StoryTime: My Boyfriend Passed Away ⚠️ Very Emotional ⚠️

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  • Опубліковано 28 вер 2024
  • Hey Guys I Been Gone For A Lil Minute But Im Back & Im Better It Was Hard To Come Back To UA-cam But I Finally Did ❤️ This Video Will Be Very Emotional A lot Of Crying I Hope I Don’t Make You Guys Cry 🥺💔😭 I Hope You Enjoy This Video Love You Guys ♥️
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 102

  • @girlyfaceeteeeee
    @girlyfaceeteeeee Рік тому +9

    RIP to your boyfriend, May God protect you and your boyfriend will forever be missed ❤️‍🩹🫶🏾

  • @CrystalNicoleLSW
    @CrystalNicoleLSW Рік тому +26

    Licensed Social Worker and Therapist here.. Baby NOTHING about this was your fault. NOTHING. I'm sorry, but whatever was wrong with him was wrong before you met him. Don't fault yourself for wanting or needing a break. This is not your burden to carry. YOU have a right to leave WHOEVER is not treating you the way you want and deserve to be treated. You need more people on your side letting you know this wasn't your fault and to help you get through this. It is not your job to guide people out of depression. That's not your job baby. That's a task for a trained mental health professional. and It's unfair for anyone to put that burden on you. And its also extreamly unfair and mean AF for anyone to blame someone else's actions on you. You had no control over that and it was NOT your fault. Praying for your healing as you process this enormous grief❤

  • @AyannaKay
    @AyannaKay 8 місяців тому +5

    I am so sorry. I’m praying for you babe. This is so hard to watch! 😢

  • @ZAa._.17
    @ZAa._.17 Рік тому +2

    I feel like he was really giving you hints letting u know he really needed you in that moment

  • @lisa-jm2ky
    @lisa-jm2ky Рік тому +5

    Its not your fault please dont blame yourself. Even if he said he was hurting himself over you, its not the truth. There was other things going on his life that led him to that point. Its not your fault at all .

  • @allthingssy6409
    @allthingssy6409 11 місяців тому +4

    Please understand that thoughts or a decision to commit don’t happen overnight. Even if you would have changed your words it’s something he was battling or thinking about long before you baby girl.
    I hope you find peace and comfort! And heal!

  • @chantelstubbs730
    @chantelstubbs730 Рік тому +5

    It’s not your fault I know the feeling , If it was Toxic You had every right to Ask for a break … It’s kind of sad they blame you when they know it’s not your fault . 🥺 He obviously said They don’t love him & you didn’t want him which mean they played a big part in it to , He been depressed , & Nobody seen It … which they should have because they the closest to him … it’s okay to grieve.. ❤️🥹 Just know it’s not your fault .& it’s a good thing your son was with his God mom .. he wasn’t in the right mind At that moment

  • @AnaBanana1002
    @AnaBanana1002 11 місяців тому +5

    Thank you for sharing. I am currently dealing with the similar situation as you 💔 . It is very difficult, But we have to have strength somehow after this ❤️

    • @MoniB888
      @MoniB888 10 місяців тому +1

      I am so so deeply sorry for your loss, love. I lost my soulmate on Easter. 💔😭
      This is a journey I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy. Sending you both love & resilience. Keep distracted as much as possible, spend time with those who love you, and talk about them with whoever knew them, it’ll make you feel connected. Allow yourself to cry, grieve, be mad, feel all the feelings, grief is a process. Get on antidepressants & in therapy if possible. The dark thoughts can be scary. That advice has been the only things that have helped me. ❤

  • @yayastraight9413
    @yayastraight9413 Рік тому +3

    xoxo to you and your loved ones who lost a loving soul🖤💌 i hope you feel better soon baby it’s gonna take a minute to carry the loss of him 💔🫂

  • @ShareseToney
    @ShareseToney 6 місяців тому +3

    It not your fault stay strong God is there with you

  • @thankmelater7282
    @thankmelater7282 Рік тому +2

    I feel your pain baby don't blame yourself sweetie.en please get someone to stay with you.

  • @MarcusGregory-my5cr
    @MarcusGregory-my5cr 10 місяців тому +1

    Ppl be needing they girl man this shit hurt fr depression aint no joke frfr

  • @marnaymcdowell2678
    @marnaymcdowell2678 Рік тому +1

    This is sad 😭lil ma keep your head up stay strong beautiful he’s always wit you and your kids

  • @mannyjones9139
    @mannyjones9139 Рік тому +2

    It’s like we young and having kids and everything and arguing and fighting and keep trying to just try over and over is alottt it’s alottt man on ussss it ain’t chi fault it’s just this showing people to understand mental health is realllll . Any body can be struggling with mental health and you never knowww

  • @tai-sheanahassell823
    @tai-sheanahassell823 Рік тому +7

    LONG LIVE MY FUCKING BROTHER ❤🕊️

  • @riyahnicole_
    @riyahnicole_ Рік тому +1

    omg don't cry , I wish the best your so pretty my love stay strong ❤️🕊️

  • @bestgirlintheworld123
    @bestgirlintheworld123 Рік тому +3

    It ok I hope u feel better my dad died when i was 4 he kill his self over my is mom his mom try to kill me but my dad had came and save me and I seen him get shot he kill him self in front of me his last words to me was he will always been with me and shot him self 💔💔💔💔💔

  • @DjBaby-qd6kq
    @DjBaby-qd6kq 9 місяців тому +2

    Its going to be okay it’s not your fault ❤😢

  • @KELLZpage
    @KELLZpage Рік тому +2

    Everything go be ok💔

  • @lauriecochran8459
    @lauriecochran8459 5 місяців тому +2

    dont blame yourself for what happend

  • @lauriecochran8459
    @lauriecochran8459 5 місяців тому +1

    sorry for your loss

  • @lauriecochran8459
    @lauriecochran8459 5 місяців тому +2

    who else is crying watching this video r.n.p. keon

  • @lisa-jm2ky
    @lisa-jm2ky Рік тому +3

    Its not your fault.

  • @lisa-jm2ky
    @lisa-jm2ky Рік тому +2

    Im very sorry

  • @tashawilloughby8406
    @tashawilloughby8406 Рік тому

    I'm here with.u ❤😘

  • @MarcusGregory-my5cr
    @MarcusGregory-my5cr 10 місяців тому +2

    I always had depression

  • @youknow383
    @youknow383 Місяць тому +1

    My heart aches for you. ❤️‍🩹 You were in a bind with no easy answers. I'll pray for you, your kids, and all the extended family that you and Keiyon shared. I hope all of you find the best solutions to your struggles. 😔🫂
    P.s. I got the spelling for his name from the obituary pamphlet. 😌

  • @kaylamcdonald6349
    @kaylamcdonald6349 Рік тому +1

    do u have someone else living with u?

  • @teresajohnston6733
    @teresajohnston6733 11 місяців тому +1

    Byron Gff yes boyfriend

  • @CloudsonFragelis-p9s
    @CloudsonFragelis-p9s 5 місяців тому +1

    It was a girl

  • @nadinecamille
    @nadinecamille 6 місяців тому

    What song is that at 7:30?

  • @DniyaWhite-mv7ex
    @DniyaWhite-mv7ex Рік тому

    Omggg I heard about this 😢😢

  • @teresajohnston6733
    @teresajohnston6733 Рік тому +1

    Kay Kay Byron Gff 27yes live in Tennessee yes boyfriend

  • @teresajohnston6733
    @teresajohnston6733 Рік тому +1

    Kay Kay ❤❤my girlfriend you sound like handsome pretty baby I like babies too 🧑‍🍼👩‍❤️‍👨 Byron Gff Single

  • @naeemm.5811
    @naeemm.5811 Рік тому

    😢😢

  • @kaylamcdonald6349
    @kaylamcdonald6349 Рік тому

    L.L.K

  • @briibell4382
    @briibell4382 Рік тому

    🥹🙏🙏

  • @itzarmani7059
    @itzarmani7059 Рік тому +11

    I cried so bad 😢 u have god don’t worry ❤😢 I wish u the best ❤

  • @brandygrimmett3238
    @brandygrimmett3238 Рік тому +6

    Don’t blame yourself mental health illness is real it wasn’t nothing you could do baby girl but prayed for him to heal and prayed for your healing as well so sorry about ur lost keep ur head up this story is so heartbreaking

  • @SoothingRelaxation111
    @SoothingRelaxation111 11 місяців тому +7

    Crazy cause his sister who WITNESSED HIM DOING IT posted receipts. His sister said he called more than 4x asking her was she done w him before it happened. U was layed up w reco when it happened!! Reco told his sisters she was literally layed up w him when he was blowing up her phone. U was never at work smh. But I pray u find peace 🙏

  • @sammydagoat5766
    @sammydagoat5766 Рік тому +4

    Crazy Storytime
    I'm Sooo Sorry For Your Loss
    Keep Your Head Up
    Stay Strong
    Make Him Proud

  • @Khlasi.
    @Khlasi. Рік тому +4

    We are friends on fb and I remember this happening. Man I just remember feeling so hurt for you and I just couldn’t imagine how you felt. I cried watching this whole video girl I just want to give you the biggest hug❤️ you’re so strong posting this! I don’t have any words of advice but you’re so freaking strong🫶🏾

  • @shantabutler3934
    @shantabutler3934 Рік тому +4

    This girl has a story to tell!!!!! You have been through so much .. there is a 💡 at the tunnel!!!!!!

  • @Lacedwithlove95
    @Lacedwithlove95 7 місяців тому +4

    Baby this story has me in tears. I pray for your soul. You did nothing wrong. You are strong. You are beautiful inside and out. You will be at peace now and afterlife. ❤️

  • @kennedysmith2514
    @kennedysmith2514 Рік тому +5

    I'm so proud of you telling your side ❤🫶🏼🙏🏽

  • @cardieahowell1103
    @cardieahowell1103 Рік тому +4

    I’m so sorry for your loss this opened up my eyes and let me know life to short to argue with my boyfriend praying for peace and understanding for you❤️

  • @natasiahwashington661
    @natasiahwashington661 Рік тому +3

    I pray🙏🙏for you baby girl. I wish you the best and them handsome boys he left you. Don't blame yourself baby🙏🤗

  • @TAYDOESISTER_
    @TAYDOESISTER_ Рік тому +3

    I’m sorry for u lost girl I’m really am like that sad 😔 he watching over you and your kids he gonna watch over u guys all the time💔🥺

  • @AceEats
    @AceEats Рік тому +3

    Prayers for you and your family 🙏🏽🙏🏽💜💜

  • @shantabutler3934
    @shantabutler3934 Рік тому +3

    You look so pretty !

  • @kaedee92
    @kaedee92 7 місяців тому +5

    soo heartbroken for you.. my boyfriend of 3 years was just killed last week. This pain is unbearable.

    • @Suhani_Arora
      @Suhani_Arora 6 місяців тому +2

      I'm sorry for your loss. You have my ❤
      How are you doing now?

    • @kaedee92
      @kaedee92 6 місяців тому +2

      @@Suhani_Arora It's been a month so less crying. But it still feels like that same pain. Miss my bestfriend everyday. I think the worst part is knowing he didn't want to die. He deserved more than 23 years of life. We had so many plans and goals. Trying to complete this journey called life without him just seems unfair. It makes me feel like what's the point of all of this sometimes.

    • @Suhani_Arora
      @Suhani_Arora 6 місяців тому +1

      @@kaedee92 I can understand. I also lost my boy due to accident just a month ago. We are 17 and high school sweethearts. And yes it hurts more bcs they both wanted to live. But we can keep the person alive in our heart forever. Everyone says that it gets better with time even though I have a hard time believing that. Anyways, stay strong girl.
      We should take our time to grief and accept the loss bcs life is never fair.

  • @adtypeshii_1766
    @adtypeshii_1766 9 місяців тому +3

    i’m so sorry for your loss… it hurt my heart seeing u cry 😔😭

  • @woodawooda4364
    @woodawooda4364 Рік тому +3

    Seen this story on Facebook and it broke my heart into pieces. I wish I could hug you mama 🥺❤️

  • @onlyanna5387
    @onlyanna5387 Рік тому +2

    Im praying for you and your family, Stay strong❤ Its not your fault don't stop posting keep grinding.

  • @alexandria778
    @alexandria778 Рік тому +2

    Keep your head up beautiful ❤ I’m so sorry for your loss 🙏🏾 u always in my prayers 🫶🏾

  • @teresajohnston6733
    @teresajohnston6733 Рік тому +3

    Kay Kay Girlfriend boyfriend Tennessee Byron single 27

  • @Bee-f7n
    @Bee-f7n 11 місяців тому +2

    I’m so sorry for your loss I went through the same thing 2 years ago I’m still broken I’m praying for you girl

  • @pickle1764
    @pickle1764 Рік тому +2

    keep your head up❤😢 missed you tho💕

  • @YoloNatuskaa
    @YoloNatuskaa 9 місяців тому +2

    It is not your fault girl!! It will be okay, don't cry you are kind, pretty, young... Just do not cry it will be okay

  • @CamilleeMoniquee
    @CamilleeMoniquee 3 місяці тому +2

    i dropped tears watching you cry, my condolences for you 💐❤

  • @lisa-jm2ky
    @lisa-jm2ky Рік тому +2

    I hope the best for you through this hardship. Keep your head up you're a very beautiful young lady

  • @Kinsy_vlogss
    @Kinsy_vlogss 9 місяців тому +2

    I am so sorry this is not ur fault at all do not blame urself he’s in a better place now my heart hurts for u but he is always with u and ur babies

  • @thankmelater7282
    @thankmelater7282 Рік тому +2

    I feel your pain baby don't blame yourself sweetie.en please get someone to stay with you.

  • @CloudsonFragelis-p9s
    @CloudsonFragelis-p9s 5 місяців тому +2

    I feel bad 😭🥺

  • @Scoeboytaeskii040
    @Scoeboytaeskii040 Рік тому +1

    Miss you haven’t seen you in a while❤️I’m sorry to hear that my condolences

  • @brittneyberry4934
    @brittneyberry4934 2 місяці тому +1

    Would give anything to hug you right now. Going through something similar but so diff at the same time. God got you and your babiee baby. Stay strong.

  • @CloudsonFragelis-p9s
    @CloudsonFragelis-p9s 5 місяців тому +2

    My friend died

  • @teresajohnston6733
    @teresajohnston6733 Рік тому +1

    Kay Kay my girlfriend yes boyfriend Tennessee yes Byron Gff yes

  • @ZAa._.17
    @ZAa._.17 Рік тому +1

    He was really at his lowest moments ts sad

  • @kaylamcdonald6349
    @kaylamcdonald6349 Рік тому +1

    god gave u a child u will be ok

  • @kaylamcdonald6349
    @kaylamcdonald6349 Рік тому +1

    dont worry it is not ur fault

  • @shantabutler3934
    @shantabutler3934 Рік тому +1

    I’m glad you back❤❤❤❤

  • @shantabutler3934
    @shantabutler3934 Рік тому +1

    I’m so sorry for your lost

  • @MarcusGregory-my5cr
    @MarcusGregory-my5cr 10 місяців тому +1

    Everything going to be okay

  • @jaystephens6400
    @jaystephens6400 Рік тому +1

    omg I’m so sorry🥺🥺🥺🥺

  • @teresajohnston6733
    @teresajohnston6733 Рік тому +1

    Ykaykayou need a boyfriend

  • @rachelarvelo1769
    @rachelarvelo1769 9 місяців тому +1

    I am so sorry for the loss

  • @katrinamoore2914
    @katrinamoore2914 Рік тому +1

    🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 13:29

  • @angelalaura7436
    @angelalaura7436 Рік тому +1

    🙏🙏🙏💙For y’all

  • @teresajohnston6733
    @teresajohnston6733 Рік тому +1

    Kay Kay my girlfriend Tennessee

  • @jociahheyward8748
    @jociahheyward8748 Рік тому +1

    LLK ❤

  • @lisa-jm2ky
    @lisa-jm2ky Рік тому +1

    You have ur subscribers here for you ♡.

  • @christinerudolph650
    @christinerudolph650 Рік тому

    My condolences to you and your family 🍹

  • @beverlystewart4465
    @beverlystewart4465 9 місяців тому

    I am so sorry for your loss rip 🙏😢

  • @kaylamcdonald6349
    @kaylamcdonald6349 Рік тому

    i was tearing

  • @HeatherMobley-nb8kg
    @HeatherMobley-nb8kg 10 місяців тому

    Its okay

  • @mahniiluv
    @mahniiluv 10 місяців тому

    i’m sorry ml ❤

  • @TeeSki44
    @TeeSki44 Рік тому

    🕯️💔❤️‍🩹♾️🕊️

  • @rjai4890
    @rjai4890 2 місяці тому

    Literally no one asked. Using his death for clout is hilarious. Even for your type.

    • @MellasWorlddd
      @MellasWorlddd Місяць тому +3

      shut your mouth. she actually letting people know what happened to him maybe bc everyone keeps asking her. or maybe she felt like she didn’t wanna hide about it but at least she took time off of UA-cam. stop being hateful and weird and js click off her channel. clearly she’s grieving and maybe this is another way for her to cope w her sadness. she lost someone she was very close with and have kids by. your a weirdo.

    • @JessRare
      @JessRare 13 днів тому

      How is she using his death for clout? This is her UA-cam and they use to do videos together and I’m sure people that don’t know them outside of UA-cam are curious. This is her kids father and they have history and if this helps her grieve then let her in peace.