Rahim Riddim - It's a rough road up

This is the song that I have been currently been working on, I hope you like it and I wish you all a loving weekend!
Lyrics:
There is this voice in my head
Telling me
You know
You are not yourself
At least not just yet
Don't believe in what you think
Go sort out your own
Then wrong step will ever make you fail
My friend
Once upon a time
I promised myself
Prayed and asked
Please be there
I am all alone
We can be one in heaven
and one floating on the sea
I really do not need anyone else
Just you my friend
The loyal longtimer
Who never stops
But always takes time to embrace me when I fall
To be beyond touch
Remember to never forget
If you pass me by
Keep in mind
I got no storage left
Just the memory of you
I saw myself
I saw you
You sacred being
If nirvana had a twin
Bound to hear it all
All lower thoughts and feelings
Traveled upon in the dark
For a part of me to stumble
With no clear view of any sun
Cause the pure
That is the opposite of light
Looking for its rough road up
While you
Whom I pray to
meet me in my heart
Here on earth
The most beautiful view
Heaven that's you
Soon the roots will be released
There is this voice in my head
Telling me you know
You are not yourself
At least not just yet
Go sort out your own
My friend
Three aligns turns two
The faded, me
Acting as a staircase from a bridge
Two becomes one
To never stay
But to always never leave again
To always be us
Never hide our love my friend
Once upon a time
I promised myself
I prayed and I asked
Please be there
I am all alone
We can be one
In heaven and one floating on the sea
I really do not need anyone else
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Written by: ‪@rahimriddim‬