the day i stopped dealing with misery, anxiety and depression is when i sat on a hill in my home town and could see the whole region. usually i would hang with friends there before they each went their separate ways, but that night i was there alone i felt like... i have a good life despite all the trials and hardships. and i'm thankful for each experience, even the bad ones. and i welcome the ones to come. i just sat there quietly and heard this song. enjoying life for everything that it is, was and can be. g'night guys, i hope you each have your hill.
guy weinstein still waiting for my hill but I know I’m gonna find it one day I’ve recently lost friends over stupid things but I know I’ll find my hill one day I’ve just gotta wait
*The lyrics. To those who want it* [Verse] I looked at you and said, oh-oh-oh Don't hate me, am I crazy? So tenderly you watch me burn, you watch me burn, oh So tell me, am I crazy? [Bridge] 'Cause I do, 'cause I do 'Cause I do, 'cause I do 'Cause I do, 'cause I do [Outro] Ooh (La la la, la la la, la la la, la la la la, goddamn) Ooh (Oh) And I don't wanna die No, I don't wanna die I don't wanna die
To me this is a reminder... A reminder that no matter how much you hate yourself, how sad and alone you are or what ever hardship you may be going through. There is always beauty in life worth searching for.
I truly hope joji makes it as a legit independent artist and remains making his pink guy shit i fucking love this guy. Creative geniuses like him only come once in a life time.
In my imagination The MV was like started with in an apartment there were two people fighting and there's a guy playing the ukulele in the background then the camera started to get closer to him and he just sat there singing
I had this kind of thought too, but here is my take: On ukulele intro; in a slowmo scene, a couple tries to get though the commotions in the street, like rally or protest or gathering. Guy holds her girlfriends hand tight, the scene now exchanges in a first person perspective. Both were smiling as they progress through. For the beat sequence, they were just like going places, changing scenes from the morning, and afternoon. Then switching to the ukulele; scene changes where they only sat, watching the sunset by the bay.
I just wanna stop feeling like a robot. It feels like everyone just values me for being smart and nothing else, like I'm some magical knowledge machine that can help them do what they need to get through school and succeed and have fun while I'm stuck behind doing nothing and just missing out on life. Like I feel empty and expendable. I recently turned 21 and it just feels like I can't do anything outside of academics. I can't even get girls to notice me in general and my friends just write it off not knowing how much it fucks me up because I just feel hollow without any emotional stimulation. I just go nuts knowing that most of my friends can easily go off and feel loved with their friends or their family or their significant others and I'm just seemingly floating in space waiting for them to come pick me up again. The worst part? It feels like I can't do anything. They're my only source of interaction, so if I get mad and try to leave then I'm just left alone, but if I stay, then I just hang out in the cycle. I just wanna feel loved for once...
🫂 I don’t know how to write a motivational speech because English is not my first language and I’ve never comforted anyone before. I don’t know you, but you seem really nice, you can start by talking to your friends, or people on the internet. Be yourself! You’ll get through it, even if you fall you’re still moving forward, there’s a lot worth fighting for. I believe in you
• yung • getty • when i hear songs like this it makes me sad and happy at the same time and my eyes become wet because i think in so many things at the same time .
idk what it is specifically that makes me feel like this, but to this day this is one of the most depressing songs ive ever heard. it captures the feeling of just being completely dejected and empty so perfectly.
This song seriously resonates with my soul. Last September, 2021 i bought and picked up a uke because of this song. I have heard this song over 80 times on my music player by now. I play n sing along to it, in my balcony. I think, this song captures the beauty of being alone and on your own. It's just such a powerful song, i get chills everytime i hear the second beat shift. For me, this is one of the greatest songs of all time
This is one of those songs where you're at party and you just head to the back of the room alone and watch everyone have fun while you feel like the odd one out since sometimes you feel like you can't connect with your friends. I've endured this feeling a lot and sometimes I feel broken.
so this is the original music that i keep hearing in lo-fis nowadays. very glad its from joji, because this track has been sampled very much and i love it ❤
in my mind...I see joji sitting in a apartment room high AF...just noticing everything and panic attacks. That feeling of dying..." I don't wanna die ".... as everyone around him is sitting there just laughing hard as he thinks he's crazy.. " am I crazy "...
Thank you Joji (Franku) your music helps me get through some rough times. Your older stuff helped me laugh when I needed it. You're an amazing person. Hope all is well.
@@clockworkcadaver that's what happens when you go mainstream gain mainstream fans and lose your core sound, his music just doesn't hit me the same anymore, it doesn't have the vibe and smooth lofi feel with the samples and simplicity. i can't feel anything when i listen to his new stuff, its not that terrible to the point where i cant sit through it although compared to the old music its hot garbage. he's a pop star now but its cool i'm not upset i just go back and listen to the old stuff
its like a life update: this songs just comforts people in many other ways, maybe a person having bad time in relationships? or struggling to love him/herself.
This is gonna make me sound basic but his "Joji" label music is some of the only music I've ever heard that genuinely takes me places. Every time I listen to this particular track I can close my eyes and feel like I'm sitting on the porch of a house out in the middle of nowhere early in the morning when the dew is still settling. I know, it sounds corny as fuck but it's the truth. I love his Joji stuff so much.
I love joji's songs so much I still watch his frank channel and It still makes me surprised how he evolved to a youtube star to a Music star and still god at both
i cant believe old joji songs are actually becoming nostalgic now instead of just sounding it.. listening to this song now after his success feels like reminicing about a bitter upbringing in a more hopeful light.
They will produce the full product to post on their OWN page so they will be most likely responsible for producing video or sourcing a production company that will shoot it for them
The story I imagined was a boy hiding in his closet while his parents are fighting again. A typical scene he was used to seeing, as he himself was covered in bandages and bruises if all kinds. As he watches the scene unfold through the slits of the closet door, plays his ukelele and sings this little song to try and call himself down. Idk just something I thought of
A song that I can sleep to, finally. Thank you George. This is one of my favorite songs that you have made. Keep up the great work! Also, can everyone stop bringing up Frank. I’m not trying to be mean when I say this but, I enjoy filthyfrank and George has decided to move on to music instead of doing filthy frank videos. The reason he quit making filthyfrank videos is because he took control over his health and wants to take care of himself the best he can. Please stop asking George to make filthyfrank come back to UA-cam. Trust me, if George was still able to make frank videos he probably would. It’s because of his health. Don’t beg him to make frank come back, he might make a video on the channel in the future but not as frank... as himself. I’m sorry if I sound like everyone else and if I made you angry. I’m just speaking from George’s point of view. He loves his fans, even the haters. (Hehe) and he wishes to make music for his fans who like frank, along with himself/his music. I wish that all of George’s fans would respect what he has done with his life and that everyone can enjoy his music along with franks videos.
I remember listening to this song when it first came out. It was late at night when I was in high school, it was during winter break, and I was about 15 or 16. I listened to it and thought about the immense dread I felt for the future and the fear I held for what may come with said future. I curled up on the couch in my mom's living room and cried while listening to it on repeat. I still hold a lot of those same feelings, though now I'm without the safety of not having to worry about being an adult. I don't know where life will take me, I don't even know how to get out of the stand-still I seem to be in, but I'm still filled with as much dread and am just as afraid for the future as I was when I was a young teenager. They always say that it gets better, but I've been waiting for almost a decade now. That hope is now burning out.
You’re not alone mr dyl-pickle v2.. I think time just passes by without us really noticing and appreciating it.. I know it’s not easy but, stop worrying so much! Take things step by step and see the big picture that’s out there for you.
@Andrew I know you're right. It's just really difficult to do, you know? Seems like time isn't on my side. I only hope I can somehow push myself to do the things I need to do sooner rather than later. Thank you for your reply.
I FEEL THAT THIS YEAR IS JOJI'S YEAR. I JUST FEEL IT
Krlwsky !!! chloe burbank 17
Yeah ;D
Krlwsky yeeeeess joji is the next thinh
every year is jojis year
Krlwsky this song is old
this is my favorite joji vibe
i agree chicken nugget
Nick Brandel I ate a 6 piece mcnuggets 5min ago how do you feel chicken nugget?
kevon graham they left doing what they loved
being a chicken nugget
Nick Brandel you need sauce with that nugg
the day i stopped dealing with misery, anxiety and depression is when i sat on a hill in my home town and could see the whole region. usually i would hang with friends there before they each went their separate ways, but that night i was there alone i felt like... i have a good life despite all the trials and hardships. and i'm thankful for each experience, even the bad ones. and i welcome the ones to come. i just sat there quietly and heard this song. enjoying life for everything that it is, was and can be. g'night guys, i hope you each have your hill.
guy weinstein still waiting for my hill but I know I’m gonna find it one day I’ve recently lost friends over stupid things but I know I’ll find my hill one day I’ve just gotta wait
Cara 123 I’ve lost my friends and they don’t even know
What town? I’ll like to visit.
I haven’t found my fucking hill yet. I’m still searching
I wish I found a hill like u I just to feel loved and normal
*The lyrics. To those who want it*
[Verse]
I looked at you and said, oh-oh-oh
Don't hate me, am I crazy?
So tenderly you watch me burn, you watch me burn, oh
So tell me, am I crazy?
[Bridge]
'Cause I do, 'cause I do
'Cause I do, 'cause I do
'Cause I do, 'cause I do
[Outro]
Ooh (La la la, la la la, la la la, la la la la, goddamn)
Ooh (Oh)
And I don't wanna die
No, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
Thanks :v
UwU
Thanks bruh
I
copy pasted from genius
To me this is a reminder... A reminder that no matter how much you hate yourself, how sad and alone you are or what ever hardship you may be going through. There is always beauty in life worth searching for.
Yo that's true
god damn that was beautiful I'm crying
Thanks dude
That's not like any other shitty advice in youtube made by 11 year olds, this actually made me smile
Thank you
Thank you, I needed this. 💛
@@nanayawberko3212 stfu and gtfo
"I dont wanna die"
Me: well i felt that.
I don't want to die....
every other human ever
Eh, I got diagnosed about 3 week ago... no ones paying for my meds cuz I have to just “man it up”. You got any advise for honest Abe
Bruh this dude makes jokes about how he wants to kill himself and how he wants people to killthemselves wdym😂😂😂
Renne Lopez I dont think so
You can use every single frame of this as a wallpaper. THIS IS BEAUTIFUL
most insightful comment
tomazingerz A E S T H E T I C
HOW
i actually took sooo many screenshots XD
more like an album cover for an indie band
Song name:$Worldstar Money$
The song: D E P R E S S I O N
Stand Name : Depression
User : JOJI
@@cianobrasil no
@@cianobrasil it is stand name:papa Franku
User: joji
Original ones better, kinda sound like a 4 year old remixed it
@@hdhrdfsrkgh the original one u mean vlog 6 beat
Anyone still liking the old Joji?
I miss this kinda stuff, man. I miss it a lot.
Well this is who HE wanted to be and we should respect him. Yes we miss his old videos but he's having the life he's always wanted.
I still like him even if he's married
@@aqiftebo987 married ???
Is no old joji
why tf am i crying
S A D - E G G same
Same
Same
this song made me cry like ten different times
@@s.oddity3640 *OOF*
i imagined the music video for this is a bunch of people fighting in a circle and a burning palm tree in the background
GRIM HOOD nice pfp
Burning palm tree like in Frank Ocean's video?
twas the pic from his soundcloud
in slowmo
Sakib Hossain source?
while what joji is doing now is amazing, i can never shake the nostalga old "soundcloud era" joji gives me
soundcloud/2017 joji era imo the best
@@AnnaSue81 did joji deleted his soundcloud of is it still there?
@@tofucube9353 still there, but there are 2 of em, ones new joji the others old joji
Same bro
I truly hope joji makes it as a legit independent artist and remains making his pink guy shit i fucking love this guy. Creative geniuses like him only come once in a life time.
The next eminem, slim shady and marshall mathers.
kill me plz yoo slim shady looks just like eminem lol das crazy
gaydicks420 fr the love of God I hope you realise they're the same.
+Niall Hughes I obviously realize they're the same. I'm just stating Eminem had alter egos, just like joji has alter egos as well.
Well he did
I love this part of the internet
same ✌︎
Thank you, I needed this. 💛
I too ✌🌌
same
still one of my favourite joji songs just for the start with all the shouting contrasted by a gentle ukulele
brings out so many emotions
For me it gives me creativity it makes me feel I’m in space
A e s t h e t i c
Doggo its
A E S T H E T I C
Kush Pappi now you're cool!
*A E S T H E T I C*
Ｊ Ａ Ｐ Ａ Ｎ
A E 8 6 S T H E T I C
It's really hard to believe that this guy is also the guy who put rats inside a cup of ramen and in a tortilla.
Bobe Kryant nyesss bos
it's a family recipie
Bobe Kryant isa morissimo
yah... I know right
and the creator of STFU, so freaking good at making music
My ukulele came yesterday. I'm so excited to learn this song.
@@Pookiebearr736 i did learn the strumming pattern but kinda suck when i sing along 😅
u got it now bud?
do u know it now? lol
I really like how Joji switches up styles mid-song. His fanbase is hyping his music to high hell, but it's still pretty good.
its called a bridge, but credit where credit due he changes the style completely and still manages to pull it of which is pretty sick
High hell lol
the style didn't but but yeah it sounds good
i appreciate that 88rising promotes all kinds of Asian artists, not just like trap
It's 2AM I'm supposed to be doing homework, not reminiscing on memories of summer with friends I don't even have
Blooookyyyy!!!
play this at my funeral
havent seen one of these comments in a long time
i prefer "dora the explora" at mine
"The Best Day Ever" from Spongebob is best for you
This is a channel I can wholeheartedly support
Fuck off
bamboozled *insert over used meme*, sorry sir this a Christian server so no swearing.
Fuck off
Genghis Khunt dude, how does it feel to be a level 69 edgelord?
@@Kronomikalqiqi Fuck off
I feel like this is the song that would play while youre dying and having life flashbacks
The last part makes it even make more sense
I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that we all actually WILL die
This is literally my favorite song on the internet right now
Park Ci you're not alone man.
Park Ci mine's plastic taste
What about now
@@TheSadMusician yess
same dude
1:45 favourite part ever 😢😢
7 years and still a hit
In my imagination
The MV was like started with in an apartment there were two people fighting and there's a guy playing the ukulele in the background then the camera started to get closer to him and he just sat there singing
Omaygashh i see it
I had this kind of thought too, but here is my take:
On ukulele intro; in a slowmo scene, a couple tries to get though the commotions in the street, like rally or protest or gathering. Guy holds her girlfriends hand tight, the scene now exchanges in a first person perspective. Both were smiling as they progress through.
For the beat sequence, they were just like going places, changing scenes from the morning, and afternoon.
Then switching to the ukulele; scene changes where they only sat, watching the sunset by the bay.
Nah bruh, its two parents fighting and the child starts play the ukelele just to cover the noise
fesoJ ok so basically the mv one last time by ariana grande
@@ju-hv9fi uhh I havent seen that one.
this is 88risings year, i know it.
+Papi Blix let's say they'll both have a year, ok?
you were right..
Luke Haha! So true!
it was :')
You got it right
I just wanna stop feeling like a robot. It feels like everyone just values me for being smart and nothing else, like I'm some magical knowledge machine that can help them do what they need to get through school and succeed and have fun while I'm stuck behind doing nothing and just missing out on life.
Like I feel empty and expendable. I recently turned 21 and it just feels like I can't do anything outside of academics. I can't even get girls to notice me in general and my friends just write it off not knowing how much it fucks me up because I just feel hollow without any emotional stimulation. I just go nuts knowing that most of my friends can easily go off and feel loved with their friends or their family or their significant others and I'm just seemingly floating in space waiting for them to come pick me up again.
The worst part? It feels like I can't do anything. They're my only source of interaction, so if I get mad and try to leave then I'm just left alone, but if I stay, then I just hang out in the cycle.
I just wanna feel loved for once...
Hey. Do you wanna talk?
🫂 I don’t know how to write a motivational speech because English is not my first language and I’ve never comforted anyone before. I don’t know you, but you seem really nice, you can start by talking to your friends, or people on the internet. Be yourself! You’ll get through it, even if you fall you’re still moving forward, there’s a lot worth fighting for. I believe in you
I would recommend you working out and being ok with being alone. Do not depend on anyone.
Your mom
things gett better
i've never clicked on something so fast in my life. 88rising x joji holy shit
Bea Burdeos I think he's signed to them my guy. This is going to be a good year
that's correct, he signed with them late last year
Eli so dope
No he didn't lmao 88rising isn't even a record label
duck 88rising is Joji manager
the video is art and the music fits so well . I literary want to cry
flaying Lotus001 i did
• yung • getty • kinda beautiful 🍃
How do u literary cry? I really want to learn
• yung • getty • when i hear songs like this it makes me sad and happy at the same time and my eyes become wet because i think in so many things at the same time .
I see, so u write literature and cry, thats cool i'll try that next time
idk what it is specifically that makes me feel like this, but to this day this is one of the most depressing songs ive ever heard. it captures the feeling of just being completely dejected and empty so perfectly.
holy shit, samurai jack is coming back, synthesis and protean sea is on the works and jojis going to fuckign drop.
2017 is looking great from here.
sea.drnkr plus new gorillaz album
2017's been a great year so far
Samurai Jack just ended today... ;-; I'll miss Ashi
2017 is alright
sea.drnkr looking back, it hasn't been half bad
This song seriously resonates with my soul. Last September, 2021 i bought and picked up a uke because of this song. I have heard this song over 80 times on my music player by now. I play n sing along to it, in my balcony. I think, this song captures the beauty of being alone and on your own. It's just such a powerful song, i get chills everytime i hear the second beat shift. For me, this is one of the greatest songs of all time
On point!
well said !!
The only bad thing bout this song Is that it ends
1:10 rhythm has left the building
Joji 2020
i hope this year joji will release some more sad boi type of vibe songs
0:14 instant goosebumps 😮
This video has reminded me of many things. Memories with a little bit sadness. Time has passed.
♡
And again 2 years are gone
If you are comfortable in the state of sadness, then be it, but if you want to get out of the state of sadness, then get out, it’s a simple choice.
Damn...
it's song
This song being the interlude is perfect
I hope this is the break joji deserves
ghostcoffee well umm. He definitely got a break now...
it's gonna be a forever lasting break i tell ya
"Chloe Burbank 17" 👌👌👌
I don’t actually find this depressing lol I just like the beat
(No soul)
The ukulele sound same like the pink guy friendzone song
I cry everytime I listen to this because it reminds me of the guy who made us happy even though he was not back then..
god i keep loving this channel more and more. you keep posting stuff i used to listen to and it's like a throw back lmao
This is one of those songs where you're at party and you just head to the back of the room alone and watch everyone have fun while you feel like the odd one out since sometimes you feel like you can't connect with your friends.
I've endured this feeling a lot and sometimes I feel broken.
shet this always gets me teary eyed
so this is the original music that i keep hearing in lo-fis nowadays. very glad its from joji, because this track has been sampled very much and i love it ❤
that feeling that you know you are growing up and you will put aside your memories of when you still felt like a child
This song makes me feel so at peace, even during the most stressful moments.
I’m so in love with Joji’s creativity 😍 I wish I could meet him!!!
this is probably my favorite joji song, its such a good song.
It's 2023 and this song still hold a place in my head. Everybody else's comments are 4 years old...i wonder who's still here.....
in my mind...I see joji sitting in a apartment room high AF...just noticing everything and panic attacks. That feeling of dying..." I don't wanna die "....
as everyone around him is sitting there just laughing hard as he thinks he's crazy.. " am I crazy "...
Will be in my playlist forever
I miss him
This has such a nostalgic vibe to it, makes my heart sink
THIS SONG NEVER GETS OLD NO MATTER HOW MUCH I LISTEN I NEVER GET BORED
Thank you Joji (Franku) your music helps me get through some rough times. Your older stuff helped me laugh when I needed it. You're an amazing person. Hope all is well.
*reads the video description*
CHLOE BURBANK 17
February 17th is next Friday...
im sure they mean 2017 not next friday
J M lol xd
Roberto Espinoza-Torres but world star money is track 11
Roberto Espinoza-Torres Where is it then
20 minutes ago, Sanctuary dropped.
go listen to it or 88rising will be mad 😡
K
that shit sucks, this song is way better. shout out to joji and his successes thou
@@KangKushagree
Akira Fudô the sad truth, never thought I’d see the day when I’d join the “we want old frank/joji back” group. Shame to see him drop this sound
@@clockworkcadaver that's what happens when you go mainstream gain mainstream fans and lose your core sound, his music just doesn't hit me the same anymore, it doesn't have the vibe and smooth lofi feel with the samples and simplicity. i can't feel anything when i listen to his new stuff, its not that terrible to the point where i cant sit through it although compared to the old music its hot garbage. he's a pop star now but its cool i'm not upset i just go back and listen to the old stuff
This video still hits differently
Thank u joji
its like a life update: this songs just comforts people in many other ways, maybe a person having bad time in relationships? or struggling to love him/herself.
comming back to this song makes me feel happy
What a sad and beautiful song,,
We will be pushing your songs in our playlist.
Thanks again for all the inspiration!👧💛
Put it on 0.75 speed then 1:44
thanks
woahhhhh
everything about this is overwhelmingly satisfying
This is gonna make me sound basic but his "Joji" label music is some of the only music I've ever heard that genuinely takes me places. Every time I listen to this particular track I can close my eyes and feel like I'm sitting on the porch of a house out in the middle of nowhere early in the morning when the dew is still settling.
I know, it sounds corny as fuck but it's the truth. I love his Joji stuff so much.
I love joji's songs so much I still watch his frank channel and It still makes me surprised how he evolved to a youtube star to a Music star and still god at both
This is so stuck in my head and i dont mind it at all. The lyrics are so beautiful i can’t even
这个转换思路！我们在一个世界！好玩！
The best song 💔
who is this joji guy? hes gonna really become huge. shit is great. there's not much stuff he's released. CB ❤
Ansh Filthy Frank.
he's already really huge
this is his personal music
This dropped in my senior year of High School. Shit set a tone
i cant believe old joji songs are actually becoming nostalgic now instead of just sounding it.. listening to this song now after his success feels like reminicing about a bitter upbringing in a more hopeful light.
This song makes me numb. I love it.
Who made this video? why no credits
RARE ONLY
88rising is the producing company for Jojis music and they created vocals.
They will produce the full product to post on their OWN page so they will be most likely responsible for producing video or sourcing a production company that will shoot it for them
RARE ONLY filthyfrank made it
filthy frank is a character not a fucking real person, it's joji
kawamii I know I said filthyfrank because it says Joji in the title already
i listened to this everyday that one summer...
i do not care about pink guy or frank right now, i care about joji, that's him, not a character.
The story I imagined was a boy hiding in his closet while his parents are fighting again. A typical scene he was used to seeing, as he himself was covered in bandages and bruises if all kinds. As he watches the scene unfold through the slits of the closet door, plays his ukelele and sings this little song to try and call himself down.
Idk just something I thought of
what
*i am confusion*
I understand it because the background noises sounds like people arguing.
Reminds me of my childhood lol
@@TjoaWeiHan eh my dad wasnt their but when he was he would beat my mom or some wack shit
A first of many classics from joji…
Almost every second could be a wallpaper on a phone
yeah facts but for me i put pink guy as my wallpaper instead
@@Lil_lit_Bruh good lord
@@AnnaSue81 pink guy bless
Legit sat on my window sill staring at the stars listing to this hits different
This song Made me cry
GANG GANG
gANG GANG GANG
GANG GANG UP IN THIS SHIT B NIGGA GANG
sadboys muckkk Hello, can I get a McGangBang?
my mum lol
Listening to this while heading home is a whole different vibe
i cant cry anymore even then i want to
nice pfp brother
This makes me wanna go back in time and tell her I’m sorry.
A song that I can sleep to, finally. Thank you George. This is one of my favorite songs that you have made. Keep up the great work! Also, can everyone stop bringing up Frank. I’m not trying to be mean when I say this but, I enjoy filthyfrank and George has decided to move on to music instead of doing filthy frank videos. The reason he quit making filthyfrank videos is because he took control over his health and wants to take care of himself the best he can. Please stop asking George to make filthyfrank come back to UA-cam. Trust me, if George was still able to make frank videos he probably would. It’s because of his health. Don’t beg him to make frank come back, he might make a video on the channel in the future but not as frank... as himself. I’m sorry if I sound like everyone else and if I made you angry. I’m just speaking from George’s point of view. He loves his fans, even the haters. (Hehe) and he wishes to make music for his fans who like frank, along with himself/his music. I wish that all of George’s fans would respect what he has done with his life and that everyone can enjoy his music along with franks videos.
This sounds so good
I remember listening to this song when it first came out. It was late at night when I was in high school, it was during winter break, and I was about 15 or 16. I listened to it and thought about the immense dread I felt for the future and the fear I held for what may come with said future. I curled up on the couch in my mom's living room and cried while listening to it on repeat.
I still hold a lot of those same feelings, though now I'm without the safety of not having to worry about being an adult. I don't know where life will take me, I don't even know how to get out of the stand-still I seem to be in, but I'm still filled with as much dread and am just as afraid for the future as I was when I was a young teenager. They always say that it gets better, but I've been waiting for almost a decade now. That hope is now burning out.
You’re not alone mr dyl-pickle v2.. I think time just passes by without us really noticing and appreciating it.. I know it’s not easy but, stop worrying so much! Take things step by step and see the big picture that’s out there for you.
@Andrew I know you're right. It's just really difficult to do, you know? Seems like time isn't on my side. I only hope I can somehow push myself to do the things I need to do sooner rather than later.
Thank you for your reply.
Did you know black people stink more than fish
9.12pm, Mon
19 August 2024
I came back again
9.39, Sat
28 September 2024
i miss joji
Man i love this song 🤯
HOLY SHIT BURBANK IS COMING OUT THIS YEAR
I miss this
life was so good back then when he released this song 😢
Always seems that way, but we only remember the good stuff.