I'm so sorry you are going through so much right now 😔. I'm glad you are finding solace and companionship through your channel and the music. As you were talking I kept thinking of something Ren said in his 1 million subscribers speech (a reaction I recommend when you feel up to it). Ren says "One thing I know to be a constant law in the universe is that life is inconsistent, life is beautiful, and life is hideous; life is kind and life is cruel. Dancing inside this dichotomy and inconsistency makes me know that you won't hurt forever..." I hope this brings you some comfort and I wish you all the best in your move and your new home. Sometimes a fresh start helps put painful things behind so you can move forward. We'll be here when your ready. In the meantime, so you don't loose your reaction to Troubles, maybe I can suggest you edit the video so you can type what you are saying instead and perhaps follow it by a reaction to the official video for Troubles which is quite different. That way you can save the reaction. Just a suggestion. All the best xx
As our favourite artist has said - everything is subject to change. I hope this upheaval in your life eventually brings you the healing and peace you deserve. Be kind to yourself. 💕
Cosign the above from @InconSteveHable We're humans. We have a range of emotions. Should be no judgment on expressing any of them. Hang in there. All will work out as intended.
I understand what u r going through completely...my heart goes out to u!! In the last year I moved back home to Wyoming when my life & marriage fell apart. I found #Ren during this time - between his music & the beautiful solitude of nature - it's really helped me not only cope, but realize how I can make my life better in the future. Ren + WY = A Peaceful Heart with a Hunger for Life
I'm sad to hear that you're going through it right now. Hopefully there's a silver lining to be found. What you've built isn't silly and anyone who thinks so just doesn't get it. Community is where you find it even if it's in the virtual ether of the interwebs. Keep doing what makes you happy because your videos are a highlight and I always enjoy your perspective.
I hate to see that you are struggling, friend - but I very much appreciate your willingness to be vulnerable with us. I don't know the specifics of your current situation but I am sending as many virtual hugs and as much positivity as I can. I've no platitudes to share (they don't help, anyway) - I can only say that you have the strength within you to weather this storm. I hope you believe it. I look forward to seeing you come out the other side triumphant. 💙💙💙 I love Wyoming - there is something so very American about our prairie lands - so beautiful and so vast. Thanks for reacting to this. Diazepam is one of my favorite Ren songs. How Ren can make a song about such difficult subject matter seem so damned groovy always amazes me. The man is a legend.
You don’t ever have to say sorry or apologise for the way you feel!! We’ve (men) have done that for far too long!! Right now, you have to do what’s best for you, don’t put any unneeded pressure on yourself, do you, right now you have to put yourself first.
Oh brother you are not alone. I’m sending so much love your way and I for sure am just one of many. Especially as I skim these other comments from all these other beautiful human beings. Seems like even a feathered friend wants to come and check in with you too. Hang in there, one step, one hour one day at a time my friend. You’ve got this. Much love from the UK 🥰❤️xxx
You are a Renegade and allowed to show your emotions to the rest of us Renegades. Wishing you all the best and looking forward to your reactions from Wyoming. Show some pictures of the mountains (I think you said ). Florida is so flat and I miss the “koppies” as we South Africans say . Love and respect from South Florida ❤❤
You are part of the Ren family so no emotions are the wrong emotions we have all all been there. Take care of yourself we will always be waiting here for you when you have time!!❤
This channel is one of a select few that I check for updates. Sorry life has put you through it lately, but hopeful this move will be the beginning of a new, brighter chapter.
Emotions are not dumb,they’re human and it takes a lot of strength and vulnerability to express them so openly.I appreciate your honesty and insights about life and music and relate to a lot of what you share,as I’m sure many people in your UA-cam community do,which is empowering for us and hopefully you as well.Sending love to you during this difficult time and wishing you the best ❤
I can relate to everything you so beautifully spoke about. I find so much comfort in knowing I am not alone in the battles i have faced and the one's that are still coming. Thank's for that. I also know that moving is rough, but it sounds like you are landing in a beautiful place. ❤🙏❤🙏
I've really enjoyed watching your community and channel grow and even though everything seems crazy and scary right now I think it's the start of your next new adventure in life. You could even vlog your journey of travel, interesting people you meet etc. And share music along the way. I think it would be great. A vlog of you on a new journey helping us, helping you, helping others, and it all goes full circle - if that makes sense? 🤔 Cwtches 🏴
I rode the pain med hell journey myself. It all started with the birth of my son and major complications that put me in ICU for months never even seeing my newborn. The doctors just kept shoving meds in me with no thought to consequence. When I was finally released it was with prescriptions for hundreds. This was back before the war on opioids became a thing and doctors were throwing them at you. For 2 years they kept me on ridiculously high doses then just stopped them. No cut down. No slow stop. And now I had a monkey that took my real life and buried it. Years of it trying to not go through the hell of coming off them. It's a battle I wish on no one. Things have changed now but the lack of information and full disclosure created addicts. It's a scary truth and I'm here alive to talk about it. Something I'm still surprised over most days. Keep fighting the good fight and forgive yourself the past. ❤❤❤
Hey man, there is an old proverb: 'One door closes - Another door opens' and yes life comes in waves. I have reached my 3 score and 10 (70's) and recently life kicked me in the butt, and now I am restarting my life again albeit with PTSD as a companion now. Music is your saviour at times like these, and believe it or not Ren has been mine this past year. His music makes you laugh and it makes you cry, and believe me when you are grieving, you need to cry. It is a healing mechanism. So hang in there young sir, take some time to heal. Safe travels on your journey to Wyoming. Kia kaha (stay strong) from NZ.
Wish you the very best man! Sorry to hear life’s been beating you up and sounds like a few kicks while you’re down. Be strong my friend! The strongest steel is forged in the hottest flames. You got this man! ❤
Keep going through it brother 👍 I've gone through some horrendous times over the last 20 years. Mostly to do with my mh but also the usual shit you go through as a typical human. I've been RIGHT down there at the bottom and picked myself back up again EVERY time. Ya just gotta keep going through it ✊ Have you reacted to Pete & Bas yet? If not, get on em!! If so, and you liked them, I've got a suggestion for someone else who you should like very much 😉 Big love from Manchester, UK 🇬🇧❤️
I'm so sorry you going through a tough time. Just know we are here for you, take it step by step. It's okay not to be okay. You will make it through and the sun will shine again. Sending tons of hugs ❣️
Sorry to hear what you are going through. I hope things take an upturn really soon. I'm really glad you reacted to this song, its one of my faves. Stay strong bro, we are here for you. ♥
I'm sorry that you're at such a painful place right now. You're right - change is scary, because change always includes loss, and loss sucks! Today is the five-year anniversary of my mom's death, and I remember the day that she died as the hardest day of my life. I'm sad today. And I'm also thankful today. I have room for both things at the same time today, and maybe ultimately that's what it's all about. Please know that however sporadic your future videos are, we're not going anywhere! Thanks for another great reaction, and for letting us know that we may not hear from you for awhile. I'm wishing you well!
Emotions are never dumb! I honestly feel like the reaction community is just one big supportive family! Watching reaction videos and hanging out with my favorite reactors live has brought me out of some really dark places! If u want to see a different side of Ren, just pick any song from the Freckled Angels album! Pocket Full of Pain is my absolute favorite song by him! And remember to just breathe in the good shit, and exhale the bullshit! ❤
I've heard this from several people in reactions and comments... In a realm of G.O.A.T.S. Ren is a Unicorn.. IMO There are better singers, songwriters, rappers, producers, musicians all of which could be called the "greatest of all time!" (in their field of artistic expression) what makes Ren the Unicorn is that Ren combines all those attributes/abilities, to create work's of art that transcend judgement in any definable meaningful sense. So yes Ren is truly "Unique" so much so that he is a Unicorn!
My mentor would always tell me "it all works out in the end. If it ain't worked out, it's not the end" he hasn't been wrong yet and I live my life by it 🎉 stay up bro. Home is where you make it 😊
Sorry you are going through it, but it sounds like it was time for you to start a new chapter of your life. No point wasting more time on a situation that had no future, even though it sounds like you were putting your heart into fixing things. Wish you all the best and hope you can view this as a good thing. We generally do once the dust settles. A nice coffee spot with wifi for uploads might be fun. Hugs from a Mom in Canada
Chin up, little buckaroo. I tell myself that every morning when I wake up. There is only one way to deal with change and that is to go through it. I'm sorry this change in your life is upsetting for you and I get it. Been going through the same type of thing for the last year and a half. What I do know is that it won't last forever so I am doing what you are going to do. Put one foot in front of the other and keep going forward. The alternative is not an option. It is, after all, just another chapter in this thing called life. Wyoming is beautiful and I hope you find the peace there that you deserve. I also hope you like snow! 😎 Just know we all here in this community value you and will be hanging out whenever you can get back on. We're a patient lot. Sending up prayers for God to guide you and protect you on your new journey. 🙏🙏🙏
This is one of my favorite "older" ren songs, i resonate with it heavily. Diazepam, valium, is a anti anxiety med. Similar to klonopin or xanax 💜 Sending you lots of love and healing energy 🥺💜💜💜
Xxxxs my friend. Courageous of you, in every way. Wish I could type more,illness kicking my ass right now. I just wanted to jump on ,and let you know that you're seen and heard. ❤💜
Mate 😢. We're here with you all the way. I like to say to people that life can be a pile of dog shit but there's always grass to wipe your shoe on. Seek out the small pieces beauty in every day. Make those your anchor points. And if all else fails, speak to your renegades.. we will always try everything we can to lift you up and support you.
Our lives sometimes take turns that we don't want, that are difficult to accept! As long as we don't give in to the fear, the doubt that overwhelms us at first, we will manage to take control of our lives again! All the best to you in this obviously very difficult time in your life - but you are the type of person who takes things into your own hands. I wish you a warm, friendly welcome to your new home, all the best to you! ❤️ Greetings from Germany 👍🤝🙋♀️
I was thinking about you the other day. We don't know each other, I just watch your videos. You don't even know how good it feels to hear you're safe and somewhat alright. Much love from the other side of the globe, brother.
This video speaks to me in such a profound way. I was prescribed adcoalzam and with no word of caution. When the dependency got out of hand and i tried to stop I wnded up having 2 grand mal seizures ending up with a broken nose and in hospital both times. That was 3 years ago. My son who is almost 2 has a father that, despite knowing about it and helping me through it is now hooked and never around. It breaks my heart that this is happening. As much as i try help i become the enemy 😢
Sorry about your troubles, hope everything will work out for you, please try Heritic and Ready for You they are also some thought provoking songs but also inspiring ❤ from the uk
I'm old. So i remember more than one or two times of upheaval. They kinda suck. But then something new forms, which doesn't suck. Life is a journey, you'll find your way. Everybody Drops is another cool older song from thiose bedridden days. And he's dropping a new song on Thursday if you are able to record. Calked Money Ties and is the song that was delayed by his own relapse. Sending lots of love. Tuck in your suitcase fir later. You got this
1. Clusterfu*cs happen- I moved back to the US with 5 suitcases after 20 years in Europe it's a new door to step through and now after 5 years back I'm trying to figure out where I'm going next. 2. Self destructive healing - it can be good and bad sometimes you have to blow up your life to make the changes you need (see point 1) you just have to moderate... 3. Diazepam is a wicked wicked bitch.. it's one of the weird ones not a physical addiction but a mental one and holy crap can she be a siren call this song resonates with me in a big way. --- take care of yourself sweetpea, it's one foot in front of the other. We get there! hugs and you're authenticity is appreciated.
I've been where you are multiple times, and it's always so hard to have no choice but to say goodbye to a place where you've put down roots. Change is a catalyst, though...one that so often leads us exactly where we need to be. I hope you find peace, happiness, and belonging in your new adventure.
Sorry you are going through a bad patch. Life does get better. It is that pendulum that keeps swinging. Just as you are here for others, we are here for you.
So glad to see you are okay physically at least..I was hoping you weren't impacted by Milton much, but seems like I was wrong, or some other issue is going on, good to see you are okay at a minimum. I've thrown out a bunch of suggestions before, but it seems like you need (and I mean NEED at this point, from what you describe) to watch his Power video before you pack up so you can listen on your journey and release the reaction later.
Change can be surprisingly wonderful. Look after yourself first! We will wait, chill. Chin up as you say, love ya. Diazepam was probably not the right vid for such a moment.
I'm sorry you are going through it. I hope you find some kind of happiness in Wyoming ( I think you said). Ren is dropping a new song on Thursday the 17th, I hope you can get to it. Safe travels.
I’m really sorry. Change and loss sucks, especially when it’s not 100% your choice. It’s also scary af. Hoping this is just a continuation of your healing and that it brings you closer to what you are working towards.
These things are meant to be bandages to tend a wound till it heals, yet so many of us have wounds that do not so easily heal, and yet it is hard to not still want the bandage. to stop the bleeding, if not just for a day.
Brother...it can be super dark and scary as fuck. You can't move past it until you move through it...head on...and keep your brothers and sisters close...
Dude don’t listen to the nay sayers! You have created something special. You are connecting with people. Head up… we’ll be here with you and for you. Stay Golden Pony Boy.
3:35 I’ve had enough emotional shit…. Let’s get into some ren! Lmfao and you chose iazapam to boot! Man! Maybe you should have gone with something like streetlights, meaning, patience, it’s all right…. Lmao love ya bro!
Fkin sht show in Florida lately bro and I'm hearing about the land grabbing on the west coast including Wyoming wtf buddy... change's needed soon in both our countries but we're winning they are panicking...power to you and the American citizens bro..👊
Emotions are never dumb, they're human! "And I must not forget, WE MUST NOT FORGET THAT WE ARE HUMAN BEINGS" -Ren
I'm so sorry you are going through so much right now 😔. I'm glad you are finding solace and companionship through your channel and the music.
As you were talking I kept thinking of something Ren said in his 1 million subscribers speech (a reaction I recommend when you feel up to it). Ren says "One thing I know to be a constant law in the universe is that life is inconsistent, life is beautiful, and life is hideous; life is kind and life is cruel. Dancing inside this dichotomy and inconsistency makes me know that you won't hurt forever..."
I hope this brings you some comfort and I wish you all the best in your move and your new home. Sometimes a fresh start helps put painful things behind so you can move forward. We'll be here when your ready. In the meantime, so you don't loose your reaction to Troubles, maybe I can suggest you edit the video so you can type what you are saying instead and perhaps follow it by a reaction to the official video for Troubles which is quite different. That way you can save the reaction. Just a suggestion. All the best xx
Hang in there. As CS Lewis said: There are better things ahead than any we leave behind.
As our favourite artist has said - everything is subject to change. I hope this upheaval in your life eventually brings you the healing and peace you deserve. Be kind to yourself. 💕
Nothing dumb about feelings man, you feel what you feel and you can express those feelings as and when you need to.
Cosign the above from @InconSteveHable
We're humans. We have a range of emotions. Should be no judgment on expressing any of them. Hang in there. All will work out as intended.
'A weird nostalgic dark place' - oof that hit me. I get that a little too much.
I understand what u r going through completely...my heart goes out to u!! In the last year I moved back home to Wyoming when my life & marriage fell apart. I found #Ren during this time - between his music & the beautiful solitude of nature - it's really helped me not only cope, but realize how I can make my life better in the future. Ren + WY = A Peaceful Heart with a Hunger for Life
Sorry you're having troubles ❤ we all ride the struggle bus every now and then. The good thing is you never ride it forever 😊 much love ✌️
I'm sad to hear that you're going through it right now. Hopefully there's a silver lining to be found. What you've built isn't silly and anyone who thinks so just doesn't get it. Community is where you find it even if it's in the virtual ether of the interwebs. Keep doing what makes you happy because your videos are a highlight and I always enjoy your perspective.
I hate to see that you are struggling, friend - but I very much appreciate your willingness to be vulnerable with us. I don't know the specifics of your current situation but I am sending as many virtual hugs and as much positivity as I can. I've no platitudes to share (they don't help, anyway) - I can only say that you have the strength within you to weather this storm. I hope you believe it. I look forward to seeing you come out the other side triumphant. 💙💙💙
I love Wyoming - there is something so very American about our prairie lands - so beautiful and so vast.
Thanks for reacting to this. Diazepam is one of my favorite Ren songs. How Ren can make a song about such difficult subject matter seem so damned groovy always amazes me. The man is a legend.
You don’t ever have to say sorry or apologise for the way you feel!! We’ve (men) have done that for far too long!!
Right now, you have to do what’s best for you, don’t put any unneeded pressure on yourself, do you, right now you have to put yourself first.
This came onto my feed, and for the first time I feel seen! Wow, just wow!
Oh brother you are not alone. I’m sending so much love your way and I for sure am just one of many. Especially as I skim these other comments from all these other beautiful human beings. Seems like even a feathered friend wants to come and check in with you too. Hang in there, one step, one hour one day at a time my friend. You’ve got this. Much love from the UK 🥰❤️xxx
Big hug big man. It WILL be ok - although it may take a little time x
You are a Renegade and allowed to show your emotions to the rest of us Renegades. Wishing you all the best and looking forward to your reactions from Wyoming. Show some pictures of the mountains (I think you said ). Florida is so flat and I miss the “koppies” as we South Africans say . Love and respect from South Florida ❤❤
You are part of the Ren family so no emotions are the wrong emotions we have all all been there. Take care of yourself we will always be waiting here for you when you have time!!❤
This channel is one of a select few that I check for updates. Sorry life has put you through it lately, but hopeful this move will be the beginning of a new, brighter chapter.
Same. About the metal gear reference. That was such a cool detail in that game that also stuck with me.
Inspiring others is a part of being a Renegade,and you are a Renegade!
Much love ❤
Sending lots of hugs....❤❤❤
This too shall pass. ❤
Been thinking about you since are in FL. Glad to see you are physically ok and hopefully better mental health days are coming soon!
Enjoyed your perspective on this one!
Hope you find yourself again in your new home. Maybe it will be the start of the best chapter of your life !?
Emotions are not dumb,they’re human and it takes a lot of strength and vulnerability to express them so openly.I appreciate your honesty and insights about life and music and relate to a lot of what you share,as I’m sure many people in your UA-cam community do,which is empowering for us and hopefully you as well.Sending love to you during this difficult time and wishing you the best ❤
Life is never constant and pain does fade. Take care of yourself.
I can relate to everything you so beautifully spoke about. I find so much comfort in knowing I am not alone in the battles i have faced and the one's that are still coming. Thank's for that. I also know that moving is rough, but it sounds like you are landing in a beautiful place. ❤🙏❤🙏
I've really enjoyed watching your community and channel grow and even though everything seems crazy and scary right now I think it's the start of your next new adventure in life. You could even vlog your journey of travel, interesting people you meet etc. And share music along the way. I think it would be great. A vlog of you on a new journey helping us, helping you, helping others, and it all goes full circle - if that makes sense? 🤔
Cwtches 🏴
I rode the pain med hell journey myself. It all started with the birth of my son and major complications that put me in ICU for months never even seeing my newborn. The doctors just kept shoving meds in me with no thought to consequence. When I was finally released it was with prescriptions for hundreds. This was back before the war on opioids became a thing and doctors were throwing them at you. For 2 years they kept me on ridiculously high doses then just stopped them. No cut down. No slow stop. And now I had a monkey that took my real life and buried it. Years of it trying to not go through the hell of coming off them. It's a battle I wish on no one. Things have changed now but the lack of information and full disclosure created addicts. It's a scary truth and I'm here alive to talk about it. Something I'm still surprised over most days. Keep fighting the good fight and forgive yourself the past. ❤❤❤
Hey man, there is an old proverb: 'One door closes - Another door opens' and yes life comes in waves. I have reached my 3 score and 10 (70's) and recently life kicked me in the butt, and now I am restarting my life again albeit with PTSD as a companion now. Music is your saviour at times like these, and believe it or not Ren has been mine this past year. His music makes you laugh and it makes you cry, and believe me when you are grieving, you need to cry. It is a healing mechanism. So hang in there young sir, take some time to heal. Safe travels on your journey to Wyoming. Kia kaha (stay strong) from NZ.
Wish you the very best man! Sorry to hear life’s been beating you up and sounds like a few kicks while you’re down. Be strong my friend! The strongest steel is forged in the hottest flames. You got this man! ❤
It’s ok. It’s a blip and we all have them. You’re protected in the renegade family. ❤
Hang in there, buddy. Wish you all the best!
Sending you love and great energy ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥 we are going to be here waiting for you. Love you ❤️🔥
Keep going through it brother 👍
I've gone through some horrendous times over the last 20 years. Mostly to do with my mh but also the usual shit you go through as a typical human.
I've been RIGHT down there at the bottom and picked myself back up again EVERY time. Ya just gotta keep going through it ✊
Have you reacted to Pete & Bas yet?
If not, get on em!!
If so, and you liked them, I've got a suggestion for someone else who you should like very much 😉
Big love from Manchester, UK 🇬🇧❤️
Always enjoy your insight. Keep em coming!
I'm so sorry you going through a tough time. Just know we are here for you, take it step by step. It's okay not to be okay. You will make it through and the sun will shine again.
Sending tons of hugs ❣️
Sending love ❤ sorry you’re going through a hard time hope things start getting easier for you soon
Sorry to hear what you are going through. I hope things take an upturn really soon.
I'm really glad you reacted to this song, its one of my faves.
Stay strong bro, we are here for you.
♥
I'm sorry that you're at such a painful place right now. You're right - change is scary, because change always includes loss, and loss sucks! Today is the five-year anniversary of my mom's death, and I remember the day that she died as the hardest day of my life. I'm sad today. And I'm also thankful today. I have room for both things at the same time today, and maybe ultimately that's what it's all about. Please know that however sporadic your future videos are, we're not going anywhere! Thanks for another great reaction, and for letting us know that we may not hear from you for awhile. I'm wishing you well!
Thank you ❤❤❤❤
Keep it up brother. Remember it is a pendulum, and know you can always reach out to the community for a chat or advice.
Emotions are never dumb! I honestly feel like the reaction community is just one big supportive family! Watching reaction videos and hanging out with my favorite reactors live has brought me out of some really dark places! If u want to see a different side of Ren, just pick any song from the Freckled Angels album! Pocket Full of Pain is my absolute favorite song by him! And remember to just breathe in the good shit, and exhale the bullshit! ❤
Good luck with your move, and big hugs to you! ❤
Just be you, take it slowly and take care of yourself. Love and support, brother.
I've heard this from several people in reactions and comments...
In a realm of G.O.A.T.S. Ren is a Unicorn..
IMO
There are better singers, songwriters, rappers, producers, musicians all of which could be called the "greatest of all time!" (in their field of artistic expression) what makes Ren the Unicorn is that Ren combines all those attributes/abilities, to create work's of art that transcend judgement in any definable meaningful sense. So yes Ren is truly "Unique" so much so that he is a Unicorn!
My mentor would always tell me "it all works out in the end. If it ain't worked out, it's not the end" he hasn't been wrong yet and I live my life by it 🎉 stay up bro. Home is where you make it 😊
I liked what you said a nostalgic dark place , can relate
Sorry you are going through it, but it sounds like it was time for you to start a new chapter of your life.
No point wasting more time on a situation that had no future, even though it sounds like you were putting your heart into fixing things.
Wish you all the best and hope you can view this as a good thing.
We generally do once the dust settles.
A nice coffee spot with wifi for uploads might be fun.
Hugs from a Mom in Canada
Chin up, little buckaroo. I tell myself that every morning when I wake up. There is only one way to deal with change and that is to go through it. I'm sorry this change in your life is upsetting for you and I get it. Been going through the same type of thing for the last year and a half. What I do know is that it won't last forever so I am doing what you are going to do. Put one foot in front of the other and keep going forward. The alternative is not an option. It is, after all, just another chapter in this thing called life. Wyoming is beautiful and I hope you find the peace there that you deserve. I also hope you like snow! 😎 Just know we all here in this community value you and will be hanging out whenever you can get back on. We're a patient lot. Sending up prayers for God to guide you and protect you on your new journey. 🙏🙏🙏
This is one of my favorite "older" ren songs, i resonate with it heavily. Diazepam, valium, is a anti anxiety med. Similar to klonopin or xanax 💜 Sending you lots of love and healing energy 🥺💜💜💜
Xxxxs my friend. Courageous of you, in every way. Wish I could type more,illness kicking my ass right now. I just wanted to jump on ,and let you know that you're seen and heard. ❤💜
Mate 😢. We're here with you all the way. I like to say to people that life can be a pile of dog shit but there's always grass to wipe your shoe on. Seek out the small pieces beauty in every day. Make those your anchor points. And if all else fails, speak to your renegades.. we will always try everything we can to lift you up and support you.
Our lives sometimes take turns that we don't want, that are difficult to accept!
As long as we don't give in to the fear, the doubt that overwhelms us at first, we will manage to take control of our lives again!
All the best to you in this obviously very difficult time in your life - but you are the type of person who takes things into your own hands.
I wish you a warm, friendly welcome to your new home, all the best to you!
❤️ Greetings from Germany 👍🤝🙋♀️
You are not alone. Allow yourself to heal as you can.
The best of luck and remember to take care of yourself ❤
I was thinking about you the other day. We don't know each other, I just watch your videos. You don't even know how good it feels to hear you're safe and somewhat alright. Much love from the other side of the globe, brother.
So sorry life is sucking right now, I hope you find peace soon in the meantime we’re here for you.
Stay strong ❤❤much love ❤❤
You showing us you feel lets the rest of us dysfunctional degenerates know we’re not alone. 😊
This video speaks to me in such a profound way. I was prescribed adcoalzam and with no word of caution. When the dependency got out of hand and i tried to stop I wnded up having 2 grand mal seizures ending up with a broken nose and in hospital both times. That was 3 years ago. My son who is almost 2 has a father that, despite knowing about it and helping me through it is now hooked and never around. It breaks my heart that this is happening. As much as i try help i become the enemy 😢
Sorry about your troubles, hope everything will work out for you, please try Heritic and Ready for You they are also some thought provoking songs but also inspiring ❤ from the uk
Troubles by Ren also has a video version Ren recorded in Canada just before the acoustic in the car version. BOTH FIRE of course.
I'm old. So i remember more than one or two times of upheaval. They kinda suck. But then something new forms, which doesn't suck. Life is a journey, you'll find your way.
Everybody Drops is another cool older song from thiose bedridden days.
And he's dropping a new song on Thursday if you are able to record. Calked Money Ties and is the song that was delayed by his own relapse.
Sending lots of love. Tuck in your suitcase fir later. You got this
Good luck with your move, we'll be here when you get yourself sorted again.
1. Clusterfu*cs happen- I moved back to the US with 5 suitcases after 20 years in Europe it's a new door to step through and now after 5 years back I'm trying to figure out where I'm going next. 2. Self destructive healing - it can be good and bad sometimes you have to blow up your life to make the changes you need (see point 1) you just have to moderate... 3. Diazepam is a wicked wicked bitch.. it's one of the weird ones not a physical addiction but a mental one and holy crap can she be a siren call this song resonates with me in a big way. --- take care of yourself sweetpea, it's one foot in front of the other. We get there! hugs and you're authenticity is appreciated.
I’m sorry you’re struggling at the moment. Change is very hard. I wish you the best and hope you find peace of mind. Hang in there ❤
I've been where you are multiple times, and it's always so hard to have no choice but to say goodbye to a place where you've put down roots. Change is a catalyst, though...one that so often leads us exactly where we need to be. I hope you find peace, happiness, and belonging in your new adventure.
Sorry you are going through a bad patch. Life does get better. It is that pendulum that keeps swinging. Just as you are here for others, we are here for you.
So glad to see you are okay physically at least..I was hoping you weren't impacted by Milton much, but seems like I was wrong, or some other issue is going on, good to see you are okay at a minimum.
I've thrown out a bunch of suggestions before, but it seems like you need (and I mean NEED at this point, from what you describe) to watch his Power video before you pack up so you can listen on your journey and release the reaction later.
Change can be surprisingly wonderful. Look after yourself first! We will wait, chill. Chin up as you say, love ya. Diazepam was probably not the right vid for such a moment.
I'm sorry you are going through it. I hope you find some kind of happiness in Wyoming ( I think you said).
Ren is dropping a new song on Thursday the 17th, I hope you can get to it. Safe travels.
hey you good, this is a favorite of mine as an ex addict. hang in there brother. this to shall pass.
I’m really sorry. Change and loss sucks, especially when it’s not 100% your choice. It’s also scary af. Hoping this is just a continuation of your healing and that it brings you closer to what you are working towards.
Community is never silly. Safe travels back West. This to shall pass
Maybe that bird was saying, "come sail away". Perhaps not. Hmmm 😊
These things are meant to be bandages to tend a wound till it heals, yet so many of us have wounds that do not so easily heal, and yet it is hard to not still want the bandage. to stop the bleeding, if not just for a day.
Brother...it can be super dark and scary as fuck. You can't move past it until you move through it...head on...and keep your brothers and sisters close...
Hang in there your not alone in this F..ked thing we call life better days are always ahead❤ thanks appreciate you❤
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Dude don’t listen to the nay sayers! You have created something special. You are connecting with people. Head up… we’ll be here with you and for you. Stay Golden Pony Boy.
Just wanted to send love and good vibes your way!
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It's never dumb to have emotions. I haven't messaged before but wanted to let you know it will be ok and sorry for what is happening without knowing x
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I don’t think you’ve done Ren’s Ready For You yet. If I’m not wrong please do that one next. You need this one. ❤
"Enough of that emotional shit for right now"
Me, seeing title of Ren song:
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You should check out Ren and Eden Nash - Humble.
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3:35 I’ve had enough emotional shit…. Let’s get into some ren! Lmfao and you chose iazapam to boot! Man! Maybe you should have gone with something like streetlights, meaning, patience, it’s all right…. Lmao love ya bro!
Feels good till it doesn’t.
Fkin sht show in Florida lately bro and I'm hearing about the land grabbing on the west coast including Wyoming wtf buddy... change's needed soon in both our countries but we're winning they are panicking...power to you and the American citizens bro..👊
Diazepam is generic for Valium. Its a tranquilizer.
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