Numb - Dark Sad Intense Piano Beat | Prod. By Dansonn Beats

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  • Опубліковано 26 січ 2025

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  • @DansonnBeats
    @DansonnBeats  6 років тому +32

    Happy Monday! Let me know what type of beat you want to hear next. Turn on Notifications 🔔 to hear beats every Monday and Thursday!

    • @Infected_Miller
      @Infected_Miller 6 років тому

      @Dansonn Beats - just do you

    • @Cruise_Network
      @Cruise_Network 6 років тому

      I agree, just do what you enjoy doing the most man, go for it

    • @dadzchanel7547
      @dadzchanel7547 6 років тому

      #Dansson on dis beat!

    • @dadzchanel7547
      @dadzchanel7547 6 років тому

      @@oldfreddy4575 you def right

    • @dadzchanel7547
      @dadzchanel7547 6 років тому +1

      @@Infected_Miller def he got that universal type beat always

  • @andrea4503
    @andrea4503 5 років тому +4

    Love where you beats take me, out towards a different dimension it's not a simple explanation❤

  • @Infected_Miller
    @Infected_Miller 6 років тому +22

    I respect the fact that you don't name your beats after a rapper, like most other beat makers.

    • @vividdreams8356
      @vividdreams8356 5 років тому +1

      Was just thinking the same thing gets views cause the beat not the name👍

  • @EMOTEBEATZ
    @EMOTEBEATZ 6 років тому +2

    *Really nice Beat!*

  • @nupelbeats
    @nupelbeats 6 років тому +3

    amazing work!

  • @aproc1ty
    @aproc1ty 5 років тому +1

    All of the people out there feeling numb just know that your not the only one everybody has struggles that they deal with don’t give up keep pushing everyday through all of the pain you will find your way there is light at the end of the tunnel i know that it isn’t much fun dealing with the struggle but just know I’ve got your back and im ready to help you attack your goals and your dreams yea the demons will whisper voices in your ears theyll bring you to your knees but always keep fighting and youll be burning hotter than lightning

  • @adgenbrooks2389
    @adgenbrooks2389 5 років тому +2

    This track so deep it's it's was made on the ocean I love the craft the sound is hands down super dope an soul felt 100%

  • @sarahslade5487
    @sarahslade5487 5 років тому

    ive already written a beautiful song to this extremely beautiful beat.. omg thank you

  • @tsebokatleho6425
    @tsebokatleho6425 2 роки тому

    god exists n he shows his awesomeness thru good vibrations, thru music. either you forget everything or remember it all. a touch of god leaks out everytime u produce. dont stop 4 shit bro. this is kat from s.a

  • @epictcg4424
    @epictcg4424 6 років тому +12

    I been gone, I been gone,
    I can feel, I can feel, All this pain,
    I can tell, I can tell, My mind is going insane,
    I'm feeling like my lifes gonna down,
    I walk in my town and I know now,
    I'm a homeless man seeking for help,
    No one cares and they dont wanna look at me,
    They despise me,
    I pray if I make it, I'll find peace,
    So where should I start,
    Cause I'm starving,
    I stole her heart and ate it,
    God forgive me, I did things that I dont like,
    I know what I did was wrong but it feels good,
    I know what I did feels good but it was wrong,
    To kill you, I regret it.
    Thinking back then, How I treated you badly,
    Second to rap, Cause I cant live without it,
    Who would've notice you're the reason why,
    I spent all my time writing, saying how much I loved you,
    Expressing my talent, using my art as a way to explain,
    How much you meant to me, Well, I'm sorry if I hurted you,
    This is my get well letter Sincerely from nobody.

  • @ChrisdetroitTV
    @ChrisdetroitTV 6 років тому +9

    This one HIT my SOUL DANSONN

  • @elinasarkisian761
    @elinasarkisian761 5 років тому +1

    I love it . You ever belong anywhere I always feel alone. Even at home . I wonder where it is . .

  • @Yeyzo
    @Yeyzo 6 років тому +8

    Beautiful work Dansonn!

  • @chadgbeats
    @chadgbeats 6 років тому

    good work bro !

  • @fuckthat190
    @fuckthat190 6 років тому +5

    You're Amazing true inspiration and i'm a believer.

  • @whitewolf-cy8gq
    @whitewolf-cy8gq 6 років тому +1

    Amazing as always, love your beats and music, it’s delivering like always

  • @addisonhunter3619
    @addisonhunter3619 4 роки тому

    💎💎 awesome.

  • @michaelcooley5774
    @michaelcooley5774 6 років тому +3

    I love you! You are blessed and highly favored! Make them believe! 💓🙌🙏😎

  • @Skxrn
    @Skxrn 6 років тому

    this is soulful

  • @PonchoWylin
    @PonchoWylin 6 років тому +1

    Musical Masterpiece 🎶🔥

  • @jetjojetty7570
    @jetjojetty7570 6 років тому +5

    THANKS Mr Dansonn ill never forget how much u helped me on "letters to myself''' my veiws grown in the few days from 200 views to 700 in the since my first oppertunity presented itself, then couple days later u really added that extra confidence in me that made me go harder than ever the next day i woke up and psyched my self up in the mirror like i do every morning while a beats on in my head but this morning was different due to the confidence in my ability from the 2 hugh breaks i said imma spread my hustle to other citys so i rode a ragity Bike from Alma ga where my trailer is to the mall in Waycross Ga 27 miles one way it took bout 2 and a half hours each way cause i will not let not having a vehicle stop me from accomplishing my goals,im starving im unorthodox so i have to do everything alot different than these basic normal rappers cause thats the one category i pride myself as never being under that dreadul "basic normal" category, another thing i always write out a stack of index cards the night before i usually split a pack of index cards for 2 days them out every day well i was really proud of myself when i came home i saw ur name i was dumbfounded cause u have always been one of the top 10 favorite beat makers well Mr Dansonn ur officially my favorite, ive gang so many more fans cause i have actually proof that i can show and have showed cause first i tell everyone when im promoting myself, i drive them to ur page first cause there wanting to see who im talking about and if u really had 250k subs , if its ok im goin to continure to drive attention to drive the #DansonnBeats brand in my promotion really hard so the more i sale ur brand the more the doors are opening up for me cause before that i only had 2 people type my page in and watch on spot, but now since i have actually visually proof and not just verbal, thats what people want to see ive noticed if u got some way to let someone see the facts instead of hear whatever sounds good at the moment its just day and night it was probally a 250 to 1 ratio at first cause i pasted out 4 packs of cards theres 65 in each and didnt the first person pull me up on spot, but since i got visual proof thanks to u since then its approximately 4 to 1 ratio simply cause there generally curious too who im talking about, then i dont even ask they usually go str8 from ur page to my page, so we both get recognition, i will always use that as my visual proof if ur ok with that so everyday im goin to be over here in south GA building my brand #JetJojetty while simultanously promoting ur amazine beats, thanks agian ur great and this beat is Insane its really awesome i love it thanks

  • @dtd8265
    @dtd8265 6 років тому +3

    And another one! 🔥

  • @grymmreapa1411
    @grymmreapa1411 4 роки тому

    Can I buy this to the point u will take it off ?? Plz answer I'm serious

  • @hjk9995
    @hjk9995 3 роки тому

    How do i find a 1 hour version of this? Ive searched and cant find a 1 hour version of this

  • @ernestgreen254
    @ernestgreen254 6 років тому +1

    Salaam =PEACE ,,,Danson u did it again, we appreciate the Fire tracks u bring to the industry of music lovers,
    THE INTROVERTED VISIONARY aka solo knight (SK)PUBLISHED POET, songwriter, producer

  • @ajvaladez3802
    @ajvaladez3802 5 років тому +1

    Its Like I feel So Numb i dont have any emotions to anythin. Feels like someone gave me a Dose of Heroin to feel numb i dont feel the pain or the hurt of losing someone i had lost i aint ready to feel the world yet justt keep me numb plz i don't wannn go back to reality keep givin me nore of it cuz i felt was sadness n hurt iys like when i had lost u Pops my Body was numb i didnt know how to feel cuz i gave u my Life so lost in life without u

  • @ghostbeargx4139
    @ghostbeargx4139 5 років тому

    FIRE

  • @justinhair9789
    @justinhair9789 5 років тому

    This is pretty sick

  • @BurntBeatz
    @BurntBeatz 6 років тому +11

    Great job! Quality production and mix! Trying to find something that sticks out, but I'm lovin everything you did here 👌

  • @kookiez0921
    @kookiez0921 4 роки тому

    Sir may i ask u if i may use this beat...the names Mr.211

  • @notkevindurant8814
    @notkevindurant8814 4 роки тому +1

    Numb to life, I await my death,
    Aint afraid of death,
    Im fearin life,
    You pay the piper, slash, pay the price if you hang with vipers,
    Those fangs are knives,
    in your back, now in your head, your bitter..
    Cant figure how a "friend" would give your life a lil bliss just to make it bigger in terms of shit storms,

  • @angelitaguerrero7735
    @angelitaguerrero7735 5 років тому +2

    Dear mama
    I hope tbere could be a day where i could say that im fine
    Without lying to you
    And looking in your eyes
    My time has come to reality
    Its no more in disguise
    All those lonely nights
    No more tears no more crys
    No more hiding anthing i cant handle no more thoughts of suicide
    Lots of screaming and sorring cries
    Its time that i stand with my glory and my pride theres a beatiful girl bht cant open insidd
    Ive been to hurt

  • @danylj959
    @danylj959 6 років тому +2

    Can I use this for free if I give credit and don’t make any profit? I really have no idea how it works so I’m just asking. This beat is amazing!

    • @K.Marieofficial
      @K.Marieofficial 6 років тому

      im wondering the same thing and am also new to this lol :)

    • @artisan8924
      @artisan8924 6 років тому +1

      That would be how it works,
      Just link the channel and in the title put (Prod. Dansonn Beats)

  • @KayEvinMusic
    @KayEvinMusic 6 років тому

    Nice beat!!

  • @AleksandrChesMusic
    @AleksandrChesMusic 6 років тому +7

    💯Dope sound, broski!💊 Amazing!! 🎰☄️

  • @RapBeatsRB
    @RapBeatsRB 6 років тому +1

    Awesome Beat 🎶🔥👍🏻

  • @isaiahhailey2203
    @isaiahhailey2203 5 років тому

    Running them dimes up like cornerbacks

  • @RizzoDaManiac
    @RizzoDaManiac 6 років тому +1

    And It never really was the way that you said things would be
    And it never really managed to fulfill the void in me
    See you promised me this, and then you promise me that
    But see right where I started seems to be right we’re at
    So baby You gotta make it easy for me
    Baby you gotta make it easy to see

  • @rubenrios8824
    @rubenrios8824 4 роки тому

    FALLOUT NOVEMBER
    [Intro]
    Started playing a game
    Of catch and release
    You ain’t playing this for me
    You ain’t playing it for keeps
    You just want me to see
    How you been doing, you good as can be
    Yeah, you good on your own, got a new home
    Even got a NEW guy, why you calling MY phone?!
    I’m just stuck in the past
    My mind still lagging, I been stuck on that
    Yeah
    [Verse 1]
    This was a year ago, uh
    But I’m still feeling these feelings tho
    I guess to you, it don’t click
    I guess it is what it is
    We went back on promises, promised that we’d never quit
    Girl, how did it end up like this
    We don’t even talk, yeah
    Now there’s no feelings involved
    Because of the problems we had that we never solved
    Like all the leaves in the Fall
    Our love had died and we both just fell off
    Remember November girl?
    You had it all
    Gave you my heart yeah, I gave you my all
    Splitting my bread with you so you could ball
    Yeah, maybe I gave you too much
    Yeah
    Maybe what i gave you wasn’t enough
    Yeah
    Maybe what you gave me wasn’t real love
    Yeah
    [Verse 2]
    And since I got back
    I dove into music
    Tried to relax
    But don’t know how to do it
    Trying to get back to what i was doin’
    Said that I couldn’t I made up excuses
    Yeah, Spending bout all of my time in my room
    Thinking bout us, yeah thinking bout you
    Thinking bout everything that we used to-
    Uh
    But you jus keep playin and playin
    You hiding the truth, yeah you fake and
    Playing with my love is way you gon lose it
    Told you I love you but you busy choosin
    Swear that I meant it when i said it then
    My heart is beating but feels like I’m dead
    Yeah I’m on the edge
    Think i might jump as I’m climbing the ledge
    [Refrain]
    Yeah I’m on the edge
    I’m on the edge
    Think I might jump
    Yeah I’m on the edge
    I’m on the edge
    Think I might jump
    Yeah I’m on the..
    But it’s jus a game yuh
    Of catch and release
    Ain’t playing this for me
    Ain’t playing this for keeps uh
    Just want me to see yuh
    How you been doin?
    Better than me yuh
    You good on your own
    Stop calling my phone (calling my phone)

  • @vasileiosstavridis1741
    @vasileiosstavridis1741 6 років тому

    Very nice !!!!💪💪💪💪💪💪💪🔱

  • @frankburka5685
    @frankburka5685 5 років тому +8

    This shit has been a hard road
    But it’s only made me stronger
    Turned into a Stranger, something I don’t gotta be any longer
    When the fire was lit that’s what started this hunger
    Something so small almost put me under
    Questions and wander fill me up hope to put me down
    Just her smell change my mind oh my I love her
    Situation could of been real bad...... this is what I still found
    A little bit of faith when my thoughts dimming down
    Just wanna be ok and know one day I made yah proud
    Hoping that I do it while your really still around

  • @dagcobani
    @dagcobani 6 років тому

    Woooo hooo this is wonderful.. How much

  • @mckenzierichey8096
    @mckenzierichey8096 6 років тому

    This is nice! What do you charge for your beats?

  • @BRAZ505
    @BRAZ505 6 років тому

    lourd very good talent !!!!

  • @keithplantsseeds
    @keithplantsseeds 5 років тому +1

    Feeling numb,
    Guess you won,
    But so what,
    Now I just don't give a fuck, no more
    What's done is done (bitch)
    Have your fun
    Wish you luck
    Fingers crossed
    With one still up
    Standing tall
    More smoke for my lungs
    That's how I deal with the love lost
    You really know how to turn the tables to put it all on, put it all on the one you said you loved would stay wit..I remember you taking it all off, fuck it your a stranger so put the blame on me from all angles
    I'm no angel 👼
    I'ma drunk
    I do drugs
    I did love
    You bitch so much
    So I'm like what more do you want?
    You telling me move out
    So this is how fast I'm gone,
    I'm only living once and we can't really talk
    now I just go numb
    Used to give two fucks
    Now I'm smoking all alone just me my blunt going round and round in these thoughts,
    That's just what you were
    Just what you are,
    Thought you were a shooting star
    Baby you faded
    I lost patience
    But that's all I lost
    Drained me near empty
    You threatened my babies
    You want me to go off!
    I'ma pop off and go crazy
    When the good is overwhelmed by bad it's time to toss in the towel,
    Even I know that

  • @youngkid871
    @youngkid871 5 років тому +2

    And my downfall you was there for me you gotta numb heart ima fix it for you I’ll open my eyes and cry for you ima die for you

  • @kyb740
    @kyb740 5 років тому

    Absolutely my favorite beat maker (instrumental and etc u know what I mean lol)

  • @Nick-io1fj
    @Nick-io1fj 5 років тому +1

    The beginning sounds like the crysis 3 menu music

  • @TheSirRoc
    @TheSirRoc 6 років тому

    I tend to overthink and I fill my head with all sorts of things, I'm just another regular human being trying to find my peace. So I look for beats so I can make a feast, or I can be beast while you taking seats, rhythms and rhymes on a spread of sheet but straight from my heart so I'll let you read.

  • @jaymalo_nr
    @jaymalo_nr 6 років тому

    ur genious !!!

  • @x.o.5547
    @x.o.5547 6 років тому +2

    Dear first love
    You were and always will be the one girl who made me the happiest, You always made me smile even when I was at my worst, I still think about you daily as if it was a curse, I can’t seem to find the right words to say, I would go through everything again just to see you stay, you were all I needed, after you left I felt as if I had nobody left that could bring the same feeling you gave me, months after you left you told me the biggest mistake you made was losing me, but losing you was like a constant bleed, my heart was torn to pieces, when you sent the message saying we were done all I thought about was if I could’ve done anything different, did I show you enough love, did I show you that I truly cared, I’m left in despair, dear first love I miss your touch, your love, and your want for me to be happy, anytime I felt down you were there to pick me up, I cried every night holding onto the promise anklet so tight, I wish I could just hold you for one more night.

  • @dycroosmc8303
    @dycroosmc8303 6 років тому

    He dicho que este tipo es el mejor?!

  • @Internalharmony92
    @Internalharmony92 6 років тому

    Can I use this beat

  • @hiddenexclusive
    @hiddenexclusive 6 років тому

    vibes😍

  • @dergestalter8052
    @dergestalter8052 6 років тому

    Dammmm!!! F...ing nice

  • @thedeeprot
    @thedeeprot 6 років тому +1

    JHEEEZE big up!

  • @aedo7702
    @aedo7702 6 років тому

    Can you write a rap with your recording?

  • @alejandrovelazquez5048
    @alejandrovelazquez5048 6 років тому

    geniooo!

  • @lll7530
    @lll7530 6 років тому

    What’s the real name of this song?! Someone please tell me

  • @x.o.5547
    @x.o.5547 6 років тому

    I just wanna go back to when it was just toys and fun, back to when there was so little worries with less drugs and guns, I’m 16 now and I already feel so empty, there’s days when I feel I won’t even live til 50, our society is broken, love is no longer a token, suicide has gone on an uprise, it seems there’s a death every single sunrise, people are looking for the sharpest blade, we’re at the point where nobody wants to stay, school shootings to bring the cloudy days, drinking to make the sorrows fade away, pills and drugs to take the constant pain away, i remember when fun was playing outside with friends, nowadays its pretty much illegal things, I remember when love was so true, now it’s cheating and turning each other black and blue, fight for your love instead of fighting and letting go, lost in my emptiness.

  • @dreambby5413
    @dreambby5413 5 років тому +15

    Numb to pain
    Numb to bull sht
    Ever since they took my daddy
    Sht ain’t been right ever since
    2x
    Do you understand what I am saying
    Do you really feel my pain
    Quit playing with me mane
    Fck all that fake love
    Don’t really know who to trust
    Bt yea I trust my gut
    Ain’t showing no sympathy
    To the ones who wasn’t there for me
    Can you blame me

  • @robynren3377
    @robynren3377 5 років тому +1

    ❤❤❤

  • @larakellam5556
    @larakellam5556 6 років тому

    Oh shit one of them nights again,
    Feeling like my head's spinning,
    I wanna forget everything,
    Because it's one of them nights again.
    I don't know how to cope,
    Help me tie a noose with rope,
    Because I'm feeling like an overdose,
    I'm feeling like blades to bone.
    I wanna be numb,
    Want to pop pills,
    Down the rum,
    Smoke trees,
    Anything to make me numb
    I'm told I'm too young,
    Shouldn't know this feeling,
    But I know it too well,
    I think I'm falling,
    Hear them death bells,
    Hear how they ring.
    Fifteen but I had the world against me,
    Had an op to terminate my baby,
    I've got battle scars on my arm,
    But they just remind me I'm weak.
    I'm falling.
    I wanna be numb again.
    I'm losing my pride,
    Losing touch with reality,
    Consequences open wide,
    I wish someone could see.
    Oh shit it's one of them nights again,
    But I'll have to smile and pretend,
    I'll still get to school on time,
    Smiling and saying "I'm fine,"
    But God knows I pray for help,
    But leaves them prayers unspoke.
    I wanna be numb,
    Acid melting on my tongue,
    Wait for the pills to come,
    Roll up the fattest blunt,
    Time to get numb.

  • @RaygeTheHeroPena
    @RaygeTheHeroPena 6 років тому

    Soothing

  • @sweatypalms8344
    @sweatypalms8344 6 років тому

    can i use this beat?

  • @luzingumalundama9737
    @luzingumalundama9737 6 років тому

    nothing to say - just wow
    BIGUP

  • @JessicaChamp
    @JessicaChamp 5 років тому

    May I buy this from you

  • @awkwarddoggo05
    @awkwarddoggo05 5 років тому

    Damn it isn’t on Spotify :(

  • @dollario
    @dollario 6 років тому

    🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥

  • @thatsydp1313
    @thatsydp1313 6 років тому +1

    I need this beat 😍

  • @x.o.5547
    @x.o.5547 6 років тому +1

    Crying inside I’m dying inside, take my pain away, I don’t really wanna stay, if my heart stops I no longer have to feel this pain, I no longer have to deal with this hate, death is all I really have left, my family left I feel the pressure of them being gone pushing on my chest, if I die I just wanna say i honestly wish you the best, take my pain away, I don’t really wanna stay, if my heart stops I no longer have to feel this pain, I’m confessing my feelings about death, I get this suicidal feeling every morning when I open my eyes, my smile is just my disguise, I don’t wanna be like all the other guys, I don’t wanna be alive, people look at me and think I’m alright, but if they look me in the eyes and look deep inside my pain will come into sight, I feel this is truly the end of my fight, take some some pills or get the gun and end this life, take my pain away, I don’t really wanna stay, if my heart stops I no longer have to feel this pain.

  • @shinmusic2243
    @shinmusic2243 3 роки тому

    Hey man, can i use this beat on my channel? It's for no profit, and my channel isn't monetized. Please, let use it🙏🙏🙏
    P.s: sorry for my english, i'm brazillian😂😂

  • @ViktorKajtazaj
    @ViktorKajtazaj 6 років тому

    kontakt library?

  • @titan7312
    @titan7312 3 роки тому

    They say pain is a gift not a curse, but everyday I just want to be in a hearse. Pain will make you wise but I just want to die, I don't know why but I just want to feel alive I feel dead inside it feels like I can never be happy all I know is this misery, everybody's tried helping me, but Im way past saving, everyday I'm praying for this pain to go away before it's too late. Lay me down in this grave today but don't worry I'll be happy and at peace you don't need to grief because you tried your best and so did I. But the medication didn't help the therapy didn't help I just feel so hopeless I can't fucking break from this fuck I guess I just lost myself.

  • @adgenbrooks2389
    @adgenbrooks2389 5 років тому

    Big ups to Dansonn beats I hope you hit me up to do music to some of your tracks major props 100%

  • @HEATONDABEAT
    @HEATONDABEAT 5 років тому

    🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @majorboibubblymiltownfines1535
    @majorboibubblymiltownfines1535 5 років тому +2

    Off in a day when the box chirp/ all in the woods/ with pain and perks/ deep scope lost like a bear cub/ got a use them legs/ lost my fitted playing flag just a little bit to rough/ snow last year/ just a little bit to numb/ bricks in the stove got to heat the year/ whats the temp/ lost but never got left on a homicide/ at the top of my lungs/ got the virgin lady calling Mary a cloud/ puffing so on / the day mean late. /Operate deface got my mind fogging like it cruise control/ put it in shift
    collect a go/ got no time but the leaves from fall/ fog and the mist / no single from the latest trip/ say how we part
    Left you numb no sign to spark / guessing last seconds what im new light to dark/passing drinks/ caution at the first call last to drink/ driver got maxed out/ waiting on a,/phone call twisting licking/she aint doing me much/ but phone cons verse the basics/ seeking when i get back cause her legs is war/
    #Rough Draft
    Major Boi the Artist and Writer

  • @LustyB3092
    @LustyB3092 6 років тому +1

    same over Shawn to kis dream..
    flowing through a long mile of stream.
    wen.am.on.d dark lack voice 2 scream.
    chill by my ambition evry tin seem deem.
    so wat DAT..
    it was my deepest act.
    on a sinner ark..
    wch made my mind to lay a fact.
    really d oldest and smartest..
    flow like d weed still d fastest
    juice of happiness wit me ..dat really test best.
    wat nxt
    my achievement
    on a conducive environment.
    wch I cn in n tek out breath..
    witout a an ugly process

  • @dillonvandervort3443
    @dillonvandervort3443 5 років тому +1

    Riptide instrumental
    It is the mark of an educated mind
    to be able to entertain a thought
    without accepting it.
    Now understand a question can be just what it is
    Only a question and not to offend
    So I ask
    What If there isn't a heaven instead
    We only here now that's all that we get
    What would you do that you haven't yet
    what would you quit if you couldn't repent
    What if a god just didn't exist
    Who could admit
    They couldn't make sense
    Of the reasons we live
    What if the reason we live is
    To give ourselves reason to live.
    How would you know
    what the difference is
    What if I wasn't an accident
    what if they handled shit
    Got an abortion went
    down to the clinic

  • @dillonvandervort3443
    @dillonvandervort3443 5 років тому +2

    A short piece of mind for Shelly Rabe♡♡
    OF COURSE NO ONE IS PERFECT BUT
    I WON'T USE THAT AS AN EXCUSE.
    I USED TO THINK MY TOUGH CHILDHOOD
    WAS WORTH THE STRENGTH EVEN WITH THE ABUSE.
    I HAVE A BEST FRIEND.
    SHE'S MY EVERYTHING.
    FOR THE LONGEST TIME
    I HAD TROUBLE RECOGNIZING THIS.
    NOW I HAVE TROUBLE EXPRESSING IT
    HER SKIN IS SOFT AND I LOVE
    MY FINGERS THROUGH HER HAIR.
    I LOVE THE WAY SHE SMELLS
    AND ADORE HER EXPRESSION WHEN
    I KISS HER NECK BY SURPRISE.
    SHE'S TAUGHT ME THINGS ABOUT MY SELF
    AND I HOPE I'VE RETURNED THE FAVOR.
    I'M SURE I HAVE SOMETHING
    GOING FOR ME OR VALUE TO ADD.
    EITHER THAT OR SHE'S BLIND.
    WITHOUT ARROGANCE
    I'LL SAY I KNOW I ADD VALUE
    TO HER LIFE. SOMETIMES
    THE UGLY HELL COMES WITH
    THE BEAUTY OF BLISS
    SOMEDAY WE MAY GROW OLD.
    SOMEDAY WE MAY DIE YOUNG.
    IT DOESN'T MATTER TO ME
    AS LONG AS WE SHARE
    EACH OTHERS LOVE
    UNTILL THE END.
    I MEAN THESE WORDS,
    THOUGH I'M SURE SOMEONE
    SOMEWHERE DOUBTS ME.
    I MEAN
    EXPRESSING MY LOVE ISN'T
    MY STRONGEST TRAIT.
    I DO HAVE OTHERS CHARACTERISTICS
    YOU COULD CALL ASTOUNDING.
    MY BIGGEST FEAR IS THAT
    I MAY LOVE HER MORE THAN
    I'VE EVER LEARNED TO EXPRESS.
    SHE CAN'T POSSIBLY KNOW HOW MUCH
    LOVE FLOWS THROUGH ME FOR HER
    BECAUSE I'M TERRIBLE AT
    DEMONSTRATING IT
    I HOPE SHE KNOWS
    I REALLY DO.
    LIFE IS SO SHORT
    SO I TRY TO .KEEP
    TRACK OF EVERYTIME
    SHE SAYS “I love you”
    EVEN IF IT NEVER ENDS
    Each time I hear those words they feel brand new

    • @tinylight07
      @tinylight07 5 років тому

      I don't know why but I'm crying

  • @timfernandez1175
    @timfernandez1175 5 років тому

    I so freaking numb to the point of not go nowhere fast but if I find a way out then I be tear this world up like I take names and murdering who told me I won't amount to nothing but this ghost is finally finding it wings and shall I received a halo then I be praying for the day when I meet god

  • @JustlilTwisted
    @JustlilTwisted 6 років тому +3

    baby I'm just numb inside
    maybe it's lack of pride
    given up lost my stride
    close my eyes hope I died
    darkness comes creeping in
    growing weak I'm wearing thin
    I hate myself i hate my skin
    razor blades I'm caving in
    I lost my soul I lost myself
    I grab the gun up off the shelf
    been so long sence I felt
    I'm all alone I need some help
    feeling lost I'm feeling jaded
    took some drugs now I'm faded
    trapped inside I'm barricaded
    talk to the devil my life I traded
    do i stand or do i fall
    if i do it i lose it all
    on my knees i start to crawl
    i lean my back against the wall
    when it rains, when it pours
    violent thoughts and violent storms
    open chains and open sores
    silent thoughts and silent wars

  • @angelitaguerrero7735
    @angelitaguerrero7735 5 років тому

    From the past tbe present is like a suprise i dont know whats in it one day i wanna open up and see what's inside
    But im too broken cor that
    No one can judde me but myself
    I cried so many times im use to being leff by mussel
    Im my biggest fear cany u see im battling muself
    Tbese inner demons afe tring to make a nAME FOR THEMSELVES
    I will admit i broke and i bended
    And i lost myself

  • @theonlyone3983
    @theonlyone3983 5 років тому +1

    Numb
    Numb
    Bodies numb
    Cant feel nun
    Something there but it wants too run
    Look around cant see nothing
    Can feel the beat of the drum
    See everytime i feel the beat
    The animal comes out
    Too speak the truth
    Gotta keep it humble
    Cant fall if i dont tumble
    Cant drop it if theres no fumble
    Now under us is just rumble
    You wana stay on top
    But too get there you gotta drop
    The world wants you succeed
    But the world needs to believe
    Because your just apart of the seed
    You gotta start from the bottom not cheat
    You make the pact
    Then the soul leaves
    And you become a disease
    Destroying every part that needs too breath
    You destroy the trees
    Making the body numb
    Cant feel nun
    Somethings there but it tries too run
    Its numb
    All the clouds
    That dim my mind
    All the dumb shit i let catch my time
    I really become the person
    I said i didnt want too become
    I guess i did try too run
    But it got caught up in all the fun
    Now im dealing with shit i couldnt imagine
    When i was a kid
    I just wish i could end it
    Send it away break it

  • @roymizrachi7360
    @roymizrachi7360 5 років тому

    Maximum security prison is where my mind is held
    I have a cell I can't escape from it's a living hell
    Can't share my thoughts cuz if I'll try I will fail
    I'm so lost and so helpless I'm so miserable
    Maximum security prison in my head
    You can get in because you will end up dead
    I'm fed up with it I'm sad I'm mad
    Want to escape but I can't even go to bed

  • @chrisworkman9390
    @chrisworkman9390 6 років тому

    I'm hard to love hard to please!

  • @NguyenMinh-qb3si
    @NguyenMinh-qb3si 5 років тому

    She's Behati, right???

  • @isaiahhailey2203
    @isaiahhailey2203 5 років тому

    Picking up on heavy metal in the winter
    It was merely a couple dollars but it kept us from sinning
    Having trouble listening to our mamas
    Got the majic to see the shit before the problem
    when it wasnt sudden claps hands beaming while the arguments

  • @estebandmatalara20
    @estebandmatalara20 6 років тому

    I wish... Oh how i wish but music is something that i love listening to n creating but my dream wasn't to b rich or fame but to marry someone

  • @isabelvillalobos295
    @isabelvillalobos295 6 років тому

    Making something now😁

  • @codydesseyn3489
    @codydesseyn3489 6 років тому

    These thoughts flowin memories dimly glowin but sadly showing the older I grow the more my skills begin to go but the deeper my mind seems to go these feelings I don't want to show to late my covers been blown all the shots I had have been thrown my hands been shown, my mental is writing these words with a stencil fuck using a pencil my words will not be erased, my fate is what I'm faced with and it's not up for debate I have a sickness growing inside I feel like I'm goin blind suffocating in the darkness that I finally decided to harness don't worry it's harmless to you, but to me, it slowly kills but gives me the will to spit this shit thats so Ill have you had your fill? Or do you wanna hear another one of my ordeals

  • @dherr3497
    @dherr3497 5 років тому

    Forgive me I just wanna be all alone
    All alone
    3 days of all alone

  • @qualariacanty3940
    @qualariacanty3940 6 років тому

    This x song

  • @imrayquanramsey
    @imrayquanramsey 3 роки тому

    die for you, leave my corpse here for evidence
    maybe then itd cross you and it'd become evident
    really need you, like you might be my medicine
    swear your an angel just not-so heaven sent
    hearts not broken cuz i know its still breaking
    been taking beatings but i dont know how to take it
    minds on lock down and their aint no escapin'
    only time that i smile is the times that i fake it
    not so helpful that im hurting
    anyone asks imma say im perfect
    but truth be told im carrying burdens
    bow before vows, left me behind the curtain
    cause of the pain be the same that could fix it
    know its insane but brain do miss it
    to free this chains to needa gain my mistress
    but it wont happen, goodbye, good riddance

  • @tobinbourne8939
    @tobinbourne8939 5 років тому +3

    Some one took this beat.
    I5s on a few channels .. Get this copyrighted.

  • @walterpope4996
    @walterpope4996 6 років тому

    🔥 🔥 🔥 Fam POPE OG 50Shades of Ugly

  • @jtcannon2293
    @jtcannon2293 6 років тому

    I am definitely going to be uploading a rap remix with this. IS this free? Stay tuned by subscribing to my channel.

  • @hectoralejandro356
    @hectoralejandro356 6 років тому +1

    A mor ya te vi

  • @sixnine6459
    @sixnine6459 5 років тому

    Sucide beats bc It help us suicidals with depression instead of cutting we lesson to this beat

  • @davidolmos1726
    @davidolmos1726 5 років тому

    Just off the phone my padrino felt like selena y los dinos anything salinas took the bumber off bertha i know it hurts but it ignited a old flame does your muella hurt