I understand what you're saying so much 7:54 beautiful baby boy❤️ I'm 51 sat 5 years old I lost my virginity to my 9 year old brother then when I was about 8 or 9 my Mom mastur…. In the bed beside me. I was extremely close with my Mother and until I became one myself had no idea why I couldn't take baths with my children or have skin-to-skin contact. That was all very dirty/nasty to me. Until my Father died when my youngest was 3 I didn't come to terms with any of it. I also joined the military and was rap#d again I let that go into the back of my head. My entire life everything has triggered me I wasn't aware of this.i finally came to terms with the military incident and went through intense trauma-focused therapy called invivo exposure therapy and the cognitive behavioral therapy. I’m healing finally. I no longer speak to my Mother and siblings. My Mother is in a nursing home but is already dead to me I had to do this for my mental health. I get very angry sometimes and realize I was programmed to accept all of the abuse she also said horrible things about my body, pulled my hair gave me bloody lips etc. I'm from a small town and want to make a video so bad to just feel validated and heard. Luckily I married an amazing man and have two beautiful grown children. I found your video last night trying to find mental health videos for my future daughter-in-law. I've searched for books about this, videos about this etc and I guess because it's a Mother no one talks about it. I found yours 6 hours after you posted it. I don't believe that was a mistake but a blessing. I've felt ashamed for all of this and have dealt with suicidal ideation my whole life. My kids and husband keep me on this beautiful earth at least they did I'm starting to be here for me now. I just wanted to say thank you for this video, thank you for being so courageous in sharing your story. It helps to know you aren't al9ne because this is so, etching that never leaves your thoughts. I do know now and I hope you do too. It's what happened to us its not who we are. I hope you continue to heal❤
Thanks so much for your kind comment. I'm so sorry that you had those painful experiences but I'm grateful (truly honored) that you chose to share it with me. I'm happy that you've been getting the help that you need in therapy. And God blessing you with an amazing husband and kids who love you is the icing on the cake. ❤️ You should definitely share your story with others...it deserves to be told. I wish you nothing but the best.
Dear BabySisterLove, thinking about you with compassion and understanding and want you to know that you are not alone. ❤
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Maybe I should speak out on my channel about my abuse stories..
Go for it!!! The more information about it out there, the better chance we’ll have to help others heal.
@@Allthingsmaternal I just doubt people would be willing to hear me out because of how one of my mental illnesses manifested
@@Wabbcore I wouldn’t think too much about the people who won’t listen. Just know that the people that NEED to listen will! You’ve got this 💕💕
Hi Journey you little cutie! Hope the Tooth Fairy brought u something good!
He requested a vanilla kids sundae with Oreos! I obliged lol
I understand what you're saying so much 7:54 beautiful baby boy❤️ I'm 51 sat 5 years old I lost my virginity to my 9 year old brother then when I was about 8 or 9 my Mom mastur…. In the bed beside me. I was extremely close with my Mother and until I became one myself had no idea why I couldn't take baths with my children or have skin-to-skin contact. That was all very dirty/nasty to me. Until my Father died when my youngest was 3 I didn't come to terms with any of it. I also joined the military and was rap#d again I let that go into the back of my head. My entire life everything has triggered me I wasn't aware of this.i finally came to terms with the military incident and went through intense trauma-focused therapy called invivo exposure therapy and the cognitive behavioral therapy. I’m healing finally. I no longer speak to my Mother and siblings. My Mother is in a nursing home but is already dead to me I had to do this for my mental health. I get very angry sometimes and realize I was programmed to accept all of the abuse she also said horrible things about my body, pulled my hair gave me bloody lips etc. I'm from a small town and want to make a video so bad to just feel validated and heard. Luckily I married an amazing man and have two beautiful grown children.
I found your video last night trying to find mental health videos for my future daughter-in-law. I've searched for books about this, videos about this etc and I guess because it's a Mother no one talks about it. I found yours 6 hours after you posted it. I don't believe that was a mistake but a blessing. I've felt ashamed for all of this and have dealt with suicidal ideation my whole life. My kids and husband keep me on this beautiful earth at least they did I'm starting to be here for me now. I just wanted to say thank you for this video, thank you for being so courageous in sharing your story. It helps to know you aren't al9ne because this is so, etching that never leaves your thoughts. I do know now and I hope you do too. It's what happened to us its not who we are. I hope you continue to heal❤
Thanks so much for your kind comment. I'm so sorry that you had those painful experiences but I'm grateful (truly honored) that you chose to share it with me. I'm happy that you've been getting the help that you need in therapy. And God blessing you with an amazing husband and kids who love you is the icing on the cake. ❤️
You should definitely share your story with others...it deserves to be told. I wish you nothing but the best.