doesn't replace the depth of your yearning. I am sorry you are going through this and feel your pain deeply. Thank you for always sharing your light and life with us. And opening the conversation for others not only to share their love but struggles as well.. It is not always easy but you are not alone and we are here for you too! I hope your trip goes well and is very much enjoyed and hopefully since this surgery is little time away. I hope the universe aligns and helps you get various of other medical opinions/support and resources that can help you on your way to feel comfortable with proceeding or not with this surgery -With love
Thank you for your comforting words 🥰❤️⭐️
Hoping you get all the answers you are wanting. Hopefully this lets you turn the page and get back to more hope.
Darly one..
Wish I could take some heart pain away from you..
You always uplift me.
Lots of Love
Sally
Australia.❤❤
💖
Prayers for you for successful medical procedures and relief from your pain. You are so sweet and kind to your audience. You bring out the best in people. God bless. ❤😊
You are a light.. your heart has been broken so tears do make sense. Opening your heart to us makes me look into my soul for thankfulness… I pray that your spirit for life gets you through these hardships… take care..
Thank you for this beautiful sharing Eirin! Sending love 😘😘😘😘
You are such an inspiring woman! I'm so very sorry about you having to give up on your dream of having biological children. May God renew your spirit, comfort and keep you in His tender care. Sending love and gentle hugs. Praying for your appts. to go smoothly with safe travels.💗
❤ it is hard everything you have been passing through! you are and always will be a special bright strong beautiful woman! dont give up ( like peter gabriel song)
You are in my thoughts.
Hi Beautiful soul Eirin
⭐️ 🌟 💫 ⭐️ 🌟 💫
You are and will always be a beautiful woman inside and out. I know you feel like you are losing a part of your womanhood, so to speak. I ached for you when you were opening up about that. It is a lose to be grieved, so I’m glad that you are able to be vulnerable and share that. God gave you something that a lot of people don’t have. You are a shining light. Your light is so bright. You are here for a reason. I know your kind words of encouragement help me so much and I know that you have touched many others as well. I just thought you should know that you are truly an inspiration! Keep that light shining girl! You got this! We are here for you!
Thank you, angel! 🥰🪽❤️
Beautiful Eiren, I thank our Father for answered prayers, for going ahead of you and opening doors
The part of our hearts as loss mothers doesn't ever heal fully I think, until we are made perfect and reunited....so we seek comfort in the meantime in our perfect Hope xx🙏❤
Thinking of you, Eirin.
Hoping and praying the surgery goes well and it helps to alleviate your pain. ❤️🙏🏼❤️
Thank you 🥰❤️
Hi beautiful soul...Sending you all the love and prayers in the world ♥
Sending you love and light ❤
Wow. Things are really starting to fall into place and the search for some answers will finally begin. A lot of us identify with the loss and heartfelt pain of miscarriage. It can be devastating, I know. I am praying for you now and sending love and hugs. Can you feel it? Hoping this coming week at the spine institute brings you some relief. Love to you💕Your friend in Mustang, Oklahoma 🙏❤️
I felt it 🙏🥰❤️
Than you Jesus…. This is really good news. Praying for you since your last video and will continue.🙏🤗
Prayers and love sent to you my friend. I'm so sorry you are having to go through this. I had many emotions when I had my hysterectomy done and I have kids and I still went Through the identity thing where I felt lost it was crazy. Ive had 2 past miscarriages I cried coming out of surgery for some reason till I got home for weeks. It was a very strange feeling. I can't begin to imagine what having no children would be like and my heart goes out to you! I'm SO sorry. I ended up having cancer in mine so it's a good thing they got it when they did but still a crazy experience. The emotions that go along with it are no joke so be sure you closely follow up with your doctor, I was put on 2 antidepressants. I tried horomones but they made me very sick so I quit taking them. I enjoyed seeing Mr Thor he's so handsome. ❤
My goodness; you have been through so much, and I am so grateful you’re here; sharing your story and your light 🥰✨💖🌸
Your cat is absolutely gorgeous!! What is kitty’s name? I did have extensive endometriosis. It took multiple surgeries to have my children, and we did experience a miscarriage as well. It was very painful. I was told I had a 0-2% chance of having babies. I did have 2 beautiful babies. After having my babies, I was suffering again. I ended up having a full hysterectomy. I did have ovaries out! That was the main cause of my pain. I felt fantastic afterwards. I am 60 now, and my girls are fully grown. I know we are in different situations. Even though I had my children, I felt hesitant about removing everything. But, I think you will feel so much better, and I do feel for you because I really do understand NOT wanting to take away your possibility of children. I know they can freeze your eggs( that was even possible back when I had my struggles. ) I live in the Atlanta , Georgia area, so we have some great doctors in our area! I will be sending love, and healing and comforting thoughts your way. Acceptance is a tricky thing sometimes. I still am so grateful ( and always will be) that I have my girls. I do remember how all of that felt! Physically and emotionally. If that wasn’t possible for us, we had already filled out adoption paperwork, and was going try to foster as well. Now, I do know that isn’t easy, or possible for everyone, but, I also know that if you truly want to become a parent, there are multiple ways to accomplish that!!🥰🫶🏻😊 Best wishes and love as you continue on with your journey. You may not need a hysterectomy. I just know you will be feeling better soon.🥰
Thank you! ❤️ He’s named Thor 😻 I appreciate you sharing your story and light with me 💖🌼
❤❤🙏🙏 You are in my prayers.
Erin my Angel. I am so glad that you will be getting answers. Praying that 2024 will be a year of health, and happiness for you. You are a beautiful soul and many people see it and love you.
🥰❤️🌼
If I have any light at all shining it is simply a reflection of yours Eirin. All that love you have inside you can be shared with your adoring husband, your fur babies, friends and family, and of course us. Rest assured it will not be wasted ❤ x
Love that, thank you and likewise 🥰💖🌸
Praying for you. God bless you.
Likewise ✨
@@eirinceciliegjedremthank you so much
Hi lovely lady and fur baby 😂 ... Glad you have managed to have a chat face to face with someone ..... You must feel you are a bit further on. You are brave, amazing, inspirational, positive and just simply one of life's good people. I really appreciate you sharing all your news with us.
With your attitude, these issues you're having will all be resolved and our prayers will help you along. Keep smiling as much as you can, we adore you and will be here whenever you want to talk ❤
You are wonderful 🥰
Oh, sweet Erin! My heart breaks for you and what you must be feeling right now, in regards to the decision you had to make about your uterus. I also mourn for you and your two babies that you lost. Sometimes, it does not seem fair, the amount of pain the world can throw at us. Right now, I am in my third year of struggling to find housing for me and my two young teen boys. Pain seems like my regular. But I also know what you mean when you speak of that light - the little glimmer of hope. Don't lose sight of that. I promise you I won't, either. ❤
I pray and hope that you’ll finally find that home for you and your boys 🙏❤️✨
Eirin, you have diligently advocated for yourself to reveal options and possibilities moving forward. Your subscribers are virtually holding your hand as your journey unfolds-you are not alone. I had a similar situation that went on for more than 20 years. I never conceived but that is not a woman’s or marriages descriptor. I ultimately had the hysterectomy and although there were feelings similar to those you have described today, in the end, my health, quality of life and being pain free was the priority. My situation continued to evolve for the worst and the relief I have now literally makes up for what I forfeited as a woman. Safe travels, Love and strength to you bright and beautiful woman! ☮🌸🌼
Thank you so much for being here 💖✨🌸
You are so beautifully articulate♥️
You are such a treasure. You have faced so many challenges and you are still smiling and finding hope. You are a bright light in this dark world❤❤❤❤
Thank you so much! ✨🌼💖
Hi Eirin,
Sounds like you are being heard. Always wishing good things for you. You seem calm and relaxed. I hope so.
Being human is complicated and hope is a precious thing. It is very difficult to accept reality sometimes, but remember this... our dreams can be anything we want. Don't get stuck on overthinking what being a mother actually means. Many women never have children, but give by shining their light, fostering confidence and providing comfort to others like any good mother would do. You certainly are a mother to many. So blessed getting to know you.
The kitty was sitting pretty with you. Cats are great pals... when they want to be lol. Stay well. Elizabeth from NYC.
Thank you 🥰 Yes, they are 😻❤️
You speak such beautiful English too!
Sending love and prayers xxx❤❤❤🤗💐💐💐💐
Eirin, I'm so sorry that you are going through this. You are such a sweet and beautiful Child of God! I truly understand what you are saying, and feeling, about the desire for motherhood, the grief over the possibility of losing your uterus, and the intense sadness that you feel. I have dealt with many of those same issues, and I so feel your pain and longing. I'm very glad that you know that God is with you, and will carry you through. You have thousands of us out here praying for you, thinking of you, and sending our love, too. Please stop and realize, in the depths of your pain, that there are many ways to be a mother. Since you will get to keep your ovaries, they may be able to extract eggs, and IVF can be done through a surrogate. Or, maybe you could use a surrogate with donated eggs. There is adoption, also. There is international adoption, which is quite wonderful. Don't give up on your dream to become a mother, if that is truly your dream. God is with you, and there is an answer for you. I'm praying for you, and I know that once your cramping, pain, and physical health worries are taken care of, and healing has taken place, then there will be many good opportunities ahead for you to explore, if you and your husband desire to do so. We love you, and are here for you. Thank you for giving us an update. God bless you! From OK, USA
Thank you ❤️🥰🌼
Eirin, you are a blessing to all of us. It hurt me deeply to see you so upset on this video. I am hoping that your hysterectomy has a positive outcome and that you are out of pain. And your cat is amazing looking!!🥰🤗💝
Thank you! 🥰😻
my love sending you so much love courage and strength you are in my heart and prayers. my love the grief is real and strong over the dream we had for our lives ad ourselves but life and universe had another plan for us. love you very much i feel your pain my love.
Erin I'm Sooo Grateful you are finally being heard!!! 🙏✨✝️✨🕊️🙏 This is good news and this doctor is a Blessing to you Thank You Jesus💝🌹✨✝️✨🕊️ I'm happy to hear you are going to get extra assesment and things like this to help treat and guide you for your presssure sores, perhaps to heal faster and keep them from coming as much.
Thank you so much my friend for keeping us updated. I will continue to pray for you for emotional strength and renewal and new things to look forward to!!!
I am Sooo Sorry for your great loss in your miscarriages of your babies 💔😪😪😪 one day you will meet your children in Heaven because, remember you are a mother to two Beautiful souls!!! They are watching over you too!!!
Much Love and Prayers 🙏💝💝💝looking forward to your next video🌞😇😇😍🤗❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much 🙏🥰❤️
❤❤❤
heartwarming to see you in better spirits. i'm glad your concerns are finally being taken seriously but why is the surgery so far out?
❤️❤️ I’m in a queue 😌
@@eirinceciliegjedrem maybe someone will cancel and they can move you up1
I'm glad you found a doctor who took time to listen to you and explain the pros and cons. 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼🙏🫶🏽💜