Police came to my house during my suicide attempt because a friend knew I was depressed and was concerned when I said "I'm tired bye". What truly saved my life was a 8 year old boy that came to the behavioral facility I was in and he seemed so happy and adorable. The boys would come visit the female area and talk. Even though I wasn't supposed to, I asked him why he was there. He told me that his mother would hit him all the time and drink once she got home. One day she hit him and he got the courage to hit her back for the first time, but she called the police and said he was violent and beating her. I then asked why he was so happy and not angry. He told me that the cop that had taken him to the facility agreed to put her in jail and adopt him as he had no other family. The cop told him the progress on the adoption process every day and told the boy about his mother going to jail. The little boy had so much hope after all he had been through and it showed me that I shouldn't rely on the past.
In a lot of black homes mental illness/depression is not viewed as a problem it's just a way to get attention. I tried explaining it to my mom that I was depressed and that I was having suicidal thoughts. At the age of 15 I actually tried to kill myself I snuck pills in my pocket and took them at school I started to feel a pain in my chest and I had the worst headache I called my mom to pick me up and take me to the doctor and they asked me have I ever attempted suicide I wanted to answer yes so bad but I was afraid of what my mom would think she told me that if they found out that I was they'd put me in a mental facility and I was afraid of that happening. I'm 16 almost 17 now and I'm doing better I'm really working on myself.
I had an anxiety disorder and I would have thoughts of hurting my family and myself but I didn’t want toBut I felt like I might just snap and actually do it. I didn’t want to tell my mom because I thought you think I’m crazy and send me to a mental house and that it would be like it is in the movies. Finally I told my mom and she took me to the hospital and they took me to St. Joseph’s mental hospital and it was actually not that bad and I had so many friends that knew exactly what I was going through there and I feel so much better when I left
Black Queen My mom is the same way... The difference is that I’m not depressed and haven’t attempted suicide (not even thinking about it), but my mom told me that even if I do that I shouldn’t say anything or they’ll lock me up in a mental facility. I’m not depressed though, and mental illness is my house is usually just mental illness. Nothing happens. I told my mom I had anger issues and she said “Well you know what solves anger issues? A belt.” Sooo
the fact that they are strong enough and healed enough to talk about this on such a huge public forum is so impressive. i can't begin to imagine the hard, emotional work they've put in to get to this place of self assuredness. so much respect.
even fun loving positive people get sad, so it's best to not think of someone's mood as their personality. Everyone has highs and lows. Daysha is wonderful but she also has a heart that feels both happiness and pain like everyone else.
Hi! I'm Alex, and I'm a suicide survivor. Here is what happened: I knew that I had no one at school and nothing at school to do except cry until I know someone might see me, making me stop. I knew at home I had no place to call "home", a place where I'm welcomed. At home, the only thing that welcomed me was people screaming at me, physical abuse, and strongest of all, my fear of the future. One night, I felt like this life wasn't meant for me, because all I got was fear. I grabbed a rope, tied it around my neck, brought the rope near my fan...and thought. Who will miss me if I die? I started crying. My siblings. I knew they loved me, they proved it so many times. I unwrapped the rope around my neck and started sobbing, thinking about how stupid I was and the pain I would've put them through. I cried myself to sleep. The next day, I decided I was going to be the best sister ever, and make my smile the most infectious one in the world, so I could see them smile. I stopped fearing future.
+alexandria davis Never fear the future. Believe me, I fear tons of things sometimes. But whatever goes, goes. You just have to get through it and love every moment of your life.
+alexandria davis What a beautiful story, thanks Alex, now i know im not the one that has nothing to do after school.. though thats not a bigger problem..
To the dark skinned beauty that said she struggled with weight: Your body is gorgeous. You're a beautiful woman. I just needed to say this because I saw you're stretch marks. I'm sorry if this comes off as rude in any way, but I love them. You are flawless.
Writing is my outlet as well. When I'm lost for words, when I can't explain to someone how I feel, when I can't tell them how I feel, I write. There's something so empowering and relaxing about writing. Writing helps me feel whole again.
I am a suicide attempt survivor. I was released from the hospital on Friday after 6 months because I was a danger to myself. I’ve jumped out of windows, overdosed, cut over veins, and crashed my car. I’m still not sure I want to live, but I don’t think I’ll be killing myself or attempting to anymore. Edit: I’ve learned that people do love me, and I’m not alone.
Same here but I crashed my car,Almost got run off but on purpose because I was walking and I just felt really depressed and stayed at the middle of the road waiting to die and A car actually almost killed me but I instantly regretted it and ran,I also overdosed.I’m in therapy and I went to an mental health hospital for my anxiety and depression
You can never tell what happens in someones mind from how they appear on the outside. Thats how mental illnesses work. You can walk around with a smile and then get home and cry for hours and no one ever suspects a thingx
It was a big shock to my friends when they found out I had depression because I was always happy always smiling always there to give advice and be there for everyone else but I couldn't be there for myself or give my self advice when I needed it the most it's sad how easy it was for me to hide it to the point where it became a normal thing to me... And it's like that for a lot of people as well
My sister told me a story of once she stopped her friend from committing suicide. One of her friends ( I won't say his name for safety reasons) as thinking of committing suicide because he was being bullied ( and it was really bad bullying) but my super sister convinced him to not to commit suicide! Now he has loads of amazing friends including my brother and my sister. I return of her actions, he gave my sister a gift and my sister still has it on her windowsill. My sister is a hero!
+Violet Ward Your sister sounds like a great friend to have! I'm glad she was there for the guy. That is a very hard issue to deal with (even for professionals). She totally is a hero! :)
Juliette Lewis said: "the bravest thing i have ever done was continuing to live when i wanted to die." I think every single person who has suicidal thoughts and might have attempted suicide and is still alive is stronger than she knows. Stay alive everbody
I am a suicide attempt survivor. My best friend took her life when we were both 14 and I really felt I couldn't live without her, so I tried to kill myself too. Thankfully, my dad gave me salt water and forced the pills out of of my body. My dad is an amazing man and now that I've just celebrated 2 years clean, I have the best friends I could ever ask for plus 3 amazing cats, I realise how glad I am that I didn't end it all that night.
LittlemissChaos it’s doesn’t matter how bad it is I just lost a really good friends of mine and I know you might want to take your own life it just doesn’t help I am so glad you survived
q p Ofc not sweetheart because it gets *better* suicide is the biggest catfish in the history of all time man💀 everyone who tries it wished 👏🏽 they 👏🏽 didn’t 😂👏🏽 *Sending high vibrations and positive energy to everyone in the comment section. Those suffering or not - God is preparing you for something. I promise. Trust me - I’ve been there. You just have to have faith. It never gets better if you try to end it with suicide. It will only get rid of what everyone else can see which is not the reason as to why you’re hurting.*
I am a suicide attempt survivor, on multiple occasions. I also still have the thoughts, but this video really helped me get through another few minutes of living. Thank you.
+Becca Astal most suicide attempts fail, I feel under the clock of the internet is the only place we feel secure enough to talk about this subject, but even then there are so many time I cancel a comment thinking, this is just spam, theirs several other people commenting this who cares about me it will just get anointing. all my thankfully failed, but I don't know fore how much longer my luck will hold up.
No your wrong. They care about you now and when your gone they are heartbroken. Idk your family life but if its bad now when you distance yourself from them you’ll get better if you try.
I went through 6 suicide attempts but I am still here and obviously that means something. Whoever and wherever you are. You can get through this. I promise.
I am depressed, because of several reasons. Not that bad that i even think of ending my misery. But this made me cry so much. You are all so beautiful. And thank you for sharing your story.
I never responded in a property so, I hope the best for you and what you may be going through, I would gladly listen to whatever happened if you're willing to tell me if it might help :D. Have an amazing day year and new year.
I had a bunch of suicide thoughts last may (I don’t anymore) and I kept thinking I can just end it today and it will all be over, but I didn’t because my worst fear is pain and getting hurt (emotionaly and physically) and I kept thinking I’ll just take sleeping pills but we didn’t have any in our house and I didn’t want to ask my mom to buy them. If I had asked her to buy them I wouldn’t be on this earth
The two girls JJ and Char just know that people care about you and it WILL get better I understand those thoughts and talking to an adult or therapist really helps you MATTER!!!
Being a fat person makes me want to die. Literally. Sοme people will never understand and will always judge you behind your back. I know it bc i have lived it. (Im sorry if i made any mistakes im greek and im still learning ♥
Im slim and I have a friend who is like you I think she is still beautiful even if she is "unslim" I don't care how she is and I think even if you call yourself "unslim" too I bet your face and personality are beautiful and if people wouldn't I just stop looking at you from the outside they would see that beautiful star shining within you
_.mxxnlight bae._ no never do that your might feel fat and think that but YOU are bueatiful on the outside and the inside do not do that you are worth the world to people and maybe not alot but at least I think you are worth the word do here is some advice never ever kill your self unless you have a reason like your in the hospital and you 103 and you are sick than yes it is time but now when you are going and still have life to spare so take this advice and never let it go°°°...😚😚😚🙄😶
I wish one of my best friends was a survivor. But she didnt reach out to anyone. I wasn't in the same school last year, so we lost touch. She killed herself 5 days ago, and I have to go to her funeral tomorrow. Its devastated me and all of her friends. I, myself have survived 3 suicide attempt, and now, I dont think there will be a 4th. I see how much it destroys the world around you, whether it be a few people or a whole town. Suicide isn't the answer, and I wish she wouldve seen that. RIP Nayeli, may your spirit be reborn as something as beautiful as you were, or lay to rest in heaven ❤😇
3 years ago I attempted suicide and I'm so happy I survived because life is truly worth it once you find the rainbows in the black and white areas. I still struggle but I'm still here and I have people who support me. I am worth it and if you are struggling, remember that you are worth it too.
The best way to think is not “I want to die” but rather “I want this problem to die”. That’s when the change happens. Congratulations and I’m so proud of all of you who are coping and fighting and are cut or drug free. Regardless if anyone knows or if you fight is secret I’m so so proud of you. ❤️
I survived a suicided attempt. I really did, I almost jumped down from my roof, and I'm not lying I was three seconds from jumping then a throwback jumped at me and I remembered when my sister gave birth to her first son and I fell back. I survived because my sister had given birth to a human and all I could think of was that I was going to jump I where only thinking of my self, I didn't think of my family, my mom, my dad, my little brother no I was thinking of my self. And I went back to my room told my friend to come over and I told her everything we cried for three hours she cried more then me and now I'm laying in my bed six months later and haven't told anyone, help me!
Yeah, the same thing happened to me. I was about to hang myself when I thought about my siblings. I cried myself to sleep and wanted to be the best sister ever from then on. You're not alone 😄
You're welcome, and I hope that your depression ends soon. When my depression ended, I got to see how amazing, fun, and worth living life is, through every bad and good moment. Just promise me to be patient in life and do/be around the things you love, whatever they are! (hugging your sis, talking with friends, whatever you enjoy doing)
+The Lonely One I know this comment is a month late... Life is beautiful and worth living, and I hope and pray that someday you will be able to see that. You are worthy of life, worthy of love. There are people in your life that care about you. It's okay to accept that you are not okay. I hope that there's someone in your life that you can talk to, and that you can get help from a good therapist (Ik there are too many bad ones out there). One of my best friends almost killed herself last year, and now she's doing so much better. This isn't the end of your story. I don't know what you've been through, but I hope you can find hope yet. Please hang in there.
+Ruthie and Laura C i know My comment is one month long but under that month I have started felling better and better and for ones I feel good. My depression is not over there will be one day where I feel bad but right now right now I feel better and it's comment like your that help me.
my bestfriend was raped by her dad and she tried to end it but she stoped and shes like my sister and she always been there for me and she tried again I wish I was there to stop her I couldnt I mourned for years I miss her every single day 😔😢😢
I'm not a suicide attempt survivor, but I am a depression survivor. I've beaten my depression and I hardly get depressed anymore. Although I wish one of my brother's friend (he was like a brother to me) would have let someone in instead of him taking his life on March 18th, 2016. He was an absolute joy to everyone and made everyone smile. My brother got depressed after his friend committed, and I've tried my hardest to help him in anyway I could cause I had went through depression before. I try to make him laugh when he seems down, and I make sure to check up on him anytime I can. I do it with people at my school, too. If I see someone that looks down or depressed, I try to make the smile and laugh, I give them hugs and comfort.
Today I had a friend tell me they would give me candy if I didn't cut for a week, it's so sweet I've never had a friend like her, most people call me crazy
Haven’t self harmed in 4 days :) *edit/update: hi oh my god its been 2 years and i just noticed that this comment got so much attention and i just wanna say YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING PEOPLE. thank you guys for all of your support, you're words mean a great deal to me. i seriously did not expect anyone to see this, let alone care. the fact that some of you took the time to tell me you're proud of me and telling me to keep fighting makes me so insanely happy. words can have a big effect on people and im so happy most of you used them for the better. you are all amazing people with a good heart.
Turned 14 today, im happy i did. Exact 1 year ago on my birthday i jumped in front of a train, lost both my legs and had mental problems sinds then. The moment i stepped in fornt of the train i started crying, but it was to late. Woke up in the hospital without legs and with my parents next to me. From that moment im happy im still here commenting on this video.
to all the people in this world that is alive.. Thank You for living Thank You for breathing Thank You for Being Alive To the people that no longer self harm Thank You for not self harming Thank You for stopping Thank You for wanting to live to those who survived suicide You dont know how glad I am that you survived I may not know you.You may not know me but Im glad that You are still alive We are worth a life We are worth living That is why we are still alive The reason that you are still alive is because You deserve to be happy Because you still have much more to do in the future To those who did not survived it does not mean they did not deserve to be happy Its just Heaven needs more angel :^)
i know things are hard, and it feels like nothing will ever get better. im going thru this rn and I can tell you that you’re not alone!!! I promise you there are things that CAN bring you comfort and happiness, if you’re not able to go to a therapist or counselor, there are online free messaging platforms (if you don’t want to talk to someone on the phone) here’s the link suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/ . I know it hard for you to see it but you matter so much and have endless value to the world and people around you!!! Try to find things to look forward to, that’s what I do! Like watching a movie or show, an artistic outlet, seeing a friend, maybe even trying food you’ve never tried. Random things like that can help take your mind off negative thoughts and emotions!! I’m rooting for you Jess! And I support you!!
Alison Eusebius It's ok. Things will get better! Sometimes I feel hopeless and think all these suicidal thoughts, but I remember that no matter how bad things are, it will get better
DatKpopGurl I just came back from my country where I spent the last 30 days with my friends and family and where I feel happy and everything, right now I feel so down and alone lol
I'm 15 years old. 10 months ago depression chose me. I planned my suicide and wrote my note, stabbed myself with a knife, 2 times. Sometimes, i still want my life to end..No one ever tells you how much it hurts when your body is still fighting after you gave up. 💔
Ste La I understand it's hard, so I want you to know people care. I may not know you but I care for you. You are beautiful and you serve a purpose, maybe it's to shine in others life, or to help others, or just to show love to people who don't show love to you. but God made you for a reason, and no matter what your life is still worth living, you are beautiful, and Jesus loves you. Psalms 34:8 'Trust and see that the lord is good; blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.' Psalms 139:13-14 'For you created my inner most being; you knit me in my mothers womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful I know that full well.' Lamentations 3:22-23 'Because of the lords great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. Great is your faithfulness.' Matthew 17:20 'He replied, "because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustered seed, you can say 'move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing is impossible for you."' I pray that you may have faith and hope, Godbless
I also have social anxiety and I remember I used to cry to sleep the night before an appointment because I knew I needed help but I was terrified to get it so I completely understand and relate to this Ps I mostly have my anxiety and depression under control now so it gets better trust me
+Savannah Morrison The last time I tried going to an appointment I had a huge panic attack and couldn't sit still because of pain so yeah.. Good to hear it got better for you. :)
"You are here for you have a purpose. Your purpose is greater than all others. Your purpose will do good not bad. It will help not hurt. It will inspire not drag you down. Life is purpose. Make your purpose meaningful." ~ Skylar Dodson
People don't seem to understand this but suicide is NOT your fault. I live with chronic depression and i have been suicidal. It completely takes over your brain and you can't think straight. I don't blame anyone with depression that kills themselves because I've been there too. A couple of days ago one of my best friends tried to commit suicide. She slit her wrist. Thankfully she survived but I don't blame her at all. I just hate that I can't help her.
Go to your doctor & get a referral to a psychiatrist or a professional you can talk to! :) your doctors app is private &I your parents don't need to know! Just make sure you do what will help you!
taylor w I really don't think I'm here for a reason. I'm just here. Don't know why. My mother was an abusive prostitute addicted to drugs. I was dragged down flights of stairs and beaten with her fists, my stepdad would duct tape me and my brothers to the wall, I was molested. I am still constantly going thru turmoil that people put me thru on a daily basis and on top of that I'm gonna be homeless in 2 weeks and I have no clue what to do. I suffer from PTSD and depression after what I've gone thru. My cousin committed suicide almost 3 years ago. She was constantly going thru turmoil that people put her thru too. She was the strongest person I knew. I feel like there is no hope for me if she did what she did. I'm just an empty shell. A blob. A worthless blob that absolutely no one cares about. I don't know why I'm here but I'm sure it's not to be constantly abused by people.
leonkennedy1259. I'm so sorry. I would help you out if I could,but I'm only 14 and I don't know you so I can't , but I hope it gets better. I'm so sorry.
I am a suicide attempt survivor. Five years ago my boyfriend of 2 years passed away. I slipped into this deep depression and I didn't think life had any purpose anymore. I tried to overdose three times, I cut veins in my wrists, I tried to hang myself, and I jumped off a cliff into deep water (I can't swim). I felt hopeless. I felt like I didn't have a purpose. I started feeling sick, throwing up. so I went to the doctor and they ran tests. I was pregnant. The only guy I had ever been with was my late boyfriend. I started thinking that I could've hurt the baby, the only thing I had left of the love of my life. I found my purpose in a sweet little boy that was growing inside of me, who despite everything I'd put him through was strong. he was healthy and strong. he made it because I needed him to. he became my reason for living. I'm glad I'm here to watch him grow. to watch him become more like his father every single day. so to Ethan Jones. I love you and thank you for giving me the best gift of all. my sole purpose. Just know that your son knows you would've loved him. you're son knows you even though you never got to meet him. much love from me and Ethan Tyler Jones Jr
A couple years ago I overdosed on my anti depressants. I immediately told my mom... I dont know why. She took me to the ER and a couple specialists came in to talk to me about what happened. I told them "I wasn't trying to kill myself, I think... But i know if I did then it wouldnt care" Im so glad those pills didnt cause permanent damage because I'm now 17, about to start college to go directly into the field of work I want, I have a job and my family and I are so close. I let all of the negative people and relationships out of my life and honestly everything started to fall into place. Of course I get bad days, days where my depression is overwhelming, but I can overcome it. And i have such an amazing support system to help me through everything I just want everyone to know it gets better.
I remember one of my internet friends she had a sister that survived a suicide attempt. My friend was getting texts from her sister that were very sad and were saying things like "I will always love you". My friend asked what was going on and she found out her sister had taken an overdose (i don't know what she took to get an overdose). I started crying and I didn't even know my friend's sister. About a day later my friend told me her sister survived. It somehow told me that life is more precious then I thought. It even told my friend to stay determined (yes this was an intentional Undertale reference for we both liked undertale). We learned that suicide isn't the answer and we shouldn't let small things get to us
When I first saw this video, the day it came out, it saved my life. While watching this back in 2015 I was writing my suicide note. After finishing watching the video, I tore the note to shreds and immediately got help from the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. Thank you Buzzfeed ❤️ Much love
there's this guy i like and he understands me. we both depression for the same reason. the only difference is he cuts himself. when i found out, i started checking up on him. he told me it's been a month since he cut himself. i know it's not much but too me it's a lot. i was so happy. i used to have extreme depression and now because of him i don't. i'm one of those people who don't like the idea of talking to someone online to help your depression yet i only talk to him online and it helped me. so now i feel like it helped me because we didn't talk for the purpose of talking away my depression. we talked cause we wanted to. i feel like whenever i talk to people so that they can help my depression, i feel like a burden and a waste of time.
I'm kind of depressed I've been thinking of suicide and about If it's better without me in the world but I don't really want to hurt myself. I've never told this to may family neither my friends because I'll feel nervous because I don't want to disappoint anyone or scare them...
If you feel like that, let everyone know. You need support and help so don't ever feel like you'll be regarded as a disappointment if you are depressed. You have friends and family to help you so let them do that for you, ok? I'm sure you're a beautiful person that deserves to live.
I'm also a survivor. I can tell you, it does get better, I promise. If you need someone to ever talk to just email me, drawinartyst@gmail.com I'm always here to listen. Same to anyone else who reads this comment and needs to talk.
I am a suicide attempt survivor. My mother is also a survivor. We live for eachother now. Even tho she is dying of cancer i still live everyday for her and she pushes forward for me.
It's okay man, I've felt that feeling before. I tried to kill myself after kids bullied me, they called me, "Gay", "Abnormal", and more. Later, my Aunt died from lung cancer, I was so sad that I cried for 2 hours.
If this means anything to anyone, I had I dream about my soulmate a few days ago. He held me and told me how he's waited for me for a long time, and hugged me like he'd never let go. I've never felt more loved and more content in my life, yet he wasn't even really there with me. You could say dreams are dreams, but I think some are meant to change you. I've realized that I owe it to whoever that man is to continue living. To meet him and love him, despite my history of child abuse and depression. You, reader, have more than just yourself to live for. You owe it to whoever you're meant to be and to whoever is meant to be with you. Live for them, if not yourself, because there is someone out there who will love you someday.
These people took their lowest points in life and turned them into something good. I find that amazing. They are all such inspirational people, much respect goes to them. Can't even begin to imagine the hard and emotional work they've put in to get to a place like this, that they can finally love themselves for who they are, and forgive the ones that have hurt them. Remember, if you're dealing with something right now, just remember you are loved. You may not feel loved by anyone at this moment, but trust me, you are. Stay strong
Even though I don't know you, I am so proud of you. You are alive for a reason. No matter what you're going through, just remember suffering doesn't last forever. I have so much respect for you realizing that you shouldn't harm yourself. I have no idea what you're going through, but please always remember to think kindly about yourself. If you always think about your flaws/the bad things in life, it's going to affect you in a BAD way. If you focus on the good in life, it will affect you in a GOOD way! Always know that in the long run, that overcoming these kinds of troubles in your life will make you wiser. Even if you're not religious, I still will be praying that you can overcome what ever you may be going through! 💖
I am also a suicide survivor. Everything in this video is absolutely true "YOU ARE WORTH YOUR LIFE" 8 years ago when I was 10 my mother had gotten ill from my father beating her so much everyday I came home from school and I saw him beating her. She said go run! get out of here! and I did one day I decided enough was enough I picked up the phone when he was hurting her and called the police and she was saved. That was the thing I was the most proud of. He was now gone out of our lives but I still had my mother that was physically and mentally ill. At 11 I was making breakfast for her and dinner I would bring it up to her and I'd see her staring at the wall not talking not saying anything I had figured she was dead so I had no one in my family so I figured I would die too. I was also depressed and upset at everything going on and on top of it my dad was in the news so the kids made fun of me and made everything 100 times worse. I stood on the chair in my room and took a rope that I had
pictures on and I tried to hang myself but my mother came rushing in and stopped me before I could all I could think about in that moment was how upset I made her and how much she was crying and how she held me forever. I am now turning 18 tomorrow and I am so proud that I had a mom to stop me before I did
+Lauren Escamilla I'm sorry this is happening 2 you, I never really thought of sucide since I always have other people supporting me but when I look back and see all the bad things people have done to me. I think about how I could leave. But then I think back to how my family would miss me. Think Positive and you'll get through it!
Whoever is thinking about suicide, myself and many other people just want to let you know that you can make it through this. You ARE loved. Even though it may not seem like anybody cares about you, I guarantee someone thinks of your name at least once a day. You ARE worth it. It may seem like your depression is driving you into a black hole that you can’t escape out of; but it’s possible. Keep pushing until you make it to happiness. You may not be that type of person who likes to show their emotions, but as long as you feel joy, then there’s no problem. K sorry this is long but I just wanted to let y’all know to stay strong and never give up. You are loved by many people. 💜💜💜~~ have a great day:)
I know I need to see a therapist. I know it is the best thing to do. I know it is easier, the sooner you do it. But I can't. I am young so anywhere I go I have to be driven by my parents. I have to have permission. I truly have no intention of letting my parents know about this but I know at some point it has to happen if I want to get better. I can't get my parents to take me unless I tell them and then I feel like they will just brush it off and won't take me seriously. They don't know how serious it is. I'm a good faker. The smiles and laughs say nothing about it but being alone with my thoughts I don't want to go on anymore. If you've read this far all I have to say is thanks for listening 💜
+Emma Nicole I often find that parents who brush it off survived their own mental crisis/crises, and cannot forsee that their child could have it worse (or be in more danger). Emma, you don't need to hold it in all of the time. If you scroll through this thread, you can find negative comments from people (often kids) who can't reconcile their own pain, have not experienced true pain, or seen immense suffering. Then look at your post; you are absolutely full of life and love, and of appreciation. You don't have to be on the verge of something dangerous to seek help. Depression can escalate, but it can go the other direction and heal too. Do it in anyway you are capable. I can tell you about some programs if you are in the states. If you haven't heard it from someone today, I love you. You are worth the fight you face to see a long and HEALTHY life.
+Emma Nicole You can go to beyond blue ( if ur from Australia) and you can email a therapist, or you can also call a suicide hotline and they can help. If you want to get better you need to get help. :)
+Emma Nicole Everything the others said above me :) Also, if your school has a school psychologist, that might be a good start. Wish you all the very best, brave girl!
Stay strong girl you are not alone wether it's God or even us everyone is with you we need you on our planet you are special ignore what other people say that's if they do I mean they have no reason to though 😀
You are never alone! This is very important for all of us to remember - we are all never alone, we're on this Earth together and we're meant to be here for each other.
I am a suicide attempt survivor. I still struggle every day. I still have anxiety and depression. My OCD is always there in the back of my mind. My one message to kids like me- "What are the odds you would be here right now? You are worth it. You are beautiful and deserve every breath you take. Go out there and change the world as only you can."
I've survived suicide 6 times. It's just the feeling of being lonely for me. I have dad who can't walk and has a stroke. My mom just doesn't seem to want me. Since my brother has autism I was basically invisible. I'm adopted to, my mom died, and my dad left me. So basically i started with those issues
Trash Cann please don't give up life is beautiful worth living, finish your education get a good job then I promise life will be so beautiful :) please stay happy life is a gift !?
No matter if your thin/large small/tall black/white gay/straight etc people are still going to judge you no matter what because most people are so judgemental these day. YOU are who YOU are and YOU are beautiful no matter what people say the only thing that matters is YOU so don't listen to the haters they just need to shut up and let people live how they want to live. You don't need to die just because of what a few people have said stay strong I don't know you or who's reading this or if anyone is but seriously stay strong and I'm here to talk if you need. YOU are not alone
You may think to yourself that suicide will take the pain away, but the truth is when you're dead, you can't feel the happiness you wish for so greatly. Stay strong :)
My drawing Life I used to run an account on Instagram where I would talk to and listen to thousands of people. When I saw your comment I immediately thought of all those people I spoke to who also felt isolated and alone and I knew I had to say something. I got out of bed, went to my computer to read my emails (I forgot my password) so I could log back into my old UA-cam account so I could comment here. I promise that people are here for you and there are loads of people who will listen, including myself and many others. You are such an amazing person and I promise you if you have anything going on in your life, everything gets better. Stay strong x
Seeing Daysha in the thumbnail made my heart drop a little. She comes off as this strong, confident person, and truthfully, a person I'd like to be. Most of the videos she's in are deep and they really hit close to home. I'm sorry everyone in this video, and everyone out there who is dealing/dealt with some kind of mental illness. I'm proud of you for trying and that you're still here.
Dear whoever is reading this, Hi. Let's start off with the basics, you my friend, are alive. And I just hope you know this. That you're not alone, someone is going through the same thing you are somewhere in the world. That you should never feel like you are burdening or annoying someone by telling them how you are feeling, ever. That you are an amazing, beautiful, intelligent, and all around awesome human being that deserves the universe and beyond. The negative things are always gonna be there, you just gotta learn to push it aside and keep moving forward. we are on a rollercoaster called life, and as we all know, roller coasters have ups and downs. So keep your head up darling, and stay strong if not for yourself, then for the ones that would make the world bow down on its knees if it could just to see a smile on your face. Love, Someone that wants to brighten up your day
I dunno what to do this got me in tears . i don't know if you're religious but if you are i hope God richly blesses you, i can tell you are a very amazing person .
And these are the type of videos I subscribed to buzzfeed for. This is incredible, and something that isn't talked about often. I am very proud for everyone in the video and so happy that you survived!
i’m a suicide attempt survivor! just two weeks ago i tried to end my life with a bottle of pills and regretted it right away i called my best-friend cause i didn’t wanna die and said i was sorry and i loved her i texted my crush i was sorry and he was sobbing i felt so bad my best friend ended up texting my mom who called me and 911 and i was taken to the hospital... please don’t end your life itll get better, reach out and talk to someone, you’re here for a reason
My friend is suicidal. When we had been good friends for a while she told me that she cut herself on an everyday basis. There were cuts all over her body. Me and a few other friends convinced her to tell her mom. After this she became happier since she had someone to support her that was always there. Recently she made a new group of friends that don't support her in a way that she needs but I know she is happy so I'm going to be the supportive friend that she can come to. If you know someone who is suicidal, be the friend they need.
i attempted by over dosing. I went to school the next day, a stomach full of 60 something pills and was upset that i woke up and was a live the next day. I have grown so much since then, which was about 2 years ago. Im not gonna lie, after you attempt, you do become a different person, not in a bad way though, like you become so aware and so enlightened i feel like. You survived death that you were attempting to put upon yourself, theres just something so changing about that. stay strong everyone, reach out, get help, grow, experiment, change, live:)
I've had depression since I was 10. The thing that's gotten me through is being around people, I know you don't want to but put yourself around people. Sleep over at a friend's house, go to a public place, even talk on the phone with someone just never be alone until you feel you are capable of being alone
A friend of mine is a suicide attempt survivor!! She was quite weak and attempted when she was 14 or 15. (don't remember the exact age)!! All of our class and school including me were for her and with her!! We helped her and know she is much stronger and in a better place!! It's been about 4 years since the incident!! I say talk to people you trust and seek help!! I'm truly very sad about the current situation of our youth and people who end their lives!! I really truly feel sorry and sad for these beautiful human beings and would love to spread the message that please seek help and stay strong!! You deserve to live and no one should drag you down and nothing should come in your way to success and happiness!! Please stay safe and strong!!
I have so much respect for the bravery the people in this video showed in being so open about such a painful experience. I'm sure they did it to help other people and I'm sure it will. Love and light to everyone struggling with similar thoughts and feelings. There is hope.
*_I don’t want to die because that seems painful and difficult, but I want to just magically disappear_*
That's totally how I feel
Same
Same :(
@@depressedcat9785 did you even read my comment?
@@lightahrii9915 did you even read my comment
Depression is when you don't care about anything.
Anxiety is when you care about everything.
Now imagine living with both.
Do you even psychiatry bruh?
+SuperVintageFlowers for me, depression is when no one cares about you.
jortjuuuuuh what'd you even just say?
ninebenik everyone is different i guess
SuperVintageFlowers In other words: that is far from the actual definitions of depression and anxiety
Police came to my house during my suicide attempt because a friend knew I was depressed and was concerned when I said "I'm tired bye". What truly saved my life was a 8 year old boy that came to the behavioral facility I was in and he seemed so happy and adorable. The boys would come visit the female area and talk. Even though I wasn't supposed to, I asked him why he was there. He told me that his mother would hit him all the time and drink once she got home. One day she hit him and he got the courage to hit her back for the first time, but she called the police and said he was violent and beating her. I then asked why he was so happy and not angry. He told me that the cop that had taken him to the facility agreed to put her in jail and adopt him as he had no other family. The cop told him the progress on the adoption process every day and told the boy about his mother going to jail. The little boy had so much hope after all he had been through and it showed me that I shouldn't rely on the past.
A very good friend you have for noticing that there is something not right, and that boy was wonderful to for keeping you happy.
+Fate AgainstRepublic This is so sweet! I truly believe that with every tragedy there is a gift, and that little boy got his gift, and so did you.
***** Thank you
simmer Olson That is very true
Fate AgainstRepublic :D
In a lot of black homes mental illness/depression is not viewed as a problem it's just a way to get attention. I tried explaining it to my mom that I was depressed and that I was having suicidal thoughts. At the age of 15 I actually tried to kill myself I snuck pills in my pocket and took them at school I started to feel a pain in my chest and I had the worst headache I called my mom to pick me up and take me to the doctor and they asked me have I ever attempted suicide I wanted to answer yes so bad but I was afraid of what my mom would think she told me that if they found out that I was they'd put me in a mental facility and I was afraid of that happening. I'm 16 almost 17 now and I'm doing better I'm really working on myself.
Black Queen Hang in there
Lessa M. Joaquim Thanks ❤️
I had an anxiety disorder and I would have thoughts of hurting my family and myself but I didn’t want toBut I felt like I might just snap and actually do it. I didn’t want to tell my mom because I thought you think I’m crazy and send me to a mental house and that it would be like it is in the movies. Finally I told my mom and she took me to the hospital and they took me to St. Joseph’s mental hospital and it was actually not that bad and I had so many friends that knew exactly what I was going through there and I feel so much better when I left
Black Queen My mom is the same way... The difference is that I’m not depressed and haven’t attempted suicide (not even thinking about it), but my mom told me that even if I do that I shouldn’t say anything or they’ll lock me up in a mental facility. I’m not depressed though, and mental illness is my house is usually just mental illness. Nothing happens. I told my mom I had anger issues and she said “Well you know what solves anger issues? A belt.” Sooo
You are beautiful :) keep fighting everything will get better soon :) 💗❤️
the fact that they are strong enough and healed enough to talk about this on such a huge public forum is so impressive. i can't begin to imagine the hard, emotional work they've put in to get to this place of self assuredness. so much respect.
The fact they are stupidest enough to even CONSIDER THIS is a... I cant even... Ugh idiots
+Spuffy Gotta hey, you don't know what they went through, and it can be very hard at times for one to be confident about themselves.
Are you kidding?
+Spuffy Gotta not okay
Spuffy Gotta Have some empathy.
I was surprised about daysha. From all these vids she's seemed to be a really positive fun loving person
The happiest people are most likely struggling with something
truer words were never said, i hide my pain behind humor and playfullness but deep inside i dont mean it
even fun loving positive people get sad, so it's best to not think of someone's mood as their personality. Everyone has highs and lows. Daysha is wonderful but she also has a heart that feels both happiness and pain like everyone else.
Your part of the problem
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Hi! I'm Alex, and I'm a suicide survivor. Here is what happened: I knew that I had no one at school and nothing at school to do except cry until I know someone might see me, making me stop. I knew at home I had no place to call "home", a place where I'm welcomed. At home, the only thing that welcomed me was people screaming at me, physical abuse, and strongest of all, my fear of the future. One night, I felt like this life wasn't meant for me, because all I got was fear. I grabbed a rope, tied it around my neck, brought the rope near my fan...and thought. Who will miss me if I die? I started crying. My siblings. I knew they loved me, they proved it so many times. I unwrapped the rope around my neck and started sobbing, thinking about how stupid I was and the pain I would've put them through. I cried myself to sleep. The next day, I decided I was going to be the best sister ever, and make my smile the most infectious one in the world, so I could see them smile. I stopped fearing future.
+alexandria davis Never fear the future. Believe me, I fear tons of things sometimes. But whatever goes, goes. You just have to get through it and love every moment of your life.
+alexandria davis Omg that's so inspiring u don't even know... but that's so touching omg i can't and i hope you never have those thoughts again :)
i started crying i feel so bad for you
Alex. What a nice story. Remember people love you even if they don't show it, sincerely
+alexandria davis What a beautiful story, thanks Alex, now i know im not the one that has nothing to do after school..
though thats not a bigger problem..
To the dark skinned beauty that said she struggled with weight:
Your body is gorgeous. You're a beautiful woman. I just needed to say this because I saw you're stretch marks. I'm sorry if this comes off as rude in any way, but I love them. You are flawless.
Deysha?
Daysha
I agree
Your*
+SirHowad No. She could have said that but she doesn't need to
Writing is my outlet as well. When I'm lost for words, when I can't explain to someone how I feel, when I can't tell them how I feel, I write. There's something so empowering and relaxing about writing. Writing helps me feel whole again.
I love this I write as well it really is a great outlet. Other people may think that it's stupid but it truly does help
same. I'm so good with words but can't share them with anyone ...
Do you have a link that would direct to some of your writing?
God same...I love writing...I can never think of what to say then once I get it onto paper I feel a lot better
Hotline bling
Some days I want to die. But I'm too much of a coward to do so.
Senpai same
Senpai me too😂
All these people saying senpai XD... same tho
Yea... 😔
Senpai, me too
I am a suicide attempt survivor. I was released from the hospital on Friday after 6 months because I was a danger to myself. I’ve jumped out of windows, overdosed, cut over veins, and crashed my car. I’m still not sure I want to live, but I don’t think I’ll be killing myself or attempting to anymore.
Edit: I’ve learned that people do love me, and I’m not alone.
God bless you💕
Ashley Dawnhurricane you're very strong
I know that and I still want to die
you’re here for a reason
Same here but I crashed my car,Almost got run off but on purpose because I was walking and I just felt really depressed and stayed at the middle of the road waiting to die and A car actually almost killed me but I instantly regretted it and ran,I also overdosed.I’m in therapy and I went to an mental health hospital for my anxiety and depression
i was 12 when i saved my friend from taking her life and i will never ever forget that night.
How did you save her
I'm sorry you both had to go through that, I hope she's okay now.
+Izzy Foster thank you, and yes she's doing fine now.
+cookiedough123 That's Beautiful. You are such a kind soul ♥♥
You are a Hero i know how she felt i had to go trough the same.... But god bless you my child
You would've never thought that Daysha was a suicidal survivor. She's always upbeat and happy.
Some through anger......
+Maximum Stars accurate they can hide there depression with it too
You can never tell what happens in someones mind from how they appear on the outside. Thats how mental illnesses work. You can walk around with a smile and then get home and cry for hours and no one ever suspects a thingx
the "happiest" people often kill themselves. you are perpetuating the idea that suicidal people look a certain "way" but they don't
It was a big shock to my friends when they found out I had depression because I was always happy always smiling always there to give advice and be there for everyone else but I couldn't be there for myself or give my self advice when I needed it the most it's sad how easy it was for me to hide it to the point where it became a normal thing to me... And it's like that for a lot of people as well
My sister told me a story of once she stopped her friend from committing suicide. One of her friends ( I won't say his name for safety reasons) as thinking of committing suicide because he was being bullied ( and it was really bad bullying) but my super sister convinced him to not to commit suicide! Now he has loads of amazing friends including my brother and my sister. I return of her actions, he gave my sister a gift and my sister still has it on her windowsill. My sister is a hero!
+Violet Ward Your sister sounds like a great friend to have! I'm glad she was there for the guy. That is a very hard issue to deal with (even for professionals). She totally is a hero! :)
Static_Echo I am proud of my sister
***** Thanks
+Mother Wolf you are.. I can't explain the disappointment, not even hatred, that i feel for you right now.
Don't worry, i've gotten used to disapointing people :)
Juliette Lewis said: "the bravest thing i have ever done was continuing to live when i wanted to die."
I think every single person who has suicidal thoughts and might have attempted suicide and is still alive is stronger than she knows.
Stay alive everbody
She or he P.S I'm a she
Nøw_that_shøuld_be_ celebrated she/he
ua-cam.com/video/-9Qfzvghs30/v-deo.html
I am a suicide attempt survivor. My best friend took her life when we were both 14 and I really felt I couldn't live without her, so I tried to kill myself too. Thankfully, my dad gave me salt water and forced the pills out of of my body. My dad is an amazing man and now that I've just celebrated 2 years clean, I have the best friends I could ever ask for plus 3 amazing cats, I realise how glad I am that I didn't end it all that night.
LittlemissChaos cats are amazing
LittlemissChaos it’s doesn’t matter how bad it is I just lost a really good friends of mine and I know you might want to take your own life it just doesn’t help I am so glad you survived
Tell me were you mad at your dad? Why did you not try again?
q p Ofc not sweetheart because it gets *better* suicide is the biggest catfish in the history of all time man💀 everyone who tries it wished 👏🏽 they 👏🏽 didn’t 😂👏🏽
*Sending high vibrations and positive energy to everyone in the comment section. Those suffering or not - God is preparing you for something. I promise. Trust me - I’ve been there. You just have to have faith. It never gets better if you try to end it with suicide. It will only get rid of what everyone else can see which is not the reason as to why you’re hurting.*
Thanks for sharing your story ❤ Someones suicide can leave another person's pain. I'm glad you were saved. Stay strong b ❤🙏
I am a suicide attempt survivor, on multiple occasions. I also still have the thoughts, but this video really helped me get through another few minutes of living. Thank you.
+Becca Astal every minute counts
+Becca Astal
most suicide attempts fail, I feel under the clock of the internet is the only place we feel secure enough to talk about this subject, but even then there are so many time I cancel a comment thinking, this is just spam, theirs several other people commenting this who cares about me it will just get anointing.
all my thankfully failed, but I don't know fore how much longer my luck will hold up.
Every second will make you brighter
Glad your alive
Ehts Lizzianne thank you so much
when i saw daysha i almost lost it right there
+emma h Same
same hereee
She's amazing, all of these guys are amazing! 🙂
+emma h She is so inspirational and the poems she writes are phenomenal!
As soon as I saw her in the thumbnail, my stomach dropped a bit
They only start to care when you're gone.
Cheese Cakes yep..
No your wrong. They care about you now and when your gone they are heartbroken. Idk your family life but if its bad now when you distance yourself from them you’ll get better if you try.
Corgi Nerd for me it’s when you’re dead
@@anonymous5919 no they don't realise how bad it is
Sooooo true
I am a suicide attempt survivor. But I am alot better now
Radically Dark im happy to hear that :)
Radically Dark idgag
Radically Dark Omg I'm so happy!
Radically Dark keep on smiling!
Congrats . Stay strong love ❤️
As a suicide attempt survivor, I am SO glad you're all still here. I love you all. Those in the video and in the comments, etc etc.
Nice words. ❤️
Dylan Elliott thanks fam u lightened up my day
+SpongeBob SquarePants it's gonna be okey mr, spongey:)
Now i understand why daysha her tattoo is "حارب" which means fighting.
Mariou Magdy هل تتكلم العربية؟
Na'm
It actually means "fight" it's a verb not a noun
It means fighter which resembles her battling
It doesn’t mean fighting. It means fighter
I am a suicide attempt survivor and I'm glad to be alive today.
Why did you not try again?
@@qp1676 🤣
bro that’s not even funny why would you joke about that
Imagine that was ur mum who committed suicide would you still be saying that???
Dang
Omg.... For all suicide attempt survivors
Thank you
You make the world a better place
Your impact on other people is way bigger than you might think!
Adina Milea THANK YOU
Adina Milea
Nice try
Adina Milea thankyou for the positivity.
Adina Milea thank you.
Bruuh Itz Adina
I went through 6 suicide attempts but I am still here and obviously that means something. Whoever and wherever you are. You can get through this. I promise.
Hey Sophie. Six here too. We're stronger than all this. All of us. 💙
Omg ): I’m glad you’re still here, if you need anyone to talk to I’m here. My Snapchat is Luis.htx713
Twitter: HtxLuis713
Instagram: Mm.dakattack4
Aditya Srinivasulu I’m here if you need to talk to someone
Six? Gees that's a lot. I'm curious to know what methods did you try? Just wondering.
I am a suicide attempt survivor, I tried killing myself 3 times in my life, and I'm so glad I'm still here
that's me, I'm 23, I just have a baby face
Dani Morris Oh, so sorry! My vision is real bad when I don't have my glasses on, anyways, stay positive and healthy!
+Dani Morris I'm so glad you're still here too :)
awesomeBIGguy I know....which isn't really a bad thing
Temenoil no worries, it happens every day hahaha
I am one week clean from self harm!
keep going!
The Theatre Geek i’m 10 minutes
Why did you hurt your self?
@Sassy Queen 🤣🤣🤣
Stay strong bb, I’m proud of you 💞🥰
I am depressed, because of several reasons. Not that bad that i even think of ending my misery. But this made me cry so much. You are all so beautiful. And thank you for sharing your story.
😘
+Crafoord V Right back at ch'a *points with gun fingers what ever you call them
avi dan I was talking about the beautiful people part xP
avi dan whtvr :|
I never responded in a property so, I hope the best for you and what you may be going through, I would gladly listen to whatever happened if you're willing to tell me if it might help :D. Have an amazing day year and new year.
I had a bunch of suicide thoughts last may (I don’t anymore) and I kept thinking I can just end it today and it will all be over, but I didn’t because my worst fear is pain and getting hurt (emotionaly and physically) and I kept thinking I’ll just take sleeping pills but we didn’t have any in our house and I didn’t want to ask my mom to buy them. If I had asked her to buy them I wouldn’t be on this earth
Vivian Stewart I’m really glad you don’t have the thoughts anymore if you need to talk I’m here
The two girls JJ and Char just know that people care about you and it WILL get better I understand those thoughts and talking to an adult or therapist really helps you MATTER!!!
I’m so proud of you. Stay strong!
The two girls JJ and Char think of the people who love you, who make you happy. Stay strong!
Vivian Stewarty instagram andrewanchan plz contact me i will be available and plz stop these things
I survived seven times... but now life is good. Thank u all for sharing your stories :) made me cry
Ur face is not
srry pls dont kill urself i luv u no homo
Hidden Heaven leave him alone there is no reason to put more hate on him
Captain Teeko try again
Being a fat person makes me want to die. Literally. Sοme people will never understand and will always judge you behind your back. I know it bc i have lived it.
(Im sorry if i made any mistakes im greek and im still learning ♥
_.mxxnlight bae._ i’m so sorry for u :( i’m here for you
Im slim and I have a friend who is like you I think she is still beautiful even if she is "unslim" I don't care how she is and I think even if you call yourself "unslim" too I bet your face and personality are beautiful and if people wouldn't I just stop looking at you from the outside they would see that beautiful star shining within you
Star Fox im glad to hear that there r still a person like u
_.mxxnlight bae._ I'm extra skinny and got bullied for my size. I'm also super small for my age...
_.mxxnlight bae._ no never do that your might feel fat and think that but YOU are bueatiful on the outside and the inside do not do that you are worth the world to people and maybe not alot but at least I think you are worth the word do here is some advice never ever kill your self unless you have a reason like your in the hospital and you 103 and you are sick than yes it is time but now when you are going and still have life to spare so take this advice and never let it go°°°...😚😚😚🙄😶
I wish one of my best friends was a survivor. But she didnt reach out to anyone. I wasn't in the same school last year, so we lost touch. She killed herself 5 days ago, and I have to go to her funeral tomorrow. Its devastated me and all of her friends. I, myself have survived 3 suicide attempt, and now, I dont think there will be a 4th. I see how much it destroys the world around you, whether it be a few people or a whole town. Suicide isn't the answer, and I wish she wouldve seen that. RIP Nayeli, may your spirit be reborn as something as beautiful as you were, or lay to rest in heaven ❤😇
Grace Lynn im so sorry for you i couldn't imagine losing my friend
Grace Lynn RIP❤️🙏
Same my best friend killed herself 6 years ago.
Grace Lynn 😓😢😭
i am sorry for your loss
I'm 3 weeks cut-free.
Congrats babe! Stay strong and keep going. :)
:)
Congrats
yay! so proud of u b
Renee Scott ❤❤
3 years ago I attempted suicide and I'm so happy I survived because life is truly worth it once you find the rainbows in the black and white areas. I still struggle but I'm still here and I have people who support me. I am worth it and if you are struggling, remember that you are worth it too.
im wondering how do u kno if someone is reaching out for help?
Liar
I’m happy you are here
The best way to think is not “I want to die” but rather “I want this problem to die”. That’s when the change happens. Congratulations and I’m so proud of all of you who are coping and fighting and are cut or drug free. Regardless if anyone knows or if you fight is secret I’m so so proud of you. ❤️
I survived a suicided attempt.
I really did, I almost jumped down from my roof, and I'm not lying I was three seconds from jumping then a throwback jumped at me and I remembered when my sister gave birth to her first son and I fell back. I survived because my sister had given birth to a human and all I could think of was that I was going to jump I where only thinking of my self, I didn't think of my family, my mom, my dad, my little brother no I was thinking of my self. And I went back to my room told my friend to come over and I told her everything we cried for three hours she cried more then me and now I'm laying in my bed six months later and haven't told anyone, help me!
Yeah, the same thing happened to me. I was about to hang myself when I thought about my siblings. I cried myself to sleep and wanted to be the best sister ever from then on. You're not alone 😄
+alexandria davis thanks for the support it truly made my day! Thanks for writing that it helped me not being depressed for a minute at least!💖
You're welcome, and I hope that your depression ends soon. When my depression ended, I got to see how amazing, fun, and worth living life is, through every bad and good moment. Just promise me to be patient in life and do/be around the things you love, whatever they are! (hugging your sis, talking with friends, whatever you enjoy doing)
+The Lonely One I know this comment is a month late... Life is beautiful and worth living, and I hope and pray that someday you will be able to see that. You are worthy of life, worthy of love. There are people in your life that care about you. It's okay to accept that you are not okay. I hope that there's someone in your life that you can talk to, and that you can get help from a good therapist (Ik there are too many bad ones out there). One of my best friends almost killed herself last year, and now she's doing so much better. This isn't the end of your story. I don't know what you've been through, but I hope you can find hope yet. Please hang in there.
+Ruthie and Laura C i know My comment is one month long but under that month I have started felling better and better and for ones I feel good. My depression is not over there will be one day where I feel bad but right now right now I feel better and it's comment like your that help me.
my bestfriend was raped by her dad and she tried to end it but she stoped and shes like my sister and she always been there for me and she tried again I wish I was there to stop her I couldnt I mourned for years I miss her every single day 😔😢😢
That's super messed up.
I hope she rests in peace. That's so sad
Umm_itz me your queen *hugs you*
I'm not a suicide attempt survivor, but I am a depression survivor. I've beaten my depression and I hardly get depressed anymore. Although I wish one of my brother's friend (he was like a brother to me) would have let someone in instead of him taking his life on March 18th, 2016. He was an absolute joy to everyone and made everyone smile. My brother got depressed after his friend committed, and I've tried my hardest to help him in anyway I could cause I had went through depression before. I try to make him laugh when he seems down, and I make sure to check up on him anytime I can. I do it with people at my school, too. If I see someone that looks down or depressed, I try to make the smile and laugh, I give them hugs and comfort.
Good for you!!
😭
You are such a great person! You went through such a hardship and you still help others!! I respect that so much!
You are a gorgeous person. Thank you for being so.
I'm sorry for the loss of your brother's friend
Today I had a friend tell me they would give me candy if I didn't cut for a week, it's so sweet I've never had a friend like her, most people call me crazy
Only one friend and close family knows that I am SUICIDAL
Carissa I hope you are okay I know it’s been a year since u wrote this reply back if you can thanks
Haven’t self harmed in 4 days :)
*edit/update: hi oh my god its been 2 years and i just noticed that this comment got so much attention and i just wanna say YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING PEOPLE. thank you guys for all of your support, you're words mean a great deal to me. i seriously did not expect anyone to see this, let alone care. the fact that some of you took the time to tell me you're proud of me and telling me to keep fighting makes me so insanely happy. words can have a big effect on people and im so happy most of you used them for the better. you are all amazing people with a good heart.
Cassidy Lavonne I'm proud of you..You DO deserve happiness
u go person!
cassidy assidy you go bud! 😇
Cassidy Trashidy
Cassidy Trashidy im so proud of you
"Death is certain, whereas life is full of possibilities." -Tyrion Lannister
Turned 14 today, im happy i did.
Exact 1 year ago on my birthday i jumped in front of a train, lost both my legs and had mental problems sinds then.
The moment i stepped in fornt of the train i started crying, but it was to late. Woke up in the hospital without legs and with my parents next to me.
From that moment im happy im still here commenting on this video.
PhysicalMutant I'm so happy your still here
PhysicalMutant I am really happy that you survived. I hope things look up from here :)
PhysicalMutant wow incredible story
You are so strong you give me hope that life is worth living
PhysicalMutant you're inspiring
to all the people in this world that is alive..
Thank You for living
Thank You for breathing
Thank You for Being Alive
To the people that no longer self harm
Thank You for not self harming
Thank You for stopping
Thank You for wanting to live
to those who survived suicide
You dont know how glad I am that you survived
I may not know you.You may not know me but Im glad that You are still alive
We are worth a life
We are worth living
That is why we are still alive
The reason that you are still alive is because You deserve to be happy
Because you still have much more to do in the future
To those who did not survived
it does not mean they did not deserve to be happy
Its just Heaven needs more angel :^)
thank you so much for this. I'm going to stop self harming. I'm crying.
Literally crying from this comment thank you sm I'm gonna stop self harming now ❤️
Caroline Watson thank you for stopping :^))) i may not know you but it means a lot to me that you stop :^)
Kerrin Linnett thank you for stopping :^)) the both of you have a bright future ahead of you :^)
😂 that was cute.
very cute.
😁😁😁😁
Currently watching these videos to ease these suicidal thoughts going on, they get so loud sometimes it’s hard
i know things are hard, and it feels like nothing will ever get better. im going thru this rn and I can tell you that you’re not alone!!! I promise you there are things that CAN bring you comfort and happiness, if you’re not able to go to a therapist or counselor, there are online free messaging platforms (if you don’t want to talk to someone on the phone) here’s the link suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/ . I know it hard for you to see it but you matter so much and have endless value to the world and people around you!!! Try to find things to look forward to, that’s what I do! Like watching a movie or show, an artistic outlet, seeing a friend, maybe even trying food you’ve never tried. Random things like that can help take your mind off negative thoughts and emotions!! I’m rooting for you Jess! And I support you!!
Holy shit....i appreciate Daysha a lot more now
me too :) shes lovely
ikr?? she's always so confident and proud of herself, I was very surprised that someone as beautiful as her would ever have such a low self esteem
same
i love her so so so so much
i have much love for her
Daysha... love you girl..everything you said hit home for me... Stay strong.
she's my favorite :)
Which one is daysha
+Mia Hannah the black girl who struggled for weight
Apeorina ElFresh thx for the info
Mia Hannah np ^^
I've never tried to "actually" kill myself like, taking pills or hurting myself but I did thought of it many many times, it's horrible and sad 😭
I bruised and cut 7 slits in my hand and my thighs but I did it not 100% hold on.
Alison Eusebius It's ok. Things will get better! Sometimes I feel hopeless and think all these suicidal thoughts, but I remember that no matter how bad things are, it will get better
Alison Eusebius me too
DatKpopGurl I just came back from my country where I spent the last 30 days with my friends and family and where I feel happy and everything, right now I feel so down and alone lol
Alison Eusebius same. I thought about it tbh.
"I had the power to save myself" that's the best quote I've heard so far.
I'm 15 years old. 10 months ago depression chose me. I planned my suicide and wrote my note, stabbed myself with a knife, 2 times. Sometimes, i still want my life to end..No one ever tells you how much it hurts when your body is still fighting after you gave up. 💔
Stay strong❤️
Stay strong❤️
Stay strong❤️
Ste La I understand it's hard, so I want you to know people care. I may not know you but I care for you. You are beautiful and you serve a purpose, maybe it's to shine in others life, or to help others, or just to show love to people who don't show love to you. but God made you for a reason, and no matter what your life is still worth living, you are beautiful, and Jesus loves you. Psalms 34:8 'Trust and see that the lord is good; blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.' Psalms 139:13-14 'For you created my inner most being; you knit me in my mothers womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful I know that full well.' Lamentations 3:22-23 'Because of the lords great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. Great is your faithfulness.' Matthew 17:20 'He replied, "because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustered seed, you can say 'move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing is impossible for you."' I pray that you may have faith and hope, Godbless
Polina Malinovskaya eat a Big Mac
I liked this video for all the people with these problems, for the people with thoughts, for the people gone and survived.
Everyone has someone who loves them no lie
Sometimes you can't see them, and that's the knife to the stomach
+Natalie Thorpe thank you for hitting the thumbs up button for people like me
Also having social anxiety that stops you from getting help for depression is f*ing frustrating.
IKR
I also have social anxiety and I remember I used to cry to sleep the night before an appointment because I knew I needed help but I was terrified to get it so I completely understand and relate to this
Ps I mostly have my anxiety and depression under control now so it gets better trust me
I know. Everyone says I'm 'shy' but, in reality I want to die inside.
I agree and can relate to this
+Savannah Morrison The last time I tried going to an appointment I had a huge panic attack and couldn't sit still because of pain so yeah.. Good to hear it got better for you. :)
The Black Lady who was talking about overweight has the word"حارب"tattoed on her shoulder which neans in arabic fight!
This's so POWERFUL!
Nah
🖤🖤🖤
Its more like warrior tbh
"You are here for you have a purpose. Your purpose is greater than all others. Your purpose will do good not bad. It will help not hurt. It will inspire not drag you down. Life is purpose. Make your purpose meaningful."
~ Skylar Dodson
People don't seem to understand this but suicide is NOT your fault. I live with chronic depression and i have been suicidal. It completely takes over your brain and you can't think straight. I don't blame anyone with depression that kills themselves because I've been there too. A couple of days ago one of my best friends tried to commit suicide. She slit her wrist. Thankfully she survived but I don't blame her at all. I just hate that I can't help her.
honestly, i would go to a therapist if my parents werent so iffy about mental health and if strangers didnt scare me
+max you can talk to online therapists and call lines if that helps?
Go to your doctor & get a referral to a psychiatrist or a professional you can talk to! :) your doctors app is private &I your parents don't need to know! Just make sure you do what will help you!
You could also go with a friend or someone you trust!
+max download dr's on demand free app. You can talk to a psychiatrist anytime day or night.
+babble2leeza It is a free app
i am a suicide attempt survivor.not proud of it but i did it and i'm happy i didn't succeed that day....
Same
Same
Donovan Mitchell can u not
"Everyone is worthy of life."
Donald trump isn't....
That's what I was thinking
What if Donald Trump would read this and commit suicide?
You made my day just a bit better.
.
I first got depression in 5th grade, when I noticed I didn't really know what it feels like to be loved. I still have it, years later.
dont worry, suicide does end
I got mine around that time to
I got depression in sixth grade because of the bullying
I'm now 14 and still suffer of anxiety and depression
Same
everybody is here for a reason.
the reason you are alive right now is because you are supposed to be here.
even if you don't feel like it.
*****
you're welcome :)
taylor w that was the most inspiring quote I have ever heard. You have a great mind with lots of positivity
Madness Webshow wow! I've always been so negative, lol. thx.
taylor w I really don't think I'm here for a reason. I'm just here. Don't know why. My mother was an abusive prostitute addicted to drugs. I was dragged down flights of stairs and beaten with her fists, my stepdad would duct tape me and my brothers to the wall, I was molested. I am still constantly going thru turmoil that people put me thru on a daily basis and on top of that I'm gonna be homeless in 2 weeks and I have no clue what to do. I suffer from PTSD and depression after what I've gone thru. My cousin committed suicide almost 3 years ago. She was constantly going thru turmoil that people put her thru too. She was the strongest person I knew. I feel like there is no hope for me if she did what she did. I'm just an empty shell. A blob. A worthless blob that absolutely no one cares about. I don't know why I'm here but I'm sure it's not to be constantly abused by people.
leonkennedy1259. I'm so sorry. I would help you out if I could,but I'm only 14 and I don't know you so I can't , but I hope it gets better. I'm so sorry.
I am a suicide attempt survivor. Five years ago my boyfriend of 2 years passed away. I slipped into this deep depression and I didn't think life had any purpose anymore. I tried to overdose three times, I cut veins in my wrists, I tried to hang myself, and I jumped off a cliff into deep water (I can't swim). I felt hopeless. I felt like I didn't have a purpose. I started feeling sick, throwing up. so I went to the doctor and they ran tests. I was pregnant. The only guy I had ever been with was my late boyfriend. I started thinking that I could've hurt the baby, the only thing I had left of the love of my life. I found my purpose in a sweet little boy that was growing inside of me, who despite everything I'd put him through was strong. he was healthy and strong. he made it because I needed him to. he became my reason for living. I'm glad I'm here to watch him grow. to watch him become more like his father every single day.
so to Ethan Jones. I love you and thank you for giving me the best gift of all. my sole purpose. Just know that your son knows you would've loved him. you're son knows you even though you never got to meet him.
much love from me and Ethan Tyler Jones Jr
A couple years ago I overdosed on my anti depressants. I immediately told my mom... I dont know why. She took me to the ER and a couple specialists came in to talk to me about what happened. I told them "I wasn't trying to kill myself, I think... But i know if I did then it wouldnt care"
Im so glad those pills didnt cause permanent damage because I'm now 17, about to start college to go directly into the field of work I want, I have a job and my family and I are so close. I let all of the negative people and relationships out of my life and honestly everything started to fall into place. Of course I get bad days, days where my depression is overwhelming, but I can overcome it. And i have such an amazing support system to help me through everything
I just want everyone to know it gets better.
+Emily Fischel obviously not, you're still fat
Squidward Testicles is this supposed to be an attempt at trolling or... because it's not working lol
nope Emily Fischel
Static_Echo Thank you!
Please ignore the horrible comments above. You're amazing and I'm glad you're still here:)
Buzzfeed always seems to post these videos when I need them the most.
+Grace Chance
💚💕❤️✌🏼️Be good to yourself, you're worth it😘😃😍💜💕💙
Stay strong love 💓
Same here...
Sending some love your way :)
I remember one of my internet friends she had a sister that survived a suicide attempt. My friend was getting texts from her sister that were very sad and were saying things like "I will always love you". My friend asked what was going on and she found out her sister had taken an overdose (i don't know what she took to get an overdose). I started crying and I didn't even know my friend's sister. About a day later my friend told me her sister survived. It somehow told me that life is more precious then I thought. It even told my friend to stay determined (yes this was an intentional Undertale reference for we both liked undertale). We learned that suicide isn't the answer and we shouldn't let small things get to us
...jeez
+Framed Gaming You shut up
When I first saw this video, the day it came out, it saved my life. While watching this back in 2015 I was writing my suicide note. After finishing watching the video, I tore the note to shreds and immediately got help from the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. Thank you Buzzfeed ❤️ Much love
Made my day. So happy for you❤️
there's this guy i like and he understands me. we both depression for the same reason. the only difference is he cuts himself. when i found out, i started checking up on him. he told me it's been a month since he cut himself. i know it's not much but too me it's a lot. i was so happy. i used to have extreme depression and now because of him i don't. i'm one of those people who don't like the idea of talking to someone online to help your depression yet i only talk to him online and it helped me. so now i feel like it helped me because we didn't talk for the purpose of talking away my depression. we talked cause we wanted to. i feel like whenever i talk to people so that they can help my depression, i feel like a burden and a waste of time.
have depression* to*
+Gone__On__ Thursday thank you :)
I'm kind of depressed I've been thinking of suicide and about If it's better without me in the world but I don't really want to hurt myself. I've never told this to may family neither my friends because I'll feel nervous because I don't want to disappoint anyone or scare them...
*my family
If you feel like that, let everyone know. You need support and help so don't ever feel like you'll be regarded as a disappointment if you are depressed. You have friends and family to help you so let them do that for you, ok? I'm sure you're a beautiful person that deserves to live.
I'm also a survivor. I can tell you, it does get better, I promise. If you need someone to ever talk to just email me, drawinartyst@gmail.com I'm always here to listen. Same to anyone else who reads this comment and needs to talk.
U r exactly like me like everything u said described me right now
+AnimeWonderland Tell one of your friends, or go see a therapist. They really can help you, stay strong.
“i am a leftover, nobody knows i exist...” that hit me hard...
The worst is having no one to talk to
Do you need someone to talk to? ☺
yeah..... i survived suicide attempt but know i'am thinking about suicide again....... cause i just don't want to live in pain all my life.....
+Julius Lukoševičius u are on this earth for a reason baby stay here and live on talk to someone
If you need someone to talk to, you have me.
tigerlily thanks
I am a suicide attempt survivor. My mother is also a survivor. We live for eachother now. Even tho she is dying of cancer i still live everyday for her and she pushes forward for me.
Respect man
It's okay man, I've felt that feeling before. I tried to kill myself after kids bullied me, they called me, "Gay", "Abnormal", and more. Later, my Aunt died from lung cancer, I was so sad that I cried for 2 hours.
Cody Peeks we can all be friends i hope and encourage others to be happy and help them, becuase no one helped us.
If this means anything to anyone, I had I dream about my soulmate a few days ago. He held me and told me how he's waited for me for a long time, and hugged me like he'd never let go. I've never felt more loved and more content in my life, yet he wasn't even really there with me. You could say dreams are dreams, but I think some are meant to change you.
I've realized that I owe it to whoever that man is to continue living. To meet him and love him, despite my history of child abuse and depression. You, reader, have more than just yourself to live for. You owe it to whoever you're meant to be and to whoever is meant to be with you. Live for them, if not yourself, because there is someone out there who will love you someday.
Aww my soulmate keeps me living
That's a subconscious message saying that someone will come to you in your future and love you incredibly. Something like that.
Maybe it means you need to open up to people who can be there for you
❤❤❤
im screenshotting this comment
When I think about it. When I die. I’ll be in peace, no one will judge how I look. I will just be in peace.
These people took their lowest points in life and turned them into something good. I find that amazing. They are all such inspirational people, much respect goes to them. Can't even begin to imagine the hard and emotional work they've put in to get to a place like this, that they can finally love themselves for who they are, and forgive the ones that have hurt them. Remember, if you're dealing with something right now, just remember you are loved. You may not feel loved by anyone at this moment, but trust me, you are. Stay strong
+SweetTreats 💙
+SweetTreats 💙
beautiful message 💙
+Olivia Leau Thank you Olivia 💙
💙
I'm 39 days no self harm and I am a suicide attempt survivor
that's great keep up the great work!
+Sarah Yew thank you 💜
Your welcome your beautiful and so sweet don't let anyone tell you otherwise ☺💜
Even though I don't know you, I am so proud of you. You are alive for a reason. No matter what you're going through, just remember suffering doesn't last forever. I have so much respect for you realizing that you shouldn't harm yourself. I have no idea what you're going through, but please always remember to think kindly about yourself. If you always think about your flaws/the bad things in life, it's going to affect you in a BAD way. If you focus on the good in life, it will affect you in a GOOD way! Always know that in the long run, that overcoming these kinds of troubles in your life will make you wiser. Even if you're not religious, I still will be praying that you can overcome what ever you may be going through! 💖
You are so brave and courageous and strong you can do this love
I am also a suicide survivor. Everything in this video is absolutely true "YOU ARE WORTH YOUR LIFE" 8 years ago when I was 10 my mother had gotten ill from my father beating her so much everyday I came home from school and I saw him beating her. She said go run! get out of here! and I did one day I decided enough was enough I picked up the phone when he was hurting her and called the police and she was saved. That was the thing I was the most proud of. He was now gone out of our lives but I still had my mother that was physically and mentally ill. At 11 I was making breakfast for her and dinner I would bring it up to her and I'd see her staring at the wall not talking not saying anything I had figured she was dead so I had no one in my family so I figured I would die too. I was also depressed and upset at everything going on and on top of it my dad was in the news so the kids made fun of me and made everything 100 times worse. I stood on the chair in my room and took a rope that I had
pictures on and I tried to hang myself but my mother came rushing in and stopped me before I could all I could think about in that moment was how upset I made her and how much she was crying and how she held me forever. I am now turning 18 tomorrow and I am so proud that I had a mom to stop me before I did
+Lauren Escamilla I'm sorry this is happening 2 you, I never really thought of sucide since I always have other people supporting me but when I look back and see all the bad things people have done to me. I think about how I could leave. But then I think back to how my family would miss me. Think Positive and you'll get through it!
+Lauren Escamilla No one cares.
+Lauren Escamilla Im sorry this happend, but I am glad she stopped you
+gilberto recendis thanks it wasn't meant for people to feel sorry for me it's for kids to see so they know you do get through tough times in life
Whoever is thinking about suicide, myself and many other people just want to let you know that you can make it through this. You ARE loved. Even though it may not seem like anybody cares about you, I guarantee someone thinks of your name at least once a day. You ARE worth it. It may seem like your depression is driving you into a black hole that you can’t escape out of; but it’s possible. Keep pushing until you make it to happiness. You may not be that type of person who likes to show their emotions, but as long as you feel joy, then there’s no problem. K sorry this is long but I just wanted to let y’all know to stay strong and never give up. You are loved by many people. 💜💜💜~~ have a great day:)
Don't want people to see me cry/mask on a stick sindrom (is a real thing)
that dude looks so cool like nice tats
Who is he?
idk man but he has nice style
That's what I was thinking. When he said he wasn't the coolest I was like "whaaaat no way"
+Meg Alyssa I was like "no way man, you seem chill and I like your tattoos. I'll be your friend"
+Sarah MyChem It's a rock style.
Daysha...like you never would have thought
wow
I know but it's great that she was able to get through it
Ikr. I saw Daysha and got very worried
I love Daysha I thought she was confident
I know. I never would've thought.
I know I need to see a therapist. I know it is the best thing to do. I know it is easier, the sooner you do it. But I can't. I am young so anywhere I go I have to be driven by my parents. I have to have permission. I truly have no intention of letting my parents know about this but I know at some point it has to happen if I want to get better. I can't get my parents to take me unless I tell them and then I feel like they will just brush it off and won't take me seriously. They don't know how serious it is. I'm a good faker. The smiles and laughs say nothing about it but being alone with my thoughts I don't want to go on anymore. If you've read this far all I have to say is thanks for listening 💜
+Emma Nicole
I often find that parents who brush it off survived their own mental crisis/crises, and cannot forsee that their child could have it worse (or be in more danger). Emma, you don't need to hold it in all of the time. If you scroll through this thread, you can find negative comments from people (often kids) who can't reconcile their own pain, have not experienced true pain, or seen immense suffering. Then look at your post; you are absolutely full of life and love, and of appreciation. You don't have to be on the verge of something dangerous to seek help. Depression can escalate, but it can go the other direction and heal too. Do it in anyway you are capable. I can tell you about some programs if you are in the states. If you haven't heard it from someone today, I love you. You are worth the fight you face to see a long and HEALTHY life.
+Emma Nicole You can go to beyond blue ( if ur from Australia) and you can email a therapist, or you can also call a suicide hotline and they can help. If you want to get better you need to get help. :)
+Emma Nicole Everything the others said above me :) Also, if your school has a school psychologist, that might be a good start. Wish you all the very best, brave girl!
Stay strong girl you are not alone wether it's God or even us everyone is with you we need you on our planet you are special ignore what other people say that's if they do I mean they have no reason to though 😀
Just tell you're parents it's serious and try to get help
Everytime I'm suicidal I seem to always turn up to this video.
Thank you God for sending me this
I am also a suicide survivor and I like to watch this sort of stuff because I like to know I am not alone
You are never alone! This is very important for all of us to remember - we are all never alone, we're on this Earth together and we're meant to be here for each other.
I am a suicide attempt survivor. I still struggle every day. I still have anxiety and depression. My OCD is always there in the back of my mind. My one message to kids like me- "What are the odds you would be here right now? You are worth it. You are beautiful and deserve every breath you take. Go out there and change the world as only you can."
I've survived suicide 6 times. It's just the feeling of being lonely for me. I have dad who can't walk and has a stroke. My mom just doesn't seem to want me. Since my brother has autism I was basically invisible. I'm adopted to, my mom died, and my dad left me. So basically i started with those issues
how do you survive 6 times
Trash Cann please don't give up life is beautiful worth living, finish your education get a good job then I promise life will be so beautiful :) please stay happy life is a gift !?
Evan Matthews either someone saved me , or the plan backfired
Sarah H hey, you're never alone. I don't know you but i'm ready to help...
Sarah H Ive survived 3 times
No matter if your thin/large small/tall black/white gay/straight etc people are still going to judge you no matter what because most people are so judgemental these day. YOU are who YOU are and YOU are beautiful no matter what people say the only thing that matters is YOU so don't listen to the haters they just need to shut up and let people live how they want to live. You don't need to die just because of what a few people have said stay strong I don't know you or who's reading this or if anyone is but seriously stay strong and I'm here to talk if you need. YOU are not alone
I just know that I'm going to cause my death intentionally some day.
You may think to yourself that suicide will take the pain away, but the truth is when you're dead, you can't feel the happiness you wish for so greatly.
Stay strong :)
^^ Fam ANYWAYS this is so true. Everything might seem going downhill but at one point it will show its brightness
When you're having thoughts of suicide you don't wish for happiness, you just want the sadness to end.
Well if you somehow go to heaven after murder you will have happiness
that is one of the smartest quotes I've heard.
thats a really good quote
I have no one to talk to, that's my problem I need someone who will listen to my cause I feel no-body cares
My drawing Life I used to run an account on Instagram where I would talk to and listen to thousands of people. When I saw your comment I immediately thought of all those people I spoke to who also felt isolated and alone and I knew I had to say something. I got out of bed, went to my computer to read my emails (I forgot my password) so I could log back into my old UA-cam account so I could comment here. I promise that people are here for you and there are loads of people who will listen, including myself and many others. You are such an amazing person and I promise you if you have anything going on in your life, everything gets better. Stay strong x
My drawing Life I'll listen to you if you need to talk I would love to talk to you just reply if you want to
My drawing Life if you need sombody to talk to let me know on here
My drawing Life same. I feel like I'm just worthless and I'm not supposed to be here.
Same
Seeing Daysha in the thumbnail made my heart drop a little. She comes off as this strong, confident person, and truthfully, a person I'd like to be. Most of the videos she's in are deep and they really hit close to home. I'm sorry everyone in this video, and everyone out there who is dealing/dealt with some kind of mental illness. I'm proud of you for trying and that you're still here.
I am a mum who lost her youngest son at age 29 to suicide and find this helps me understand. Thank you for posting your feelings here.
Dear whoever is reading this,
Hi. Let's start off with the basics, you my friend, are alive. And I just hope you know this. That you're not alone, someone is going through the same thing you are somewhere in the world. That you should never feel like you are burdening or annoying someone by telling them how you are feeling, ever. That you are an amazing, beautiful, intelligent, and all around awesome human being that deserves the universe and beyond. The negative things are always gonna be there, you just gotta learn to push it aside and keep moving forward. we are on a rollercoaster called life, and as we all know, roller coasters have ups and downs. So keep your head up darling, and stay strong if not for yourself, then for the ones that would make the world bow down on its knees if it could just to see a smile on your face.
Love,
Someone that wants to brighten up your day
I dunno what to do this got me in tears . i don't know if you're religious but if you are i hope God richly blesses you, i can tell you are a very amazing person .
I dunno what to do thanks,i was needing that
Thank you I really needed to hear that
I dunno what to do thank you. Because of this comment I havent cut in a month.
Im crying after reading this
Okay but I was really surprised when I saw daysha
This shows how EVERYONE has a dark past even when it doesn't look like it
Me too
Same!
Same
same!
And these are the type of videos I subscribed to buzzfeed for. This is incredible, and something that isn't talked about often. I am very proud for everyone in the video and so happy that you survived!
i’m a suicide attempt survivor!
just two weeks ago i tried to end my life with a bottle of pills and regretted it right away i called my best-friend cause i didn’t wanna die and said i was sorry and i loved her
i texted my crush i was sorry and he was sobbing i felt so bad
my best friend ended up texting my mom who called me and 911 and i was taken to the hospital...
please don’t end your life itll get better, reach out and talk to someone, you’re here for a reason
My friend is suicidal.
When we had been good friends for a while she told me that she cut herself on an everyday basis. There were cuts all over her body. Me and a few other friends convinced her to tell her mom. After this she became happier since she had someone to support her that was always there. Recently she made a new group of friends that don't support her in a way that she needs but I know she is happy so I'm going to be the supportive friend that she can come to.
If you know someone who is suicidal, be the friend they need.
Same profile pic aye
Someone commits suicide every 40 seconds let's make it. Never? #askforhelp
If someone commits suicide every 40 seconds then how aren’t we all dead?
there are a lot of people in the world. 9 billion chickens are killed each day, but chickens still exist. that is why i am a vegetarian
Help
Hope everyone dies. This world is too evil. . End of world will come soon
Gaming BobcatBrad agreed I lost a good friend classmate bc of suicide and idk why and no one knew why
i attempted by over dosing. I went to school the next day, a stomach full of 60 something pills and was upset that i woke up and was a live the next day. I have grown so much since then, which was about 2 years ago. Im not gonna lie, after you attempt, you do become a different person, not in a bad way though, like you become so aware and so enlightened i feel like. You survived death that you were attempting to put upon yourself, theres just something so changing about that. stay strong everyone, reach out, get help, grow, experiment, change, live:)
i agree i am a multiple suicide attempt survivor one time i tried to hang myself and another time i swallowed a bottle of anti-depressants
The Vegan Metalhead
and how are you now?
i am doing much better since those days and i still agree with that statement
I'm happy about you doing better ^^
Ephemeral Spirit I
I've had depression since I was 10. The thing that's gotten me through is being around people, I know you don't want to but put yourself around people. Sleep over at a friend's house, go to a public place, even talk on the phone with someone just never be alone until you feel you are capable of being alone
I'm crying. I needed to hear every word spoken in this video, especially at this point in my life. Thank you, Buzzfeed.
Are u ded yet
The 44 people who disliked this need to go buy a heart💜
Or you can start respecting opinions
That shits expensive, ill pass
I check its sold out 😕😕
I know, they need to buy a heart and a soul.
I think there on sale at wal-mart
Haven't cut in a year i have had a lot of moments were I'm almost doing but then I stop and say it's not worth it proud cuz I've been a year clean ❤️
Nikki Horan that's amazing stay strong !
saranghaetmyself you can do it. I believe in You.
Keep going ❣️
A friend of mine is a suicide attempt survivor!! She was quite weak and attempted when she was 14 or 15. (don't remember the exact age)!! All of our class and school including me were for her and with her!! We helped her and know she is much stronger and in a better place!! It's been about 4 years since the incident!! I say talk to people you trust and seek help!! I'm truly very sad about the current situation of our youth and people who end their lives!! I really truly feel sorry and sad for these beautiful human beings and would love to spread the message that please seek help and stay strong!! You deserve to live and no one should drag you down and nothing should come in your way to success and happiness!! Please stay safe and strong!!
I have so much respect for the bravery the people in this video showed in being so open about such a painful experience. I'm sure they did it to help other people and I'm sure it will. Love and light to everyone struggling with similar thoughts and feelings. There is hope.