After all the things we been thru You kept on lying but I believed you Wanted nothing but the fucking truth After all the violence and drugs too Like what the fuck got into you I can’t trust nobody Never thought I’d love you But I guess I do Bitch you used me like a fucking tool ... I’m in the streets You act like a fool ... I’m grinding making my own moves Not the same guy you always knew Open mindset something new After all the lies and tears too I know she changed I stay the same Hold it down I could never change I’m going down my own way 14 years old Man I’m going in To the top ima change the game I can’t lose again Need my money man fuck the fame Broken hearted Yeah once again Struggle was real so I worked harder I’m killing this shit as men and women get slaughtered Man I’m tired of fake rap Listen and tell me this isn’t straight facts Bitch you got me fucked up way back If im all alone Don’t call my phone Leave a message at the tone
[Pre-Chorus] Holding on doesn’t feel the same Nothing seems to cover up the pain Baby, I’ve been trying but you can't feel the same About me, baby [Chorus] Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on [Verse] Yeah, I’ve just been so numb, it feels like nothing’s real I’ve just been so empty, I can’t fuckin’ feel But I can feel my body start to fade My heart is cold that’s why I’m so sick of taking all these fuckin’ pills I don’t ever talk about it much Drinking every day, just to escape the memories of us You paint me as a villain, but my blood is on your brush I was in it til’ the end, you was in it for the rush See I’m scared of being hurt and I’m scared of getting close Cause’ the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you most But it's hard to know your worth when everything is broke Now I’m just drowning in my sorrow trying not to fuckin’ choke The more pain you go through, the harder it feel And the scars that we can’t see are the hardest to heal I gave you everything, I’m just left with all of these pills And even though I fuckin’ hate you, you have part of me still Cry for you, I promised that I would never fuckin’ cry for you Die for you, I can’t be without you I would die for you Bleed for you, I do anything, I fuckin’ bleed for you Why can’t you understand, I fuckin’ needed you [Pre-Chorus] Holding on doesn’t feel the same Nothing seems to cover up the pain Baby, I’ve been trying but you can't feel the same About me, baby [Chrous] Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on [Outro] Baby, baby, baby, baby Nothing seems to cover up the pain Baby, baby, baby, baby Nothing seems to cover up the pain
[Original song by Phora] Holding on doesn't feel the same Nothing seems to cover up the pain Baby, I've been trying but you can't feel the same About me, baby Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I've been trying, holding on, holding on Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I've been trying, holding on, holding on Yeah, I've just been so numb, it feels like nothing's real I've just been so empty, I can't fuckin' feel But I can feel my body start to fade My heart is cold that's why I'm so sick of taking all these fuckin' pills I don't ever talk about it much Drinking every day, just to escape the memories of us You paint me as a villain, but my blood is on your brush I was in it til' the end, you was in it for the rush See I'm scared of being hurt and I'm scared of getting close Cause' the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you most But it's hard to know your worth when everything is broke Now I'm just drowning in my sorrow trying not to fuckin' choke The more pain you go through, the harder it feel And the scars that we can't see are the hardest to heal I gave you everything, I'm just left with all of these pills And even though I fuckin' hate you, you have part of me still Cry for you, I promised that I would never fuckin' cry for you Die for you, I can't be without you I would die for you Plea for you, I do anything, I fuckin' plea for you Why can't you understand, I fuckin' needed you Holding on doesn't feel the same Nothing seems to cover up the pain Baby, I've been trying but you can't feel the same About me, baby Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I've been trying, holding on, holding on Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I've been trying, holding on, holding on Baby, baby, baby, baby Nothing seems to cover up the pain Baby, baby, baby, baby Nothing seems to cover up the pain
I feel so empty i don't know why I feel. Dreaming and excaping from Memories of us, switch up. We promised you never leave my side. You got issues ,I got those too. Things I do, things I said, didn't matter because I always had you in my bed and when I wake up. Even tho you paint me as a villain, my blood is on your brush. cry for you even when I said I wouldnt think of you, die for you even if I'm not meant for yoU..... Its hard to know you worth when everything broken.
Said we would ride till death look in your eyes I keep on fallling back to holding on again our memories just be haunting know you see me doing me and know it’f fuck me till I’m gone again I knew this shit was happened deep down inside knew I was wrong again
Hurts so bad , have no one to talk to , just lost ma dad . I just feel like I can't take this no more Nobdoy even has ma back . Fuck this world fuck this society , once I was in love but why did you fucking lie to me . Hurts so bad that you and her are happy together , she , I wanna be her , I wanna have thoose curves , forever is lie , so please if I had a wish I wanna diee.
So many thing i want to tell But im scared to write this song I know were physically together But inside i feel along And i know im always changing But im happy when your home And i can tell you feeling pain See i can hear it in your tone And im sorry that i hurt you even thought it doesn't help But if i lose you Then i lose me soul And probably lose myself And lately i been Looking at the cards that i was dealt i been wishing they were hearts and i wasnt locked in a call But it whatever I know you feeling broken And im sorry Apologized for my mistakes I know im never right Im wishing i forgot About you every single morning But i find myself in pain Dreaming boat you every night And it hurts me that i hurt you I thought that i would do better I was called up in music Its studpid i fell this way Im numbing all my problems By writing you thought this letter And it probably doesn't change How im stuck outside the rain
Yeah, I’ve just been so numb, it feels like nothing’s real I’ve just been so empty, I can’t fuckin’ feel But I can feel my body start to fade My heart is cold that’s why I’m so sick of taking all these fuckin’ pills I don’t ever talk about it much Drinking every day, just to escape the memories of us You paint me as a villain, but my blood is on your brush I was in it 'til the end, you was in it for the rush See I’m scared of being hurt and I’m scared of getting close 'Cause the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you most But it's hard to know your worth when everything is broke Now I’m just drowning in my sorrow trying not to fuckin' choke The more pain you go through, the harder it feel And the scars that we can’t see are the hardest to heal I gave you everything, I’m just left with all of these pills And even though I fuckin' hate you, you have part of me still Cry for you, I promised that I'd never fuckin' cry for you Die for you, I can’t be without you, I would die for you Bleed for you, I do anything, I fuckin' bleed for you Why can’t you understand? I fuckin' needed you [Pre-Chorus] Holding on doesn’t feel the same Nothing seems to cover up the pain Baby, I’ve been trying but you can't feel the same About me, baby
Man I'm so broken I just feel so hopeless I look so damaged when you look at me hope you don't notice I fall apart and all my demons they just hold me closet Tell me how I should just end it all before they focus Yeah, i feel so empty and they just don't know this Man, Put my emotions here insides this poem I feel so numb inside but tell me how I still feeling these Feeling, I can't feel it, I don't know it but my words they show it Fantasizing bout ODing man this thing is daily Something good for my hated cuz man they fkn hate me Cross my mind I'm the day time but in the night they get me Tempted to just grab this blade and you can resurrect me Pray to God and u just ask him to come fix thing
I used to love all them fucking pills , I used to love how they made me feel so fucking real. We used to go on our lil bitty tiny dates , you use to tell me everything on your fucking plate . Now a days I don’t really see you much , that really hurts you told me you’ll always be there first . Momma gone daddy on his death so you know it hurts but I don’t see you that’s what makes it hurt worse. You walk around wit your little hoes do you think it’s ok for me to feel broke , but all the hurt and the pain that I done been through. I can’t be broken no mo I just gotta push through. Cause I see that silver lining it is really shining, just like a dimond I’m really thriving , this is my time and if I stop now who gone be able to claim that crown .-something New
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on [Verse] Yeah, I’ve just been so numb, it feels like nothing’s real I’ve just been so empty, I can’t fuckin’ feel But I can feel my body start to fade My heart is cold that’s why I’m so sick of taking all these fuckin’ pills I don’t ever talk about it much Drinking every day, just to escape the memories of us You paint me as a villain, but my blood is on your brush I was in it til’ the end, you was in it for the rush See I’m scared of being hurt and I’m scared of getting close Cause’ the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you most But it's hard to know your worth when everything is broke Now I’m just drowning in my sorrow trying not to fuckin’ choke The more pain you go through, the harder it feel And the scars that we can’t see are the hardest to heal I gave you everything, I’m just left with all of these pills And even though I fuckin’ hate you, you have part of me still Cry for you, I promised that I would never fuckin’ cry for you Die for you, I can’t be without you I would die for you Bleed for you, I do anything, I fuckin’ bleed for you Why can’t you understand, I fuckin’ needed you Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on [Outro] Baby, baby, baby, baby Nothing seems to cover up the pain Baby, baby, baby, baby Nothing seems to cover up the pain
i've searching for it and i couldn't find it (sorry if my english is a shit but i'm from Argentina) if someone knows about this beat without phora's voice please tell me where please
If you basically want the whole instrumental without this cut out shit, look up 'Ocean Beats "SKINS" xxxtentacion type beat' with the pink background, that's where phora bought the beat, if your a producer all you gotta do is just change the tempo & pitch up a bit, chop & extend it if you basically want the same instrumental sound as phora. That's what anthro & the rest of the producers exactly did, other than that, it's the original beat
![Phora - Loyalty [Instrumental]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/-NYA4XLS8jY/mqdefault.jpg)
![Phora - Loyalty [Instrumental]](/img/tr.png)
![Phora - Forever [Instrumental]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZodnmcVBVKg/mqdefault.jpg)
After all the things we been thru
You kept on lying but I believed you
Wanted nothing but the fucking truth
After all the violence and drugs too
Like what the fuck got into you
I can’t trust nobody
Never thought I’d love you
But I guess I do
Bitch you used me like a fucking tool
...
I’m in the streets
You act like a fool
...
I’m grinding making my own moves
Not the same guy you always knew
Open mindset something new
After all the lies and tears too
I know she changed I stay the same
Hold it down I could never change
I’m going down my own way
14 years old
Man I’m going in
To the top ima change the game
I can’t lose again
Need my money man fuck the fame
Broken hearted
Yeah once again
Struggle was real so I worked harder
I’m killing this shit as men and women get slaughtered
Man I’m tired of fake rap
Listen and tell me this isn’t straight facts
Bitch you got me fucked up way back
If im all alone
Don’t call my phone
Leave a message at the tone
[Pre-Chorus]
Holding on doesn’t feel the same
Nothing seems to cover up the pain
Baby, I’ve been trying but you can't feel the same
About me, baby
[Chorus]
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
[Verse]
Yeah, I’ve just been so numb, it feels like nothing’s real
I’ve just been so empty, I can’t fuckin’ feel
But I can feel my body start to fade
My heart is cold that’s why I’m so sick of taking all these fuckin’ pills
I don’t ever talk about it much
Drinking every day, just to escape the memories of us
You paint me as a villain, but my blood is on your brush
I was in it til’ the end, you was in it for the rush
See I’m scared of being hurt and I’m scared of getting close
Cause’ the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you most
But it's hard to know your worth when everything is broke
Now I’m just drowning in my sorrow trying not to fuckin’ choke
The more pain you go through, the harder it feel
And the scars that we can’t see are the hardest to heal
I gave you everything, I’m just left with all of these pills
And even though I fuckin’ hate you, you have part of me still
Cry for you, I promised that I would never fuckin’ cry for you
Die for you, I can’t be without you I would die for you
Bleed for you, I do anything, I fuckin’ bleed for you
Why can’t you understand, I fuckin’ needed you
[Pre-Chorus]
Holding on doesn’t feel the same
Nothing seems to cover up the pain
Baby, I’ve been trying but you can't feel the same
About me, baby
[Chrous]
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
[Outro]
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Nothing seems to cover up the pain
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Nothing seems to cover up the pain
Who remembers when this was just an instrumental? No hook or anything, just a free beat.
[Original song by Phora]
Holding on doesn't feel the same
Nothing seems to cover up the pain
Baby, I've been trying but you can't feel the same
About me, baby
Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I've been trying, holding on, holding on
Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I've been trying, holding on, holding on
Yeah, I've just been so numb, it feels like nothing's real
I've just been so empty, I can't fuckin' feel
But I can feel my body start to fade
My heart is cold that's why I'm so sick of taking all these fuckin' pills
I don't ever talk about it much
Drinking every day, just to escape the memories of us
You paint me as a villain, but my blood is on your brush
I was in it til' the end, you was in it for the rush
See I'm scared of being hurt and I'm scared of getting close
Cause' the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you most
But it's hard to know your worth when everything is broke
Now I'm just drowning in my sorrow trying not to fuckin' choke
The more pain you go through, the harder it feel
And the scars that we can't see are the hardest to heal
I gave you everything, I'm just left with all of these pills
And even though I fuckin' hate you, you have part of me still
Cry for you, I promised that I would never fuckin' cry for you
Die for you, I can't be without you I would die for you
Plea for you, I do anything, I fuckin' plea for you
Why can't you understand, I fuckin' needed you
Holding on doesn't feel the same
Nothing seems to cover up the pain
Baby, I've been trying but you can't feel the same
About me, baby
Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I've been trying, holding on, holding on
Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I've been trying, holding on, holding on
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Nothing seems to cover up the pain
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Nothing seems to cover up the pain
I feel so empty i don't know why I feel. Dreaming and excaping from Memories of us, switch up. We promised you never leave my side. You got issues ,I got those too. Things I do, things I said, didn't matter because I always had you in my bed and when I wake up. Even tho you paint me as a villain, my blood is on your brush. cry for you even when I said I wouldnt think of you, die for you even if I'm not meant for yoU.....
Its hard to know you worth when everything broken.
Make one of his song "What If"
Said we would ride till death look in your eyes I keep on fallling back to holding on again our memories just be haunting know you see me doing me and know it’f fuck me till I’m gone again I knew this shit was happened deep down inside knew I was wrong again
Do COME THRU
yt_calbert warner ive uploaded it.... check it out
Hurts so bad , have no one to talk to , just lost ma dad . I just feel like I can't take this no more Nobdoy even has ma back . Fuck this world fuck this society , once I was in love but why did you fucking lie to me . Hurts so bad that you and her are happy together , she , I wanna be her , I wanna have thoose curves , forever is lie , so please if I had a wish I wanna diee.
bruh it's jessicaa never lose hope....💯🙏🙏💖
Bro, what’s your Facebook, I finished the song and will probably drop it tomorrow, I want to tag you as the one who reproduced it
Third V.M.E. just tag my youtube channel.... 😁😁
I’m not posting it in UA-cam, I’ll credit you either way but I just wanted to tag you
So many thing i want to tell
But im scared to write this song
I know were physically together
But inside i feel along
And i know im always changing
But im happy when your home
And i can tell you feeling pain
See i can hear it in your tone
And im sorry that i hurt you
even thought it doesn't help
But if i lose you
Then i lose me soul
And probably lose myself
And lately i been
Looking at the cards that i was dealt i been wishing they were hearts and i wasnt locked in a call
But it whatever
I know you feeling broken
And im sorry
Apologized for my mistakes
I know im never right
Im wishing i forgot
About you every single morning
But i find myself in pain
Dreaming boat you every night
And it hurts me that i hurt you
I thought that i would do better
I was called up in music
Its studpid i fell this way
Im numbing all my problems
By writing you thought this letter
And it probably doesn't change
How im stuck outside the rain
if i lose you-kam
Yeah, I’ve just been so numb, it feels like nothing’s real
I’ve just been so empty, I can’t fuckin’ feel
But I can feel my body start to fade
My heart is cold that’s why I’m so sick of taking all these fuckin’ pills
I don’t ever talk about it much
Drinking every day, just to escape the memories of us
You paint me as a villain, but my blood is on your brush
I was in it 'til the end, you was in it for the rush
See I’m scared of being hurt and I’m scared of getting close
'Cause the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you most
But it's hard to know your worth when everything is broke
Now I’m just drowning in my sorrow trying not to fuckin' choke
The more pain you go through, the harder it feel
And the scars that we can’t see are the hardest to heal
I gave you everything, I’m just left with all of these pills
And even though I fuckin' hate you, you have part of me still
Cry for you, I promised that I'd never fuckin' cry for you
Die for you, I can’t be without you, I would die for you
Bleed for you, I do anything, I fuckin' bleed for you
Why can’t you understand? I fuckin' needed you
[Pre-Chorus]
Holding on doesn’t feel the same
Nothing seems to cover up the pain
Baby, I’ve been trying but you can't feel the same
About me, baby
I made a cover of this song if anyone cares to listen🖤 thank you phora for being so creative and making me feel at the same time✍🏽.
Hey, do you have sound cloud? I wanna listen to it
Can you do "Wish you Knew"?
I like this because I memorized the lyrics and I rapped it all the way through. It was fun
I’ll save your struggle the original version is here
soundcloud.com/keshibeats/mogo
When you can’t upload your remix to SoundCloud cuz of copyright😪
Is ur comment meant to be a sarcasm.... bcos i wanna say i dont have a soundcloud
no like if people write to it they can't upload to soundcloud cuz it doesn't let us
Same😔 copyright in my face fucc 😭
Legit fire bro
1 like for 1k
Man I'm so broken I just feel so hopeless
I look so damaged when you look at me hope you don't notice
I fall apart and all my demons they just hold me closet
Tell me how I should just end it all before they focus
Yeah, i feel so empty and they just don't know this
Man, Put my emotions here insides this poem
I feel so numb inside but tell me how I still feeling these
Feeling, I can't feel it, I don't know it but my words they show it
Fantasizing bout ODing man this thing is daily
Something good for my hated cuz man they fkn hate me
Cross my mind I'm the day time but in the night they get me
Tempted to just grab this blade and you can resurrect me
Pray to God and u just ask him to come fix thing
Can you do run to next?
I used to love all them fucking pills , I used to love how they made me feel so fucking real. We used to go on our lil bitty tiny dates , you use to tell me everything on your fucking plate . Now a days I don’t really see you much , that really hurts you told me you’ll always be there first . Momma gone daddy on his death so you know it hurts but I don’t see you that’s what makes it hurt worse. You walk around wit your little hoes do you think it’s ok for me to feel broke , but all the hurt and the pain that I done been through. I can’t be broken no mo I just gotta push through. Cause I see that silver lining it is really shining, just like a dimond I’m really thriving , this is my time and if I stop now who gone be able to claim that crown .-something New
Oo yes🔥🖤
YES!!!!! THIS IS PERFECT ‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥🔥
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
[Verse]
Yeah, I’ve just been so numb, it feels like nothing’s real
I’ve just been so empty, I can’t fuckin’ feel
But I can feel my body start to fade
My heart is cold that’s why I’m so sick of taking all these fuckin’ pills
I don’t ever talk about it much
Drinking every day, just to escape the memories of us
You paint me as a villain, but my blood is on your brush
I was in it til’ the end, you was in it for the rush
See I’m scared of being hurt and I’m scared of getting close
Cause’ the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you most
But it's hard to know your worth when everything is broke
Now I’m just drowning in my sorrow trying not to fuckin’ choke
The more pain you go through, the harder it feel
And the scars that we can’t see are the hardest to heal
I gave you everything, I’m just left with all of these pills
And even though I fuckin’ hate you, you have part of me still
Cry for you, I promised that I would never fuckin’ cry for you
Die for you, I can’t be without you I would die for you
Bleed for you, I do anything, I fuckin’ bleed for you
Why can’t you understand, I fuckin’ needed you
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
[Outro]
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Nothing seems to cover up the pain
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Nothing seems to cover up the pain
Lol you just stole this from Ocean Beats
Faceless Beats nah.... i just arrange it from phora' release.... i do know ocean beats producr it
Faceless Beats its more of a remake
y'all remember this "typa beat" before phora took it? Xxxtentacion would've killed it
i've searching for it and i couldn't find it (sorry if my english is a shit but i'm from Argentina) if someone knows about this beat without phora's voice please tell me where please
here come dat boi nah.
Fuck X he can’t rap
Can I use this
suree
just subbed, this is amazing!
i just recorded this can you send me your email i was wondering if i can use
Yea... u can use it..
Btw my email - trakus88@gmail.com
What song does the sample come from
Alvin Romano Phora-Holding on
Not originally a phora song. It's by some lo-fi artist. J^p^n, Elijahwho or killedmyself made the instrumental
Naiix original sample is by Keshi
If you basically want the whole instrumental without this cut out shit, look up 'Ocean Beats "SKINS" xxxtentacion type beat' with the pink background, that's where phora bought the beat, if your a producer all you gotta do is just change the tempo & pitch up a bit, chop & extend it if you basically want the same instrumental sound as phora. That's what anthro & the rest of the producers exactly did, other than that, it's the original beat
Fabuloso it’s not, I heard this heat on SoundCloud from a different lofi producer way before this one, I can’t remember who at the moment tho
:”v
🔥🔥🔥