Lil Dicky - Going Gray (Official Lyric Video)

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  • Опубліковано 17 січ 2024
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 894

  • @DCstroller
    @DCstroller 4 місяці тому +1413

    As someone in that’s in their mid 30s I don’t want to go back in time I just want it to slow down.

    • @trinitychambers8123
      @trinitychambers8123 4 місяці тому +41

      30 here. My daughter is about to turn 3. I also dont want to go back, but slow it down. Time sure is a thief!

    • @jacobjaskierny9714
      @jacobjaskierny9714 4 місяці тому +24

      36 here. Agree … now is good.

    • @RileyReidMeABook
      @RileyReidMeABook 4 місяці тому +11

      too bad, it only goes by quicker and quicker.

    • @stevewoodyt
      @stevewoodyt 4 місяці тому

      @@trinitychambers8123 almost 43 my oldest almost 10. Everyone says it but really cherish every moment with your kids. Good or bad it’s all important and you can’t get it back. I drank a few years away and boy howdy do I regret it. Good luck.

    • @TurdSlinger
      @TurdSlinger 4 місяці тому +9

      33 here. I'm with you

  • @heff434
    @heff434 4 місяці тому +645

    “Look at my parents, they can’t die. Who will tell me how to live my life?”
    As someone who’s parents are both deceased this line makes me want to cry. It’s exactly how I feel. If you’re reading this then I encourage you to not get annoyed when your parents still try to “parent” you in adulthood. You’ll miss it one day I promise.

    • @_FunkyDude
      @_FunkyDude 4 місяці тому +24

      Thank you, As a child who still gets frustrated at times in those moments. I dread the day they'll be gone... Family is everything to me.

    • @EBThisThat
      @EBThisThat 4 місяці тому +13

      On this side of the veil, I’m an orphan too. I miss them but I’m doing my best. I figured at 44, even if I never figure out what I’m doing with myself I’m enjoying my life and doing good deeds along the way. Just be kind, that’s the most basic tenet of life.

    • @leeonerd13
      @leeonerd13 4 місяці тому +3

      Truer words have never been spoken

    • @Tcar1212
      @Tcar1212 4 місяці тому +1

      ❤❤❤

    • @Azerrz
      @Azerrz 4 місяці тому +1

  • @Corbinhol
    @Corbinhol 4 місяці тому +548

    "Im a child but im getting older" hits too deep for me 😭

    • @Jennozen1
      @Jennozen1 4 місяці тому +3

      I just texted minutes before I saw this video "I'm convinced I'm a giant child."

    • @Radican1
      @Radican1 4 місяці тому +2

      😩😩

    • @Corpst
      @Corpst 4 місяці тому +2

      I almost cried. I don’t want to be old.

    • @Hahahahaaahaahaa
      @Hahahahaaahaahaa 4 місяці тому +4

      Almost like it's so shallow and generic that it applies to everyone...

    • @_FunkyDude
      @_FunkyDude 4 місяці тому +2

      All of us my friend... hints why this finna be a classic

  • @joechapman3938
    @joechapman3938 4 місяці тому +223

    31 year old male and big Dicky fan here - this might be the hardest/deepest hitting one he's put out to date.. each day is a gift yall appreciate every moment we have here

    • @d.roq619
      @d.roq619 4 місяці тому +1

      i feel you man.

    • @nikoladzhurov1800
      @nikoladzhurov1800 4 місяці тому

      shoutout to going graay squad. @@d.roq619

    • @LukeyDaLegend
      @LukeyDaLegend 4 місяці тому +6

      for real, im 23 but I've already lost the ability to live in the moment, music is the only thing that helps me

    • @nikoladzhurov1800
      @nikoladzhurov1800 4 місяці тому +1

      the 30 year olds or close to like me are gona roast you bro we will all give our left nut to be 23 @@LukeyDaLegend

    • @Weiho
      @Weiho 4 місяці тому

      Same homie :) Let's enjoy life and be try to be happy

  • @sametribeeverytime2
    @sametribeeverytime2 4 місяці тому +124

    I'm turning 40 soon and this song really hits me, we are still kids in an adult body we just look and feel different, our souls are still young. If you still have your parents cherish every day with them, life is short..

    • @SaintJoseph26
      @SaintJoseph26 4 місяці тому

      amen

    • @cidb5365
      @cidb5365 4 місяці тому +5

      I'm 43 and live by myself. I still feel like my parents are gonna come home or catch me with munchies in the kitchen when I smoke weed. My Mom and daughter and most family openly smokes weed so it's so silly.

    • @techmike9
      @techmike9 4 місяці тому +2

      I am 54 and still feel and act like a kid. Lost my dad and that made my relationship with my mom finally become what it should have been from the start.

    • @mikebergman1817
      @mikebergman1817 4 місяці тому +2

      I just turned 40 in December, and this is the first time in my life that my age is kind of bothering me. Especially now that it feels like the formula for succeeding and retiring seems to have changed in the last few years. This song cuts kinda deep.

    • @jayelliott8572
      @jayelliott8572 3 місяці тому

      Yo we are all a mix in the same fish bowl. I'm 41 parents are dead I still act and feel like a 21 year old. But yet time is not stopping and I can't slow it down for shxt I don't know how to feel or act at this stage in life. Time won't slow down and I'm scared to blink again cuz then I'll be 60 or dead

  • @AltcoinDaily
    @AltcoinDaily 4 місяці тому +555

    Lil Dicky is an aging legend. 🔥

    • @ConsciousThomas
      @ConsciousThomas 4 місяці тому +3

      Absolootlyyyy

    • @Aldolador1
      @Aldolador1 4 місяці тому

      Your channel is a joke.

    • @craigroberts6722
      @craigroberts6722 4 місяці тому +1

      The crypto twins know what's up

    • @its_me_gaber6122
      @its_me_gaber6122 4 місяці тому +2

      dont say that :( remember when juice said that?

    • @ConsciousThomas
      @ConsciousThomas 4 місяці тому

      @@its_me_gaber6122 ohhh mannnn… you really went there🫡

  • @anonam0us328
    @anonam0us328 4 місяці тому +123

    Lost my Dad on Sunday...this hit HARD. Appreciate you dude. You're amazing.

    • @KevinHackett
      @KevinHackett 4 місяці тому +2

      Sorry for your loss. Mine passed over a year ago.

    • @ckckck12
      @ckckck12 4 місяці тому

      Sorry for you right now. Take it in and breathe.

    • @cobbahall7463
      @cobbahall7463 4 місяці тому +1

      Sending love ❤️

    • @jakedickensheets453
      @jakedickensheets453 4 місяці тому

      Sending lots of love 🫶🫶

    • @toofar2real
      @toofar2real 4 місяці тому

      My condolences

  • @tonythedonluciano
    @tonythedonluciano 4 місяці тому +101

    Deep message. Unfortunately time is the one thing we don't get back, so use it wisely and don't waste it!

  • @thatainthay
    @thatainthay 4 місяці тому +59

    It's always the songs that are the most honest and unafraid of sharing personal fears that deeply resonate. Take care everybody. You still have today, and we're all lucky for that.

  • @NotQuiteEpic
    @NotQuiteEpic 4 місяці тому +39

    38, starting to gray, and just now starting to enjoy my life after years of silence. This song still hit real hard.

    • @Tamtudy
      @Tamtudy 3 місяці тому +1

      Im your 35th like, I am also 35. Enjoy your 30s bro. Wen you will be 60, you would wish to be 38 again. You good. Keep being good.

  • @ebonyangel951
    @ebonyangel951 4 місяці тому +34

    This is the anthem for every 30 year old who's doing everything just to keep shit together, no matter your generation, but especially us Millennial 30-somethings.

    • @DabuDave
      @DabuDave 3 місяці тому

      Im a millennial and im 42

  • @thedefinitive6296
    @thedefinitive6296 4 місяці тому +43

    Bruh is hitting the the elder millennial experience right on the head. I'm 38 and my greys are coming in. My dad passed away last March and that shit gave me an existential crisis. There's a part of me that wants kids, but a bigger part of me that doesn't. You just don't know if you're getting it right or fucking it all up and the world feels so chaotic right now. In so many ways, it feels like I'm still a kid trying to figure out who I am, but the clock is ticking and I'm gonna be 40 soon.
    I felt these lyrics in my bones. Harrison Ave was the same for me too. I'm looking forward to checking out the other vids and relistening to the songs. This shit is masterful, Dave.

    • @Solidseifer1
      @Solidseifer1 4 місяці тому +5

      I had my son at 36. Was the most important thing I have ever done. I never wanted kids till late. I have less time, but its worth it.

    • @wcarthurii
      @wcarthurii 4 місяці тому

      ​@@Solidseifer1 was it the most important thing you ever did, eh? I'm curious as to what your perceived negatives were beforehand, and ultimately what made you wait?

    • @DabuDave
      @DabuDave 3 місяці тому +1

      i had 2 girls in my early 20s got divoced never thought i wanted more kids. My current wife wanted to have children I was 36 and I wasnt too excited, but let me tell you they are my everything and make me a better person every day. This song makes me sad because It reminds me of them growing up and i cant keep these moments. If you feel you want kids go for it as long as you are capable of taking care of them. The most special thing a person can do in this life.

  • @ricardocosta5628
    @ricardocosta5628 4 місяці тому +53

    I know it feels strangely late but some of us eventually go through the Big Dicky phase, you just have to embrace it big bro.

  • @AZn5t0n3R
    @AZn5t0n3R 4 місяці тому +38

    Turning 30 and I know I'm not old but the feeling is still there...

    • @CloudCollapse
      @CloudCollapse 4 місяці тому +7

      27 and I'm also always conscious of my age and what to expect with aging, parents and grandparents passing, and eventually friends passing. Hell, who's to say I'll make it to 40? Life is fragile and precious. Have fun this weekend with that in mind (within reason. Don't take anything you could OD on)

    • @joshuad1716
      @joshuad1716 4 місяці тому +4

      Same bro, turning 30 this year and i just cant believe how fast the time has gone by, it truly brings me to tears thinking about all the times i took for granted

    • @MediumDSpeaks
      @MediumDSpeaks 4 місяці тому +1

      Me too bro

    • @KooLaidStudios
      @KooLaidStudios 4 місяці тому

      same bro feels just like yesterday I was 16 and now 2008 was 16 years ago.. like holy shit@@joshuad1716

    • @stupedcraig
      @stupedcraig 4 місяці тому

      Dang, yall old af. I'm just 40.

  • @calcilite5334
    @calcilite5334 4 місяці тому +9

    Lil Dicky is the genuine Sound Bird of our generation, actual genius. Penith is amazing.

    • @WILLbeDAMNED
      @WILLbeDAMNED 2 місяці тому +1

      Too many relatable stories. This is album is a musical time capsule.

  • @deelo721
    @deelo721 4 місяці тому +15

    I think this is my favorite song on the album

  • @wojciechwilczynski5309
    @wojciechwilczynski5309 4 місяці тому +18

    Damn Lil Dicky just hitting us with the feels at night.

  • @repscluesrep5400
    @repscluesrep5400 4 місяці тому +16

    Dealing with all this at 40 and just hits so hard.

  • @saizeeee
    @saizeeee 4 місяці тому +16

    Yep, this is what adulting feels like. So relatable ♥️

  • @Stinkyboi
    @Stinkyboi 3 місяці тому +5

    The way he can do justice for every style he uses of his friends, shit is beautiful

  • @jetottow2551
    @jetottow2551 4 місяці тому +26

    Beautiful. I'm going gray as well. Love this one.

  • @mart1n10601
    @mart1n10601 4 місяці тому +8

    This the best song released out of everything else this week.

  • @RoarTheRapper
    @RoarTheRapper 4 місяці тому +8

    THIS is what I wanted to hear from you Dicky! I knew you had this beauty in you!

  • @ruddyy123
    @ruddyy123 4 місяці тому +11

    Deep track is this. At 38 years old and having achieved nothing in my life and losing the love of my life last week (as she left me) this track really hits hard

  • @ragekage1234
    @ragekage1234 4 місяці тому +6

    No matter how popular this song becomes, it will always be underrated

  • @mindranger6464
    @mindranger6464 4 місяці тому +10

    Gives me chills every time I listen to this, and I’ve been listening to for 3 days

    • @michealwilson4229
      @michealwilson4229 4 місяці тому

      Right I cannot stop listening to this. I have it on repeat everytime I come to this song on the album. I'm 24 turning 25 this year and i just can't help but love this song bc i know one day I'll be 30 and I'll come right back to this song

  • @Izydluffy_979
    @Izydluffy_979 4 місяці тому +9

    Dude, I needed this! I’ve been waiting for him to come back out with music for a while! The man is spitting facts. I hope he continues to do that.

  • @SadDeath.
    @SadDeath. 4 місяці тому +5

    This hit me in the feels..😢

  • @ThatDudeArvai
    @ThatDudeArvai 4 місяці тому +6

    I'm a year away from 30 and this hits hard as hell. Grey hair, watching all my friends getting married and having kids, back killing me... man

  • @sah4128
    @sah4128 4 місяці тому +7

    I was moved by this one. Life’s about loving and laughing (like this album) but sometimes you need to be humbled. Sometimes you can’t escape your own thoughts. I love this song so much. And I love my parents, can’t imagine life without them 🙏

  • @StonedSoldier
    @StonedSoldier 4 місяці тому +3

    This is so beautiful. This was on repeat as soon as the episode with this song dropped and now to have the full song is amazing.

  • @dylandrobinson6062
    @dylandrobinson6062 4 місяці тому +3

    Thats emotionaly deep ❤we all gonna live these moment

  • @foyjustice7212
    @foyjustice7212 4 місяці тому +3

    Getting older.. Wiser too bro. I feel your tunes, all ways have. Many many have. You a master man!

  • @EvanLaFrance
    @EvanLaFrance 4 місяці тому +3

    Best album I've ever heard in my life, you've inspired me and generations to come. thank you dave.

  • @skylarmason573
    @skylarmason573 4 місяці тому +4

    That hit me hard.. Like its not a song that makes you cry, it just feels like someone is sitting on your chest and you cant breathe..

  • @treejay3
    @treejay3 4 місяці тому +8

    i use to think a girl would change my life but its me who needs to make my life change accomplish what you can while ur here all you need is you💯

  • @rapbhutan
    @rapbhutan 4 місяці тому +6

    Lil Dicky is the hero we didn’t know we needed ❤

  • @kevinpitts22able
    @kevinpitts22able 4 місяці тому +7

    This had no business hitting me in the feels this hard

  • @SyamAraragi
    @SyamAraragi 4 місяці тому +3

    Spot on song.
    Going through this right now.
    Thanks man.

  • @wellnessbeatsreacts
    @wellnessbeatsreacts 4 місяці тому +13

    I know right!!! I'm in my f_ck!ng 40's, when did this happen? My dad always told me that getting old is a blessing, and after losing some friends that were way too young, I agree with him.

    • @nickparsons337
      @nickparsons337 4 місяці тому +1

      I couldn't agree with you more. I'm in my mid 40's and lost two friends in a matter of five years. One ended himself; the other was shot in a home invasion. 26 and 40 respectfully. There's never enough life to live it seems. Pink Floyd had it right all along: "every year is getting shorter; never seem to find the time."

    • @wellnessbeatsreacts
      @wellnessbeatsreacts 4 місяці тому

      @@nickparsons337 I'm sorry for your losses. We just have to keep their memories alive, and an artist like Lil Dicky brings people together and even though he's funny, he talks about real sh!t too so that we can have these conversations 🖤

  • @Jenny-Secondlife
    @Jenny-Secondlife 4 місяці тому +2

    It makes me sad in a good way

  • @elFuego00
    @elFuego00 4 місяці тому +4

    This track is hard on many levels. Lil Dicky is a creative that has been doing his thing in many ways for a minute now. Many blessings and much respect 🙏🏾

  • @AndrewxOC
    @AndrewxOC 4 місяці тому +1

    Our bodies are nothing. Minds nothing. We are our souls. Forever young, forever infinite ❤

  • @Cyber_Scorpion
    @Cyber_Scorpion 4 місяці тому +5

    Your giving me chills on repeat

  • @BowersGameCorner
    @BowersGameCorner 4 місяці тому +9

    LD hitting me in my 37 year old feels early this morning. I'm going to go hug my kids.

    • @cj6494
      @cj6494 4 місяці тому +1

      same man, same.

  • @eseaysay
    @eseaysay 4 місяці тому +31

    La razón por la que tiene éxito Lil Dicky es porque su música es auténtica. Construyó una base de fans leales basándose en la coherencia y sin tratar de sonar como todos los artistas. Rezo para que algún día mi música pueda llegar a masas como Lil Dicky. ¡Él es mi mayor inspiración!

  • @dr.palmer
    @dr.palmer 4 місяці тому +1

    This song hits so hard. What an amazing summary of life.

  • @averageadam5001
    @averageadam5001 4 місяці тому +6

    Turn 30 in a few months. I remember when Professional Rapper came out when I was 21. Time sure does fly.

    • @michealwilson4229
      @michealwilson4229 4 місяці тому +1

      Damn I was 14, i can't believe it was that long ago. I'm only about to be 25 but the fear of getting older makes me love this song so much. Hits me home everytime

    • @cj6494
      @cj6494 4 місяці тому

      i was 23. my life was completely different compared to then. feels like a century ago

  • @louforcier2549
    @louforcier2549 4 місяці тому +2

    That song really hit me deep, well way more than I expect. Ty Dave

  • @furrdogg6973
    @furrdogg6973 4 місяці тому +2

    Lil Dicky making me cry wasn't part of my 2024 plans

  • @stitchisreal
    @stitchisreal 4 місяці тому +1

    Slowing down , pouring up such a gorgeous sound, growing up but I know I'm still a child wow

  • @kelseywhited8328
    @kelseywhited8328 4 місяці тому +3

    This. ❤ I'm turning 33 and I felt this... shit.

  • @darealmrxbeen
    @darealmrxbeen 4 місяці тому +1

    Might be the best one and my favorite.

  • @MediumDSpeaks
    @MediumDSpeaks 4 місяці тому +5

    "Im a child, but Im getting older" Im about to turn 30. Lil Dicky inspired me to start chasing my dreams when I was 24. I got some traction and fell off, this year I stsrted working on it again, look at that, Dicky drops a new song about EXACTLY how I feel. I need to be an adult, Im "the" man, Im the one in their prime. But all I remember is being a child. Greys get plucked, if I eat too much I gain weight. I get annoyed at annoying stuff my mom does and stop myself and think "youll miss this one day" and get sad. One thing I didnt expect from my favorite artist was him continuing to make music I could connect to as I get older but here I am, 29, crying to a Lil Dicky song.

  • @dieselclockwork
    @dieselclockwork 4 місяці тому +5

    Bumping this shit all weekend and beyond! This album is spotless from front to back! Sooo much character and personality and emotion all throughout the album. Lil Dicky is an inspiration for me as a small rapper and producer myself! It takes a loyal ass fanbase to wait close to eight years for new music. Someday I hope I can gain a fanbase even half as loyal as this one! Great job Dave!

  • @LozaAlexander
    @LozaAlexander 4 місяці тому

    i feel this everyday!!!

  • @WickedJohnny26
    @WickedJohnny26 4 місяці тому +6

    this one hit on many levels, Thanks Dave

  • @lowvoltage4104
    @lowvoltage4104 4 місяці тому +1

    That hit different. Kinda hit home.

  • @LilPieO
    @LilPieO 4 місяці тому +1

    My favorite song of the album so far

  • @HURGAMING
    @HURGAMING 4 місяці тому +3

    What an absolutely beautiful song

  • @Nickilax
    @Nickilax 3 місяці тому +2

    Thanks for this Dave honestly.

  • @im_amphi
    @im_amphi 4 місяці тому +4

    i just love this man so much

  • @cloudymind382
    @cloudymind382 4 місяці тому +3

    Best song on penith #facts

  • @thataytay
    @thataytay 4 місяці тому +1

    This song will forever be, beyond underrated.

  • @alexohlott1048
    @alexohlott1048 4 місяці тому +1

    So happy this song made it to the album might be my favorite song on it

  • @GothicMatt17
    @GothicMatt17 4 місяці тому +3

    Your very talented Dave just remember that and how much people love and respect you. Don’t ever doubt yourself.

  • @ckckck12
    @ckckck12 4 місяці тому +2

    Love your music dude. Got me pretty emotional.

  • @leucifer2
    @leucifer2 4 місяці тому +3

    Thank you for releasing this album on my birthday Dave

  • @serbiangamer
    @serbiangamer 4 місяці тому +2

    Closing in on 40's, how did it come to this?!

  • @mindranger6464
    @mindranger6464 4 місяці тому +1

    Man this gets my chest feeling heavy every single time.
    Love you Dave❤️🫶
    Your an amazing person

  • @NihilisticOrgasm
    @NihilisticOrgasm 4 місяці тому +5

    It’s almost like the game and money doesn’t change who you are, it only amplifies who you are

  • @MrLarge303
    @MrLarge303 4 місяці тому +3

    A great album or song will make you laugh and cry. Dave hit this album out the park in both visuals and lyrics.

  • @la-thekid
    @la-thekid 4 місяці тому +3

    Thanks Dave..Just the song i needed to push the tears out!

  • @flickboogers9325
    @flickboogers9325 4 місяці тому

    I'm in my 40's and rock Lil Dicky...keep bangin.

  • @emilvajstedt6423
    @emilvajstedt6423 4 місяці тому +1

    Love this…. Penith is going on repeat ❤

  • @johny8698
    @johny8698 4 місяці тому +1

    Millennial anthem 💯

  • @ZachC20
    @ZachC20 4 місяці тому

    Loving this album

  • @benjoiner777
    @benjoiner777 4 місяці тому +1

    Love you man. You're not alone

  • @artdeleon71
    @artdeleon71 4 місяці тому +1

    Half way thru the album and this is definitely my favorite so far

  • @user-il1tq3kd2i
    @user-il1tq3kd2i 13 днів тому

    I’m turning 40 in 3 months this song just hit so hard for me, I don’t know how I feel about my life and my accomplishments. Just proud I have 2 great kids

  • @parkerkindom3464
    @parkerkindom3464 4 місяці тому +1

    Fav song ever ❤️

  • @honestone4306
    @honestone4306 4 місяці тому +1

    Your music has gotten much better this one is deep.

  • @mlowentertainment
    @mlowentertainment 3 місяці тому

    wow the tears are really flowing on this one... woah,gotta say this is a first time a song has made me feel such strong emotions. WE LOVE YOU DAVE, truly a gift

  • @SPBTheHuman
    @SPBTheHuman 4 місяці тому +1

    I like the vibe of this one.

  • @katelynlofton265
    @katelynlofton265 4 місяці тому

    cannot stop playing this song. i feel it in mah heart.

  • @CleetusTheBun
    @CleetusTheBun 4 місяці тому +1

    This is my favorite so far 🩵

  • @imyoung4689
    @imyoung4689 4 місяці тому +1

    "Im a child but im getting older", Its hits deep when is 11:29pm

  • @thataytay
    @thataytay 4 місяці тому +2

    This is damn beautiful. I love all the drops 💕

  • @Djlittlefever
    @Djlittlefever 4 місяці тому +2

    This song hits deep for me.

  • @kellymccoy500
    @kellymccoy500 4 місяці тому

    I’m so glad he dropped all these songs ❤

  • @Mc_Looper
    @Mc_Looper 2 місяці тому +1

    Timeless 🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️

  • @vdubponce
    @vdubponce 4 місяці тому

    Been listening since the mixtape ty for the new music 🔥

  • @austinwathan6322
    @austinwathan6322 4 місяці тому +2

    Yeah this is a masterpiece It’s giving me straight up Bo Burnhamns inside vibes 🙌🔥🤘

  • @its_me_gaber6122
    @its_me_gaber6122 4 місяці тому

    listening on repeat!

  • @JbizzyLoL
    @JbizzyLoL 4 місяці тому +1

    I was waiting for this song to drop. This was my favorite off of the show.

  • @tangho
    @tangho 4 місяці тому

    fave song off this album !!

  • @diniaceleste5892
    @diniaceleste5892 4 місяці тому

    Thanks for the type of music we all could relate, instead of the crap that the radio play lately. The type of music that only the performer can relate.

  • @TopRivers
    @TopRivers 4 місяці тому +1

    Song is too real. Thank you for this LD 🥺🙏

  • @V3rN-
    @V3rN- 4 місяці тому

    I really needed this ❤

  • @nathanway1550
    @nathanway1550 4 місяці тому +1

    Turning 30 this year, and this song sums up how I’ve been feeling