Pile 3 really hits me specially when you said that you’re lonely because you don’t know who you really are and the feeling of being not accepted in your home, is really me. And its so terrifying that the energy really spots on.
My, my. She read us all. I also picked pile 3 and I had so many "Oof, accurate😬🙃" moments. I've never truly felt like all of me has belonged, no matter where I've been. Everything she said resonated so deeply.
I always wondered why I feel nostalgic and homesick for the past things that will never be again and why I can’t let things go and why being around my friends with their normal loving families made me so uncomfortable
Pile 1 something that I really needed to hear. Honestly I'm so tired of readings when they say that I'm gonna meet a person who will be everything I've ever dreamt of and even more, it so unrealistic and makes my expectations fly high to the sky?.. This is the most real one thank you so much!
#2 omg I can tell you how much this reading resonates!!! 100% 1. i always think that I know what I want from a men but I get really easily distracted of my original ‚idea‘ what I really want 2. I’m always thinking ‚oh well.. I will never find true love anyway‘ because I feel like love is just not made for me 3. I absolutely hate feeling Vulnerable so I shut myself down so I can‘t be hurt & I always put myself a lot in the hermit and the hanged man mode bc I feel like I have to suffer at first 4. I always feel like I have to do a bunch of things before I really deserve love. Everytime a guy tries to get close to me I’m like ‚no I have to loose weight at first‘… ‚no I have to become better at school at first‘ etc. because I otherwise don‘t deserve it. I‘m also always comparing myself to the things other people in my age have archived and then I feel completely sad
Pile 2: That metaphor about how love is available for everybody just like water and sunlight… I needed to hear that. You have no idea. Thank you for this reading.
#2 I really needed to hear that. Thank you 💛I've only seen bad relationships in my life: cheating, violence, toxicity.. That is the reason to why it's hard for me to believe that good and healthy relationships exist. I haven't had the best father and I've also been bullied in school, so that's why I feel like I need to work hard to even make someone notice me and love me. There's really some healing I need to do.
i relate to your comment so much! Most relationships I see them end up cheating on each other or they try stabbing each other in the back on purpose. I grew up without knowing my father but he sometimes sent me letters where he wrote how useless I am & I got bullied in school from my first love (for loving him) so it’s Hard for me to believe that a man can ever love and respect me
@@lauras144 Damn, people can really suck sometimes.. But at least we are not alone 💕 I hope you are doing fine nowadays or are on your healing journey ✨
I've never had a relationship, so it's funny she thinks people naturally find me attractive 😅, everybody always rejects me. To be honest I'm already 35, it's about time I stop wasting my time with love, maybe in the next life.
@@TheBayzent I've heard people say "When you stop looking for love, you'll find it" 😊 I truly believe there's someone out there for you! Luckily we all don't have to have a spouse, two kids and a dog in our 30's. It's a damn shame society makes us think that being single for a longer time is not "normal". I'm 24 and I've also been single for all my life and I am a virgin in all possible ways. But I don't want to get to a relationship that I'm not sure of. I don't want to say "let's see IF this works", it has to be "this is going to work so well". 😂
Girl...I resonate with you so much..! I've never seen a healthy relationship. My parents' relationship is really messed up, all I've seen is violence and people cheating on each other and hating their marriage. I've grown up thinking love doesn't exist and even if it does I'm not good enough for it.
Pile 2. Are you the fbi ? I genuinely wanna know because it’s exactly like that like wow I think this has to be the most accurate general reading I’ve heard in my entire life
Yaahh.. even at once I just said, may be she will say she is unable to read pile 2 because we are hiding ourselves. And that's what she said very next moment. Like soooo accurate..
PILE 2 !! MY HEARTBWAS BEATING SO FAST !! Never have I watched a reading so accurate , I always tell my friends that I'm forever alone because I'm afraid that it will fail. I'm a Scorpio never being a relationship in my life. I'm so shocked how this reading was so accurate 😫
I picked pile 1 and clearly I imagine my own love scenarios in my head a lot and the truth is I am too insecure and have issues with low self-esteem which I think is the biggest obstacle for me to be in a relationship. Your reading resonates with me so much. Thank you :)
Oh gosh, this is me. I've been single for 7 years now, and have totally blocked myself off, and anyone that has approached me, I've brushed off. Not because I have a picture in my head, just because I've been let down, and I've forgotten how it feels to be in love, and doubt it will happen.
Pile #2: "I'm going to see this video and exhale, back to my sad life". I actually watched a re-watched this video a couple of times. Everything you say about vulnerability, trust and opening up to the possibility of happiness. That's mostly why I watch romantic pick-a-card readings -- to feel hope again.
I've been feeling incredibly lonely for the last year. Let go of toxic family, friends and partners. Just when I'd started getting better, my grandma who raised me and was one of the very very few people who loved me unconditionally died suddenly. I feel shattered and thrust into this ever enveloping circle of loneliness. My inner strength is fading. Thank you for this video. It brings me some comfort and hope in this very dark time in my life. I am grateful 🙏🏼
Pile 2. Literally EVERY word. When your mother tells you all of your life that NOBODY is going to want you...."who is going to choose YOU?"....you believe that. And finally i am on my way to release that huge resistance i have. Thank you so much ❤️
Hi I know this was a year ago but HOLY CRAP are we the same person! I mean my mom died when I was 7 but my step mom has always told me "nobody is going to love you because of the way you do this or that" or "you will never find a boyfriend" or "you will never get married because nobody would want someone like you" :( and it just hurts so bad so I feel you and I wish you the best!! ❤
#3. Bang on. Loss of seven animal members due to homelessness out of our car with children, loss of my usual way of life, and now turning toward my greatest dreams as I shoot for the stars. I have lost my comfort zone big time, with all our possessions in storage. I’ve even lost the support of my mother and brother as I refused to live the life they wanted for me. Instead, I wish to relocate to Italy with my children, be with my future husband who is abundant in divine timing, write my manuscript as it’s slowly coming together (it took living like this to do it). Maybe this is a blessing in disguise. Thanks for the reading ❤️
Pile 1. Pretty spot on. Deathly afraid to make same mistake and choose wrong person. Have given chance to others that weren't my "ideal" but fell apart anyway. The kid thing too. I'm scared to get back out there. 2 years single, dated but has been a struggle. Love bombers, emotionally unavailable, ghosters, workaholics, baby mama drama, or simply weren't feeling me (or I them). Not wanting to settle, done that multiple times. Love love, but not sure what to look for anymore, want reciprocity. Thank you for your insightful reading. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙌🏼
Pile 1 I knew this was for me when it said socially withdrawn, and trying to bend the universe to my will. I’ve been trying to manifest faster when I keep being told wait for divine timing. But I’m just very scared of only ending up alone. But I’m trying to let go of that control
It’s because I don’t want to date someone who is out of my age range, but I keep getting signs that he will be older than me and out of my age range. I’m very unhappy to hear it, but I’m slowly learning to accept it. I just would very much prefer someone my age
@@ziraydejesus8108 lol don’t lower your standards, life isn’t set in stone. If you’re scared of being alone you have to approach dating like a job almost and go through enough choices until you find one that is a good match.
Pile #3... I'm literally shocked how accurate this was. But in a good way, like wow. I've always felt like I don't know who I am and like I've never felt "home". I don't know what "home" feels like. Every single thing you said was so spot on.
I'm not giving chances to mid, average, basic men, because some tarot reader thinks I should. We tell women to do that all the time. I've had mind, average, basic. Now I want above average, and a true match to me. I will absolutely wait for my dream man, thank you.
Pile 3 you can’t do that alone, you can’t hug and cuddle yourself alone. It just doesn’t make any sense. You can love yourself all you want but you can’t do things alone , we’re human beings . I don’t focus on age. I’ve liked people older and I’ve liked people younger, doesn’t matter
#3 felt like we were having a conversation because I was all the time "yes" "I know" "I'm trying" "yeah yeah maybe" "you're right" hahah and I feel all of that because I'm 26 and I don't feel like it at all it's kind of hard because I see people my age doing so much stuff and getting married and having kids but I don't feel like I am mature enough for that? It's like I'm still a teenager who don't which way to go
Wait! Are you me? Haha. I am 26 too with exactly same thought process. I keep waiting for the divine timing to work things out in areas I have no control of.
Chose pile 2… I felt like I was being lectured at but sheesh the accuracy of this reading!!! 😭 this video was recommended to me earlier but i ignored it (the irony 🥲) and it reappeared in my feed right now so I decided to click on it… oh boy 😭 when you said “you’re scared of being a parent”, I legit almost cried 😅 anyways, this was a really great reading!! I’m so glad the algorithm led me to this video!! Thank you so much for the great reading!! ❤️❤️
I'm a Sagittarius and pile number 1 had me in tears 😭 It read me like a book. Like you said, I'm ready for a relationship but I'm scared to death for the past two repeat itself. I'm also only looking for a particular partner who lights me up & instantly attracted to but I'm sure that's toxic to want. I've never been completely valued in a man's eyes and therefore cannot relax or feel fully accepted by one. The whole reading read me 100% and it confirms the things I knew deep down. I'm willing to give the right person a chance.
Pile 1. Thank you so much, this was exactly what I needed to hear at this time. I don't have a lot of relationship experience but had a difficult family situation that definitely lead me to believe no one can accept me just the way I am. I've had a lot of invitations and possibilities but I've always turned them down. I feel like the more perfect the guy was, I began fearing that there's no way they'll ever like the real me and if they didn't match my dream image it was an instant turn down. I feel like I'm in this place right now where I know I have a choice to act differently but I'm freaking out and scared to take the leap of faith. So thank you for direct but encouraging words, they really did come in perfect timing!
I am lonely for the past 8 yrs now.. waiting for true love to come in.. I really pray what u said comes true soon.. thanks for the blessings and I claim this read..
Gosh, pile 3 really hit. Felt really emotional. The inner child part was a clarification for me as I did a small reading for myself which mentioned my inner child. Praying for this healing and this positive outcome 🙏🏼💕✨
That's insane! I chose pile 1, and I'm dating an older man who is in banking and has tanned skin and is a virgo! I'm always expecting immediate chemistry and attraction and I was ready to push him away as I'm struggling to get over another man. I have been judging him on the template of what a man should be, based on my experiences. I will take your advice and let go and give him a chance
Pile 3 and WOW this is the most accurate reading I’ve ever had, thank you so so much for putting your videos out for the world- I’m feeling very hopeful and on the right track❤️
pile 3 really resonated with me. I'm genuinely trying to shift into a new chapter of my life and learning how to heal my childhood trauma by recognizing my inner child and acknowledging her. I did my own readings and it told me I had to let go of negative thinking or old beliefs that weren't helping me in order to make my manifestations come true.
Pile 3 so so so accurate. I am finding my way back I even said myself I have to discern my intuition from clouded thoughts & anxiety lately and finding my way back to myself and self trust because my head has been sooo fucked with. I’ve been gaslit a lot I even do it to myself at times. I have strongggg intuition and always did and it’s been so blocked lately even a reiki lady said my third eye was blocked and asked if it was because of a traumatic event and it 100% was. Tonight was the night I finally felt more connected to it and this reading has helped immensely because it was so accurate. Thank you for confirming what I intuitively already know 💜
Pile 1-Amazing! This is my first time connecting with your channel. I just came across this reading and you're 💯. Have been trying to manifest the guy who I perceive to be perfect and I guess it's time to accept that he doesn't exist. Have gone outside of my comfort zone for a while and got burnt out as I still have not found the right one. Am working on opening up and believing that I will find love and am right for someone as I am now rather than being the perfect version of self. I'm in the age range stated, and the older I get I see that love shouldn't be difficult but between two genuine, wholehearted and real beings who are willing to be true and vulnerable. Thanks for the reading and guidance. Hopefully I find him soon. 🙏🍀❤️🦋🌞
Pile 2 ROSE. Even when people around you are closed off. In relationship you will feel lonely. Workaholics. Leadership. You want MIND BLOWING LOVE, DIVINE COUNTERPART ONLY.
I chose pile 2 and everything uu were say resonated ... I’m super optimistic on the outside but subconsciously I definitely have been scared to let ppl in all the way because I’ve been betrayed a lot in my childhood by my best friend my father I’ve been cheated on more than once etc but I am hopeful and I’ll try to remain open minded as much as I can to what life has for me
pile 3: this was the most accurate tarot video i’ve ever watched. i feel like i have a much better understanding of myself and of what i need to let go in order to become the best version of myself, so thank you for this. 100/10. amazing. life changing❤️
pile 1- this reading has only been going on for a minute and it's already scaringly accurate- as soon as she said cancer energy I was like oh damn so this is gonna go like that huh (I'm a cancer in almost all of my placements
Pile 2: You have read me so so accurately.... To a point where I had to check under my bed to see of you re hiding there 🤣 I'm super impressed!! 👏👏💕 Subscribed
Pile 3: The accuracy!!! From start to finish, every single detail. Thank you so much, I’ve been going through a lot lately and this really helped me. 💗🧡🤍
Thank you so much! Chose pile 1. I don't know how it became so hard for me to believe that I'm worthy of love. Definitely gonna have to come back to this reading.
Pile 1. It was a slap in my face, but really needed it. Been trough domestic abuse is not something easy to heal, we keep imagining that somebody will want someone perfect, and not us, cause we have been bruised in the past. But what you said is so true, omg!
This reading is the most accurate reading I’ve had ! Pile 2 is soo spot on and I cannot wait to meet this person once I stop being soo hard on myself xx
Thank you! This was like a spiritual psychological therapy session much needed. Pile 2, resonated with me 80%. Some of the info I felt like didn’t entirely match, but who knows. I’m clearly here for a reason
Pile 3 I am into tarot and channeling, as well as mediumship and folk magick (I really don’t care for the term witchcraft because of it’s negative connotation) and I am a Starseed. I however do not want children to begin with, but I wouldn’t make a good parent anyway with my mental disabilities (I’m Autistic, diagnosed with the former placement of Asperger’s Syndrome which no longer exists, with Sensory Processing Disorder and Generalized Anxiety Disorder) and need to be alone the vast majority of the time. I can’t be around the vast majority of people for longer than an hour and a half, in fact so far the only people I can handle being around for longer than that is a partner, if my last relationship (which I ended back in November) is any indication. I also don’t care about recognition, if it comes than it does but the success that I want is fulfillment and happiness. I think the “child being in charge” is more of the fact that emotionally and psychologically I’m quite a bit younger (about 5-7 years younger) than I am biologically, common among Autistic people because much of our brains do develop at a slower rate. I wouldn’t chose anyone who is like my father. I care about my father, don’t get me wrong, but with all the issues he has from his childhood? No thanks, I want none of that. I tend to sleep quite a bit, although no where near as much as I used to so I just have to deal with being fatigued all day. The possible reason why is it’s sometimes a symptom of Cushing Syndrome, which is something that I could have based on the 99% of the other symptoms I show. I just had bloodwork done for that and a couple other possible issues that could explain some of the issues I have. So we’ll see I suppose. My 3rd Eye Chakra, at least according to Western ideals (I’ve heard differently, and a lot darker, from Eastern ideals where they originated from, so I don’t really use the idea of Chakras and I take them with a grain of salt), isn’t blocked. It’s one of my most open actually. I do have a Leo North Node in my Tropical chart, and I’m heavily Leo in my Draconic chart. I am looking for a foreigner as well, specifically German as that strongly feels correct to me and I really love Germany. Went there once, and it was the time of my life. Eventually I would like to move there as well. My Tropical chart is strong and dominant Air, with Aquarius being my signature sign and Libra falling in both my Moon and Venus signs. I’d only be considered co-dependent in a career as of now, but I’m wanting to get into divination as a career. It just hasn’t happened yet. Thanks to having a lot of narcissists in my family, I can spot them pretty easily. I also will not play that runner-chaser game, if my future partner tried that it would over before he knew it. My mental state is already pretty bad unfortunately, but thankfully I don’t have an addictive personality and the three things that most people get addicted to when they’re upset (alcohol, drugs, and/or cigarettes) I find absolutely vile.
Pile 3 I totally resonated whatever you said about myself and my inner child. I'll take notes and work on them. I believe in your words and I know that person is coming really soon only for me. Thank you for the reading
Pile 1 - I refuse to date anybody of my own race, period. Falling for somebody of my own race? That will never happen. I’m not gonna wait for somebody that is not my type or that I don’t want. But honestly I do have this rule where “if he doesn’t have a big d, I can’t get with him”. If they aren’t my type, hopefully it’s not somebody of my own race. I feel like it’s my grandma (she’s dead so she’s in spirit) really wants me to be with somebody that’s the same race as me (I’m black, African American). But she needs to accept that I don’t want somebody of my own race so the thought of me giving somebody of my own race a chance is off limits. Why wait for somebody that’s not even my type? That I won’t even be attracted to. That person does not deserve to be waited for. I also am not interested in guys that are on the thicker side (like a plump body type) or a guy that isn’t athletic. I really want to be with a sports player. If this guy isn’t in sports or athletic, he needs to become that way. I’m not one of those people that accept people for the way they are. I have standards and I know my worth. I don’t like earth sign men either. I don’t like guys with dark skin. He needs to be pale or just a white guy or hispanic guy. I also don’t like feminine men or guys that are too short. Honestly, nobody can make me like a person that I don’t want. Not even the universe. I will just keep rejecting that person, and if things escalate, this person will have to deal with the law. Yes, I’m holding onto somebody from the past. I’m gonna keep saying no to people that I don’t want. This reading will not change my mind about my preferences.
When you said "when you're being intimate there is still this loneliness. Like your mind and your body are separate" during the 3rd pile reading that really hit me. Thank you for this advice, I really needed to hear. Here's to breaking free from the past :)
OMG! You are you! It is as if you are in the same room and knowing everything I feel. Afraid - yes because the heart has been broken and hard to mend again. And I want to not be lonely and yes --I feel I will be alone forever. And I feel I am not good enough. Sadness, fear, loneliness has been the constant companion. I am shocked in how much you can feel our energy. You are fantastic!!!!
i picked pile 3 and watching this made me want to scream from how accurate it was and how much it resonated with me. i’m moving locations (college), i like art, and i often feel very disconnected from reality and everyone else when i hang out with people. like today i hung out with my friends but i felt so disconnected from them. i would just stare out into space for moments at a time. i also do need to heal my inner child and i’ve wanted to go to a museum for awhile. like there was so many things in this reading that seriously happened to me. i also love your voice!
Pile#1 (I am male) First of all, to be honest your reading is very accurate I heard myself I mean the depth of me about my life regarding to love. I am 22 yrs old now but I never date anyone because as you mentioned I have an ideal image for my wife.Also i dont want to hurt people as I never prepared to love anyone(as love life). But sometime later I met a girl as you said well dressed with suit (gray) Lol.
I picked pile 2 and you hit the nail on the head with regards to vulnerability and how I view my love and happiness. Also every reading I’ve had keeps saying I’ll have to choose between two men. It’s in my hand too. When’s it going to happen. 20 years I’ve been awaiting! That’s why I’m probably giving up on love!!! It’s happening to everyone else but not me, but when is it going to happen? That’s the only thing the reading didn’t mention.
I lay on my bed thinking when will it all go away, all the memories and mistakes, and the fact I want to love to be seen passed these defects, and I click the video that best describes my insecurity about knowing none of the answer and feeling 100 percent justified with whatever I heard, or wanted to hear, because I’m that damn lonely.
Pile 2: Yes, I'm always lonely, and somewhat genetically lucky. But I *do* know what I want, that soulmate love you mentioned later, however the universe never gives it. And cards have told me I might have to choose between 2 people for 15 years now, but I've not even gotten 1 serious offer in that time, so yeah, it's hard to believe something good will suddenly happen when life has just shown me the opposite my whole life. I need proof now.
pile 1 : you don't understand me. i guess I'll never find true love. god doesn't care about my preference, my opinion don't matter. bro i wanna throw tantrums. I don't understand what i have to change so I'm just gonna force myself to change again to mold myself into someone just to feel happy because when I'm positive ill finally have my partner. I don't understand what do i have to open up I'm very ready I don't understand i just want someone besides me god doesn't care about me i see it
Pile 1 Strangely I'm the one with kids and I'm the one who's people around me says no one is going to love you with kids, my own sister told me tell them you have children and see how fast they run away. This reading was very accurate but somehow made me feel sad. I thought I had learned from the past and change but no. I have heard hundreds of readings, this one was the most real one of all.
@blkmarshmallow some of single mothers I know have no problem finding a spouse 👀 I think in this context it’s about finding a man who may be different, but not beneath, your pictures man of your dreams. That he may be just as good for you or better than the type you envisioned. Just my thoughts.
pile#2 its just hard to realize if it will happen or not...every time i had had someone be interested in me i find out they are just flirting or chatting with multiple guys so that throws me off and i think why bother. Im confident in what i can do and i can put effort into things but it also feels like a waste of time when someone else doesnt put effort or it seems to flow natural for other people and not for me 😐 there have been females im interested in but it seems im always like a second choice till they mess up or something then they try to get in touch with me and i totally dont like that
Also I am type of person if I don’t want that person, i will never like them... whatever they did, even though he also does everything to win my heart... that just hurt their feeling cuz I cant even like them at all...if I am not liking someone straight away I will never ever chase or even allowed them to my life.
Pile 2 is very relatable, it felt like having personal reading😭, yes I do feel lonely also not lonely at same time, tired of getting or finding love and have self esteem problem and trying to heal from inner and family and friends issues, i want love but afraid of it and feel like not deserving or have to word hard to be worthy of love
Spirit told me pick another pile. Picked pile 3 - yes, I want to relocate and yes, for studies (to go to college). I’m very intuitive and into tarot. I’m not an old soul though, lol. I’m trying to move away from all the drama and negativity. I have my own Instagram and Pinterest page. I plan on having my own UA-cam channel. I’m lonely because almost all my friends have bfs and a steady relationship and I don’t. I’m young (17). Yes, I want all of that (marriage and children). I’m not attracted to younger guys lol. I actually prefer older guys. I don’t really want a guy that’s my age or younger. There aren’t any cute guys that are my age(once again, I’m 17). There are a few cute guys that are younger than me but most cute guys are older(the most attractive guys are older). Honestly, most younger guys still look immature physically and act immature. I plan on going to clubs and I want to go to a party school. Older guys > Guys younger and the same age. I go for guys that are into sports, passionate, and good looking. I’ve been feeling nostalgic. I don’t like guys with a lot of tattoos and I don’t care too much for artistic guys and emotional guys. I’m not interested in museums and exhibitions and that stuff. Hmmmmm 🤔.
I picked pile 2 and was astounded! Its going to be difficult but I'll give it a try! I want to be loved/in love but just like you said I'm also afraid. ✨ loved it, thanks!
#2: What a fantastic reading. I needed to hear everything. I was laughing during part of it, because it was so on point. Yes, I came from abuse and a bad marriage, but I needed to hear what you said to kickstart me into a new way of thinking. Thank you.
2. I am a Virgo with a Scorpio Venus. No matter what I cannot find a man to…like me…for real. I am always rejected, abandoned. No one ever was for real interested. I want someone amazing it’s true but that amazing person doesn’t want me. The whole confusion thing is not my story. I am extremely sure what I want. I want a sublime love, loyalty, respect. An intelligent, wealthy, adventurous, funny and beautiful man. But men just don’t find me interesting in general. I am single for years…I don’t really have any friends. My whole 20’s (I am 26 now) are lost. Just work but not being payed well, stressing,no fun, not going out, no traveling, my dad died…I am just tired
Oh and I don’t want to see it because I am tired. For years in readings as well..he will come in a year, 5 months from now, next years…it never happens. Till it happens I don’t believe anything.
Pile 1 Damn... you really read me!!! I am manifesting / daydreaming the things I want it to happen but doing 0 amount to make it happen!! Damn.. I should do something to make it happen..thanks for the reading 😊!!
Pile 2 just described me perfectly. It was quite an awakening! I have a lot of healing to do but I'm feeling positive that I will pull through and open my heart again to love. Thank you so much for this reading.
#Pile3: I just say you are amazing, there are so many tarot reader but you are so accurate and specified those things. Sometimes I get so emotional like through this video , yes I feel like I'm not in my own home, and I really put other Frist instead of thinking own . Thank you once again.
Pile 3. I am crying like a baby right now because you touched a nerve with the innerchild issue that I didn't even know I had. I think you just saved me so much money on therapy haha. Thank you!
Option#2: Is pretty accurate. However, resistance in my case comes from trusting the universe, opening up over and over again just to experience tower moments and complete destruction...At times to the point that you're totally destroyed and have to rebuilt oneself over and over again. You stop trusting people and universe and it feels as if the universe enjoys hurting you...Almost as you are a voodoo doll in the hands of the universe. Eventually, you get to a place where you don't believe anymore that true love can happen to you...so you just accept the fact that you're doomed to be alone in this lifetime.
Love your readings, today I've watched all 3 to see if my intuition is right ( Pile 2, lol) and wow, I couldn't identify with any of the other piles. You are so accurate 😃 thank you 😊
Wow, this is the most accurate reading ever. This made me realise that it is indeed my inner child that's in charge right now because bad stuff has been happening and I deal with them by overindulging - I can't say no to myself when I want something, I have to have it now, otherwise, I have temper tantrums, I keep spending money on nice things (at least I can afford it for now), I'm frequently lazy and unorganised because I don't want to be bothered. I go for younger guys because the older ones look "boring" and "too mature" (I'm 26, anyone above 28 scared the shit out of me and I usually go for guys in their early 20s). Or sometimes I date men way older than me (from 8 to 15 years older) that still have this childish and adorable energy about them. And I don't have daddy issues in the traditional sense of the word but my father did abandon me when I was 7 and then went on to have a new family. I never understood why he would abandon me, just sorta accepted it in an 'it is what it is' way, and this mindset has been following me throughout my whole life. When the boys in my high school started bullying me, I didn't know why, just accepted it. When my best friend started asking me who I liked and wouldn't rest until she dated them, I accepted that they'd never prefer me to her and that 'it is what it is'. When my first love told me, after I broke his heart because he was crushing what little self-esteem I had with his toxic behaviour, that no one would ever love me, I accepted it, 'it's like that - I don't know why, I don't see the sense in that but other people do and it is what it is'. I kept expecting guys to not be attracted to me, not because I think I'm not attractive but because for some reason 'it is what it is'. It's weird. Now I go to posh restaurants and buy champagne and truffles and caviar when I'm having a good day, or when I'm having a bad day "because I can" and "because I deserve the best". It's my way of soothing myself. In reality, I feel alone, I feel like the situation sucks too much because I don't know what will happen after my contract job ends, the future is super insecure and unstable, I'm trying to get over my past, and my present kinda feels like a limbo (albeit things have slowly started looking up). I can't imagine going for the Emperor type (I used to, before, but not now). I do want to create a family with a guy who is around my age and just building a dynasty together, becoming the Empress and the Emperor with time. I already know his vibe, I've met him in my dreams - I don't know what his personality would be like but I know what his essence will feel like and I know he'll have green eyes like me, and brown curly hair. I do feel like he isn't in my surroundings like he's running in different circles so what you said about going somewhere else to meet him makes sense. I'm not a party girl - my overindulgences are reading and daydreaming and spending money on nice things and expensive food and not working enough because I'm too anxious. I have to mull over this a bit, see how exactly can I soothe the inner child in me without resorting to these coping mechanisms. We'll see.
Pile 2: For me it's not as extreme as you mentioned, but I am just a bit blah about love these days. This pile resonated the most. I've been vulnerable in the past and it was grossly used against me. I guess I just no longer have that belief that things will work out. I have always felt I had to work for love, it doesn't come naturally for people to love me. I was abused. It seems I always give everything and the other person just takes it for granted. I don't want another relationship like that ever again. It made me feel horrible about myself. For once I just want love to be nice, to have a normal person show interest instead of unhealed people who act toxic. I know you mention that I need to heal, but I've been feeling like I have tried, it just seems to never end with me continuing to think I'm not special. I have never felt comfortable in my skin, I still wish I was born as a different person. I know it's not beneficial, but I feel that way a lot. I have never felt accepted. People misunderstand me on the regular and it just hurts. My first relationship was a nightmare with a narcissist. I'm just tired of the pain.
Pile 1 very good reading, I’ve been having similar messages describing this man(without kids tho😭). Also the way you called us all out here about ideals…wow…needed to hear that ❤
Option 3: .... i have no words, im putting this video in my calendar to watch 6 months from now and see what progress ive made. You are incredible, i only stumbled on this video from my recommended!! This was so extremely personal to me from the START to the very moment you ENDED it. Thank you so much, i feel so understood and like ive been given a gentle nudge from the universe!
2 very true but also watching these tarot reading also don’t help cause they also say when you get all these things that’s when love will come smh but everything you are saying is true I’m insecure and I have been through a lot when ever I’ve giving love a try even for a square it never works out.. Thank you on point 💜
Pile 3 really hits me specially when you said that you’re lonely because you don’t know who you really are and the feeling of being not accepted in your home, is really me. And its so terrifying that the energy really spots on.
My, my. She read us all. I also picked pile 3 and I had so many "Oof, accurate😬🙃" moments. I've never truly felt like all of me has belonged, no matter where I've been. Everything she said resonated so deeply.
Pile 3
Read me like a book.
Woah lol I just picked pile 3 and decided to read ur comment to get a little preview… sounds dead on for me too. Kinda crazy
I always wondered why I feel nostalgic and homesick for the past things that will never be again and why I can’t let things go and why being around my friends with their normal loving families made me so uncomfortable
"When the child is in charge it's hard to form an adult relationship." That was deep.
Pile 1 something that I really needed to hear. Honestly I'm so tired of readings when they say that I'm gonna meet a person who will be everything I've ever dreamt of and even more, it so unrealistic and makes my expectations fly high to the sky?.. This is the most real one thank you so much!
Totally agree !!!!
#2 omg I can tell you how much this reading resonates!!! 100%
1. i always think that I know what I want from a men but I get really easily distracted of my original ‚idea‘ what I really want
2. I’m always thinking ‚oh well.. I will never find true love anyway‘ because I feel like love is just not made for me
3. I absolutely hate feeling Vulnerable so I shut myself down so I can‘t be hurt & I always put myself a lot in the hermit and the hanged man mode bc I feel like I have to suffer at first
4. I always feel like I have to do a bunch of things before I really deserve love. Everytime a guy tries to get close to me I’m like ‚no I have to loose weight at first‘… ‚no I have to become better at school at first‘ etc. because I otherwise don‘t deserve it.
I‘m also always comparing myself to the things other people in my age have archived and then I feel completely sad
I can relate so much. I just rejected someone because of insecurities. Even though he kept pursuing me, I didn't feel worthy of him.
wow , took the words out my mouth !
Same here being a pile 2 is a hard road. We just dont feel like we will ever find love it feels like it isnt made for us
we're literally living the same life
That sounds so much like me...I see I'm not the only one, come on people WE DESERVE LOVE NOW!! :)
Got pile 2… I’ve never been more offended before, because I’m exactly like that
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I’m the same lol
Same, pile 2 and Gemini ... I was listening speechless :-O so accurate
@@michaelaadamkova1178 ahh same
Lol very accurate
Pile 2: That metaphor about how love is available for everybody just like water and sunlight… I needed to hear that. You have no idea. Thank you for this reading.
#2 I really needed to hear that. Thank you 💛I've only seen bad relationships in my life: cheating, violence, toxicity.. That is the reason to why it's hard for me to believe that good and healthy relationships exist. I haven't had the best father and I've also been bullied in school, so that's why I feel like I need to work hard to even make someone notice me and love me. There's really some healing I need to do.
i relate to your comment so much! Most relationships I see them end up cheating on each other or they try stabbing each other in the back on purpose. I grew up without knowing my father but he sometimes sent me letters where he wrote how useless I am & I got bullied in school from my first love (for loving him) so it’s Hard for me to believe that a man can ever love and respect me
@@lauras144 Damn, people can really suck sometimes.. But at least we are not alone 💕 I hope you are doing fine nowadays or are on your healing journey ✨
I've never had a relationship, so it's funny she thinks people naturally find me attractive 😅, everybody always rejects me. To be honest I'm already 35, it's about time I stop wasting my time with love, maybe in the next life.
@@TheBayzent I've heard people say "When you stop looking for love, you'll find it" 😊 I truly believe there's someone out there for you! Luckily we all don't have to have a spouse, two kids and a dog in our 30's. It's a damn shame society makes us think that being single for a longer time is not "normal". I'm 24 and I've also been single for all my life and I am a virgin in all possible ways. But I don't want to get to a relationship that I'm not sure of. I don't want to say "let's see IF this works", it has to be "this is going to work so well". 😂
Girl...I resonate with you so much..! I've never seen a healthy relationship. My parents' relationship is really messed up, all I've seen is violence and people cheating on each other and hating their marriage. I've grown up thinking love doesn't exist and even if it does I'm not good enough for it.
Pile 2. Are you the fbi ? I genuinely wanna know because it’s exactly like that like wow I think this has to be the most accurate general reading I’ve heard in my entire life
It was Scary
Yuh ditto. I’m not even halfway through lol. N it’s grossly accurate
This really hits
Yaahh.. even at once I just said, may be she will say she is unable to read pile 2 because we are hiding ourselves. And that's what she said very next moment. Like soooo accurate..
Same here, it was crazy hahahah I had to pause the video to absorb what was going on. I'm a Gemini by the way.
PILE 2 !! MY HEARTBWAS BEATING SO FAST !! Never have I watched a reading so accurate , I always tell my friends that I'm forever alone because I'm afraid that it will fail. I'm a Scorpio never being a relationship in my life. I'm so shocked how this reading was so accurate 😫
I want someone who’s going to make me feel loved, who will never give up on me.
I don’t want to try and fail anymore.
I picked pile 1 and clearly I imagine my own love scenarios in my head a lot and the truth is I am too insecure and have issues with low self-esteem which I think is the biggest obstacle for me to be in a relationship. Your reading resonates with me so much. Thank you :)
Oh gosh, this is me. I've been single for 7 years now, and have totally blocked myself off, and anyone that has approached me, I've brushed off.
Not because I have a picture in my head, just because I've been let down, and I've forgotten how it feels to be in love, and doubt it will happen.
#1
“That’s why you’re lonely you don’t know how to be nice to yourself”
That was too loud ma’am 💔😃
I wish there was a reader who acknowledges that straight male viewers exist.
Pile #2: "I'm going to see this video and exhale, back to my sad life". I actually watched a re-watched this video a couple of times. Everything you say about vulnerability, trust and opening up to the possibility of happiness. That's mostly why I watch romantic pick-a-card readings -- to feel hope again.
I've been feeling incredibly lonely for the last year. Let go of toxic family, friends and partners. Just when I'd started getting better, my grandma who raised me and was one of the very very few people who loved me unconditionally died suddenly. I feel shattered and thrust into this ever enveloping circle of loneliness. My inner strength is fading.
Thank you for this video. It brings me some comfort and hope in this very dark time in my life. I am grateful 🙏🏼
I relate so much to your situation. sending you so much love 💓
Pile 2. Literally EVERY word. When your mother tells you all of your life that NOBODY is going to want you...."who is going to choose YOU?"....you believe that. And finally i am on my way to release that huge resistance i have. Thank you so much ❤️
Same!
Same!❤much strength to warriors like us. GOD BLESS.🌹🌻
Hi I know this was a year ago but HOLY CRAP are we the same person! I mean my mom died when I was 7 but my step mom has always told me "nobody is going to love you because of the way you do this or that" or "you will never find a boyfriend" or "you will never get married because nobody would want someone like you" :( and it just hurts so bad so I feel you and I wish you the best!! ❤
#3. Bang on. Loss of seven animal members due to homelessness out of our car with children, loss of my usual way of life, and now turning toward my greatest dreams as I shoot for the stars. I have lost my comfort zone big time, with all our possessions in storage. I’ve even lost the support of my mother and brother as I refused to live the life they wanted for me. Instead, I wish to relocate to Italy with my children, be with my future husband who is abundant in divine timing, write my manuscript as it’s slowly coming together (it took living like this to do it). Maybe this is a blessing in disguise. Thanks for the reading ❤️
I also claim this reading ❤️
Pile 1. Pretty spot on. Deathly afraid to make same mistake and choose wrong person. Have given chance to others that weren't my "ideal" but fell apart anyway. The kid thing too. I'm scared to get back out there. 2 years single, dated but has been a struggle. Love bombers, emotionally unavailable, ghosters, workaholics, baby mama drama, or simply weren't feeling me (or I them). Not wanting to settle, done that multiple times. Love love, but not sure what to look for anymore, want reciprocity.
Thank you for your insightful reading. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙌🏼
I choose pile 1. I don't care whether he has a child as long as he loves me and I'm not the cause of their break up.
Pile 1 I knew this was for me when it said socially withdrawn, and trying to bend the universe to my will. I’ve been trying to manifest faster when I keep being told wait for divine timing. But I’m just very scared of only ending up alone. But I’m trying to let go of that control
It’s because I don’t want to date someone who is out of my age range, but I keep getting signs that he will be older than me and out of my age range.
I’m very unhappy to hear it, but I’m slowly learning to accept it. I just would very much prefer someone my age
@@ziraydejesus8108 lol don’t lower your standards, life isn’t set in stone. If you’re scared of being alone you have to approach dating like a job almost and go through enough choices until you find one that is a good match.
"The energy of being ready but not doing anything." - perfectly describes me lol
Pile #3... I'm literally shocked how accurate this was. But in a good way, like wow. I've always felt like I don't know who I am and like I've never felt "home". I don't know what "home" feels like. Every single thing you said was so spot on.
Same. Never bonded with a family member ever. Never had anyone with whom it was perfectly mutual. I will find my “home” soon.
I'm not giving chances to mid, average, basic men, because some tarot reader thinks I should. We tell women to do that all the time. I've had mind, average, basic. Now I want above average, and a true match to me. I will absolutely wait for my dream man, thank you.
Pile 3 you can’t do that alone, you can’t hug and cuddle yourself alone. It just doesn’t make any sense. You can love yourself all you want but you can’t do things alone , we’re human beings
. I don’t focus on age. I’ve liked people older and I’ve liked people younger, doesn’t matter
#3 felt like we were having a conversation because I was all the time "yes" "I know" "I'm trying" "yeah yeah maybe" "you're right" hahah and I feel all of that because I'm 26 and I don't feel like it at all it's kind of hard because I see people my age doing so much stuff and getting married and having kids but I don't feel like I am mature enough for that? It's like I'm still a teenager who don't which way to go
Wait! Are you me? Haha. I am 26 too with exactly same thought process. I keep waiting for the divine timing to work things out in areas I have no control of.
OMG ME TOO!!! I'm 25 and feel the same exact way
Chose pile 2… I felt like I was being lectured at but sheesh the accuracy of this reading!!! 😭 this video was recommended to me earlier but i ignored it (the irony 🥲) and it reappeared in my feed right now so I decided to click on it… oh boy 😭 when you said “you’re scared of being a parent”, I legit almost cried 😅 anyways, this was a really great reading!! I’m so glad the algorithm led me to this video!! Thank you so much for the great reading!! ❤️❤️
Yes im crying cause i really dont know what im looking, yes twinflame os what im looking i found him but we separated
I'm a Sagittarius and pile number 1 had me in tears 😭 It read me like a book. Like you said, I'm ready for a relationship but I'm scared to death for the past two repeat itself. I'm also only looking for a particular partner who lights me up & instantly attracted to but I'm sure that's toxic to want. I've never been completely valued in a man's eyes and therefore cannot relax or feel fully accepted by one. The whole reading read me 100% and it confirms the things I knew deep down. I'm willing to give the right person a chance.
Pile 1. Thank you so much, this was exactly what I needed to hear at this time.
I don't have a lot of relationship experience but had a difficult family situation that definitely lead me to believe no one can accept me just the way I am. I've had a lot of invitations and possibilities but I've always turned them down. I feel like the more perfect the guy was, I began fearing that there's no way they'll ever like the real me and if they didn't match my dream image it was an instant turn down. I feel like I'm in this place right now where I know I have a choice to act differently but I'm freaking out and scared to take the leap of faith. So thank you for direct but encouraging words, they really did come in perfect timing!
Me during the entire reading: WRITE THAT DOWN WRITE THAT DOWN
I am lonely for the past 8 yrs now.. waiting for true love to come in.. I really pray what u said comes true soon.. thanks for the blessings and I claim this read..
Gosh, pile 3 really hit. Felt really emotional. The inner child part was a clarification for me as I did a small reading for myself which mentioned my inner child. Praying for this healing and this positive outcome 🙏🏼💕✨
Lot of love for you !💞💞
@@paulamcoldlady9468 aw thank you, lots of love to you too 🙏🏼
@@charlotterose3745 thank you 💞✴
Pile 1. I can't thank you enough 🙏 this felt like a counselling session you're incredibly talented and knowledgeable. Thank you so so so much ❤️
Thanks dear 😊
That's insane! I chose pile 1, and I'm dating an older man who is in banking and has tanned skin and is a virgo! I'm always expecting immediate chemistry and attraction and I was ready to push him away as I'm struggling to get over another man. I have been judging him on the template of what a man should be, based on my experiences. I will take your advice and let go and give him a chance
Pile 3 and WOW this is the most accurate reading I’ve ever had, thank you so so much for putting your videos out for the world- I’m feeling very hopeful and on the right track❤️
#2 so on point i'm constantly feeling tired like now even for small things like brushing ur teeth or just to have bath....
pile 3 really resonated with me. I'm genuinely trying to shift into a new chapter of my life and learning how to heal my childhood trauma by recognizing my inner child and acknowledging her. I did my own readings and it told me I had to let go of negative thinking or old beliefs that weren't helping me in order to make my manifestations come true.
Pile 3 so so so accurate. I am finding my way back I even said myself I have to discern my intuition from clouded thoughts & anxiety lately and finding my way back to myself and self trust because my head has been sooo fucked with. I’ve been gaslit a lot I even do it to myself at times. I have strongggg intuition and always did and it’s been so blocked lately even a reiki lady said my third eye was blocked and asked if it was because of a traumatic event and it 100% was. Tonight was the night I finally felt more connected to it and this reading has helped immensely because it was so accurate. Thank you for confirming what I intuitively already know 💜
Pile 1-Amazing! This is my first time connecting with your channel. I just came across this reading and you're 💯. Have been trying to manifest the guy who I perceive to be perfect and I guess it's time to accept that he doesn't exist. Have gone outside of my comfort zone for a while and got burnt out as I still have not found the right one. Am working on opening up and believing that I will find love and am right for someone as I am now rather than being the perfect version of self. I'm in the age range stated, and the older I get I see that love shouldn't be difficult but between two genuine, wholehearted and real beings who are willing to be true and vulnerable. Thanks for the reading and guidance. Hopefully I find him soon. 🙏🍀❤️🦋🌞
Pile 2 ROSE.
Even when people around you are closed off. In relationship you will feel lonely. Workaholics. Leadership.
You want MIND BLOWING LOVE, DIVINE COUNTERPART ONLY.
I chose pile 2 and everything uu were say resonated ... I’m super optimistic on the outside but subconsciously I definitely have been scared to let ppl in all the way because I’ve been betrayed a lot in my childhood by my best friend my father I’ve been cheated on more than once etc but I am hopeful and I’ll try to remain open minded as much as I can to what life has for me
pile 3: this was the most accurate tarot video i’ve ever watched. i feel like i have a much better understanding of myself and of what i need to let go in order to become the best version of myself, so thank you for this. 100/10. amazing. life changing❤️
“You keep imagining you’re the victim... but you’re not you’re the empress” 😭😭❤️ I’m crine in the club
3 felt like a personal reading. i dont even need to give details. you are gifted holy crap.
pile 1- this reading has only been going on for a minute and it's already scaringly accurate- as soon as she said cancer energy I was like oh damn so this is gonna go like that huh (I'm a cancer in almost all of my placements
Omg same. I also thought like: how could it be? Like hooow
I love it when she says mhhhm. Like damn, my cards that spicy?
LMAO
Pile 2: You have read me so so accurately.... To a point where I had to check under my bed to see of you re hiding there 🤣 I'm super impressed!! 👏👏💕 Subscribed
Pile 3:
The accuracy!!! From start to finish, every single detail. Thank you so much, I’ve been going through a lot lately and this really helped me. 💗🧡🤍
Thank you so much! Chose pile 1. I don't know how it became so hard for me to believe that I'm worthy of love. Definitely gonna have to come back to this reading.
Pick pile 2...bad choice...I cried a lot. The accuracy is like a big slap in my face. Even my friends and family don't know me this well.
Pile 1. It was a slap in my face, but really needed it. Been trough domestic abuse is not something easy to heal, we keep imagining that somebody will want someone perfect, and not us, cause we have been bruised in the past. But what you said is so true, omg!
This reading is the most accurate reading I’ve had ! Pile 2 is soo spot on and I cannot wait to meet this person once I stop being soo hard on myself xx
I chose pile 3 and I almost cried twice.
Thank you! This was like a spiritual psychological therapy session much needed. Pile 2, resonated with me 80%. Some of the info I felt like didn’t entirely match, but who knows. I’m clearly here for a reason
Pile 3
I am into tarot and channeling, as well as mediumship and folk magick (I really don’t care for the term witchcraft because of it’s negative connotation) and I am a Starseed.
I however do not want children to begin with, but I wouldn’t make a good parent anyway with my mental disabilities (I’m Autistic, diagnosed with the former placement of Asperger’s Syndrome which no longer exists, with Sensory Processing Disorder and Generalized Anxiety Disorder) and need to be alone the vast majority of the time.
I can’t be around the vast majority of people for longer than an hour and a half, in fact so far the only people I can handle being around for longer than that is a partner, if my last relationship (which I ended back in November) is any indication.
I also don’t care about recognition, if it comes than it does but the success that I want is fulfillment and happiness.
I think the “child being in charge” is more of the fact that emotionally and psychologically I’m quite a bit younger (about 5-7 years younger) than I am biologically, common among Autistic people because much of our brains do develop at a slower rate.
I wouldn’t chose anyone who is like my father. I care about my father, don’t get me wrong, but with all the issues he has from his childhood? No thanks, I want none of that.
I tend to sleep quite a bit, although no where near as much as I used to so I just have to deal with being fatigued all day. The possible reason why is it’s sometimes a symptom of Cushing Syndrome, which is something that I could have based on the 99% of the other symptoms I show. I just had bloodwork done for that and a couple other possible issues that could explain some of the issues I have. So we’ll see I suppose.
My 3rd Eye Chakra, at least according to Western ideals (I’ve heard differently, and a lot darker, from Eastern ideals where they originated from, so I don’t really use the idea of Chakras and I take them with a grain of salt), isn’t blocked. It’s one of my most open actually.
I do have a Leo North Node in my Tropical chart, and I’m heavily Leo in my Draconic chart.
I am looking for a foreigner as well, specifically German as that strongly feels correct to me and I really love Germany. Went there once, and it was the time of my life. Eventually I would like to move there as well.
My Tropical chart is strong and dominant Air, with Aquarius being my signature sign and Libra falling in both my Moon and Venus signs.
I’d only be considered co-dependent in a career as of now, but I’m wanting to get into divination as a career. It just hasn’t happened yet.
Thanks to having a lot of narcissists in my family, I can spot them pretty easily. I also will not play that runner-chaser game, if my future partner tried that it would over before he knew it.
My mental state is already pretty bad unfortunately, but thankfully I don’t have an addictive personality and the three things that most people get addicted to when they’re upset (alcohol, drugs, and/or cigarettes) I find absolutely vile.
Pile 3
I totally resonated whatever you said about myself and my inner child. I'll take notes and work on them. I believe in your words and I know that person is coming really soon only for me. Thank you for the reading
Pile 1 - I refuse to date anybody of my own race, period. Falling for somebody of my own race? That will never happen. I’m not gonna wait for somebody that is not my type or that I don’t want. But honestly I do have this rule where “if he doesn’t have a big d, I can’t get with him”. If they aren’t my type, hopefully it’s not somebody of my own race. I feel like it’s my grandma (she’s dead so she’s in spirit) really wants me to be with somebody that’s the same race as me (I’m black, African American). But she needs to accept that I don’t want somebody of my own race so the thought of me giving somebody of my own race a chance is off limits. Why wait for somebody that’s not even my type? That I won’t even be attracted to. That person does not deserve to be waited for. I also am not interested in guys that are on the thicker side (like a plump body type) or a guy that isn’t athletic. I really want to be with a sports player. If this guy isn’t in sports or athletic, he needs to become that way. I’m not one of those people that accept people for the way they are. I have standards and I know my worth. I don’t like earth sign men either. I don’t like guys with dark skin. He needs to be pale or just a white guy or hispanic guy. I also don’t like feminine men or guys that are too short. Honestly, nobody can make me like a person that I don’t want. Not even the universe. I will just keep rejecting that person, and if things escalate, this person will have to deal with the law. Yes, I’m holding onto somebody from the past. I’m gonna keep saying no to people that I don’t want. This reading will not change my mind about my preferences.
When you said "when you're being intimate there is still this loneliness. Like your mind and your body are separate" during the 3rd pile reading that really hit me. Thank you for this advice, I really needed to hear. Here's to breaking free from the past :)
i picked pile 2 and it resonated 100% for me. i cried doing the reading lol!! also when you sneezed i said bless u! i hope u have a wonderful day mwah
OMG! You are you! It is as if you are in the same room and knowing everything I feel. Afraid - yes because the heart has been broken and hard to mend again. And I want to not be lonely and yes --I feel I will be alone forever. And I feel I am not good enough. Sadness, fear, loneliness has been the constant companion. I am shocked in how much you can feel our energy. You are fantastic!!!!
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i picked pile 3 and watching this made me want to scream from how accurate it was and how much it resonated with me. i’m moving locations (college), i like art, and i often feel very disconnected from reality and everyone else when i hang out with people. like today i hung out with my friends but i felt so disconnected from them. i would just stare out into space for moments at a time. i also do need to heal my inner child and i’ve wanted to go to a museum for awhile. like there was so many things in this reading that seriously happened to me. i also love your voice!
Pile 3 I cried bc I've been feeling lonely due to my parents being verbally abusive and distant. Accurate. Thank u
Pile#1 (I am male)
First of all, to be honest your reading is very accurate I heard myself I mean the depth of me about my life regarding to love. I am 22 yrs old now but I never date anyone because as you mentioned I have an ideal image for my wife.Also i dont want to hurt people as I never prepared to love anyone(as love life).
But sometime later I met a girl as you said well dressed with suit (gray) Lol.
Pile 1: You got it right on…it’s even hard for me to admit because it’s true…definitely subscribed
I picked pile 2 and you hit the nail on the head with regards to vulnerability and how I view my love and happiness. Also every reading I’ve had keeps saying I’ll have to choose between two men. It’s in my hand too. When’s it going to happen. 20 years I’ve been awaiting! That’s why I’m probably giving up on love!!! It’s happening to everyone else but not me, but when is it going to happen? That’s the only thing the reading didn’t mention.
I lay on my bed thinking when will it all go away, all the memories and mistakes, and the fact I want to love to be seen passed these defects, and I click the video that best describes my insecurity about knowing none of the answer and feeling 100 percent justified with whatever I heard, or wanted to hear, because I’m that damn lonely.
Pile 2:
Yes, I'm always lonely, and somewhat genetically lucky. But I *do* know what I want, that soulmate love you mentioned later, however the universe never gives it. And cards have told me I might have to choose between 2 people for 15 years now, but I've not even gotten 1 serious offer in that time, so yeah, it's hard to believe something good will suddenly happen when life has just shown me the opposite my whole life. I need proof now.
#2 i always feel that if i feel happy bad things will follow... ever since i was a little girl...
pile 1 : you don't understand me. i guess I'll never find true love. god doesn't care about my preference, my opinion don't matter. bro i wanna throw tantrums. I don't understand what i have to change
so I'm just gonna force myself to change again to mold myself into someone just to feel happy because when I'm positive ill finally have my partner. I don't understand what do i have to open up I'm very ready I don't understand i just want someone besides me god doesn't care about me i see it
Wow number 2 hit hard... Very glad I ran into this video! Thank you, you are such a powerful channeler!
Pile 1 Strangely I'm the one with kids and I'm the one who's people around me says no one is going to love you with kids, my own sister told me tell them you have children and see how fast they run away. This reading was very accurate but somehow made me feel sad. I thought I had learned from the past and change but no. I have heard hundreds of readings, this one was the most real one of all.
@blkmarshmallow some of single mothers I know have no problem finding a spouse 👀 I think in this context it’s about finding a man who may be different, but not beneath, your pictures man of your dreams. That he may be just as good for you or better than the type you envisioned. Just my thoughts.
pile#2 its just hard to realize if it will happen or not...every time i had had someone be interested in me i find out they are just flirting or chatting with multiple guys so that throws me off and i think why bother. Im confident in what i can do and i can put effort into things but it also feels like a waste of time when someone else doesnt put effort or it seems to flow natural for other people and not for me 😐 there have been females im interested in but it seems im always like a second choice till they mess up or something then they try to get in touch with me and i totally dont like that
I feel like you know me personally. I’ve never had a tarot reading resonate with me so much, thank you for this.
Also I am type of person if I don’t want that person, i will never like them... whatever they did, even though he also does everything to win my heart... that just hurt their feeling cuz I cant even like them at all...if I am not liking someone straight away I will never ever chase or even allowed them to my life.
Pile 3 let’s gooooo babyyyy
WOOooooo
Thanks for the read ms.blush lily 😁😊🙏🙏
Love it as always 🙌🏼🙌🏼
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Pile 2 is very relatable, it felt like having personal reading😭, yes I do feel lonely also not lonely at same time, tired of getting or finding love and have self esteem problem and trying to heal from inner and family and friends issues, i want love but afraid of it and feel like not deserving or have to word hard to be worthy of love
Spirit told me pick another pile.
Picked pile 3 - yes, I want to relocate and yes, for studies (to go to college). I’m very intuitive and into tarot. I’m not an old soul though, lol. I’m trying to move away from all the drama and negativity. I have my own Instagram and Pinterest page. I plan on having my own UA-cam channel. I’m lonely because almost all my friends have bfs and a steady relationship and I don’t. I’m young (17). Yes, I want all of that (marriage and children). I’m not attracted to younger guys lol. I actually prefer older guys. I don’t really want a guy that’s my age or younger. There aren’t any cute guys that are my age(once again, I’m 17). There are a few cute guys that are younger than me but most cute guys are older(the most attractive guys are older). Honestly, most younger guys still look immature physically and act immature. I plan on going to clubs and I want to go to a party school. Older guys > Guys younger and the same age. I go for guys that are into sports, passionate, and good looking. I’ve been feeling nostalgic. I don’t like guys with a lot of tattoos and I don’t care too much for artistic guys and emotional guys. I’m not interested in museums and exhibitions and that stuff. Hmmmmm 🤔.
Funny enough I do feel like you're an old soul
I am 17 and I feel like a grandma whenever I am with my friends lol
Old souls thing🌚
Option 1. Tough Love but needed to be said and heard. Thank you for this reading and for all you do! Be Blessed 💜🥰😇🙏🏽
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I picked pile 2 and was astounded! Its going to be difficult but I'll give it a try! I want to be loved/in love but just like you said I'm also afraid. ✨ loved it, thanks!
#2: What a fantastic reading. I needed to hear everything. I was laughing during part of it, because it was so on point. Yes, I came from abuse and a bad marriage, but I needed to hear what you said to kickstart me into a new way of thinking. Thank you.
Glad you enjoyed the reading darling 😉
Pile 2. So incredibly spot on, I’m shocked! Libra sun, gemini rising and aquarius moon. Definitely felt like a crafted message for me, thank you ❤
Pile 2: Started crying because it's so true. Thank you for bringing this to the light 🤍
2. I am a Virgo with a Scorpio Venus. No matter what I cannot find a man to…like me…for real. I am always rejected, abandoned. No one ever was for real interested. I want someone amazing it’s true but that amazing person doesn’t want me. The whole confusion thing is not my story. I am extremely sure what I want. I want a sublime love, loyalty, respect. An intelligent, wealthy, adventurous, funny and beautiful man. But men just don’t find me interesting in general. I am single for years…I don’t really have any friends. My whole 20’s (I am 26 now) are lost. Just work but not being payed well, stressing,no fun, not going out, no traveling, my dad died…I am just tired
Oh and I don’t want to see it because I am tired. For years in readings as well..he will come in a year, 5 months from now, next years…it never happens. Till it happens I don’t believe anything.
Pile 1
Damn... you really read me!!! I am manifesting / daydreaming the things I want it to happen but doing 0 amount to make it happen!! Damn.. I should do something to make it happen..thanks for the reading 😊!!
Pile 2 just described me perfectly. It was quite an awakening! I have a lot of healing to do but I'm feeling positive that I will pull through and open my heart again to love. Thank you so much for this reading.
#Pile3: I just say you are amazing, there are so many tarot reader but you are so accurate and specified those things. Sometimes I get so emotional like through this video , yes I feel like I'm not in my own home, and I really put other Frist instead of thinking own . Thank you once again.
Finding this reading 3 years later and the pile I picked is spot on! Thank you 🙏🏾 ❤❤❤
Pile 3. I am crying like a baby right now because you touched a nerve with the innerchild issue that I didn't even know I had. I think you just saved me so much money on therapy haha. Thank you!
I picked pile 2. Thank you so much for the reading! I teared up a little bit, that's how well it resonated :')
Pile 3 Thank you lovely xx
Option#2: Is pretty accurate. However, resistance in my case comes from trusting the universe, opening up over and over again just to experience tower moments and complete destruction...At times to the point that you're totally destroyed and have to rebuilt oneself over and over again. You stop trusting people and universe and it feels as if the universe enjoys hurting you...Almost as you are a voodoo doll in the hands of the universe. Eventually, you get to a place where you don't believe anymore that true love can happen to you...so you just accept the fact that you're doomed to be alone in this lifetime.
Love your readings, today I've watched all 3 to see if my intuition is right ( Pile 2, lol) and wow, I couldn't identify with any of the other piles. You are so accurate 😃 thank you 😊
Wow, this is the most accurate reading ever. This made me realise that it is indeed my inner child that's in charge right now because bad stuff has been happening and I deal with them by overindulging - I can't say no to myself when I want something, I have to have it now, otherwise, I have temper tantrums, I keep spending money on nice things (at least I can afford it for now), I'm frequently lazy and unorganised because I don't want to be bothered. I go for younger guys because the older ones look "boring" and "too mature" (I'm 26, anyone above 28 scared the shit out of me and I usually go for guys in their early 20s). Or sometimes I date men way older than me (from 8 to 15 years older) that still have this childish and adorable energy about them.
And I don't have daddy issues in the traditional sense of the word but my father did abandon me when I was 7 and then went on to have a new family. I never understood why he would abandon me, just sorta accepted it in an 'it is what it is' way, and this mindset has been following me throughout my whole life. When the boys in my high school started bullying me, I didn't know why, just accepted it. When my best friend started asking me who I liked and wouldn't rest until she dated them, I accepted that they'd never prefer me to her and that 'it is what it is'. When my first love told me, after I broke his heart because he was crushing what little self-esteem I had with his toxic behaviour, that no one would ever love me, I accepted it, 'it's like that - I don't know why, I don't see the sense in that but other people do and it is what it is'. I kept expecting guys to not be attracted to me, not because I think I'm not attractive but because for some reason 'it is what it is'. It's weird.
Now I go to posh restaurants and buy champagne and truffles and caviar when I'm having a good day, or when I'm having a bad day "because I can" and "because I deserve the best". It's my way of soothing myself. In reality, I feel alone, I feel like the situation sucks too much because I don't know what will happen after my contract job ends, the future is super insecure and unstable, I'm trying to get over my past, and my present kinda feels like a limbo (albeit things have slowly started looking up).
I can't imagine going for the Emperor type (I used to, before, but not now). I do want to create a family with a guy who is around my age and just building a dynasty together, becoming the Empress and the Emperor with time. I already know his vibe, I've met him in my dreams - I don't know what his personality would be like but I know what his essence will feel like and I know he'll have green eyes like me, and brown curly hair. I do feel like he isn't in my surroundings like he's running in different circles so what you said about going somewhere else to meet him makes sense. I'm not a party girl - my overindulgences are reading and daydreaming and spending money on nice things and expensive food and not working enough because I'm too anxious. I have to mull over this a bit, see how exactly can I soothe the inner child in me without resorting to these coping mechanisms. We'll see.
Pile 1 : id rather be alone forever than with the man u described hahaha
I've been praying for an answer for the last 3 days 😭 and pile #3 was so accurate its so shocking!!! subscribed!!
Pile 2: For me it's not as extreme as you mentioned, but I am just a bit blah about love these days. This pile resonated the most. I've been vulnerable in the past and it was grossly used against me. I guess I just no longer have that belief that things will work out. I have always felt I had to work for love, it doesn't come naturally for people to love me.
I was abused. It seems I always give everything and the other person just takes it for granted. I don't want another relationship like that ever again. It made me feel horrible about myself. For once I just want love to be nice, to have a normal person show interest instead of unhealed people who act toxic.
I know you mention that I need to heal, but I've been feeling like I have tried, it just seems to never end with me continuing to think I'm not special. I have never felt comfortable in my skin, I still wish I was born as a different person.
I know it's not beneficial, but I feel that way a lot. I have never felt accepted. People misunderstand me on the regular and it just hurts. My first relationship was a nightmare with a narcissist. I'm just tired of the pain.
Pile 1 very good reading, I’ve been having similar messages describing this man(without kids tho😭). Also the way you called us all out here about ideals…wow…needed to hear that ❤
Option 3: .... i have no words, im putting this video in my calendar to watch 6 months from now and see what progress ive made. You are incredible, i only stumbled on this video from my recommended!! This was so extremely personal to me from the START to the very moment you ENDED it. Thank you so much, i feel so understood and like ive been given a gentle nudge from the universe!
2 very true but also watching these tarot reading also don’t help cause they also say when you get all these things that’s when love will come smh but everything you are saying is true I’m insecure and I have been through a lot when ever I’ve giving love a try even for a square it never works out.. Thank you on point 💜
For pile 3 that was incredibly, uncannily accurate. Thank you for the great reding
I chose pile 2 the reason I am closed off I was always told because of my Disability nobody will ever love me
Trust me, I am sure someone will love you for who u are. 💜