Eric Nam (에릭남) - I Wish I Wasn't Me (Official Music Video)
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- Опубліковано 9 лис 2023
- Eric Nam 에릭남 - I Wish I Wasn't Me (Official Music Video)
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Directed by Maximilian Selim and Giovanni Fumu
Executive Producer Kimbo Kim
Produced by Emily Strange
Co Producers Haneul Sky Yun and Dajeong Lee
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Director of Photography Jay Fang
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I hope this video and song brings you comfort when you need it. Love you guys, hang in there ❤.
This has become my stealth favorite song on the album. The video is beautiful. Thank you for both. ❤️
Thank you so much. A song a really needed. 🫰🏼❤
This track is beautiful. It hits the emotions so well. When you have to “put on a face” when inside you are feeling awful and screaming in pain internally. Thank you so much 🙏
Haunting & powerful in it's simplicity. 🤌🏻🤍
Thank you so much for allowing us in and giving us something to turn to when we wish we weren't ourselves.
This song has been super healing for me, as much as it is heart wrenching, and the music video makes it feel that much closer to my heart. Watching my own struggles with my mental health mirrored on Eric’s face throughout the MV was as painful as it was beautiful. Thank you for this song, and for this MV.
Same
i totally get your comment, I also love the song~
Painfully beautiful. Everyone fighting depression needs to know they are not alone. Hugs from a caring friend.
Hugs 🫂 back🥲
Tysm ❤
Eric brought forth so many raw emotions with just writing this. It made me cry and self reflect, seeing him sing it live was another level, this MV bared all the masks we sometimes wear. He left nothing behind💜🥔💜
This song plays non stop for me. My husband passed a few years ago and the grief was almost unbearable. Thank you thank you for this song. No words can tell you how healing this has been
Hugs 🫂
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I’m so sorry for you loss. My partner passed a year ago, so I understand how you feel. 😢
@@Brouwer-I’m sorry tough group to be in right
It's just a snippet and I... Cried already.. 😭 but the acting is soo good I can already tell can't wait for the whole MV 🥺🔥
THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND PAINFUL AT THE SAME TIME AND WE'RE HERE FOR THIS ❤
YOU DID AMAZING ERIC
i’m at my worst right now and i’m crying so hard…. i love you Eric
Hugs 🫂
He performed this beautifully live 🤍so I know the MV will be 🤌🏻
I'm crying. I feel like so many people can relate to this song but not everyone has the words, courage and means to express what Eric expresses for all of those people.
Eric, what the heck?! I’m crying so early in the morning. Such an amazing song. Never a disappointment, Eric.
It’s like you wrote a song from my own mind. It’s hauntingly sad and brings me comfort as well
Thank you so much❤,have seen your comment on this post on here, I created this song from a place of love and I want to say thank you for your love and support, I created this channel to reach out to fans and you are amazing❤️❤️. where are you from?.
This song is so healing, thank you for giving me a hug through your words, the Mv is absolutely beautiful and manages to convey so many feelings, I'm so proud and happy for you Eric, I love you and admire you a lot, just wish that your life is always full of lots of health, happiness, love and success, ❤️😭🫂
Oh Eric, what a deep and powerful MV this is😭
OMG!!! This song almost gives me permission to cry out for relief and not always try to put on a happy face, count my blessings and be everything we are supposedly meant to be as adults. Now I need to go and cry a lil bit ❤
Hugs 🫂
This song helped me through the early stages of divorce not so long ago( September) . Then I went to see you @ericnam in Orlando, FL. The 1st show of your tour. I also love "don't leave yet""😊😮😢xoxo
Thank you so much ❤ glad to be by your side,have seen your comment on this post on here, I created this song from a place of love and I want to say thank you for your love and support, I created this channel to reach out to fans and you are amazing❤️❤️. where are you from?.
I relate to this song so much and watching it live was a dream come true. Thank you for releasing an album centered around finding yourself, it’s helped me more than you imagine
the amount of feelings mixed up watching this, IS INSANE THAT SOMEONE CAN BE THAT GREAT OF AN ARTIST
It’s honestly always so painful watching my favorite artists sad/depressed/anxious/… but I somehow feel understood at the same time
I was impatiently waiting for the other music videos to be released! He promised 4 MVs and this is the 3rd 😍🥰
the wholesong is a masterpiece itself, now the MV is so onpoint. even his facial expressions was just right
u did great ERIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This song absolutely made sense. I feel like sometimes we go through that and we learn to push on. Loved it
i have never ever felt closer to a song, i thank you eric nam for bringing out a song in which helps me feel so less alone❤️.
We're sooo excited for this Eric
your acting plus all the details... WE'RE READY TO CRY 😭❤
Nooo brooo! If you cry im cry and all here crying! 😢😢 This song touch me deep in my depression side... Thanks for share this side of you!!!! Love you Eric!! We are counting the days to see you here in Perú ❤❤❤
I loved how Eric showed there different ways of crying/smiling in the bathtub, it’s like showing the complexity of dealing with different emotions..😢
The MV, the lyrics, the melody... perfection
it amazes me how all the Eric Nam is so talented and then also gifted with amazing look
I know Eric will never see this message in the sea of comments, but thank you Eric. Thank you for expressing the not s pretty sides and being able to open up about the hard parts of just life. I hope it brings you comfort like you've been giving me in some of my hardest times.
WE SAVING THE AIR NOMADS WITH THIS ONE!! 🎉
The mv makes the song hit differently 😭😭😭
💚🤗 Amazing Eric
Life is never gonna be the same after watching Eric Nam's acting in this.. That was painful 😢
And tears are falling cause too many times I've said that to myself, and one time that feeling pushed me to a negative action.
Till this day music like this is what keeps me above the water.
Thank you so much for sharing this part of you with us.
Thank you, Eric. Beautifully sung, great album, and a gentle enactment of a difficult spectrum of feelings to describe. I'm a professional counselor, and this will be added to a playlist for clients to remind them they are not alone in their struggle. Will be interesting to see how they engage and personalize your song!
I feel like this almost every day. I think this is such a relatable song to almost everyone. It's comforting to know we're not alone in this.
i didnt expect this at all! wow. I'm so impressed by his level of transparency. Congrats Eric!
I felt that.... Wow. Eric, you did amazing acting, or maybe it wasn't so much, but actually feeling the emotions.... honestly, yes, they were portrayed precisely.
Lyrics:
Quiet please, can someone turn my head down?
Can't sleep got the rhythm too loud
I'm barely keeping breath inside my body
Screaming to keep the darkness out
But the monsters knock and I let them in
Fear and doubt are my closest friends
But let's give 'em show
Bring out the marching band
Hoping that no one can see
When the curtains are closed
I'm alone in an empty room
Wishing that I wasn't me
'Cause sometimes I wish I wasn't me
I wish I wasn't me
Listen a symphony of sadness
Playing softly in the corners of my mind
See I'm building thеse walls of validation
Too high for me to evеn climb
But the monsters knock and I let them in
'Cause fear and doubt are my closest friends
But let's give 'em show
Bring out the marching band
Hoping that no one can see
When the curtains are closed
I'm alone in an empty room
Wishing that I wasn't me
Sometimes I wish I wasn't me
I wish I wasn't me
This feels like a tribute to someone who was unfailingly kind, genuine and talented. Thank you Eric. It’s just as beautiful as he was ❤
Growing up with a narcissistic family, and seeing other beautiful families that love and support each other has always made me feel like I've missed out on so much of my potential and amazing opportunities in life. I love myself and I'm healthy and I've made it this far and will keep moving forward to give myself what my family didn't. But it does get lonely sometimes. Thanks, Eric. 😊🩷
OMG!! Ericcccc!! All the feels from this MV with the hard-hitting lyrics!! 😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧🥺🥺🥺😢😢😢💔💔💔 I feel so broken, and yet, I can completely relate to these thoughts and emotions. The juxtaposition of the smiling and crying and all the in-between levels of how you felt in the tub just struck me so hard. I love you, Eric. Always take care and know that you are enough, just as you are. 🩵🤗🫂🫶🏻🫰🏻
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Instant tears. All I can say is thank you.
This song is everything to me 😢love you Eric thank you for always be here for us we will always be here for you ❤
This song hit home. I swear Eric lives in my brain........❤
I am praying for anyone who relates to this. It breaks my heart that people really feel this way. I used to be there too and it was horrible but now I am free! I now have peace and joy instead of fear and depression. You need Jesus, we all do. God bless❤️
Crying soo much right now 😢 😢 😭 . Beautifully done. It's so relatable there are days I wish I wasn't me too and Often more times than not I put up a front so my family will not know my real feelings. I am usually the one they vent to, but I have no one to vent to. I have a diary i write in that helps tho.
Thank you so much Amanda,have seen your comment on this post on here, I created this song from a place of love and I want to say thank you for your love and support and I am glad you liked it. I created this channel to reach out to fans and you are amazing❤️❤️. where are you from Amanda?.
OMG ERIC NAM WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!!? THIS FEES SO UNREAL. IT'S BEAUTIFUL AND TOO PAINFUL AT THE SAME TIME.. I'M CRYING CONSTANTLY BUT I CAN'T STOP WATCHING !?? AND YOUR ACTING?? OH MY GOD THIS HURTS SO BAD BUT I'M OBSESSED!!😭😭
Painfully beautiful, thank you for always being a comfort.
Absolutely beautiful
A beautiful song for my days full of existential crisis. Beautiful video
Well damn Eric! That was intense !!! Beautiful art . Really hits home! 👏🏽
This is so cathartic. The visualization of the ups and downs is perfect.
This resonates with me a lot. Thank you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC!!!!🎊🎉🥳🫶🏻
People like him can keep their songs to themselves
Can't wait for this MV, it already looks Great!! Also, Eric your Acting is so good, and this Song is Definitely going to make me Cry!! 🤧😭❤️🔥
❤ Eerily beautiful song and video. Thanks for the healing song.🎉😢
Thanks, you made a difference today. My sister lost her husband almost a year ago, due to medical conditions and Covid complications. It made her feel better today.
I love Eric nam!!!
Love the lyrics of this song! ❤❤
Thank you so much Lynda,have seen your comment on this post on here, I created this song from a place of love and I want to say thank you for your love and support, I created this channel to reach out to fans and you are amazing❤️❤️. where are you from?.
I both love and hate that this is so relatable. A painfully beautiful representation of very difficult emotions. Thank you!
This song made me sit down and reconsider some stuff. Thanks Eric this song is beautiful and helped me out! Lovely seeing you for the third time as well! (My mom had a great time!)
토닥토닥 해 주고 싶은 슬픈 얼굴의 에릭😢 요즘의 내 마음 같아서.. 음악만 들었을 때 보다 더 마음이 찡 해졌어요🥺🥺 헤엄쳐 나아가야하는데......
I love this song 😭 thank you Eric
House on a Hill was my absolute favorite album of the year! So many songs resonated with me, I Wish I Wasn't Me probably most so.
This song is painfully beautiful. I can't listen to it without bursting out into tears... every single time. It's my favorite song. It's not just my favorite song on the album, but my favorite song in general.
Why was this song.... EXACTLY what I needed 🥺
this music video and song, wow its so powerful eric. you truly have a gift. you're so inspiring every song is like a hug from you
Is this a safe space where I can cry 😭
Very well portrayed. I understood it all. We love you Eric.
I looooove this song so much
always great Eric!
eric that ripped me heart out, this is devastatingly beautiful
this made me cry so hard. I am going through a burn out at the moment after months of strugling I am finaly seeking the help I need. I really, really love this song. can't wait to see you in march Eric, thankyou for this beautiful song.
Thank you so much Kelly,have seen your comment on this post on here, I created this song from a place of love and I want to say thank you for your love and support, I created this channel to reach out to fans and you are amazing❤️❤️. where are you from?.
I remember in the KND Studio interview, you mentioned that as a celebrity, people always remind you to live and act a certain way, to dress and behave like a celebrity, and even to be a bit rude and not too friendly with your fans. But you strive to maintain a sense of normalcy and be your real self as much as possible. We hear your message, especially in this song, and we're proud of your humble nature. You're not alone in this, and we will all be your strong supporters and hope that you will stay strong!
Eric is amazing.
That was too damn emotionaaal.. OMG..
You're incredibly wondeeerful btw
Uggh I'm trying not to cry. You hit the nail on the head of how I've been feeling with my anxiety. 😢
Right now I really had a hard time in living and I'm just suffering from all of these things. And , I don't know maybe like some angelic hand reached to me, when I listened this song. I feel comforted, relaxed but most importantly I didn't have to mask my feelings and emotions, so I just cried really hardly. I'm not sure either why I shared with you this things but if there is anyone like me, have trouble in living, it's okay you are not alone and you can be sad sometimes too. Like me...
Thank you Eric, for this beautiful song and mv
saw you live in norfolk and this song had me on the verge of tears when you performed it can’t wait for this mv😭
That hit me unexpectedly. Thank you for voicing this feeling out loud and in such a beautiful way.❤😢
I love you Eric Name ❤. Thank you !
Stop making me tear up mister. If there's any kpop idol i ever wanna see it's eric nam just so that i can thank him and give him a big hug 🖤🤍🖤
Wow, just wow , I should have waited to watch this, so heart breaking but relatable, it’s truly healing 😢🤯
Heavy, this is really heavy and the emotions are almost touchable ... really impressive! ♡
WOW....what a song....the lyrics and emotions are raw. Very well done!
It's a beautiful song ❤
I hope Eric Nam doesn’t feel too sad. I hope Eric Nam is happy.❤❤
This is what art looks like! I felt everything WITH you! Thanks for all you do Eric!
Thank you so much Janece ,have seen your comment on this post on here, I created this song from a place of love and I want to say thank you for your love and support, I created this channel to reach out to fans and you are amazing❤️❤️. where are you from?.
goosebumps the whole way through - what a masterpiece
So beautiful! i Love this song even more now! Thank You for this!
The song is already hauntingly beautiful so of course the video matches. There are so many days we all feel like this I’m sure, so thank you Eric, for making us feel less alone.
계속 흐르는 물과 욕조 속에 고여있는 모든 물이 눈물처럼 느껴지네요.. 슬픈 노래이지만 들으면 힐링도 되고 좋아요. 연출, 연기, 노래까지 참 잘 하셨어요!!
Thanks Eric❤️ I didn't know how to say it, but this song screams it
To my lovely idol..thank you for sharing it. It was really touching, and I was already crying...😢
I love seeing that many people love this track the same way I am loving it. This is so raw and pure, Eric-for this is the real situation of others. Thank you for letting them feel seen and heard through this song, and for letting them know they are not alone feeling this way.
My favorite song on the album. Thank you Eric!
OMG Eric this Song is So Beautiful, Deep, Painful, and your Acting is Amazing!! Thanks for making us not feel alone!! Nam Nation Loves you!! ♡♡
the lyrics is so deep and i think anyone can see themselves in it the song is nice nam , and video i love it