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*sigh* “a tale as old as time, guess who’s being too hard on themselves… there’s only two of us here so.. I’ll wait…. In case you couldn’t tell it’s you” 🤣🤣🤣🤣 I busted out laughing
Pile 3 here: as soon as you said you know you deserve better, i literally started crying. I broke off an engagement of a relationship of 4 years bc i didn't feel fulfilled supported or happy. I have been single for a year now and have found myself again, learned so much about my attachment style and my toxic patterns to know whether or not how to act in my next relationship. Things i'm actively letting go and things i'm allowing myself to feel and give myself grace while being alone. Thank you for this reading, every time i watch your videos i have new found appreciation in myself and the universe and i resonate 1000% with all of your readings
I almost wanna laugh that this reading was posted less than 30 minutes ago as I’m debating whether to cut off a friend or not asking myself “am I being overdramatic or are my feelings actually hurt”
@@MorgueInTheVoid I’m a people please babe I put literally everyone before myself I finally stopped caring so much 2 years ago but I still struggle have ANY sort of boundaries
@@SadGirlsRUsI feel that 😭 I have no clue how to set boundaries but I think I'm only bad at it because I'm scared of losing the people that I'm trying to set a boundary with so I keep them in my life and allow them to keep treating me like garbage😒😒😒😒
@@MorgueInTheVoidIf those people treat you like garbage and would leave if you didn’t allow them to, why tf would you want them in there in the first place?? Have some dignity, damn.
Pile 1 was so accurate for me it's scary. I definitely resonate with having the insecure wolf and the more chill one lol. I met someone a couple months ago that was cool but I had zero expectations... Then they responded to me with the most kindness I've ever experienced and totally triggered some attachment stuff i didn't even realize I had. They went lukewarm unexpectedly due to some unamed but apparently devastating event in their life but were still responsive and reassuring as much as they could be when my insecurities showed up. What is bothering me now is that I'd just prefer them to do something undeniably crappy so I can have a valid reason to run away. It's so funny to realize how comfortable I became chasing people I knew I shouldn't but now in this new situation of interacting with a person that I feel intuitively is ok and just having a hard time I'm freaking out and want to run or want to push them into moving away completely. So... yeah lol pile 1 and healing my own attitudes towards love and relationships totally accurate.
@@richiearsanthi6181 nice to know I'm not as much of a weirdo for feeling this way about this situation 😂 hopefully we can both get to a place where those insecurities aren't as prominent
@@EccentricxXxShadow yes, and i wish we could handle this situation better and not swayed by our insecurities (its easier to say than do but at least we can try)
Definitely not alone, I feel terribly called out by pile 1. But I'm trying to heal. What I need to stop doing is talking to others (including my friends) because even though they mean well, and want to see me happy, they are making things worse for me and my healing journey. Because they want to impart their OWN wisdom and even though our situations may be similar, the people and choices aren't. And therefore, it's not black & white. Instead of going to others, I should be unplugging more & journaling again. Or they'll say this or that about my choices, making me overthink. When in reality, when I trust my gut & my intuition it never steers me wrong. But they're the noise blocking me from listening to it. Funny enough, what they're doing to me I never did to them. But they don't see that. They just auto think they know better, when in reality they don't. They're not living my life. I'm on this journey. They can support me, but that's about it.
@@dreamlikediana I completely agree about my intuition always trying to steer me in the right direction even if I don't listen to it. Good for you for trying to become more attuned to yours. I'm sure your friends probably have your best interests at heart and may be trying to protect you from what they think they see that you can't but it's true we all have to walk (and stumble) on our own paths
Pile 3: a few seconds into the reading and I literally gasped at you describing so accurately what I’m going through. You are seriously beyond talented. Every time you post a video, it is exactly what I need to hear in that moment word for word. You’re 100% the tarot card reader I feel more connected to. I can’t even find the words to thank you for the videos you put out…pls always remember that you help more people than you can imagine. Sending you tons of love and I hope life is treating you like the queen that you are 💗💗💗💗
pile 1 & 2: I truly need to approach this from a mindset of abundance and love, because that will bring me peace. and with that mindset, I won't even care if my love is "misplaced" because love generates more love and no love is ever misplaced
Pile #3 was spot on. I usually don’t comment, but I just wanted to let you know you’re so kind and thoughtful. I can tell how much you care ❤️ it was amazing how accurate you are
Pile 3 - Resonated so much. Back in October I walked away from someone who played mind games. He juggled other women either me. Once I let go of the person, everything he hid came to the surface. I finally saw it for what it was. I am still healing from it. Because I came into this person’s life when he was depressed and I gave and gave without expecting anything in return. Now I am so depleted. Right now focusing on myself pouring self love into me. Thank you so much for the reading! ❤
Pile 3 hurt… but I desperately needed it. I’ve been grieving for months and haven’t had the courage and clarity to realize that it’s not just my trauma and loss of loved ones, it’s my Divine Masculine choosing not to heal. It’s the grief over knowing my ties have been cut with him, like I asked the universe to do MONTHS ago. This is my Tower moment. Thank you so much
The Twin Flame journey is not for the faint of heart. It really is the most soul-distorting feeling… because you know you’re meant to offer your Divine counterpart that love and grace and patience and forgiveness, etc. but then you feel betrayed by yourself and lose your own alignment. It’s so confusing, even on good days. Much love, Grace, and clarity to you all!
Pile 2: The reading made 100% sense to me. Thank you for expressing exactly my opinion on feelings. I went through a traumatic experience and I just let myself cry. I cried for parts of three days and finally today, I was all cried out. I didn't try to analyze it other feeling the pain. I know what part of me that is unhealed, and thank you for saying that I don’t have to heal it right this minute. There is so much that resonated with me, including the looking outside of myself. It's something I am already aware of and am trying to work on, especially when it comes to my spiritual practices and trusting my intuition and information I get from the Universe without always needing external signs and cues, although sometimes, it's hilarious how the Universe communicates with me. I've been following you for years and you are one of my favorites. Thank you for what you do. ❤
I usually don't comment on readings but wow I've never felt so seen by one before. I picked pile 1 and it was mind blowing how you described exactly my situation and the fears/insecurities surrounding it. I am a controlling type of person and when things are out of my control I freak out, ignore my intuition and don't let things happen, becoming the petty wolf as you said. I am definitely going to work on addressing my fears and insecurities before I take any type of action. Thank you so much Eso, you're amazing!!
Pile 2. It's actually so hard to satisfy both the part of me who cares about achieving things and the part who cares about rest and doing things I enjoy just because I like them. My parents taught me to value hard work as something moral, and "excessive rest" as immoral. After all, you have to do things in order to survive on this planet. You can't let others take that load for you. But I am just so exhausted.
Pile 3. Wow. This one made me cry. Resonated so well. Healing is hard but so beautiful in the end. The lessons are even better. Thank you for what you do Goddess✨✨ I’ve been a sub for years now 😊
Pile #3: I just got cut off of an abusive relationship and I need to listen to this over and over again. 1000% accurate and I can’t thank you enough ESO for guiding me through this grief. I NEVER LAUGHED SO HARD WHEN YOU ASKED HOW WE DRAW IN THE PERSON AND I WAS LITERALLY *eye-rolling* and saying: Loving myself 🙄 Spot on 🎉 hugs to my fellow pile 3 - believe her - we deserve better and just because we can take so much pain doesn’t mean we need to take on so much!
Pile 3 is so on point. I got stabbed 12 times last year and still haven’t been able to let go of my anger towards the universe. Yes it changed my life but like I don’t feel like this was fair. He’s been out and free this whole time. Loving his life while I’m healing trynna get used to scars on my face , struggling financially because I had to move fast and now I’m living paycheck to paycheck. I try to be grateful if everything I have now but I feel like I deserve a lot now because I don’t feel like I deserve this and no one truly deserves this. I knew something bad was going to happen but not that bad … ever since then I’ve been trusting my intuition more and my life has been more peaceful drama wise but it’s like I miss the old me. I can’t even keep up with self care anymore how I used to and I need it more now than ever. I am starting to get back into self care tomorrow. My birthday is on the 9th. I feel like no one really cared if I died or not my last birthday so this one I’m just focusing on me. Blessing myself and pampering myself. I want to bake myself a cake. Make myself a bouquet. Taking money out of my 401k to treat myself and start my business. Get back into modeling again because he didn’t stop anything ( btw ladies be careful his name is @betterflickz on instagram). I regret listening to the cops when they told me not to tell the media now the case is moving so slow. I am tired of meeting users / energy vampires. I am uncomfortable with not giving at all but yes the past person I dated did not really value me and what I was doing. The lesson I learned was to give to myself and not give to a man. A man should provide for me, call me a gold digger but I’m not doing it anymore). I don’t accept poor treatment now. I call it out of rip but sometimes I am blinded but I have learned there is always intention behind me being “blinded”. Yes I don’t want hard relationships and told him that. He tried to convince me otherwise.
Although pile 2 is not about my current situation, I agree with what you said in this pile. Sometimes, we chase success only because we are running away from what our heart actually wants. That’s the absurdity of our human behaviors.
Pile 3, I feel like this is all reiterating my current healing process. It's been a few months now of going through the motions and working through shadow work. To this day I tend to let my mind wander at times when a certain someone pops into my head, so it's nice to be reminded of the lessons I've been learning about my own self worth and to keep moving forward regardless of any trauma that may linger that hasn't been fully healed. One thing I will say is that I felt that past pent up anger coming through when you started getting a little too hyped so I laughed a little and was like "woaaaah Madison, breathe girl" 😂❤
Pile 3: "You are not stupid for giving people second chances" thank you so muchh I really needed to hear that. This pile resonated so much with me that I cried while watching.
Pile 1. Damnit spirit!!! Lmao! I really need to just trust these downloads & my intuition. Everything you said I already knew and read using my own tarot cards. Spirit keeps saying “wait and see, wait and see-jump in and let go of fear and expectations-practice patience. Focus on yourself while entertaining this” and you basically said the same thing in so many words. I’m not mad at the answer, I’m laughing at myself because I already knew the answer, and spirit told me so before I clicked on my pile. I have a fear of trusting my intuition when it comes to love because I have in the past and nothing ever turned out how I intuitively felt they would (in love and romance). I feel something MASSIVE here, but my person is really slow, yet actively committed to whatever it is we have going. He has expressed this to me, and said he doesn’t know how to evolve this connection, but wants to continue what we have to see what and where it leads to. I know and FEEL how he feels towards me. I can see it in his eyes and through his ACTIONS. Spirit has been teaching me nothing but patience, trust, and how to let go of fear when I look at the pattern of my love life over the last 2 years, and I truly feel that they were preparing me for the situation I am in in this present moment. I’m in a constant battle with my shadow self and higher self, because this situationship has mirrored so many wounds I have surrounding love, but it’s all just meant to teach me how to alchemize those parts of myself. And my person and I are talking everyday and spending time with one another in person, but there’s definitely a hot and cold energy. Anyway, thank you so much as always. You will forever be my favorite reader. 🩷🩷😤😤
hey pile 1 here and I'm actually surprised how much this resonated with me. yes it's totally about my current situation with this guy I've been talking to for several months. we're kind of in a situationship but 2 days ago something happened and we stopped talking. He did apologize for whatever happened but honestly he did something which truly hurt my ego. I didn't really exaggerate the situation & asked him to end things because idk I just can't deal with all of it. I got the message I was supposed to and I really want to thank you for this!
Pile 3 resonate so much. It’s been 8 months I have been in pain emotionally that it makes me sick physically, because of the relationship break up. I know very well that I deserved someone better and I don’t deserve to be treated bare minimum. Yet, it’s so hard to let go when you love the person so much. Also, it is hard to accept the fact that all these time it’s only me who loves them and they don’t. I blamed universe because I don’t deserve this so much for this long-term pain while they can leave as they please. But then I also blame universe why do it have to take my person away that fast? Thank you for this reading, it comforts me a lot Eso ❤
OMG Eso! I'm half way through pile 1 and you read my situation like a freaking book, every word resonates. I'm amazed!! Whenever I feel strongly drawn to a pile it resonates so much it's crazy
I cannot believe she was talking about being distracted in pile 2 bc I literally paused the video bc I got distracted. This arrangement of events is going to cause me to do evil things
I literally broke into tears when for pile 3 you said that I resent the universe even though I know the change was inevitable. I got the notification to this vid when I was thinking why the universe was so hard on me these days. I feel so seen and understood rn. Thank u
Scary accurate eso 😂😂😂 pile 1, excited to see him next weekend! We are a mutually obsessed situationship with fears of opening up but it’s happening slowly but surely 🥰
I am pile 3. And I was in tears with what you spoke. I appreciate everything you have said. And I felt scolded at first, but realized you were very right. And u didn't deserve anything done to me, so I need to stop doing exactly that to myself. I'm going to make sure I have better inner dialogs for now on. This is the best reading I've heard. I love you!
Pile 3 here! Thank you for being true to you and telling us what our sprit guide needs us to hear! This message was so needed! I am learning - we are both are learning! I need to take 1 day at a time... but not settle for someone selfish and that doesn't accept me for me - Unconditional Love is what I Deserve! Love Myself!! ❤
Pile #3 is spot on. I ended no contact a while ago but now we’re back to not talking again and that must’ve been from the universe officially ending that connection. I know deep down I deserve way better ever since the start. No matter how upset I feel that it ended, I know I shouldn’t even be thinking about them but I cannot control it. I know that I have to wait for the right person to pour my heart to. It will take some time for me though. I enjoyed the reading it was very descriptive and bold which I loved.
I’m not sure why but the new set up seems to add a greater sense of clarity to your readings and definitely helps create a cosy atmosphere! Keep up the great work!
Thank you SO MUCH for that pile 3 reading!! I've been going through some painful blockages on a twin flame journey and your advice is exactly what I needed to hear 🤗 it's easy to lose sight of the fact that this journey is about coming into union with OURSELVES and letting things flow exactly the way they need to 💖 very empowering advice! THANK YOU!!!
Pile 3️⃣ : at first I thought this was about a guy that I just recently stopped talking to and miss, but as you want on, all I could think about out is my ex my best friend from ten years ago. I have been needing closure on it and thinking about it a lot lately. I do believe the universe took care of what I couldn’t let go of for attachment reasons. I was rang and thrown out by her, heh lol. Thank you universe, because I am too emotional. Thank you for the clarity, Madison. I’ll expect better from friends from now on. And from guys I date! 🙏🏼🤍
pile 1: i'm so bored of being human, having compassion for myself, or anything, in the end of the day i haven't had a date in five years. there's no advice in the world left that doesn't sound like something i've heard ad nauseum. i'm comfortable with myself, but it's also boring. i'm so bored and just want a coffee date at the end of the day. also tired of every connection that feels more confusing than not. it'd be nice to meet someone who wants to be friends with me but also go on a coffee date with me. it's been five years. i've been getting burned out on trying new things, my interests, my hobbies, everything. so very bored.
Pile 1 and 2 here. I'm just messy mix. I'm a Cancer 🌞, Scorpio ⬆️, Virgo 🌙. I always feel out of place and weird and unworthy and not worthy of living in society, I don't really understand why, could be because my family always told me I wasn't enough, that I could always do Better, that I have to do better and that I HAVE to accomplish things. I likely growed myself up and my parents weren't really very present or emotionally close. I always feel wrong for asking more from them, I don't really know what to do, so I dived myself into the spiritual world and faith, but it feels like it's the only thing I got, like it's the only thing that fulfills me and truly SEES me. I do feel stuck and frustrated. A lot. That I can't even express through words right now. I do feel like a failure for not being able to accomplish college and finish the year, but I've published a poetry book this year, and I've also focused into healing, but it makes me angry with myself that I need so much caring and time to heal and I can't focus into doing other things. It honestly feels like I've been through a Whole TOWER moment constantly this year and the past one. I am really tired and confused, and I don't really know how to take care of myself. But at least, I've found some friends this year, cuz the last one I didn't talk to anyone, I had literally no one and I just hoped to die. I'm sorry for all this negativity and bad vibes and sadness and trauma dumping etccc but I've just spent the two readings just crying on myself as a kid and I am so..... Messy. Just. I don't even know how to explain. Just, thank you for this reading. Felt like a friend talking to me and seeing through me. Tank you a lot. Hope you are doing well too.🤍
Alright, now the 3rd pile too a bit, I likely need 5 months of rest or something but I can't because I still live with my parents but I'm 20 and I have no money or work. This video was a WHOLE tour of my life. 🤡
1 💎 I feel I’ve come so far in my healing. I don’t have anger or jump nearly as much to assumptions. When those fears pop up, I reframe it. I know things are not so black and white. He has disappeared twice in a short span of time and has been less communicative with me. I know this sadness comes from my inner insecurities and I’ve been working through them. I also know I’m sad because I miss him. Our relationship hasn’t been easy for me. As hard as it is right now, I know I have to be patient and that clarity is coming.
Honestly, I don't think you're aware of how much your readings are helpful. I've been following your channel since 2020 and it's been helping me going through SO MUCH. I don't have words enough to convey how grateful I am for this reading. From all the messages I've got from this video, I understood that it's me I gotta worry about healing. I'm kinda shy of expressing everything on this comment section, but know that you gave me the answers I needed to hear. Thank you, thank you, thank you ❤God bless you!!
pile 1 here ✨ WOW!!! i was going to watch your 'sign' reading but then youtube refreshed on my phone and this video came up. i decided to give it a go and i must tell that i've never felt so SEEN before. it was amazing and low-key scary ahahah i've decided that ~ to wait and see ~ is the best approach right now because almost all my thoughts and feelings are coming from trauma and insecurities. i'll focus on healing and hopefully with time, more clarity and less drama i'll be able to talk about it with him if i need to. thank you SO much for this reading, eso! you're amazing 🤍🌻 sending hugs and lots of love from brazil~
I wanted to let you know I picked pile 1 and it resonated so perfectly. I had additional confirmation when I was cleaning my house the next day and my kids turned in spongebob and of all the episodes they could have picked the one on tv, and the exact part I heard, was about the Hash slinging slasher 😂😭 I was like, “oh, ok. I hear you spirit, I get the point, stop making up stuff in my head to make my worst fears reality when that isn’t the case at all.” ❤️
I’m cracking up in pile one - “I’m pretty sure SpongeBob loses both his eyebrows and eyelashes” imagine not knowing that episode and being like what the hell does that mean for my love life 😭😭😭😂😂😂
honestly love the darker lighting set up!! i usually watch your videos at night and going to bed. also the energy too i just wanna get cozy with a blanket and hot tea :) loooove
Pile 3 makes me want to cry. It’s exactly what I needed to accept but didn’t want to. That person never loved me, but I wanted to believe they did. Spirit guided me to end that relationship and it still hurts. I’m trying to find healing and self love, but it’s hard to love yourself when other people make you feel like you don’t deserve it.
i was contemplating in the shower that i should be over the person that hurt me because they disrespected me, and here you are telling me to feel it through 🤠 thanks a lot for that, but now i need to go to cry to hozier.
“Wait and see play by ear. And if you aren’t in a commitment with someone, you’re not bound to anything. So do what you want.” Gave me chills ✨ I always want to dig and pry for answers. It’s making me more crazier than need be. I need to let go of my need for control and just play by ear.
Pile 1 was very accurate to a situation I’m in with a specific person, thank you for telling me things I needed to hear. I have major abandonment issues and I need to work on that. Thank you
Pile 3- Thank you so much. Currently going through a breakup, and was just thrown away like i was nothing. I felt it coming a week ahead of time and even asked about it.. and strung along knowing that was the decision that was going to be made. I loved this person and took care of what i know i said that i would and that’s all that matters to me. Remaining my true self even though i knew i deserved more, just hoping things would get better. So again thank you for this message 🙏🏽
Pile 1: This was way too accurate lol. I actually already a started practicing most of the things you said and was like “I’ll just wait”. I guess the video was just a great reminder for myself haha!
haven't watched tarot reading in a long time, but it's good to come back to my go to tarot reader, honestly, just listening to you is so fun, thanks eso, sending u a lot of love hehe
Pile 3 - i'm tired of everything being my fault and responsibility. I'm tired of being responsible for my own and others, and no one willing to be there for me
Pile 2: as always, you are so so so spot on on what I am current currently facing 😢 I have been trying to get my life back on track and to live what I have missed out when terrible things hit me, but it just never feels enough or even remotely satisfying/right. this year I have published something, flew from Asia to the states for an research conference, and I really wanted to say I was doing okay, but inside I still feel so incompetent and so behind. I still feel that I have missed out on so many things other young people are doing, things I have never had the chance or resources to do… I know this feeling of lack is internal more than external, and I know I should be patient (every time I do the new year tarot spread I always draw the temperance card. It’s been 4 consecutive years and I’m SO SICK OF WAITING), but it is so hard to not compare myself with others 😢
I could have written this comment myself (save some of the particular details). Sending you good vibes and praying for both of us to have a breakthrough. 💛
Your first reading was one of the most "i need to hear" things and hit the nail on the head for me. I do tend to push my abandonment wounds on others and I do need to fix that and build security in myself.
When you talked about feeling powerless, unworthy and throwing a pity party, I pouted and talked back to you, and its cause I damn well know I needed to hear these things. hahah DANG 🤡 I appreciate this big sister vibe. You put me in my place with authenticity and honesty. I was definitely running away from the truth and was not trusting in the Universe as much as I used to. Im so glad i started following you and thank you so much for doing what you're doing queen (pile 3 absolutely CALLED out and READY TO GROW FROM THE PAST)
ESO it’s crazy to think that your videos have been my comfort for almost 3 years now. Now when I hear “hey friends” and I’m having a bad day I just feel SO comforted and understood. Thank you for all that you do!!!!!
Pile 3# Was shocked at how scarily accurate this was to my situation. I'd come to this video seeking guidance for this particular situation and the 3rd pile captured it perfectly! I have been mourning the loss of what now has been a one sided friendship. It took me very long to accept the truth of the situation after which I distanced myself from her. And like you said, the universe stepped in (I did a chord cutting ritual one night when my heart felt really heavy and the very next day she had unfollowed me on social media) that was finally the trigger that made me really accept that things were over over. But again, like you said, I've been grieving and the negative thought process that I'll never find a friend like that again, that I'm not someone who is meant for wholesome relationships, has been circling my mind. Thank you for the guidance you offered
Pile 3. Chills at being so uniquely called out. 😢😢😢 my husband died 2 yrs ago and this is just....so me. Thank you for listening to our hearts and showing us who we are , even in the dark. ❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉 2
Pile 1 is so true for my situation. I know it is something there but my patients and mind is going crazy and i know he has a lot going on in his life.. probably more than i know about. I just have to breathe and find something to distract me and figure out if I really want him. But why must he be in my mind all the time!!!
Pile #2. Thanks you so much Eso, all your readings help me so much when i don't know what is going on. It's crazy how much they ressonate with me. Keep it up! 💕
Pile #3: I left my first long term relationship today and what you said spoke to my soul. My ex didn’t give me what I felt I deserved and it upset him when I told him his best was someone’s bare minimum which was harsh in the moment but that’s really what I felt and this is confirmation I’m doing the right thing. I wasn’t perfect but I do deserve better and it will be okay very soon. I’ve known for a while healing is very needed.
pile 1: i genuinally dont understand anything and dont know what to do, everything feels so off almost like they don't want to deal with me anymore.. i feel so heartbroken because it happened so fast like suddenly everything was off without any explanation or communication. i dont know if i should ask, im so scared of actually communicating because he usually doesn't really respond to them lightheartedly, i feel so excluded and also like i have no control over the situation. im trying to be as patient as possible, but i cant, it doesnt feel okay.
I was so drawn to pile 1 and pile 3 - I waited before I listen and OMG.. so spot on - We love each other, and I do have 2 wolf syndrome - I get in my own way sometime! Thank you, i needed to hear this today - I need some selfcare, I need to not get into my own head! I feel something is off... I feel he is hiding something, but working on it.. I will do the Wait and See, unless I feel strongly to confront - All is As it Needs to Be!! now to watch pile 3 to see what else I need to know.. deep breath!
ok i picked pile 2 and wasn’t really feeling it but the overwhelming confirmations that pile 1 was for me was just ugh chefs kiss and the petty wolf thing has me CRYING every time you mention it TOO REAL 🐺🐺
I wish I could like this video a million times. I’m 34 years old but tell me why this is the first time I’ve heard anyone say to me “the universe is not going to let you stick with people and stick with situations that do not bring to the table what you’re bringing…they’re not going to let you stay in situations that are disrespectful to you.” 🤯😩😭 10000% spot on. I never wanted to realize or think this because I wanted it to happen so bad but deep down I definitely knew I deserved more. Thank you. ❤
“Never attribute malice with what can be caused by ignorance” Such wisdom behind your words Thank you so much for lighting up the way All love and blessings to you beautiful soul ❤
I saw this reading while scrolling for something else. Got teary eyed & knew to drop everything and watch it. Was torn between Pike 2 & 3. Watched both. When you said Jersey Shore, I knew it was for me. It’s exactly what I needed to hear and know in my spirit. Dead on. Pike 2 also was for me. Was about another situation. Amazing!! Thank you 🙏🙏🙏.
Pile 2, once we moved on to the reality of the situation, I immediately started crying. I've been so hard on myself about not being where I feel like I should be at this point and so many of my cousins are going to school and I'm a college drop out. I'm so out of touch with myself and this helped me realize I need to do some shadow work maybe. I don't let myself rest, when I do rest it isn't actually rest because I'm just beating myself up for not doing anything. Dude it's been hell and for no real reason.
Sometimes when people run marathons not everyone runs at the same speed you never know who will end up winning🤷🏽♀️ that’s just how life is people have had there lives changed over night all you need is motivation and affirmations “I don’t chase I attract” trust the universe guiding you to your greatest and highest self //btw Steve Jobs didn’t need a diploma to prove to everyone his level of intelligence just congratulate those around you and there W’s so when it’s your turn hopefully they will be there for you and do the same ❤️
Wow, thank you so much Eso. You just gave me one of the biggest realizations of my life..that all of those things I worry about or think that the other person in the relationship is doing to me, thinking about me, etc are the things I need to heal in myself. I'm the one who is thinking those things about myself. And then of course I expect that so I manifest that. It's so simple but I just got it.
I love love love your honesty. You're so wise, like an old soul reincarnated in a wonderful human being again. Listening to you like listening to a wise sister. Lots of unconditional love for you.
I am listening to Pile 3 currently. I took two major hits this year. I ended a 1 year 3 month relationship in August and 3 days ago, I was fired from my job. I broke down thinking, just because I can handle it, it doesn't mean I need to go through this and I am tired of having to be strong all the time. Somehow I don't have the anxiety and fear I used to have before. I don't know if that's delusion, hopelessness or belief that things will work out in the end. What I am not doing is overthinking it and rationalising it. I suppose that's good enough.
Group 2: THANK YOU for this message! This was exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you for delivering the message in a way that was gentle and I could understand. :)
Pile 2: That was eye opening for me. I’ve felt stuck for months now. Everything is going well but I don’t feel fulfilled. Thanks for the reading, it’s gonna help me with journaling. 🩵
You and Kino has the most accurate readings all the time, I'm always picking pile # 2 cause I'm drawn to it (I don't know why) and it always resonates with me. Honestly you are right about it, a lot of times I sabotage myself. I always set high standards with almost everything that I do. As a result, I always feel disappointed and unfulfilled. People around me say that I did great, but I always feel unsatisfied about myself, my artworks and my regular job. I have low self esteem, 'cause of my unhealthy belief system. Every time I feel good, I feel like something's wrong or something bad might happen. Toxic masculinity is also another factor as we, men are viewed by the society as strong, and stoic beings, emotional breakdowns are viewed differently specially in my country. Career is also a factor I can't see myself growing. Every time I reach my goal I set another one, not even realizing how taxing it is for my mental, physical, spiritual and overall health.
Hi 👋🏼 First time viewer here. I’m absolutely blown away by pile 1. It just kept getting more and more specific to my situation. By the time we got to guidance, I was weeping. Thank you so much. You really helped me on this one. I didn’t even know that’s what I needed today 💜
Wow, what a relief 😅 I always have so much anxiety before I listen to my chosen pile because I worry that there will be bad news that I can’t handle. And then to hear Eso say, “You’re being too hard on yourself…” just brings a smile to my face. Thanks for the message in Pile 2 🙏
PILE 1 AND YOU DESCRIBED EVERYTHING DOWN TO THE T!!!! as a tarot reader myself i usually watch your videos to analyse the way you read BUT I HAVE NEVER FELT SOOO CALLED TO PILE 1 LIKE EVER BEFORE. and funnily, the no answer is actually a perfect answer for my situation. so thank you
Wow pile 2 & 3 Yes the whole living up to someone’s expectations definitely my father. An invisible level of expectation you’ll never meet in his eyes. He’s not in my life anymore I feel SO much better he’s not. Just such a negative person. Yes I was always working, a mom, a grandma, duties came before fun. Always burning the candle on both ends. Recently my health has caused me to retire. Been life changing. Learning to relax & not feel guilty. My career defined me, yes I think it was an escape. Starting to get in touch with myself & be content being alone…. Redefining myself. I’ve been having a lot of bonfires listening to music, staring at the flames, calling upon my guardian angels & spirit guides. A few weeks ago I had a moment of complete happiness & peace. Pile 3 I’ve had several bad relationships either financially draining, emotionally draining, yes some narcissistic ones. Past 2 1/2 years have been a slap. Was with one guy almost 6 years he passed away. Then met someone who seemed so perfect, I thought he was the one but started seeing red flags. Funny the whole divine perspective. He encouraged me to go back to church, I didn’t realize how much I missed it. But he started becoming smothering, insecure, controlling & very pushy about religion when I’m more spiritual. Definitely pile 3 was about my relationship issues.
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It looks amazing and very magical! Love the set up, it sets the very mysterious and cozy mood
Love it! It's adorable 🥰✨Currently working on my cosy setting too 😅💞🤗
The candles are lovely and p3 was very helpful for me. Thanks ❤
Its great keep it that way please
pile two ! omg exactly on point my friend 💯😇😝😢😔😘😘😘
*sigh* “a tale as old as time, guess who’s being too hard on themselves… there’s only two of us here so.. I’ll wait…. In case you couldn’t tell it’s you” 🤣🤣🤣🤣 I busted out laughing
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Pile 3 here: as soon as you said you know you deserve better, i literally started crying. I broke off an engagement of a relationship of 4 years bc i didn't feel fulfilled supported or happy. I have been single for a year now and have found myself again, learned so much about my attachment style and my toxic patterns to know whether or not how to act in my next relationship. Things i'm actively letting go and things i'm allowing myself to feel and give myself grace while being alone. Thank you for this reading, every time i watch your videos i have new found appreciation in myself and the universe and i resonate 1000% with all of your readings
I’m right here with you but mines was 6 years 🤦🏾♀️ we got this! I never comment but I feel safe in this chat
i cried too lol shes so accurate and it hit home for me too
Same here, except it was a year and a half. I'm wishing you lots of love and peace!
I cried as well lol 😢
I hope you're doing great. Love and light to you. ❤️✨
I almost wanna laugh that this reading was posted less than 30 minutes ago as I’m debating whether to cut off a friend or not asking myself “am I being overdramatic or are my feelings actually hurt”
"Am I being dramatic or are my feelings actually hurt."
Girl that question 🐝S T U N G🐝😭😭
@@MorgueInTheVoid I’m a people please babe I put literally everyone before myself I finally stopped caring so much 2 years ago but I still struggle have ANY sort of boundaries
@@SadGirlsRUsI feel that 😭 I have no clue how to set boundaries but I think I'm only bad at it because I'm scared of losing the people that I'm trying to set a boundary with so I keep them in my life and allow them to keep treating me like garbage😒😒😒😒
@@MorgueInTheVoidIf those people treat you like garbage and would leave if you didn’t allow them to, why tf would you want them in there in the first place?? Have some dignity, damn.
@@hollydaugherty2620 Because sometimes being completely alone hurts more than occasionally being disrespected.
Pile 1 was so accurate for me it's scary. I definitely resonate with having the insecure wolf and the more chill one lol. I met someone a couple months ago that was cool but I had zero expectations... Then they responded to me with the most kindness I've ever experienced and totally triggered some attachment stuff i didn't even realize I had. They went lukewarm unexpectedly due to some unamed but apparently devastating event in their life but were still responsive and reassuring as much as they could be when my insecurities showed up. What is bothering me now is that I'd just prefer them to do something undeniably crappy so I can have a valid reason to run away. It's so funny to realize how comfortable I became chasing people I knew I shouldn't but now in this new situation of interacting with a person that I feel intuitively is ok and just having a hard time I'm freaking out and want to run or want to push them into moving away completely. So... yeah lol pile 1 and healing my own attitudes towards love and relationships totally accurate.
am i ghostwrite this because LOLLL SAMEE 😂
@@richiearsanthi6181 nice to know I'm not as much of a weirdo for feeling this way about this situation 😂 hopefully we can both get to a place where those insecurities aren't as prominent
@@EccentricxXxShadow yes, and i wish we could handle this situation better and not swayed by our insecurities (its easier to say than do but at least we can try)
Definitely not alone, I feel terribly called out by pile 1. But I'm trying to heal. What I need to stop doing is talking to others (including my friends) because even though they mean well, and want to see me happy, they are making things worse for me and my healing journey. Because they want to impart their OWN wisdom and even though our situations may be similar, the people and choices aren't. And therefore, it's not black & white. Instead of going to others, I should be unplugging more & journaling again. Or they'll say this or that about my choices, making me overthink. When in reality, when I trust my gut & my intuition it never steers me wrong. But they're the noise blocking me from listening to it. Funny enough, what they're doing to me I never did to them. But they don't see that. They just auto think they know better, when in reality they don't. They're not living my life. I'm on this journey. They can support me, but that's about it.
@@dreamlikediana I completely agree about my intuition always trying to steer me in the right direction even if I don't listen to it. Good for you for trying to become more attuned to yours. I'm sure your friends probably have your best interests at heart and may be trying to protect you from what they think they see that you can't but it's true we all have to walk (and stumble) on our own paths
eso, white feather, and kino,
the top notch for me
Excellent taste
Same here.....these three queens are awesome ❤❤
My top 3 too!!! ❤🤩👏
And hermit tarot too
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Pile 3: a few seconds into the reading and I literally gasped at you describing so accurately what I’m going through. You are seriously beyond talented. Every time you post a video, it is exactly what I need to hear in that moment word for word. You’re 100% the tarot card reader I feel more connected to. I can’t even find the words to thank you for the videos you put out…pls always remember that you help more people than you can imagine. Sending you tons of love and I hope life is treating you like the queen that you are 💗💗💗💗
pile 1 & 2: I truly need to approach this from a mindset of abundance and love, because that will bring me peace. and with that mindset, I won't even care if my love is "misplaced" because love generates more love and no love is ever misplaced
Pile #3 was spot on. I usually don’t comment, but I just wanted to let you know you’re so kind and thoughtful. I can tell how much you care ❤️ it was amazing how accurate you are
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Pile 3 - Resonated so much. Back in October I walked away from someone who played mind games. He juggled other women either me. Once I let go of the person, everything he hid came to the surface. I finally saw it for what it was.
I am still healing from it. Because I came into this person’s life when he was depressed and I gave and gave without expecting anything in return. Now I am so depleted. Right now focusing on myself pouring self love into me. Thank you so much for the reading! ❤
I get you! ❤
Pile 3 hurt… but I desperately needed it. I’ve been grieving for months and haven’t had the courage and clarity to realize that it’s not just my trauma and loss of loved ones, it’s my Divine Masculine choosing not to heal. It’s the grief over knowing my ties have been cut with him, like I asked the universe to do MONTHS ago. This is my Tower moment. Thank you so much
Same here tired of getting the bare minimum i know I deserve better
Pile 3 and same situation. So painful and exhausting. Sending you love.
The Twin Flame journey is not for the faint of heart. It really is the most soul-distorting feeling… because you know you’re meant to offer your Divine counterpart that love and grace and patience and forgiveness, etc. but then you feel betrayed by yourself and lose your own alignment. It’s so confusing, even on good days. Much love, Grace, and clarity to you all!
Pile 2: The reading made 100% sense to me. Thank you for expressing exactly my opinion on feelings. I went through a traumatic experience and I just let myself cry. I cried for parts of three days and finally today, I was all cried out. I didn't try to analyze it other feeling the pain. I know what part of me that is unhealed, and thank you for saying that I don’t have to heal it right this minute. There is so much that resonated with me, including the looking outside of myself. It's something I am already aware of and am trying to work on, especially when it comes to my spiritual practices and trusting my intuition and information I get from the Universe without always needing external signs and cues, although sometimes, it's hilarious how the Universe communicates with me. I've been following you for years and you are one of my favorites. Thank you for what you do. ❤
I usually don't comment on readings but wow I've never felt so seen by one before.
I picked pile 1 and it was mind blowing how you described exactly my situation and the fears/insecurities surrounding it. I am a controlling type of person and when things are out of my control I freak out, ignore my intuition and don't let things happen, becoming the petty wolf as you said.
I am definitely going to work on addressing my fears and insecurities before I take any type of action.
Thank you so much Eso, you're amazing!!
Saaame!!!
Pile 2. It's actually so hard to satisfy both the part of me who cares about achieving things and the part who cares about rest and doing things I enjoy just because I like them.
My parents taught me to value hard work as something moral, and "excessive rest" as immoral. After all, you have to do things in order to survive on this planet. You can't let others take that load for you. But I am just so exhausted.
Same here. So exhausted 🩵
Pile 1🙏✨ This was spot on. It’s funny how someone just told me that I take everything too seriously and I should start opening up to doing fun things.
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Pile 3. Wow. This one made me cry. Resonated so well. Healing is hard but so beautiful in the end. The lessons are even better. Thank you for what you do Goddess✨✨ I’ve been a sub for years now 😊
Pile #3: I just got cut off of an abusive relationship and I need to listen to this over and over again. 1000% accurate and I can’t thank you enough ESO for guiding me through this grief.
I NEVER LAUGHED SO HARD WHEN YOU ASKED HOW WE DRAW IN THE PERSON AND I WAS LITERALLY *eye-rolling* and saying: Loving myself 🙄
Spot on 🎉 hugs to my fellow pile 3 - believe her - we deserve better and just because we can take so much pain doesn’t mean we need to take on so much!
Pile 2: Thank you so much @EsoTarot, I didn't realize how much I was longing to hear the words, "You're Enough."
Pile 3 is so on point. I got stabbed 12 times last year and still haven’t been able to let go of my anger towards the universe. Yes it changed my life but like I don’t feel like this was fair. He’s been out and free this whole time. Loving his life while I’m healing trynna get used to scars on my face , struggling financially because I had to move fast and now I’m living paycheck to paycheck. I try to be grateful if everything I have now but I feel like I deserve a lot now because I don’t feel like I deserve this and no one truly deserves this. I knew something bad was going to happen but not that bad … ever since then I’ve been trusting my intuition more and my life has been more peaceful drama wise but it’s like I miss the old me. I can’t even keep up with self care anymore how I used to and I need it more now than ever. I am starting to get back into self care tomorrow. My birthday is on the 9th. I feel like no one really cared if I died or not my last birthday so this one I’m just focusing on me. Blessing myself and pampering myself. I want to bake myself a cake. Make myself a bouquet. Taking money out of my 401k to treat myself and start my business. Get back into modeling again because he didn’t stop anything ( btw ladies be careful his name is @betterflickz on instagram). I regret listening to the cops when they told me not to tell the media now the case is moving so slow. I am tired of meeting users / energy vampires. I am uncomfortable with not giving at all but yes the past person I dated did not really value me and what I was doing. The lesson I learned was to give to myself and not give to a man. A man should provide for me, call me a gold digger but I’m not doing it anymore). I don’t accept poor treatment now. I call it out of rip but sometimes I am blinded but I have learned there is always intention behind me being “blinded”. Yes I don’t want hard relationships and told him that. He tried to convince me otherwise.
Although pile 2 is not about my current situation, I agree with what you said in this pile. Sometimes, we chase success only because we are running away from what our heart actually wants. That’s the absurdity of our human behaviors.
Pile 3, I feel like this is all reiterating my current healing process. It's been a few months now of going through the motions and working through shadow work. To this day I tend to let my mind wander at times when a certain someone pops into my head, so it's nice to be reminded of the lessons I've been learning about my own self worth and to keep moving forward regardless of any trauma that may linger that hasn't been fully healed. One thing I will say is that I felt that past pent up anger coming through when you started getting a little too hyped so I laughed a little and was like "woaaaah Madison, breathe girl" 😂❤
Pile 3: "You are not stupid for giving people second chances" thank you so muchh I really needed to hear that. This pile resonated so much with me that I cried while watching.
Pile 1.
Damnit spirit!!! Lmao! I really need to just trust these downloads & my intuition.
Everything you said I already knew and read using my own tarot cards. Spirit keeps saying “wait and see, wait and see-jump in and let go of fear and expectations-practice patience. Focus on yourself while entertaining this” and you basically said the same thing in so many words. I’m not mad at the answer, I’m laughing at myself because I already knew the answer, and spirit told me so before I clicked on my pile.
I have a fear of trusting my intuition when it comes to love because I have in the past and nothing ever turned out how I intuitively felt they would (in love and romance). I feel something MASSIVE here, but my person is really slow, yet actively committed to whatever it is we have going. He has expressed this to me, and said he doesn’t know how to evolve this connection, but wants to continue what we have to see what and where it leads to. I know and FEEL how he feels towards me. I can see it in his eyes and through his ACTIONS. Spirit has been teaching me nothing but patience, trust, and how to let go of fear when I look at the pattern of my love life over the last 2 years, and I truly feel that they were preparing me for the situation I am in in this present moment. I’m in a constant battle with my shadow self and higher self, because this situationship has mirrored so many wounds I have surrounding love, but it’s all just meant to teach me how to alchemize those parts of myself.
And my person and I are talking everyday and spending time with one another in person, but there’s definitely a hot and cold energy.
Anyway, thank you so much as always. You will forever be my favorite reader. 🩷🩷😤😤
hey pile 1 here and I'm actually surprised how much this resonated with me. yes it's totally about my current situation with this guy I've been talking to for several months. we're kind of in a situationship but 2 days ago something happened and we stopped talking. He did apologize for whatever happened but honestly he did something which truly hurt my ego. I didn't really exaggerate the situation & asked him to end things because idk I just can't deal with all of it. I got the message I was supposed to and I really want to thank you for this!
Pile 3 resonate so much. It’s been 8 months I have been in pain emotionally that it makes me sick physically, because of the relationship break up. I know very well that I deserved someone better and I don’t deserve to be treated bare minimum. Yet, it’s so hard to let go when you love the person so much. Also, it is hard to accept the fact that all these time it’s only me who loves them and they don’t. I blamed universe because I don’t deserve this so much for this long-term pain while they can leave as they please. But then I also blame universe why do it have to take my person away that fast? Thank you for this reading, it comforts me a lot Eso ❤
OMG Eso! I'm half way through pile 1 and you read my situation like a freaking book, every word resonates. I'm amazed!! Whenever I feel strongly drawn to a pile it resonates so much it's crazy
I cannot believe she was talking about being distracted in pile 2 bc I literally paused the video bc I got distracted. This arrangement of events is going to cause me to do evil things
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I literally broke into tears when for pile 3 you said that I resent the universe even though I know the change was inevitable. I got the notification to this vid when I was thinking why the universe was so hard on me these days. I feel so seen and understood rn. Thank u
Scary accurate eso 😂😂😂 pile 1, excited to see him next weekend! We are a mutually obsessed situationship with fears of opening up but it’s happening slowly but surely 🥰
“You feel like relationships where you are giving too much is normal when it’s not” thank you
I am pile 3. And I was in tears with what you spoke. I appreciate everything you have said. And I felt scolded at first, but realized you were very right. And u didn't deserve anything done to me, so I need to stop doing exactly that to myself. I'm going to make sure I have better inner dialogs for now on. This is the best reading I've heard. I love you!
Pile 3 here! Thank you for being true to you and telling us what our sprit guide needs us to hear! This message was so needed! I am learning - we are both are learning! I need to take 1 day at a time... but not settle for someone selfish and that doesn't accept me for me - Unconditional Love is what I Deserve! Love Myself!! ❤
Pile #3 is spot on. I ended no contact a while ago but now we’re back to not talking again and that must’ve been from the universe officially ending that connection. I know deep down I deserve way better ever since the start. No matter how upset I feel that it ended, I know I shouldn’t even be thinking about them but I cannot control it. I know that I have to wait for the right person to pour my heart to. It will take some time for me though. I enjoyed the reading it was very descriptive and bold which I loved.
I’m not sure why but the new set up seems to add a greater sense of clarity to your readings and definitely helps create a cosy atmosphere! Keep up the great work!
pile 1 so spot on. i came here for some comfort i didn't expect it to reasonate so much. thank you eso i really needed that!
pile 1 was insanely accurate, i felt like you were taking my thoughts right out of my head
thanks for helping me tidy my brain
Same! 😵
Thank you SO MUCH for that pile 3 reading!! I've been going through some painful blockages on a twin flame journey and your advice is exactly what I needed to hear 🤗 it's easy to lose sight of the fact that this journey is about coming into union with OURSELVES and letting things flow exactly the way they need to 💖 very empowering advice! THANK YOU!!!
I'm going through the same thing and I thought maybe this is the way hod is telling me this is not my twinflame ? Did you question that at all ?
Pile 3️⃣ : at first I thought this was about a guy that I just recently stopped talking to and miss, but as you want on, all I could think about out is my ex my best friend from ten years ago. I have been needing closure on it and thinking about it a lot lately. I do believe the universe took care of what I couldn’t let go of for attachment reasons. I was rang and thrown out by her, heh lol. Thank you universe, because I am too emotional.
Thank you for the clarity, Madison. I’ll expect better from friends from now on. And from guys I date! 🙏🏼🤍
thanks for ur comment… i also had a friend throw me out.. needless to say, no contact since then
pile 1:
i'm so bored of being human, having compassion for myself, or anything, in the end of the day i haven't had a date in five years. there's no advice in the world left that doesn't sound like something i've heard ad nauseum. i'm comfortable with myself, but it's also boring. i'm so bored and just want a coffee date at the end of the day. also tired of every connection that feels more confusing than not. it'd be nice to meet someone who wants to be friends with me but also go on a coffee date with me. it's been five years. i've been getting burned out on trying new things, my interests, my hobbies, everything.
so very bored.
Pile 1 and 2 here. I'm just messy mix. I'm a Cancer 🌞, Scorpio ⬆️, Virgo 🌙. I always feel out of place and weird and unworthy and not worthy of living in society, I don't really understand why, could be because my family always told me I wasn't enough, that I could always do Better, that I have to do better and that I HAVE to accomplish things. I likely growed myself up and my parents weren't really very present or emotionally close. I always feel wrong for asking more from them, I don't really know what to do, so I dived myself into the spiritual world and faith, but it feels like it's the only thing I got, like it's the only thing that fulfills me and truly SEES me. I do feel stuck and frustrated. A lot. That I can't even express through words right now. I do feel like a failure for not being able to accomplish college and finish the year, but I've published a poetry book this year, and I've also focused into healing, but it makes me angry with myself that I need so much caring and time to heal and I can't focus into doing other things. It honestly feels like I've been through a Whole TOWER moment constantly this year and the past one. I am really tired and confused, and I don't really know how to take care of myself. But at least, I've found some friends this year, cuz the last one I didn't talk to anyone, I had literally no one and I just hoped to die. I'm sorry for all this negativity and bad vibes and sadness and trauma dumping etccc but I've just spent the two readings just crying on myself as a kid and I am so..... Messy. Just. I don't even know how to explain.
Just, thank you for this reading. Felt like a friend talking to me and seeing through me. Tank you a lot. Hope you are doing well too.🤍
Alright, now the 3rd pile too a bit, I likely need 5 months of rest or something but I can't because I still live with my parents but I'm 20 and I have no money or work. This video was a WHOLE tour of my life. 🤡
1 💎 I feel I’ve come so far in my healing. I don’t have anger or jump nearly as much to assumptions. When those fears pop up, I reframe it. I know things are not so black and white. He has disappeared twice in a short span of time and has been less communicative with me. I know this sadness comes from my inner insecurities and I’ve been working through them. I also know I’m sad because I miss him. Our relationship hasn’t been easy for me. As hard as it is right now, I know I have to be patient and that clarity is coming.
Honestly, I don't think you're aware of how much your readings are helpful. I've been following your channel since 2020 and it's been helping me going through SO MUCH. I don't have words enough to convey how grateful I am for this reading. From all the messages I've got from this video, I understood that it's me I gotta worry about healing. I'm kinda shy of expressing everything on this comment section, but know that you gave me the answers I needed to hear. Thank you, thank you, thank you ❤God bless you!!
pile 1 here ✨ WOW!!! i was going to watch your 'sign' reading but then youtube refreshed on my phone and this video came up. i decided to give it a go and i must tell that i've never felt so SEEN before. it was amazing and low-key scary ahahah
i've decided that ~ to wait and see ~ is the best approach right now because almost all my thoughts and feelings are coming from trauma and insecurities. i'll focus on healing and hopefully with time, more clarity and less drama i'll be able to talk about it with him if i need to.
thank you SO much for this reading, eso! you're amazing 🤍🌻 sending hugs and lots of love from brazil~
I wanted to let you know I picked pile 1 and it resonated so perfectly. I had additional confirmation when I was cleaning my house the next day and my kids turned in spongebob and of all the episodes they could have picked the one on tv, and the exact part I heard, was about the Hash slinging slasher 😂😭 I was like, “oh, ok. I hear you spirit, I get the point, stop making up stuff in my head to make my worst fears reality when that isn’t the case at all.”
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I’m cracking up in pile one - “I’m pretty sure SpongeBob loses both his eyebrows and eyelashes” imagine not knowing that episode and being like what the hell does that mean for my love life 😭😭😭😂😂😂
literally me I haven't seen it 😭
honestly love the darker lighting set up!! i usually watch your videos at night and going to bed. also the energy too i just wanna get cozy with a blanket and hot tea :) loooove
still love it!!
Pile 3 makes me want to cry. It’s exactly what I needed to accept but didn’t want to. That person never loved me, but I wanted to believe they did. Spirit guided me to end that relationship and it still hurts.
I’m trying to find healing and self love, but it’s hard to love yourself when other people make you feel like you don’t deserve it.
i was contemplating in the shower that i should be over the person that hurt me because they disrespected me, and here you are telling me to feel it through 🤠 thanks a lot for that, but now i need to go to cry to hozier.
“Wait and see play by ear. And if you aren’t in a commitment with someone, you’re not bound to anything. So do what you want.” Gave me chills ✨ I always want to dig and pry for answers. It’s making me more crazier than need be. I need to let go of my need for control and just play by ear.
Pile 1 was very accurate to a situation I’m in with a specific person, thank you for telling me things I needed to hear. I have major abandonment issues and I need to work on that. Thank you
you are the tarot reader everyone needs in their lives. never stop doing what your heart tells you. supporting you forever
I personally prefer the darker lighting, it feels calmer and warmer. Especially in these colder months. 🥰
Listening to pile 3 and it sounds like a friend telling me all the things I need to hear.
Pile 3- Thank you so much. Currently going through a breakup, and was just thrown away like i was nothing. I felt it coming a week ahead of time and even asked about it.. and strung along knowing that was the decision that was going to be made. I loved this person and took care of what i know i said that i would and that’s all that matters to me. Remaining my true self even though i knew i deserved more, just hoping things would get better. So again thank you for this message 🙏🏽
Pile 1: This was way too accurate lol. I actually already a started practicing most of the things you said and was like “I’ll just wait”. I guess the video was just a great reminder for myself haha!
haven't watched tarot reading in a long time, but it's good to come back to my go to tarot reader, honestly, just listening to you is so fun, thanks eso, sending u a lot of love hehe
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Pile 3 - i'm tired of everything being my fault and responsibility. I'm tired of being responsible for my own and others, and no one willing to be there for me
Pile #1 Read me like a book. Confirmed everything I already felt deep down. Just gonna let go & let God 🙌🏼 Love you Eso. You never miss
Pile 1 was an entire therapy read. You SLAYED this one
Pile 2: as always, you are so so so spot on on what I am current currently facing 😢
I have been trying to get my life back on track and to live what I have missed out when terrible things hit me, but it just never feels enough or even remotely satisfying/right.
this year I have published something, flew from Asia to the states for an research conference, and I really wanted to say I was doing okay, but inside I still feel so incompetent and so behind. I still feel that I have missed out on so many things other young people are doing, things I have never had the chance or resources to do… I know this feeling of lack is internal more than external, and I know I should be patient (every time I do the new year tarot spread I always draw the temperance card. It’s been 4 consecutive years and I’m SO SICK OF WAITING), but it is so hard to not compare myself with others 😢
I could have written this comment myself (save some of the particular details). Sending you good vibes and praying for both of us to have a breakthrough. 💛
Your first reading was one of the most "i need to hear" things and hit the nail on the head for me. I do tend to push my abandonment wounds on others and I do need to fix that and build security in myself.
When you talked about feeling powerless, unworthy and throwing a pity party, I pouted and talked back to you, and its cause I damn well know I needed to hear these things. hahah DANG 🤡 I appreciate this big sister vibe. You put me in my place with authenticity and honesty. I was definitely running away from the truth and was not trusting in the Universe as much as I used to. Im so glad i started following you and thank you so much for doing what you're doing queen (pile 3 absolutely CALLED out and READY TO GROW FROM THE PAST)
ESO it’s crazy to think that your videos have been my comfort for almost 3 years now. Now when I hear “hey friends” and I’m having a bad day I just feel SO comforted and understood.
Thank you for all that you do!!!!!
Omg 🥹💗 thank you for being here friend!!!
Pile 3# Was shocked at how scarily accurate this was to my situation. I'd come to this video seeking guidance for this particular situation and the 3rd pile captured it perfectly! I have been mourning the loss of what now has been a one sided friendship. It took me very long to accept the truth of the situation after which I distanced myself from her. And like you said, the universe stepped in (I did a chord cutting ritual one night when my heart felt really heavy and the very next day she had unfollowed me on social media) that was finally the trigger that made me really accept that things were over over. But again, like you said, I've been grieving and the negative thought process that I'll never find a friend like that again, that I'm not someone who is meant for wholesome relationships, has been circling my mind. Thank you for the guidance you offered
Pile 3. Chills at being so uniquely called out. 😢😢😢 my husband died 2 yrs ago and this is just....so me. Thank you for listening to our hearts and showing us who we are , even in the dark. ❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉 2
Pile 1 is so true for my situation. I know it is something there but my patients and mind is going crazy and i know he has a lot going on in his life.. probably more than i know about. I just have to breathe and find something to distract me and figure out if I really want him. But why must he be in my mind all the time!!!
Pile #2. Thanks you so much Eso, all your readings help me so much when i don't know what is going on. It's crazy how much they ressonate with me. Keep it up! 💕
Deck 2.
Married, Job-ed, in a house, soon to be mother and still want to be a better version of myself without the ugly flaws.
Thank You.
Only found this now but at the exact right time. Thank you ❤❤❤
Pile 1 here, I heard “hope for a feeling” while eso talked about having hope towards the end.
Pile #3: I left my first long term relationship today and what you said spoke to my soul. My ex didn’t give me what I felt I deserved and it upset him when I told him his best was someone’s bare minimum which was harsh in the moment but that’s really what I felt and this is confirmation I’m doing the right thing. I wasn’t perfect but I do deserve better and it will be okay very soon. I’ve known for a while healing is very needed.
pile 1: i genuinally dont understand anything and dont know what to do, everything feels so off almost like they don't want to deal with me anymore.. i feel so heartbroken because it happened so fast like suddenly everything was off without any explanation or communication. i dont know if i should ask, im so scared of actually communicating because he usually doesn't really respond to them lightheartedly, i feel so excluded and also like i have no control over the situation. im trying to be as patient as possible, but i cant, it doesnt feel okay.
Pile 3: I literally felt the universe coming thru you in the pep talk bits to slap me in the face with love. Thank you for the wonderful reading
I was so drawn to pile 1 and pile 3 - I waited before I listen and OMG.. so spot on - We love each other, and I do have 2 wolf syndrome - I get in my own way sometime! Thank you, i needed to hear this today - I need some selfcare, I need to not get into my own head! I feel something is off... I feel he is hiding something, but working on it.. I will do the Wait and See, unless I feel strongly to confront - All is As it Needs to Be!! now to watch pile 3 to see what else I need to know.. deep breath!
ok i picked pile 2 and wasn’t really feeling it but the overwhelming confirmations that pile 1 was for me was just ugh chefs kiss and the petty wolf thing has me CRYING every time you mention it TOO REAL 🐺🐺
I wish I could like this video a million times. I’m 34 years old but tell me why this is the first time I’ve heard anyone say to me “the universe is not going to let you stick with people and stick with situations that do not bring to the table what you’re bringing…they’re not going to let you stay in situations that are disrespectful to you.” 🤯😩😭 10000% spot on. I never wanted to realize or think this because I wanted it to happen so bad but deep down I definitely knew I deserved more. Thank you. ❤
Pile 1! You are insanely good at this
“Never attribute malice with what can be caused by ignorance”
Such wisdom behind your words
Thank you so much for lighting up the way
All love and blessings to you beautiful soul ❤
eso, u heard my cries from the ether and said, "I gotchu".
pile 3 here, the way I REALLY EYEROLLED RIGHT IN THAT MOMENT
Finally... a tarot that's not about love and romance and 'what they think of you' typa thing. Thank you so much!
It's been a few years I've been watching your readings, and..everytime..thrs this weird sense of comfort...it's so loving
I saw this reading while scrolling for something else. Got teary eyed & knew to drop everything and watch it. Was torn between Pike 2 & 3. Watched both. When you said Jersey Shore, I knew it was for me. It’s exactly what I needed to hear and know in my spirit. Dead on. Pike 2 also was for me. Was about another situation. Amazing!! Thank you 🙏🙏🙏.
Pile 2, once we moved on to the reality of the situation, I immediately started crying. I've been so hard on myself about not being where I feel like I should be at this point and so many of my cousins are going to school and I'm a college drop out. I'm so out of touch with myself and this helped me realize I need to do some shadow work maybe. I don't let myself rest, when I do rest it isn't actually rest because I'm just beating myself up for not doing anything. Dude it's been hell and for no real reason.
same ❤ sending you love
Sometimes when people run marathons not everyone runs at the same speed you never know who will end up winning🤷🏽♀️ that’s just how life is people have had there lives changed over night all you need is motivation and affirmations “I don’t chase I attract” trust the universe guiding you to your greatest and highest self //btw Steve Jobs didn’t need a diploma to prove to everyone his level of intelligence just congratulate those around you and there W’s so when it’s your turn hopefully they will be there for you and do the same ❤️
Wow, thank you so much Eso. You just gave me one of the biggest realizations of my life..that all of those things I worry about or think that the other person in the relationship is doing to me, thinking about me, etc are the things I need to heal in myself. I'm the one who is thinking those things about myself. And then of course I expect that so I manifest that. It's so simple but I just got it.
tbh this is sm more bearable than the bright lighting and high energy speech
I love love love your honesty. You're so wise, like an old soul reincarnated in a wonderful human being again. Listening to you like listening to a wise sister. Lots of unconditional love for you.
I am listening to Pile 3 currently. I took two major hits this year. I ended a 1 year 3 month relationship in August and 3 days ago, I was fired from my job. I broke down thinking, just because I can handle it, it doesn't mean I need to go through this and I am tired of having to be strong all the time. Somehow I don't have the anxiety and fear I used to have before. I don't know if that's delusion, hopelessness or belief that things will work out in the end. What I am not doing is overthinking it and rationalising it. I suppose that's good enough.
Group 2: THANK YOU for this message! This was exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you for delivering the message in a way that was gentle and I could understand. :)
Pile 2: That was eye opening for me. I’ve felt stuck for months now. Everything is going well but I don’t feel fulfilled. Thanks for the reading, it’s gonna help me with journaling. 🩵
You and Kino has the most accurate readings all the time, I'm always picking pile # 2 cause I'm drawn to it (I don't know why) and it always resonates with me. Honestly you are right about it, a lot of times I sabotage myself. I always set high standards with almost everything that I do. As a result, I always feel disappointed and unfulfilled. People around me say that I did great, but I always feel unsatisfied about myself, my artworks and my regular job. I have low self esteem, 'cause of my unhealthy belief system. Every time I feel good, I feel like something's wrong or something bad might happen. Toxic masculinity is also another factor as we, men are viewed by the society as strong, and stoic beings, emotional breakdowns are viewed differently specially in my country. Career is also a factor I can't see myself growing. Every time I reach my goal I set another one, not even realizing how taxing it is for my mental, physical, spiritual and overall health.
Hi 👋🏼 First time viewer here. I’m absolutely blown away by pile 1. It just kept getting more and more specific to my situation. By the time we got to guidance, I was weeping. Thank you so much. You really helped me on this one. I didn’t even know that’s what I needed today 💜
Beautiful and empowering reading! Your psychic intuition is amazing. Thank you 🌷💙
Wow, what a relief 😅 I always have so much anxiety before I listen to my chosen pile because I worry that there will be bad news that I can’t handle. And then to hear Eso say, “You’re being too hard on yourself…” just brings a smile to my face. Thanks for the message in Pile 2 🙏
PILE 1 AND YOU DESCRIBED EVERYTHING DOWN TO THE T!!!! as a tarot reader myself i usually watch your videos to analyse the way you read BUT I HAVE NEVER FELT SOOO CALLED TO PILE 1 LIKE EVER BEFORE. and funnily, the no answer is actually a perfect answer for my situation. so thank you
pile 2. I have never had a more healing, supportive, yet CLEAR reading eso. thank u so so much. I massively appreciate you. u r such a gem babe
the low lighting setup is the best!!! plz don’t change it back i need the low light as much as u do
Wow I’m a Buddhist and what you talked about with pile 1 was so encouraging! You have a lot of wisdom. Thank you so much.
Pile 3 really hit home thank you I really needed to hear that.. tuff love 🥺❤️
Take care 💓
Wow pile 2 & 3
Yes the whole living up to someone’s expectations definitely my father. An invisible level of expectation you’ll never meet in his eyes. He’s not in my life anymore I feel SO much better he’s not. Just such a negative person. Yes I was always working, a mom, a grandma, duties came before fun. Always burning the candle on both ends. Recently my health has caused me to retire. Been life changing. Learning to relax & not feel guilty. My career defined me, yes I think it was an escape. Starting to get in touch with myself & be content being alone…. Redefining myself. I’ve been having a lot of bonfires listening to music, staring at the flames, calling upon my guardian angels & spirit guides. A few weeks ago I had a moment of complete happiness & peace.
Pile 3 I’ve had several bad relationships either financially draining, emotionally draining, yes some narcissistic ones. Past 2 1/2 years have been a slap. Was with one guy almost 6 years he passed away. Then met someone who seemed so perfect, I thought he was the one but started seeing red flags. Funny the whole divine perspective. He encouraged me to go back to church, I didn’t realize how much I missed it. But he started becoming smothering, insecure, controlling & very pushy about religion when I’m more spiritual. Definitely pile 3 was about my relationship issues.